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			  Any Coincidence Is
  (or, The Day Julia & Cecil the Cat Faced a Fate Worse Than Death)
			 v9.2 (January 2004)

			   Daniel Callahan




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"I used to do a turn in the army.  I was really mad back then... [a] 
loony!  I'd never have any music to introduce me, which was a big deal. 
 Unheard of.   I'd hop out on to the stage.  It used to take ages.  
Hop, hop, hop.  As I got nearer to the microphone, they'd hear this 
doddery voice going 'Do do do... do do do.'  When I'd eventually make 
it to the microphone I'd stop and say, 'I must be a great 
disappointment to you all.'  That's it.  There's no joke.  It's totally 
irrational.  A lot of people don't get it.  Still don't."
-- Spike Milligan


"What will be is. Is is."
-- James Joyce, "Finnegans Wake"


1. The Dim Bulb
"If you guys don't listen to me, we're going to end up in that box 
again!"
-- Davy to the other Monkees, "Head"


The young man (boy, really) played with his fingers in the garish light 
cast from the lone bulb hanging in the concrete basement.  He scratched 
at an imaginary itch on his right hand (just below his thumb) in order 
to take his mind off the man in the lab coat who sat across from him at 
the beaten, scarred, wood table.  It didn't work.  And whoever this man 
in the lab coat was, he was insistent about paperwork.  He had three 
inches clipped onto a weathered clipboard which he flipped through with 
precision.

"Can I offer you a glass of water?" asked the boy's captor in a calm, 
sensitive tenor.

The boy, Kurt, continued to scratch the imaginary itch, which had 
leaped magically from his right hand to the left.  Eventually the 
falseness of the itch would be deduced, and the lab coated man would 
disappear out of the cell and return with... God knows what.  Kurt had 
seen torture hundreds -- if not thousands -- of times on TV, and he was 
glumly aware that there would be no commercial breaks for him.

"Can I offer you a glass of water?"  The question was repeated without 
urgency, as if the speaker was an absent-minded waiter.  The itch now 
leaped with the dexterity of a trained flea onto the boy's leg, and the 
dutiful fingers followed.

He watched as the man in the lab coat, without name tag or company 
insignia, studied his stack of papers attached to the clipboard.  
Several yellow forms near the top half inch were labeled 27B. The man 
frowned and wrote a note on the top page:
Note:  Find out who isn't duplicating 27B in Pink.

"I'm sorry," he said, "I wasn't listening.  Was that a yes or no to the 
water?"

Kurt remained in his chair, almost motionless, except for the 
itching-and-scratching routine.  It had leaped again, this time onto 
his scalp, and the twitching fingers followed.  He wondered how long he 
could keep this up without drawing blood.



"I'll just write down 'no answer' in your file," the Lab Coat Man 
muttered, shuffling his way through the stack of paper, skipping the 
yellows and pinks to find a blue.  Locating the relevant box on a 43F, 
he made a small 'X,' flipped to the front of the pile, and looked back 
at the boy.  He had stopped scratching his scalp and pushing his 
strawberry-blond hair even more out of place, leaving his hands 
motionless and his eyes fixed on the table top.  Good, he thought; at 
least he won't make himself bleed with all that scratching.  The man 
adjusted his glasses, which didn't help, as his vision impairment was 
due to the dim lighting.  The singular bulb, being pathetic twice over 
(as it was:
A)	the only one in the room, and
B)	thirty watts too dim),
hung from a cord -- a more melodramatic touch than he would have 
employed himself, but from a practical point of view there wasn't much 
to see even in a well lit concrete basement.  A painting or two would 
clear up the problem nicely, although it would take away from the point 
of the room: interrogation.  Interrogation rooms were not meant to be 
pleasant.  So, perhaps, they would only fill the room with Dali's?  The 
man chuckled and coughed to cover his lack of composure.  Dali, indeed. 
 Or Miro.  More camouflaged coughing.  But the boy, still maintaining 
what seemed to be an impression of a sedated vegetable, didn't seem to 
notice.  So, the lab man adjusted his collar and steeled himself for 
the next grim encounter with the unkempt.

"My name is..." he offered.  The boy's silent motif continued.  He 
discouraged a sigh that was building inside him.  The boy was obviously 
frightened and knew nothing.  How could he, the man thought.  I'm 
junior vice-president, and I have to keep asking Forrester what to do 
next.  Although no one ever called him by that title, or even his name 
anymore.  Just because he had unpacked the first shipment of lab coats 
and arranged them on hangers according to size, he had been dubbed the 
Lab Coat Man.  And now, weeks later, the joke dead and buried, the name 
had stuck.  Was this the brave new world they were heading to?

The Lab Coat Man sighed.  What could he do but persevere?  The 
questionnaire had to be completed.  And if the boy was ever going to be 
recruited, he'd have to be a lot more forthcoming.

"My name is..." he prompted.

The boy resumed scratching, this time under this first knuckle of his 
left hand.

"Well, what's in a name, eh?  Ha ha ha!"  The subtle wit of a well 
executed quote amused the man, but generated no response from the boy.  
Discouraged, he dutifully noted this on a blue 42C, adding another 'X.'

This could go on forever...


2. What there's no accounting for 
"If that's the best you can do, then your best sucks!"
-- Jodi Foster, "The Accused"


"Because all of you of Earth are idiots!" shouted Tom, wearily wiping 
the glass counter and removing coconut oil from the reflections of 
overpriced candy bars.  Inside the theater the movie echoed him:  
"Because all of you of Earth are idiots!"

Tom sighed, not for the first time that evening.  The Manager, who paid 
in cash every Sunday, had decided to take advantage of the bizarre 
tastes of his Gen X clients and offer an Ed Wood film festival.  "Bride 
of the Monster", "Plan 9 From Outer Space", and "Night of the Ghouls" 
ran on the second, smaller screen on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday, two 
bucks a head.  Carloads of costumed goons from Madison assaulted the 
theater in droves, throwing popcorn at the screen whenever they saw a 
particularly bad moment of cinema history.  Which meant that Kurt spent 
a lot of extra time cleaning the theater.  He had mentioned this 
problem to his boss, but his only response had been a toothy grin.  The 
Manager was making a killing.

Tom, who needed the job in order to move out of his parents' trailer 
home, found little about the Ed Wood canon amusing.  Even so, he had 
been forced to hear the dialog of each film every Friday, Saturday, and 
Sunday...  The soundproofing between theater two and the lobby was 
nonexistent.  Thankfully, he only had to watch them once, when he 
filled in for the Manager's weasel-featured nephew/projectionist 
Neoldner, who had called in sick to buy grass in Beloit.  In return, 
Neoldner was going to clean out theater two this evening, and Tom 
couldn't wait for his shift to end.

One good thing about the Ed Wood freaks - they bought all the popcorn 
Tom could make.  He always had the nagging worry that the Manager would 
increase his profit margin by manning the concession stand himself.  
The last two employees in Tom's position had been let go for no given 
reason... it seemed only a matter of time before the same thing 
happened to him.  But the Manager strolled out of the second theater 
with a broad grin, revealing his cutting overbite.

"I don't know why," the Manager exclaimed, "but they love it!"

"Most of them are from the 'Ed 9 Film Society,'" Tom replied.  "By the 
way, I need to restock."

"I brought three boxes up already -- they're by the stairs.  And once 
you're done with that whatever else needs to be done out here, you can 
go home early!"

"A whole five minutes?" Tom muttered, almost inaudibly.  "Whatever 
shall I do with my time?"

The Manager swung his hands apart and then together in loud clap, as he 
always did to change the subject.  "By the way, your mother called.  
She said to call her back immediately."

"When did she call?"

The Manager leveled a mischievous stare at Tom and quoted the 
following: "'He tampered in God's domain!'"

"But that was seventy minutes ago!"  The closing line, in fact, of 
"Bride of the Monster".  Woodian dialog had become part of Tom's 
internal clock.  "Why didn't you say anything?"

"I had to give Neoldner a hand threading 'Plan 9', and I forgot all 
about it.  Sorry!"

Tom heard Criswell begin his parting words, figured to hell with it, 
and abandoned his post in order to use the phone in the employee's 
lounge.  It had been a storage room until just recently, when the 
Manager had redecorated it with a host of kitschy sale items from Osco. 
 Good intentions, perhaps, but the room was only big enough for two 
people to begin with, and a hypothetical third could only find space 
through acts of physical intimacy which would have been rendered 
impossible by the decor.  He dialed home and his mother answered 
immediately, showering him with motherly affection and gratitude that 
he was safe and babbling on about some catastrophe that had just 
occurred.

"What, mom?  Mom, what?!  Mom!  What?!"  Tom repeated his request in 
several permutations until he finally received the coherent message 
that had so shaken his mother:  his cousin Kurt had gone missing.

Tom pondered this for a moment.

"And...?"


3. Meanwhile, back at the ranch...
"Voyaging through the strange seas of Thought, alone."
-- Wordsworth


Justin Nelson, Jr., pounded the last of the stakes of his new cattle 
pen into the dry dirt.  Like sentinels, they sprouted in a line from 
the barn, swerved north of the stream, veered at a right angle for the 
stump, and followed Justin to where he stood.  The cross-beams 
remained, after which he'd finally be done.

He took a white handkerchief from his shirt pocket and wiped his 
forehead.  The task had been lengthened considerably, although Justin 
refused to admit it, by incessant thinking, an activity which often 
stopped him with his hammer in mid-swing.  But now, he would soon be 
able to think all he wanted from the comfort of his porch as the cattle 
wandered from shade to shade.  After he bought some cattle, he reminded 
himself.  Or sheep.  He could never decide which.

Under an entirely blue vault of sky, Justin felt something pass between 
himself and the morning sun.  His leathered face turned up to see 
nothing but ubiquitous light, curving toward him in all directions.  He 
arched his aging back, feeling the popping and hating it more than 
usual, before wiping his neck and replacing the handkerchief.  He had 
that feeling that he'd better drink something and sit down or he'd end 
up in that damn hospital again.  Twice last year, whether he needed it 
or not, he went in for a check-up, and twice a year, some intern 
treated him like the village idiot.  Truth be told, everyone who knew 
about him had treated him that way for nearly eleven years, except his 
niece.  With a sigh escaping from the bellows of his withering chest, 
Justin shuffled back to the porch he had added onto his small two-room 
home.  In the distance, a plume of dust was billowing off the road.  
Mail truck.  Must be time for breakfast.  About time I ate something.

Tired legs maneuvered Justin's frame to the rocking chair, where both 
of his strong, chapped hands gripped the chair arms as he strategically 
placed his rear over the seat, then allowed gravity to do its work.  As 
his ass plummeted, he was reminded that gravity yet to be reckoned with 
electromagnetism, strong nuclear force, and weak nuclear force, the 
other fundamental forces of the universe.  Strange that he would 
remember a detail like that just now.  Something he would have taught 
to his senior physics class and explained as best he could -- the 
one-eyed, cataract patient leading the blind.  Gravity, he would 
explain, was the odd man out, and would be until somebody found a way 
to take the known model of the universe apart and put it back together. 
 And when they did, he thought, wiping his face and neck again, they'd 
make some interesting discoveries.  So much so that our explanation of 
space and time, the one that was "real" and "true" and had superseded 
every other theory since the beginning of history, would itself be 
superseded by something new that was more "real" and "true" than its 
predecessors.  Be hell on all those science-fiction programs, having to 
reinvent how those cock-eyed transporters worked.

The dust whirled in the air, passing before the green truck as it drove 
up the road.  A shadow, a large one, passed beside it.  Dust doesn't 
make that big of a shadow, Justin thought. There's something up there.  
He looked up again, and whatever it was had passed away from the sun.  
And then, there was a glint of light, hovering somewhere above the mail 
truck.  I bet it knows the secret, thought Justin, as he began to rock. 
 How else can they hover that way?  Whether anyone else believed in 
them wasn't the point.  What was real and true didn't depend on 
prevailing fashions - it just was, whether or not it had been 
discovered yet.  

Still, Justin wondered, how advanced could they be if they needed to 
hang out here and what for the mail truck, too? 


4.  In loco parentis
"I did not have sexual relations with that woman."
-- President William Jefferson Clinton


Alona Schwatrz's persistent knocking at the door of room 412 went 
unanswered for three minutes as she nervously shuffled her feet.  Her 
book bag was super-saturated with textbooks, notebooks, schedules, 
rough drafts, and various other forms of academic paraphernalia.  And 
itkept getting heavier.  She continued to knock, even though there had 
as yet been no answer, because the note card tacked to the right of the 
door indicated that these indeed were Prof. Turgy K. Sigger's office 
hours.  She could see the light under the door and thought she had 
heard a groan.  Just before she decided to give up, slow feet 
approached from the opposite side, then silence; with a dramatic turn 
of the knob, the door swung open.

"Was this trip really necessary?" asked Prof. Sigger, blinking and 
brushing his oily, graying hair back into place.

"These are your office hours," Alona replied.  She nervously smiled, 
feeling the corners of her mouth twitch.  Somewhere in the darkened 
hall, a janitor coughed.

"All right," conceded Prof. Sigger.  "Come in."

The carpet was smothered by leaning towers of textbooks.  Papers lined 
the left side of the desk, above which was a small note card which read 
"To Be Graded."  On the right side, the oak finish gleamed in the 
mid-morning light that pierced the Venetian blinds.

"You've come about your final project," Prof. Sigger stated.

"It's only mid-term," Alona reminded him.

"Oh yes, yes," continued Prof. Sigger, without conscious embarrassment. 
  "Mid-term grade.  I think I have it here.  Somewhere."  His hands 
disappeared into the left side of his desk.

"You told the class that we would all get a C if we maintained that 
Coca-Cola wasn't a crypto-fascist conspiracy."

"Oh yes," said Prof. Sigger.  "We were discussing social issues, as I 
remember.   I was quoting Marx and some little idiot brought up Rush 
Limbaugh."

"That was me," Alona muttered.

"Oh yes, yes," Prof. Sigger continued.  "What can I do for you?"

Alona stared blankly back.  "You said you wanted to see me in your 
office anytime before next Wednesday."

Prof. Sigger finally sighed, sinking a little in his chair.

"Did I say what for?  I'm feeling a little low today," he said, hoping 
to elicit a small display of feminine attention.

"Oh," came the succinct and neutral reply.  Prof. Sigger sighed again.  
"It was about my book report," continued Alona.  "On..."

"Rush Limbaugh," interrupted Prof. Sigger.

"No."

"Coca-Cola?"

"No."

"I need to find my horoscope.  I can't seem to keep track of anything 
anymore."  He leaned back in his chair and felt his eyes close.  That's 
it! he realized.   That's why I asked her to my office!  I have to find 
out if she would...

Somewhere in the pit of Sigger's abdomen, a latent piece of conscience 
manifested itself as a stomach cramp.  He coughed and patted his belly. 
 Then something lower than his abdomen began to draw his attention.  He 
closed his eyes for a moment to clear his mind and focus on the art he 
had studied for years.  With his intentions firmly aligned within (and 
without),  Sigger opened his eyes but found himself no longer in his 
office but in a basement alcove.  Across the room sat a pimply faced 
teenager who was scratching his scalp under long strawberry-blond hair.


5. Julia & Cecil the Cat, as mentioned in the title (above)
"I've just one step further
from falling behind."
-- Brandy Daniels, "You"


"Did you ever have one of those days," inquired Julia of her cat, 
Cecil, who lay in the crook of her arm and was pushing his head into 
the moving fingers of Julia's right hand, "when you think you've 
noticed something everyone else has missed?"

