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LAVENGRO
THE SCHOLAR, THE GYPSY, THE PRIEST
PREFACE
In the following pages I have endeavoured to describe a dream, partly
of study, partly of adventure, in which will be found copious notices
of books, and many descriptions of life and manners, some in a very
unusual form.
The scenes of action lie in the British Islands; - pray be not displeased,
gentle reader, if perchance thou hast imagined that I was about to conduct
thee to distant lands, and didst promise thyself much instruction and
entertainment from what I might tell thee of them. I do assure
thee that thou hast no reason to be displeased, inasmuch as there are
no countries in the world less known by the British than these selfsame
British Islands, or where more strange things are every day occurring,
whether in road or street, house or dingle.
The time embraces nearly the first quarter of the present century: this
information again may, perhaps, be anything but agreeable to thee; it
is a long time to revert to, but fret not thyself, many matters which
at present much occupy the public mind originated in some degree towards
the latter end of that period, and some of them will be treated of.
The principal actors in this dream, or drama, are, as you will have
gathered from the title-page, a Scholar, a Gypsy, and a Priest.
Should you imagine that these three form one, permit me to assure you
that you are very much mistaken. Should there be something of
the Gypsy manifest in the Scholar, there is certainly nothing of the
Priest. With respect to the Gypsy - decidedly the most entertaining
character of the three - there is certainly nothing of the Scholar or
the Priest in him; and as for the Priest, though there may be something
in him both of scholarship and gypsyism, neither the Scholar nor the
Gypsy would feel at all flattered by being confounded with him.
Many characters which may be called subordinate will be found, and it
is probable that some of these characters will afford much more interest
to the reader than those styled the principal. The favourites
with the writer are a brave old soldier and his helpmate, an ancient
gentlewoman who sold apples, and a strange kind of wandering man and
his wife.
Amongst the many things attempted in this book is the encouragement
of charity, and free and genial manners, and the exposure of humbug,
of which there are various kinds, but of which the most perfidious,
the most debasing, and the most cruel, is the humbug of the Priest.
Yet let no one think that irreligion is advocated in this book.
With respect to religious tenets I wish to observe that I am a member
of the Church of England, into whose communion I was baptized, and to
which my forefathers belonged. Its being the religion in which
I was baptized, and of my forefathers, would be a strong inducement
to me to cling to it; for I do not happen to be one of those choice
spirits ‘who turn from their banner when the battle bears strongly
against it, and go over to the enemy,’ and who receive at first
a hug and a ‘viva,’ and in the sequel contempt and spittle
in the face; but my chief reason for belonging to it is, because, of
all churches calling themselves Christian ones, I believe there is none
so good, so well founded upon Scripture, or whose ministers are, upon
the whole, so exemplary in their lives and conversation, so well read
in the book from which they preach, or so versed in general learning,
so useful in their immediate neighbourhoods, or so unwilling to persecute
people of other denominations for matters of doctrine.
In the communion of this Church, and with the religious consolation
of its ministers, I wish and hope to live and die, and in its and their
defence will at all times be ready, if required, to speak, though humbly,
and to fight, though feebly, against enemies, whether carnal or spiritual.
And is there no priestcraft in the Church of England? There is
certainly, or rather there was, a modicum of priestcraft in the Church
of England, but I have generally found that those who are most vehement
against the Church of England are chiefly dissatisfied with her because
there is only a modicum of that article in her - were she stuffed to
the very cupola with it, like a certain other Church, they would have
much less to say against the Church of England.
By the other Church, I mean Rome. Its system was once prevalent
in England, and, during the period that it prevailed there, was more
prolific of debasement and crime than all other causes united.
The people and the government at last becoming enlightened by means
of the Scripture spurned it from the island with disgust and horror,
the land instantly after its disappearance becoming a fair field, in
which arts, sciences, and all the amiable virtues flourished, instead
of being a pestilent marsh where swine-like ignorance wallowed, and
artful hypocrites, like so many Wills-o’-the-wisp, played antic
gambols about, around, and above debased humanity.
But Popery still wished to play her old part, to regain her lost dominion,
to reconvert the smiling land into the pestilential morass, where she
could play again her old antics. From the period of the Reformation
in England up to the present time, she has kept her emissaries here,
individuals contemptible in intellect, it is true, but cat-like and
gliding, who, at her bidding, have endeavoured, as much as in their
power has lain, to damp and stifle every genial, honest, loyal, and
independent thought, and to reduce minds to such a state of dotage as
would enable their old Popish mother to do what she pleased with them.
And in every country, however enlightened, there are always minds inclined
to grovelling superstition - minds fond of eating dust and swallowing
clay - minds never at rest, save when prostrate before some fellow in
a surplice; and these Popish emissaries found always some weak enough
to bow down before them, astounded by their dreadful denunciations of
eternal woe and damnation to any who should refuse to believe their
Romania; but they played a poor game - the law protected the servants
of Scripture, and the priest with his beads seldom ventured to approach
any but the remnant of those of the eikonolatry - representatives of
worm-eaten houses, their debased dependants, and a few poor crazy creatures
amongst the middle classes - he played a poor game, and the labour was
about to prove almost entirely in vain, when the English legislature,
in compassion or contempt, or, yet more probably, influenced by that
spirit of toleration and kindness which is so mixed up with Protestantism,
removed almost entirely the disabilities under which Popery laboured,
and enabled it to raise its head and to speak out almost without fear.
And it did raise its head, and, though it spoke with some little fear
at first, soon discarded every relic of it; went about the land uttering
its damnation cry, gathering around it - and for doing so many thanks
to it - the favourers of priestcraft who lurked within the walls of
the Church of England; frightening with the loudness of its voice the
weak, the timid, and the ailing; perpetrating, whenever it had an opportunity,
that species of crime to which it has ever been most partial - Deathbed
robbery; for as it is cruel, so is it dastardly. Yes, it went
on enlisting, plundering, and uttering its terrible threats till - till
it became, as it always does when left to itself, a fool, a very fool.
Its plunderings might have been overlooked, and so might its insolence,
had it been common insolence, but it - , and then the roar of indignation
which arose from outraged England against the viper, the frozen viper,
which it had permitted to warm itself upon its bosom.
But thanks, Popery, you have done all that the friends of enlightenment
and religious liberty could wish; but if ever there were a set of foolish
ones to be found under heaven, surely it is the priestly rabble who
came over from Rome to direct the grand movement - so long in its getting
up.
But now again the damnation cry is withdrawn, there is a subdued meekness
in your demeanour, you are now once more harmless as a lamb. Well,
we shall see how the trick - ‘the old trick’ - will serve
you.
CHAPTER I
Birth - My father - Tamerlane - Ben Brain - French Protestants - East
Anglia - Sorrow and troubles - True peace - A beautiful child - Foreign
grave - Mirrors - Alpine country - Emblems - Slow of speech - The Jew
- Strange gestures.
On an evening of July, in the year 18-, at East D-, a beautiful little
town in a certain district of East Anglia, I first saw the light.
My father was a Cornish man, the youngest, as I have heard him say,
of seven brothers. He sprang from a family of gentlemen, or, as
some people would call them, gentillâtres, for they were not very
wealthy; they had a coat of arms, however, and lived on their own property
at a place called Tredinnock, which being interpreted means the house
on the hill, which house and the neighbouring acres had been
from time immemorial in their possession. I mention these particulars
that the reader may see at once that I am not altogether of low and
plebeian origin; the present age is highly aristocratic, and I am convinced
that the public will read my pages with more zest from being told that
I am a gentillâtre by birth with Cornish blood in my veins, of
a family who lived on their own property at a place bearing a Celtic
name, signifying the house on the hill, or more strictly the house on
the hillock.
My father was what is generally termed a posthumous child - in other
words, the gentillâtre who begot him never had the satisfaction
of invoking the blessing of the Father of All upon his head; having
departed this life some months before the birth of his youngest son.
The boy, therefore, never knew a father’s care; he was, however,
well tended by his mother, whose favourite he was; so much so, indeed,
that his brethren, the youngest of whom was considerably older than
himself, were rather jealous of him. I never heard, however, that
they treated him with any marked unkindness, and it will be as well
to observe here that I am by no means well acquainted with his early
history, of which, indeed, as I am not writing his life, it is not necessary
to say much. Shortly after his mother’s death, which occurred
when he was eighteen, he adopted the profession of arms, which he followed
during the remainder of his life, and in which, had circumstances permitted,
he would probably have shone amongst the best. By nature he was
cool and collected, slow to anger, though perfectly fearless, patient
of control, of great strength; and, to crown all, a proper man with
his hands.
With far inferior qualifications many a man has become a field-marshal
or general; similar ones made Tamerlane, who was not a gentillâtre,
but the son of a blacksmith, emperor of one-third of the world; but
the race is not always for the swift, nor the battle for the strong,
indeed I ought rather to say very seldom; certain it is, that my father,
with all his high military qualifications, never became emperor, field-marshal,
or even general: indeed, he had never an opportunity of distinguishing
himself save in one battle, and that took place neither in Flanders,
Egypt, nor on the banks of the Indus or Oxus, but in Hyde Park.
Smile not, gentle reader, many a battle has been fought in Hyde Park,
in which as much skill, science, and bravery have been displayed as
ever achieved a victory in Flanders or by the Indus. In such a
combat as that to which I allude, I opine that even Wellington or Napoleon
would have been heartily glad to cry for quarter ere the lapse of five
minutes, and even the Blacksmith Tartar would, perhaps, have shrunk
from the opponent with whom, after having had a dispute with him, my
father engaged in single combat for one hour, at the end of which time
the champions shook hands and retired, each having experienced quite
enough of the other’s prowess. The name of my father’s
antagonist was Brain.
What! still a smile? did you never hear that name before? I cannot
help it! Honour to Brain, who four months after the event which
I have now narrated was champion of England, having conquered the heroic
Johnson. Honour to Brain, who, at the end of other four months,
worn out by the dreadful blows which he had received in his manly combats,
expired in the arms of my father, who read the Bible to him in his latter
moments - Big Ben Brain.
You no longer smile, even you have heard of Big Ben.
I have already hinted that my father never rose to any very exalted
rank in his profession, notwithstanding his prowess and other qualifications.
After serving for many years in the line, he at last entered as captain
in the militia regiment of the Earl of -, at that period just raised,
and to which he was sent by the Duke of York to instruct the young levies
in military manoeuvres and discipline; and in this mission I believe
he perfectly succeeded, competent judges having assured me that the
regiment in question soon came by his means to be considered as one
of the most brilliant in the service, and inferior to no regiment of
the line in appearance or discipline.
As the headquarters of this corps were at D- the duties of my father
not unfrequently carried him to that place, and it was on one of these
occasions that he became acquainted with a young person of the neighbourhood,
for whom he formed an attachment, which was returned; and this young
person was my mother.
She was descended from a family of French Protestants, natives of Caen,
who were obliged to leave their native country when old Louis, at the
instigation of the Pope, thought fit to revoke the Edict of Nantes:
their name was Petrement, and I have reason for believing that they
were people of some consideration; that they were noble hearts, and
good Christians, they gave sufficient proof in scorning to bow the knee
to the tyranny of Rome. So they left beautiful Normandy for their
faith’s sake, and with a few louis d’ors in their purse,
a Bible in the vulgar tongue, and a couple of old swords, which, if
report be true, had done service in the Huguenot wars, they crossed
the sea to the isle of civil peace and religious liberty, and established
themselves in East Anglia.
And many other Huguenot families bent their steps thither, and devoted
themselves to agriculture or the mechanical arts; and in the venerable
old city, the capital of the province, in the northern shadow of the
Castle of De Burgh, the exiles built for themselves a church where they
praised God in the French tongue, and to which, at particular seasons
of the year, they were in the habit of flocking from country and from
town to sing -
‘Thou hast provided for us a goodly earth; thou waterest her furrows,
thou sendest rain into the little valleys thereof, thou makest it soft
with the drops of rain, and blessest the increase of it.’
I have been told that in her younger days my mother was strikingly handsome;
this I can easily believe: I never knew her in her youth, for though
she was very young when she married my father (who was her senior by
many years), she had attained the middle age before I was born, no children
having been vouchsafed to my parents in the early stages of their union.
Yet even at the present day, now that years threescore and ten have
passed over her head, attended with sorrow and troubles manifold, poorly
chequered with scanty joys, can I look on that countenance and doubt
that at one time beauty decked it as with a glorious garment?
Hail to thee, my parent! as thou sittest there, in thy widow’s
weeds, in the dusky parlour in the house overgrown with the lustrous
ivy of the sister isle, the solitary house at the end of the retired
court shaded by lofty poplars. Hail to thee, dame of the oval
face, olive complexion, and Grecian forehead; by thy table seated with
the mighty volume of the good Bishop Hopkins spread out before thee;
there is peace in thy countenance, my mother; it is not worldly peace,
however, not the deceitful peace which lulls to bewitching slumbers,
and from which, let us pray, humbly pray, that every sinner may be roused
in time to implore mercy not in vain! Thine is the peace of the
righteous, my mother, of those to whom no sin can be imputed, the score
of whose misdeeds has been long since washed away by the blood of atonement,
which imputeth righteousness to those who trust in it. It was
not always thus, my mother; a time was, when the cares, pomps, and vanities
of this world agitated thee too much; but that time is gone by, another
and a better has succeeded; there is peace now on thy countenance, the
true peace; peace around thee, too, in thy solitary dwelling, sounds
of peace, the cheerful hum of the kettle and the purring of the immense
angola, which stares up at thee from its settle with its almost human
eyes.
No more earthly cares and affections now, my mother! Yes, one.
Why dost thou suddenly raise thy dark and still brilliant eye from the
volume with a somewhat startled glance? What noise is that in
the distant street? Merely the noise of a hoof; a sound common
enough: it draws nearer, nearer, and now it stops before thy gate.
Singular! And now there is a pause, a long pause. Ha! thou
hearest something - a footstep; a swift but heavy footstep! thou risest,
thou tremblest, there is a hand on the pin of the outer door, there
is some one in the vestibule, and now the door of thy apartment opens,
there is a reflection on the mirror behind thee, a travelling hat, a
gray head and sunburnt face. My dearest Son! - My darling Mother!
Yes, mother, thou didst recognise in the distant street the hoof-tramp
of the wanderer’s horse.
I was not the only child of my parents; I had a brother some three years
older than myself. He was a beautiful child; one of those occasionally
seen in England, and in England alone; a rosy, angelic face, blue eyes,
and light chestnut hair; it was not exactly an Anglo-Saxon countenance,
in which, by the bye, there is generally a cast of loutishness and stupidity;
it partook, to a certain extent, of the Celtic character, particularly
in the fire and vivacity which illumined it; his face was the mirror
of his mind; perhaps no disposition more amiable was ever found amongst
the children of Adam, united, however, with no inconsiderable portion
of high and dauntless spirit. So great was his beauty in infancy,
that people, especially those of the poorer classes, would follow the
nurse who carried him about in order to look at and bless his lovely
face. At the age of three months an attempt was made to snatch
him from his mother’s arms in the streets of London, at the moment
she was about to enter a coach; indeed, his appearance seemed to operate
so powerfully upon every person who beheld him, that my parents were
under continual apprehension of losing him; his beauty, however, was
perhaps surpassed by the quickness of his parts. He mastered his
letters in a few hours, and in a day or two could decipher the names
of people on the doors of houses and over the shop-windows.
As he grew up, his personal appearance became less prepossessing, his
quickness and cleverness, however, rather increased; and I may say of
him, that with respect to everything which he took in hand he did it
better and more speedily than any other person. Perhaps it will
be asked here, what became of him? Alas! alas! his was an early
and a foreign grave. As I have said before, the race is not always
for the swift, nor the battle for the strong.
And now, doubtless, after the above portrait of my brother, painted
in the very best style of Rubens, the reader will conceive himself justified
in expecting a full-length one of myself, as a child, for as to my present
appearance, I suppose he will be tolerably content with that flitting
glimpse in the mirror. But he must excuse me; I have no intention
of drawing a portrait of myself in childhood; indeed it would be difficult,
for at that time I never looked into mirrors. No attempts, however,
were ever made to steal me in my infancy, and I never heard that my
parents entertained the slightest apprehension of losing me by the hands
of kidnappers, though I remember perfectly well that people were in
the habit of standing still to look at me, ay, more than at my brother;
from which premisses the reader may form any conclusion with respect
to my appearance which seemeth good unto him and reasonable. Should
he, being a good-natured person, and always inclined to adopt the charitable
side in any doubtful point, be willing to suppose that I, too, was eminently
endowed by nature with personal graces, I tell him frankly that I have
no objection whatever to his entertaining that idea; moreover, that
I heartily thank him, and shall at all times be disposed, under similar
circumstances, to exercise the same species of charity towards himself.
With respect to my mind and its qualities I shall be more explicit;
for, were I to maintain much reserve on this point, many things which
appear in these memoirs would be highly mysterious to the reader, indeed
incomprehensible. Perhaps no two individuals were ever more unlike
in mind and disposition than my brother and myself: as light is opposed
to darkness, so was that happy, brilliant, cheerful child to the sad
and melancholy being who sprang from the same stock as himself, and
was nurtured by the same milk.
Once, when travelling in an Alpine country, I arrived at a considerable
elevation; I saw in the distance, far below, a beautiful stream hastening
to the ocean, its rapid waters here sparkling in the sunshine, and there
tumbling merrily in cascades. On its banks were vineyards and
cheerful villages; close to where I stood, in a granite basin with steep
and precipitous sides, slumbered a deep, dark lagoon, shaded by black
pines, cypresses, and yews. It was a wild, savage spot, strange
and singular; ravens hovered above the pines, filling the air with their
uncouth notes, pies chattered, and I heard the cry of an eagle from
a neighbouring peak; there lay the lake, the dark, solitary, and almost
inaccessible lake; gloomy shadows were upon it, which, strangely modified,
as gusts of wind agitated the surface, occasionally assumed the shape
of monsters. So I stood on the Alpine elevation, and looked now
on the gay distant river, and now at the dark granite-encircled lake
close beside me in the lone solitude, and I thought of my brother and
myself. I am no moraliser; but the gay and rapid river, and the
dark and silent lake, were, of a verity, no had emblems of us two.
So far from being quick and clever like my brother, and able to rival
the literary feat which I have recorded of him, many years elapsed before
I was able to understand the nature of letters, or to connect them.
A lover of nooks and retired corners, I was as a child in the habit
of fleeing from society, and of sitting for hours together with my head
on my breast. What I was thinking about, it would be difficult
to say at this distance of time; I remember perfectly well, however,
being ever conscious of a peculiar heaviness within me, and at times
of a strange sensation of fear, which occasionally amounted to horror,
and for which I could assign no real cause whatever.
By nature slow of speech, I took no pleasure in conversation, nor in
hearing the voices of my fellow-creatures. When people addressed
me, I not unfrequently, especially if they were strangers, turned away
my head from them, and if they persisted in their notice burst into
tears, which singularity of behaviour by no means tended to dispose
people in my favour. I was as much disliked as my brother was
deservedly beloved and admired. My parents, it is true, were always
kind to me; and my brother, who was good nature itself, was continually
lavishing upon me every mark of affection.
There was, however, one individual who, in the days of my childhood,
was disposed to form a favourable opinion of me. One day, a Jew
- I have quite forgotten the circumstance, but I was long subsequently
informed of it - one day a travelling Jew knocked at the door of a farmhouse
in which we had taken apartments; I was near at hand sitting in the
bright sunshine, drawing strange lines on the dust with my fingers,
an ape and dog were my companions; the Jew looked at me and asked me
some questions, to which, though I was quite able to speak, I returned
no answer. On the door being opened, the Jew, after a few words,
probably relating to pedlery, demanded who the child was, sitting in
the sun; the maid replied that I was her mistress’s youngest son,
a child weak here, pointing to her forehead. The Jew looked
at me again, and then said: ‘’Pon my conscience, my dear,
I believe that you must be troubled there yourself to tell me any such
thing. It is not my habit to speak to children, inasmuch as I
hate them, because they often follow me and fling stones after me; but
I no sooner looked at that child than I was forced to speak to it -
his not answering me shows his sense, for it has never been the custom
of the wise to fling away their words in indifferent talk and conversation;
the child is a sweet child, and has all the look of one of our people’s
children. Fool, indeed! did I not see his eyes sparkle just now
when the monkey seized the dog by the ear? - they shone like my own
diamonds - does your good lady want any - real and fine? Were
it not for what you tell me, I should say it was a prophet’s child.
Fool, indeed! he can write already, or I’ll forfeit the box which
I carry on my back, and for which I should be loth to take two hundred
pounds!’ He then leaned forward to inspect the lines which
I had traced. All of a sudden he started back, and grew white
as a sheet; then, taking off his hat, he made some strange gestures
to me, cringing, chattering, and showing his teeth, and shortly departed,
muttering something about ‘holy letters,’ and talking to
himself in a strange tongue. The words of the Jew were in due
course of time reported to my mother, who treasured them in her heart,
and from that moment began to entertain brighter hopes of her youngest
born than she had ever before ventured to foster.
CHAPTER II
Barracks and lodgings - A camp - The viper - A delicate child - Blackberry
time - Meun and tuum - Hythe - The Golgotha - Daneman’s
skull - Superhuman stature - Stirring times - The sea-bord.
I have been a wanderer the greater part of my life; indeed I remember
only two periods, and these by no means lengthy, when I was, strictly
speaking, stationary. I was a soldier’s son, and as the
means of my father were by no means sufficient to support two establishments,
his family invariably attended him wherever he went, so that from my
infancy I was accustomed to travelling and wandering, and looked upon
a monthly change of scene and residence as a matter of course.
Sometimes we lived in barracks, sometimes in lodgings, but generally
in the former, always eschewing the latter from motives of economy,
save when the barracks were inconvenient and uncomfortable; and they
must have been highly so indeed, to have discouraged us from entering
them; for though we were gentry (pray bear that in mind, gentle reader),
gentry by birth, and incontestably so by my father’s bearing the
commission of good old George the Third, we were not fine gentry,
but people who could put up with as much as any genteel Scotch family
who find it convenient to live on a third floor in London, or on a sixth
at Edinburgh or Glasgow. It was not a little that could discourage
us: we once lived within the canvas walls of a camp, at a place called
Pett, in Sussex; and I believe it was at this place that occurred the
first circumstance, or adventure, call it which you will, that I can
remember in connection with myself: it was a strange one, and I will
relate it.
It happened that my brother and myself were playing one evening in a
sandy lane, in the neighbourhood of this Pett camp; our mother was at
a slight distance. All of a sudden, a bright yellow, and, to my
infantine eye, beautiful and glorious, object made its appearance at
the top of the bank from between the thick quickset, and, gliding down,
began to move across the lane to the other side, like a line of golden
light. Uttering a cry of pleasure, I sprang forward, and seized
it nearly by the middle. A strange sensation of numbing coldness
seemed to pervade my whole arm, which surprised me the more, as the
object to the eye appeared so warm and sunlike. I did not drop
it, however, but, holding it up, looked at it intently, as its head
dangled about a foot from my hand. It made no resistance; I felt
not even the slightest struggle; but now my brother began to scream
and shriek like one possessed. ‘O mother, mother!’
said he, ‘the viper! - my brother has a viper in his hand!’
He then, like one frantic, made an effort to snatch the creature away
from me. The viper now hissed amain, and raised its head, in which
were eyes like hot coals, menacing, not myself, but my brother.
I dropped my captive, for I saw my mother running towards me; and the
reptile, after standing for a moment nearly erect, and still hissing
furiously, made off, and disappeared. The whole scene is now before
me, as vividly as if it occurred yesterday - the gorgeous viper, my
poor dear frantic brother, my agitated parent, and a frightened hen
clucking under the bushes - and yet I was not three years old.
It is my firm belief that certain individuals possess an inherent power,
or fascination, over certain creatures, otherwise I should be unable
to account for many feats which I have witnessed, and, indeed, borne
a share in, connected with the taming of brutes and reptiles.
I have known a savage and vicious mare, whose stall it was dangerous
to approach, even when bearing provender, welcome, nevertheless, with
every appearance of pleasure, an uncouth, wiry-headed man, with a frightfully
seamed face, and an iron hook supplying the place of his right hand,
one whom the animal had never seen before, playfully bite his hair,
and cover his face with gentle and endearing kisses; and I have already
stated how a viper would permit, without resentment, one child to take
it up in his hand, whilst it showed its dislike to the approach of another
by the fiercest hissings. Philosophy can explain many strange
things, but there are some which are a far pitch above her, and this
is one.
I should scarcely relate another circumstance which occurred about this
time but for a singular effect which it produced upon my constitution.
Up to this period I had been rather a delicate child; whereas, almost
immediately after the occurrence to which I allude, I became both hale
and vigorous, to the great astonishment of my parents, who naturally
enough expected that it would produce quite a contrary effect.
It happened that my brother and myself were disporting ourselves in
certain fields near the good town of Canterbury. A female servant
had attended us, in order to take care that we came to no mischief:
she, however, it seems, had matters of her own to attend to, and, allowing
us to go where we listed, remained in one corner of a field, in earnest
conversation with a red-coated dragoon. Now it chanced to be blackberry
time, and the two children wandered under the hedges, peering anxiously
among them in quest of that trash so grateful to urchins of their degree.
We did not find much of it, however, and were soon separated in the
pursuit. All at once I stood still, and could scarcely believe
my eyes. I had come to a spot where, almost covering the hedge,
hung clusters of what seemed fruit - deliciously-tempting fruit - something
resembling grapes of various colours, green, red, and purple.
Dear me, thought I, how fortunate! yet have I a right to gather it?
is it mine? for the observance of the law of meum and tuum
had early been impressed upon my mind, and I entertained, even at that
tender age, the utmost horror for theft; so I stood staring at the variegated
clusters, in doubt as to what I should do. I know not how I argued
the matter in my mind; the temptation, however, was at last too strong
for me, so I stretched forth my hand and ate. I remember, perfectly
well, that the taste of this strange fruit was by no means so pleasant
as the appearance; but the idea of eating fruit was sufficient for a
child, and, after all, the flavour was much superior to that of sour
apples, so I ate voraciously. How long I continued eating I scarcely
know. One thing is certain, that I never left the field as I entered
it, being carried home in the arms of the dragoon in strong convulsions,
in which I continued for several hours. About midnight I awoke,
as if from a troubled sleep, and beheld my parents bending over my couch,
whilst the regimental surgeon, with a candle in his hand, stood nigh,
the light feebly reflected on the whitewashed walls of the barrack-room.
Another circumstance connected with my infancy, and I have done.
I need offer no apology for relating it, as it subsequently exercised
considerable influence over my pursuits. We were, if I remember
right, in the vicinity of a place called Hythe, in Kent. One sweet
evening, in the latter part of summer, our mother took her two little
boys by the hand, for a wander about the fields. In the course
of our stroll we came to the village church; an old, gray-headed sexton
stood in the porch, who, perceiving that we were strangers, invited
us to enter. We were presently in the interior, wandering about
the aisles, looking on the walls, and inspecting the monuments of the
notable dead. I can scarcely state what we saw; how should I?
I was a child not yet four years old, and yet I think I remember the
evening sun streaming in through a stained window upon the dingy mahogany
pulpit, and flinging a rich lustre upon the faded tints of an ancient
banner. And now once more we were outside the building, where,
against the wall, stood a low-eaved pent-house, into which we looked.
It was half filled with substances of some kind, which at first looked
like large gray stones. The greater part were lying in layers;
some, however, were seen in confused and mouldering heaps, and two or
three, which had perhaps rolled down from the rest, lay separately on
the floor. ‘Skulls, madam,’ said the sexton; ‘skulls
of the old Danes! Long ago they came pirating into these parts;
and then there chanced a mighty shipwreck, for God was angry with them,
and He sunk them; and their skulls, as they came ashore, were placed
here as a memorial. There were many more when I was young, but
now they are fast disappearing. Some of them must have belonged
to strange fellows, madam. Only see that one; why, the two young
gentry can scarcely lift it!’ And, indeed, my brother and
myself had entered the Golgotha, and commenced handling these grim relics
of mortality. One enormous skull, lying in a corner, had fixed
our attention, and we had drawn it forth. Spirit of eld, what
a skull was yon!
I still seem to see it, the huge grim thing; many of the others were
large, strikingly so, and appeared fully to justify the old man’s
conclusion that their owners must have been strange fellows; but, compared
with this mighty mass of bone, they looked small and diminutive like
those of pigmies; it must have belonged to a giant, one of those red-haired
warriors of whose strength and stature such wondrous tales are told
in the ancient chronicles of the north, and whose grave-hills, when
ransacked, occasionally reveal secrets which fill the minds of puny
moderns with astonishment and awe. Reader, have you ever pored
days and nights over the pages of Snorro? - probably not, for he wrote
in a language which few of the present day understand, and few would
be tempted to read him tamed down by Latin dragomans. A brave
old book is that of Snorro, containing the histories and adventures
of old northern kings and champions, who seemed to have been quite different
men, if we may judge from the feats which they performed, from those
of these days; one of the best of his histories is that which describes
the life of Harald Haardraade, who, after manifold adventures by land
and sea, now a pirate, now a mercenary of the Greek emperor, became
king of Norway, and eventually perished at the battle of Stamford Bridge,
whilst engaged in a gallant onslaught upon England. Now, I have
often thought that the old Kemp, whose mouldering skull in the Golgotha
of Hythe my brother and myself could scarcely lift, must have resembled
in one respect at least this Harald, whom Snorro describes as a great
and wise ruler and a determined leader, dangerous in battle, of fair
presence and measuring in height just five ells, neither more
nor less.
I never forgot the Daneman’s skull; like the apparition of the
viper in the sandy lane, it dwelt in the mind of the boy, affording
copious food for the exercise of imagination. From that moment
with the name of Dane were associated strange ideas of strength, daring,
and superhuman stature; and an undefinable curiosity for all that is
connected with the Danish race began to pervade me; and if, long after,
when I became a student I devoted myself with peculiar zest to Danish
lore and the acquirement of the old Norse tongue and its dialects, I
can only explain the matter by the early impression received at Hythe
from the tale of the old sexton, beneath the pent-house, and the sight
of the Danish skull.
And thus we went on straying from place to place, at Hythe to-day, and
perhaps within a week looking out from our hostel-window upon the streets
of old Winchester, our motions ever in accordance with the ‘route’
of the regiment, so habituated to change of scene that it had become
almost necessary to our existence. Pleasant were these days of
my early boyhood; and a melancholy pleasure steals over me as I recall
them. Those were stirring times of which I am speaking, and there
was much passing around me calculated to captivate the imagination.
The dreadful struggle which so long convulsed Europe, and in which England
bore so prominent a part, was then at its hottest; we were at war, and
determination and enthusiasm shone in every face; man, woman, and child
were eager to fight the Frank, the hereditary, but, thank God, never
dreaded enemy of the Anglo-Saxon race. ‘Love your country
and beat the French, and then never mind what happens,’ was the
cry of entire England. Oh, those were days of power, gallant days,
bustling days, worth the bravest days of chivalry at least; tall battalions
of native warriors were marching through the land; there was the glitter
of the bayonet and the gleam of the sabre; the shrill squeak of the
fife and loud rattling of the drum were heard in the streets of country
towns, and the loyal shouts of the inhabitants greeted the soldiery
on their arrival, or cheered them at their departure. And now
let us leave the upland, and descend to the sea-bord; there is a sight
for you upon the billows! A dozen men-of-war are gliding majestically
out of port, their long buntings streaming from the top-gallant masts,
calling on the skulking Frenchman to come forth from his bights and
bays; and what looms upon us yonder from the fog-bank in the east? a
gallant frigate towing behind her the long low hull of a crippled privateer,
which but three short days ago had left Dieppe to skim the sea, and
whose crew of ferocious hearts are now cursing their imprudence in an
English hold. Stirring times those, which I love to recall, for
they were days of gallantry and enthusiasm, and were moreover the days
of my boyhood.
CHAPTER III
Pretty D- - The venerable church - The stricken heart - Dormant energies
- The small packet - Nerves - The books - A picture - Mountain-like
billows - The footprint - Spirit of De Foe - Reasoning powers - Terrors
of God - Heads of the dragons - High-Church clerk - A journey - The
drowned country.
And when I was between six and seven years of age we were once more
at D-, the place of my birth, whither my father had been despatched
on the recruiting service. I have already said that it was a beautiful
little town - at least it was at the time of which I am speaking - what
it is at present I know not, for thirty years and more have elapsed
since I last trod its streets. It will scarcely have improved,
for how could it be better than it then was? I love to think on
thee, pretty quiet D-, thou pattern of an English country town, with
thy clean but narrow streets branching out from thy modest market-place,
with thine old-fashioned houses, with here and there a roof of venerable
thatch, with thy one half-aristocratic mansion, where resided thy Lady
Bountiful - she, the generous and kind, who loved to visit the sick,
leaning on her gold-headed cane, whilst the sleek old footman walked
at a respectful distance behind. Pretty quiet D-, with thy venerable
church, in which moulder the mortal remains of England’s sweetest
and most pious bard.
Yes, pretty D-, I could always love thee, were it but for the sake of
him who sleeps beneath the marble slab in yonder quiet chancel.
It was within thee that the long-oppressed bosom heaved its last sigh,
and the crushed and gentle spirit escaped from a world in which it had
known nought but sorrow. Sorrow! do I say? How faint a word
to express the misery of that bruised reed; misery so dark that a blind
worm like myself is occasionally tempted to exclaim, Better had the
world never been created than that one so kind, so harmless, and so
mild, should have undergone such intolerable woe! But it is over
now, for, as there is an end of joy, so has affliction its termination.
Doubtless the All-wise did not afflict him without a cause: who knows
but within that unhappy frame lurked vicious seeds which the sunbeams
of joy and prosperity might have called into life and vigour?
Perhaps the withering blasts of misery nipped that which otherwise might
have terminated in fruit noxious and lamentable. But peace to
the unhappy one, he is gone to his rest; the death-like face is no longer
occasionally seen timidly and mournfully looking for a moment through
the window-pane upon thy market-place, quiet and pretty D-; the hind
in thy neighbourhood no longer at evening-fall views, and starts as
he views, the dark lathy figure moving beneath the hazels and alders
of shadowy lanes, or by the side of murmuring trout streams, and no
longer at early dawn does the sexton of the old church reverently doff
his hat, as, supported by some kind friend, the death-stricken creature
totters along the church-path to that mouldering edifice with the low
roof, inclosing a spring of sanatory waters, built and devoted to some
saint, if the legend over the door be true, by the daughter of an East
Anglian king.
But to return to my own history. I had now attained the age of
six: shall I state what intellectual progress I had been making up to
this period? Alas! upon this point I have little to say calculated
to afford either pleasure or edification; I had increased rapidly in
size and in strength: the growth of the mind, however, had by no means
corresponded with that of the body. It is true, I had acquired
my letters, and was by this time able to read imperfectly; but this
was all: and even this poor triumph over absolute ignorance would never
have been effected but for the unremitting attention of my parents,
who, sometimes by threats, sometimes by entreaties, endeavoured to rouse
the dormant energies of my nature, and to bend my wishes to the acquisition
of the rudiments of knowledge; but in influencing the wish lay the difficulty.
Let but the will of a human being be turned to any particular object,
and it is ten to one that sooner or later he achieves it. At this
time I may safely say that I harboured neither wishes nor hopes; I had
as yet seen no object calculated to call them forth, and yet I took
pleasure in many things which perhaps unfortunately were all within
my sphere of enjoyment. I loved to look upon the heavens, and
to bask in the rays of the sun, or to sit beneath hedgerows and listen
to the chirping of the birds, indulging the while in musing and meditation
as far as my very limited circle of ideas would permit; but, unlike
my brother, who was at this time at school, and whose rapid progress
in every branch of instruction astonished and delighted his preceptors,
I took no pleasure in books, whose use, indeed, I could scarcely comprehend,
and bade fair to be as arrant a dunce as ever brought the blush of shame
into the cheeks of anxious and affectionate parents.
But the time was now at hand when the ice which had hitherto bound the
mind of the child with its benumbing power was to be thawed, and a world
of sensations and ideas awakened to which it had hitherto been an entire
stranger. One day a young lady, an intimate acquaintance of our
family, and godmother to my brother, drove up to the house in which
we dwelt; she stayed some time conversing with my mother, and on rising
to depart, she put down on the table a small packet, exclaiming, ‘I
have brought a little present for each of the boys: the one is a History
of England, which I intend for my godson when he returns from school,
the other is . . .’ - and here she said something which escaped
my ear, as I sat at some distance, moping in a corner, - ‘I intend
it for the youngster yonder,’ pointing to myself; she then departed,
and, my mother going out shortly after, I was left alone.
I remember for some time sitting motionless in my corner, with my eyes
bent upon the ground; at last I lifted my head and looked upon the packet
as it lay on the table. All at once a strange sensation came over
me, such as I had never experienced before - a singular blending of
curiosity, awe, and pleasure, the remembrance of which, even at this
distance of time, produces a remarkable effect upon my nervous system.
What strange things are the nerves - I mean those more secret and mysterious
ones in which I have some notion that the mind or soul, call it which
you will, has its habitation; how they occasionally tingle and vibrate
before any coming event closely connected with the future weal or woe
of the human being. Such a feeling was now within me, certainly
independent of what the eye had seen or the ear had heard. A book
of some description had been brought for me, a present by no means calculated
to interest me; what cared I for books? I had already many into
which I never looked but from compulsion; friends, moreover, had presented
me with similar things before, which I had entirely disregarded, and
what was there in this particular book, whose very title I did not know,
calculated to attract me more than the rest? yet something within told
me that my fate was connected with the book which had been last brought;
so, after looking on the packet from my corner for a considerable time,
I got up and went to the table.
The packet was lying where it had been left - I took it up; had the
envelope, which consisted of whitish brown paper, been secured by a
string or a seal, I should not have opened it, as I should have considered
such an act almost in the light of a crime; the books, however, had
been merely folded up, and I therefore considered that there could be
no possible harm in inspecting them, more especially as I had received
no injunction to the contrary. Perhaps there was something unsound
in this reasoning, something sophistical; but a child is sometimes as
ready as a grown-up person in finding excuses for doing that which he
is inclined to. But whether the action was right or wrong, and
I am afraid it was not altogether right, I undid the packet: it contained
three books; two from their similarity seemed to be separate parts of
one and the same work; they were handsomely bound, and to them I first
turned my attention. I opened them successively, and endeavoured
to make out their meaning; their contents, however, as far as I was
able to understand them, were by no means interesting: whoever pleases
may read these books for me, and keep them, too, into the bargain, said
I to myself.
I now took up the third book: it did not resemble the others, being
longer and considerably thicker; the binding was of dingy calf-skin.
I opened it, and as I did so another strange thrill of pleasure shot
through my frame. The first object on which my eyes rested was
a picture; it was exceedingly well executed, at least the scene which
it represented made a vivid impression upon me, which would hardly have
been the case had the artist not been faithful to nature. A wild
scene it was - a heavy sea and rocky shore, with mountains in the background,
above which the moon was peering. Not far from the shore, upon
the water, was a boat with two figures in it, one of which stood at
the bow, pointing with what I knew to be a gun at a dreadful shape in
the water; fire was flashing from the muzzle of the gun, and the monster
appeared to be transfixed. I almost thought I heard its cry.
I remained motionless, gazing upon the picture, scarcely daring to draw
my breath, lest the new and wondrous world should vanish of which I
had now obtained a glimpse. ‘Who are those people, and what
could have brought them into that strange situation?’ I asked
of myself; and now the seed of curiosity, which had so long lain dormant,
began to expand, and I vowed to myself to become speedily acquainted
with the whole history of the people in the boat. After looking
on the picture till every mark and line in it were familiar to me, I
turned over various leaves till I came to another engraving; a new source
of wonder - a low sandy beach on which the furious sea was breaking
in mountain-like billows; cloud and rack deformed the firmament, which
wore a dull and leaden-like hue; gulls and other aquatic fowls were
toppling upon the blast, or skimming over the tops of the maddening
waves - ‘Mercy upon him! he must be drowned!’ I exclaimed,
as my eyes fell upon a poor wretch who appeared to be striving to reach
the shore; he was upon his legs, but was evidently half smothered with
the brine; high above his head curled a horrible billow, as if to engulf
him for ever. ‘He must be drowned! he must be drowned!’
I almost shrieked, and dropped the book. I soon snatched it up
again, and now my eye lighted on a third picture: again a shore, but
what a sweet and lovely one, and how I wished to be treading it; there
were beautiful shells lying on the smooth white sand, some were empty
like those I had occasionally seen on marble mantelpieces, but out of
others peered the heads and bodies of wondrous crayfish, a wood of thick
green trees skirted the beach and partly shaded it from the rays of
the sun, which shone hot above, while blue waves slightly crested with
foam were gently curling against it; there was a human figure upon the
beach, wild and uncouth, clad in the skins of animals, with a huge cap
on his head, a hatchet at his girdle, and in his hand a gun; his feet
and legs were bare; he stood in an attitude of horror and surprise;
his body was bent far back, and his eyes, which seemed starting out
of his head, were fixed upon a mark on the sand - a large distinct mark
- a human footprint. . . .
Reader, is it necessary to name the book which now stood open in my
hand, and whose very prints, feeble expounders of its wondrous lines,
had produced within me emotions strange and novel? Scarcely -
for it was a book which has exerted over the minds of Englishmen an
influence certainly greater than any other of modern times - which has
been in most people’s hands, and with the contents of which even
those who cannot read are to a certain extent acquainted - a book from
which the most luxuriant and fertile of our modern prose writers have
drunk inspiration - a book, moreover, to which, from the hardy deeds
which it narrates, and the spirit of strange and romantic enterprise
which it tends to awaken, England owes many of her astonishing discoveries
both by sea and land, and no inconsiderable part of her naval glory.
Hail to thee, spirit of De Foe! What does not my own poor self
owe to thee? England has better bards than either Greece or Rome,
yet I could spare them easier far than De Foe, ‘unabashed De Foe,’
as the hunchbacked rhymer styled him.
The true chord had now been touched; a raging curiosity with respect
to the contents of the volume, whose engravings had fascinated my eye,
burned within me, and I never rested until I had fully satisfied it;
weeks succeeded weeks, months followed months, and the wondrous volume
was my only study and principal source of amusement. For hours
together I would sit poring over a page till I had become acquainted
with the import of every line. My progress, slow enough at first,
became by degrees more rapid, till at last, under ‘a shoulder
of mutton sail,’ I found myself cantering before a steady breeze
over an ocean of enchantment, so well pleased with my voyage that I
cared not how long it might be ere it reached its termination.
And it was in this manner that I first took to the paths of knowledge.
About this time I began to be somewhat impressed with religious feelings.
My parents were, to a certain extent, religious people; but, though
they had done their best to afford me instruction on religious points,
I had either paid no attention to what they endeavoured to communicate,
or had listened with an ear far too obtuse to derive any benefit.
But my mind had now become awakened from the drowsy torpor in which
it had lain so long, and the reasoning powers which I possessed were
no longer inactive. Hitherto I had entertained no conception whatever
of the nature and properties of God, and with the most perfect indifference
had heard the divine name proceeding from the mouths of people - frequently,
alas! on occasions when it ought not to be employed; but I now never
heard it without a tremor, for I now knew that God was an awful and
inscrutable Being, the Maker of all things; that we were His children,
and that we, by our sins, had justly offended Him; that we were in very
great peril from His anger, not so much in this life as in another and
far stranger state of being yet to come; that we had a Saviour withal
to whom it was necessary to look for help: upon this point, however,
I was yet very much in the dark, as, indeed, were most of those with
whom I was connected. The power and terrors of God were uppermost
in my thoughts; they fascinated though they astounded me. Twice
every Sunday I was regularly taken to the church, where, from a corner
of the large spacious pew, lined with black leather, I would fix my
eyes on the dignified High-Church rector, and the dignified High-Church
clerk, and watch the movement of their lips, from which, as they read
their respective portions of the venerable liturgy, would roll many
a portentous word descriptive of the wondrous works of the Most High.
Rector. Thou didst divide the sea, through thy power: thou
brakest the heads of the dragons in the waters.
Philoh. Thou smotest the heads of Leviathan in pieces:
and gavest him to be meat for the people in the wilderness.
Rector. Thou broughtest out fountains, and waters out of
the hard rocks: thou driedst up mighty waters.
Philoh. The day is thine, and the night is thine: thou
hast prepared the light and the sun.
Peace to your memories, dignified rector, and yet more dignified clerk!
- by this time ye are probably gone to your long homes, and your voices
are no longer heard sounding down the aisles of the venerable church
- nay, doubtless, this has already long since been the fate of him of
the sonorous ‘Amen!’ - the one of the two who, with all
due respect to the rector, principally engrossed my boyish admiration
- he, at least, is scarcely now among the living! Living! why, I have
heard say that he blew a fife - for he was a musical as well as a Christian
professor - a bold fife, to cheer the Guards and the brave Marines,
as they marched with measured step, obeying an insane command, up Bunker’s
height, whilst the rifles of the sturdy Yankees were sending the leaden
hail sharp and thick amidst the red-coated ranks; for Philoh had not
always been a man of peace, nor an exhorter to turn the other cheek
to the smiter, but had even arrived at the dignity of a halberd in his
country’s service before his six-foot form required rest, and
the gray-haired veteran retired, after a long peregrination, to his
native town, to enjoy ease and respectability on a pension of ‘eighteenpence
a day’; and well did his fellow-townsmen act, when, to increase
that ease and respectability, and with a thoughtful regard for the dignity
of the good church service, they made him clerk and precentor - the
man of the tall form and of the audible voice, which sounded loud and
clear as his own Bunker fife. Well, peace to thee, thou fine old
chap, despiser of dissenters, and hater of papists, as became a dignified
and High-Church clerk; if thou art in thy grave, the better for thee;
thou wert fitted to adorn a bygone time, when loyalty was in vogue,
and smiling content lay like a sunbeam upon the land, but thou wouldst
be sadly out of place in these days of cold philosophic latitudinarian
doctrine, universal tolerism, and half-concealed rebellion - rare times,
no doubt, for papists and dissenters, but which would assuredly have
broken the heart of the loyal soldier of George the Third, and the dignified
High-Church clerk of pretty D-.
We passed many months at this place: nothing, however, occurred requiring
any particular notice, relating to myself, beyond what I have already
stated, and I am not writing the history of others. At length
my father was recalled to his regiment, which at that time was stationed
at a place called Norman Cross, in Lincolnshire, or rather Huntingdonshire,
at some distance from the old town of Peterborough. For this place
he departed, leaving my mother and myself to follow in a few days.
Our journey was a singular one. On the second day we reached a
marshy and fenny country, which, owing to immense quantities of rain
which had lately fallen, was completely submerged. At a large
town we got on board a kind of passage-boat, crowded with people; it
had neither sails nor oars, and those were not the days of steam-vessels;
it was a treck-schuyt, and was drawn by horses. Young as I was,
there was much connected with this journey which highly surprised me,
and which brought to my remembrance particular scenes described in the
book which I now generally carried in my bosom. The country was,
as I have already said, submerged - entirely drowned - no land was visible;
the trees were growing bolt upright in the flood, whilst farmhouses
and cottages were standing insulated; the horses which drew us were
up to the knees in water, and, on coming to blind pools and ‘greedy
depths,’ were not unfrequently swimming, in which case, the boys
or urchins who mounted them sometimes stood, sometimes knelt, upon the
saddle and pillions. No accident, however, occurred either to
the quadrupeds or bipeds, who appeared respectively to be quite au
fait in their business, and extricated themselves with the greatest
ease from places in which Pharaoh and all his host would have gone to
the bottom. Nightfall brought us to Peterborough, and from thence
we were not slow in reaching the place of our destination.
CHAPTER IV
Norman Cross - Wide expanse - Vive l’Empereur -
Unpruned woods - Man with the bag - Froth and conceit - I beg your pardon
- Growing timid - About three o’clock - Taking one’s ease
- Cheek on the ground - King of the vipers - French king - Frenchmen
and water.
And a strange place it was, this Norman Cross, and, at the time of which
I am speaking, a sad cross to many a Norman, being what was then styled
a French prison, that is, a receptacle for captives made in the French
war. It consisted, if I remember right, of some five or six casernes,
very long, and immensely high; each standing isolated from the rest,
upon a spot of ground which might average ten acres, and which was fenced
round with lofty palisades, the whole being compassed about by a towering
wall, beneath which, at intervals, on both sides, sentinels were stationed,
whilst outside, upon the field, stood commodious wooden barracks, capable
of containing two regiments of infantry, intended to serve as guards
upon the captives. Such was the station or prison at Norman Cross,
where some six thousand French and other foreigners, followers of the
grand Corsican, were now immured.
What a strange appearance had those mighty casernes, with their blank
blind walls, without windows or grating, and their slanting roofs, out
of which, through orifices where the tiles had been removed, would be
protruded dozens of grim heads, feasting their prison-sick eyes on the
wide expanse of country unfolded from that airy height. Ah! there
was much misery in those casernes; and from those roofs, doubtless,
many a wistful look was turned in the direction of lovely France.
Much had the poor inmates to endure, and much to complain of, to the
disgrace of England be it said - of England, in general so kind and
bountiful. Rations of carrion meat, and bread from which I have
seen the very hounds occasionally turn away, were unworthy entertainment
even for the most ruffian enemy, when helpless and a captive; and such,
alas! was the fare in those casernes. And then, those visits,
or rather ruthless inroads, called in the slang of the place ‘strawplait-hunts,’
when in pursuit of a contraband article, which the prisoners, in order
to procure themselves a few of the necessaries and comforts of existence,
were in the habit of making, red-coated battalions were marched into
the prisons, who, with the bayonet’s point, carried havoc and
ruin into every poor convenience which ingenious wretchedness had been
endeavouring to raise around it; and then the triumphant exit with the
miserable booty; and, worst of all, the accursed bonfire, on the barrack
parade, of the plait contraband, beneath the view of the glaring eyeballs
from those lofty roofs, amidst the hurrahs of the troops, frequently
drowned in the curses poured down from above like a tempest-shower or
in the terrific warw-hoop of ‘Vive l’Empereur!’
It was midsummer when we arrived at this place, and the weather, which
had for a long time been wet and gloomy, now became bright and glorious;
I was subjected to but little control, and passed my time pleasantly
enough, principally in wandering about the neighbouring country.
It was flat and somewhat fenny, a district more of pasture than agriculture,
and not very thickly inhabited. I soon became well acquainted
with it. At the distance of two miles from the station was a large
lake, styled in the dialect of the country ‘a mere,’ about
whose borders tall reeds were growing in abundance, this was a frequent
haunt of mine; but my favourite place of resort was a wild sequestered
spot at a somewhat greater distance. Here, surrounded with woods
and thick groves, was the seat of some ancient family, deserted by the
proprietor, and only inhabited by a rustic servant or two. A place
more solitary and wild could scarcely be imagined; the garden and walks
were overgrown with weeds and briers, and the unpruned woods were so
tangled as to be almost impervious. About this domain I would
wander till overtaken by fatigue, and then I would sit down with my
back against some beech, elm, or stately alder tree, and, taking out
my book, would pass hours in a state of unmixed enjoyment, my eyes now
fixed on the wondrous pages, now glancing at the sylvan scene around;
and sometimes I would drop the book and listen to the voice of the rooks
and wild pigeons, and not unfrequently to the croaking of multitudes
of frogs from the neighbouring swamps and fens.
In going to and from this place I frequently passed a tall elderly individual,
dressed in rather a quaint fashion, with a skin cap on his head and
stout gaiters on his legs; on his shoulders hung a moderate sized leathern
sack; he seemed fond of loitering near sunny banks, and of groping amidst
furze and low scrubby bramble bushes, of which there were plenty in
the neighbourhood of Norman Cross. Once I saw him standing in
the middle of a dusty road, looking intently at a large mark which seemed
to have been drawn across it, as if by a walking stick. ‘He
must have been a large one,’ the old man muttered half to himself,
‘or he would not have left such a trail, I wonder if he is near;
he seems to have moved this way.’ He then went behind some
bushes which grew on the right side of the road, and appeared to be
in quest of something, moving behind the bushes with his head downwards,
and occasionally striking their roots with his foot: at length he exclaimed,
‘Here he is!’ and forthwith I saw him dart amongst the bushes.
There was a kind of scuffling noise, the rustling of branches, and the
crackling of dry sticks. ‘I have him!’ said the man
at last; ‘I have got him!’ and presently he made his appearance
about twenty yards down the road, holding a large viper in his hand.
‘What do you think of that, my boy?’ said he, as I went
up to him - ‘what do you think of catching such a thing as that
with the naked hand?’ ‘What do I think?’ said
I. ‘Why, that I could do as much myself.’ ‘You
do,’ said the man, ‘do you? Lord! how the young people
in these days are given to conceit; it did not use to be so in my time:
when I was a child, childer knew how to behave themselves; but the childer
of these days are full of conceit, full of froth, like the mouth of
this viper’; and with his forefinger and thumb he squeezed a considerable
quantity of foam from the jaws of the viper down upon the road.
‘The childer of these days are a generation of - God forgive me,
what was I about to say?’ said the old man; and opening his bag
he thrust the reptile into it, which appeared far from empty.
I passed on. As I was returning, towards the evening, I overtook
the old man, who was wending in the same direction. ‘Good
evening to you, sir,’ said I, taking off a cap which I wore on
my head. ‘Good evening,’ said the old man; and then,
looking at me, ‘How’s this?’ said he, ‘you aren’t,
sure, the child I met in the morning?’ ‘Yes,’
said I, ‘I am; what makes you doubt it?’ ‘Why,
you were then all froth and conceit,’ said the old man, ‘and
now you take off your cap to me.’ ‘I beg your pardon,’
said I, ‘if I was frothy and conceited; it ill becomes a child
like me to be so.’ ‘That’s true, dear,’
said the old man; ‘well, as you have begged my pardon, I truly
forgive you.’ ‘Thank you,’ said I; ‘have
you caught any more of those things?’ ‘Only four or
five,’ said the old man; ‘they are getting scarce, though
this used to be a great neighbourhood for them.’ ‘And
what do you do with them?’ said I; ‘do you carry them home
and play with them?’ ‘I sometimes play with one or
two that I tame,’ said the old man; ‘but I hunt them mostly
for the fat which they contain, out of which I make unguents which are
good for various sore troubles, especially for the rheumatism.’
‘And do you get your living by hunting these creatures?’
I demanded. ‘Not altogether,’ said the old man; ‘besides
being a viper-hunter, I am what they call a herbalist, one who knows
the virtue of particular herbs; I gather them at the proper season,
to make medicines with for the sick.’ ‘And do you
live in the neighbourhood?’ I demanded. ‘You seem
very fond of asking questions, child. No, I do not live in this
neighbourhood in particular, I travel about; I have not been in this
neighbourhood till lately for some years.’
From this time the old man and myself formed an acquaintance; I often
accompanied him in his wanderings about the neighbourhood, and, on two
or three occasions, assisted him in catching the reptiles which he hunted.
He generally carried a viper with him which he had made quite tame,
and from which he had extracted the poisonous fangs; it would dance
and perform various kinds of tricks. He was fond of telling me
anecdotes connected with his adventures with the reptile species.
‘But,’ said he one day, sighing, ‘I must shortly give
up this business, I am no longer the man I was, I am become timid, and
when a person is timid in viper-hunting, he had better leave off, as
it is quite clear his virtue is leaving him. I got a fright some
years ago, which I am quite sure I shall never get the better of; my
hand has been shaky more or less ever since.’ ‘What
frightened you?’ said I. ‘I had better not tell you,’
said the old man, ‘or you may be frightened too, lose your virtue,
and be no longer good for the business.’ ‘I don’t
care,’ said I; ‘I don’t intend to follow the business:
I daresay I shall be an officer, like my father.’ ‘Well,’
said the old man, ‘I once saw the king of the vipers, and since
then - ’ ‘The king of the vipers!’ said I, interrupting
him; ‘have the vipers a king?’ ‘As sure as we
have,’ said the old man - ‘as sure as we have King George
to rule over us, have these reptiles a king to rule over them.’
‘And where did you see him?’ said I. ‘I will
tell you,’ said the old man, ‘though I don’t like
talking about the matter. It may be about seven years ago that
I happened to be far down yonder to the west, on the other side of England,
nearly two hundred miles from here, following my business. It
was a very sultry day, I remember, and I had been out several hours
catching creatures. It might be about three o’clock in the
afternoon, when I found myself on some heathy land near the sea, on
the ridge of a hill, the side of which, nearly as far down as the sea,
was heath; but on the top there was arable ground, which had been planted,
and from which the harvest had been gathered - oats or barley, I know
not which - but I remember that the ground was covered with stubble.
Well, about three o’clock, as I told you before, what with the
heat of the day and from having walked about for hours in a lazy way,
I felt very tired; so I determined to have a sleep, and I laid myself
down, my head just on the ridge of the hill, towards the field, and
my body over the side down amongst the heath; my bag, which was nearly
filled with creatures, lay at a little distance from my face; the creatures
were struggling in it, I remember, and I thought to myself, how much
more comfortably off I was than they; I was taking my ease on the nice
open hill, cooled with the breezes, whilst they were in the nasty close
bag, coiling about one another, and breaking their very hearts, all
to no purpose: and I felt quite comfortable and happy in the thought,
and little by little closed my eyes, and fell into the sweetest snooze
that ever I was in in all my life; and there I lay over the hill’s
side, with my head half in the field, I don’t know how long, all
dead asleep. At last it seemed to me that I heard a noise in my
sleep, something like a thing moving, very faint, however, far away;
then it died, and then it came again upon my ear as I slept, and now
it appeared almost as if I heard crackle, crackle; then it died again,
or I became yet more dead asleep than before, I know not which, but
I certainly lay some time without hearing it. All of a sudden
I became awake, and there was I, on the ridge of the hill, with my cheek
on the ground towards the stubble, with a noise in my ear like that
of something moving towards me amongst the stubble of the field; well,
I lay a moment or two listening to the noise, and then I became frightened,
for I did not like the noise at all, it sounded so odd; so I rolled
myself on my belly, and looked towards the stubble. Mercy upon
us! there was a huge snake, or rather a dreadful viper, for it was all
yellow and gold, moving towards me, bearing its head about a foot and
a half above the ground, the dry stubble crackling beneath its outrageous
belly. It might be about five yards off when I first saw it, making
straight towards me, child, as if it would devour me. I lay quite
still, for I was stupefied with horror, whilst the creature came still
nearer; and now it was nearly upon me, when it suddenly drew back a
little, and then - what do you think? - it lifted its head and chest
high in the air, and high over my face as I looked up, flickering at
me with its tongue as if it would fly at my face. Child, what
I felt at that moment I can scarcely say, but it was a sufficient punishment
for all the sins I ever committed; and there we two were, I looking
up at the viper, and the viper looking down upon me, flickering at me
with its tongue. It was only the kindness of God that saved me:
all at once there was a loud noise, the report of a gun, for a fowler
was shooting at a covey of birds, a little way off in the stubble.
Whereupon the viper sunk its head, and immediately made off over the
ridge of the hill, down in the direction of the sea. As it passed
by me, however - and it passed close by me - it hesitated a moment,
as if it was doubtful whether it should not seize me; it did not, however,
but made off down the hill. It has often struck me that he was
angry with me, and came upon me unawares for presuming to meddle with
his people, as I have always been in the habit of doing.’
‘But,’ said I, ‘how do you know that it was the king
of the vipers?’
‘How do I know!’ said the old man, ‘who else should
it be? There was as much difference between it and other reptiles
as between King George and other people.’
‘Is King George, then, different from other people?’ I demanded.
‘Of course,’ said the old man; ‘I have never seen
him myself, but I have heard people say that he is a ten times greater
man than other folks; indeed, it stands to reason that he must be different
from the rest, else people would not be so eager to see him. Do
you think, child, that people would be fools enough to run a matter
of twenty or thirty miles to see the king, provided King George - ’
‘Haven’t the French a king?’ I demanded.
‘Yes,’ said the old man, ‘or something much the same,
and a queer one he is; not quite so big as King George, they say, but
quite as terrible a fellow. What of him?’
‘Suppose he should come to Norman Cross!’
‘What should he do at Norman Cross, child?’
‘Why, you were talking about the vipers in your bag breaking their
hearts, and so on, and their king coming to help them. Now, suppose
the French king should hear of his people being in trouble at Norman
Cross, and - ’
‘He can’t come, child,’ said the old man, rubbing
his hands, ‘the water lies between. The French don’t
like the water; neither vipers nor Frenchmen take kindly to the water,
child.’
When the old man left the country, which he did a few days after the
conversation which I have just related, he left me the reptile which
he had tamed and rendered quite harmless by removing the fangs.
I was in the habit of feeding it with milk, and frequently carried it
abroad with me in my walks.
CHAPTER V
The tent - Man and woman - Dark and swarthy - Manner of speaking - Bad
money - Transfixed - Faltering tone - Little basket - High opinion -
Plenty of good - Keeping guard - Tilted cart - Rubricals - Jasper -
The right sort - The horseman of the lane - John Newton - The alarm
- Gentle brothers.
One day it happened that, being on my rambles, I entered a green lane
which I had never seen before; at first it was rather narrow, but as
I advanced it became considerably wider; in the middle was a driftway
with deep ruts, but right and left was a space carpeted with a sward
of trefoil and clover; there was no lack of trees, chiefly ancient oaks,
which, flinging out their arms from either side, nearly formed a canopy,
and afforded a pleasing shelter from the rays of the sun, which was
burning fiercely above. Suddenly a group of objects attracted
my attention. Beneath one of the largest of the trees, upon the
grass, was a kind of low tent or booth, from the top of which a thin
smoke was curling; beside it stood a couple of light carts, whilst two
or three lean horses or ponies were cropping the herbage which was growing
nigh. Wondering to whom this odd tent could belong, I advanced
till I was close before it, when I found that it consisted of two tilts,
like those of waggons, placed upon the ground and fronting each other,
connected behind by a sail or large piece of canvas which was but partially
drawn across the top; upon the ground, in the intervening space, was
a fire, over which, supported by a kind of iron crowbar, hung a caldron;
my advance had been so noiseless as not to alarm the inmates, who consisted
of a man and woman, who sat apart, one on each side of the fire; they
were both busily employed - the man was carding plaited straw, whilst
the woman seemed to be rubbing something with a white powder, some of
which lay on a plate beside her; suddenly the man looked up, and, perceiving
me, uttered a strange kind of cry, and the next moment both the woman
and himself were on their feet and rushing out upon me.
I retreated a few steps, yet without turning to flee. I was not,
however, without apprehension, which, indeed, the appearance of these
two people was well calculated to inspire: the woman was a stout figure,
seemingly between thirty and forty; she wore no cap, and her long hair
fell on either side of her head like horse-tails half-way down her waist;
her skin was dark and swarthy, like that of a toad, and the expression
of her countenance was particularly evil; her arms were bare, and her
bosom was but half concealed by a slight bodice, below which she wore
a coarse petticoat, her only other article of dress. The man was
somewhat younger, but of a figure equally wild; his frame was long and
lathy, but his arms were remarkably short, his neck was rather bent,
he squinted slightly, and his mouth was much awry; his complexion was
dark, but, unlike that of the woman, was more ruddy than livid; there
was a deep scar on his cheek, something like the impression of a halfpenny.
The dress was quite in keeping with the figure: in his hat, which was
slightly peaked, was stuck a peacock’s feather; over a waistcoat
of hide, untanned and with the hair upon it, he wore a rough jerkin
of russet hue; smallclothes of leather, which had probably once belonged
to a soldier, but with which pipeclay did not seem to have come in contact
for many a year, protected his lower man as far as the knee; his legs
were cased in long stockings of blue worsted, and on his shoes he wore
immense old-fashioned buckles.
Such were the two beings who now came rushing upon me; the man was rather
in advance, brandishing a ladle in his hand.
‘So I have caught you at last,’ said he; ‘I’ll
teach ye, you young highwayman, to come skulking about my properties!’
Young as I was, I remarked that his manner of speaking was different
from that of any people with whom I had been in the habit of associating.
It was quite as strange as his appearance, and yet it nothing resembled
the foreign English which I had been in the habit of hearing through
the palisades of the prison; he could scarcely be a foreigner.
‘Your properties!’ said I; ‘I am in the King’s
Lane. Why did you put them there, if you did not wish them to
be seen?’
‘On the spy,’ said the woman, ‘hey? I’ll
drown him in the sludge in the toad-pond over the hedge.’
‘So we will,’ said the man, ‘drown him anon in the
mud!’
‘Drown me, will you?’ said I; ‘I should like to see
you! What’s all this about? Was it because I saw you
with your hands full of straw plait, and my mother there - ’
‘Yes,’ said the woman; ‘what was I about?’
Myself. How should I know? Making bad money, perhaps!
And it will be as well here to observe, that at this time there was
much bad money in circulation in the neighbourhood, generally supposed
to be fabricated by the prisoners, so that this false coin and straw
plait formed the standard subjects of conversation at Norman Cross.
‘I’ll strangle thee,’ said the beldame, dashing at
me. ‘Bad money, is it?’
‘Leave him to me, wifelkin,’ said the man, interposing;
‘you shall now see how I’ll baste him down the lane.’
Myself. I tell you what, my chap, you had better put down
that thing of yours; my father lies concealed within my tepid breast,
and if to me you offer any harm or wrong, I’ll call him forth
to help me with his forked tongue.
Man. What do you mean, ye Bengui’s bantling?
I never heard such discourse in all my life: playman’s speech
or Frenchman’s talk - which, I wonder? Your father!
Tell the mumping villain that if he comes near my fire I’ll serve
him out as I will you. Take that - Tiny Jesus! what have
we got here? Oh, delicate Jesus! what is the matter with the child?
I had made a motion which the viper understood; and now, partly disengaging
itself from my bosom, where it had lain perdu, it raised its head to
a level with my face, and stared upon my enemy with its glittering eyes.
The man stood like one transfixed, and the ladle, with which he had
aimed a blow at me, now hung in the air like the hand which held it;
his mouth was extended, and his cheeks became of a pale yellow, save
alone that place which bore the mark which I have already described,
and this shone now portentously, like fire. He stood in this manner
for some time; at last the ladle fell from his hand, and its falling
appeared to rouse him from his stupor.
‘I say, wifelkin,’ said he, in a faltering tone, ‘did
you ever see the like of this here?’
But the woman had retreated to the tent, from the entrance of which
her loathly face was now thrust, with an expression partly of terror
and partly of curiosity. After gazing some time longer at the
viper and myself, the man stooped down and took up the ladle; then,
as if somewhat more assured, he moved to the tent, where he entered
into conversation with the beldame in a low voice. Of their discourse,
though I could hear the greater part of it, I understood not a single
word; and I wondered what it could be, for I knew by the sound that
it was not French. At last the man, in a somewhat louder tone,
appeared to put a question to the woman, who nodded her head affirmatively,
and in a moment or two produced a small stool, which she delivered to
him. He placed it on the ground, close by the door of the tent,
first rubbing it with his sleeve, as if for the purpose of polishing
its surface.
Man. Now, my precious little gentleman, do sit down here
by the poor people’s tent; we wish to be civil in our slight way.
Don’t be angry, and say no; but look kindly upon us, and satisfied,
my precious little God Almighty.
Woman. Yes, my gorgeous angel, sit down by the poor bodies’
fire, and eat a sweetmeat. We want to ask you a question or two;
only first put that serpent away.
Myself. I can sit down, and bid the serpent go to sleep,
that’s easy enough; but as for eating a sweetmeat, how can I do
that? I have not got one, and where am I to get it?
Woman. Never fear, my tiny tawny, we can give you one,
such as you never ate, I daresay, however far you may have come from.