Cecil didn't respond directly, but instead rubbed the side of his 
cheeks against the spine of "Gravity's Rainbow" which Julia held 
lopsidedly in her left.

"Pynchon keeps bleating about the preterit, right?"  Cecil, who began 
licking his paw and washing his face, did not respond.  "-- and the 
elect who are out to destroy them, but he's the only one I see who's 
treating his characters badly.  I mean, how can you go off on God for 
malpractice when you treat your characters like you treat cockroaches?" 
 Cecil looked at her for a moment, and resumed washing.

"OK, listen to this: 'Nobody ever said a day has to be juggled into any 
kind of sense at day's end.'  OK, I can see that.  But I don't throw 
you against the wall and call the universe evil, do I?"  Cecil snorted 
a tiny snort through his nostrils.

"But as far as making trying to make sense of everything...  I can see 
that.  That's why I wonder sometimes.  Like about Uncle Justin," she 
continued, as Cecil stood, arched his back, and attempted to find a 
comfortable position on her stomach, "who was a science teacher for 
twenty-two years, who gave up everything, because... you know..."

Julia shook her head and returned the book to its level reading 
elevation.

As a matter of interest, Cecil did not know, but was content enough to 
curl up again, feeling Julia's hand press against his fur, causing his 
throat to vibrate with greater volume.  That is, until the book slipped 
from her hand and roundly thumped Cecil on the head.

"I'm sorry!" apologized Julia, but too late, and Cecil was off her lap, 
shaking his the pain out of his head, galloping into the bedroom to 
find his favorite orthopedic pillow.  "Maybe I should read a shorter 
book," said Julia to herself.  She waited for some cosmic act of 
synchronicity to follow, to confirm her judgment on some level above 
human interpretation.  Yet the moment of truth that had evaded her ever 
since childhood continued to remain conspicuous by its absence.  In 
lieu of enlightenment, a muffled argument began to emanate from the 
college students next door.  The plaster made it all to easy to hear, 
in terms of volume, but reduced everything to disconcerting roars, in 
terms of clarity.  As far as Julia could tell, the argument, which was 
building to the "throwing objects to accentuate one's point" phase, and 
concerned the doctrine of predestination versus free will as well as 
whose turn it was to run the dishwasher.

"Well," she said, tossing the hulking tome next to the library's copies 
of "Cat's Cradle" and "Waiting for Godot", "I didn't understand much of 
it anyway."


6. Unidentified floating objects
"Sucks to be you."
-- Traditional


Old Zeke handed Justin his day's worth of mail and looked longingly at 
the cool shade under the porch, half hoping, half anticipating an 
invitation to enjoy a cool drink and a few minutes out of the sun.  His 
state-of-the-art mail delivery vehicle, an old green Ford with busted 
air-conditioning, sometimes elicited sympathy from those along his 
route, but the ones with beer were the best.  However, Justin just 
looked through his mail and then began watching the sky.

"You ever think about gravity?" Justin asked suddenly.

"No," admitted Old Zeke, wiping the perspiration from his forehead.  
Justin sighed a little.

"You ever fall off a ladder?"

"Well," considered Zeke.  Damned if this wasn't a round-about way to 
offer a fella a drink, but maybe after all this Justin would offer him 
a beer instead of that watery lemonade he made.  "Yeah."

"How long did it take you to fall?"

Well hell, muttered Old Zeke under his breath.  Maybe all those stakes 
he was driving in had given Justin a touch of the sun.  The thought 
made him consider hauling Justin back to town, although the truck might 
finish the job the sun had started.

"A second or two," Zeke replied.  But before he could load Justin into 
the truck, he figured he would have to collect a few things from the 
house, and maybe from the fridge he'd collect a few drinks...

"That thing up there hasn't fallen a foot in ten minutes or so."

Maybe Justin had a small bottle of something tucked away under the...  
"What thing?"

Justin pointed.

Zeke shielding his eyes with his hands and looked up.  "Oh, that 
weather balloon?"

Justin's expectant face seemed to droop.  "That what it is?"

"Yep.  Looks like it's almost out of helium, the way it's floating so 
low.  Launched 'em myself thirty years ago in the Army."

"Oh," muttered Justin  "Be seeing ya, Zeke."  He turned back to the 
porch.

Damn, thought Zeke, plodding back to the truck, if I told him it was a 
flying saucer I might have got a beer after all.  Coincidentally, a 
gust of wind took the balloon higher into the sky.


7. Fallout
"This bud of love, by summer's ripening breath, 
May prove a beauteous flower when next we meet."
-- Shakespeare


Alona ran out of the elevator, trying to hide her face in one hand and 
hold her overstuffed bag in the other.  She kept wiping away the tears 
just to get through the already crowded lobby, where young 
gossip-mongers waiting vigilantly for fresh news.

The tears had started when Prof. Sigger had somehow sneaked passed her 
as she was searching in her bag for her paper.  How anyone that old and 
lazy could have slipped out without a sound was a mystery to be 
considered after the wave of rejection and failure had passed -- and 
after she made it to her car.  Wiping her face with her sleeve and 
pretending to look as bored as everyone else, Alona hoped that even if 
her roommate were around, she would be fooled long enough to prevent 
her from starting any more rumors.  Unfortunately, Alona decided this 
just after her roommate spotted her across the vestibule, noted the 
tears and false-face anxiety, and immediately deduced out loud to 
several of her closest acquaintances that Prof. Sigger had made a move 
on the all-too-innocent waif.  The rumor spread across the hall and up 
the elevators by the time Alona was weaving through the cars that 
stalked the parking lot for open stalls.  It seemed nearly everyone in 
the building had heard a whisper by the time Alona reached her father's 
rusting Gremlin.

She made her way to it without getting hit by the over-anxious drivers, 
unlocked the driver's side door, threw her bag into the back seat and 
herself into the driver's.  Then she let go and sobbed and sobbed, 
hoping that if she got a "C" in Freshman Comp that it wouldn't turn out 
to be the excuse her parents needed to stop paying her tuition.  They 
wanted Alona to work in the town's newly renovated theater, an 
investment in which they owned a small percentage.

Alona's sobs lasted for some time, and she knew, just knew, that her 
water-proof mascara had run, so she opened the glove compartment to 
find a Kleenex.  Out fell a letter.

Her sobbing stopped as she picked it up from the dusty car floor.  
"Alona" was written, almost scribbled, on the cover.  In Kurt's 
handwriting.  She hadn't seen him in weeks, not since he began playing 
regularly in the band.  She couldn't help picturing him the last time 
he was in her car, brushing back his long hair and scratching his hand 
in that nervous way of his.

"You're breaking up with me?" he asked, staring vaguely at the 
floor-mat.

She had nodded.  What else could she do?  Even she had finally admitted 
that he was just a good-looking loser.  Sure, he could play the guitar 
and write songs, but she wouldn't be able to face her parents once they 
found out his most popular ballad was titled "Love Turds".

"This sucks," he muttered.  Somehow, that had helped her keep her 
resolve, although in the weeks that had passed, her memory of that 
lonely quality of his, the one that had attracted her to him in the 
first place, had grown to almost god-like proportions.

Alona sighed and opened the letter.

Alona, (it read, unnecessarily)

O.K.  I've had time to think about us.  You shouldn't have broken up 
with me, but you're still cool, O.K.?  I mean, even if you dont let me 
go all the way with you, your cool.  So, like what I'm asking is should 
we get back together?

I know you don't think your parents will like me.  But I'll grow on 
them.  I'll write them a song that they'll like.  Like 'Love Turds' but 
with different lyrics.

Any way, that's not what I wrote about.  I mean, youre cool and all and 
I want to get back together with you but there's something else going 
on.

I'm probably going to loose my dayjob  at Osco.  Doesn't matter.  
Screwm all.  But I think I know what's been in those weird boxes Osco 
orders that end up in Denny's car!  Something big is going to happen 
and I think that all of those freeks who picked up the white lab coats 
are in on it.  You remember them?  Anyway--

Denny let it slip that some of that stuff was going to Seltzer or 
Sesame, or whatever.  This all adds up!  I'll let you know as soon as I 
can find out what's in them!  Then I'll see if Tom if can get off his 
butt long enough to come with me to search for Seltsame -- Call me 
tonight after eight.

(I mean if you want to call me after eight.  You don't have to but I 
shure would like to talk to you again about us and all of this and 
stuff, you know?)


Love, Kurt.
PS.  If you arnt getting back with me, can you give me back my Ugly Kid 
Joe CD?

8. The most effective form of rhetorical persuasion ever devised
"If at first you don't succeed, try, try, and try again. Then give up.  
There's no use being a damned fool about it."
-- W.C. Fields


"Hello!" cried Prof. Sigger, his voice drained of masculine resonance 
with panic.   No one seemed to be around, except the long haired kid 
sharing his cell.  The boy was hunched in the corner, arms folded 
around his stomach.

"Hello!" bellowed Prof. Sigger.  "I'd like to visit the American 
Embassy!  Unless of course this is the American Embassy, in which case 
I'd like to visit to the Russian Embassy!  Ya neeminoga gavaru 
parusskie!"

From beyond a shadowed corner, a small man emerged wearing a white lab 
coat.

"About time!  About fifteen minutes ago I was--" began Sigger.

"Contemplating making romantic overtures to a female student less than 
half your age," said the Lab Coat Man, reading from a yellow page 
stacked (neatly) in a clipboard.

"Well, yes," muttered Prof. Sigger.  "Is that the reason I'm here?"

"We'd like to schedule your interview.  Are you free in an hour?" he 
replied.

"You don't seem to be comprehending me!  A minute ago I was in my 
office with a student! The next I'm here!  You have a lot--"

"Entertainment is at seven, attendance mandatory, unless you have 
failed to complete part one of the interview."

"I'm not completing any damn interview until--"

"What the hell's for dinner?" the boy demanded.

"Let me see, let me see," said the Lab Coat Man, flipping through the 
pages on his clipboard.

"Excuse me.  Point of order here..." began Prof. Sigger.

"That pizza today sucked."

"I certainly can't disagree with you there."

"I am negotiating for my release, so if we could stick to the topic -"

"Couldn't you have at least baked it instead of microwaving it?"

"Out of my control, I'm afraid."

"Am I invisible?  Am I not part of this conversation?"

"Patience, Mr. Sigger," replied the Lab Coat Man, flipping back to his 
top sheet.

"Professor Sigger!"

"Frigging crybaby," muttered the boy.

"I'll have you know--!" bellowed Sigger, his voice cracking in a most 
un-John Wayne like fashion.

"Now, now," began the Lab Coat Man.

"So what's it going to be?  More bad pizza?"

"La dee da, la dee da!  Never mind that I'm here!  I think I'll just 
find a corner and sit here while you two carry on this most important 
of conversations."

"Oh, no, Prof. Sigger, we have our interview.  Not a thing we can skip."

"There's nothing you can say to make me!" Sigger cried, sulking in the 
corner farthest from Kurt.

"In answer to your question, Taco Bell," he replied, looking up from a 
red 2B.

"I think I'm going to puke," Kurt moaned, looking even rattier than 
before and visibly greener as the pronouncement set in.

"I'm ready for that interview now," muttered Prof. Sigger, trotting to 
the steel bars and waiting like an obedient schoolboy.  The Lab Coat 
Man nodded and marked an 'X' on a white page.


9. A weird day's night
"There is no such thing as an omen. Destiny does not send us heralds. 
She is too wise or too cruel for that." 
-- Oscar Wilde


Julia dashed into the Osco employees' entrance and punched in one 
second before four o'clock.  Accomplishing her day's goal of being on 
somebody's payroll, she decided to catch her breath by sneaking a smoke 
in the restroom.  She caught Rhonda's eye at the check-out counter, who 
gave her a smile and a nod that meant: "Join you in a second."

Kurt, aka. Butthead, hadn't replaced the dead bulbs yet, so Julia sat 
on a toilet lid inside a claustrophobic's nightmare of a stall with 
only pale, yellow light keeping her from absolute darkness.  And the 
brief flame of the lighter, which she snapped closed as she took a 
strong, slow drag.  Another night-shift to deal with old grannies 
looking for denture cream, kids trying to lift cigarettes, drunks 
picking up plastic violets for the wife.  If only she didn't need to 
eat, Julia concluded, maybe she wouldn't have to work in a world that 
seemed more than a little unreal.

But then, that was the family legacy, wasn't it?  Seeing something that 
wasn't there, or worse: trying to see something that wasn't there and 
almost succeeding.  Find a farm out in Arizona and retire once you've 
had enough of being called crazy.  But then, Julia knew that there were 
two kinds of people: those who couldn't live without air conditioning 
and her uncle.  Another run-down, fix-it-up farm in this family was out 
of the question.  She took another deep drag and wondered why she kept 
smoking these things.  They were like beer, Uncle Justin had told her: 
after the War, they never went back to making them right.  If only 
someone would just make some real changes in the world -- how long 
could it be before it was a better place to live?  A better place than 
this?  Wasn't that what everyone wanted?  If so, why did everyone 
settle for what they had?

That's what her mother had done.  Settled for Dad dying.  Settled for 
the life of a reclusive widow, until she died too.  Not much Julia 
could do but not make a conscious mess of her own life.  Not that 
everything had gone perfectly.  She had a job, she was going to school 
-- although Uncle Justin kept reminding her it was "only" for 
accounting.  No science, no liberal arts.  But she read a lot on her 
own.  Mysteries, new fiction, the classics that were recommended by 
that stud of a librarian.  Not that she understood all of it, but there 
was usually something to enjoy, to learn from.  Especially questions 
about the Big Picture -- that always sparked her interest.  

But Uncle Justin would just shake his head.  It was a tech school, not 
a college or a university.  Lord knows there are plenty of cheap 
schools in Wisconsin that offer some liberal arts courses, he would 
say.  To say nothing of real science.  He accused her of falling for 
the same trap his sister, Julia's mother, had fallen for:  living in a 
Wisconso-centric universe.  Once he brought this up, the conversation 
usually degenerated into combative silence.  They never settled that 
argument -- it just kept going on its own, to the detriment of 
everyone's sanity.  

Whether she was getting a real education or not, Julia found herself 
constantly searching for meaning.  About what governed reality 
(whatever that was), about what was human will (assuming it existed), 
about the elusive qualities of soul (love, happiness, etc.), and about 
the urge to bury one's face in Godiva chocolate every twenty-eight 
days.  The last question was more easily answered than the others.  She 
took a long drag, determined to make this one last.  One a day was bad 
enough, but she'd probably need another one after work if Denny was in 
one of his moods.

She leaned back on the toilet and stared at the pale, sodium light 
spread out across the ceiling.  Deja vu.  Something from a dream about 
lying back and watching the sky.  How the sky and the ceiling in an 
Osco restroom were connected was beyond her, but what the hell -- there 
would be an entire evening for worrying about mundane problems.  Like 
most of her dreams, she remembered it as another memory, one as real as 
a memory of a waking moment.   And as usual, the memory of the dream 
seemed more vivid than her memory of what she had done this morning.  

It came back to her  -- the light in the sky had been yellow, almost 
gold, with a brown tint.  That was what made it look so unusual, this 
dream-light.  It wasn't the sunlight of the world when everyone is 
awake and concentrating on whatever was going on beneath them.  A light 
reserved for people who didn't deserve it, or know what it was, or what 
it meant.  At least, that's what it seemed like in the dream.  Or maybe 
she had made all that up after she woke up.  But she did remember it 
had altered into a haze, growing more uniform, covering the world in a 
grey aura.  The white of the clouds gave way, under pressure of a great 
and unstoppable force, to something else, which she couldn't describe.  
This, whatever it was, blanketed the sky, offering neither snow nor 
rain, instead smothering the world below from whatever was above.  
Except now, the clouds began to descend.