The serpent sank into its usual resting-place, and I sat down on the
stool. The woman opened a box, and took out a strange little basket
or hamper, not much larger than a man’s fist, and formed of a
delicate kind of matting. It was sewed at the top; but, ripping
it open with a knife, she held it to me, and I saw, to my surprise,
that it contained candied fruits of a dark green hue, tempting enough
to one of my age. ‘There, my tiny,’ said she; ‘taste,
and tell me how you like them.’
‘Very much,’ said I; ‘where did you get them?’
The beldame leered upon me for a moment, then, nodding her head thrice,
with a knowing look, said, ‘Who knows better than yourself, my
tawny?’
Now, I knew nothing about the matter; but I saw that these strange people
had conceived a very high opinion of the abilities of their visitor,
which I was nothing loth to encourage. I therefore answered boldly,
‘Ah! who indeed!’
‘Certainly,’ said the man; ‘who should know better
than yourself, or so well? And now, my tiny one, let me ask you
one thing - you didn’t come to do us any harm?’
‘No,’ said I, ‘I had no dislike to you; though, if
you were to meddle with me - ’
Man. Of course, my gorgeous, of course you would; and quite
right too. Meddle with you! - what right have we? I should
say, it would not be quite safe. I see how it is; you are one
of them there; - and he bent his head towards his left shoulder.
Myself. Yes, I am one of them - for I thought he was alluding
to the soldiers, - you had best mind what you are about, I can tell
you.
Man. Don’t doubt we will for our own sake; Lord bless
you, wifelkin, only think that we should see one of them there when
we least thought about it. Well, I have heard of such things,
though I never thought to see one; however, seeing is believing.
Well! now you are come, and are not going to do us any mischief, I hope
you will stay; you can do us plenty of good if you will.
Myself. What good could I do you?
Man. What good? plenty! Would you not bring us luck?
I have heard say that one of them there always does, if it will but
settle down. Stay with us, you shall have a tilted cart all to
yourself if you like. We’ll make you our little God Almighty,
and say our prayers to you every morning!
Myself. That would be nice; and, if you were to give me
plenty of these things, I should have no objection. But what would
my father say? I think he would hardly let me.
Man. Why not? he would be with you; and kindly would we
treat him. Indeed, without your father you would be nothing at
all.
Myself. That’s true; but I do not think he could
be spared from his regiment. I have heard him say that they could
do nothing without him.
Man. His regiment! What are you talking about? -
what does the child mean?
Myself. What do I mean! - why, that my father is an officer-man
at the barracks yonder, keeping guard over the French prisoners.
Man. Oh! then that sap is not your father?
Myself. What, the snake? Why, no! Did you think
he was?
Man. To be sure we did. Didn’t you tell me
so?
Myself. Why, yes; but who would have thought you would
have believed it? It is a tame one. I hunt vipers, and tame
them.
Man. O-h!
‘O-h!’ grunted the woman, ‘that’s it, is it?’
The man and woman, who during this conversation had resumed their former
positions within the tent, looked at each other with a queer look of
surprise, as if somewhat disconcerted at what they now heard.
They then entered into discourse with each other in the same strange
tongue which had already puzzled me. At length the man looked
me in the face, and said, somewhat hesitatingly, ‘So you are not
one of them there after all?’
Myself. One of them there? I don’t know what
you mean.
Man. Why, we have been thinking you were a goblin - a devilkin!
However, I see how it is: you are a sap-engro, a chap who catches snakes,
and plays tricks with them! Well, it comes very nearly to the
same thing; and if you please to list with us, and bear us pleasant
company, we shall be glad of you. I’d take my oath upon
it, that we might make a mort of money by you and that sap, and the
tricks it could do; and, as you seem fly to everything, I shouldn’t
wonder if you would make a prime hand at telling fortunes.
‘I shouldn’t wonder,’ said I.
Man. Of course. And you might still be our God Almighty,
or at any rate our clergyman, so you should live in a tilted cart by
yourself, and say prayers to us night and morning - to wifelkin here,
and all our family; there’s plenty of us when we are all together:
as I said before, you seem fly, I shouldn’t wonder if you could
read?
‘Oh yes!’ said I, ‘I can read’; and, eager to
display my accomplishments, I took my book out of my pocket, and, opening
it at random, proceeded to read how a certain man, whilst wandering
about a certain solitary island, entered a cave, the mouth of which
was overgrown with brushwood, and how he was nearly frightened to death
in that cave by something which he saw.
‘That will do,’ said the man; ‘that’s the kind
of prayers for me and my family, aren’t they, wifelkin?
I never heard more delicate prayers in all my life! Why, they
beat the rubricals hollow! - and here comes my son Jasper. I say,
Jasper, here’s a young sap-engro that can read, and is more fly
than yourself. Shake hands with him; I wish ye to be two brothers.’
With a swift but stealthy pace Jasper came towards us from the farther
part of the lane; on reaching the tent he stood still, and looked fixedly
upon me as I sat upon the stool; I looked fixedly upon him. A
queer look had Jasper; he was a lad of some twelve or thirteen years,
with long arms, unlike the singular being who called himself his father;
his complexion was ruddy, but his face was seamed, though it did not
bear the peculiar scar which disfigured the countenance of the other;
nor, though roguish enough, a certain evil expression which that of
the other bore, and which the face of the woman possessed in a yet more
remarkable degree. For the rest, he wore drab breeches, with certain
strings at the knee, a rather gay waistcoat, and tolerably white shirt;
under his arm he bore a mighty whip of whalebone with a brass knob,
and upon his head was a hat without either top or brim.
‘There, Jasper! shake hands with the sap-engro.’
‘Can he box, father?’ said Jasper, surveying me rather contemptuously.
‘I should think not, he looks so puny and small.’
‘Hold your peace, fool!’ said the man; ‘he can do
more than that - I tell you he’s fly: he carries a sap about,
which would sting a ninny like you to dead.’
‘What, a sap-engro!’ said the boy, with a singular whine,
and, stooping down, he leered curiously in my face, kindly, however,
and then patted me on the head. ‘A sap-engro,’ he
ejaculated; ‘lor!’
‘Yes, and one of the right sort,’ said the man; ‘I
am glad we have met with him, he is going to list with us, and be our
clergyman and God Almighty, ain’t you, my tawny?’
‘I don’t know,’ said I; ‘I must see what my
father will say.’
‘Your father; bah!’ - but here he stopped, for a sound was
heard like the rapid galloping of a horse, not loud and distinct as
on a road, but dull and heavy as if upon a grass sward; nearer and nearer
it came, and the man, starting up, rushed out of the tent, and looked
around anxiously. I arose from the stool upon which I had been
seated, and just at that moment, amidst a crashing of boughs and sticks,
a man on horseback bounded over the hedge into the lane at a few yards’
distance from where we were: from the impetus of the leap the horse
was nearly down on his knees; the rider, however, by dint of vigorous
handling of the reins, prevented him from falling, and then rode up
to the tent. ‘’Tis Nat,’ said the man; ‘what
brings him here?’ The new-comer was a stout burly fellow,
about the middle age; he had a savage determined look, and his face
was nearly covered over with carbuncles; he wore a broad slouching hat,
and was dressed in a gray coat, cut in a fashion which I afterwards
learnt to be the genuine Newmarket cut, the skirts being exceedingly
short; his waistcoat was of red plush, and he wore broad corduroy breeches
and white top-boots. The steed which carried him was of iron gray,
spirited and powerful, but covered with sweat and foam. The fellow
glanced fiercely and suspiciously around, and said something to the
man of the tent in a harsh and rapid voice. A short and hurried
conversation ensued in the strange tongue. I could not take my
eyes off this new-comer. Oh, that half-jockey, half-bruiser countenance,
I never forgot it! More than fifteen years afterwards I found
myself amidst a crowd before Newgate; a gallows was erected, and beneath
it stood a criminal, a notorious malefactor. I recognised him
at once; the horseman of the lane is now beneath the fatal tree, but
nothing altered; still the same man; jerking his head to the right and
left with the same fierce and under glance, just as if the affairs of
this world had the same kind of interest to the last; gray coat of Newmarket
cut, plush waistcoat, corduroys, and boots, nothing altered; but the
head, alas! is bare, and so is the neck. Oh, crime and virtue,
virtue and crime! - it was old John Newton, I think, who, when he saw
a man going to be hanged, said, ‘There goes John Newton, but for
the grace of God!’
But the lane, the lane, all was now in confusion in the lane; the man
and woman were employed in striking the tents and in making hurried
preparations for departure; the boy Jasper was putting the harness upon
the ponies and attaching them to the carts; and, to increase the singularity
of the scene, two or three wild-looking women and girls, in red cloaks
and immense black beaver bonnets, came from I know not what direction,
and, after exchanging a few words with the others, commenced with fierce
and agitated gestures to assist them in their occupation. The
rider meanwhile sat upon his horse, but evidently in a state of great
impatience; he muttered curses between his teeth, spurred the animal
furiously, and then reined it in, causing it to rear itself up nearly
perpendicular. At last he said, ‘Curse ye for Romans, how
slow ye are! well, it is no business of mine, stay here all day if you
like; I have given ye warning, I am off to the big north road.
However, before I go, you had better give me all you have of that.’
‘Truly spoken, Nat, my pal,’ said the man; ‘give it
him, mother. There it is; now be off as soon as you please, and
rid us of evil company.’
The woman had handed him two bags formed of stocking, half full of something
heavy, which looked through them for all the world like money of some
kind. The fellow, on receiving them, thrust them without ceremony
into the pockets of his coat, and then, without a word of farewell salutation,
departed at a tremendous rate, the hoofs of his horse thundering for
a long time on the hard soil of the neighbouring road, till the sound
finally died away in the distance. The strange people were not
slow in completing their preparations, and then, flogging their animals
terrifically, hurried away seemingly in the same direction.
The boy Jasper was last of the band. As he was following the rest,
he stopped suddenly, and looked on the ground appearing to muse; then,
turning round, he came up to me where I was standing, leered in my face,
and then, thrusting out his hand, he said, ‘Good-bye, Sap, I daresay
we shall meet again, remember we are brothers; two gentle brothers.’
Then whining forth, ‘What a sap-engro, lor!’ he gave me
a parting leer, and hastened away.
I remained standing in the lane gazing after the retreating company.
‘A strange set of people,’ said I at last; ‘wonder
who they can be?’
CHAPTER VI
Three years - Lilly’s grammar - Proficiency - Ignorant of figures
- The school bell - Order of succession - Persecution - What are we
to do? - Northward - A goodly scene - Haunted ground - Feats of chivalry
- Rivers - Over the brig.
Years passed on, even three years; during this period I had increased
considerably in stature and in strength, and, let us hope, improved
in mind; for I had entered on the study of the Latin language.
The very first person to whose care I was intrusted for the acquisition
of Latin was an old friend of my fathers, a clergyman who kept a seminary
at a town the very next we visited after our departure from ‘the
Cross.’ Under his instruction, however, I continued only
a few weeks, as we speedily left the place. ‘Captain,’
said this divine, when my father came to take leave of him on the eve
of our departure, ‘I have a friendship for you, and therefore
wish to give you a piece of advice concerning this son of yours.
You are now removing him from my care; you do wrong, but we will let
that pass. Listen to me: there is but one good school-book in
the world - the one I use in my seminary - Lilly’s Latin grammar,
in which your son has already made some progress. If you are anxious
for the success of your son in life, for the correctness of his conduct
and the soundness of his principles, keep him to Lilly’s grammar.
If you can by any means, either fair or foul, induce him to get by heart
Lilly’s Latin grammar, you may set your heart at rest with respect
to him; I, myself, will be his warrant. I never yet knew a boy
that was induced, either by fair means or foul, to learn Lilly’s
Latin grammar by heart, who did not turn out a man, provided he lived
long enough.’
My father, who did not understand the classical languages, received
with respect the advice of his old friend, and from that moment conceived
the highest opinion of Lilly’s Latin grammar. During three
years I studied Lilly’s Latin grammar under the tuition of various
schoolmasters, for I travelled with the regiment, and in every town
in which we were stationary I was invariably (God bless my father!)
sent to the classical academy of the place. It chanced, by good
fortune, that in the generality of these schools the grammar of Lilly
was in use; when, however, that was not the case, it made no difference
in my educational course, my father always stipulating with the masters
that I should be daily examined in Lilly. At the end of the three
years I had the whole by heart; you had only to repeat the first two
or three words of any sentence in any part of the book, and forthwith
I would open cry, commencing without blundering and hesitation, and
continue till you were glad to beg me to leave off, with many expressions
of admiration at my proficiency in the Latin language. Sometimes,
however, to convince you how well I merited these encomiums, I would
follow you to the bottom of the stair, and even into the street, repeating
in a kind of sing-song measure the sonorous lines of the golden schoolmaster.
If I am here asked whether I understood anything of what I had got by
heart, I reply - ‘Never mind, I understand it all now, and believe
that no one ever yet got Lilly’s Latin grammar by heart when young,
who repented of the feat at a mature age.’
And, when my father saw that I had accomplished my task, he opened his
mouth, and said, ‘Truly, this is more than I expected. I
did not think that there had been so much in you, either of application
or capacity; you have now learnt all that is necessary, if my friend
Dr. B-’s opinion was sterling, as I have no doubt it was.
You are still a child, however, and must yet go to school, in order
that you may be kept out of evil company. Perhaps you may still
contrive, now you have exhausted the barn, to pick up a grain or two
in the barn-yard. You are still ignorant of figures, I believe,
not that I would mention figures in the same day with Lilly’s
grammar.’
These words were uttered in a place called -, in the north, or in the
road to the north, to which, for some time past, our corps had been
slowly advancing. I was sent to the school of the place, which
chanced to be a day school. It was a somewhat extraordinary one,
and a somewhat extraordinary event occurred to me within its walls.
It occupied part of the farther end of a small plain, or square, at
the outskirts of the town, close to some extensive bleaching fields.
It was a long low building of one room, with no upper story; on the
top was a kind of wooden box, or sconce, which I at first mistook for
a pigeon-house, but which in reality contained a bell, to which was
attached a rope, which, passing through the ceiling, hung dangling in
the middle of the school-room. I am the more particular in mentioning
this appurtenance, as I had soon occasion to scrape acquaintance with
it in a manner not very agreeable to my feelings. The master was
very proud of his bell, if I might judge from the fact of his eyes being
frequently turned to that part of the ceiling from which the rope depended.
Twice every day, namely, after the morning and evening tasks had been
gone through, were the boys rung out of school by the monotonous jingle
of this bell. This ringing out was rather a lengthy affair, for,
as the master was a man of order and method, the boys were only permitted
to go out of the room one by one; and as they were rather numerous,
amounting, at least, to one hundred, and were taught to move at a pace
of suitable decorum, at least a quarter of an hour elapsed from the
commencement of the march before the last boy could make his exit.
The office of bell-ringer was performed by every boy successively; and
it so happened that, the very first day of my attendance at the school,
the turn to ring the bell had, by order of succession, arrived at the
place which had been allotted to me; for the master, as I have already
observed, was a man of method and order, and every boy had a particular
seat, to which he became a fixture as long as he continued at the school.
So, upon this day, when the tasks were done and completed, and the boys
sat with their hats and caps in their hands, anxiously expecting the
moment of dismissal, it was suddenly notified to me, by the urchins
who sat nearest to me, that I must get up and ring the bell. Now,
as this was the first time that I had been at the school, I was totally
unacquainted with the process, which I had never seen, and, indeed,
had never heard of till that moment. I therefore sat still, not
imagining it possible that any such duty could be required of me.
But now, with not a little confusion, I perceived that the eyes of all
the boys in the school were fixed upon me. Presently there were
nods and winks in the direction of the bell-rope; and, as these produced
no effect, uncouth visages were made, like those of monkeys when enraged;
teeth were gnashed, tongues thrust out, and even fists were bent at
me. The master, who stood at the end of the room, with a huge
ferule under his arm, bent full upon me a look of stern appeal; and
the ushers, of whom there were four, glared upon me, each from his own
particular corner, as I vainly turned, in one direction and another,
in search of one reassuring look.
But now, probably in obedience to a sign from the master, the boys in
my immediate neighbourhood began to maltreat me. Some pinched me with
their fingers, some buffeted me, whilst others pricked me with pins,
or the points of compasses. These arguments were not without effect.
I sprang from my seat, and endeavoured to escape along a double line
of benches, thronged with boys of all ages, from the urchin of six or
seven to the nondescript of sixteen or seventeen. It was like
running the gauntlet; every one, great or small, pinching, kicking,
or otherwise maltreating me, as I passed by.
Goaded on in this manner, I at length reached the middle of the room,
where dangled the bell-rope, the cause of all my sufferings. I
should have passed it - for my confusion was so great that I was quite
at a loss to comprehend what all this could mean, and almost believed
myself under the influence of an ugly dream - but now the boys, who
were seated in advance in the row, arose with one accord, and barred
my farther progress; and one, doubtless more sensible than the rest,
seizing the rope, thrust it into my hand. I now began to perceive
that the dismissal of the school, and my own release from torment, depended
upon this selfsame rope. I therefore, in a fit of desperation,
pulled it once or twice, and then left off, naturally supposing that
I had done quite enough. The boys who sat next the door no sooner
heard the bell, than, rising from their seats, they moved out at the
door. The bell, however, had no sooner ceased to jingle, than
they stopped short, and, turning round, stared at the master, as much
as to say, ‘What are we to do now?’ This was too much
for the patience of the man of method, which my previous stupidity had
already nearly exhausted. Dashing forward into the middle of the
room, he struck me violently on the shoulders with his ferule, and,
snatching the rope out of my hand, exclaimed, with a stentorian voice,
and genuine Yorkshire accent, ‘Prodigy of ignorance! dost not
even know how to ring a bell? Must I myself instruct thee?’
He then commenced pulling at the bell with such violence that long before
half the school was dismissed the rope broke, and the rest of the boys
had to depart without their accustomed music.
But I must not linger here, though I could say much about the school
and the pedagogue highly amusing and diverting, which, however, I suppress,
in order to make way for matters of yet greater interest. On we
went, northward, northward! and, as we advanced, I saw that the country
was becoming widely different from those parts of merry England in which
we had previously travelled. It was wilder, and less cultivated,
and more broken with hills and hillocks. The people, too, of these
regions appeared to partake of something of the character of their country.
They were coarsely dressed; tall and sturdy of frame; their voices were
deep and guttural; and the half of the dialect which they spoke was
unintelligible to my ears.
I often wondered where we could be going, for I was at this time about
as ignorant of geography as I was of most other things. However,
I held my peace, asked no questions, and patiently awaited the issue.
Northward, northward, still! And it came to pass that, one morning,
I found myself extended on the bank of a river. It was a beautiful
morning of early spring; small white clouds were floating in the heaven,
occasionally veiling the countenance of the sun, whose light, as they
retired, would again burst forth, coursing like a race-horse over the
scene - and a goodly scene it was! Before me, across the water,
on an eminence, stood a white old city, surrounded with lofty walls,
above which rose the tops of tall houses, with here and there a church
or steeple. To my right hand was a long and massive bridge, with
many arches, and of antique architecture, which traversed the river.
The river was a noble one; the broadest that I had hitherto seen.
Its waters, of a greenish tinge, poured with impetuosity beneath the
narrow arches to meet the sea, close at hand, as the boom of the billows
breaking distinctly upon a beach declared. There were songs upon
the river from the fisher-barks; and occasionally a chorus, plaintive
and wild, such as I had never heard before, the words of which I did
not understand, but which, at the present time, down the long avenue
of years, seem in memory’s ear to sound like ‘Horam, coram,
dago.’ Several robust fellows were near me, some knee-deep
in water, employed in hauling the seine upon the strand. Huge
fish were struggling amidst the meshes - princely salmon, - their brilliant
mail of blue and silver flashing in the morning beam; so goodly and
gay a scene, in truth, had never greeted my boyish eye.
And, as I gazed upon the prospect, my bosom began to heave, and my tears
to trickle. Was it the beauty of the scene which gave rise to
these emotions? Possibly; for though a poor ignorant child - a
half-wild creature - I was not insensible to the loveliness of nature,
and took pleasure in the happiness and handiworks of my fellow-creatures.
Yet, perhaps, in something more deep and mysterious the feelings which
then pervaded me might originate. Who can lie down on Elvir Hill
without experiencing something of the sorcery of the place? Flee
from Elvir Hill, young swain, or the maids of Elle will have power over
you, and you will go elf-wild! - so say the Danes. I had unconsciously
laid myself down upon haunted ground; and I am willing to imagine that
what I then experienced was rather connected with the world of spirits
and dreams than with what I actually saw and heard around me.
Surely the elves and genii of the place were conversing, by some inscrutable
means, with the principle of intelligence lurking within the poor uncultivated
clod! Perhaps to that ethereal principle the wonders of the past,
as connected with that stream, the glories of the present, and even
the history of the future, were at that moment being revealed!
Of how many feats of chivalry had those old walls been witness, when
hostile kings contended for their possession! - how many an army from
the south and from the north had trod that old bridge! - what red and
noble blood had crimsoned those rushing waters!-what strains had been
sung, ay, were yet being sung, on its banks! - some soft as Doric reed;
some fierce and sharp as those of Norwegian Skaldaglam; some as replete
with wild and wizard force as Finland’s runes, singing of Kalevala’s
moors, and the deeds of Woinomoinen! Honour to thee, thou island
stream! Onward may thou ever roll, fresh and green, rejoicing
in thy bright past, thy glorious present, and in vivid hope of a triumphant
future! Flow on, beautiful one! - which of the world’s streams
canst thou envy, with thy beauty and renown? Stately is the Danube,
rolling in its might through lands romantic with the wild exploits of
Turk, Polak, and Magyar! Lovely is the Rhine! on its shelvy banks
grows the racy grape; and strange old keeps of robber-knights of yore
are reflected in its waters, from picturesque crags and airy headlands!
- yet neither the stately Danube nor the beauteous Rhine, with all their
fame, though abundant, needst thou envy, thou pure island stream! -
and far less yon turbid river of old, not modern renown, gurgling beneath
the walls of what was once proud Rome, towering Rome, Jupiter’s
town, but now vile Rome, crumbling Rome, Batuscha’s town, far
less needst thou envy the turbid Tiber of bygone fame, creeping sadly
to the sea, surcharged with the abominations of modern Rome - how unlike
to thee, thou pure island stream!
And, as I lay on the bank and wept, there drew nigh to me a man in the
habiliments of a fisher. He was bare-legged, of a weather-beaten
countenance, and of stature approaching to the gigantic. ‘What
is the callant greeting for?’ said he, as he stopped and surveyed
me. ‘Has onybody wrought ye ony harm?’
‘Not that I know of,’ I replied, rather guessing at than
understanding his question; ‘I was crying because I could not
help it! I say, old one, what is the name of this river?’
‘Hout! I now see what you was greeting at - at your ain
ignorance, nae doubt - ’tis very great! Weel, I will na
fash you with reproaches, but even enlighten ye, since you seem a decent
man’s bairn, and you speir a civil question. Yon river is
called the Tweed; and yonder, over the brig, is Scotland. Did
ye never hear of the Tweed, my bonny man?’
‘No,’ said I, as I rose from the grass, and proceeded to
cross the bridge to the town at which we had arrived the preceding night;
‘I never heard of it; but now I have seen it, I shall not soon
forget it!’
CHAPTER VII
The Castle - A father’s inquiries - Scotch language - A determination
- Bui hin Digri - Good Scotchman - Difference of races - Ne’er
a haggis - Pugnacious people - Wha are ye, man? - The Nor Loch - Gestures
wild - The bicker - New Town champion - Wild-looking figure - Headlong.
It was not long before we found ourselves at Edinburgh, or rather in
the Castle, into which the regiment marched with drums beating, colours
flying, and a long train of baggage-waggons behind. The Castle
was, as I suppose it is now, a garrison for soldiers. Two other
regiments were already there; the one an Irish, if I remember right,
the other a small Highland corps.
It is hardly necessary to say much about this Castle, which everybody
has seen; on which account, doubtless, nobody has ever yet thought fit
to describe it - at least that I am aware. Be this as it may,
I have no intention of describing it, and shall content myself with
observing that we took up our abode in that immense building, or caserne,
of modern erection, which occupies the entire eastern side of the bold
rock on which the Castle stands. A gallant caserne it was - the
best and roomiest that I had hitherto seen - rather cold and windy,
it is true, especially in the winter, but commanding a noble prospect
of a range of distant hills, which I was told were ‘the hieland
hills,’ and of a broad arm of the sea, which I heard somebody
say was the Firth of Forth.
My brother, who, for some years past, had been receiving his education
in a certain celebrated school in England, was now with us; and it came
to pass, that one day my father, as he sat at table, looked steadfastly
on my brother and myself, and then addressed my mother: - ‘During
my journey down hither, I have lost no opportunity of making inquiries
about these people, the Scotch, amongst whom we now are, and since I
have been here I have observed them attentively. From what I have
heard and seen, I should say that upon the whole they are a very decent
set of people; they seem acute and intelligent, and I am told that their
system of education is so excellent that every person is learned - more
or less acquainted with Greek and Latin. There is one thing, however,
connected with them, which is a great drawback - the horrid jargon which
they speak. However learned they may be in Greek and Latin, their
English is execrable; and yet I’m told it is not so bad as it
was. I was in company, the other day, with an Englishman who has
resided here many years. We were talking about the country and
the people. “I should like both very well,” said I,
“were it not for the language. I wish sincerely our Parliament,
which is passing so many foolish acts every year, would pass one to
force these Scotch to speak English.” “I wish so,
too,” said he. “The language is a disgrace to the
British Government; but, if you had heard it twenty years ago, captain!
- if you had heard it as it was spoken when I first came to Edinburgh!”’
‘Only custom,’ said my mother. ‘I daresay the
language is now what it was then.’
‘I don’t know,’ said my father; ‘though I daresay
you are right; it could never have been worse than it is at present.
But now to the point. Were it not for the language, which, if
the boys were to pick it up, might ruin their prospects in life, - were
it not for that, I should very much like to send them to a school there
is in this place, which everybody talks about - the High School I think
they call it. ’Tis said to be the best school in the whole
island; but the idea of one’s children speaking Scotch - broad
Scotch! I must think the matter over.’
And he did think the matter over; and the result of his deliberation
was a determination to send us to the school. Let me call thee
up before my mind’s eye, High School, to which, every morning,
the two English brothers took their way from the proud old Castle through
the lofty streets of the Old Town. High School! - called so, I
scarcely know why; neither lofty in thyself nor by position, being situated
in a flat bottom; oblong structure of tawny stone, with many windows
fenced with iron netting - with thy long hall below, and thy five chambers
above, for the reception of the five classes, into which the eight hundred
urchins who styled thee instructress were divided. Thy learned
rector and his four subordinate dominies; thy strange old porter of
the tall form and grizzled hair, hight Boee, and doubtless of Norse
ancestry, as his name declares; perhaps of the blood of Bui hin Digri,
the hero of northern song - the Jomsborg Viking who clove Thorsteinn
Midlangr asunder in the dread sea battle of Horunga Vog, and who, when
the fight was lost and his own two hands smitten off, seized two chests
of gold with his bloody stumps, and, springing with them into the sea,
cried to the scanty relics of his crew, ‘Overboard now, all Bui’s
lads!’ Yes, I remember all about thee, and how at eight
of every morn we were all gathered together with one accord in the long
hall, from which, after the litanies had been read (for so I will call
them, being an Episcopalian), the five classes from the five sets of
benches trotted off in long files, one boy after the other, up the five
spiral staircases of stone, each class to its destination; and well
do I remember how we of the third sat hushed and still, watched by the
eye of the dux, until the door opened, and in walked that model of a
good Scotchman, the shrewd, intelligent, but warm-hearted and kind dominie,
the respectable Carson.
And in this school I began to construe the Latin language, which I had
never done before, notwithstanding my long and diligent study of Lilly,
which illustrious grammar was not used at Edinburgh, nor indeed known.
Greek was only taught in the fifth or highest class, in which my brother
was; as for myself, I never got beyond the third during the two years
that I remained at this seminary. I certainly acquired here a
considerable insight in the Latin tongue; and, to the scandal of my
father and horror of my mother, a thorough proficiency in the Scotch,
which, in less than two months, usurped the place of the English, and
so obstinately maintained its ground, that I still can occasionally
detect its lingering remains. I did not spend my time unpleasantly
at this school, though, first of all, I had to pass through an ordeal.
‘Scotland is a better country than England,’ said an ugly,
blear-eyed lad, about a head and shoulders taller than myself, the leader
of a gang of varlets who surrounded me in the playground, on the first
day, as soon as the morning lesson was over. ‘Scotland is
a far better country than England, in every respect.’
‘Is it?’ said I. ‘Then you ought to be very
thankful for not having been born in England.’
‘That’s just what I am, ye loon; and every morning, when
I say my prayers, I thank God for not being an Englishman. The
Scotch are a much better and braver people than the English.’
‘It may be so,’ said I, ‘for what I know - indeed,
till I came here, I never heard a word either about the Scotch or their
country.’
‘Are ye making fun of us, ye English puppy?’ said the blear-eyed
lad; ‘take that!’ and I was presently beaten black and blue.
And thus did I first become aware of the difference of races and their
antipathy to each other.
‘Bow to the storm, and it shall pass over you.’ I
held my peace, and silently submitted to the superiority of the Scotch
- in numbers. This was enough; from an object of persecution
I soon became one of patronage, especially amongst the champions of
the class. ‘The English,’ said the blear-eyed lad,
‘though a wee bit behind the Scotch in strength and fortitude,
are nae to be sneezed at, being far ahead of the Irish, to say nothing
of the French, a pack of cowardly scoundrels. And with regard
to the English country, it is na Scotland, it is true, but it has its
gude properties; and, though there is ne’er a haggis in a’
the land, there’s an unco deal o’ gowd and siller.
I respect England, for I have an auntie married there.’
The Scotch are certainly a most pugnacious people; their whole history
proves it. Witness their incessant wars with the English in the
olden time, and their internal feuds, highland and lowland, clan with
clan, family with family, Saxon with Gael. In my time, the schoolboys,
for want, perhaps, of English urchins to contend with, were continually
fighting with each other; every noon there was at least one pugilistic
encounter, and sometimes three. In one month I witnessed more
of these encounters than I had ever previously seen under similar circumstances
in England. After all, there was not much harm done. Harm!
what harm could result from short chopping blows, a hug, and a tumble?
I was witness to many a sounding whack, some blood shed, ‘a blue
ee’ now and then, but nothing more. In England, on the contrary,
where the lads were comparatively mild, gentle, and pacific, I had been
present at more than one death caused by blows in boyish combats, in
which the oldest of the victors had scarcely reached thirteen years;
but these blows were in the jugular, given with the full force of the
arm shot out horizontally from the shoulder.
But the Scotch - though by no means proficients in boxing (and how should
they box, seeing that they have never had a teacher?) - are, I repeat,
a most pugnacious people; at least they were in my time. Anything
served them, that is, the urchins, as a pretence for a fray, or, Dorically
speaking, a bicker; every street and close was at feud with its
neighbour; the lads of the school were at feud with the young men of
the college, whom they pelted in winter with snow, and in summer with
stones; and then the feud between the old and new town!
One day I was standing on the ramparts of the Castle on the south-western
side which overhangs the green brae, where it slopes down into what
was in those days the green swamp or morass, called by the natives of
Auld Reekie the Nor Loch; it was a dark gloomy day, and a thin veil
of mist was beginning to settle down upon the brae and the morass.
I could perceive, however, that there was a skirmish taking place in
the latter spot. I had an indistinct view of two parties - apparently
of urchins - and I heard whoops and shrill cries: eager to know the
cause of this disturbance, I left the Castle, and descending the brae
reached the borders of the morass, where were a runnel of water and
the remains of an old wall, on the other side of which a narrow path
led across the swamp: upon this path at a little distance before me
there was ‘a bicker.’ I pushed forward, but had scarcely
crossed the ruined wall and runnel, when the party nearest to me gave
way, and in great confusion came running in my direction. As they
drew nigh, one of them shouted to me, ‘Wha are ye, man? are ye
o’ the Auld Toon?’ I made no answer. ‘Ha!
ye are o’ the New Toon; De’il tak ye, we’ll moorder
ye’; and the next moment a huge stone sung past my head.
‘Let me be, ye fule bodies,’ said I, ‘I’m no
of either of ye, I live yonder aboon in the Castle.’ ‘Ah!
ye live in the Castle; then ye’re an auld tooner; come gie us
your help, man, and dinna stand there staring like a dunnot, we want
help sair eneugh. Here are stanes.’
For my own part I wished for nothing better, and, rushing forward, I
placed myself at the head of my new associates, and commenced flinging
stones fast and desperately. The other party now gave way in their
turn, closely followed by ourselves; I was in the van, and about to
stretch out my hand to seize the hindermost boy of the enemy, when,
not being acquainted with the miry and difficult paths of the Nor Loch,
and in my eagerness taking no heed of my footing, I plunged into a quagmire,
into which I sank as far as my shoulders. Our adversaries no sooner
perceived this disaster, than, setting up a shout, they wheeled round
and attacked us most vehemently. Had my comrades now deserted
me, my life had not been worth a straw’s purchase, I should either
have been smothered in the quag, or, what is more probable, had my brains
beaten out with stones; but they behaved like true Scots, and fought
stoutly around their comrade, until I was extricated, whereupon both
parties retired, the night being near at hand.
‘Ye are na a bad hand at flinging stanes,’ said the lad
who first addressed me, as we now returned up the brae; ‘your
aim is right dangerous, mon, I saw how ye skelpit them, ye maun help
us agin thae New Toon blackguards at our next bicker.’
So to the next bicker I went, and to many more, which speedily followed
as the summer advanced; the party to which I had given my help on the
first occasion consisted merely of outlyers, posted about half-way up
the hill, for the purpose of overlooking the movements of the enemy.
Did the latter draw nigh in any considerable force, messengers were
forthwith despatched to the ‘Auld Toon,’ especially to the
filthy alleys and closes of the High Street, which forthwith would disgorge
swarms of bare-headed and bare-footed ‘callants,’ who, with
gestures wild and ‘eldrich screech and hollo,’ might frequently
be seen pouring down the sides of the hill. I have seen upwards
of a thousand engaged on either side in these frays, which I have no
doubt were full as desperate as the fights described in the Iliad,
and which were certainly much more bloody than the combats of modern
Greece in the war of independence: the callants not only employed their
hands in hurling stones, but not unfrequently slings; at the use of
which they were very expert, and which occasionally dislodged teeth,
shattered jaws, or knocked out an eye. Our opponents certainly
laboured under considerable disadvantage, being compelled not only to
wade across a deceitful bog, but likewise to clamber up part of a steep
hill, before they could attack us; nevertheless, their determination
was such, and such their impetuosity, that we had sometimes difficulty
enough to maintain our own. I shall never forget one bicker, the
last indeed which occurred at that time, as the authorities of the town,
alarmed by the desperation of its character, stationed forthwith a body
of police on the hill-side, to prevent, in future, any such breaches
of the peace.
It was a beautiful Sunday evening, the rays of the descending sun were
reflected redly from the gray walls of the Castle, and from the black
rocks on which it was founded. The bicker had long since commenced,
stones from sling and hand were flying; but the callants of the New
Town were now carrying everything before them.
A full-grown baker’s apprentice was at their head; he was foaming
with rage, and had taken the field, as I was told, in order to avenge
his brother, whose eye had been knocked out in one of the late bickers.
He was no slinger or flinger, but brandished in his right hand the spoke
of a cart-wheel, like my countryman Tom Hickathrift of old in his encounter
with the giant of the Lincolnshire fen. Protected by a piece of
wicker-work attached to his left arm, he rushed on to the fray, disregarding
the stones which were showered against him, and was ably seconded by
his followers. Our own party was chased half-way up the hill,
where I was struck to the ground by the baker, after having been foiled
in an attempt which I had made to fling a handful of earth into his
eyes. All now appeared lost, the Auld Toon was in full retreat.
I myself lay at the baker’s feet, who had just raised his spoke,
probably to give me the coup de grace, - it was an awful moment.
Just then I heard a shout and a rushing sound; a wild-looking figure
is descending the hill with terrible bounds; it is a lad of some fifteen
years; he is bare-headed, and his red uncombed hair stands on end like
hedgehogs’ bristles: his frame is lithy, like that of an antelope,
but he has prodigious breadth of chest; he wears a military undress,
that of the regiment, even of a drummer, for it is wild Davy, whom a
month before I had seen enlisted on Leith Links to serve King George
with drum and drumstick as long as his services might be required, and
who, ere a week had elapsed, had smitten with his fist Drum-Major Elzigood,
who, incensed at his inaptitude, had threatened him with his cane; he
has been in confinement for weeks, this is the first day of his liberation,
and he is now descending the hill with horrid bounds and shoutings;
he is now about five yards distant, and the baker, who apprehends that
something dangerous is at hand, prepares himself for the encounter;
but what avails the strength of a baker, even full grown? - what avails
the defence of a wicker shield? - what avails the wheel-spoke, should
there be an opportunity of using it, against the impetus of an avalanche
or a cannon-ball? - for to either of these might that wild figure be
compared, which, at the distance of five yards, sprang at once with
head, hands, feet and body, all together, upon the champion of the New
Town, tumbling him to the earth amain. And now it was the turn
of the Old Town to triumph. Our late discomfited host, returning
on its steps, overwhelmed the fallen champion with blows of every kind,
and then, led on by his vanquisher, who had assumed his arms, namely,
the wheel-spoke and wicker shield, fairly cleared the brae of their
adversaries, whom they drove down headlong into the morass.
CHAPTER VIII
Expert climbers - The crags - Something red - The horrible edge - David
Haggart - Fine materials - The greatest victory - Extraordinary robber
- The ruling passion.
Meanwhile I had become a daring cragsman, a character to which an English
lad has seldom opportunities of aspiring; for in England there are neither
crags nor mountains. Of these, however, as is well known, there
is no lack in Scotland, and the habits of individuals are invariably
in harmony with the country in which they dwell. The Scotch are
expert climbers, and I was now a Scot in most things, particularly in
language. The Castle in which I dwelt stood upon a rock, a bold
and craggy one, which, at first sight, would seem to bid defiance to
any feet save those of goats and chamois; but patience and perseverance
generally enable mankind to overcome things which, at first sight, appear
impossible. Indeed, what is there above man’s exertions?
Unwearied determination will enable him to run with the horse, to swim
with the fish, and assuredly to compete with the chamois and the goat
in agility and sureness of foot. To scale the rock was merely
child’s play for the Edinbro’ callants. It was my
own favourite diversion. I soon found that the rock contained
all manner of strange crypts, crannies, and recesses, where owls nestled,
and the weasel brought forth her young; here and there were small natural
platforms, overgrown with long grass and various kinds of plants, where
the climber, if so disposed, could stretch himself, and either give
his eyes to sleep or his mind to thought; for capital places were these
same platforms either for repose or meditation. The boldest features
of the rock are descried on the northern side, where, after shelving
down gently from the wall for some distance, it terminates abruptly
in a precipice, black and horrible, of some three hundred feet at least,
as if the axe of nature had been here employed cutting sheer down, and
leaving behind neither excrescence nor spur - a dizzy precipice it is,
assimilating much to those so frequent in the flinty hills of Northern
Africa, and exhibiting some distant resemblance to that of Gibraltar,
towering in its horridness above the Neutral Ground.
It was now holiday time, and having nothing particular wherewith to
occupy myself, I not unfrequently passed the greater part of the day
upon the rocks. Once, after scaling the western crags, and creeping
round a sharp angle of the wall, overhung by a kind of watch-tower,
I found myself on the northern side. Still keeping close to the
wall, I was proceeding onward, for I was bent upon a long excursion
which should embrace half the circuit of the Castle, when suddenly my
eye was attracted by the appearance of something red, far below me;
I stopped short, and, looking fixedly upon it, perceived that it was
a human being in a kind of red jacket, seated on the extreme verge of
the precipice which I have already made a faint attempt to describe.
Wondering who it could be, I shouted; but it took not the slightest
notice, remaining as immovable as the rock on which it sat. ‘I
should never have thought of going near that edge,’ said I to
myself; ‘however, as you have done it, why should not I?
And I should like to know who you are.’ So I commenced the
descent of the rock, but with great care, for I had as yet never been
in a situation so dangerous; a slight moisture exuded from the palms
of my hands, my nerves were tingling, and my brain was somewhat dizzy
- and now I had arrived within a few yards of the figure, and had recognised
it: it was the wild drummer who had turned the tide of battle in the
bicker on the Castle Brae. A small stone which I dislodged now
rolled down the rock, and tumbled into the abyss close beside him.
He turned his head, and after looking at me for a moment somewhat vacantly,
he resumed his former attitude. I drew yet nearer to the horrible
edge not close, however, for fear was on me.
‘What are you thinking of, David?’ said I, as I sat behind
him and trembled, for I repeat that I was afraid.
David Haggart. I was thinking of Willie Wallace.
Myself. You had better be thinking of yourself, man.
A strange place this to come to and think of William Wallace.
David Haggart. Why so? Is not his tower just beneath
our feet?
Myself. You mean the auld ruin by the side of the Nor Loch
- the ugly stane bulk, from the foot of which flows the spring into
the dyke where the watercresses grow?
David Haggart. Just sae, Geordie.
Myself. And why were ye thinking of him? The English
hanged him long since, as I have heard say.
David Haggart. I was thinking that I should wish to be
like him.
Myself. Do ye mean that ye would wish to be hanged?
David Haggart. I wadna flinch from that, Geordie, if I
might be a great man first.
Myself. And wha kens, Davie, how great you may be, even
without hanging? Are ye not in the high road of preferment?
Are ye not a bauld drummer already? Wha kens how high ye may rise?
perhaps to be general, or drum-major.
David Haggart. I hae nae wish to be drum-major; it were
nae great things to be like the doited carle, Else-than-gude, as they
call him; and, troth, he has nae his name for naething. But I
should have nae objection to be a general, and to fight the French and
Americans, and win myself a name and a fame like Willie Wallace, and
do brave deeds, such as I have been reading about in his story book.
Myself. Ye are a fule, Davie; the story book is full of
lies. Wallace, indeed! the wuddie rebel! I have heard my
father say that the Duke of Cumberland was worth twenty of Willie Wallace.
David Haggart. Ye had better sae naething agin Willie Wallace,
Geordie, for, if ye do, De’il hae me, if I dinna tumble ye doon
the craig.
Fine materials in that lad for a hero, you will say. Yes, indeed,
for a hero, or for what he afterwards became. In other times,
and under other circumstances, he might have made what is generally
termed a great man, a patriot, or a conqueror. As it was, the
very qualities which might then have pushed him on to fortune and renown
were the cause of his ruin. The war over, he fell into evil courses;
for his wild heart and ambitious spirit could not brook the sober and
quiet pursuits of honest industry.
‘Can an Arabian steed submit to be a vile drudge?’ I cries
the fatalist. Nonsense! A man is not an irrational creature,
but a reasoning being, and has something within him beyond mere brutal
instinct. The greatest victory which a man can achieve is over
himself, by which is meant those unruly passions which are not convenient
to the time and place. David did not do this; he gave the reins
to his wild heart, instead of curbing it, and became a robber, and,
alas! alas! he shed blood - under peculiar circumstances, it is true,
and without malice prepense - and for that blood he eventually
died, and justly; for it was that of the warden of a prison from which
he was escaping, and whom he slew with one blow of his stalwart arm.
Tamerlane and Haggart! Haggart and Tamerlane! Both these
men were robbers, and of low birth, yet one perished on an ignoble scaffold,
and the other died emperor of the world. Is this justice?
The ends of the two men were widely dissimilar - yet what is the intrinsic
difference between them? Very great indeed; the one acted according
to his lights and his country, not so the other. Tamerlane was
a heathen, and acted according to his lights; he was a robber where
all around were robbers, but he became the avenger of God - God’s
scourge on unjust kings, on the cruel Bajazet, who had plucked out his
own brothers’ eyes; he became to a certain extent the purifier
of the East, its regenerator; his equal never was before, nor has it
since been seen. Here the wild heart was profitably employed,
the wild strength, the teeming brain. Onward, Lame one!
Onward, Tamur - lank! Haggart . . . .
But peace to thee, poor David! why should a mortal worm be sitting in
judgment over thee? The Mighty and Just One has already judged
thee, and perhaps above thou hast received pardon for thy crimes, which
could not be pardoned here below; and now that thy feverish existence
has closed, and thy once active form become inanimate dust, thy very
memory all but forgotten, I will say a few words about thee, a few words
soon also to be forgotten. Thou wast the most extraordinary robber
that ever lived within the belt of Britain; Scotland rang with thy exploits,
and England, too, north of the Humber; strange deeds also didst thou
achieve when, fleeing from justice, thou didst find thyself in the Sister
Isle; busy wast thou there in town and on curragh, at fair and race-course,
and also in the solitary place. Ireland thought thee her child,
for who spoke her brogue better than thyself? - she felt proud of thee,
and said, ‘Sure, O’Hanlon is come again.’ What
might not have been thy fate in the far west in America, whither thou
hadst turned thine eye, saying, ‘I will go there, and become an
honest man!’ But thou wast not to go there, David - the
blood which thou hadst shed in Scotland was to be required of thee;
the avenger was at hand, the avenger of blood. Seized, manacled,
brought back to thy native land, condemned to die, thou wast left in
thy narrow cell, and told to make the most of thy time, for it was short:
and there, in thy narrow cell, and thy time so short, thou didst put
the crowning stone to thy strange deeds, by that strange history of
thyself, penned by thy own hand in the robber tongue. Thou mightest
have been better employed, David! - but the ruling passion was strong
with thee, even in the jaws of death. Thou mightest have been
better employed! - but peace be with thee, I repeat, and the Almighty’s
grace and pardon.
CHAPTER IX
Napoleon - The storm - The cove - Up the country - The trembling hand
- Irish - Tough battle - Tipperary hills - Elegant lodgings - A speech
- Fair specimen - Orangemen.
Onward, onward! and after we had sojourned in Scotland nearly two years,
the long continental war had been brought to an end, Napoleon was humbled
for a time, and the Bourbons restored to a land which could well have
dispensed with them; we returned to England, where the corps was disbanded,
and my parents with their family retired to private life. I shall
pass over in silence the events of a year, which offer little of interest
as far as connected with me and mine. Suddenly, however, the sound
of war was heard again, Napoleon had broken forth from Elba, and everything
was in confusion. Vast military preparations were again made,
our own corps was levied anew, and my brother became an officer in it;
but the danger was soon over, Napoleon was once more quelled, and chained
for ever, like Prometheus, to his rock. As the corps, however,
though so recently levied, had already become a very fine one, thanks
to my father’s energetic drilling, the Government very properly
determined to turn it to some account, and, as disturbances were apprehended
in Ireland about this period, it occurred to them that they could do
no better than despatch it to that country.
In the autumn of the year 1815 we set sail from a port in Essex; we
were some eight hundred strong, and were embarked in two ships, very
large, but old and crazy; a storm overtook us when off Beachy Head,
in which we had nearly foundered. I was awakened early in the
morning by the howling of the wind and the uproar on deck. I kept
myself close, however, as is still my constant practice on similar occasions,
and waited the result with that apathy and indifference which violent
sea-sickness is sure to produce. We shipped several seas, and
once the vessel missing stays - which, to do it justice, it generally
did at every third or fourth tack - we escaped almost by a miracle from
being dashed upon the foreland. On the eighth day of our voyage
we were in sight of Ireland. The weather was now calm and serene,
the sun shone brightly on the sea and on certain green hills in the
distance, on which I descried what at first sight I believed to be two
ladies gathering flowers, which, however, on our nearer approach, proved
to be two tall white towers, doubtless built for some purpose or other,
though I did not learn for what.
We entered a kind of bay, or cove, by a narrow inlet; it was a beautiful
and romantic place this cove, very spacious, and, being nearly land-locked,
was sheltered from every wind. A small island, every inch of which
was covered with fortifications, appeared to swim upon the waters, whose
dark blue denoted their immense depth; tall green hills, which ascended
gradually from the shore, formed the background to the west; they were
carpeted to the top with turf of the most vivid green, and studded here
and there with woods, seemingly of oak; there was a strange old castle
half-way up the ascent, a village on a crag - but the mists of morning
were half veiling the scene when I surveyed it, and the mists of time
are now hanging densely between it and my no longer youthful eye; I
may not describe it; - nor will I try.
Leaving the ship in the cove, we passed up a wide river in boats till
we came to a city, where we disembarked. It was a large city,
as large as Edinburgh to my eyes; there were plenty of fine houses,
but little neatness; the streets were full of impurities; handsome equipages
rolled along, but the greater part of the population were in rags; beggars
abounded; there was no lack of merriment, however; boisterous shouts
of laughter were heard on every side. It appeared a city of contradictions.
After a few days’ rest we marched from this place in two divisions.
My father commanded the second, I walked by his side.
Our route lay up the country; the country at first offered no very remarkable
feature, it was pretty, but tame. On the second day, however,
its appearance had altered, it had become more wild; a range of distant
mountains bounded the horizon. We passed through several villages,
as I suppose I may term them, of low huts, the walls formed of rough
stones without mortar, the roof of flags laid over wattles and wicker-work;
they seemed to be inhabited solely by women and children; the latter
were naked, the former, in general, blear-eyed beldames, who sat beside
the doors on low stools, spinning. We saw, however, both men and
women working at a distance in the fields.
I was thirsty; and going up to an ancient crone, employed in the manner
which I have described, I asked her for water; she looked me in the
face, appeared to consider a moment, then tottering into her hut, presently
reappeared with a small pipkin of milk, which she offered to me with
a trembling hand. I drank the milk; it was sour, but I found it
highly refreshing. I then took out a penny and offered it to her,
whereupon she shook her head, smiled, and, patting my face with her
skinny hand, murmured some words in a tongue which I had never heard
before.
I walked on by my father’s side, holding the stirrup-leather of
his horse; presently several low uncouth cars passed by, drawn by starved
cattle: the drivers were tall fellows, with dark features and athletic
frames - they wore long loose blue cloaks with sleeves, which last,
however, dangled unoccupied: these cloaks appeared in tolerably good
condition, not so their under garments. On their heads were broad
slouching hats: the generality of them were bare-footed. As they
passed, the soldiers jested with them in the patois of East Anglia,
whereupon the fellows laughed, and appeared to jest with the soldiers;
but what they said who knows, it being in a rough guttural language,
strange and wild. The soldiers stared at each other, and were
silent.
‘A strange language that!’ said a young officer to my father,
‘I don’t understand a word of it; what can it be?’
‘Irish!’ said my father, with a loud voice, ‘and a
bad language it is, I have known it of old, that is, I have often heard
it spoken when I was a guardsman in London. There’s one
part of London where all the Irish live - at least all the worst of
them - and there they hatch their villainies and speak this tongue;
it is that which keeps them together and makes them dangerous: I was
once sent there to seize a couple of deserters - Irish - who had taken
refuge amongst their companions; we found them in what was in my time
called a ken, that is a house where only thieves and desperadoes are
to be found. Knowing on what kind of business I was bound, I had
taken with me a sergeant’s party; it was well I did so.
We found the deserters in a large room, with at least thirty ruffians,
horrid-looking fellows, seated about a long table, drinking, swearing,
and talking Irish. Ah! we had a tough battle, I remember; the
two fellows did nothing, but sat still, thinking it best to be quiet;
but the rest, with an ubbubboo like the blowing up of a powder-magazine,
sprang up, brandishing their sticks; for these fellows always carry
sticks with them even to bed, and not unfrequently spring up in their
sleep, striking left and right.’
‘And did you take the deserters?’ said the officer.
‘Yes,’ said my father; ‘for we formed at the end of
the room, and charged with fixed bayonets, which compelled the others
to yield notwithstanding their numbers; but the worst was when we got
out into the street; the whole district had become alarmed, and hundreds
came pouring down upon us - men, women, and children. Women, did
I say! - they looked fiends, half naked, with their hair hanging down
over their bosoms; they tore up the very pavement to hurl at us, sticks
rang about our ears, stones, and Irish - I liked the Irish worst of
all, it sounded so horrid, especially as I did not understand it.
It’s a bad language.’
‘A queer tongue,’ said I; ‘I wonder if I could learn
it.’
‘Learn it!’ said my father; ‘what should you learn
it for? - however, I am not afraid of that. It is not like Scotch,
no person can learn it, save those who are born to it, and even in Ireland
the respectable people do not speak it, only the wilder sort, like those
we have passed.’
Within a day or two we had reached a tall range of mountains running
north and south, which I was told were those of Tipperary; along the
skirts of these we proceeded till we came to a town, the principal one
of these regions. It was on the bank of a beautiful river, which
separated it from the mountains. It was rather an ancient place,
and might contain some ten thousand inhabitants - I found that it was
our destination; there were extensive barracks at the farther end, in
which the corps took up its quarters; with respect to ourselves, we
took lodgings in a house which stood in the principal street.
‘You never saw more elegant lodgings than these, captain,’
said the master of the house, a tall, handsome, and athletic man, who
came up whilst our little family were seated at dinner late in the afternoon
of the day of our arrival; ‘they beat anything in this town of
Clonmel. I do not let them for the sake of interest, and to none
but gentlemen in the army, in order that myself and my wife, who is
from Londonderry, may have the advantage of pleasant company, genteel
company; ay, and Protestant company, captain. It did my heart
good when I saw your honour ride in at the head of all those fine fellows,
real Protestants, I’ll engage, not a Papist among them, they are
too good-looking and honest-looking for that. So I no sooner saw
your honour at the head of your army, with that handsome young gentleman
holding by your stirrup, than I said to my wife, Mistress Hyne, who
is from Londonderry, “God bless me,” said I, “what
a truly Protestant countenance, what a noble bearing, and what a sweet
young gentleman. By the silver hairs of his honour” - and
sure enough I never saw hairs more regally silver than those of your
honour - “by his honour’s gray silver hairs, and by my own
soul, which is not worthy to be mentioned in the same day with one of
them - it would be no more than decent and civil to run out and welcome
such a father and son coming in at the head of such a Protestant military.”
And then my wife, who is from Londonderry, Mistress Hyne, looking me
in the face like a fairy as she is, “You may say that,”
says she. “It would be but decent and civil, honey.”
And your honour knows how I ran out of my own door and welcomed your
honour riding in company with your son, who was walking; how I welcomed
ye both at the head of your royal regiment, and how I shook your honour
by the hand, saying, I am glad to see your honour, and your honour’s
son, and your honour’s royal military Protestant regiment.
And now I have you in the house, and right proud I am to have ye one
and all; one, two, three, four, true Protestants every one, no Papists
here; and I have made bold to bring up a bottle of claret which is now
waiting behind the door; and, when your honour and your family have
dined, I will make bold too to bring up Mistress Hyne, from Londonderry,
to introduce to your honour’s lady, and then we’ll drink
to the health of King George, God bless him; to the “glorious
and immortal” - to Boyne water - to your honour’s speedy
promotion to be Lord Lieutenant, and to the speedy downfall of the Pope
and Saint Anthony of Padua.’
Such was the speech of the Irish Protestant addressed to my father in
the long lofty dining-room with three windows, looking upon the high
street of the good town of Clonmel, as he sat at meat with his family,
after saying grace like a true-hearted respectable soldier as he was.
‘A bigot and an Orangeman!’ Oh yes! It is easier
to apply epithets of opprobrium to people than to make yourself acquainted
with their history and position. He was a specimen, and a fair
specimen, of a most remarkable body of men, who during two centuries
have fought a good fight in Ireland in the cause of civilisation and
religious truth; they were sent as colonists, few in number, into a
barbarous and unhappy country, where ever since, though surrounded with
difficulties of every kind, they have maintained their ground; theirs
has been no easy life, nor have their lines fallen upon very pleasant
places; amidst darkness they have held up a lamp, and it would be well
for Ireland were all her children like these her adopted ones.
‘But they are fierce and sanguinary,’ it is said.
Ay, ay! they have not unfrequently opposed the keen sword to the savage
pike. ‘But they are bigoted and narrow-minded.’
Ay, ay! they do not like idolatry, and will not bow the knee before
a stone! ‘But their language is frequently indecorous.’
Go to, my dainty one, did ye ever listen to the voice of Papist cursing?
The Irish Protestants have faults, numerous ones; but the greater number
of these may be traced to the peculiar circumstances of their position:
but they have virtues, numerous ones; and their virtues are their own,
their industry, their energy, and their undaunted resolution are their
own. They have been vilified and traduced - but what would Ireland
be without them? I repeat, that it would be well for her were
all her sons no worse than these much-calumniated children of her adoption.
CHAPTER X
Protestant young gentlemen - The Greek letters - Open chimney - Murtagh
- Paris and Salamanca - Nothing to do - To whit, to whoo! - The pack
of cards - Before Christmas.
We continued at this place for some months, during which time the soldiers
performed their duties, whatever they were; and I, having no duties
to perform, was sent to school. I had been to English schools,
and to the celebrated one of Edinburgh; but my education, at the present
day, would not be what it is - perfect, had I never had the honour of
being alumnus in an Irish seminary.
‘Captain,’ said our kind host, ‘you would, no doubt,
wish that the young gentleman should enjoy every advantage which the
town may afford towards helping him on in the path of genteel learning.
It’s a great pity that he should waste his time in idleness -
doing nothing else than what he says he has been doing for the last
fortnight - fishing in the river for trouts which he never catches;
and wandering up the glen in the mountain, in search of the hips that
grow there. Now, we have a school here, where he can learn the
most elegant Latin, and get an insight into the Greek letters, which
is desirable; and where, moreover, he will have an opportunity of making
acquaintance with all the Protestant young gentlemen of the place, the
handsome well-dressed young persons whom your honour sees in the church
on the Sundays, when your honour goes there in the morning, with the
rest of the Protestant military; for it is no Papist school, though
there may be a Papist or two there - a few poor farmers’ sons
from the country, with whom there is no necessity for your honour’s
child to form any acquaintance at all, at all!’
And to the school I went, where I read the Latin tongue and the Greek
letters, with a nice old clergyman, who sat behind a black oaken desk,
with a huge Elzevir Flaccus before him, in a long gloomy kind of hall,
with a broken stone floor, the roof festooned with cobwebs, the walls
considerably dilapidated, and covered over with strange figures and
hieroglyphics, evidently produced by the application of burnt stick;
and there I made acquaintance with the Protestant young gentlemen of
the place, who, with whatever éclat they might appear
at church on a Sunday, did assuredly not exhibit to much advantage in
the schoolroom on the week days, either with respect to clothes or looks.
And there I was in the habit of sitting on a large stone, before the
roaring fire in the huge open chimney, and entertaining certain of the
Protestant young gentlemen of my own age, seated on similar stones,
with extraordinary accounts of my own adventures, and those of the corps,
with an occasional anecdote extracted from the story-books of Hickathrift
and Wight Wallace, pretending to be conning the lesson all the while.
And there I made acquaintance, notwithstanding the hint of the landlord,
with the Papist ‘gossoons,’ as they were called, the farmers’
sons from the country; and of these gossoons, of whom there were three,
two might be reckoned as nothing at all; in the third, however, I soon
discovered that there was something extraordinary.
He was about sixteen years old, and above six feet high, dressed in
a gray suit; the coat, from its size, appeared to have been made for
him some ten years before. He was remarkably narrow-chested and
round-shouldered, owing, perhaps as much to the tightness of his garment
as to the hand of nature. His face was long, and his complexion
swarthy, relieved, however, by certain freckles, with which the skin
was plentifully studded. He had strange wandering eyes, gray,
and somewhat unequal in size; they seldom rested on the book, but were
generally wandering about the room, from one object to another.
Sometimes he would fix them intently on the wall, and then suddenly
starting, as if from a reverie, he would commence making certain mysterious
movements with his thumbs and forefingers, as if he were shuffling something
from him.
One morning, as he sat by himself on a bench, engaged in this manner,
I went up to him, and said, ‘Good-day, Murtagh; you do not seem
to have much to do?’
‘Faith, you may say that, Shorsha dear! - it is seldom much to
do that I have.’
‘And what are you doing with your hands?’
‘Faith, then, if I must tell you, I was e’en dealing with
the cards.’
‘Do you play much at cards?’
‘Sorra a game, Shorsha, have I played with the cards since my
uncle Phelim, the thief, stole away the ould pack, when he went to settle
in the county Waterford!’
‘But you have other things to do?’
‘Sorra anything else has Murtagh to do that he cares about and
that makes me dread so going home at nights.’
‘I should like to know all about you; where do you live, joy?’
‘Faith, then, ye shall know all about me, and where I live.
It is at a place called the Wilderness that I live, and they call it
so, because it is a fearful wild place, without any house near it but
my father’s own; and that’s where I live when at home.’
‘And your father is a farmer, I suppose?’
‘You may say that; and it is a farmer I should have been, like
my brother Denis, had not my uncle Phelim, the thief, tould my father
to send me to school, to learn Greek letters, that I might be made a
saggart of, and sent to Paris and Salamanca.’
‘And you would rather be a farmer than a priest?’
‘You may say that! - for, were I a farmer, like the rest, I should
have something to do, like the rest - something that I cared for - and
I should come home tired at night, and fall asleep, as the rest do,
before the fire; but when I comes home at night I am not tired, for
I have been doing nothing all day that I care for; and then I sits down
and stares about me, and at the fire, till I become frighted; and then
I shouts to my brother Denis, or to the gossoons, “Get up, I say,
and let’s be doing something; tell us the tale of Finn-ma-Coul,
and how he lay down in the Shannon’s bed, and let the river flow
down his jaws!” Arrah, Shorsha! I wish you would come
and stay with us, and tell us some o’ your sweet stories of your
own self and the snake ye carried about wid ye. Faith, Shorsha
dear! that snake bates anything about Finn-ma-Coul or Brian Boroo, the
thieves two, bad luck to them!’
‘And do they get up and tell you stories?’
‘Sometimes they does, but oftenmost they curses me, and bids me
be quiet! But I can’t be quiet, either before the fire or
abed; so I runs out of the house, and stares at the rocks, at the trees,
and sometimes at the clouds, as they run a race across the bright moon;
and, the more I stares, the more frighted I grows, till I screeches
and holloas. And last night I went into the barn, and hid my face
in the straw; and there, as I lay and shivered in the straw, I heard
a voice above my head singing out “To whit, to whoo!” and
then up I starts, and runs into the house, and falls over my brother
Denis, as he lies at the fire. “What’s that for?”
says he. “Get up, you thief!” says I, “and be
helping me. I have been out into the barn, and an owl has crow’d
at me!”’
‘And what has this to do with playing cards?’
‘Little enough, Shorsha dear! - If there were card-playing, I
should not be frighted.’
‘And why do you not play at cards?’
‘Did I not tell you that the thief, my uncle Phelim, stole away
the pack? If we had the pack, my brother Denis and the gossoons
would be ready enough to get up from their sleep before the fire, and
play cards with me for ha’pence, or eggs, or nothing at all; but
the pack is gone - bad luck to the thief who took it!’
‘And why don’t you buy another?’
‘Is it of buying you are speaking? And where am I to get
the money?’
‘Ah! that’s another thing!’
‘Faith it is, honey! - And now the Christmas holidays is coming,
when I shall be at home by day as well as night, and then what am I
to do? Since I have been a saggarting, I have been good for nothing
at all - neither for work nor Greek - only to play cards! Faith,
it’s going mad I will be!’
‘I say, Murtagh!’
‘Yes, Shorsha dear!’
‘I have a pack of cards.’
‘You don’t say so, Shorsha ma vourneen? - you don’t
say that you have cards fifty-two?’
‘I do, though; and they are quite new - never been once used.’
‘And you’ll be lending them to me, I warrant?’
‘Don’t think it! - But I’ll sell them to you, joy,
if you like.’
‘Hanam mon Dioul! am I not after telling you that I have no money
at all!’
‘But you have as good as money, to me, at least; and I’ll
take it in exchange.’
‘What’s that, Shorsha dear?’
‘Irish!’
‘Irish?’
‘Yes, you speak Irish; I heard you talking it the other day to
the cripple. You shall teach me Irish.’
‘And is it a language-master you’d be making of me?’
‘To be sure! - what better can you do? - it would help you to
pass your time at school. You can’t learn Greek, so you
must teach Irish!’
Before Christmas, Murtagh was playing at cards with his brother Denis,
and I could speak a considerable quantity of broken Irish.
CHAPTER XI
Templemore - Devil’s Mountain - No companion - Force of circumstance
- Way of the world - Ruined castle - Grim and desolate - The donjon
- Old woman - My own house.
When Christmas was over, and the new year commenced, we broke up our
quarters, and marched away to Templemore. This was a large military
station, situated in a wild and thinly inhabited country. Extensive
bogs were in the neighbourhood, connected with the huge bog of Allen,
the Palus Maeotis of Ireland. Here and there was seen a ruined
castle looming through the mists of winter; whilst, at the distance
of seven miles, rose a singular mountain, exhibiting in its brow a chasm,
or vacuum, just, for all the world, as if a piece had been bitten out;
a feat which, according to the tradition of the country, had actually
been performed by his Satanic majesty, who, after flying for some leagues
with the morsel in his mouth, becoming weary, dropped it in the vicinity
of Cashel, where it may now be seen in the shape of a bold bluff hill,
crowned with the ruins of a stately edifice, probably built by some
ancient Irish king.
We had been here only a few days, when my brother, who, as I have before
observed, had become one of his Majesty’s officers, was sent on
detachment to a village at about ten miles’ distance. He
was not sixteen, and, though three years older than myself, scarcely
my equal in stature, for I had become tall and large-limbed for my age;
but there was a spirit in him which would not have disgraced a general;
and, nothing daunted at the considerable responsibility which he was
about to incur, he marched sturdily out of the barrack-yard at the head
of his party, consisting of twenty light-infantry men, and a tall grenadier
sergeant, selected expressly by my father, for the soldier-like qualities
which he possessed, to accompany his son on this his first expedition.
So out of the barrack-yard, with something of an air, marched my dear
brother, his single drum and fife playing the inspiring old melody,
Marlbrouk is gone to the wars,
He’ll never return no more!
I soon missed my brother, for I was now alone, with no being, at all
assimilating in age, with whom I could exchange a word. Of late
years, from being almost constantly at school, I had cast aside, in
a great degree, my unsocial habits and natural reserve, but in the desolate
region in which we now were there was no school; and I felt doubly the
loss of my brother, whom, moreover, I tenderly loved for his own sake.
Books I had none, at least such ‘as I cared about’; and
with respect to the old volume, the wonders of which had first beguiled
me into common reading, I had so frequently pored over its pages, that
I had almost got its contents by heart. I was therefore in danger
of falling into the same predicament as Murtagh, becoming ‘frighted’
from having nothing to do! Nay, I had not even his resources;
I cared not for cards, even if I possessed them and could find people
disposed to play with them. However, I made the most of circumstances,
and roamed about the desolate fields and bogs in the neighbourhood,
sometimes entering the cabins of the peasantry, with a ‘God’s
blessing upon you, good people!’ where I would take my seat on
the ‘stranger’s stone’ at the corner of the hearth,
and, looking them full in the face, would listen to the carles and carlines
talking Irish.
Ah, that Irish! How frequently do circumstances, at first sight
the most trivial and unimportant, exercise a mighty and permanent influence
on our habits and pursuits! - how frequently is a stream turned aside
from its natural course by some little rock or knoll, causing it to
make an abrupt turn! On a wild road in Ireland I had heard Irish
spoken for the first time; and I was seized with a desire to learn Irish,
the acquisition of which, in my case, became the stepping-stone to other
languages. I had previously learnt Latin, or rather Lilly; but
neither Latin nor Lilly made me a philologist. I had frequently
heard French and other languages, but had felt little desire to become
acquainted with them; and what, it may be asked, was there connected
with the Irish calculated to recommend it to my attention?