In parallel streams, this gray sky, this aura seemed to move toward 
her.  Julia felt herself begin to giggle, that nervous giggle when she 
knew something was wrong but didn't know what.  And then she realized 
that she wasn't just remembering the dream -- the haze was overheard 
was coming through the ceiling, causing the restroom lights to bend and 
shimmer.  Julia stopped giggling and stared upward, her eyes fixed on 
whatever it was that she knew she had to be imagining.  But just as 
suddenly the gray haze retreated until it had returned to whatever 
unknown sky it had descended from. 

Julia felt her body constrict itself to form another giggle, but none 
came.  She stood up, tossed the butt into the toilet, and quickly lit 
another cigarette.  Nicotine euphoria swept through her body, but it 
would not take her to wherever it was she desperately needed to go.  
She dropped the cigarette to the floor and crushed it under her foot.

"Now that was disappointing," she muttered.  She felt her throat knot 
up with sadness until she heard someone move outside the door.  She 
looked at her watch -- she had wasted fifteen minutes, and now the 
restroom smelled terribly guilty.

The bathroom door creaked open.  The fan located above Julia's well 
chosen stall expelled the smoke and Julia began flapping her hand as 
quietly as she could to speed the smoke on its way.

"Julia?" asked a voice.

"Rhonda?" Julia whispered conspicuously.  The restroom door quickly 
closed and Rhonda scuttled into the stall next to Julia.

"Quick!  Give me a drag!"

Julia, heretofore holding her breath, exhaled in relief and passed 
another cigarette and the lighter into Rhonda's hand hovering under the 
partition.

"I thought you were Butthead looking into the restroom again," Julia 
said.

Julia heard Rhonda inhale and exhale in rhythmic, sage-like fashion. 
"No," Rhonda finally answered, "somebody said he called in sick."

Rhonda's hand appeared under the stall again holding the lighter.  
Julia took it from her as they both heard a man's voice from outside 
the door.

"Rhonda?  Julia?"

"That ain't Butthead!" whispered Rhonda.  Both toilets flushed, as if 
their actions in unison would provide an air-tight alibi which, 
notwithstanding the stern tone in the voice outside, caused them both 
to giggle.  They emerged sheepishly from the restroom as Supervising 
Manager Denny frowned and shook his head disapprovingly.

"Rhonda, where's Kurt?"

"Sick, I think.  Someone said he called in with a stomach ache."

"Then he's fired too."

"Too?!" exclaimed Julia.

"Well, let's see, Julia.  You missed your shift yesterday without 
calling in..."

"I did?"

"You did.  And that's the third time this month."

"I can't believe I did it again!"

"You did.  And you don't have to tell me which novel you were reading.  
I don't need to know."  He turned to Rhonda.  "And I figure if you 
leave now, we won't need to talk about the beauty supplies that go 
missing just before your days off."

Rhonda's eyes widened uncontrollably as she gave a guilty grin to the 
floor tiles.

"So, adios!"  With that, he returned to the Osco floor.

Julia's jaw slackened but Rhonda pealed into outright laughter.

"It's not funny!" shouted Julia.

"Oh, forget this Popsicle-stand!  You punched in, right?"

A smile formed reluctantly on Julia's face.  "Well," continued Rhonda, 
"let''s take off and punch ourselves out in eight hours!"

The smiles and laughter became contagious as they grabbed their jackets 
and ran out the back door.  The spent the rest of the afternoon taking 
in all of the shops that lined both sides of the street.  Eventually, 
they found themselves at Popeye's pub, where they had a sandwich and a 
few beers, and decided to kill the rest of the evening with a movie.  
After a short walk, they saw the marquee, which read: "BRIDE, GHOULS, & 
PLAN 9!"  Rhonda seemed to have noticed it first, taking Julia's hand 
and leading her toward the theater.


10. The Second Phase
"There was a point to this story, but it has temporarily escaped the 
chronicler's mind."
-- Douglas Adams, "So Long, and Thanks for All the Fish"


"Well done!" the Lab Coat Man exclaimed, rubbing his eyes and replacing 
the pen in his coat pocket, "Very well done!  Not many subjects have 
been able to answer our comprehensive questionnaire in under three 
hours."

Prof. Sigger forced a smile to his drawn face.  "I take it most people 
are reluctant to answer your questions without knowing how and why they 
arrived in a place like this."  The room, like the holding area, was 
also concrete, although this section looked more like an office than a 
jail.

"That long haired fellow," the Lab Coat Man confided, "we pulled him 
out of a urinal.  Dirty trick, really.  Maybe he thinks we're all 
drug-induced hallucinations.  As far as he's concerned, he was leaning 
against the bathroom wall in order not to stain his shoes and the next 
moment he's peeing in our corner."

Sigger tried to nod sympathetically.

"Hasn't completed the interview yet," he continued.  "Oh that doesn't 
mean I haven't been able to take a few notes, but I guarantee he'll be 
missing out on the entertainment for some time to come!"

"Now that I've answered your questions, let me ask you --" Prof. Sigger 
began.

"No time.  I have a number of errands to run.  You'll find we're quite 
organized, once you've been here a while."

"A while?"

"Yes, this may take some time.  All good projects do, as I'm sure you
understand."  Sigger nodded dumbly.

"Now I'm going to turn you over to my assistant, Neoldner."

The door opened, and twenty year-old resembling a ferret and wearing an 
identical lab coat entered, a clipboard in his hand.

"He's going to help with the second phase," the Lab Coat Man said.

"Hey," Neoldner said.

"Um... yes," Sigger replied.

Neoldner took the seat across from Sigger as the Lab Coat Man moved to 
the doorway.  Forrester, with his strange brown mustache, popped his 
head into the room.

"I'm going home to finish to schedule for tomorrow this evening.  Do 
you have everything?" Forrester asked.

"How could I?  You haven't told me what I need yet," the Lab Coat Man 
replied.

"I haven't?"

"No, I've been with Prof. Sigger since..."  He looked at his watch.  
"It has been a while, hasn't it?"

Prof. Sigger shrugged, although no one noticed that he had answered.

"I thought Frank would have told you," Forrester said.

"Who's Frank?" asked the Lab Coat Man.

"Oh, I forgot!  Frank resigned.  That's when we brought you in."

"Right.  Just after what's-his-name resigned."

"Frank."

"Exactly."

"That's what I said."

"I know, I just repeated it."

Silence.

"So do you need a list?" Forrester asked.

"If you wouldn't mind.  And whatever forms you'll think I'll need."

"Ah, forms.  Yes.  Definitely.  Meet me at my office before you go."

And out popped Forrester's head from the room.  The Lab Coat Man sighed 
and turned to Prof. Sigger.

"Once we're ready, we should be able to conclude everything quickly.  
Neoldner will help you out with the details.  I think you'll enjoy the 
perks.  The travel.  The entertainment, if you like that sort of thing."

"What about the entertainment?" Sigger asked.

"Soon!" replied the Lab Coat Man, misunderstanding, his eyes twinkling 
with an annoying but enigmatic flare.

"So," Neoldner began after the Lab Coat Man had left, "what size jacket 
do you wear?"


11. An Unintended Mishap
"It is a curious thought, but it is only when you see people looking 
ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them." 
-- Agatha Christie


Tom walked into his parents' trailer home to find Alona crying on the 
couch.  He barely knew her, saw her only twice before, and with Kurt, 
so he figured she had to be a loser.

"Why are you here?" he grumbled.

"Kurt's missing!" she shouted, and let loose with a protracted wail.  
Tom's mother came in and hugged Tom tightly, then slapped him across 
the cheek.  "Your cousin's gone missing, and you don't care!"

Tom rubbed his cheek and said, "He's probably just sleeping off a date 
with Rhonda in her backseat!"

Alona wailed again.  Tom couldn't help thinking that if that wail had 
been sung, it would have raised the hackles of even the greatest opera 
devotee, a majestic solo of anguish and a thousand angry paper-cuts.

"Sorry," muttered Tom.

"The police won't do anything until he's been gone twenty-four hours!" 
Betty exclaimed.  "Twenty-four hours!  And he disappeared while he was 
playing in that band of his!"  She went on to explain how Alona had 
called after she received a letter from Kurt -- how he hadn't been at 
home or with the band -- how, according to the other members of the 
band and a half-dozen other witnesses, he had disappeared the night 
before from a bathroom with no windows.  Tom listened to most of this 
and nodded.  He kept nodding even after he stopped listening.  Once his 
mother was done talking, he stopped nodding.  She didn't seem to notice 
the difference.

The TV across the room was on a little too loud, so he decided to shut 
it off, grab a sandwich, and sneak out of the house again.  Maybe he 
should go into work, even though he had the night off.  Maybe get a 
second job.  He had to earn enough to move out of here.  Enough to move 
out yesterday.

"And this just in at WXOR," said the newscaster.  "An English professor 
-- "

"Turn up the TV, Tommy, will you?!" Betty shouted.  Tom sighed, annoyed 
at being called Tommy in front of a female, and reached for the switch. 

" -- and disappeared earlier today without explanation.  He was 
discovered missing after an unknown female student was seen running 
from his office.  Police are still searching for both Prof. Turgy K. 
Sigger and the student.  If you have any information, please call the 
WXOR Viewer Hot Line(R) at 387-4278 -- "

A scream interrupted the newscaster, which acoustically channeled the 
shattered death of a priceless chandelier.  To Tom's surprise, Alona 
had leaped from the couch and had grabbed his arms, forcing him to look 
directly into her eyes.  "That's him!  He just disappeared when I 
looked the other way!"  She began to sway, and Tom instinctively 
reached for her.  "He's missing too!" she cried.

Then she swooned and fell forward perfectly into Tom's waiting arms.  
He helped her to the couch as his mother dashed to the kitchen to fill 
a glass of water.

Tom looked around, as if to see if anyone had been watching him.  If 
anyone had seen what he had seen.  If there was any way out.  But there 
wasn't.  

Tom was utterly, and helplessly, in love.


12.  Cecil Gets Away
"Only the fool, fixed in his folly, may think he can turn the wheel on 
which he turns."
--T.S. Eliot


Cecil stretched and sniffed the air.  Movement, but just the curtains.

He remembered that Julia had left.  Probably back by dark.  Or not.  
She had been sitting on the couch, and he had come from the bedroom and 
hopped onto her lap again.  After stroking his fur for a while, she 
held up the shiny thing with the snake on the end.  Cecil had batted it 
a few times, then ambled off to eat.  Smelled like fish.

Later, Julia had thrown the fuzzy ball around the apartment, so he ran 
after it until he was ready for another nap.  Then the phone rang.  
Julia left the house without petting him, although he stood near her 
legs and arched his back.  He slowly padded his way to his pillow, 
which smelled like Julia, especially in the morning.

Cecil turned three times before settling down, but a sound stopped him. 
 A footstep in the hallway.  Then, nothing.  Cecil waited for a moment, 
watching the doorway, his tail whipping softly on the bed.  After 
another moment, he yawned.

But then another sound, a squeak.  Cecil hopped down from the bed and 
peered from around the frame.

A man stood in the hallway.  He moved something in his hand, like a 
twig, but Cecil  didn't want to play with it.  The man smelled strange. 
 New.  Odd.  If he could have recognized human clothing, he would have 
recognized a lab coat, a clipboard, a pen.  The balding man, glasses, a 
slightly weary look, who, after scanning the room, made a note on a 
yellow 12A.

The man turned and spied Cecil in the doorway, and Cecil darted into 
the closet.

The Lab Coat Man cursed quietly after he realized that the cat had 
darted into what appeared to be the world's most cluttered closet.  And 
the cat was the last (damn) item on Forrester's list!  He wondered if 
the Director knew of Forrester's cat phobia, how it was adding to an 
already full schedule.  He'd have to wait for the next general meeting 
to bring up the matter, assuming the Director would even attend.  And 
even by then, Forrester could have required them to round up as many 
house-cats in Tranquil as he could list on a 12F!

He began pawing through twenty-six years' worth of mementos, which were 
crammed into a space that could barely hold enough office supplies from 
one small conspiracy.  But enough holes for an orange tabby to hide.  
He waited for any kind of movement, and something eventually flickered 
in the corner of his eye.  He turned to see Cecil pull his head back 
into the bathroom.

The man's sublingual cursing increased audibly as he tromped into the 
bathroom and found find no trace of the cat in the bathtub, behind the 
toilet, in the sink, or under the sink.   Nowhere.  He cursed audibly 
and stormed out to see Cecil scamper off the couch and into the 
kitchen.  He flew toward him, but he'd already gone again.  The man let 
loose an expletive at the top of his lungs that woke the downstairs 
neighbor who was napping in front of a hockey game.  And with manic 
grin born of angst and momentary abandon, he struck out the last line 
and its corresponding box on the 12F.  His pen capped with a momentary 
sense of triumph, the man disappeared.


Cecil poked his head out of the bedroom closet and into the empty 
apartment.  The man was gone.  He snorted with satisfaction and hopped 
onto the bed to continue his nap.  Before laying down, he turned three 
times.

Coincidentally, the phone began to ring.


13.  Perfection
"Despair is the price one pays for setting oneself an impossible aim."
-- Graham Greene


After waiting for nearly a minute, Justin slammed the phone onto the 
receiver, muttering something about nine hundred damn miles and not 
having the decency to be home when someone was calling.  He had to 
call.  Something was wrong.  He didn't go in for that malarkey about 
being in touch with the universe or having sympathetic vibrations reach 
him from a different plane, but, damn it, if there was something wrong, 
you did something about it.  And he knew something was wrong.  But 
would have been sent to the loony bin by one of those interns before he 
could explain it all to another human being properly.

He didn't give a damn (as those who ventured near him would often 
discover) about what everyone else perceived as reality.  He saw what 
he saw.  If no one else saw it, that was up to them.  Sure, he couldn't 
verify it, but did that mean he was crazy?  Not if he was right (which 
Justin had already concluded), which meant that he was seeing 
relationships and consequences that everyone else had just learned to 
ignore or couldn't see in the first place or would never see.  
Sometimes he saw it, sometime he just felt it.    It was there, like an 
invisible web, telling Justin enough to either stay away or to get 
involved.  And when he got involved, sometimes the people in the thick 
of it just couldn't understand what Justin was getting at!   Of course, 
after the dam had broke, after the cows got loose, after the snake bit 
the dog, then everyone forgot all about old Justin and concentrated on 
what was practically too late to fix, unless he had been lucky enough 
to a have solution ready beforehand.  All too often, he wasn't that 
lucky.  But now, he felt that too.  Luck.  Invisible, intangible, and 
someone somewhere was going to feel the heat of it if he ever found out 
who was planning to harm his only (semi-sane) relative.  But Julia 
wasn't home, so he couldn't warn her that he had had (as she would 
describe it) a vague impression of imminent danger that only sad, 
smelly, old Uncle Justin could perceive.

Put that way, perhaps it was best that no one had answered.  Justin 
scratched his scalp and decided to have a beer.  He harrumphed quietly, 
then turned around.

To his shock (but only mild surprise), there was a balding man with a 
clipboard standing in his corner taking notes.  J.J felt paralyzed for 
a moment, until his anger regained the upper hand, and he reached down, 
opened the third drawer under the phone, and pulled out a loaded 
revolver.