First of all, and principally, I believe, the strangeness and singularity
of its tones; then there was something mysterious and uncommon associated
with its use. It was not a school language, to acquire which was
considered an imperative duty; no, no; nor was it a drawing-room language,
drawled out occasionally, in shreds and patches, by the ladies of generals
and other great dignitaries, to the ineffable dismay of poor officers’
wives. Nothing of the kind; but a speech spoken in out-of-the-way
desolate places, and in cut-throat kens, where thirty ruffians, at the
sight of the king’s minions, would spring up with brandished sticks
and an ‘ubbubboo like the blowing up of a powder-magazine.’
Such were the points connected with the Irish, which first awakened
in my mind the desire of acquiring it; and by acquiring it I became,
as I have already said, enamoured of languages. Having learnt
one by choice, I speedily, as the reader will perceive, learnt others,
some of which were widely different from Irish.
Ah, that Irish! I am much indebted to it in more ways than one.
But I am afraid I have followed the way of the world, which is very
much wont to neglect original friends and benefactors. I frequently
find myself, at present, turning up my nose at Irish when I hear it
in the street; yet I have still a kind of regard for it, the fine old
language:
A labhair Padruic n’insefail nan riogh.
One of the most peculiar features of this part of Ireland is the ruined
castles, which are so thick and numerous that the face of the country
appears studded with them, it being difficult to choose any situation
from which one, at least, may not be descried. They are of various
ages and styles of architecture, some of great antiquity, like the stately
remains which crown the Crag of Cashel; others built by the early English
conquerors; others, and probably the greater part, erections of the
times of Elizabeth and Cromwell. The whole speaking monuments
of the troubled and insecure state of the country, from the most remote
periods to a comparatively modern time.
From the windows of the room where I slept I had a view of one of these
old places - an indistinct one, it is true, the distance being too great
to permit me to distinguish more than the general outline. I had
an anxious desire to explore it. It stood to the south-east; in
which direction, however, a black bog intervened, which had more than
once baffled all my attempts to cross it. One morning, however,
when the sun shone brightly upon the old building, it appeared so near,
that I felt ashamed at not being able to accomplish a feat seemingly
so easy; I determined, therefore, upon another trial. I reached
the bog, and was about to venture upon its black surface, and to pick
my way amongst its innumerable holes, yawning horribly, and half filled
with water black as soot, when it suddenly occurred to me that there
was a road to the south, by following which I might find a more convenient
route to the object of my wishes. The event justified my expectations,
for, after following the road for some three miles, seemingly in the
direction of the Devil’s Mountain, I suddenly beheld the castle
on my left.
I diverged from the road, and, crossing two or three fields, came to
a small grassy plain, in the midst of which stood the castle.
About a gun-shot to the south was a small village, which had, probably,
in ancient days, sprung up beneath its protection. A kind of awe
came over me as I approached the old building. The sun no longer
shone upon it, and it looked so grim, so desolate and solitary; and
here was I, in that wild country, alone with that grim building before
me. The village was within sight, it is true; but it might be
a village of the dead for what I knew; no sound issued from it, no smoke
was rising from its roofs, neither man nor beast was visible, no life,
no motion - it looked as desolate as the castle itself. Yet I
was bent on the adventure, and moved on towards the castle across the
green plain, occasionally casting a startled glance around me; and now
I was close to it.
It was surrounded by a quadrangular wall, about ten feet in height,
with a square tower at each corner. At first I could discover
no entrance; walking round, however, to the northern side, I found a
wide and lofty gateway with a tower above it, similar to those at the
angles of the wall; on this side the ground sloped gently down towards
the bog, which was here skirted by an abundant growth of copse-wood
and a few evergreen oaks. I passed through the gateway, and found
myself within a square inclosure of about two acres. On one side
rose a round and lofty keep, or donjon, with a conical roof, part of
which had fallen down, strewing the square with its ruins. Close
to the keep, on the other side, stood the remains of an oblong house,
built something in the modern style, with various window-holes; nothing
remained but the bare walls and a few projecting stumps of beams, which
seemed to have been half burnt. The interior of the walls was
blackened, as if by fire; fire also appeared at one time to have raged
out of the window-holes, for the outside about them was black, portentously
so. ‘I wonder what has been going on here?’ I exclaimed.
There were echoes among the walls as I walked about the court.
I entered the keep by a low and frowning doorway: the lower floor consisted
of a large dungeon-like room, with a vaulted roof; on the left hand
was a winding staircase in the thickness of the wall; it looked anything
but inviting; yet I stole softly up, my heart beating. On the
top of the first flight of stairs was an arched doorway, to the left
was a dark passage, to the right, stairs leading still higher.
I stepped under the arch and found myself in an apartment somewhat similar
to the one below, but higher. There was an object at the farther
end.
An old woman, at least eighty, was seated on a stone, cowering over
a few sticks burning feebly on what had once been a right noble and
cheerful hearth; her side-glance was towards the doorway as I entered,
for she had heard my foot-steps. I stood suddenly still, and her
haggard glance rested on my face.
‘Is this your house, mother?’ I at length demanded, in the
language which I thought she would best understand.
‘Yes, my house, my own house; the house of the broken-hearted.’
‘Any other person’s house?’ I demanded.
‘My own house, the beggar’s house - the accursed house of
Cromwell!’
CHAPTER XII
A visit - Figure of a man - The dog of peace - The raw wound - The guardroom
- Boy soldier - Person in authority - Never solitary - Clergyman and
family - Still-hunting - Fairy man - Near sunset - Bagg - Left-handed
hitter - Irish and supernatural - At Swanton Morley.
One morning I set out, designing to pay a visit to my brother at the
place where he was detached; the distance was rather considerable, yet
I hoped to be back by evening fall, for I was now a shrewd walker, thanks
to constant practice. I set out early, and, directing my course
towards the north, I had in less than two hours accomplished considerably
more than half of the journey. The weather had at first been propitious:
a slight frost had rendered the ground firm to the tread, and the skies
were clear; but now a change came over the scene, the skies darkened,
and a heavy snowstorm came on; the road then lay straight through a
bog, and was bounded by a deep trench on both sides; I was making the
best of my way, keeping as nearly as I could in the middle of the road,
lest, blinded by the snow which was frequently borne into my eyes by
the wind, I might fall into the dyke, when all at once I heard a shout
to windward, and turning my eyes I saw the figure of a man, and what
appeared to be an animal of some kind, coming across the bog with great
speed, in the direction of myself; the nature of the ground seemed to
offer but little impediment to these beings, both clearing the holes
and abysses which lay in their way with surprising agility; the animal
was, however, some slight way in advance, and, bounding over the dyke,
appeared on the road just before me. It was a dog, of what species
I cannot tell, never having seen the like before or since; the head
was large and round; the ears so tiny as scarcely to be discernible;
the eyes of a fiery red: in size it was rather small than large; and
the coat, which was remarkably smooth, as white as the falling flakes.
It placed itself directly in my path, and showing its teeth, and bristling
its coat, appeared determined to prevent my progress. I had an
ashen stick in my hand, with which I threatened it; this, however, only
served to increase its fury; it rushed upon me, and I had the utmost
difficulty to preserve myself from its fangs.
‘What are you doing with the dog, the fairy dog?’ said a
man, who at this time likewise cleared the dyke at a bound.
He was a very tall man, rather well dressed as it should seem; his garments,
however, were, like my own, so covered with snow that I could scarcely
discern their quality.
‘What are ye doing with the dog of peace?’
‘I wish he would show himself one,’ said I; ‘I said
nothing to him, but he placed himself in my road, and would not let
me pass.’
‘Of course he would not be letting you till he knew where ye were
going.’
‘He’s not much of a fairy,’ said I, ‘or he would
know that without asking; tell him that I am going to see my brother.’
‘And who is your brother, little Sas?’
‘What my father is, a royal soldier.’
‘Oh, ye are going then to the detachment at - ; by my shoul, I
have a good mind to be spoiling your journey.’
‘You are doing that already,’ said I, ‘keeping me
here talking about dogs and fairies; you had better go home and get
some salve to cure that place over your eye; it’s catching cold
you’ll be, in so much snow.’
On one side of the man’s forehead there was a raw and staring
wound, as if from a recent and terrible blow.
‘Faith, then I’ll be going, but it’s taking you wid
me I will be.’
‘And where will you take me?’
‘Why, then, to Ryan’s Castle, little Sas.’
‘You do not speak the language very correctly,’ said I;
‘it is not Sas you should call me - ’tis Sassannach,’
and forthwith I accompanied the word with a speech full of flowers of
Irish rhetoric.
The man looked upon me for a moment, fixedly, then, bending his head
towards his breast, he appeared to be undergoing a kind of convulsion,
which was accompanied by a sound something resembling laughter; presently
he looked at me, and there was a broad grin on his features.
‘By my shoul, it’s a thing of peace I’m thinking ye.’
But now with a whisking sound came running down the road a hare; it
was nearly upon us before it perceived us; suddenly stopping short,
however, it sprang into the bog on the right-hand side; after it amain
bounded the dog of peace, followed by the man, but not until he had
nodded to me a farewell salutation. In a few moments I lost sight
of him amidst the snowflakes.
The weather was again clear and fine before I reached the place of detachment.
It was a little wooden barrack, surrounded by a wall of the same material;
a sentinel stood at the gate, I passed by him, and, entering the building,
found myself in a rude kind of guardroom; several soldiers were lying
asleep on a wooden couch at one end, others lounged on benches by the
side of a turf fire. The tall sergeant stood before the fire,
holding a cooking utensil in his left hand; on seeing me, he made the
military salutation.
‘Is my brother here?’ said I, rather timidly, dreading to
hear that he was out, perhaps for the day.
‘The ensign is in his room, sir,’ said Bagg, ‘I am
now preparing his meal, which will presently be ready; you will find
the ensign above stairs,’ and he pointed to a broken ladder which
led to some place above.
And there I found him - the boy soldier - in a kind of upper loft, so
low that I could touch with my hands the sooty rafters; the floor was
of rough boards, through the joints of which you could see the gleam
of the soldiers’ fire, and occasionally discern their figures
as they moved about; in one corner was a camp bedstead, by the side
of which hung the child’s sword, gorget, and sash; a deal table
stood in the proximity of the rusty grate, where smoked and smouldered
a pile of black turf from the bog, - a deal table without a piece of
baize to cover it, yet fraught with things not devoid of interest: a
Bible, given by a mother; the Odyssey, the Greek Odyssey;
a flute, with broad silver keys; crayons, moreover, and water-colours;
and a sketch of a wild prospect near, which, though but half finished,
afforded ample proof of the excellence and skill of the boyish hand
now occupied upon it.
Ah! he was a sweet being, that boy soldier, a plant of early promise,
bidding fair to become in after time all that is great, good, and admirable.
I have read of a remarkable Welshman, of whom it was said, when the
grave closed over him, that he could frame a harp, and play it; build
a ship, and sail it; compose an ode, and set it to music. A brave
fellow that son of Wales - but I had once a brother who could do more
and better than this, but the grave has closed over him, as over the
gallant Welshman of yore; there are now but two that remember him -
the one who bore him, and the being who was nurtured at the same breast.
He was taken, and I was left! - Truly, the ways of Providence are inscrutable.
‘You seem to be very comfortable, John,’ said I, looking
around the room and at the various objects which I have described above:
‘you have a good roof over your head, and have all your things
about you.’
‘Yes, I am very comfortable, George, in many respects; I am, moreover,
independent, and feel myself a man for the first time in my life - independent
did I say? - that’s not the word, I am something much higher than
that; here am I, not sixteen yet, a person in authority, like the centurion
in the book there, with twenty Englishmen under me, worth a whole legion
of his men, and that fine fellow Bagg to wait upon me, and take my orders.
Oh! these last six weeks have passed like hours of heaven.’
‘But your time must frequently hang heavy on your hands; this
is a strange wild place, and you must be very solitary?’
‘I am never solitary; I have, as you see, all my things about
me, and there is plenty of company below stairs. Not that I mix
with the soldiers; if I did, good-bye to my authority; but when I am
alone I can hear all their discourse through the planks, and I often
laugh to myself at the funny things they say.’
‘And have you any acquaintance here?’
‘The very best; much better than the Colonel and the rest, at
their grand Templemore; I had never so many in my whole life before.
One has just left me, a gentleman who lives at a distance across the
bog; he comes to talk with me about Greek, and the Odyssey, for
he is a very learned man, and understands the old Irish, and various
other strange languages. He has had a dispute with Bagg.
On hearing his name, he called him to him, and, after looking at him
for some time with great curiosity, said that he was sure he was a Dane.
Bagg, however, took the compliment in dudgeon, and said that he was
no more a Dane than himself, but a true-born Englishman, and a sergeant
of six years’ standing.’
‘And what other acquaintance have you?’
‘All kinds; the whole neighbourhood can’t make enough of
me. Amongst others there’s the clergyman of the parish and
his family; such a venerable old man, such fine sons and daughters!
I am treated by them like a son and a brother - I might be always with
them if I pleased; there’s one drawback, however, in going to
see them; there’s a horrible creature in the house, a kind of
tutor, whom they keep more from charity than anything else; he is a
Papist and, they say, a priest; you should see him scowl sometimes at
my red coat, for he hates the king, and not unfrequently, when the king’s
health is drunk, curses him between his teeth. I once got up to
strike him; but the youngest of the sisters, who is the handsomest,
caught my arm and pointed to her forehead.’
‘And what does your duty consist of? Have you nothing else
to do than pay visits and receive them?’
‘We do what is required of us, we guard this edifice, perform
our evolutions, and help the excise; I am frequently called up in the
dead of night to go to some wild place or other in quest of an illicit
still; this last part of our duty is poor mean work, I don’t like
it, nor more does Bagg; though without it we should not see much active
service, for the neighbourhood is quiet; save the poor creatures with
their stills, not a soul is stirring. ’Tis true there’s
Jerry Grant.’
‘And who is Jerry Grant?’
‘Did you never hear of him? that’s strange, the whole country
is talking about him; he is a kind of outlaw, rebel, or robber, all
three I daresay; there’s a hundred pounds offered for his head.’
‘And where does he live?’
‘His proper home, they say, is in the Queen’s County, where
he has a band, but he is a strange fellow, fond of wandering about by
himself amidst the bogs and mountains, and living in the old castles;
occasionally he quarters himself in the peasants’ houses, who
let him do just what he pleases; he is free of his money, and often
does them good turns, and can be good-humoured enough, so they don’t
dislike him. Then he is what they call a fairy man, a person in
league with fairies and spirits, and able to work much harm by supernatural
means, on which account they hold him in great awe; he is, moreover,
a mighty strong and tall fellow. Bagg has seen him.’
‘Has he?’
‘Yes! and felt him; he too is a strange one. A few days
ago he was told that Grant had been seen hovering about an old castle
some two miles off in the bog; so one afternoon what does he do but,
without saying a word to me - for which, by the bye, I ought to put
him under arrest, though what I should do without Bagg I have no idea
whatever - what does he do but walk off to the castle, intending, as
I suppose, to pay a visit to Jerry. He had some difficulty in
getting there on account of the turf-holes in the bog, which he was
not accustomed to; however, thither at last he got and went in.
It was a strange lonesome place, he says, and he did not much like the
look of it; however, in he went, and searched about from the bottom
to the top and down again, but could find no one; he shouted and hallooed,
but nobody answered, save the rooks and choughs, which started up in
great numbers. “I have lost my trouble,” said Bagg,
and left the castle. It was now late in the afternoon, near sunset,
when about half-way over the bog he met a man - ’
‘And that man was - ’
‘Jerry Grant! there’s no doubt of it. Bagg says it
was the most sudden thing in the world. He was moving along, making
the best of his way, thinking of nothing at all save a public-house
at Swanton Morley, which he intends to take when he gets home, and the
regiment is disbanded - though I hope that will not be for some time
yet: he had just leaped a turf-hole, and was moving on, when, at the
distance of about six yards before him, he saw a fellow coming straight
towards him. Bagg says that he stopped short, as suddenly as if
he had heard the word halt, when marching at double quick time.
It was quite a surprise, he says, and he can’t imagine how the
fellow was so close upon him before he was aware. He was an immense
tall fellow - Bagg thinks at least two inches taller than himself -
very well dressed in a blue coat and buff breeches, for all the world
like a squire when going out hunting. Bagg, however, saw at once
that he had a roguish air, and he was on his guard in a moment.
“Good-evening to ye, sodger,” says the fellow, stepping
close up to Bagg, and staring him in the face. “Good-evening
to you, sir! I hope you are well,” says Bagg. “You
are looking after some one?” says the fellow. “Just
so, sir,” says Bagg, and forthwith seized him by the collar; the
man laughed, Bagg says it was such a strange awkward laugh. “Do
you know whom you have got hold of, sodger?” said he. “I
believe I do, sir,” said Bagg, “and in that belief will
hold you fast in the name of King George and the quarter sessions”;
the next moment he was sprawling with his heels in the air. Bagg
says there was nothing remarkable in that; he was only flung by a kind
of wrestling trick, which he could easily have baffled had he been aware
of it. “You will not do that again, sir,” said he,
as he got up and put himself on his guard. The fellow laughed
again more strangely and awkwardly than before; then, bending his body
and moving his head from one side to the other as a cat does before
she springs, and crying out, “Here’s for ye, sodger!”
he made a dart at Bagg, rushing in with his head foremost. “That
will do, sir,” says Bagg, and, drawing himself back, he put in
a left-handed blow with all the force of his body and arm, just over
the fellow’s right eye - Bagg is a left-handed hitter, you must
know - and it was a blow of that kind which won him his famous battle
at Edinburgh with the big Highland sergeant. Bagg says that he
was quite satisfied with the blow, more especially when he saw the fellow
reel, fling out his arms, and fall to the ground. “And now,
sir,” said he, “I’ll make bold to hand you over to
the quarter sessions, and, if there is a hundred pounds for taking you,
who has more right to it than myself?” So he went forward,
but ere he could lay hold of his man the other was again on his legs,
and was prepared to renew the combat. They grappled each other
- Bagg says he had not much fear of the result, as he now felt himself
the best man, the other seeming half-stunned with the blow - but just
then there came on a blast, a horrible roaring wind bearing night upon
its wings, snow, and sleet, and hail. Bagg says he had the fellow
by the throat quite fast, as he thought, but suddenly he became bewildered,
and knew not where he was; and the man seemed to melt away from his
grasp, and the wind howled more and more, and the night poured down
darker and darker; the snow and the sleet thicker and more blinding.
“Lord have mercy upon us!” said Bagg.’
Myself. A strange adventure that; it is well that Bagg
got home alive.
John. He says that the fight was a fair fight, and that
the fling he got was a fair fling, the result of a common enough wrestling
trick. But with respect to the storm, which rose up just in time
to save the fellow, he is of opinion that it was not fair, but something
Irish and supernatural.
Myself. I daresay he’s right. I have read of
witchcraft in the Bible.
John. He wishes much to have one more encounter with the
fellow; he says that on fair ground, and in fine weather, he has no
doubt that he could master him, and hand him over to the quarter sessions.
He says that a hundred pounds would be no bad thing to be disbanded
upon; for he wishes to take an inn at Swanton Morley, keep a cock-pit,
and live respectably.
Myself. He is quite right; and now kiss me, my darling
brother, for I must go back through the bog to Templemore.
CHAPTER XIII
Groom and cob - Strength and symmetry - Where’s the saddle? -
The first ride - No more fatigue - Love for horses - Pursuit of words
- Philologist and Pegasus - The smith - What more, agrah? - Sassannach
tenpence.
And it came to pass that, as I was standing by the door of the barrack
stable, one of the grooms came out to me, saying, ‘I say, young
gentleman, I wish you would give the cob a breathing this fine morning.’
‘Why do you wish me to mount him?’ said I; ‘you know
he is dangerous. I saw him fling you off his back only a few days
ago.’
‘Why, that’s the very thing, master. I’d rather
see anybody on his back than myself; he does not like me; but, to them
he does, he can be as gentle as a lamb.’
‘But suppose,’ said I, ‘that he should not like me?’
‘We shall soon see that, master,’ said the groom; ‘and,
if so be he shows temper, I will be the first to tell you to get down.
But there’s no fear of that; you have never angered or insulted
him, and to such as you, I say again, he’ll be as gentle as a
lamb.’
‘And how came you to insult him,’ said I, ‘knowing
his temper as you do?’
‘Merely through forgetfulness, master: I was riding him about
a month ago, and having a stick in my hand, I struck him, thinking I
was on another horse, or rather thinking of nothing at all. He
has never forgiven me, though before that time he was the only friend
I had in the world; I should like to see you on him, master.’
‘I should soon be off him; I can’t ride.’
‘Then you are all right, master; there’s no fear.
Trust him for not hurting a young gentleman, an officer’s son,
who can’t ride. If you were a blackguard dragoon, indeed,
with long spurs, ‘twere another thing; as it is, he’ll treat
you as if he were the elder brother that loves you. Ride!
He’ll soon teach you to ride if you leave the matter with him.
He’s the best riding-master in all Ireland, and the gentlest.’
The cob was led forth; what a tremendous creature! I had frequently
seen him before, and wondered at him; he was barely fifteen hands, but
he had the girth of a metropolitan dray-horse; his head was small in
comparison with his immense neck, which curved down nobly to his wide
back: his chest was broad and fine, and his shoulders models of symmetry
and strength; he stood well and powerfully upon his legs, which were
somewhat short. In a word, he was a gallant specimen of the genuine
Irish cob, a species at one time not uncommon, but at the present day
nearly extinct.
‘There!’ said the groom, as he looked at him, half admiringly,
half sorrowfully, ‘with sixteen stone on his back, he’ll
trot fourteen miles in one hour, with your nine stone, some two and
a half more ay, and clear a six-foot wall at the end of it.’
‘I’m half afraid,’ said I; ‘I had rather you
would ride him.’
‘I’d rather so, too, if he would let me; but he remembers
the blow. Now, don’t be afraid, young master, he’s
longing to go out himself. He’s been trampling with his
feet these three days, and I know what that means; he’ll let anybody
ride him but myself, and thank them; but to me he says, “No! you
struck me.”’
‘But,’ said I, ‘where’s the saddle?’
‘Never mind the saddle; if you are ever to be a frank rider, you
must begin without a saddle; besides, if he felt a saddle, he would
think you don’t trust him, and leave you to yourself. Now,
before you mount, make his acquaintance - see there, how he kisses you
and licks your face, and see how he lifts his foot, that’s to
shake hands. You may trust him - now you are on his back at last;
mind how you hold the bridle - gently, gently! It’s not
four pair of hands like yours can hold him if he wishes to be off.
Mind what I tell you - leave it all to him.’
Off went the cob at a slow and gentle trot, too fast and rough, however,
for so inexperienced a rider. I soon felt myself sliding off,
the animal perceived it too, and instantly stood stone still till I
had righted myself; and now the groom came up: ‘When you feel
yourself going,’ said he, ‘don’t lay hold of the mane,
that’s no use; mane never yet saved man from falling, no more
than straw from drowning; it’s his sides you must cling to with
your calves and feet, till you learn to balance yourself. That’s
it, now abroad with you; I’ll bet my comrade a pot of beer that
you’ll be a regular rough-rider by the time you come back.’
And so it proved; I followed the directions of the groom, and the cob
gave me every assistance. How easy is riding, after the first
timidity is got over, to supple and youthful limbs; and there is no
second fear. The creature soon found that the nerves of his rider
were in proper tone. Turning his head half round, he made a kind
of whining noise, flung out a little foam, and set off.
In less than two hours I had made the circuit of the Devil’s Mountain,
and was returning along the road, bathed with perspiration, but screaming
with delight; the cob laughing in his equine way, scattering foam and
pebbles to the left and right, and trotting at the rate of sixteen miles
an hour.
Oh, that ride! that first ride! - most truly it was an epoch in my existence;
and I still look back to it with feelings of longing and regret.
People may talk of first love - it is a very agreeable event, I daresay
- but give me the flush, and triumph, and glorious sweat of a first
ride, like mine on the mighty cob! My whole frame was shaken,
it is true; and during one long week I could hardly move foot or hand;
but what of that? By that one trial I had become free, as I may
say, of the whole equine species. No more fatigue, no more stiffness
of joints, after that first ride round the Devil’s Hill on the
cob.
Oh, that cob! that Irish cob! - may the sod lie lightly over the bones
of the strongest, speediest, and most gallant of its kind! Oh!
the days when, issuing from the barrack-gate of Templemore, we commenced
our hurry-skurry just as inclination led - now across the fields - direct
over stone walls and running brooks - mere pastime for the cob! - sometimes
along the road to Thurles and Holy Cross, even to distant Cahir! - what
was distance to the cob?
It was thus that the passion for the equine race was first awakened
within me - a passion which, up to the present time, has been rather
on the increase than diminishing. It is no blind passion; the
horse being a noble and generous creature, intended by the All-Wise
to be the helper and friend of man, to whom he stands next in the order
of creation. On many occasions of my life I have been much indebted
to the horse, and have found in him a friend and coadjutor, when human
help and sympathy were not to be obtained. It is therefore natural
enough that I should love the horse; but the love which I entertain
for him has always been blended with respect; for I soon perceived that,
though disposed to be the friend and helper of man, he is by no means
inclined to be his slave; in which respect he differs from the dog,
who will crouch when beaten; whereas the horse spurns, for he is aware
of his own worth and that he carries death within the horn of his heel.
If, therefore, I found it easy to love the horse, I found it equally
natural to respect him.
I much question whether philology, or the passion for languages, requires
so little of an apology as the love for horses. It has been said,
I believe, that the more languages a man speaks, the more a man is he;
which is very true, provided he acquires languages as a medium for becoming
acquainted with the thoughts and feelings of the various sections into
which the human race is divided; but, in that case, he should rather
be termed a philosopher than a philologist - between which two the difference
is wide indeed! An individual may speak and read a dozen languages,
and yet be an exceedingly poor creature, scarcely half a man; and the
pursuit of tongues for their own sake, and the mere satisfaction of
acquiring them, surely argues an intellect of a very low order; a mind
disposed to be satisfied with mean and grovelling things; taking more
pleasure in the trumpery casket than in the precious treasure which
it contains; in the pursuit of words, than in the acquisition of ideas.
I cannot help thinking that it was fortunate for myself, who am, to
a certain extent, a philologist, that with me the pursuit of languages
has been always modified by the love of horses; for scarcely had I turned
my mind to the former, when I also mounted the wild cob, and hurried
forth in the direction of the Devil’s Hill, scattering dust and
flint-stones on every side; that ride, amongst other things, taught
me that a lad with thews and sinews was intended by nature for something
better than mere word-culling; and if I have accomplished anything in
after life worthy of mentioning, I believe it may partly be attributed
to the ideas which that ride, by setting my blood in a glow, infused
into my brain. I might, otherwise, have become a mere philologist;
one of those beings who toil night and day in culling useless words
for some opus magnum which Murray will never publish, and nobody
ever read; beings without enthusiasm, who, having never mounted a generous
steed, cannot detect a good point in Pegasus himself; like a certain
philologist, who, though acquainted with the exact value of every word
in the Greek and Latin languages, could observe no particular beauty
in one of the most glorious of Homer’s rhapsodies. What
knew he of Pegasus? he had never mounted a generous steed; the merest
jockey, had the strain been interpreted to him, would have called it
a brave song! - I return to the brave cob.
On a certain day I had been out on an excursion. In a cross-road,
at some distance from the Satanic hill, the animal which I rode cast
a shoe. By good luck a small village was at hand, at the entrance
of which was a large shed, from which proceeded a most furious noise
of hammering. Leading the cob by the bridle, I entered boldly.
‘Shoe this horse, and do it quickly, a gough,’ said I to
a wild grimy figure of a man, whom I found alone, fashioning a piece
of iron.
‘Arrigod yuit?’ said the fellow, desisting from his work,
and staring at me.
‘Oh yes, I have money,’ said I, ‘and of the best’;
and I pulled out an English shilling.
‘Tabhair chugam?’ said the smith, stretching out his grimy
hand.
‘No, I shan’t,’ said I; ‘some people are glad
to get their money when their work is done.’
The fellow hammered a little longer, and then proceeded to shoe the
cob, after having first surveyed it with attention. He performed
his job rather roughly, and more than once appeared to give the animal
unnecessary pain, frequently making use of loud and boisterous words.
By the time the work was done, the creature was in a state of high excitement,
and plunged and tore. The smith stood at a short distance, seeming
to enjoy the irritation of the animal, and showing, in a remarkable
manner, a huge fang, which projected from the under jaw of a very wry
mouth.
‘You deserve better handling,’ said I, as I went up to the
cob and fondled it; whereupon it whinnied, and attempted to touch my
face with its nose.
‘Are ye not afraid of that beast?’ said the smith, showing
his fang. ‘Arrah, it’s vicious that he looks!’
‘It’s at you, then! - I don’t fear him’; and
thereupon I passed under the horse, between its hind legs.
‘And is that all you can do, agrah?’ said the smith.
‘No,’ said I, ‘I can ride him.’
‘Ye can ride him, and what else, agrah?’
‘I can leap him over a six-foot wall,’ said I.
‘Over a wall, and what more, agrah?’
‘Nothing more,’ said I; ‘what more would you have?’
‘Can you do this, agrah?’ said the smith; and he uttered
a word which I had never heard before, in a sharp pungent tone.
The effect upon myself was somewhat extraordinary, a strange thrill
ran through me; but with regard to the cob it was terrible; the animal
forthwith became like one mad, and reared and kicked with the utmost
desperation.
‘Can you do that, agrah?’ said the smith.
‘What is it?’ said I, retreating, ‘I never saw the
horse so before.’
‘Go between his legs, agrah,’ said the smith, ‘his
hinder legs’; and he again showed his fang.
‘I dare not,’ said I, ‘he would kill me.’
‘He would kill ye! and how do ye know that, agrah?’
‘I feel he would,’ said I, ‘something tells me so.’
‘And it tells ye truth, agrah; but it’s a fine beast, and
it’s a pity to see him in such a state: Is agam an’t leigeas’
- and here he uttered another word in a voice singularly modified, but
sweet and almost plaintive; the effect of it was as instantaneous as
that of the other, but how different! - the animal lost all its fury,
and became at once calm and gentle. The smith went up to it, coaxed
and patted it, making use of various sounds of equine endearment; then
turning to me, and holding out once more the grimy hand, he said, ‘And
now ye will be giving me the Sassannach tenpence, agrah?’
CHAPTER XIV
A fine old city - Norman master-work - Lollards’ Hole - Good blood
- The Spaniard’s sword - Old retired officer - Writing to a duke
- God help the child - Nothing like Jacob - Irish brigades - Old Sergeant
Meredith - I have been young - Idleness - Only course open - The bookstall
- A portrait - A banished priest.
From the wild scenes which I have attempted to describe in the latter
pages I must now transport the reader to others of a widely different
character. He must suppose himself no longer in Ireland, but in
the eastern corner of merry England. Bogs, ruins, and mountains
have disappeared amidst the vapours of the west: I have nothing more
to say of them; the region in which we are now is not famous for objects
of that kind: perhaps it flatters itself that it can produce fairer
and better things, of some of which let me speak; there is a fine old
city before us, and first of that let me speak.
A fine old city, truly, is that, view it from whatever side you will;
but it shows best from the east, where the ground, bold and elevated,
overlooks the fair and fertile valley in which it stands. Gazing
from those heights, the eye beholds a scene which cannot fail to awaken,
even in the least sensitive bosom, feelings of pleasure and admiration.
At the foot of the heights flows a narrow and deep river, with an antique
bridge communicating with a long and narrow suburb, flanked on either
side by rich meadows of the brightest green, beyond which spreads the
city; the fine old city, perhaps the most curious specimen at present
extant of the genuine old English town. Yes, there it spreads
from north to south, with its venerable houses, its numerous gardens,
its thrice twelve churches, its mighty mound, which, if tradition speaks
true, was raised by human hands to serve as the grave-heap of an old
heathen king, who sits deep within it, with his sword in his hand, and
his gold and silver treasures about him. There is a gray old castle
upon the top of that mighty mound; and yonder, rising three hundred
feet above the soil, from among those noble forest trees, behold that
old Norman master-work, that cloud-encircled cathedral spire, around
which a garrulous army of rooks and choughs continually wheel their
flight. Now, who can wonder that the children of that fine old
city are proud of her, and offer up prayers for her prosperity?
I, myself, who was not born within her walls, offer up prayers for her
prosperity, that want may never visit her cottages, vice her palaces,
and that the abomination of idolatry may never pollute her temples.
Ha, idolatry! the reign of idolatry has been over there for many a long
year, never more, let us hope, to return; brave hearts in that old town
have borne witness against it, and sealed their testimony with their
hearts’ blood - most precious to the Lord is the blood of His
saints! we are not far from hallowed ground. Observe ye not yon
chalky precipice, to the right of the Norman bridge? On this side
of the stream, upon its brow, is a piece of ruined wall, the last relic
of what was of old a stately pile, whilst at its foot is a place called
the Lollards’ Hole; and with good reason, for many a saint of
God has breathed his last beneath that white precipice, bearing witness
against popish idolatry, midst flame and pitch; many a grisly procession
has advanced along that suburb, across the old bridge, towards the Lollards’
Hole: furious priests in front, a calm pale martyr in the midst, a pitying
multitude behind. It has had its martyrs, the venerable old town!
Ah! there is good blood in that old city, and in the whole circumjacent
region of which it is the capital. The Angles possessed the land
at an early period, which, however, they were eventually compelled to
share with hordes of Danes and Northmen, who flocked thither across
the sea to found hearthsteads on its fertile soil. The present
race, a mixture of Angles and Danes, still preserve much which speaks
strongly of their northern ancestry; amongst them ye will find the light-brown
hair of the north, the strong and burly forms of the north, many a wild
superstition, ay, and many a wild name connected with the ancient history
of the north and its sublime mythology; the warm heart and the strong
heart of the old Danes and Saxons still beats in those regions, and
there ye will find, if anywhere, old northern hospitality and kindness
of manner, united with energy, perseverance, and dauntless intrepidity;
better soldiers or mariners never bled in their country’s battles
than those nurtured in those regions, and within those old walls.
It was yonder, to the west, that the great naval hero of Britain first
saw the light; he who annihilated the sea pride of Spain, and dragged
the humbled banner of France in triumph at his stem. He was born
yonder, towards the west, and of him there is a glorious relic in that
old town; in its dark flint guildhouse, the roof of which you can just
descry rising above that maze of buildings, in the upper hall of justice,
is a species of glass shrine, in which the relic is to be seen; a sword
of curious workmanship, the blade is of keen Toledan steel, the heft
of ivory and mother-of-pearl. ’Tis the sword of Cordova,
won in bloodiest fray off Saint Vincent’s promontory, and presented
by Nelson to the old capital of the much-loved land of his birth.
Yes, the proud Spaniard’s sword is to be seen in yonder guildhouse,
in the glass case affixed to the wall: many other relics has the good
old town, but none prouder than the Spaniard’s sword.
Such was the place to which, when the war was over, my father retired:
it was here that the old tired soldier set himself down with his little
family. He had passed the greater part of his life in meritorious
exertion, in the service of his country, and his chief wish now was
to spend the remainder of his days in quiet and respectability; his
means, it is true, were not very ample; fortunate it was that his desires
corresponded with them; with a small fortune of his own, and with his
half-pay as a royal soldier, he had no fears for himself or for his
faithful partner and helpmate; but then his children! how was he to
provide for them? how launch them upon the wide ocean of the world?
This was, perhaps, the only thought which gave him uneasiness, and I
believe that many an old retired officer at that time, and under similar
circumstances, experienced similar anxiety; had the war continued, their
children would have been, of course, provided for in the army, but peace
now reigned, and the military career was closed to all save the scions
of the aristocracy, or those who were in some degree connected with
that privileged order, an advantage which few of these old officers
could boast of; they had slight influence with the great, who gave themselves
very little trouble either about them or their families.
‘I have been writing to the Duke,’ said my father one day
to my excellent mother, after we had been at home somewhat better than
a year. ‘I have been writing to the Duke of York about a
commission for that eldest boy of ours. He, however, affords me
no hopes; he says that his list is crammed with names, and that the
greater number of the candidates have better claims than my son.’
‘I do not see how that can be,’ said my mother.
‘Nor do I,’ replied my father. ‘I see the sons
of bankers and merchants gazetted every month, and I do not see what
claims they have to urge, unless they be golden ones. However,
I have not served my king fifty years to turn grumbler at this time
of life. I suppose that the people at the head of affairs know
what is most proper and convenient; perhaps when the lad sees how difficult,
nay, how impossible it is that he should enter the army, he will turn
his mind to some other profession; I wish he may!’
‘I think he has already,’ said my mother; ‘you see
how fond he is of the arts, of drawing and painting, and, as far as
I can judge, what he has already done is very respectable; his mind
seems quite turned that way, and I heard him say the other day that
he would sooner be a Michael Angelo than a general officer. But
you are always talking of him; what do you think of doing with the other
child?’
‘What, indeed!’ said my father; ‘that is a consideration
which gives me no little uneasiness. I am afraid it will be much
more difficult to settle him in life than his brother. What is
he fitted for, even were it in my power to provide for him? God
help the child! I bear him no ill will, on the contrary, all love
and affection; but I cannot shut my eyes; there is something so strange
about him! How he behaved in Ireland! I sent him to school
to learn Greek, and he picked up Irish!’
‘And Greek as well,’ said my mother. ‘I heard
him say the other day that he could read St. John in the original tongue.’
‘You will find excuses for him, I know,’ said my father.
‘You tell me I am always talking of my first-born; I might retort
by saying you are always thinking of the other: but it is the way of
women always to side with the second-born. There’s what’s
her name in the Bible, by whose wiles the old blind man was induced
to give to his second son the blessing which was the birthright of the
other. I wish I had been in his place! I should not have
been so easily deceived! no disguise would ever have caused me to mistake
an impostor for my first-born. Though I must say for this boy
that he is nothing like Jacob; he is neither smooth nor sleek, and,
though my second-born, is already taller and larger than his brother.’
‘Just so,’ said my mother; ‘his brother would make
a far better Jacob than he.’
‘I will hear nothing against my first-born,’ said my father,
‘even in the way of insinuation: he is my joy and pride; the very
image of myself in my youthful days, long before I fought Big Ben; though
perhaps not quite so tall or strong built. As for the other, God
bless the child! I love him, I’m sure; but I must be blind
not to see the difference between him and his brother. Why, he
has neither my hair nor my eyes; and then his countenance! why, ’tis
absolutely swarthy, God forgive me! I had almost said like that
of a gypsy, but I have nothing to say against that; the boy is not to
be blamed for the colour of his face, nor for his hair and eyes; but,
then, his ways and manners! - I confess I do not like them, and that
they give me no little uneasiness - I know that he kept very strange
company when he was in Ireland; people of evil report, of whom terrible
things were said - horse-witches and the like. I questioned him
once or twice upon the matter, and even threatened him, but it was of
no use; he put on a look as if he did not understand me, a regular Irish
look, just such a one as those rascals assume when they wish to appear
all innocence and simplicity, and they full of malice and deceit all
the time. I don’t like them; they are no friends to old
England, or its old king, God bless him! They are not good subjects,
and never were; always in league with foreign enemies. When I
was in the Coldstream, long before the Revolution, I used to hear enough
about the Irish brigades kept by the French kings, to be a thorn in
the side of the English whenever opportunity served. Old Sergeant
Meredith once told me that in the time of the Pretender there were always,
in London alone, a dozen of fellows connected with these brigades, with
the view of seducing the king’s soldiers from their allegiance,
and persuading them to desert to France to join the honest Irish, as
they were called. One of these traitors once accosted him and
proposed the matter to him, offering handfuls of gold if he could induce
any of his comrades to go over. Meredith appeared to consent,
but secretly gave information to his colonel; the fellow was seized,
and certain traitorous papers found upon him; he was hanged before Newgate,
and died exulting in his treason. His name was Michael Nowlan.
That ever son of mine should have been intimate with the Papist Irish,
and have learnt their language!’
‘But he thinks of other things now,’ said my mother.
‘Other languages, you mean,’ said my father. ‘It
is strange that he has conceived such a zest for the study of languages;
no sooner did he come home than he persuaded me to send him to that
old priest to learn French and Italian, and, if I remember right, you
abetted him; but, as I said before, it is in the nature of women invariably
to take the part of the second-born. Well, there is no harm in
learning French and Italian, perhaps much good in his case, as they
may drive the other tongue out of his head. Irish! why, he might
go to the university but for that; but how would he look when, on being
examined with respect to his attainments, it was discovered that he
understood Irish? How did you learn it? they would ask him; how
did you become acquainted with the language of Papists and rebels?
The boy would be sent away in disgrace.’
‘Be under no apprehension, I have no doubt that he has long since
forgotten it.’
‘I am glad to hear it,’ said my father; ‘for, between
ourselves, I love the poor child; ay, quite as well as my first-born.
I trust they will do well, and that God will be their shield and guide;
I have no doubt He will, for I have read something in the Bible to that
effect. What is that text about the young ravens being fed?’
‘I know a better than that,’ said my mother; ‘one
of David’s own words, “I have been young and now am grown
old, yet never have I seen the righteous man forsaken, or his seed begging
their bread.”’
I have heard talk of the pleasures of idleness, yet it is my own firm
belief that no one ever yet took pleasure in it. Mere idleness
is the most disagreeable state of existence, and both mind and body
are continually making efforts to escape from it. It has been
said that idleness is the parent of mischief, which is very true; but
mischief itself is merely an attempt to escape from the dreary vacuum
of idleness. There are many tasks and occupations which a man
is unwilling to perform, but let no one think that he is therefore in
love with idleness; he turns to something which is more agreeable to
his inclination, and doubtless more suited to his nature; but he is
not in love with idleness. A boy may play the truant from school
because he dislikes books and study; but, depend upon it, he intends
doing something the while - to go fishing, or perhaps to take a walk;
and who knows but that from such excursions both his mind and body may
derive more benefit than from books and school? Many people go
to sleep to escape from idleness; the Spaniards do; and, according to
the French account, John Bull, the ’squire, hangs himself in the
month of November; but the French, who are a very sensible people, attribute
the action à une grande envie de se désennuyer;
he wishes to be doing something, say they, and having nothing better
to do, he has recourse to the cord.
It was for want of something better to do that, shortly after my return
home, I applied myself to the study of languages. By the acquisition
of Irish, with the first elements of which I had become acquainted under
the tuition of Murtagh, I had contracted a certain zest and inclination
for the pursuit. Yet it is probable that had I been launched about
this time into some agreeable career, that of arms for example, for
which, being the son of a soldier, I had, as was natural, a sort of
penchant, I might have thought nothing more of the acquisition of tongues
of any kind; but, having nothing to do, I followed the only course suited
to my genius which appeared open to me.
So it came to pass that one day, whilst wandering listlessly about the
streets of the old town, I came to a small book-stall, and stopping,
commenced turning over the books; I took up at least a dozen, and almost
instantly flung them down. What were they to me? At last,
coming to a thick volume, I opened it, and after inspecting its contents
for a few minutes, I paid for it what was demanded, and forthwith carried
it home.
It was a tessaraglot grammar; a strange old book, printed somewhere
in Holland, which pretended to be an easy guide to the acquirement of
the French, Italian, Low Dutch, and English tongues, by means of which
any one conversant in any one of these languages could make himself
master of the other three. I turned my attention to the French
and Italian. The old book was not of much value; I derived some
benefit from it, however, and, conning it intensely, at the end of a
few weeks obtained some insight into the structure of these two languages.
At length I had learnt all that the book was capable of informing me,
yet was still far from the goal to which it had promised to conduct
me. ‘I wish I had a master!’ I exclaimed; and the
master was at hand. In an old court of the old town lived a certain
elderly personage, perhaps sixty, or thereabouts; he was rather tall,
and something of a robust make, with a countenance in which bluffness
was singularly blended with vivacity and grimace; and with a complexion
which would have been ruddy, but for a yellow hue which rather predominated.
His dress consisted of a snuff-coloured coat and drab pantaloons, the
former evidently seldom subjected to the annoyance of a brush, and the
latter exhibiting here and there spots of something which, if not grease,
bore a strong resemblance to it; add to these articles an immense frill,
seldom of the purest white, but invariably of the finest French cambric,
and you have some idea of his dress. He had rather a remarkable
stoop, but his step was rapid and vigorous, and as he hurried along
the streets, he would glance to the right and left with a pair of big
eyes like plums, and on recognising any one would exalt a pair of grizzled
eyebrows, and slightly kiss a tawny and ungloved hand. At certain
hours of the day be might be seen entering the doors of female boarding-schools,
generally with a book in his hand, and perhaps another just peering
from the orifice of a capacious back pocket; and at a certain season
of the year he might be seen, dressed in white, before the altar of
a certain small popish chapel, chanting from the breviary in very intelligible
Latin, or perhaps reading from the desk in utterly unintelligible English.
Such was my preceptor in the French and Italian tongues. ‘Exul
sacerdos; vone banished priest. I came into England twenty-five
year ago, “my dear.”’
CHAPTER XV
Monsieur Dante - Condemned musket - Sporting - Sweet rivulet - The Earl’s
Home - The pool - The sonorous voice - What dost thou read? - Man of
peace - Zohar and Mishna - Money-changers.
So I studied French and Italian under the tuition of the banished priest,
to whose house I went regularly every evening to receive instruction.
I made considerable progress in the acquisition of the two languages.
I found the French by far the most difficult, chiefly on account of
the accent, which my master himself possessed in no great purity, being
a Norman by birth. The Italian was my favourite.
‘Vous serez un jour un grand philologue, mon cher,’ said
the old man, on our arriving at the conclusion of Dante’s Hell.
‘I hope I shall be something better,’ said I, ‘before
I die, or I shall have lived to little purpose.’
‘That’s true, my dear! philologist - one small poor dog.
What would you wish to be?’
‘Many things sooner than that; for example, I would rather be
like him who wrote this book.’
‘Quoi, Monsieur Dante? He was a vagabond, my dear, forced
to fly from his country. No, my dear, if you would be like one
poet, be like Monsieur Boileau; he is the poet.’
‘I don’t think so.’
‘How, not think so? He wrote very respectable verses; lived
and died much respected by everybody. T’other, one bad dog,
forced to fly from his country - died with not enough to pay his undertaker.’
‘Were you not forced to flee from your country?’
‘That very true; but there is much difference between me and this
Dante. He fled from country because he had one bad tongue which
he shook at his betters. I fly because benefice gone, and head
going; not on account of the badness of my tongue.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘you can return now; the Bourbons
are restored.’
‘I find myself very well here; not bad country. Il est vrai
que la France sera toujours la France; but all are dead there who knew
me. I find myself very well here. Preach in popish chapel,
teach schismatic, that is Protestant, child tongues and literature.
I find myself very well; and why? Because I know how to govern
my tongue; never call people hard names. Ma foi, il y a beaucoup
de différence entre moi et ce sacre de Dante.’
Under this old man, who was well versed in the southern languages, besides
studying French and Italian, I acquired some knowledge of Spanish.
But I did not devote my time entirely to philology; I had other pursuits.
I had not forgotten the roving life I had led in former days, nor its
delights; neither was I formed by Nature to be a pallid indoor student.
No, no! I was fond of other and, I say it boldly, better things
than study. I had an attachment to the angle, ay, and to the gun
likewise. In our house was a condemned musket, bearing somewhere
on its lock, in rather antique characters, ‘Tower, 1746’;
with this weapon I had already, in Ireland, performed some execution
among the rooks and choughs, and it was now again destined to be a source
of solace and amusement to me, in the winter season, especially on occasions
of severe frost when birds abounded. Sallying forth with it at
these times, far into the country, I seldom returned at night without
a string of bullfinches, blackbirds, and linnets hanging in triumph
round my neck. When I reflect on the immense quantity of powder
and shot which I crammed down the muzzle of my uncouth fowling-piece,
I am less surprised at the number of birds which I slaughtered than
that I never blew my hands, face, and old honeycombed gun, it one and
the same time, to pieces.
But the winter, alas! (I speak as a fowler) seldom lasts in England
more than three or four months; so, during the rest of the year, when
not occupied with my philological studies, I had to seek for other diversions.
I have already given a hint that I was also addicted to the angle.
Of course there is no comparison between the two pursuits, the rod and
line seeming but very poor trumpery to one who has had the honour of
carrying a noble firelock. There is a time, however, for all things;
and we return to any favourite amusement with the greater zest, from
being compelled to relinquish it for a season. So, if I shot birds
in winter with my firelock, I caught fish in summer, or attempted so
to do, with my angle. I was not quite so successful, it is true,
with the latter as with the former; possibly because it afforded me
less pleasure. It was, indeed, too much of a listless pastime
to inspire me with any great interest. I not unfrequently fell
into a doze, whilst sitting on the bank, and more than once let my rod
drop from my hands into the water.
At some distance from the city, behind a range of hilly ground which
rises towards the south-west, is a small river, the waters of which,
after many meanderings, eventually enter the principal river of the
district, and assist to swell the tide which it rolls down to the ocean.
It is a sweet rivulet, and pleasant is it to trace its course from its
spring-head, high up in the remote regions of Eastern Anglia, till it
arrives in the valley behind yon rising ground; and pleasant is that
valley, truly a goodly spot, but most lovely where yonder bridge crosses
the little stream. Beneath its arch the waters rush garrulously
into a blue pool, and are there stilled, for a time, for the pool is
deep, and they appear to have sunk to sleep. Farther on, however,
you hear their voice again, where they ripple gaily over yon gravelly
shallow. On the left, the hill slopes gently down to the margin
of the stream. On the right is a green level, a smiling meadow,
grass of the richest decks the side of the slope; mighty trees also
adorn it, giant elms, the nearest of which, when the sun is nigh its
meridian, fling a broad shadow upon the face of the pool; through yon
vista you catch a glimpse of the ancient brick of an old English hall.
It has a stately look, that old building, indistinctly seen, as it is,
among those umbrageous trees; you might almost suppose it an earl’s
home; and such it was, or rather upon its site stood an earl’s
home, in days of old, for there some old Kemp, some Sigurd or Thorkild,
roaming in quest of a hearthstead, settled down in the gray old time,
when Thor and Freya were yet gods, and Odin was a portentous name.
Yon old hall is still called the Earl’s Home, though the hearth
of Sigurd is now no more, and the bones of the old Kemp, and of Sigrith
his dame, have been mouldering for a thousand years in some neighbouring
knoll; perhaps yonder, where those tall Norwegian pines shoot up so
boldly into the air. It is said that the old earl’s galley
was once moored where is now that blue pool, for the waters of that
valley were not always sweet; yon valley was once an arm of the sea,
a salt lagoon, to which the war-barks of ‘Sigurd, in search of
a home,’ found their way.
I was in the habit of spending many an hour on the banks of that rivulet,
with my rod in my hand, and, when tired with angling, would stretch
myself on the grass, and gaze upon the waters as they glided past, and
not unfrequently, divesting myself of my dress, I would plunge into
the deep pool which I have already mentioned, for I had long since learned
to swim. And it came to pass that on one hot summer’s day,
after bathing in the pool, I passed along the meadow till I came to
a shallow part, and, wading over to the opposite side, I adjusted my
dress, and commenced fishing in another pool, beside which was a small
clump of hazels.
And there I sat upon the bank, at the bottom of the hill which slopes
down from ‘the Earl’s home’; my float was on the waters,
and my back was towards the old hall. I drew up many fish, small
and great, which I took from off the hook mechanically, and flung upon
the bank, for I was almost unconscious of what I was about, for my mind
was not with my fish. I was thinking of my earlier years - of
the Scottish crags and the heaths of Ireland - and sometimes my mind
would dwell on my studies - on the sonorous stanzas of Dante, rising
and falling like the waves of the sea - or would strive to remember
a couplet or two of poor Monsieur Boileau.
‘Canst thou answer to thy conscience for pulling all those fish
out of the water, and leaving them to gasp in the sun?’ said a
voice, clear and sonorous as a bell.
I started, and looked round. Close behind me stood the tall figure
of a man, dressed in raiment of quaint and singular fashion, but of
goodly materials. He was in the prime and vigour of manhood; his
features handsome and noble, but full of calmness and benevolence; at
least I thought so, though they were somewhat shaded by a hat of finest
beaver, with broad drooping eaves.
‘Surely that is a very cruel diversion in which thou indulgest,
my young friend?’ he continued.
‘I am sorry for it, if it be, sir,’ said I, rising; ‘but
I do not think it cruel to fish.’
‘What are thy reasons for not thinking so?’
‘Fishing is mentioned frequently in Scripture. Simon Peter
was a fisherman.’
‘True; and Andrew and his brother. But thou forgettest:
they did not follow fishing as a diversion, as I fear thou doest. -
Thou readest the Scriptures?’
‘Sometimes.’
‘Sometimes? - not daily? - that is to be regretted. What
profession dost thou make? - I mean to what religious denomination dost
thou belong, my young friend.’
‘Church?’
‘It is a very good profession - there is much of Scripture contained
in its liturgy. Dost thou read aught besides the Scriptures?’
‘Sometimes.’
‘What dost thou read besides?’
‘Greek, and Dante.’
‘Indeed! then thou hast the advantage over myself; I can only
read the former. Well, I am rejoiced to find that thou hast other
pursuits beside thy fishing. Dost thou know Hebrew?’
‘No.’
‘Thou shouldst study it. Why dost thou not undertake the
study?’
‘I have no books.’
‘I will lend thee books, if thou wish to undertake the study.
I live yonder at the hall, as perhaps thou knowest. I have a library
there, in which are many curious books, both in Greek and Hebrew, which
I will show to thee, whenever thou mayest find it convenient to come
and see me. Farewell! I am glad to find that thou hast pursuits
more satisfactory than thy cruel fishing.’
And the man of peace departed, and left me on the bank of the stream.
Whether from the effect of his words, or from want of inclination to
the sport, I know not, but from that day I became less and less a practitioner
of that ‘cruel fishing.’ I rarely flung line and angle
into the water, but I not unfrequently wandered by the banks of the
pleasant rivulet. It seems singular to me, on reflection, that
I never availed myself of his kind invitation. I say singular,
for the extraordinary, under whatever form, had long had no slight interest
for me; and I had discernment enough to perceive that yon was no common
man. Yet I went not near him, certainly not from bashfulness or
timidity, feelings to which I had long been an entire stranger.
Am I to regret this? perhaps, for I might have learned both wisdom and
righteousness from those calm, quiet lips, and my after-course might
have been widely different. As it was, I fell in with other guess
companions, from whom I received widely different impressions than those
I might have derived from him. When many years had rolled on,
long after I had attained manhood, and had seen and suffered much, and
when our first interview had long since been effaced from the mind of
the man of peace, I visited him in his venerable hall, and partook of
the hospitality of his hearth. And there I saw his gentle partner
and his fair children, and on the morrow he showed me the books of which
he had spoken years before by the side of the stream. In the low
quiet chamber, whose one window, shaded by a gigantic elm, looks down
the slope towards the pleasant stream, he took from the shelf his learned
books, Zohar and Mishna, Toldoth Jesu and Abarbenel. ‘I
am fond of these studies,’ said he, ‘which, perhaps, is
not to be wondered at, seeing that our people have been compared to
the Jews. In one respect I confess we are similar to them; we
are fond of getting money. I do not like this last author, this
Abarbenel, the worse for having been a money-changer. I am a banker
myself, as thou knowest.’
And would there were many like him, amidst the money-changers of princes!
The hall of many an earl lacks the bounty, the palace of many a prelate
the piety and learning, which adorn the quiet quaker’s home!
CHAPTER XVI
Fair of horses - Looks of respect - The fast trotter - Pair of eyes
- Strange men - Jasper, your pal - Force of blood - Young lady with
diamonds - Not quite so beautiful.
I was standing on the castle hill in the midst of a fair of horses.
I have already had occasion to mention this castle. It is the
remains of what was once a Norman stronghold, and is perched upon a
round mound or monticle, in the midst of the old city. Steep is
this mound and scarped, evidently by the hand of man; a deep gorge over
which is flung a bridge, separates it, on the south, from a broad swell
of open ground called ‘the hill’; of old the scene of many
a tournament and feat of Norman chivalry, but now much used as a show-place
for cattle, where those who buy and sell beeves and other beasts resort
at stated periods.
So it came to pass that I stood upon this hill, observing a fair of
horses.
The reader is already aware that I had long since conceived a passion
for the equine race; a passion in which circumstances had of late not
permitted me to indulge. I had no horses to ride, but I took pleasure
in looking at them; and I had already attended more than one of these
fairs: the present was lively enough, indeed horse fairs are seldom
dull. There was shouting and whooping, neighing and braying; there
was galloping and trotting; fellows with highlows and white stockings,
and with many a string dangling from the knees of their tight breeches,
were running desperately, holding horses by the halter, and in some
cases dragging them along; there were long-tailed steeds and dock-tailed
steeds of every degree and breed; there were droves of wild ponies,
and long rows of sober cart horses; there were donkeys, and even mules:
the last rare things to be seen in damp, misty England, for the mule
pines in mud and rain, and thrives best with a hot sun above and a burning
sand below. There were - oh, the gallant creatures! I hear
their neigh upon the wind; there were - goodliest sight of all - certain
enormous quadrupeds only seen to perfection in our native isle, led
about by dapper grooms, their manes ribanded and their tails curiously
clubbed and balled. Ha! ha! - how distinctly do they say, ha!
ha!
An old man draws nigh, he is mounted on a lean pony, and he leads by
the bridle one of these animals; nothing very remarkable about that
creature, unless in being smaller than the rest and gentle, which they
are not; he is not of the sightliest look; he is almost dun, and over
one eye a thick film has gathered. But stay! there is something
remarkable about that horse, there is something in his action in which
he differs from all the rest: as he advances, the clamour is hushed!
all eyes are turned upon him - what looks of interest - of respect -
and, what is this? people are taking off their hats - surely not to
that steed! Yes, verily! men, especially old men, are taking off
their hats to that one-eyed steed, and I hear more than one deep-drawn
ah!
‘What horse is that?’ said I to a very old fellow, the counterpart
of the old man on the pony, save that the last wore a faded suit of
velveteen, and this one was dressed in a white frock.
‘The best in mother England,’ said the very old man, taking
a knobbed stick from his mouth, and looking me in the face, at first
carelessly, but presently with something like interest; ‘he is
old like myself, but can still trot his twenty miles an hour.
You won’t live long, my swain; tall and over-grown ones like thee
never does; yet, if you should chance to reach my years, you may boast
to thy great-grand-boys thou hast seen Marshland Shales.’
Amain I did for the horse what I would neither do for earl nor baron,
doffed my hat; yes! I doffed my hat to the wondrous horse, the fast
trotter, the best in mother England; and I too drew a deep ah! and repeated
the words of the old fellows around. ‘Such a horse as this
we shall never see again; a pity that he is so old.’
Now during all this time I had a kind of consciousness that I had been
the object of some person’s observation; that eyes were fastened
upon me from somewhere in the crowd. Sometimes I thought myself
watched from before, sometimes from behind; and occasionally methought
that, if I just turned my head to the right or left, I should meet a
peering and inquiring glance; and indeed once or twice I did turn, expecting
to see somebody whom I knew, yet always without success; though it appeared
to me that I was but a moment too late, and that some one had just slipped
away from the direction to which I turned, like the figure in a magic
lanthorn. Once I was quite sure that there were a pair of eyes
glaring over my right shoulder; my attention, however, was so fully
occupied with the objects which I have attempted to describe, that I
thought very little of this coming and going, this flitting and dodging
of I knew not whom or what. It was, after all, a matter of sheer
indifference to me who was looking at me. I could only wish whomsoever
it might be to be more profitably employed; so I continued enjoying
what I saw; and now there was a change in the scene, the wondrous old
horse departed with his aged guardian; other objects of interest are
at hand; two or three men on horseback are hurrying through the crowd,
they are widely different in their appearance from the other people
of the fair; not so much in dress, for they are clad something after
the fashion of rustic jockeys, but in their look - no light-brown hair
have they, no ruddy cheeks, no blue quiet glances belong to them; their
features are dark, their locks long, black, and shining, and their eyes
are wild; they are admirable horsemen, but they do not sit the saddle
in the manner of common jockeys, they seem to float or hover upon it,
like gulls upon the waves; two of them are mere striplings, but the
third is a very tall man with a countenance heroically beautiful, but
wild, wild, wild. As they rush along, the crowd give way on all
sides, and now a kind of ring or circus is formed, within which the
strange men exhibit their horsemanship, rushing past each other, in
and out, after the manner of a reel, the tall man occasionally balancing
himself upon the saddle, and standing erect on one foot. He had
just regained his seat after the latter feat, and was about to push
his horse to a gallop, when a figure started forward close from beside
me, and laying his hand on his neck, and pulling him gently downward,
appeared to whisper something into his ear; presently the tall man raised
his head, and, scanning the crowd for a moment in the direction in which
I was standing, fixed his eyes full upon me, and anon the countenance
of the whisperer was turned, but only in part, and the side-glance of
another pair of wild eyes was directed towards my face, but the entire
visage of the big black man, half stooping as he was, was turned full
upon mine.
But now, with a nod to the figure who had stopped him, and with another
inquiring glance at myself, the big man once more put his steed into
motion, and, after riding round the ring a few more times, darted through
a lane in the crowd, and followed by his two companions disappeared,
whereupon the figure who had whispered to him, and had subsequently
remained in the middle of the space, came towards me, and, cracking
a whip which he held in his hand so loudly that the report was nearly
equal to that of a pocket pistol, he cried in a strange tone:
‘What! the sap-engro? Lor! the sap-engro upon the hill!’
‘I remember that word,’ said I, ‘and I almost think
I remember you. You can’t be - ’
‘Jasper, your pal! Truth, and no lie, brother.’
‘It is strange that you should have known me,’ said I.
‘I am certain, but for the word you used, I should never have
recognised you.’
‘Not so strange as you may think, brother; there is something
in your face which would prevent people from forgetting you, even though
they might wish it; and your face is not much altered since the time
you wot of, though you are so much grown. I thought it was you,
but to make sure I dodged about, inspecting you. I believe you
felt me, though I never touched you; a sign, brother, that we are akin,
that we are dui palor - two relations. Your blood beat when mine
was near, as mine always does at the coming of a brother; and we became
brothers in that lane.’
‘And where are you staying?’ said I; ‘in this town?’
‘Not in the town; the like of us don’t find it exactly wholesome
to stay in towns, we keep abroad. But I have little to do here
- come with me, and I’ll show you where we stay.’
We descended the hill in the direction of the north, and passing along
the suburb reached the old Norman bridge, which we crossed; the chalk
precipice, with the ruin on its top, was now before us; but turning
to the left we walked swiftly along, and presently came to some rising
ground, which ascending, we found ourselves upon a wild moor or heath.
‘You are one of them,’ said I, ‘whom people call -
’
‘Just so,’ said Jasper; ‘but never mind what people
call us.’
‘And that tall handsome man on the hill, whom you whispered?
I suppose he’s one of ye. What is his name?’
‘Tawno Chikno,’ said Jasper, ‘which means the small
one; we call him such because he is the biggest man of all our nation.
You say he is handsome, that is not the word, brother; he’s the
beauty of the world. Women run wild at the sight of Tawno.
An earl’s daughter, near London - a fine young lady with diamonds
round her neck - fell in love with Tawno. I have seen that lass
on a heath, as this may be, kneel down to Tawno, clasp his feet, begging
to be his wife - or anything else - if she might go with him.
But Tawno would have nothing to do with her: “I have a wife of
my own,” said he, “a lawful rommany wife, whom I love better
than the whole world, jealous though she sometimes be.”’
‘And is she very beautiful?’ said I.
‘Why, you know, brother, beauty is frequently a matter of taste;
however, as you ask my opinion, I should say not quite so beautiful
as himself.’
We had now arrived at a small valley between two hills, or downs, the
sides of which were covered with furze; in the midst of this valley
were various carts and low tents forming a rude kind of encampment;
several dark children were playing about, who took no manner of notice
of us. As we passed one of the tents, however, a canvas screen
was lifted up, and a woman supported upon a crutch hobbled out.
She was about the middle age, and, besides being lame, was bitterly
ugly; she was very slovenly dressed, and on her swarthy features ill
nature was most visibly stamped. She did not deign me a look,
but, addressing Jasper in a tongue which I did not understand, appeared
to put some eager questions to him.
‘He’s coming,’ said Jasper, and passed on. ‘Poor
fellow,’ said he to me, ‘he has scarcely been gone an hour,
and she’s jealous already. Well,’ he continued, ‘what
do you think of her? you have seen her now, and can judge for yourself
- that ‘ere woman is Tawno Chikno’s wife!’
CHAPTER XVII
The tent - Pleasant discourse - I am Pharaoh - Shifting for one’s
self - Horse-shoes - This is wonderful - Bless your wisdom - A
pretty manoeuvre - Ill day to the Romans - My name is Herne - Singular
people - An original speech - Word-master - Speaking Romanly.
We went to the farthest of the tents, which stood at a slight distance
from the rest, and which exactly resembled the one which I have described
on a former occasion; we went in and sat down one on each side of a
small fire, which was smouldering on the ground, there was no one else
in the tent but a tall tawny woman of middle age, who was busily knitting.
‘Brother,’ said Jasper, ‘I wish to hold some pleasant
discourse with you.’
‘As much as you please,’ said I, ‘provided you can
find anything pleasant to talk about.’
‘Never fear,’ said Jasper; ‘and first of all we will
talk of yourself. Where have you been all this long time?’
‘Here and there,’ said I, ‘and far and near, going
about with the soldiers; but there is no soldiering now, so we have
sat down, father and family, in the town there.’
‘And do you still hunt snakes?’ said Jasper.
‘No,’ said I, ‘I have given up that long ago; I do
better now: read books and learn languages.’
‘Well, I am sorry you have given up your snake-hunting, many’s
the strange talk I have had with our people about your snake and yourself,
and how you frightened my father and mother in the lane.’
‘And where are your father and mother?’
‘Where I shall never see them, brother; at least, I hope so.’
‘Not dead?’
‘No, not dead; they are bitchadey pawdel.’
‘What’s that?’
‘Sent across - banished.’
‘Ah! I understand; I am sorry for them. And so you are here
alone?’
‘Not quite alone, brother.’
‘No, not alone; but with the rest - Tawno Chikno takes care of
you.’
‘Takes care of me, brother!’
‘Yes, stands to you in the place of a father - keeps you out of
harm’s way.’
‘What do you take me for, brother?’
‘For about three years older than myself.’
‘Perhaps; but you are of the Gorgios, and I am a Rommany Chal.
Tawno Chikno take care of Jasper Petulengro!’
‘Is that your name?’
‘Don’t you like it?’
‘Very much, I never heard a sweeter; it is something like what
you call me.’
‘The horse-shoe master and the snake-fellow, I am the first.’
‘Who gave you that name?’
‘Ask Pharaoh.’
‘I would, if he were here, but I do not see him.’
‘I am Pharaoh.’
‘Then you are a king.’
‘Chachipen Pal.’
‘I do not understand you.’
‘Where are your languages? You want two things, brother:
mother sense, and gentle Rommany.’
‘What makes you think that I want sense?’
‘That, being so old, you can’t yet guide yourself!’
‘I can read Dante, Jasper.’
‘Anan, brother.’
‘I can charm snakes, Jasper.’
‘I know you can, brother.’
‘Yes, and horses too; bring me the most vicious in the land, if
I whisper he’ll be tame.’
‘Then the more shame for you - a snake-fellow - a horse-witch
- and a lil-reader - yet you can’t shift for yourself. I
laugh at you, brother!’
‘Then you can shift for yourself?’
‘For myself and for others, brother.’
‘And what does Chikno?’
‘Sells me horses, when I bid him. Those horses on the chong
were mine.’
‘And has he none of his own?’
‘Sometimes he has; but he is not so well off as myself.