The Lab Coat Man, weary, almost to the last of his forms (a pink 2D 
with carbons) wished he had could have arranged to appear in a sauna 
somewhere in darkest Finland, but resolutely kept noting all he was 
able until he realized somewhere between checkmarks that Justin Nelson 
was pointing a gun right between his eyes.  At first, he wanted to flip 
to a red 1A.  Somewhere on a 1A there was a box relevant to imminent 
personal danger.  But then, he understood in the microseconds he had 
left that Justin's finger was pulling the trigger, which was pulling 
back the hammer, which would imminently fire the bullet in a more or 
less straight line directly into his tired, balding skull.

He had expected his life to flash before his eyes, but all he could 
remember (and in fact see, superimposed over the image of Justin's gun) 
was a Dali that he could not be sure he had ever seen or had even been 
painted.  Perhaps, in those last days of his own early life, studying 
art history and believing he too was capable of producing something 
famous, immortal, perfect, he had envisioned such a painting, an 
abstract only now completed, detailing a life of frustration and 
mediocrity that wound its way, eventually, down to this last moment of 
nothing.

It was so beautiful, so tragic, that he held the clipboard over his 
face as Justin fired once, piercing the thin wood with a single, 
perfect hole.


14.  Criswell Speaks
"One is always considered mad when one discovers something that others 
cannot grasp."
-- Bela Lugosi, "Bride of the Monster"


Julia and Rhonda ran inside the theater at exactly 7:10 pm.  Still 
giggling, they bought two tickets from a weary looking man wearing a 
jacket and a "Manager" tag.  When they hit the concession stand to 
relieve their munchies, they found a sign that said: "Closed".

"Aww!" Rhonda whined.  "I was getting really hungry too!"

"It's too bad I can't hop back there and get us some popcorn.  I worked 
at a theater for two summers when I was in high school."

"I beg your pardon?" the Manager inquired, somehow looking five years 
younger.   "Do you mean that?"

"Oh yes!" exclaimed Julia.  "I was Assistant Manager for a month as 
well!"

"Would you like a job?  Part-time?" he asked, regaining another three.

Both woman screamed and hugged each other.  Wiping a tear from her eye, 
Julia said: "Sure!"

A smile suddenly broadened upon the Manager's now young and chipper 
face.  Tom had been showing signs of being less than happy with this 
job.  Perhaps he was ready to move on.  Maybe he needed a push.  
Anyway, he had called in sick for the evening, and despite the run of 
good luck with the second-run bad movies, the Manager did want 
something left over for a vacation this year.

Julia was about to ask a few questions from her new employer, but a 
voice like a drunken oracle began to blare from inside the theater.  
Julia found herself entranced by the grammatically awkward oratory:

"Greetings my friends.  We are all interested in the future, for that 
is where you and I are going to spend the rest of our lives.  And 
remember my friends, future events such as these, will effect you in 
the future."

Julia winced, (and the Manager silently cursed Neoldner for threading 
"Plan 9" instead of the intended Bride of the Monster.)

"You are interested in the unknown, the mysterious, the unexplainable; 
that is  why you are here."

"You got the job!" Rhonda suddenly whooped in her friend's ear.  But it 
seemed more like a distraction than an exclamation of happiness.  Julia 
looked at Rhonda and the Manager.  Her imagination? or was there 
something in the space between them, around the building, wrapping 
tight around the theater doors, something that was just plain... wrong? 
 For the first time in years, she desperately felt the need to talk to 
her Uncle Justin.

Julia took a step back from Rhonda.  Her friend's face suddenly fell, 
and she reached out to her as if to let her know everything was all 
right.  She had the job.  The Manager's eyebrow arched, perhaps a 
second thought as to his quick hire.  She had to sit down.

"I need to sit down," her voice echoed her thought.

"We've got the tickets, don't we?" Rhonda replied, taking Julia by the 
arm and leading her into the theater.


15. Chance Happens
"Good luck needs no explanation."
--  Shirley Temple Black


"So I says to this guy I says -- "

The TV in the bar was on, and the man at Tom's side was letting his 
mouth run loose as he sucked back on his third beer in Popeye's 
none-too-copyrighted Pub.  Jeez, he thought, I finally meet the one, 
the one, and she's going out with Kurt.  With Kurt!  How does he do it? 
 I couldn't get a date to save my life (except with Rhonda), and Kurt 
can't seem to shake them off!  Alona's, what, his third this year?

The rest of the bar was watching a rerun of "The Simpsons" and trying 
to imitate Barney the drunk.  One fell off his chair in a drunken 
stupor, which gained the applause of his comrades.  After he lay on the 
floor for a minute, they realized it hadn't been an imitation, and they 
picked him up.  They ordered him a coffee and Kaluhua in the most 
obnoxious trio of 'Moe the Bartender' voices ever heard east of the 
Mississippi.  Some of the bar laughed at this but most just groaned.  
Tom still wasn't listening.

If only... Tom thought.  If only she had come in to see "Bride of the 
Monster" and gotten bored, and come out to the concession stand to get 
a drink, and began to talk about something -- it wouldn't have mattered 
what -- and stayed all the way through that entire string of rotten 
films!

The guy at Tom's side suddenly realized no one was listening to him and 
stumbled off to the bathroom.  He nearly bumped into a man with a 
strange brown mustache who took the seat to Tom's right.   He plopped 
his clipboard onto the bar and ordered a beer.  The bartender gave him 
a frosted mug of flat Treaty Beer and went back to the television.  
Tom, again, didn't notice. 

That is, until the sight of the man's reflection in the mirror behind 
the bar caught his attention.  He seemed familiar, but he couldn't be 
sure.  He was sure he would have remembered that mustache.  The man was 
looking around for someone, peering into the far corners of the ill-lit 
room.  As he did so, Tom noticed the clipboard.  The cover sheet, a 
form labeled 3G, read: Complaints, Problems, Irregularities:  

1) Find out who's been using Green paper.  No green paper allowed.  If 
it's Neoldner, give him restroom duty.  If it's You Know Who, make him 
fill out all the forms in the proper color.
2) Leave message that Kurt is in Chicago for the weekend; also find and 
destroy his letter to Alona.

Tom read the note three times before believing it.  Without realizing 
what he was doing, he raised his mug, causing what was left to dribble 
on his head.  Then he brought it down, and the mug broke from the 
handle and bounced on the floor after smashing into the exact center of 
the man's bald spot, who crumpled soundlessly to the floor.  As the bar 
hooted and laughed at the cartoon antics on the tube, Tom grabbed the 
clipboard, tucked it inside the man's trousers, and dragged him by his 
feet out of the bar.


16. The Decision
"It is far better to grasp the Universe as it really is than to persist 
in delusion, however satisfying and reassuring."
-- Carl Sagan


Justin watched the clipboard plummet to the floor, followed by a 
multi-colored stream of papers, detached from the clip, fluttering like 
autumn leaves.  The wall was marked by a bullet hole, the floor 
littered with paper, but the man had disappeared.  Justin stood over 
what would have been the corpse.  He looked at the floor from one 
angle, then another, and finally shrugged and scratched his scalp 
again.  This was strange...

A lot of strange things had happened to him, even since he could 
remember.  That dog he had.  It was odd moments like this that he 
remembered how much he missed him.

Had him for thirty years.  Never seemed to grow old.  He never told 
anyone about it -- made the excuse that he just preferred the same type 
of black lab when the old one got taken to live at his parents' farm.  
It was something of a relief when Roosevelt (the dog, named after 
Theodore rather than Franklin Delano) got killed.  It was getting hard 
to keep up the pretense, especially after the local vets started to 
compare notes.  But just when it seemed like half the town was talking 
about the Dog That Wouldn't Die, Justin woke up and found Roosevelt 
laying by his feet, even though he had left him out in the back yard 
and shut the bedroom door.  Roosevelt was lying as content as he'd ever 
been, but dead.  A coincidence, to say the least.

But if that had been the end, Justin wouldn't have thought of him so 
much.  It was years after his dog's death that he saw him again, 
standing in the front yard, ready to chase a ball if it ever got thrown 
again.  Justin had gone to the window, certain that his eyes were 
playing tricks on him, then more certain that they weren't.  Roosevelt 
just stood there, waiting.

After Justin had summoned the courage to go outside, Roosevelt had led 
him the half-mile west to the new elementary school, up to the 
east-facing double-doors that opened into the kindergarten.  Inside, 
the darkness seemed not merely a lack of light but more of something 
alive, spreading outward from the room and into the playground, toward 
Justin.  He felt fixed to the spot, unable to do anything but shake, as 
Roosevelt let out a long, slow howl beside him.

He could not remember how he got home.  He was sitting in his 
easy-chair, looking outside at the darkness.  No Roosevelt.  No vision, 
nothing.  But his shoes were on, the soles stuck with wet grass.  
Justin had trouble getting a few hours' sleep that night.

The next morning, he was sure the whole thing had been a dream.  
Sleepwalking, probably.  He comforted himself with this conclusion as 
he drove by the elementary school on his way to work.  He slowed as a 
kickball bounced lazily into the road.  An older child with an orange 
crossing-guard sash carefully crossed the street to get it.  Justin 
turned toward the school.  A number of children were playing outside.  
Then he saw Roosevelt again.  Standing in the middle of some children.  
The smallest children.  The kindergarten class, Justin supposed.  Then 
Roosevelt was gone.  The ball had been retrieved, and a car behind him 
honked, but Justin couldn't drive on.  Instead, he parked his truck by 
the curb and walked to kindergarten the doors.  Inside, Mrs. Nolla was 
straightening a few chairs when he entered.

When she turned and saw him, she gasped and put her hand to her chest. 

"I..." she stammered, "I wasn't expecting... to see... you...  there."

Justin apologized and muttered something about stopping by.  They had 
met a few times during the last round of school board meetings when the 
latest draconian cuts had been proposed.  She was a few years from 
retiring and had a remarkable teaching record -- Justin still came 
across her old students in his class who remembered her fondly.

He asked her if anything was wrong, which surprised her again, but she 
said no.  He offered to help with some last minute cleaning, but she 
declined, visibly becoming more nervous.  Instead of explaining 
anything, which he thought (knew) would make things worse, he decided 
to invite Mrs. Nolla and her husband to a non-existent faculty dinner 
on Saturday.  She thanked him, and he left, wondering how quickly he 
could throw together a faculty dinner on Saturday if they decided to 
RSVP.

The dinner never happened, because while Justin sat in his third period 
Physics course, Mr. Nolla entered his wife's class and shot her dead in 
front of her twenty-six students.  When he shot himself a few moments 
later, he had the decency to do it outside.

Justin tried to live with the guilt, but it kept growing inside him 
like a child, or like cancer.  He sought ought a psychologist, who kept 
harranging that it wasn't his fault, a fact Justin knew in his head.  
But his heart didn't agree, and soon the pain inside him was so bad he 
had trouble keeping his food down.  He kept noticing how his colleagues 
would look at him and whisper... or how their conversations would stop 
when he entered the room.  Finally, he resigned, sold everything, and 
moved to Arizona.  Sometimes he would call his sister; usually, he 
talked to his niece, Julia.

The friends he left behind had heard that he had visited Mrs. Nolla the 
morning of the shooting.  A few even hinted that Justin had believed 
that something would happen, but not what or when.  Mr. Nolla hadn't 
left a note - perhaps there had been an affair?  But despite varying 
theories, the general consensus was that Justin had left due to his 
guilt -- unable to save Mrs. Nolla's life.  

They were wrong.  Somehow, the life of Mrs. Nolla had seemed, and still 
seemed, out of his hands.  Not his responsibility that morning.  
Instead, he had failed those twenty-six small, shattered lives.  That 
was what had haunted him and turned his insides out.  And as he shut 
himself away, he told himself that he was dealing with the problem head 
on.

For years, he had been left alone.  The few who had tried to invade his 
privacy found out quickly that entrance into his life was by invitation 
only.  Trespassers were sometimes shot at, but never actually shot -- 
until today.  If you can call a body that disappears "shot".

Justin lightly turned over the clipboard with his foot.  He picked it 
up and raised it to eye level to be sure his eyes weren't fooling him 
-- they weren't.  Not a drop of blood anywhere.

He turned on a light and tried to make out what he could (given that 
the pages were no longer in order and had a bullet hole running through 
them).  He found a white page, marked 3G, that read:  
Complaints, Problems, Irregularities:  

1) I don't know who's been photocopying form 3G lately, but they have 
been doing so on white paper.  Keep in mind that the color code system 
is there for your benefit, and all forms marked 'G' are meant for 
goldenrod.  You'll find it tucked away under the photocopier (under the 
coral).  

2) After taking notes on Justin and his recent activities, call Julia 
and leave a message.  Tell her that Justin is ill and hospitalized but 
that all is well.  Maybe a kidney infection (?).

Justin reread the note, stunned.  Some kind of conspiracy.  A big one, 
maybe.  He had been right about the danger (but then, he had known 
that, although it didn't hurt his faith in his own sanity to get 
confirmation).  His hand came to rest on some gray sheets that 
contained a series of mathematical formulas.  He gave them the once 
over and almost put them down before he realized what they were.  As 
quickly as he could, he gathered all six gray papers together, put them 
in order, and read slowly them through.  When he was finished, he was 
so surprised that when he stopped to scratch his scalp he -- literally 
-- disappeared.


17. In Charge
"Everyone rises to the level of their incompetence." 
-- Traditional


"And he shot me!" the Lab Coat Man shouted (again), flinging himself 
into a swivel office chair.  He put his hands to his forehead and 
massaged the red spot right between and just above his eyes that would 
eventually scar, forever to mark the spot where the bullet struck an 
instant before he had vanished and reappeared back in the basement.

"Right between the eyes!" he bleated.

"No, right between and just above," Neoldner corrected.  "You've gone 
over this fifty times now..."

"Shut up!" the Lab Coat Man bellowed.  "He shot me!  If he had fired 
just a millisecond sooner..."

"You'd be dead," Neoldner noted.  "So what are you going to do about 
Forrester?"

Prof. Sigger, huddled quietly in the corner, added: "Well, I for one am 
very glad that you escaped with only --"

"Shut up, both of you!  I have to think!"

There was yet another crisis.  Not only had he been shot (almost), two 
unauthorized persons had possession of clipboards.  Of the two, Nelson 
was the most likely to make sense of them, but there was no reason to 
be relaxed about the other.  The problem was, no one had a spare.  How 
was he supposed to look up the relevant procedure if he had lost his 
(damn) clipboard?!

Well, he was in charge now, at least until the Director showed up.  Not 
Forrester, not the clipboard.  And he needed some help.  There was only 
one choice he could make.  He walked out of the office and to the cell. 
 Kurt was scratching his arm in the garish light cast from the lone 
bulb.  

"I'm afraid we're running out of time.  You know what will happen if we 
cannot conclude matters by a satisfactory hour."

Kurt continued to scratch.

"Does your arm bother you?"

"No."

It wasn't the answer that shocked the Lab Coat Man, but the fact that 
he had replied at all.  "Good!  I mean... too bad!  Good that you 
answered one my questions, but too bad that -- wait, what made you 
finally answer one of my questions?"

Kurt pondered this for a moment.  "I don't know.  I just got bored."

The Lab Coat Man reached for his pen in order to mark an 'X' on his 
clipboard, stopped, and sighed.


18. One Too Many
"A story to me means a plot where there is some surprise.... Because 
that is how life is -- full of surprises."
-- Isaac Bashevis Singer


Julia never lost that feeling of uneasiness, so she and Rhonda had left 
before the screening of "Bride".  As Rhonda drove them past the usual 
road signs and over predictable bumps, Julia became aware of the 
magnitude of what had happened.  She had lost her job and gotten a new 
one all in one night; she had felt something that she had always 
assumed was a figment of her uncle's imagination -- possibly the first 
symptom of a mental illness; she had sat through one of the worst films 
she had ever witnessed without finding an excuse to leave.  Everything 
that she had ever assumed about this dreary town, small in both size 
and its collective capacity to imagine, about her life, and just about 
everything else now seemed strange and unfamiliar.  On top of this, 
Rhonda, after shifting into third gear, was running a hand up her thigh.

"Uh, I'm, uh... I'm straight," said Julia.

Rhonda muttered something and shifted into fourth, charging through the 
intersection of Central and Oak just as the light changed to red.

When Julia finally unlocked her apartment door, she found Cecil and two 
messages on the machine waiting for her.  Cecil purred and rubbed her 
shins with his head.  She picked him up and pressed play on her 
answering machine.

Message number one:  "Hello, this is Dr. Bernstein calling for Julia 
Nelson.  Your uncle Justin became dehydrated today and will be at St. 
Joseph's for a while.  We'll call you as further developments arise 
at..."

Uncle Justin in the hospital!  I'll have to call the Manager and let 
him know she needed tomorrow off, she thought.  Would he buy that?  Oh 
great, I'm going to lose two jobs in two days!

Before she could rewind, message number two began:  "Hon, this is 
Justin!"  Julia gasped and dropped Cecil, who landed perfectly and 
returned to rubbing her shins.  "Don't believe any messages you get 
about me unless they're from me!  I shot a fella who got into my 
house... well, sort of shot him.  I did and I didn't.  He was there one 
minute and then Poof!  Anyway, there's no body here, so there's no need 
to call the cops, but he left behind a clipboard that said he was going 
to call you and leave a message about me!  I don't know what the hell 
this is all about, but it's not right!  Say hello to that cat for me."  
The message ended, and Cecil, not contented with the action he was 
getting at foot level, jumped up to the counter just as Julia began 
dialing her uncle to find out just what the hell was going on.


19. The Meeting
"He that communicates his secret to another makes himself that other's 
slave."
-- Baltasar Gracian


Supervising Manager Denny was stocking shelves when the Lab Coat Man 
approached him. 

"Denny?"

"How'd you get in here?"

"Back door."

Denny stopped shelving Snack Ramen (6 for a $1) for a moment and looked 
at his fellow conspirator.  "The back door?  We unlock one of the most 
important secrets of space and time, and you walk in through my back 
door?"

"We, uh... lost a clipboard."

Denny stared for a moment before throwing the empty packing box to the 
floor.  "Oh, Lord.  Who has it?"

"Remember Tom?  He clocked Forrester at Popeye's.  Took his clipboard.  
Which makes a total of two that are missing..."

"Two?  What was Forrester doing with two?!"

"Oh, he only had one.  I, uh, almost got shot by Mr. Nelson and, uh... 
well, I dropped mine."

"And you became a Hindu, I see?"

"What?" the Lab Coat Man asked, touching his forehead.  "That was the 
bullet!  Do you realize--?"

"Just kidding..."

"Kidding!  I'm almost killed in the line of duty, and all anyone can 
think to do is make fun of me because at the last second I didn't die!  
Am I so dispensable that --"

"All right, calm down.  We need to have a meeting about this."

"Yes, I informed everyone.  They'll meet us."

"Good.  We also need to discuss another complication."

"What's that?"

"Not what -- who.  Don't worry, I've fired her.  Just a precaution."

The Lab Coat Man nodded vaguely and stuffed his hands in his pockets. 

"Well if you're just going to stand there," Denny said, "how about 
giving me a hand with this mouthwash?"

The Lab Coat Man frowned, but began to arrange the bottles of mouthwash 
(3 for $2) on the opposite shelf.  "If I had known I was going to be 
shelving, I would have brought the new kid... Kurt.  Why don't you 
just... move them, you know?  Since we've unlocked one of the most 
important secrets of space and time, why not just--?"

"Not until after the final phase, I keep telling you!  We don't know 
who's watching!  Like that Nelson.  What do we know about him?"

"Zeke knows that.  Brings him his mail." 

"Zeke?" Denny asked.

"What?" Zeke replied, filling his basket with hemorrhoid cream (2 for 
$3) fifteen feet up the aisle.

"You askin' about Justin Nelson, Jr.?  Oh, he's just nuts.  Thought he 
saw a UFO once, but it was a weather balloon."  The trio converged in 
the middle of aisle seven.  "He asks strange questions, that's about 
all."

"He almost shot me!" the Lab Coat Man exclaimed.

"Would you leave that alone for a minute?" Denny asked.  "We'll have to 
get him out of the way."

"And whoever has Forrester," Zeke added.

"Something happened to Forrester?!" exclaimed a black woman at the end 
of the aisle, who had been comparing prices of toilet paper (2 for $5). 
 "Who was careless enough to let two of us be compromised?!"  she 
demanded. 

"Keep your voice down, Shenika," Denny replied.  "Forrester was in 
charge of the daily operations, so he's only got himself to blame."

"And who lost the other one?" Shenika demanded.  All turned to the Lab 
Coat Man.

"I'm afraid I was responsible for the other mishap," he admitted, 
grudgingly.

"Yeah, right before you became a Hindu," Shenika said, noticeably not 
suppressing a smirk.

"Well, you can't be too hard on the old LCM, here," said Zeke, "'cause 
Justin has always had a quick temper.  And since he's paranoid, he's 
more likely to notice something going on.  In fact, I think he thinks 
there was something going on before he got hold of the clipboard."

"Like what?" Denny asked.

"I dunno, I was never able to get him to tell me."

"He's a fricking nut," said a police officer, who was passing through 
the store on his rounds.  Aisle seven was filling up.  "He reads books 
on UFO's, Bigfoot, crop circles, you name it!   And he listens to Art 
Bell at lot..."

"But no one knows specifically what he knows?" Denny asked.

"Nobody," said the policeman.  "He's never opened up to my people down 
at that hospital."

"And Julia is just like him," Shenika muttered.

"Rubbed off I guess," said Zeke.

"Inevitable," the Lab Coat Man added.

"Inevitable how?" Shenika demanded.

"Well, I just thought... inevitable," he mumbled, straightening another 
row of mouthwash.

An old lady turned the corner with a shopping cart.  "Are all of you 
going to block the aisle?" she asked.  The Lab Coat Man, Denny, Zeke, 
Shenika, and the police officer turned.  At the sight of her, their 
backs stiffened and their heels ever so slightly clicked together.  

"Don't worry about Julia.  There's plenty of other work for you to be 
doing," she said.  "All right!  Meeting's over!"

The crowd, except for Denny, quickly dispersed.

"Now, young man," she asked, "I found my Depends, but could you tell me 
where I might find the Metamucil?"


20. Love in Bloom
"Give me golf clubs, fresh air and a beautiful partner, and you can 
keep the clubs and the fresh air."
-- Jack Benny 


When Alona began to regain consciousness, she thought she saw Tom drag 
the body of what looked like a mad scientist inside the trailer home.  

"I'm not feeling too well," she muttered.

"How's that, dear?" Betty asked, stroking her patient's head.

"I'm hallucinating about Tom dragging the body of a mad scientist -- "

"You're not hallucinating.  He just did," she replied.  "Well, he might 
not be mad, but I wouldn't trust anyone with that mustache!"

"Oh."

For some reason, this did not disturb her.  During her blackout, she 
had dreamed of a subtle shift in the circumstances that kept her 
universe in equilibrium.  She was too disorientated to judge whether 
this was a dream or not, but at least she no longer felt like crying.  
In the kitchen, Ritchie, Tom's father, had just come home from work and 
was searching for a cold Pabst to drink in front of the news.  He 
watched his son drag the man's body into the center of the room, drop 
his legs, and turn toward Alona.

"Who the hell's that?!" he cried.

But Tom wasn't listening.  He was looking deeply at Alona, who was 
looking back.  Alona felt her heart flutter; instantly, she knew.  The 
trailer seemed to glow in a light she had never believed existed.  Tom 
kept her gaze as he stepped over the body, stood before her, and took 
her outstretched hand in his.

"I did this for you," Tom said simply.

"I know," Alona said, and she did.

"Anyone care to tell me what this has to do with Kurt and that 
professor?" Ritchie asked, cracking open a bottle and taking a 
long-deserved drink.

Tom and Alona, their gazes locked, now holding both hands, seemed to 
glow somehow in the lower-middle class splendor of the trailer home.  
Betty, watching the exchange with incredulous eyes, finally sighed and 
her own hands slipped together over her heart.  Ritchie, noting his 
wife's reaction, allowed himself an ironic smile.

"Oh, for crying out loud," he muttered.  "Tom!"

Tom and Alona jumped and turned toward the voice, their hands dropping 
by their sides.

"Why did you just drag an unconscious scientist into my home?"

Tom turned toward the body.  "Oh, him!"  Tucked in the front of the 
man's trousers was a clipboard.  Tom extracted it and handed it to his 
dad.  Both parents read the top sheet, their faces turning pale.  

"Does this mean what I think it means?  Richie?"

He nodded slowly.

"This settles it.  They were kidnapped," Ritchie pronounced 
authoritatively.  Tom and Alona did not hear.  Their eyes and hands had 
found each other's once again.  Tom attempted to say something 
meaningful and clever but only managed a half-swallowed:  "I love you."

"I love you," replied Alona, and the room seemed to begin to slowly 
revolve around a newly formed sun.  Betty peeked at them over the 
clipboard, but Richie raised it again.

"Aww..." she cooed.

"Now, hon'," he admonished gently.


21. How the World Works
"Courage is the capacity to confront what can be imagined."
-- Leo Rosten


Julia felt a scream building.  Cecil wouldn't stop rubbing her legs, 
Uncle Justin wasn't answering the phone.  He shot somebody, but there 
was no one there to have been shot.  Rhonda, having flirted with all of 
the men in Tranquil, had started flirting with her.  Seeing things that 
weren't there, or if they were there, things she didn't want to know 
anything about.  Losing jobs, getting jobs.  Being caught up in a world 
that she could barely make sense of, running by so quickly by that 
there was no chance to catch up.  Concerns of that general nature were 
making it tempting to rip the phone from the wall and throw it through 
the sliding glass door.

She settled for slamming the receiver down.  Cecil jumped and skittered 
away.  Julia, for once, was going to make this a three cigarette day.  
And smoke indoors.  She grabbed her purse and scrounged inside for the 
pack.  Her old one was gone, but a new one, wrapped in a red ribbon, 
was in its place.  Had to be from Rhonda.

"Oh great," Julia muttered.  Do I take it or not?  It's not exactly red 
roses or from someone I'd want roses from, so if I take them, am I 
sending a signal I don't want to send, or...  The debate could have 
lasted longer -- on a better day, it would have, but this wasn't one of 
those days.  She ripped open the pack, jammed a cigarette between her 
lips, and flicked her lighter.

As the flame touched the end of her cigarette, a hand smacked it from 
her mouth, sending it flying over Cecil's head and onto the couch.  The 
cigarette suddenly burst into a small fireball, sending a cushion up 
with it.  As Cecil sped off for the safety of the bedroom, Julia 
grabbed her least favorite throw pillow and beat it against the flames. 
 Whoever had just appeared next to her tossed a flower vase full of 
water (and one white rose) onto the cushion.  With a sizzle, the fire 
died, leaving a burn mark and a pathetic flower on the center of 
Julia's couch.

"Well, this is the end of a perfect day!" she yelled, turning to 
whoever it was who had just appeared.

"I told you smoking wasn't good for you," Uncle Justin said, scratching 
his armpit with a clipboard.  Julia figured that the worst thing she 
could do right now would be to have a temper tantrum, but decided to 
throw one anyway.

"What -- is -- going -- on?!" she yelled.

Justin shook his head and motioned with his hand to calm down.

"Look, this is going to take some explaining.  Let's sit down and -- 
no, I guess we can't sit there now, can we?"

"I can hear it standing up!  First, you're in the hospital; then, 
you're not.  You shot somebody, but you didn't, and then you break into 
my apartment just as -- "

"I didn't break in," he interrupted.  "I just that second got here."

"Without opening the door?"

"Without opening the door."

Julia took a long look at her Uncle's face.  He wasn't drunk, and he 
wasn't lying.

"OK, maybe I do need to sit down," she said, sitting on the carpet and 
pulling her knees to her face.  Justin grunted as he managed to get his 
body to sit (and not fall) beside her.  They waited in silence for a 
minute.

"So what's going on?" Julia asked.

"Something to do with this clipboard," Justin said, handing it to her.  
"Flip to the front."

Julia read through the directions concerning Uncle Justin and the 
outline of how Julia could be removed if necessary.  Someone would slip 
her some knock-out cigarettes.

"Knock-out cigarettes?" she asked incredulously.

"Well, from what I've seen, this isn't the most intelligent conspiracy 
in the world."

"You'd at least think they'd check to see if their knock-out medicine 
was flammable."

"Probably alcohol based."

"Why not just slip me a mickey, then?"

"How much do you drink?"

"Hardly at all.  Occasionally when I'm with -- "

"What?"

"Rhonda must be in on this."

"Are you still hanging out with her?  She's bad news.  Her family owned 
Tranquil's only brothel about eighty years ago, and --"

"No ancient history lessons, please," Julia said.

"Well it wasn't ancient to my grandfather, who -!"

"All right, pax, pax!  Sorry for using that word.  So how did you get 
in here?"

"That's the gray section, towards the end."

Julia flipped through and tried to read them.  "This is worse than 
'Finnegans Wake'."

"You don't know the half of it.  But as I was reading that, I got 
blipped to Wildwood Park."

"Blipped?"

"Pinged.  You know, there one second, gone the next.  Zap!  All the way 
from Arizona to Wisconsin!"

"That's what 'blipped' is.  OK, so what were you doing in Wildwood 
Park?"

"Hard to say.  I was reading this over, trying to remember all the math 
I knew ten years ago, thinking about how I used to come up with ideas 
for class while I walked Roosevelt, about how we used to walk through 
Wildwood Park on Sundays, how I used to sit on that bench across from 
the swings, and next thing you know, I'm sitting on that bench looking 
at the swings!"

"So, you're saying that if I went through these pages and thought of, 
say, Nova Scotia, you would have blipped there instead?"

"Sort of.  It's a set of equations that tells you how to travel 
anywhere instantly.  It took a few more tries to get it to work again, 
but in the last few minutes I've been over half the globe."

Julia closed her eyes so Uncle Justin wouldn't see her roll them.

He tapped her on the arm, and when she opened her eyes, he handed her a 
brochure in French.

"From the Louvre," he said.

"I thought they'd be closed by now," she muttered.

"They are," Justin replied.

"You realize the damage this will do the economy," she said, flinging 
her hands in the air in mock exasperation.  "No more gasoline, cars, 
airlines --"

"I don't need sarcasm right now, Jule," Justin said.  "I need some 
help.  Now."

"So," Julia sighed, "my choices are:  either accept the possibility 
that you may have done the impossible, or ostracize you like a kook 
along with the rest of humanity despite the evidence of my senses.  
Right?"

"I think," Justin said, "you've finally figured out how the world 
works."


22. The Plan
"If life doesn't offer a game worth playing, then invent a new one."
-- Anthony J. D'Angelo 


Denny walked into the interrogation room to find Neoldner and Kurt 
giggling inside a cloud of smoke.

"Oh cripes," Denny muttered.

When they heard Denny in the doorway, they stopped moving, slowly 
turned toward him, and starting giggling again.

Denny clenched his fists and exhaled slowly.  "OK, Neoldner, why don't 
you take five?"

Neoldner nodded in agreement and stepped into the hallway, giggling all 
the way out.  Once he had left, Denny gave Kurt a quick stare, and 
suddenly, Kurt's giggling stopped.

"Whoa, what did you do?" he asked.