When my father and mother were bitchadey pawdel, which, to tell you
the truth, they were for chiving wafodo dloovu, they left me all they
had, which was not a little, and I became the head of our family, which
was not a small one. I was not older than you when that happened;
yet our people said they had never a better krallis to contrive and
plan for them, and to keep them in order. And this is so well
known that many Rommany Chals, not of our family, come and join themselves
to us, living with us for a time, in order to better themselves, more
especially those of the poorer sort, who have little of their own.
Tawno is one of these.’
‘Is that fine fellow poor?’
‘One of the poorest, brother. Handsome as he is, he has
not a horse of his own to ride on. Perhaps we may put it down
to his wife, who cannot move about, being a cripple, as you saw.’
‘And you are what is called a Gypsy King?’
‘Ay, ay; a Rommany Kral.’
‘Are there other kings?’
‘Those who call themselves so; but the true Pharaoh is Petulengro.’
‘Did Pharaoh make horse-shoes?’
‘The first who ever did, brother.’
‘Pharaoh lived in Egypt.’
‘So did we once, brother.’
‘And you left it?’
‘My fathers did, brother.’
‘And why did they come here?’
‘They had their reasons, brother.’
‘And you are not English?’
‘We are not gorgios.’
‘And you have a language of your own?’
‘Avali.’
‘This is wonderful.’
‘Ha, ha!’ cried the woman, who had hitherto sat knitting,
at the farther end of the tent, without saying a word, though not inattentive
to our conversation, as I could perceive by certain glances which she
occasionally cast upon us both. ‘Ha, ha!’ she screamed,
fixing upon me two eyes, which shone like burning coals, and which were
filled with an expression both of scorn and malignity, ‘It is
wonderful, is it, that we should have a language of our own? What,
you grudge the poor people the speech they talk among themselves?
That’s just like you gorgios; you would have everybody stupid,
single-tongued idiots, like yourselves. We are taken before the
Poknees of the gav, myself and sister, to give an account of ourselves.
So I says to my sister’s little boy, speaking Rommany, I says
to the little boy who is with us, Run to my son Jasper, and the rest,
and tell them to be off, there are hawks abroad. So the Poknees
questions us, and lets us go, not being able to make anything of us;
but, as we are going, he calls us back. “Good woman,”
says the Poknees, “what was that I heard you say just now to the
little boy?” “I was telling him, your worship, to
go and see the time of day, and to save trouble, I said it in our language.”
“Where did you get that language?” says the Poknees.
“’Tis our own language, sir,” I tells him, “we
did not steal it.” “Shall I tell you what it is, my
good woman?” says the Poknees. “I would thank you,
sir,” says I, “for ’tis often we are asked about it.”
“Well, then,” says the Poknees, “it is no language
at all, merely a made-up gibberish.” “Oh, bless your
wisdom,” says I, with a curtsey, “you can tell us what our
language is, without understanding it!” Another time we
meet a parson. “Good woman,” says he, “what’s
that you are talking? Is it broken language?” “Of
course, your reverence,” says I, “we are broken people;
give a shilling, your reverence, to the poor broken woman.”
Oh, these gorgios! they grudge us our very language!’
‘She called you her son, Jasper?’
‘I am her son, brother.’
‘I thought you said your parents were - ’
‘Bitchadey pawdel; you thought right, brother. This is my
wife’s mother.’
‘Then you are married, Jasper?’
‘Ay, truly; I am husband and father. You will see wife and
chabo anon.’
‘Where are they now?’
‘In the gav, penning dukkerin.’
‘We were talking of language, Jasper?’
‘True, brother.’
‘Yours must be a rum one?’
‘’Tis called Rommany.’
‘I would gladly know it.’
‘You need it sorely.’
‘Would you teach it me?’
‘None sooner.’
‘Suppose we begin now?’
‘Suppose we do, brother.’
‘Not whilst I am here,’ said the woman, flinging her knitting
down, and starting upon her feet; ‘not whilst I am here shall
this gorgio learn Rommany. A pretty manoeuvre, truly; and what
would be the end of it? I goes to the farming ker with my sister,
to tell a fortune, and earn a few sixpences for the chabes. I
sees a jolly pig in the yard, and I says to my sister, speaking Rommany,
“Do so and so,” says I; which the farming man hearing, asks
what we are talking about. “Nothing at all, master,” says
I; “something about the weather”; when who should start
up from behind a pale, where he has been listening, but this ugly gorgio,
crying out, “They are after poisoning your pigs, neighbour!”
so that we are glad to run, I and my sister, with perhaps the farm-engro
shouting after us. Says my sister to me, when we have got fairly
off, “How came that ugly one to know what you said to me?”
Whereupon I answers, “It all comes of my son Jasper, who brings
the gorgio to our fire, and must needs be teaching him.”
“Who was fool there?” says my sister. “Who,
indeed, but my son Jasper,” I answers. And here should I
be a greater fool to sit still and suffer it; which I will not do.
I do not like the look of him; he looks over-gorgeous. An ill
day to the Romans when he masters Rommany; and, when I says that, I
pens a true dukkerin.’
‘What do you call God, Jasper?’
‘You had better be jawing,’ said the woman, raising her
voice to a terrible scream; ‘you had better be moving off, my
gorgio; hang you for a keen one, sitting there by the fire, and stealing
my language before my face. Do you know whom you have to deal
with? Do you know that I am dangerous? My name is Herne,
and I comes of the hairy ones!’
And a hairy one she looked! She wore her hair clubbed upon her
head, fastened with many strings and ligatures; but now, tearing these
off, her locks, originally jet black, but now partially grizzled with
age, fell down on every side of her, covering her face and back as far
down as her knees. No she-bear of Lapland ever looked more fierce
and hairy than did that woman, as standing in the open part of the tent,
with her head bent down, and her shoulders drawn up, seemingly about
to precipitate herself upon me, she repeated, again and again, -
‘My name is Herne, and I comes of the hairy ones! - ’
‘I call God Duvel, brother.’
‘It sounds very like Devil.’
‘It doth, brother, it doth.’
‘And what do you call divine, I mean godly?’
‘Oh! I call that duvelskoe.’
‘I am thinking of something, Jasper.’
‘What are you thinking of, brother?’
‘Would it not be a rum thing if divine and devilish were originally
one and the same word?’
‘It would, brother, it would - ’
. . .
From this time I had frequent interviews with Jasper, sometimes in his
tent, sometimes on the heath, about which we would roam for hours, discoursing
on various matters. Sometimes, mounted on one of his horses, of
which he had several, I would accompany him to various fairs and markets
in the neighbourhood, to which he went on his own affairs, or those
of his tribe. I soon found that I had become acquainted with a
most singular people, whose habits and pursuits awakened within me the
highest interest. Of all connected with them, however, their language
was doubtless that which exercised the greatest influence over my imagination.
I had at first some suspicion that it would prove a mere made-up gibberish;
but I was soon undeceived. Broken, corrupted, and half in ruins
as it was, it was not long before I found that it was an original speech,
far more so, indeed, than one or two others of high name and celebrity,
which, up to that time, I had been in the habit of regarding with respect
and veneration. Indeed many obscure points connected with the
vocabulary of these languages, and to which neither classic nor modern
lore afforded any clue, I thought I could now clear up by means of this
strange broken tongue, spoken by people who dwelt amongst thickets and
furze bushes, in tents as tawny as their faces, and whom the generality
of mankind designated, and with much semblance of justice, as thieves
and vagabonds. But where did this speech come from, and who were
they who spoke it? These were questions which I could not solve,
and which Jasper himself, when pressed, confessed his inability to answer.
‘But, whoever we be, brother,’ said he, ‘we are an
old people, and not what folks in general imagine, broken gorgios; and,
if we are not Egyptians, we are at any rate Rommany Chals!’
‘Rommany Chals! I should not wonder after all,’ said
I, ‘that these people had something to do with the founding of
Rome. Rome, it is said, was built by vagabonds, who knows but
that some tribe of the kind settled down thereabouts, and called the
town which they built after their name; but whence did they come originally?
ah! there is the difficulty.’
But abandoning these questions, which at that time were far too profound
for me, I went on studying the language, and at the same time the characters
and manners of these strange people. My rapid progress in the
former astonished, while it delighted, Jasper. ‘We’ll
no longer call you Sap-engro, brother,’ said he; but rather Lav-engro,
which in the language of the gorgios meaneth Word-master.’
‘Nay, brother,’ said Tawno Chikno, with whom I had become
very intimate, ‘you had better call him Cooro-mengro, I have put
on the gloves with him, and find him a pure fist-master; I like
him for that, for I am a Cooro-mengro myself, and was born at Brummagem.’
‘I likes him for his modesty,’ said Mrs. Chikno; ‘I
never hears any ill words come from his mouth, but, on the contrary,
much sweet language. His talk is golden, and he has taught my
eldest to say his prayers in Rommany, which my rover had never the grace
to do.’ ‘He is the pal of my rom,’ said Mrs.
Petulengro, who was a very handsome woman, ‘and therefore I likes
him, and not the less for his being a rye; folks calls me high-minded,
and perhaps I have reason to be so; before I married Pharaoh I had an
offer from a lord - I likes the young rye, and, if he chooses to follow
us, he shall have my sister. What say you, mother? should not
the young rye have my sister Ursula?’
‘I am going to my people,’ said Mrs. Herne, placing a bundle
upon a donkey, which was her own peculiar property; ‘I am going
to Yorkshire, for I can stand this no longer. You say you like
him: in that we differs; I hates the gorgio, and would like, speaking
Romanly, to mix a little poison with his waters. And now go to
Lundra, my children, I goes to Yorkshire. Take my blessing with
ye, and a little bit of a gillie to cheer your hearts with when ye are
weary. In all kinds of weather have we lived together; but now
we are parted. I goes broken-hearted - I can’t keep you
company; ye are no longer Rommany. To gain a bad brother, ye have
lost a good mother.’
CHAPTER XVIII
What profession? - Not fitted for a Churchman - Erratic course - The
bitter draught - Principle of woe - Thou wouldst be joyous - What ails
you? - Poor child of clay.
So the gypsies departed; Mrs. Herne to Yorkshire, and the rest to London:
as for myself, I continued in the house of my parents, passing my time
in much the same manner as I have already described, principally in
philological pursuits; but I was now sixteen, and it was highly necessary
that I should adopt some profession, unless I intended to fritter away
my existence, and to be a useless burden to those who had given me birth;
but what profession was I to choose? there being none in the wide world
perhaps for which I was suited; nor was there any one for which I felt
any decided inclination, though perhaps there existed within me a lurking
penchant for the profession of arms, which was natural enough, as, from
my earliest infancy, I had been accustomed to military sights and sounds;
but this profession was then closed, as I have already hinted, and,
as I believe, it has since continued, to those who, like myself, had
no better claims to urge than the services of a father.
My father, who, for certain reasons of his own, had no very high opinion
of the advantages resulting from this career, would have gladly seen
me enter the Church. His desire was, however, considerably abated
by one or two passages of my life, which occurred to his recollection.
He particularly dwelt on the unheard-of manner in which I had picked
up the Irish language, and drew from thence the conclusion that I was
not fitted by nature to cut a respectable figure at an English university.
‘He will fly off in a tangent,’ said he, ‘and, when
called upon to exhibit his skill in Greek, will be found proficient
in Irish; I have observed the poor lad attentively, and really do not
know what to make of him; but I am afraid he will never make a churchman!’
And I have no doubt that my excellent father was right, both in his
premisses and the conclusion at which he arrived. I had undoubtedly,
at one period of my life, forsaken Greek for Irish, and the instructions
of a learned Protestant divine for those of a Papist gossoon, the card-fancying
Murtagh; and of late, though I kept it a strict secret, I had abandoned
in a great measure the study of the beautiful Italian, and the recitation
of the sonorous terzets of the Divine Comedy, in which at one time I
took the greatest delight, in order to become acquainted with the broken
speech, and yet more broken songs, of certain houseless wanderers whom
I had met at a horse fair. Such an erratic course was certainly
by no means in consonance with the sober and unvarying routine of college
study. And my father, who was a man of excellent common sense,
displayed it in not pressing me to adopt a profession which required
qualities of mind which he saw I did not possess.
Other professions were talked of, amongst which the law; but now an
event occurred which had nearly stopped my career, and merged all minor
points of solicitude in anxiety for my life. My strength and appetite
suddenly deserted me, and I began to pine and droop. Some said
that I had overgrown myself, and that these were the symptoms of a rapid
decline; I grew worse and worse, and was soon stretched upon my bed,
from which it seemed scarcely probable that I should ever more rise,
the physicians themselves giving but slight hopes of my recovery: as
for myself, I made up my mind to die, and felt quite resigned.
I was sadly ignorant at that time, and, when I thought of death, it
appeared to me little else than a pleasant sleep, and I wished for sleep,
of which I got but little. It was well that I did not die that
time, for I repeat that I was sadly ignorant of many important things.
I did not die, for somebody coming gave me a strange, bitter draught;
a decoction, I believe, of a bitter root which grows on commons and
desolate places: and the person who gave it me was an ancient female,
a kind of doctress, who had been my nurse in my infancy, and who, hearing
of my state, had come to see me; so I drank the draught, and became
a little better, and I continued taking draughts made from the bitter
root till I manifested symptoms of convalescence.
But how much more quickly does strength desert the human frame than
return to it! I had become convalescent, it is true, but my state
of feebleness was truly pitiable. I believe it is in that state
that the most remarkable feature of human physiology frequently exhibits
itself. Oh, how dare I mention the dark feeling of mysterious
dread which comes over the mind, and which the lamp of reason, though
burning bright the while, is unable to dispel! Art thou, as leeches
say, the concomitant of disease - the result of shattered nerves?
Nay, rather the principle of woe itself, the fountain-head of all sorrow
coexistent with man, whose influence he feels when yet unborn, and whose
workings he testifies with his earliest cries, when, ‘drowned
in tears,’ he first beholds the light; for, as the sparks fly
upward, so is man born to trouble, and woe doth he bring with him into
the world, even thyself, dark one, terrible one, causeless, unbegotten,
without a father. Oh, how unfrequently dost thou break down the
barriers which divide thee from the poor soul of man, and overcast its
sunshine with thy gloomy shadow. In the brightest days of prosperity
- in the midst of health and wealth - how sentient is the poor human
creature of thy neighbourhood! how instinctively aware that the flood-gates
of horror may be cast open, and the dark stream engulf him for ever
and ever! Then is it not lawful for man to exclaim, ‘Better
that I had never been born!’ Fool, for thyself thou wast
not born, but to fulfil the inscrutable decrees of thy Creator; and
how dost thou know that this dark principle is not, after all, thy best
friend; that it is not that which tempers the whole mass of thy corruption?
It may be, for what thou knowest, the mother of wisdom, and of great
works: it is the dread of the horror of the night that makes the pilgrim
hasten on his way. When thou feelest it nigh, let thy safety word
be ‘Onward’; if thou tarry, thou art overwhelmed.
Courage! build great works - ’tis urging thee - it is ever nearest
the favourites of God - the fool knows little of it. Thou wouldst
be joyous, wouldst thou? then be a fool. What great work was ever
the result of joy, the puny one? Who have been the wise ones,
the mighty ones, the conquering ones of this earth? the joyous?
I believe not. The fool is happy, or comparatively so - certainly
the least sorrowful, but he is still a fool: and whose notes are sweetest,
those of the nightingale, or of the silly lark?
‘What ails you, my child?’ said a mother to her son, as
he lay on a couch under the influence of the dreadful one; ‘what
ails you? you seem afraid!’
Boy. And so I am; a dreadful fear is upon me.
Mother. But of what? There is no one can harm you;
of what are you apprehensive?
Boy. Of nothing that I can express; I know not what I am
afraid of, but afraid I am.
Mother. Perhaps you see sights and visions; I knew a lady
once who was continually thinking that she saw an armed man threaten
her, but it was only an imagination, a phantom of the brain.
Boy. No armed man threatens me; and ’tis not a thing
like that would cause me any fear. Did an armed man threaten me,
I would get up and fight him; weak as I am, I would wish for nothing
better, for then, perhaps, I should lose this fear; mine is a dread
of I know not what, and there the horror lies.
Mother. Your forehead is cool, and your speech collected.
Do you know where you are?
Boy. I know where I am, and I see things just as they are;
you are beside me, and upon the table there is a book which was written
by a Florentine; all this I see, and that there is no ground for being
afraid. I am, moreover, quite cool, and feel no pain - but, but
-
And then there was a burst of ‘gemiti, sospiri ed alti guai.’
Alas, alas, poor child of clay! as the sparks fly upward, so wast thou
born to sorrow - Onward!
CHAPTER XIX
Agreeable delusions - Youth - A profession - Ab Gwilym - Glorious English
law - There they pass - My dear old master - The deal desk - Language
of the tents - Where is Morfydd? - Go to - only once.
It has been said by this or that writer, I scarcely know by whom, that,
in proportion as we grow old, and our time becomes short, the swifter
does it pass, until at last, as we approach the borders of the grave,
it assumes all the speed and impetuosity of a river about to precipitate
itself into an abyss; this is doubtless the case, provided we can carry
to the grave those pleasant thoughts and delusions, which alone render
life agreeable, and to which even to the very last we would gladly cling;
but what becomes of the swiftness of time, when the mind sees the vanity
of human pursuits? which is sure to be the case when its fondest, dearest
hopes have been blighted at the very moment when the harvest was deemed
secure. What becomes from that moment, I repeat, of the shortness
of time? I put not the question to those who have never known
that trial, they are satisfied with themselves and all around them,
with what they have done, and yet hope to do; some carry their delusions
with them to the borders of the grave, ay, to the very moment when they
fall into it; a beautiful golden cloud surrounds them to the last, and
such talk of the shortness of time: through the medium of that cloud
the world has ever been a pleasant world to them; their only regret
is that they are so soon to quit it; but oh, ye dear deluded hearts,
it is not every one who is so fortunate!
To the generality of mankind there is no period like youth. The
generality are far from fortunate; but the period of youth, even to
the least so, offers moments of considerable happiness, for they are
not only disposed but able to enjoy most things within their reach.
With what trifles at that period are we content; the things from which
in after-life we should turn away in disdain please us then, for we
are in the midst of a golden cloud, and everything seems decked with
a golden hue. Never during any portion of my life did time flow
on more speedily than during the two or three years immediately succeeding
the period to which we arrived in the preceding chapter: since then
it has flagged often enough; sometimes it has seemed to stand entirely
still; and the reader may easily judge how it fares at the present,
from the circumstance of my taking pen in hand, and endeavouring to
write down the passages of my life - a last resource with most people.
But at the period to which I allude I was just, as I may say, entering
upon life; I had adopted a profession, and, to keep up my character,
simultaneously with that profession - the study of a new language.
I speedily became a proficient in the one, but ever remained a novice
in the other: a novice in the law, but a perfect master in the Welsh
tongue.
Yes; very pleasant times were those, when within the womb of a lofty
deal desk, behind which I sat for some eight hours every day, transcribing
(when I imagined eyes were upon me) documents of every description in
every possible hand, Blackstone kept company with Ab Gwilym - the polished
English lawyer of the last century, who wrote long and prosy chapters
on the rights of things - with a certain wild Welshman, who some four
hundred years before that time indited immortal cowydds and odes to
the wives of Cambrian chieftains - more particularly to one Morfydd,
the wife of a certain hunchbacked dignitary called by the poet facetiously
Bwa Bach - generally terminating with the modest request of a little
private parlance beneath the greenwood bough, with no other witness
than the eos, or nightingale, a request which, if the poet himself may
be believed, rather a doubtful point, was seldom, very seldom, denied.
And by what strange chance had Ab Gwilym and Blackstone, two personages
so exceedingly different, been thus brought together? From what
the reader already knows of me, he may be quite prepared to find me
reading the former; but what could have induced me to take up Blackstone,
or rather the law?
I have ever loved to be as explicit as possible; on which account, perhaps,
I never attained to any proficiency in the law, the essence of which
is said to be ambiguity; most questions may be answered in a few words,
and this among the rest, though connected with the law. My parents
deemed it necessary that I should adopt some profession, they named
the law; the law was as agreeable to me as any other profession within
my reach, so I adopted the law, and the consequence was, that Blackstone,
probably for the first time, found himself in company with Ab Gwilym.
By adopting the law I had not ceased to be Lavengro.
So I sat behind a desk many hours in the day, ostensibly engaged in
transcribing documents of various kinds; the scene of my labours was
a strange old house, occupying one side of a long and narrow court,
into which, however, the greater number of the windows looked not, but
into an extensive garden, filled with fruit trees, in the rear of a
large, handsome house, belonging to a highly respectable gentleman,
who, moyennant un douceur considerable, had consented to instruct my
father’s youngest son in the mysteries of glorious English law.
Ah! would that I could describe the good gentleman in the manner which
he deserves; he has long since sunk to his place in a respectable vault,
in the aisle of a very respectable church, whilst an exceedingly respectable
marble slab against the neighbouring wall tells on a Sunday some eye
wandering from its prayer-book that his dust lies below; to secure such
respectabilities in death, he passed a most respectable life.
Let no one sneer, he accomplished much; his life was peaceful, so was
his death. Are these trifles? I wish I could describe him,
for I loved the man, and with reason, for he was ever kind to me, to
whom kindness has not always been shown; and he was, moreover, a choice
specimen of a class which no longer exists - a gentleman lawyer of the
old school. I would fain describe him, but figures with which
he has nought to do press forward and keep him from my mind’s
eye; there they pass, Spaniard and Moor, Gypsy, Turk, and livid Jew.
But who is that? what that thick pursy man in the loose, snuff-coloured
greatcoat, with the white stockings, drab breeches, and silver buckles
on his shoes; that man with the bull neck, and singular head, immense
in the lower part, especially about the jaws, but tapering upward like
a pear; the man with the bushy brows, small gray eyes replete with catlike
expression, whose grizzled hair is cut close, and whose ear-lobes are
pierced with small golden rings? Oh! that is not my dear old master,
but a widely different personage. Bon jour, Monsieur Vidocq! expressions
de ma part à Monsieur Le Baron Taylor. But here he comes
at last, my veritable old master!
A more respectable-looking individual was never seen; he really looked
what he was, a gentleman of the law - there was nothing of the pettifogger
about him: somewhat under the middle size, and somewhat rotund in person,
he was always dressed in a full suit of black, never worn long enough
to become threadbare. His face was rubicund, and not without keenness;
but the most remarkable thing about him was the crown of his head, which
was bald, and shone like polished ivory, nothing more white, smooth,
and lustrous. Some people have said that he wore false calves,
probably because his black silk stockings never exhibited a wrinkle;
they might just as well have said that he waddled, because his shoes
creaked; for these last, which were always without a speck, and polished
as his crown, though of a different hue, did creak, as he walked rather
slowly. I cannot say that I ever saw him walk fast.
He had a handsome practice, and might have died a very rich man, much
richer than he did, had he not been in the habit of giving rather expensive
dinners to certain great people, who gave him nothing in return except
their company; I could never discover his reasons for doing so, as he
always appeared to me a remarkably quiet man, by nature averse to noise
and bustle; but in all dispositions there are anomalies: I have already
said that he lived in a handsome house, and I may as well here add that
he had a very handsome wife, who both dressed and talked exceedingly
well.
So I sat behind the deal desk, engaged in copying documents of various
kinds; and in the apartment in which I sat, and in the adjoining ones,
there were others, some of whom likewise copied documents, while some
were engaged in the yet more difficult task of drawing them up; and
some of these, sons of nobody, were paid for the work they did, whilst
others, like myself, sons of somebody, paid for being permitted to work,
which, as our principal observed, was but reasonable, forasmuch as we
not unfrequently utterly spoiled the greater part of the work intrusted
to our hands.
There was one part of the day when I generally found myself quite alone,
I mean at the hour when the rest went home to their principal meal;
I, being the youngest, was left to take care of the premises, to answer
the bell, and so forth, till relieved, which was seldom before the expiration
of an hour and a half, when I myself went home; this period, however,
was anything but disagreeable to me, for it was then that I did what
best pleased me, and, leaving off copying the documents, I sometimes
indulged in a fit of musing, my chin resting on both my hands, and my
elbows planted on the desk; or, opening the desk aforesaid, I would
take out one of the books contained within it, and the book which I
took out was almost invariably, not Blackstone, but Ab Gwilym.
Ah, that Ab Gwilym! I am much indebted to him, and it were ungrateful
on my part not to devote a few lines to him and his songs in this my
history. Start not, reader, I am not going to trouble you with
a poetical dissertation; no, no; I know my duty too well to introduce
anything of the kind; but I, who imagine I know several things, and
amongst others the workings of your mind at this moment, have an idea
that you are anxious to learn a little, a very little, more about Ab
Gwilym than I have hitherto told you, the two or three words that I
have dropped having awakened within you a languid kind of curiosity.
I have no hesitation in saying that he makes one of the some half-dozen
really great poets whose verses, in whatever language they wrote, exist
at the present day, and are more or less known. It matters little
how I first became acquainted with the writings of this man, and how
the short thick volume, stuffed full with his immortal imaginings, first
came into my hands. I was studying Welsh, and I fell in with Ab
Gwilym by no very strange chance. But, before I say more about
Ab Gwilym, I must be permitted - I really must - to say a word or two
about the language in which he wrote, that same ‘Sweet Welsh.’
If I remember right, I found the language a difficult one; in mastering
it, however, I derived unexpected assistance from what of Irish remained
in my head, and I soon found that they were cognate dialects, springing
from some old tongue which itself, perhaps, had sprung from one much
older. And here I cannot help observing cursorily that I every
now and then, whilst studying this Welsh, generally supposed to be the
original tongue of Britain, encountered words which, according to the
lexicographers, were venerable words highly expressive, showing the
wonderful power and originality of the Welsh, in which, however, they
were no longer used in common discourse, but were relics, precious relics,
of the first speech of Britain, perhaps of the world; with which words,
however, I was already well acquainted, and which I had picked up, not
in learned books, classic books, and in tongues of old renown, but whilst
listening to Mr. Petulengro and Tawno Chikno talking over their everyday
affairs in the language of the tents; which circumstance did not fail
to give rise to deep reflection in those moments when, planting my elbows
on the deal desk, I rested my chin upon my hands. But it is probable
that I should have abandoned the pursuit of the Welsh language, after
obtaining a very superficial acquaintance with it, had it not been for
Ab Gwilym.
A strange songster was that who, pretending to be captivated by every
woman he saw, was, in reality, in love with nature alone - wild, beautiful,
solitary nature - her mountains and cascades, her forests and streams,
her birds, fishes, and wild animals. Go to, Ab Gwilym, with thy
pseudo-amatory odes, to Morfydd, or this or that other lady, fair or
ugly; little didst thou care for any of them, Dame Nature was thy love,
however thou mayest seek to disguise the truth. Yes, yes, send
thy love-message to Morfydd, the fair wanton. By whom dost thou
send it, I would know? by the salmon forsooth, which haunts the rushing
stream! the glorious salmon which bounds and gambols in the flashing
water, and whose ways and circumstances thou so well describest - see,
there he hurries upwards through the flashing water. Halloo! what
a glimpse of glory - but where is Morfydd the while? What, another
message to the wife of Bwa Bach? Ay, truly; and by whom? - the
wind! the swift wind, the rider of the world, whose course is not to
be stayed; who gallops o’er the mountain, and, when he comes to
broadest river, asks neither for boat nor ferry; who has described the
wind so well - his speed and power? But where is Morfydd?
And now thou art awaiting Morfydd, the wanton, the wife of the Bwa Bach;
thou art awaiting her beneath the tall trees, amidst the underwood;
but she comes not; no Morfydd is there. Quite right, Ab Gwilym;
what wantest thou with Morfydd? But another form is nigh at hand, that
of red Reynard, who, seated upon his chine at the mouth of his cave,
looks very composedly at thee; thou startest, bendest thy bow, thy cross-bow,
intending to hit Reynard with the bolt just about the jaw; but the bow
breaks, Reynard barks and disappears into his cave, which by thine own
account reaches hell - and then thou ravest at the misfortune of thy
bow, and the non-appearance of Morfydd, and abusest Reynard. Go
to, thou carest neither for thy bow nor for Morfydd, thou merely seekest
an opportunity to speak of Reynard; and who has described him like thee?
the brute with the sharp shrill cry, the black reverse of melody, whose
face sometimes wears a smile like the devil’s in the Evangile.
But now thou art actually with Morfydd; yes, she has stolen from the
dwelling of the Bwa Bach and has met thee beneath those rocks - she
is actually with thee, Ab Gwilym; but she is not long with thee, for
a storm comes on, and thunder shatters the rocks - Morfydd flees!
Quite right, Ab Gwilym; thou hadst no need of her, a better theme for
song is the voice of the Lord - the rock-shatterer - than the frail
wife of the Bwa Bach. Go to, Ab Gwilym, thou wast a wiser and
a better man than thou wouldst fain have had people believe.
But enough of thee and thy songs! Those times passed rapidly;
with Ab Gwilym in my hand, I was in the midst of enchanted ground, in
which I experienced sensations akin to those I had felt of yore whilst
spelling my way through the wonderful book - the delight of my childhood.
I say akin, for perhaps only once in our lives do we experience unmixed
wonder and delight; and these I had already known.
CHAPTER XX
Silver gray - Good word for everybody - A remarkable youth - Clients
- Grades in society - The archdeacon - Reading the Bible.
‘I am afraid that I have not acted very wisely in putting this
boy of ours to the law,’ said my father to my mother, as they
sat together one summer evening in their little garden, beneath the
shade of some tall poplars.
Yes, there sat my father in the garden chair which leaned against the
wall of his quiet home, the haven in which he had sought rest, and,
praise be to God, found it, after many a year of poorly-requited toil;
there he sat, with locks of silver gray which set off so nobly his fine
bold but benevolent face, his faithful consort at his side, and his
trusty dog at his feet - an eccentric animal of the genuine regimental
breed, who, born amongst red coats, had not yet become reconciled to
those of any other hue, barking and tearing at them when they drew near
the door, but testifying his fond reminiscence of the former by hospitable
waggings of the tail whenever a uniform made its appearance - at present
a very unfrequent occurrence.
‘I am afraid I have not done right in putting him to the law,’
said my father, resting his chin upon his gold-headed bamboo cane.
‘Why, what makes you think so?’ said my mother.
‘I have been taking my usual evening walk up the road, with the
animal here,’ said my father; ‘and, as I walked along, I
overtook the boy’s master, Mr. S-. We shook hands, and,
after walking a little way farther, we turned back together, talking
about this and that; the state of the country, the weather, and the
dog, which he greatly admired; for he is a good-natured man, and has
a good word for everybody, though the dog all but bit him when he attempted
to coax his head; after the dog, we began talking about the boy; it
was myself who introduced that subject: I thought it was a good opportunity
to learn how he was getting on, so I asked what he thought of my son;
he hesitated at first, seeming scarcely to know what to say; at length
he came out with “Oh, a very extraordinary youth, a most remarkable
youth indeed, captain!” “Indeed,” said I, “I
am glad to hear it, but I hope you find him steady?” “Steady,
steady,” said he, “why, yes, he’s steady, I cannot
say that he is not steady.” “Come, come,” said
I, beginning to be rather uneasy, “I see plainly that you are
not altogether satisfied with him; I was afraid you would not be, for,
though he is my own son, I am anything but blind to his imperfections;
but do tell me what particular fault you have to find with him; and
I will do my best to make him alter his conduct.” “No
fault to find with him, captain, I assure you, no fault whatever; the
youth is a remarkable youth, an extraordinary youth, only - ”
As I told you before, Mr. S- is the best-natured man in the world, and
it was only with the greatest difficulty that I could get him to say
a single word to the disadvantage of the boy, for whom he seems to entertain
a very great regard. At last I forced the truth from him, and
grieved I was to hear it; though I must confess that I was somewhat
prepared for it. It appears that the lad has a total want of discrimination.’
‘I don’t understand you,’ said my mother.
‘You can understand nothing that would seem for a moment to impugn
the conduct of that child. I am not, however, so blind; want of
discrimination was the word, and it both sounds well, and is expressive.
It appears that, since he has been placed where is, he has been guilty
of the grossest blunders; only the other day, Mr. S- told me, as he
was engaged in close conversation with one of his principal clients,
the boy came to tell him that a person wanted particularly to speak
with him; and, on going out, he found a lamentable figure with one eye,
who came to ask for charity; whom, nevertheless, the lad had ushered
into a private room, and installed in an arm-chair, like a justice of
the peace, instead of telling him to go about his business - now what
did that show, but a total want of discrimination?’
‘I wish we may never have anything worse to reproach him with,’
said my mother.
‘I don’t know what worse we could reproach him with,’
said my father; ‘I mean of course as far as his profession is
concerned; discrimination is the very keystone; if he treated all people
alike, he would soon become a beggar himself; there are grades in society
as well as in the army; and according to those grades we should fashion
our behaviour, else there would instantly be an end of all order and
discipline. I am afraid that the child is too condescending to
his inferiors, whilst to his superiors he is apt to be unbending enough;
I don’t believe that would do in the world; I am sure it would
not in the army. He told me another anecdote with respect to his
behaviour, which shocked me more than the other had done. It appears
that his wife, who by the bye, is a very fine woman, and highly fashionable,
gave him permission to ask the boy to tea one evening, for she is herself
rather partial to the lad; there had been a great dinner party there
that day, and there were a great many fashionable people, so the boy
went and behaved very well and modestly for some time, and was rather
noticed, till, unluckily, a very great gentleman, an archdeacon I think,
put some questions to him, and, finding that he understood the languages,
began talking to him about the classics. What do you think? the
boy had the impertinence to say that the classics were much overvalued,
and amongst other things that some horrid fellow or other, some Welshman
I think (thank God it was not an Irishman), was a better poet than Ovid;
the company were of course horrified; the archdeacon, who is seventy
years of age, and has seven thousand a year, took snuff and turned away.
Mrs. S- turned up her eyes, Mr. S-, however, told me with his usual
good-nature (I suppose to spare my feelings) that he rather enjoyed
the thing, and thought it a capital joke.’
‘I think so too,’ said my mother.