"I had to remove whatever it was you didn't inhale from your 
bloodstream," he said.  His legs suddenly felt limp, and his steadied 
himself against the wall.  "It takes something out of you to work that 
precisely."  Slowly, he moved toward the other chair and sat down.

"When am I going to learn to do that?" Kurt asked.

"If we had a clipboard, we'd start ASAP, but we're kind of screwed 
right now.  Forrester's taken, along with his copy; Justin Nelson has 
another.  We were making more, but our copier ran out of toner."

Kurt pondered this for a moment.

"What kind of organization is this?"

"The shoe-string kind."

"Well, if you can't get your hands on some toner, how do you expect to 
take over the frigging world?!"

Denny gave Kurt a dark look.

"Sorry..." Kurt muttered.

"As it happens, we're not trying to take over the 'frigging' world.  
We're trying to create our own."

Kurt guffawed and slapped his knee, and stopped when he noticed that 
same scowl on Denny's face.

"OK, so, you're trying to create your own world..."

Neoldner, stumbling his way past door, and still giggling, shouted: 
"Planet Wisconsin!  Woo-hoo!"

Kurt covered the smile on his face with his hand.  Denny sighed, stood, 
and shut the door.

"Not a new planet, a new world.  There's a lot we can do, now that 
we've figured out the secret.  Moving from point A to point B in zero 
time is just one aspect.  Moving from one alphabet to another takes 
organization."

"I'm lost."

"OK, follow the metaphor.  You're in the restroom, then you're here.  
Point A to point B."

"Uh-huh."

"You're here, and then you're in a new world.  Not another planet, 
another level of existence.  Somewhere you normally can't get to from 
here.  You've gone from point A to point µ.  That's where we're trying 
to get to.  Got it?"

Kurt thought about this.

"So why this conspiracy?"

"It'll take a concerted effort if we're going to take the town with us."

Kurt's jaw dropped.  "All of it?"

"Every last citizen and every last piece of concrete.  A community 
isn't an easy thing to build, is it?  So we'll just bring along what 
we've got."

"Including Wildcat Graham?"

"Who?"

"She's a senior at Tranquil High."

"Yes, if she's in town."

"What about Wendy Branwell?"

"Yes, her too," Denny said, placing his head in his hands.

"And --"

The door burst opened.  Denny and Kurt turned to see Prof. Sigger enter 
wearing a white lab coat and holding a clipboard -- a smirk borne of a 
thousand cut-throat departmental meetings perched cruelly on his lips.

"Allow me," said the latest recruit.  "Due to recent vacancies I was 
offered a post... tenure track, of course!  Let me interrogate this 
capitalist."

"I'm a capitalist," Denny said, sternly.

"Oh yes, yes," Prof. Sigger replied.  He turned to Kurt.  "Now, when 
did you first notice that you were being indoctrinated by right-wing 
ideologues?"

"What?" Kurt asked, scratching his arm.

"When did you become a mind-numbed robot?  Why have you become 
resistant to income redistribution?"  

Kurt looked at Denny, who was rubbing the bridge of his nose.

"It's going to be a perfect world with him along?" Kurt asked.

Denny looked up and stared at his colleague for a moment, who then 
disappeared.  The clipboard fell to the floor.  Kurt stared at the 
space before him that used to occupy Prof. Sigger.

"Cool..." he whispered.


23. Real Love
"Many waters cannot quench love, neither can floods drown it." 
-- Song of Solomon 8:7


Ritchie flipped through the clipboard one more time before placing it 
on the table between his recliner and his wife's rocking chair.

"Did you find anything useful?" Betty asked, without looking up from 
her knitting.  Tom and Alona sat across from them on the coach, holding 
hands and gazing into each other's eyes.

"Did we ever look that stupid?" Ritchie whispered.

"Oh yes," Betty replied confidently.

"Thank God I'm getting old," Ritchie grunted.

"Now, hon'," Betty admonished gently.

"I only found one name in there that might help us at all.  Any idea 
where Seltsam Street or Avenue or whatever it is might be?"

"No idea.  Are you sure it's a street and not a name of somebody?"

"A couple pages referred to it as a meeting place.  I guess we'll have 
to see if the Lovebirds birds know anything.  Standby with a bucket of 
cold water in case I can't get through," he said.

Betty chuckled and kept knitting.

Ritchie cleared his throat.  Getting no response, he tried again with 
gusto.  He considered tossing the TV Guide at them, but figured that 
would be too humiliating.  So he settled on using his 'voice of 
authority':  "Hey, Lovebirds!"

The Lovebirds jumped slightly and turned toward the voice, as if 
unaware that anyone else had been in the room.

"Any idea where Seltsam Street or Avenue or whatever it is might be?"

"Seltsam?  Sounds German," Alona said.

"Seltsam Way?" Tom asked.

"Could be," Ritchie said.

"That's that cul de sac that ends up behind the theater."

"Oh!" Betty said.  "Remember when they rezoned Doege?  They put in Vine 
Avenue and the library and cut off Seltsam, remember?  There were those 
town meetings about it -- oh my, that would have to be thirty years 
ago!"

"That has been a while!  I forgot all about that street.  Tom, does any 
other business have access to Seltsam?"

But Tom and Alona had already lost themselves again in each other's 
eyes.

"Oh for Pete's sake!" Ritchie muttered.

"They make such a wonderful couple," Betty sighed.

"A couple of what is what I'd like to know...  Now listen here, 
Lovebirds!"  The Lovebirds turned.  "Whatever's going on, the people 
who are working with this guy," Ritchie said, pointing to the still 
unconscious Forrester, lying in the corner with a pillow under his head 
and Betty's second-best afghan over him, "meet at Seltsam.  If the only 
place you can get to from there is that theater, then maybe that's 
where they are."

Tom slapped his hand to head.  "The theater!  The basement!  It's huge, 
and the Manager never lets me go down there!"

Alona smiled and said: "I knew you'd figure it out!"

Ritchie felt like reclining his chair all the way back and calling it a 
night, but his wife reached over and patted his hand, which was all the 
support he needed, all that he would ever need, to get up in spite of 
himself and do what had to be done.


24. Challenging assumptions
"I have learned throughout my life as a composer chiefly through my 
mistakes and pursuits of false assumptions, not by my exposure to 
founts of wisdom and knowledge."
-- Igor Stravinsky


"And there's something else about this movement business," Justin 
began, still sitting on the floor and leaning back against a dry 
portion of the couch.

"Where did Cecil go?" Julia asked, looking around the corner into the 
bedroom.

"I don't know.  The thing about this instantaneous movement is -- "

"Cecil!" she called.  "Kitty, kitty, kitty!"

"He's probably in the bathroom," Justin grunted.  "Hiding.  He'll come 
out in his own time."

"I know, I'm just feeling paranoid right now."

"I understand.  But the thing about this movement -"

"Look, I can barely follow physics when I can think straight -- which 
is not now -- so skip over that and just tell me where we go from here."

Justin sighed.  What good was discovering something important if no one 
wanted to hear about it?

"There's only one thing we can do.  We find Seltsam, whatever that is.  
That's probably where they're operating from.  I don't know what 
they're planning, but from what's written in here, it's big!"

"Uncle Justin, you've stumbled on the secret of instant travel, you've 
gone half-way around the world in the last hour or so, and you don't 
have the first clue where Seltsam is.  Is that what you're trying to 
tell me?"

Justin grimaced.  "Yeah.  And with their freedom of movement, I'd say 
it could be anywhere on Earth."

"I think I can find out," she said, standing up and walking to the 
phone.  She began to dialing, but suddenly stopped and turned to 
Justin.  "Uncle Justin, would you mind... just going somewhere else for 
a moment?  Like outside?  No, go outside the normal way, through the 
door.  Thank-you.  And shut it behind you!"  Justin allowed himself to 
be forced outside, where he waited at the top of the steps, wondering 
whether or not he could blip himself a coat if the wind got any colder.

"Oh, but baby!" Rhonda squealed on the other end of the line.  "I'm not 
supposed to say!  I didn't want to give you those cigarettes!  Denny 
told me to!"

"Denny's in on this, too?!"

"Oops," Rhonda muttered.

"Well, forget Denny for a minute.  I just need to know how to get to 
Seltsam.  Is it an avenue?  A street?"

"How to get to Seltsam-ee Street!" Rhonda sang, her voice growing 
farther away.

Just how wasted is she this time? Julia wondered.  "Hello!  Earth to 
Rhonda!  Put the phone back to your ear, darling.  Tell me where 
Seltsam is and I'll let you get back to... whatever it was you were 
doing."

"Oh, I've been up to my eyeballs in what I've been doing -- !"

Julia nearly hung up the phone, but decided she had to try one more 
trick before giving up.  She leaned against the counter and tried to 
make her voice sound threatening.  "Tell me where Seltsam is or I'll 
send you off God knows where!"

There was a sobering silence at the other end.  "What?"

"You know what I mean.  Zap!  You're somewhere else.  Only it'll be 
worse than Tranquil.  Worse than Wisconsin!"

"Arkansas?!" Rhonda shouted with disgust.

"What's so bad about -- I mean, yes, Arkansas!  Right in the middle 
of... of Hindsville!  In Madison county.  A dry county!"

"Oh God, no!" Rhonda wailed.

"Uncle Justin has the clipboard all ready...  On the count of three?  
One, two..."

"Stop!  You win!  It's Seltsam Way, the street behind the theater!"

"Where I just got hired?  Was that all part of this too?!"

"Well, what do you think?" Rhonda said.  "That it was all just 
coincidence?"

Julia stood listening to the silence for a moment, and then hung up the 
phone.  Justin stepped out of the bathroom.

"I thought you were waiting outside!"

"It got cold.  I didn't have my jacket!"

"I suppose you heard all of that," she said.

"Most of it.  Where's Seltsam?"

"Seltsam Way, behind the theater."

"Oh yeah.  I forgot about that road.  Well, we better get going."

Julia picked up her keys.  "Wait.  You didn't see Cecil in there, did 
you?"

"Not unless he got inside the cabinets."

Julia went into the bedroom and looked around.  She lifted the skirt of 
the bed and peered underneath.  No cat.  She looked in the closet.  No 
cat (as far as she could tell, with all of her junk in the way).

"We have to get going," Justin commented.

"Cecil!" Julia called.

"He's just hiding!  We have to go, now!"

Julia shrugged and sighed.

"So how's it done?"

"You won't need your keys, but take them if you want," he said.  "Hold 
my hands."

For a moment, Julia began to feel the room spin.  And then, she 
wondered how it was that she had reached the exact center of the 
universe.


25. When it hits the fan
"Truth is the only safe ground to stand on."
-- Elizabeth Cady Stanton


When Prof. Sigger found himself standing three miles outside of town on 
County Highway A, he was, to say the least, chagrined.  He tried 
thumbing a ride from a couple in a pickup, but no luck.  They were too 
busy necking.  One of them, however, did throw an empty beer can to 
him.  

After studying his situation carefully, he decided that he either must 
walk the three miles or try that new method of movement that was 
supposed to be listed in the gray section of the clipboard.  And 
considering that he hadn't exercised regularly in years, the clipboard 
seemed to be the better option.

With only the starlight behind him, he began to read his way through 
the higher math.  It wasn't easy, but at the end of four minutes, he 
decided that the section in question had to be interpreted 
subjectively.  This had been a theme of his academic career, so the 
conclusion hadn't come as a surprise.  It was amazing how elastic a 
text could be given the right kind of reader.  In fact, he had often 
convinced himself (when lecturing to a room full of stupefied students) 
that only he and his method could arrive at any kind of coherent, but 
highly tentative, meaning.  When he had debated the subject years 
before, the experience of reading had come down to an indeterminacy 
that left out the possibility of conclusive understanding.  This 
disappointed many of his undergraduates, but then, reality was more 
often than not a disappointment.  His writings on the matter had taken 
him a long way at the beginning of his career, but after years of more 
ardent methods of spiritual exploration, late at night, with several 
friends keeping a bloodshot eye out for the police, his writing had 
lost something of the cohesiveness it once had.  He had always assumed 
that he would get it back one day, but lately, the face he encountered 
in the mirror looked more like his father's than his own, and although 
he had taken some positive strides to get back into the lit. theory 
game, he hadn't enjoyed much success.  This new venture, however, 
seemed to be the turnaround.  Having this kind of power would turn not 
a few heads -- networking being the prime ingredient in any good, 
tenured position.

Skimming through the pages one last time, he decided that he had 
arrived at a justifiable understanding of the matter.  Perhaps he would 
make an entrance at the exact spot where he had left.  Or just outside 
the theater.  Or perhaps on the roof.  Too dramatic?  He settled for 
just outside the theater's back door, in Seltsam Way.

He closed his eyes in order to concentrate on the math, felt that 
peculiar sensation of vertigo, and felt a cool wind blow on his face.  
He opened his eyes to find himself hovering a thousand feet above 
Tranquil.  His heart stopped beating as he began to fall, but began 
again, much to his relief as well as anguish.

He nearly let go of the clipboard, but managed to clutch it to his 
chest as the pages, his clothes, and the Earth, began to flutter 
violently around him.  The fell past some kind of balloon, reached out 
to catch hold of it, but it was too late.  Now, the only thing that 
could save him were those few pages whose contents he had just 
forgotten, thanks to a somewhat reduced short-term memory.  The only 
numbers he could recall (as he struggled to find and not lose his 
place) was his rate of descent:  thirty-two feet per second per second. 

Something inside him wondered how long it would take to reach the end 
of his fall, and something else answered that this could not be known 
without ascertaining one's starting altitude.  Strange, he thought, 
what you think of when you find yourself airborne without a parachute.  
But he forced himself to focus on what little he could read as he 
tumbled toward to the ground.  And though he had spent the bulk of his 
academic career teaching his students that truth, with its duplicitous 
and mutable definitions, could never be found in a text, he began to 
search, quickly and sincerely, for meaning.


26. It Falls Together
"Everybody has got to die, but I always believed an exception would be 
made in my case."
-- William Saroyan


The station-wagon swerved around the corner (as it had all the
previous), jolting and jarring its passengers from one side to
another.  Tom and Alona, in the back seat, were thrown next to each
other at near regular intervals, wondering how long their luck would
last. With a final, sharp turn of the wheel, Ritchie half-drove,
half-skidded off Central and into the back alley known as Seltsam Way.

"There it is!" he shouted.

"This isn't a cavalry charge, dear," Betty muttered, having braced 
herself in the passenger seat as best she could throughout the horrible 
ride.

"Now we'll see what's going on around here!" he replied.

It was when a man dressed in a lab coat plunged from the sky and 
slammed into their hood, pitching the car forward and then back onto 
its wheels as the body rolled off the windshield and into the alleyway 
behind them that Ritchie finally applied the brakes.  The wagon skidded 
to a stop, turning as it slid until the vehicle became lodged in the 
narrow alley.  After the occupants caught their breath, Betty spoke.

"I think you hit him," she said.

"I didn't hit him, he hit me!" Ritchie replied.

"Look at the hood!  The car's totaled!" Tom cried.

"He fell on us!  How could I know he was going jump and land on my 
car?!"

"Who are they?" Alona asked, looking past Tom as they sat pressed 
against the door.

"Who?" Ritchie asked.

"That old guy and... isn't that what's-her-name from Osco?"

"Do the doors still work?" Betty asked in a shaky voice.

They did, and the four of them crawled out the driver's side and slowly 
made their way on unsteady feet toward the body.

"You got one!" shouted the old man.

"Justin..." the girl admonished.

"You know him?" Ritchie asked, pointing to the man the coat.

"Never seen him before, but I'm guessing he's one of them."

"How do you know?" Betty asked.

And, coincidentally, the contents of a clipboard came fluttering down 
upon them like leaves.

"Justin Nelson," Justin said, extending his hand to Ritchie.  
Introductions were made all around.

"Didn't you work at Osco?" Alona asked.

"Until they fired me!" Julia replied.  "And then they hired me here."

"Here?" Tom asked.  "Doing what?"

"Concessions."

"My job?!" 

"Be glad you were out of it," Alona said.

"Yeah, but I wasn't even told I was fired!"

"So who is this guy?" Ritchie repeated.

"I don't know.  No name tag," Justin replied.

"He's moving!" Betty shouted.

All turned toward the man who lay in the alley.  Somehow, he was still 
alive, gasping for breath.  When his gaze caught Alona's, she 
recognized him.

"Professor Sigger!" she shouted.

"Alona..." gasped the professor.

"You're involved in this?" Ritchie demanded.

"Tricked me...  Fascist swine..."

Justin bent down to the dying man's ears.  "Quick, man!  Why are they 
doing this?!"

"Trying to take the town with them," he gasped.  "Conspiracy... half 
the town... ran out of toner..."

"Shouldn't we call an ambulance?" Betty asked, wringing her hands.

Prof. Sigger looked back at Alona and with his dying breath said: 
"Damn...."

The group stood around the corpse, unsure of what to do.

"Half the town?  Probably the police are in on this too, then.  Can't 
call them," Justin said.

"Shouldn't we cover him up?" Betty asked.

"I think we need to get into that theater first," Ritchie said.  "He 
said something about taking half the town."

"If they can, we're in real trouble," Justin said.

"But what does it mean?" Alona asked.

"The way they move.  Instantly.  That's how they kidnap people.  They 
move them or themselves instantly from one point to another.  That's 
probably what this guy meant.  Their goal must be to take the town with 
them," Justin said.

"That's stupid," Tom muttered.

"No!" Alona said.  "That's what happened to Prof. Sigger!  He was there 
one second and gone the next!  And that's how they got Kurt!"

"Just what is going on here?" Betty asked.  

"We won't know that until we get inside," Justin replied.

"Right," Ritchie began.  "Let's sneak in the back, and -- well, we'd 
have to crawl over the car to get in." 

"Forget that.  They'll be expecting us now.  Might as well use the 
front door," Justin concluded.

They agreed and began the short walk around the building to the main 
entrance.  Julia, unusually quiet, was the only one who didn't follow 
immediately.  Her attention was fixed on a piece of paper that had 
fallen on Prof. Sigger's face, covering him just as Betty had wanted.

Julia bent down and saw that it was a form labeled 3G, "Complaints, 
Problems, Irregularities:"  The rest was blank.

"Did you ever have one of those days," Julia found herself repeating, 
"when you think you've noticed something everyone else has missed?"


27. Their Last Stand?
"The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatics are always 
so certain of themselves, but wiser people so full of doubts."
-- Bertrand Russell


"You killed Prof. Sigger," said the Lab Coat Man, pacing back and forth 
in the basement hallway.  "How could you?"

"I didn't kill him," Denny repeated, rubbing his face with his hands.  
He sat inside the small office, leaning back as far as he could in the 
one decent office chair the conspiracy had acquired.  "I sent him 
outside of town, and the idiot tried to get back without using the 
proper steps."

"And shot himself a thousand feet in the air?  On his first try?"

"You know what I know..."  Denny leaned forward until he was sitting 
straight, took a cigarette from his pack, and lit up.  The Lab Coat Man 
continued to pace.

"How could he interpret that from our notes?!"

"I don't know!"

"There's no smoking down here," the Lab Coat Man complained, as Denny 
blew a long, slow cloud into the room.

"There is now," he replied.  "All I did was send Sigger out of town for 
a little while.  The rest is on him."

"'Out of town'?  You mean -- you were trying to make sure we didn't 
take him with us, weren't you?"

"Don't tell me you weren't tempted."

The Lab Coat Man considered this.  "OK, I won't, because I was, if you 
understand me."

Denny waved his hand as if to say:  "Whatever."

"You'll still have to tell the Director," the Lab Coat Man.  "I'm not 
going to!"

"Tell me what?" asked a voice.  The men turned as the Manager walked in.

"We have bad news," the Lab Coat Man said.

"Or good news, depending on your point of view," Denny muttered.  He 
avoided the stern look that the Lab Coat Man gave him momentarily.

"We've lost Sigger," the Lab Coat Man said.

"So?  Get him back," the Manager/Director replied.  "It's not like you 
need a travel voucher."

"No, we lost him," Denny said.  "He's lying in Seltsam Way after 
falling from... a great height."

The Director paused.  "How did he get to a great height in the first 
place?"

"He must have ignored the information on the second page," Denny said.  
"I sent him out of town to... to cool off.  He decided to come back the 
easy way, and then --"  Denny slapped his hand on the table.

"Oh dear," the Director replied.

"Indeed," the Lab Coat Man added.

"Indeed what?" the Director asked.

"Nothing," the Lab Coat Man muttered, turning away.

"I see you don't know, then," the Director said.

"Know what?" Denny asked.

The Manager swung his hands apart and then together in loud clap.  
"They're right outside."

"Who?" asked the Lab Coat Man.

"All of them.  Justin, Julia, Tom, Alona, Ritchie, Betty..."

"Outside?"

"Nearing the front doors as we speak."

Denny muttered a curse, stood up, tossed his cigarette to the floor, 
and crushed it under his foot.

"Get Kurt," he said to the Lab Coat Man, "Neoldner, anybody.  
Extra-Short Notice Emergency Meeting, or whatever the hell Forrester 
would call it.  Whoever's available.  No, I take that back.  Whoever's 
available and sober."

"That leaves out Rhonda, then," the Lab Coat Man sighed.

"But what could they do?" asked the Director.  "We've got almost the 
entire town on our side."

"Why do you think we take new recruits by surprise?  It comes down to 
willpower.  A willing or unsuspecting subject is a lot easier to move 
than someone who's fighting you.  You'd have known that if you'd bother 
to read what we sent you!"

"I financed what I could, gave us a place to work, but I left it up to 
Forrester to --"

"Never mind," Denny said.  "Let's get up there before anything else 
happens."  He brushed past the Director and the Lab Coat Man, past open 
cardboard boxes that contained their extra supplies, including 
clipboards, paper, and lab coats still wrapped in plastic.


28. Breaking the Law
"As far as the laws of mathematics refer to reality, they are not 
certain; and as far as they are certain, they do not refer to reality."
-- Albert Einstein


"Where's Julia?" Uncle Justin asked.  Tom's hand had just reached the 
door of the theater, and everyone looked around.

"I thought she was behind me," Betty said.

"Did you see her?" Tom asked Alona, thankful for the excuse to gaze 
into her eyes.

"No," she replied, gazing back.

They heard footsteps, and Julia came jogging up to them from around the 
theater.

"Where have you been?" asked Uncle Justin, the concern evident in his 
voice.

"Thinking," she replied, brushing the hair out of her eyes.

"Couldn't you do that without waiting behind?"

"Like you should talk," Julia mumbled to herself.

The rest of the group began looking around at the other shops on the 
street.  For some reason, they were all closed.  Traffic had dwindled 
down to nothing.  The street-lights had come on early, revealing a 
deserted town.

"We'd better hurry," Ritchie said.  "Is the door open?"

"I think so," Tom replied, reaching for the door again.

"Wait," Julia said.  "That's what I wanted to say.  Something is wrong."

"What?" they asked.

"I don't know."

They stared at her for a moment, trying to figure out if she was being 
serious.  "Did you see something?" Uncle Justin asked, wondering if 
there was some danger that he had missed.

"No, that's just it.  There's something wrong here.  And it's more than 
this conspiracy."

"That may be," Ritchie began, "but right now we have to see what 
they're up to and where Kurt is.  Try the door, Tom."

"But --" Julia began.

Tom pulled at the door, which swung silently open.  The lights were on, 
but the lobby was deserted.   A large sign rested on an easel announced 
the films of the evening.  Tom walked up to it and gave it a kick, 
toppling the stand and sending the sign into the corner.

"That's theater property," said the Director, somehow stepping out from 
behind the concession counter.

"It's the Manager!" Tom said.

"No, not the Manager.  I'm the Director.  I have been for some time."

"Why doesn't he have a name?" muttered Julia to no one but herself.

"You've been directing this outfit?" Ritchie asked.

"About as well as Ed Wood," Tom scoffed.

The Director reddened.

"Hold on, let's remember why we're here," Justin began.

"Where's Kurt?!" Ritchie shouted.

"I'm right here," Kurt said, stepping out of the doors that led to the 
bigger screen.

"Kurt!" Alona said.

"Alona!" Kurt said, almost simultaneously.

"Butthead!" Julia said.

"Don't call me that!" Kurt said, and gave Julia a stare that meant only 
one thing.

"Move!" Uncle Justin yelled, pushing Julia out of the way.  She 
stumbled and fell against the ticket counter.  The artificial plant 
that had been just behind her disappeared.

"Hold it!" the Director shouted.  "Let's not get violent."

"Why not?" asked Denny, stepping out of the emergency exit.  "Did you 
think we'd get what we want by being nice?"

"We want a better world, Denny!  I'm sure these people can be made to 
understand what we're trying to do."

"And what exactly is that?" Ritchie asked.

"We're going to move the town to a better place," the Director replied.

"Northern Wisconsin?" Alona asked.

"Minnesota?" Betty asked.

"Somewhere where they run bad movies 24/7?" Tom asked with a smirk.

"Somewhere that's not here!" replied Shenika, as she stepped out 
magically from behind the ticket counter.  "Do you want to be stuck in 
this backwater state forever?!"

Julia stood up and tried to work out the kink in her back.  "You hate 
Wisconsin, is that it?  What kind of an excuse is that to start a 
conspiracy?"

"Most people know that everyone in Wisconsin hates Wis-" Kurt began.

"I like this state!" Ritchie said, Betty nodding in the affirmative by 
his side.

"It's not about this state!" Denny yelled.  "Why stay in a world 
where..."  He couldn't finish, but the nightmare he'd had since he was 
six flashed before his eyes anyway.  A bang.  Everyone jumps and covers 
their ears.  She's sprawled on the floor.  Blood running from her body. 
 A man with a gun by the door.  Another shot outside, and he falls.

"Where what?" Julia asked when Denny didn't continue.  "Where on Earth 
were you planning to go?" Julia asked.

"That's just it!" the Director exclaimed.  "Not on Earth!  Somewhere 
else!"

There was a pause, and then Tom said: "You've been watching too many of 
your own movies.  You're full of crap."

"We can do it whenever we want to, numb-nuts!" Kurt shot back.

"Then why haven't you?" Betty asked.

"Because we can't do it whenever we want to," Denny admitted, giving 
Kurt a dark look.  "It takes planning, preparation... recruitment, 
teamwork.  And it's going to be a lot more difficult if you stand in 
our way.  So..."

"You want us to agree with you?" Ritchie asked.  "To send this whole 
town to Fairy-Land just because you don't like it here?  Why not just 
move?!"

"It's not the state that's the problem," said the Lab Coat Man, 
stepping out from the doors leading to the smaller theater.  "That 
point has been exaggerated by one or two of my colleagues.  It's this 
world that's the problem.  Who would ever choose to live in a world 
like this?  No one, in truth, and we've found a way out and want to 
take the town with us.  You ought to be thanking us for our generosity, 
really."

"No wonder you recruited Sigger," Alona said.  "You are such an ass... 
although I respect your right to religious difference."

"I'll have you know -- !" began the Lab Coat Man, his hand moving to 
cover his forehead.

"Never mind all that," Justin interrupted, "it won't work."

All turned to him.  The Director and Denny took a step forward.

"Like hell it won't," Denny said.  "You should know that."

"Whoever wrote these formulas had a lot of insight... Had to.  They 
solved the big mystery in physics:  how gravity relates to the other 
fundamental cosmic forces."

The Director grinned.  "Well, I'm not at liberty to say where they came 
from, but thank-you!"

"Like you had anything to do with it," Denny grumbled.

Kurt giggled until the Director gave him a scowl.

"Oh, I'm not saying it doesn't work.  It does.  But there's a flaw 
here."

"If this turns into a science class," said Zeke, who had appeared just 
inside the main doors, "I'm leaving."

"Don't be rude, Ezekiel," said the old lady, who appeared in a corner 
along with her rocking chair.  "Go on, Mr. Nelson."

Justin scratched his head and went on.  "You seem to be violating the 
Law of Conservation of Energy."

"I told you he was a nutcase!" said the police officer, who had 
appeared at the Director's side.

"Seem to be violating...?" Denny said.  "Either we are or we aren't."

"Which law is that again?" Tom asked.

"The Law of Conservation of Energy," Alona repeated.

"You're so smart," Tom replied, giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"How does it work?" the Lab Coat Man asked.  "And don't pretend I'm the 
only one who doesn't know how it works!" he added, rubbing the spot on 
his forehead in agitation.

"It's a law in the strictest sense.  There's no way around it," Justin 
said.

"This is a science class!" moaned Zeke.

"Oh, have a seat and be quiet!" the Director snapped.  "If there is a 
flaw in the formula, we have to know about it!"

"Assuming he's not lying," the cop said.

"Physics can't lie!" Justin bellowed.  "Now listen!  Think of it in 
terms of simple math.  You all can do simple math, right?"

There were a few faces that fell and began examining the carpet.

"Well, listen anyway!" Justin began, back in his classroom for the 
first time in years.  "You got a set of Legos.  Twenty, fifty, a 
hundred, it doesn't matter.  You make a car out of them for your 
grandchild, then take it apart.  You have the same number as you've 
started.  Those Legos represent energy.  They can't be created or 
destroyed."

"What if the Legos get lost?" Kurt asked.

"Then the energy went somewhere else, but the block is still around 
somewhere.  They can be moved around all you want, but the Legos 
themselves are indestructible."

"OK, that's fairly simple," said the Director.

"Now here's the problem.  We have a kind of energy called potential 
energy, and specifically I mean gravitational potential energy.  All 
potential energy is based on position, right?"

"I know where you're going with this," Shenika said.  "Gravity pulls on 
us all the time, so the higher we are, the more potential energy we 
have, right?"

"Basically.  So, with this instant movement of yours, it all seems to 
work except for one thing..."

"Boy, you really get into your explanations, don't you?" Denny muttered.

"Just hurry up," Zeke moaned.

"It would take too long to explain in detail, but with these equations, 
you shouldn't be able to move up or down."

"What?" Shenika said.

"Huh?" Zeke said.

"Pardon?" the Director said.

"You're magically creating and destroying energy when you blip from one 
place to another and change energy states!" Justin said.

"I'm lost," Kurt said.

"No surprise," Tom muttered.

"It's in the math!  You're using the same energy going laterally as you 
are going up or down!  It's like an elevator that doesn't need power to 
move!  It can't work!"

"But it does!" Denny said.

"That's why I said it appears you're violating Conservation of Energy.  
Maybe you are, but it's more likely that you're drawing energy from 
somewhere else."

"From where?" the Director asked, suddenly looking pale and slightly 
older.

"Oh Lord," Tom said, "it's Ed Wood time, again, isn't it?  They're 
getting it from another dimension, and there's going to be this 
disastrous consequence, and the whole Earth will be get swallowed up, 
and yadda yadda yadda..."

Now it was Uncle Justin's turn to study the carpet.

"Well?" Ritchie asked.

"Well it's coming from somewhere...!  I don't know where, but the more 
energy you use, the greater the problems you'll have when it's time to 
pay the bill!"

The conspirators turned to the Director.

"So that means if we try to move the town..." he began.

"There's no way to say," Justin said.  "But it probably won't be 
pretty."

Just then, a dark wind blew against the building.  The glass doors 
popped open momentarily and then locked back into place.  The widows 
high above the lobby rattled ominously.  The lights, for a moment, 
flickered.

"Woah," Kurt muttered, "how's that for coincidence?"

"Do that again," Tom prompted.

"Do what?" Justin asked.

"That wind thing."

"I didn't do it!"

"Well, just say something like 'the world is doomed' and see what 
happens..."

Justin opened his mouth, then thought better of it and closed it again.

"Say what you want," Shenika said, "but that's enough to convince me 
that this has been nothing but a big waste of my time."  And with that, 
she disappeared.

"Where'd she go?!" Zeke asked.  "Who did that?"

"She did," Justin said.  "I think she's left your conspiracy."

"Now wait a minute --" the Director began. 

"Where's the cop?" Tom asked.  He had disappeared too.  So had the old 
lady.  And, when they turned around, so had Zeke.

"They're running out on you," Ritchie said, taking a step forward.

"Didn't need them anyway," Denny said, stepping toward Ritchie.

"I thought you said --"

"We need a lot of help to move the town, but not as much to move a 
building.  Say, a theater..."

"Denny, I don't think this is- --" the Director began.

"Why not?" Kurt said, moving toward him.  "Let's just get the hell out 
of this town while we can!"

"You're not taking anything!" Ritchie said.  "This ends right here, 
right now."

"Why?" Julia asked.

All turned to her, equally shocked and stunned.

"What do you mean why?!" Ritchie demanded.
29. Behind the Curtain
"Life is but a dream, a grotesque and foolish dream."
-- Mark Twain


"Does that mean you're on our side?" the Director asked with 
uncertainty.

Uncle Justin, with a stunned expression, asked: "What are you saying, 
Julia?"

"Is that what all this has been leading up to?" she asked.  "The 
coincidences?  The odd connections?  Six people running across each 
other in order to quash some silly, escapist conspiracy?"

"It's not silly!" the Director objected.

"It is escapist," the Lab Coat Man admitted.

"What brought us here?" Julia asked.  "To this lobby, at this time, 
facing off over something that seems like a weird dream?"

"Oh cripes," Denny said.  "Don't get metaphysical on us."

"Mathematical innovations always seemed unreal at first --" Uncle 
Justin began.

"The math doesn't matter.  It never did," Julia said flatly.  "It was 
all part of the same thing."

Justin's jaw opened and closed silently several times as  he grasped a 
bench to keep himself vertical.

"What the heck is she getting at?" Ritchie asked Betty.

"I think you're over-thinking it, dear," Betty said to Julia.

Tom and Alona exchanged confused looks.  Kurt scratched an itch that 
had appeared on his hand.

"Why this conspiracy?" Julia demanded of the Director, (who had seemed 
to suddenly age five years).

"To take this town to a better place," he said, attempting to remain 
calm.

"Why not just go there, then?"

"We, uh, as I said, we wanted to take the town with us."

"What for?!  What would you need to take with you if it's already a 
'better world'?  Wouldn't you make that better world worse just by 
taking the town with you?"

The remains of the conspiracy looked at each other.

"I don't know, I just joined up," Kurt said.

"I wasn't privy to those early meetings, remember?" the Lab Coat Man 
said.  "I joined after Frank left."

"I thought it was your idea," Denny said to the Director.

"I thought it was... group consensus," he replied vaguely.

"So instead of just taking off for your new world, you do the one thing 
that would eventually expose your plans to the rest of us?"

The Director looked to his co-conspirators for answers, but they were 
looking back at him.  He finally turned to Julia and shrugged.

"So where does that leave us?" Julia asked, turning on her companions.  
"Do we defeat this conspiracy, save the town, and live happily ever 
after?  Is that what we're supposed to do?"

"Don't be silly!" Ritchie said.  "They have to be stopped!"

"Why?!  Because they kidnapped Kurt?  Well, he's happy to be with them, 
so that can't be the issue.  They've harmed you?  If they leave for 
their New World with this theater, what do we lose?  We can rent 
videos, you know!  Why exactly are you doing this?"

"They're evil!" Tom exclaimed.

"Oh, please!  Where did you get that word from?  From the films you run 
here that you hate so much?"

"Look!" Ritchie bellowed.  "You just get out of the way unless you want 
to be considered one of them!"

"How did we all come together at just the right moment?" Julia 
demanded.  "All finding out the right information on the right day, 
appearing in the same alleyway at the same time, divided conveniently 
into two sides just to fight out... what?   Some badly written 
melodrama, where we're the cavalry and they're the Three Stooges?"

Denny had had enough.  He leaped for Julia.  Luckily, she had turned 
just enough to see him in her peripheral vision, and she threw herself 
to the floor.  Denny flew straight over her and into Ritchie.  Betty 
screamed and began hitting Denny (and every so often her husband), 
while Tom tried to try to pull them off each other.  Kurt tossed his 
clipboard aside and jumped on Tom.  A magnificent brawl had begun in 
the theater lobby.

"Stop!  Stop!" Julia yelled, as she pulled herself up.  "This isn't 
worth it!"  But every time one of them tried to stop fighting, someone 
from the other side would clout them over the head, assault their shin 
with a shoe, or engage in some other act of miscellaneous violence.  

Denny finally managed to crawl away from the mob and stood up.  He held 
his side and smiled grimly:  "Let's face it...  Any coincidence between 
this conspiracy and a real conspiracy is entirely accidental." At 
least, that was what he meant to say, and would have, had not Tom 
tackled him just after the word "is".  The phrase stuck in Julia's 
mind, reduced to essentials and repeating:  "Any coincidence is...  Any 
coincidence is..."

"Is what?" Julia asked, as she crawled to the corner to get away from 
the escalating melee.  "Knowing that would solve everything."

She stood, watching Uncle Justin, one of the kindest men she had ever 
known in her life, shove Kurt into a plastic, potted plant.  In a 
moment, Tom was on top of his cousin, swinging wildly.  Denny took a 
swing at Justin and missed, but he didn't see Alona, who came up behind 
him and kicked the back of his knee.  Denny went down, where Betty was 
trying to revive Ritchie.  She rubbed his face and his hands as he sat 
dazed against the opposite wall.  The Director stood against the 
concession counter, trying to concentrate in order to send everyone 
home, but unable to stay calm long enough to do any good.  

Julia looked around for the other one, the nerdy looking guy in the lab 
coat, but was distracted by something coming up behind her.  Julia 
turned to see the Lab Coat Man holding a two-by-four in both hands.

"I don't want to hurt you.  Just don't move!  You can't stop us now!"

"What do you mean?!"

"Who'd want to live in this world a moment longer than we have to?!  I 
can't take it here any more!  We need to go!  Please, let us go!"

"I'm not stopping you!" she yelled, moving slowly along the wall toward 
the ticket counter.  The Lab Coat Man followed her.

"You'll stop us!  I know you will!"  Julia could see that he was being 
overcome with fear and anxiety.  She watched as he began to raise the 
beam higher.  She involuntarily closed her eyes only to hear the man 
scream.  When she looked, she saw him stagger back and drop the board, 
his face red with claw marks.  She looked down in time to see Cecil 
jump into her arms.

"Cecil?" she asked. 

Cecil licked her nose.  

"How did you get here?"

Denny's phrase echoed again in her head.  It reminded her of 
something...  What was it that she had read?  "Nobody ever said a day 
has to be juggled into any kind of sense at day's end.'"  What kind of 
crap was that!  Would a fight like this be taking place if life was 
meaningless?  Was it just by pretending that there was no structure to 
the world that got you through, detached and senseless to the lower 
orders of people beneath you?  If that were true (she noted as Denny 
brought a framed poster over the top of Ritchie's head), this lobby 
would be a lot easier to clean up in the morning.

But what if it was all just coincidence?  The last twenty-four hours 
being nothing but a protracted example of how some fool can carve the 
world into some semblance of order because one thing happens 
chronologically after another?  No reason for Kurt to have his butt 
kicked by Alona, for Denny to land on Tom after tripping over the Lab 
Coat Man, for Ritchie to sock the Manager in the jaw, or for a thick 
gray mist to begin sweeping across the lobby floor? 

Julia blinked and rubbed her eyes.  It was still there.  The mist was 
rolling across the floor at ankle level.  She tried to move out of its 
way, but it wrapped around her feet, and she could no longer move.  
Whatever was really going on, if there really was a pattern hidden 
behind the curtain, behind the screen, from somewhere beneath the 
lowest pit in the theater, it was slowly creeping across the room.  
None of the others noticed it as they kept up their insane combat, 
pounding each other as if the future of the world depended on this last 
battle.  Outside, the city lights were fading in the fog, shimmering 
and melting in what seemed less like air and more like the bottom of a 
gray sea.

What kind of author would treat their characters this way? Julia 
wondered, as she felt her shins being enveloped by whatever it was.  
She struggled, but her legs would not move.  She tried walking, 
running, kicking.  All equally useless.  That is, until Cecil rubbed 
his head against her chin and began to purr.

Her left foot suddenly came loose, and she was able to take a step.  
Then her right.  This couldn't be happening, she thought.  Totally 
irrational.  This doesn't make sense!  But she found herself muttering 
these thoughts as her legs carried her slowly toward the doors.  
Outside the gray light had grown dark, as if the theater had been cut 
off from the rest of the world.  Perhaps the conspiracy had done it:  
perhaps they had moved the theater to that 'somewhere else'.  Or maybe 
it was just payback time.  Julia didn't know, but she did know that, 
for this moment, the answer did not matter.

As the fog swirled and filled the lobby, and as the muffled sounds of 
fighting echoed dully in her ears, she found herself at the doors.  She 
reached out and pushed them, and they swung open without resistance.  
Behind her, she heard Uncle Justin call her name from somewhere in the 
lobby.  She looked back, but the room was completely filled by the 
nothing that had blown in.  Nothing was behind her, not even the lobby. 
 Her hand held the door open, as if the rest of them were about to 
follow her outside. 

Cecil hopped out of her arm and landed at her feet.  He walked ahead 
into the darkness and looked back.  She could hear the others making 
their way toward her, but something was wrong.  It didn't sound like 
them anymore.  The footsteps were slow and heavy, and she could no 
longer hear any voices.  The room had suddenly become so cold that 
Julia could see her breath.  She began to shiver, and the sounds of the 
footsteps were nearing.

So Julia did the only thing she could do: she stepped outside and 
allowed the door to close on its own, and she followed Cecil away from 
wherever it was she had been.


30. What happens next?
"The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing."
-- Socrates


Oh great, Julia thought, a light at the end of the tunnel.  And it was 
a tunnel, completely dark, with only the theater doors behind her.  
Cecil was ahead of her but getting farther away.  Julia tried to keep 
up but couldn't keep her footing on what seemed to be a slope toward 
the white light in the distance.

Venus?, she thought.  God?  Swamp gas?  The end of a dream?  If this 
were the end of one of those novels she had been reading, she figured 
that there wouldn't be an ending.  All a trick by some smart-ass author 
who wanted the audience to put all the pieces together, figure it out, 
write papers, hold seminars about 'what he really meant', provoke 
arguments, inspire entire schools of thought... all of that crap.  It 
would have to be this.... stuck in-between the two possible answers to 
the question... whether this had all happened for a purpose or had all 
just happened.

Nuts, she thought.  I bet it's one of those.  I wouldn't be lucky 
enough to have this turn out to be just a regular, old-fashioned, 
story.  The kind that people actually read.  Then it would at least 
have an ending.  Nothing to figure out.  All in-your-face, like 
television.  A movie would be better, though... at least there'd be a 
budget.  Hopefully a good soundtrack, too.  Who would play her and 
Uncle Justin?  Would the director cast real actors or some muscle-bound 
and double-D bearing gimps who would have a few lines of dialog between 
shoot-outs?  Would it even matter?  Because, Julia noted, the light was 
getting larger... and brighter.  Cecil was lost from sight.

Great, I'm about to meet God.  Or just wake up.  Or just keep going 
like this forever.  Great choices.  I suppose if it's all been a 
comedy, I just wake up right there next to Auntie Em.  If it's a 
tragedy, I'm dead, right?  That's how they all have to end -- it's in 
the union rules.  Unless there's a twist right after that ending, where 
the good ending turns sour or vice verse... if it's a comedy, who 
writes God's lines?  Or a dark comedy.  Then I'd just keeping walking 
forever and ever... and bitching about it every step of the way.  
Waiting for God, you know...  Good grief, I hope whoever is behind this 
has a better sense of humor than that.

Good, the light's still getting bigger.  I suppose it's close to the 
end now.  Hopefully not 'The End' but just the 'end' of whatever kind 
of weird day this has been.  Too much for me, I can tell you.  Like 
this tunnel...  Oh great, what if it just looks like I'm getting closer 
but in fact the tunnel just stretches on forever?  It wouldn't be so 
bad if this were just a dream...  I'd have to wake up eventually.  
Thank God for bladders.

Well, I guess I have my three choices... I go on forever, I wake up, or 
I die.  Unless the author is so far-gone that he won't even stop at 
three choices!  My God, what would be the fourth?  How weird could this 
get?!  Maybe this is like one of those art projects where the artist 
gets stoned and paints with bear snot?  Oh, who cares?!  Can't this 
come to a conclusion one way or another?  That would be the worst.  
Never knowing one way or the other.  That would be a fate worse than 
death.  Oh... good phrase.   I bet it's in the title of whatever this 
is.  I wonder what it means...  I bet anything the author doesn't know.

Oh, my feet!  I should have worn sneakers today.  It's so bright up 
there!  Is this it coming up?  Is this my answer to everything?  That 
moment of truth?  If it's not, where I am supposed to be looking if not 
here?  Maybe I'm supposed to just stop worrying about and just take 
whatever it is as it is...? You know, just let go of the preconceptions 
and see what's in front of me for the first time?

Oh God, I sound like such an idiot I should be on a talk show!  There 
might as well be a white rabbit up there, for all the good I'm doing.  
Or Oz!  Oh great, I'll escape from Wisconsin and end up in Kansas.  
Think positive:  maybe I'll end up wherever those romance novels take 
place.  Maybe I could do some passionate heaving for a while instead of 
all this walking.  

Is this tunnel ever going to end?  The light is just ahead!  Is it 
supposed to get harder to reach the closer you are?  Is all this 
supposed to be metaphysical or just plain impossible?  And how did that 
cat get through all of this while I'm still here?  Is that God's 
message to me?  The cat gets nirvana while I trudge up this incline 
forever?  It's so bright -- what if he's waiting for me in there and I 
step on him?  The cat, I mean, not God.  Oh, this is ludicrous!  Isn't 
this ever going to end?!


31. Sunlight


Julia awoke on her couch with the morning light that streamed in 
through the blinds.  Cecil, sleeping in the crook of her arm, twitched 
and tried to roll over.  Julia felt the warmth of the light on her legs 
and arm and wondered what time it was.  She stretched and dislodged 
Cecil, who jumped to the carpet and padded off to use the cat box.

Am I back from Wonderland?, she asked herself, unable to control the 
smile that spread across her face.  Julia stood and stretched in the 
morning light that made her body feel whole and warm and good.

She stretched until she stood at the tip of her toes, as tall and 
straight as she would ever be.  She relaxed and let her body go limp, 
her head tilting forward just enough to see a weather balloon drift 
into view in the otherwise blue sky, where it hung lazily in the air 
for a last few moments before it descended gently to the ground.



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