‘I do not,’ said my father; ‘that a boy of his years
should entertain an opinion of his own - I mean one which militates
against all established authority - is astounding; as well might a raw
recruit pretend to offer an unfavourable opinion on the manual and platoon
exercise; the idea is preposterous; the lad is too independent by half.
I never yet knew one of an independent spirit get on in the army, the
secret of success in the army is the spirit of subordination.’
‘Which is a poor spirit after all,’ said my mother; ‘but
the child is not in the army.’
‘And it is well for him that he is not,’ said my father;
‘but you do not talk wisely, the world is a field of battle, and
he who leaves the ranks, what can he expect but to be cut down?
I call his present behaviour leaving the ranks, and going vapouring
about without orders; his only chance lies in falling in again as quick
as possible; does he think he can carry the day by himself? an opinion
of his own at these years - I confess I am exceedingly uneasy about
the lad.’
‘You make me uneasy too,’ said my mother; ‘but I really
think you are too hard upon the child; he is not a bad child, after
all, though not, perhaps, all you could wish him; he is always ready
to read the Bible. Let us go in; he is in the room above us; at
least he was two hours ago, I left him there bending over his books;
I wonder what he has been doing all this time, it is now getting late;
let us go in, and he shall read to us.’
‘I am getting old,’ said my father; ‘and I love to
hear the Bible read to me, for my own sight is something dim; yet I
do not wish the child to read to me this night, I cannot so soon forget
what I have heard; but I hear my eldest son’s voice, he is now
entering the gate; he shall read the Bible to us this night. What
say you?’
CHAPTER XXI
The eldest son - Saying of wild Finland - The critical time - Vaunting
polls - One thing wanted - A father’s blessing - Miracle of art
- The Pope’s house - Young enthusiast - Pictures of England -
Persist and wrestle - The little dark man.
The eldest son! The regard and affection which my father entertained
for his first-born were natural enough, and appeared to none more so
than myself, who cherished the same feelings towards him. What
he was as a boy the reader already knows, for the reader has seen him
as a boy; fain would I describe him at the time of which I am now speaking,
when he had attained the verge of manhood, but the pen fails me, and
I attempt not the task; and yet it ought to be an easy one, for how
frequently does his form visit my mind’s eye in slumber and in
wakefulness, in the light of day and in the night watches; but last
night I saw him in his beauty and his strength; he was about to speak,
and my ear was on the stretch, when at once I awoke, and there was I
alone, and the night storm was howling amidst the branches of the pines
which surround my lonely dwelling: ‘Listen to the moaning of the
pine, at whose root thy hut is fastened,’ - a saying that, of
wild Finland, in which there is wisdom; I listened and thought of life
and death. . . . Of all human beings that I have ever known, that elder
brother was the most frank and generous, ay, and the quickest and readiest,
and the best adapted to do a great thing needful at the critical time,
when the delay of a moment would be fatal. I have known him dash
from a steep bank into a stream in his full dress, and pull out a man
who was drowning; yet there were twenty others bathing in the water,
who might have saved him by putting out a hand, without inconvenience
to themselves, which, however, they did not do, but stared with stupid
surprise at the drowning one’s struggles. Yes, whilst some
shouted from the bank to those in the water to save the drowning one,
and those in the water did nothing, my brother neither shouted nor stood
still, but dashed from the bank and did the one thing needful, which,
under such circumstances, not one man in a million would have done.
Now, who can wonder that a brave old man should love a son like this,
and prefer him to any other?
‘My boy, my own boy, you are the very image of myself, the day
I took off my coat in the park to fight Big Ben,’ said my father,
on meeting his son wet and dripping, immediately after his bold feat.
And who cannot excuse the honest pride of the old man - the stout old
man?
Ay, old man, that son was worthy of thee, and thou wast worthy of such
a son; a noble specimen wast thou of those strong single-minded Englishmen,
who, without making a parade either of religion or loyalty, feared God
and honoured their king, and were not particularly friendly to the French,
whose vaunting polls they occasionally broke, as at Minden and at Malplaquet,
to the confusion vast of the eternal foes of the English land.
I, who was so little like thee that thou understoodst me not, and in
whom with justice thou didst feel so little pride, had yet perception
enough to see all thy worth, and to feel it an honour to be able to
call myself thy son; and if at some no distant time, when the foreign
enemy ventures to insult our shore, I be permitted to break some vaunting
poll, it will be a triumph to me to think that, if thou hadst lived,
thou wouldst have hailed the deed, and mightest yet discover some distant
resemblance to thyself, the day when thou didst all but vanquish the
mighty Brain.
I have already spoken of my brother’s taste for painting, and
the progress he had made in that beautiful art. It is probable
that, if circumstances had not eventually diverted his mind from the
pursuit, he would have attained excellence, and left behind him some
enduring monument of his powers, for he had an imagination to conceive,
and that yet rarer endowment, a hand capable of giving life, body, and
reality to the conceptions of his mind; perhaps he wanted one thing,
the want of which is but too often fatal to the sons of genius, and
without which genius is little more than a splendid toy in the hands
of the possessor - perseverance, dogged perseverance, in his proper
calling; otherwise, though the grave had closed over him, he might still
be living in the admiration of his fellow-creatures. O ye gifted
ones, follow your calling, for, however various your talents may be,
ye can have but one calling capable of leading ye to eminence and renown;
follow resolutely the one straight path before you, it is that of your
good angel, let neither obstacles nor temptations induce ye to leave
it; bound along if you can; if not, on hands and knees follow it, perish
in it, if needful; but ye need not fear that; no one ever yet died in
the true path of his calling before he had attained the pinnacle.
Turn into other paths, and for a momentary advantage or gratification
ye have sold your inheritance, your immortality. Ye will never
be heard of after death.
‘My father has given me a hundred and fifty pounds,’ said
my brother to me one morning, ‘and something which is better -
his blessing. I am going to leave you.’
‘And where are you going?’
‘Where? to the great city; to London, to be sure.’
‘I should like to go with you.’
‘Pooh,’ said my brother, ‘what should you do there?
But don’t be discouraged, I daresay a time will come when you
too will go to London.’
And, sure enough, so it did, and all but too soon.
‘And what do you purpose doing there?’ I demanded.
‘Oh, I go to improve myself in art, to place myself under some
master of high name, at least I hope to do so eventually. I have,
however, a plan in my head, which I should wish first to execute; indeed,
I do not think I can rest till I have done so; every one talks so much
about Italy, and the wondrous artists which it has produced, and the
wondrous pictures which are to be found there; now I wish to see Italy,
or rather Rome, the great city, for I am told that in a certain room
there is contained the grand miracle of art.’
‘And what do you call it?’
‘The Transfiguration, painted by one Rafael, and it is said to
be the greatest work of the greatest painter whom the world has ever
known. I suppose it is because everybody says so, that I have
such a strange desire to see it. I have already made myself well
acquainted with its locality, and think that I could almost find my
way to it blindfold. When I have crossed the Tiber, which, as
you are aware, runs through Rome, I must presently turn to the right,
up a rather shabby street, which communicates with a large square, the
farther end of which is entirely occupied by the front of an immense
church, with a dome which ascends almost to the clouds, and this church
they call St. Peter’s.’
‘Ay, ay,’ said I, ‘I have read about that in Keysler’s
Travels.’
‘Before the church, in the square, are two fountains, one on either
side, casting up water in showers; between them, in the midst, is an
obelisk, brought from Egypt, and covered with mysterious writing; on
your right rises an edifice, not beautiful nor grand, but huge and bulky,
where lives a strange kind of priest whom men call the Pope, a very
horrible old individual, who would fain keep Christ in leading strings,
calls the Virgin Mary the Queen of Heaven, and himself God’s Lieutenant-General
upon earth.’
‘Ay, ay,’ said I, ‘I have read of him in Foxe’s
Book of Martyrs.’
‘Well, I do not go straight forward up the flight of steps conducting
into the church, but I turn to the right, and, passing under the piazza,
find myself in a court of the huge bulky house; and then ascend various
staircases, and pass along various corridors and galleries, all of which
I could describe to you, though I have never seen them; at last a door
is unlocked, and we enter a room rather high, but not particularly large,
communicating with another room, into which, however, I do not go, though
there are noble things in that second room - immortal things, by immortal
artists; amongst others, a grand piece of Correggio; I do not enter
it, for the grand picture of the world is not there; but I stand still
immediately on entering the first room, and I look straight before me,
neither to the right nor left, though there are noble things both on
the right and left, for immediately before me at the farther end, hanging
against the wall, is a picture which arrests me, and I can see nothing
else, for that picture at the farther end hanging against the wall is
the picture of the world. . . .’
Yes, go thy way, young enthusiast, and, whether to London town or to
old Rome, may success attend thee; yet strange fears assail me and misgivings
on thy account. Thou canst not rest, thou say’st, till thou
hast seen the picture in the chamber at old Rome hanging over against
the wall; ay, and thus thou dust exemplify thy weakness - thy strength
too, it may be - for the one idea, fantastic yet lovely, which now possesses
thee, could only have originated in a genial and fervent brain.
Well, go, if thou must go; yet it perhaps were better for thee to bide
in thy native land, and there, with fear and trembling, with groanings,
with straining eyeballs, toil, drudge, slave, till thou hast made excellence
thine own; thou wilt scarcely acquire it by staring at the picture over
against the door in the high chamber of old Rome. Seekest thou
inspiration? thou needest it not, thou hast it already; and it was never
yet found by crossing the sea. What hast thou to do with old Rome,
and thou an Englishman? ‘Did thy blood never glow at the
mention of thy native land?’ as an artist merely? Yes, I
trow, and with reason, for thy native land need not grudge old Rome
her ‘pictures of the world’; she has pictures of her own,
‘pictures of England’; and is it a new thing to toss up
caps and shout - England against the world? Yes, against the world
in all, in all; in science and in arms, in minstrel strain, and not
less in the art ‘which enables the hand to deceive the intoxicated
soul by means of pictures.’ Seek’st models? to Gainsborough
and Hogarth turn, not names of the world, maybe, but English names -
and England against the world! A living master? why, there he
comes! thou hast had him long, he has long guided thy young hand towards
the excellence which is yet far from thee, but which thou canst attain
if thou shouldst persist and wrestle, even as he has done, ’midst
gloom and despondency - ay, and even contempt; he who now comes up the
creaking stair to thy little studio in the second floor to inspect thy
last effort before thou departest, the little stout man whose face is
very dark, and whose eye is vivacious; that man has attained excellence,
destined some day to be acknowledged, though not till he is cold, and
his mortal part returned to its kindred clay. He has painted,
not pictures of the world, but English pictures, such as Gainsborough
himself might have done; beautiful rural pieces, with trees which might
well tempt the wild birds to perch upon them, thou needest not run to
Rome, brother, where lives the old Mariolater, after pictures of the
world, whilst at home there are pictures of England; nor needest thou
even go to London, the big city, in search of a master, for thou hast
one at home in the old East Anglian town who can instruct thee whilst
thou needest instruction: better stay at home, brother, at least for
a season, and toil and strive ’midst groanings and despondency
till thou hast attained excellence even as he has done - the little
dark man with the brown coat and the top-boots, whose name will one
day be considered the chief ornament of the old town, and whose works
will at no distant period rank amongst the proudest pictures of England
- and England against the world! - thy master, my brother, thy, at present,
all too little considered master - Crome.
CHAPTER XXII
Desire for novelty - Lives of the lawless - Countenances - Old yeoman
and dame - We live near the sea - Uncouth-looking volume - The other
condition - Draoitheac - A dilemma - The Antinomian - Lodowick Muggleton
- Almost blind - Anders Vedel.
But to proceed with my own story: I now ceased all at once to take much
pleasure in the pursuits which formerly interested me, I yawned over
Ab Gwilym, even as I now in my mind’s eye perceive the reader
yawning over the present pages. What was the cause of this? Constitutional
lassitude, or a desire for novelty? Both it is probable had some
influence in the matter, but I rather think that the latter feeling
was predominant. The parting words of my brother had sunk into
my mind. He had talked of travelling in strange regions and seeing
strange and wonderful objects, and my imagination fell to work, and
drew pictures of adventures wild and fantastic, and I thought what a
fine thing it must be to travel, and I wished that my father would give
me his blessing, and the same sum that he had given my brother, and
bid me go forth into the world; always forgetting that I had neither
talents nor energies at this period which would enable me to make any
successful figure on its stage.
And then I again sought up the book which had so captivated me in my
infancy, and I read it through; and I sought up others of a similar
character, and in seeking for them I met books also of adventure, but
by no means of a harmless description, lives of wicked and lawless men,
Murray and Latroon - books of singular power, but of coarse and prurient
imagination - books at one time highly in vogue; now deservedly forgotten,
and most difficult to be found.
And when I had gone through these books, what was my state of mind?
I had derived entertainment from their perusal, but they left me more
listless and unsettled than before, and really knew not what to do to
pass my time. My philological studies had become distasteful,
and I had never taken any pleasure in the duties of my profession.
I sat behind my desk in a state of torpor, my mind almost as blank as
the paper before me, on which I rarely traced a line. It was always
a relief to hear the bell ring, as it afforded me an opportunity of
doing something which I was yet capable of doing, to rise and open the
door and stare in the countenances of the visitors. All of a sudden
I fell to studying countenances, and soon flattered myself that I had
made considerable progress in the science.
‘There is no faith in countenances,’ said some Roman of
old; ‘trust anything but a person’s countenance.’
‘Not trust a man’s countenance?’ say some moderns,
‘why, it is the only thing in many people that we can trust; on
which account they keep it most assiduously out of the way. Trust
not a man’s words if you please, or you may come to very erroneous
conclusions; but at all times place implicit confidence in a man’s
countenance, in which there is no deceit; and of necessity there can
be none. If people would but look each other more in the face,
we should have less cause to complain of the deception of the world;
nothing so easy as physiognomy nor so useful.’ Somewhat
in this latter strain I thought at the time of which I am speaking.
I am now older, and, let us hope, less presumptuous. It is true
that in the course of my life I have scarcely ever had occasion to repent
placing confidence in individuals whose countenances have prepossessed
me in their favour; though to how many I may have been unjust, from
whose countenances I may have drawn unfavourable conclusions, is another
matter.
But it had been decreed by that Fate which governs our every action
that I was soon to return to my old pursuits. It was written that
I should not yet cease to be Lav-engro, though I had become, in my own
opinion, a kind of Lavater. It is singular enough that my renewed
ardour for philology seems to have been brought about indirectly by
my physiognomical researches, in which had I not indulged, the event
which I am about to relate, as far as connected with myself, might never
have occurred. Amongst the various countenances which I admitted
during the period of my answering the bell, there were two which particularly
pleased me, and which belonged to an elderly yeoman and his wife, whom
some little business had brought to our law sanctuary. I believe
they experienced from me some kindness and attention, which won the
old people’s hearts. So, one day, when their little business
had been brought to a conclusion, and they chanced to be alone with
me, who was seated as usual behind the deal desk in the outer room,
the old man with some confusion began to tell me how grateful himself
and dame felt for the many attentions I had shown them, and how desirous
they were to make me some remuneration. ‘Of course,’
said the old man, ‘we must be cautious what we offer to so fine
a young gentleman as yourself; we have, however, something we think
will just suit the occasion, a strange kind of thing which people say
is a book, though no one that my dame or myself have shown it to can
make anything out of it; so as we are told that you are a fine young
gentleman, who can read all the tongues of the earth and stars, as the
Bible says, we thought, I and my dame, that it would be just the thing
you would like and my dame has it now at the bottom of her basket.’
‘A book!’ said I, ‘how did you come by it?’
‘We live near the sea,’ said the old man; ‘so near
that sometimes our thatch is wet with the spray; and it may now be a
year ago that there was a fearful storm, and a ship was driven ashore
during the night, and ere the morn was a complete wreck. When
we got up at daylight, there were the poor shivering crew at our door;
they were foreigners, red-haired men, whose speech we did not understand;
but we took them in, and warmed them, and they remained with us three
days; and when they went away they left behind them this thing, here
it is, part of the contents of a box which was washed ashore.’
‘And did you learn who they were?’
‘Why, yes; they made us understand that they were Danes.’
Danes! thought I, Danes! and instantaneously, huge and grisly, appeared
to rise up before my vision the skull of the old pirate Dane, even as
I had seen it of yore in the pent-house of the ancient church to which,
with my mother and my brother, I had wandered on the memorable summer
eve.
And now the old man handed me the book; a strange and uncouth-looking
volume enough. It was not very large, but instead of the usual
covering was bound in wood, and was compressed with strong iron clasps.
It was a printed book, but the pages were not of paper, but vellum,
and the characters were black, and resembled those generally termed
Gothic.
‘It is certainly a curious book,’ said I; ‘and I should
like to have it, but I can’t think of taking it as a gift, I must
give you an equivalent, I never take presents from anybody.’
The old man whispered with his dame and chuckled, and then turned his
face to me, and said, with another chuckle, ‘Well, we have agreed
about the price, but, maybe, you will not consent.’
‘I don’t know,’ said I; ‘what do you demand?’
‘Why, that you shake me by the hand, and hold out your cheek to
my old dame, she has taken an affection to you.’
‘I shall be very glad to shake you by the hand,’ said I,
‘but as for the other condition, it requires consideration.’
‘No consideration at all,’ said the old man, with something
like a sigh; ‘she thinks you like her son, our only child, that
was lost twenty years ago in the waves of the North Sea.’
‘Oh, that alters the case altogether,’ said I, ‘and
of course I can have no objection.’
And now at once I shook off my listlessness, to enable me to do which
nothing could have happened more opportune than the above event.
The Danes, the Danes! And was I at last to become acquainted,
and in so singular a manner, with the speech of a people which had as
far back as I could remember exercised the strongest influence over
my imagination, as how should they not! - in infancy there was the summer-eve
adventure, to which I often looked back, and always with a kind of strange
interest with respect to those to whom such gigantic and wondrous bones
could belong as I had seen on that occasion; and, more than this, I
had been in Ireland, and there, under peculiar circumstances, this same
interest was increased tenfold. I had mingled much whilst there
with the genuine Irish - a wild but kind-hearted race, whose conversation
was deeply imbued with traditionary lore, connected with the early history
of their own romantic land, and from them I heard enough of the Danes,
but nothing commonplace, for they never mentioned them but in terms
which tallied well with my own preconceived ideas. For at an early
period the Danes had invaded Ireland, and had subdued it, and, though
eventually driven out, had left behind them an enduring remembrance
in the minds of the people, who loved to speak of their strength and
their stature, in evidence of which they would point to the ancient
raths or mounds where the old Danes were buried, and where bones of
extraordinary size were occasionally exhumed. And as the Danes
surpassed other people in strength, so, according to my narrators, they
also excelled all others in wisdom, or rather in Draoitheac, or magic,
for they were powerful sorcerers, they said, compared with whom the
fairy men of the present day knew nothing at all, at all; and, amongst
other wonderful things, they knew how to make strong beer from the heather
that grows upon the bogs. Little wonder if the interest, the mysterious
interest, which I had early felt about the Danes, was increased tenfold
by my sojourn in Ireland.
And now I had in my possession a Danish book, which, from its appearance,
might be supposed to have belonged to the very old Danes indeed; but
how was I to turn it to any account? I had the book, it is true,
but I did not understand the language, and how was I to overcome that
difficulty? hardly by poring over the book; yet I did pore over the
book, daily and nightly, till my eyes were dim, and it appeared to me
that every now and then I encountered words which I understood - English
words, though strangely disguised; and I said to myself, Courage!
English and Danish are cognate dialects, a time will come when I shall
understand this Danish; and then I pored over the book again, but with
all my poring I could not understand it; and then I became angry, and
I bit my lips till the blood came; and I occasionally tore a handful
from my hair, and flung it upon the floor, but that did not mend the
matter, for still I did not understand the book, which, however, I began
to see was written in rhyme - a circumstance rather difficult to discover
at first, the arrangement of the lines not differing from that which
is employed in prose; and its being written in rhyme made me only the
more eager to understand it.
But I toiled in vain, for I had neither grammar nor dictionary of the
language; and when I sought for them could procure neither; and I was
much dispirited, till suddenly a bright thought came into my head, and
I said, although I cannot obtain a dictionary or grammar, I can perhaps
obtain a Bible in this language, and if I can procure a Bible, I can
learn the language, for the Bible in every tongue contains the same
thing, and I have only to compare the words of the Danish Bible with
those of the English, and, if I persevere, I shall in time acquire the
language of the Danes; and I was pleased with the thought, which I considered
to be a bright one, and I no longer bit my lips, or tore my hair, but
I took my hat, and, going forth, I flung my hat into the air.
And when my hat came down, I put it on my head and commenced running,
directing my course to the house of the Antinomian preacher, who sold
books, and whom I knew to have Bibles in various tongues amongst the
number, and I arrived out of breath, and I found the Antinomian in his
little library, dusting his books; and the Antinomian clergyman was
a tall man of about seventy, who wore a hat with a broad brim and a
shallow crown, and whose manner of speaking was exceedingly nasal; and
when I saw him, I cried, out of breath, ‘Have you a Danish Bible?’
and he replied, ‘What do you want it for, friend?’ and I
answered, ‘To learn Danish by’; ‘And maybe to learn
thy duty,’ replied the Antinomian preacher. ‘Truly,
I have it not, but, as you are a customer of mine, I will endeavour
to procure you one, and I will write to that laudable society which
men call the Bible Society, an unworthy member of which I am, and I
hope by next week to procure what you desire.’
And when I heard these words of the old man, I was very glad, and my
heart yearned towards him, and I would fain enter into conversation
with him; and I said, ‘Why are you an Antinomian? For my
part I would rather be a dog than belong to such a religion.’
‘Nay, friend,’ said the Antinomian, ‘thou forejudgest
us; know that those who call us Antinomians call us so despitefully,
we do not acknowledge the designation.’ ‘Then you
do not set all law at nought?’ said I. ‘Far be it
from us,’ said the old man, ‘we only hope that, being sanctified
by the Spirit from above, we have no need of the law to keep us in order.
Did you ever hear tell of Lodowick Muggleton?’ ‘Not
I.’ ‘That is strange; know then that he was the founder
of our poor society, and after him we are frequently, though opprobriously,
termed Muggletonians, for we are Christians. Here is his book,
which, perhaps, you can do no better than purchase, you are fond of
rare books, and this is both curious and rare; I will sell it cheap.
Thank you, and now be gone, I will do all I can to procure the Bible.’
And in this manner I procured the Danish Bible, and I commenced my task;
first of all, however, I locked up in a closet the volume which had
excited my curiosity, saying, ‘Out of this closet thou comest
not till I deem myself competent to read thee,’ and then I sat
down in right earnest, comparing every line in the one version with
the corresponding one in the other; and I passed entire nights in this
manner, till I was almost blind, and the task was tedious enough at
first, but I quailed not, and soon began to make progress: and at first
I had a misgiving that the old book might not prove a Danish book, but
was soon reassured by reading many words in the Bible which I remembered
to have seen in the book; and then I went on right merrily, and I found
that the language which I was studying was by no means a difficult one,
and in less than a month I deemed myself able to read the book.
Anon, I took the book from the closet, and proceeded to make myself
master of its contents; I had some difficulty, for the language of the
book, though in the main the same as the language of the Bible, differed
from it in some points, being apparently a more ancient dialect; by
degrees, however, I overcame this difficulty, and I understood the contents
of the book, and well did they correspond with all those ideas in which
I had indulged connected with the Danes. For the book was a book
of ballads, about the deeds of knights and champions, and men of huge
stature; ballads which from time immemorial had been sung in the North,
and which some two centuries before the time of which I am speaking
had been collected by one Anders Vedel, who lived with a certain Tycho
Brahe, and assisted him in making observations upon the heavenly bodies,
at a place called Uranias Castle, on the little island of Hveen, in
the Cattegat.
CHAPTER XXIII
The two individuals - The long pipe - The Germans - Werther - The female
Quaker - Suicide - Gibbon - Jesus of Bethlehem - Fill your glass - Shakespeare
- English at Minden - Melancholy Swayne Vonved - The fifth dinner -
Strange doctrines - Are you happy? - Improve yourself in German.
It might be some six months after the events last recorded, that two
individuals were seated together in a certain room, in a certain street
of the old town which I have so frequently had occasion to mention in
the preceding pages; one of them was an elderly, and the other a very
young man, and they sat on either side of a fireplace, beside a table
on which were fruit and wine; the room was a small one, and in its furniture
exhibited nothing remarkable. Over the mantelpiece, however, hung
a small picture with naked figures in the foreground, and with much
foliage behind. It might not have struck every beholder, for it
looked old and smoke-dried; but a connoisseur, on inspecting it closely,
would have pronounced it to be a judgment of Paris, and a masterpiece
of the Flemish school.
The forehead of the elder individual was high, and perhaps appeared
more so than it really was, from the hair being carefully brushed back,
as if for the purpose of displaying to the best advantage that part
of the cranium; his eyes were large and full, and of a light brown,
and might have been called heavy and dull, had they not been occasionally
lighted up by a sudden gleam - not so brilliant however as that which
at every inhalation shone from the bowl of the long clay pipe which
he was smoking, but which, from a certain sucking sound which about
this time began to be heard from the bottom, appeared to be giving notice
that it would soon require replenishment from a certain canister, which,
together with a lighted taper, stood upon the table beside him.
‘You do not smoke?’ said he, at length, laying down his
pipe, and directing his glance to his companion.
Now there was at least one thing singular connected with this last,
namely, the colour of his hair, which, notwithstanding his extreme youth,
appeared to be rapidly becoming gray. He had very long limbs,
and was apparently tall of stature, in which he differed from his elderly
companion, who must have been somewhat below the usual height.
‘No, I can’t smoke,’ said the youth, in reply to the
observation of the other; ‘I have often tried, but could never
succeed to my satisfaction.’
‘Is it possible to become a good German without smoking?’
said the senior, half speaking to himself.
‘I daresay not,’ said the youth; ‘but I shan’t
break my heart on that account.’
‘As for breaking your heart, of course you would never think of
such a thing; he is a fool who breaks his heart on any account; but
it is good to be a German, the Germans are the most philosophic people
in the world, and the greatest smokers: now I trace their philosophy
to their smoking.’
‘I have heard say their philosophy is all smoke - is that your
opinion?’
‘Why, no; but smoking has a sedative effect upon the nerves, and
enables a man to bear the sorrows of this life (of which every one has
his share) not only decently, but dignifiedly. Suicide is not
a national habit in Germany as it is in England.’
‘But that poor creature, Werther, who committed suicide, was a
German.’
‘Werther is a fictitious character, and by no means a felicitous
one; I am no admirer either of Werther or his author. But I should
say that, if there ever was a Werther in Germany, he did not smoke.
Werther, as you very justly observe, was a poor creature.’
‘And a very sinful one; I have heard my parents say that suicide
is a great crime.’
‘Broadly, and without qualification, to say that suicide is a
crime, is speaking somewhat unphilosophically. No doubt suicide,
under many circumstances, is a crime, a very heinous one. When
the father of a family, for example, to escape from certain difficulties,
commits suicide, he commits a crime; there are those around him who
look to him for support, by the law of nature, and he has no right to
withdraw himself from those who have a claim upon his exertions; he
is a person who decamps with other people’s goods as well as his
own. Indeed, there can be no crime which is not founded upon the
depriving others of something which belongs to them. A man is
hanged for setting fire to his house in a crowded city, for he burns
at the same time or damages those of other people; but if a man who
has a house on a heath sets fire to it, he is not hanged, for he has
not damaged or endangered any other individual’s property, and
the principle of revenge, upon which all punishment is founded, has
not been aroused. Similar to such a case is that of the man who,
without any family ties, commits suicide; for example, were I to do
the thing this evening, who would have a right to call me to account?
I am alone in the world, have no family to support, and, so far from
damaging any one, should even benefit my heir by my accelerated death.
However, I am no advocate for suicide under any circumstances; there
is something undignified in it, unheroic, un-Germanic. But if
you must commit suicide - and there is no knowing to what people may
be brought - always contrive to do it as decorously as possible; the
decencies, whether of life or of death, should never be lost sight of.
I remember a female Quaker who committed suicide by cutting her throat,
but she did it decorously and decently: kneeling down over a pail, so
that not one drop fell upon the floor; thus exhibiting in her last act
that nice sense of neatness for which Quakers are distinguished.
I have always had a respect for that woman’s memory.’
And here, filling his pipe from the canister, and lighting it at the
taper, he recommenced smoking calmly and sedately.
‘But is not suicide forbidden in the Bible?’ the youth demanded.
‘Why, no; but what though it were! - the Bible is a respectable
book, but I should hardly call it one whose philosophy is of the soundest.
I have said that it is a respectable book; I mean respectable from its
antiquity, and from containing, as Herder says, “the earliest
records of the human race,” though those records are far from
being dispassionately written, on which account they are of less value
than they otherwise might have been. There is too much passion
in the Bible, too much violence; now, to come to all truth, especially
historic truth, requires cool dispassionate investigation, for which
the Jews do not appear to have ever been famous. We are ourselves
not famous for it, for we are a passionate people; the Germans are not
- they are not a passionate people - a people celebrated for their oaths;
we are. The Germans have many excellent historic writers, we .
. . ’tis true we have Gibbon . . . You have been reading Gibbon
- what do you think of him?’
‘I think him a very wonderful writer.’
‘He is a wonderful writer - one sui generis - uniting the
perspicuity of the English - for we are perspicuous - with the cool
dispassionate reasoning of the Germans. Gibbon sought after the
truth, found it, and made it clear.’
‘Then you think Gibbon a truthful writer?’
‘Why, yes; who shall convict Gibbon of falsehood? Many people
have endeavoured to convict Gibbon of falsehood; they have followed
him in his researches, and have never found him once tripping.
Oh, he is a wonderful writer! his power of condensation is admirable;
the lore of the whole world is to be found in his pages. Sometimes
in a single note he has given us the result of the study of years; or,
to speak metaphorically, “he has ransacked a thousand Gulistans,
and has condensed all his fragrant booty into a single drop of otto.”’
‘But was not Gibbon an enemy to the Christian faith?’
‘Why, no; he was rather an enemy to priestcraft, so am I; and
when I say the philosophy of the Bible is in many respects unsound,
I always wish to make an exception in favour of that part of it which
contains the life and sayings of Jesus of Bethlehem, to which I must
always concede my unqualified admiration - of Jesus, mind you; for with
his followers and their dogmas I have nothing to do. Of all historic
characters Jesus is the most beautiful and the most heroic. I
have always been a friend to hero-worship, it is the only rational one,
and has always been in use amongst civilised people - the worship of
spirits is synonymous with barbarism - it is mere fetish; the savages
of West Africa are all spirit-worshippers. But there is something
philosophic in the worship of the heroes of the human race, and the
true hero is the benefactor. Brahma, Jupiter, Bacchus, were all
benefactors, and, therefore, entitled to the worship of their respective
peoples. The Celts worshipped Hesus, who taught them to plough,
a highly useful art. We, who have attained a much higher state
of civilisation than the Celts ever did, worship Jesus, the first who
endeavoured to teach men to behave decently and decorously under all
circumstances; who was the foe of vengeance, in which there is something
highly indecorous; who had first the courage to lift his voice against
that violent dogma, “an eye for an eye”; who shouted conquer,
but conquer with kindness; who said put up the sword, a violent unphilosophic
weapon; and who finally died calmly and decorously in defence of his
philosophy. He must be a savage who denies worship to the hero
of Golgotha.’
‘But he was something more than a hero; he was the Son of God,
wasn’t he?’
The elderly individual made no immediate answer; but, after a few more
whiffs from his pipe, exclaimed, ‘Come, fill your glass!
How do you advance with your translation of Tell’?
‘It is nearly finished; but I do not think I shall proceed with
it; I begin to think the original somewhat dull.’
‘There you are wrong; it is the masterpiece of Schiller, the first
of German poets.’
‘It may be so,’ said the youth. ‘But, pray excuse
me, I do not think very highly of German poetry. I have lately
been reading Shakespeare; and, when I turn from him to the Germans -
even the best of them - they appear mere pigmies. You will pardon
the liberty I perhaps take in saying so.’
‘I like that every one should have an opinion of his own,’
said the elderly individual; ‘and, what is more, declare it.
Nothing displeases me more than to see people assenting to everything
that they hear said; I at once come to the conclusion that they are
either hypocrites, or there is nothing in them. But, with respect
to Shakespeare, whom I have not read for thirty years, is he not rather
given to bombast, “crackling bombast,” as I think I have
said in one of my essays?’
‘I daresay he is,’ said the youth; ‘but I can’t
help thinking him the greatest of all poets, not even excepting Homer.
I would sooner have written that series of plays, founded on the fortunes
of the House of Lancaster, than the Iliad itself. The events
described are as lofty as those sung by Homer in his great work, and
the characters brought upon the stage still more interesting.
I think Hotspur as much of a hero as Hector, and young Henry more of
a man than Achilles; and then there is the fat knight, the quintessence
of fun, wit, and rascality. Falstaff is a creation beyond the
genius even of Homer.’
‘You almost tempt me to read Shakespeare again - but the Germans?’
‘I don’t admire the Germans,’ said the youth, somewhat
excited. ‘I don’t admire them in any point of view.
I have heard my father say that, though good sharpshooters, they can’t
be much depended upon as soldiers; and that old Sergeant Meredith told
him that Minden would never have been won but for the two English regiments,
who charged the French with fixed bayonets, and sent them to the right-about
in double-quick time. With respect to poetry, setting Shakespeare
and the English altogether aside, I think there is another Gothic nation,
at least, entitled to dispute with them the palm. Indeed, to my
mind, there is more genuine poetry contained in the old Danish book
which I came so strangely by, than has been produced in Germany from
the period of the Niebelungen lay to the present.’
‘Ah, the Koempe Viser?’ said the elderly individual, breathing
forth an immense volume of smoke, which he had been collecting during
the declamation of his young companion. ‘There are singular
things in that book, I must confess; and I thank you for showing it
to me, or rather your attempt at translation. I was struck with
that ballad of Orm Ungarswayne, who goes by night to the grave-hill
of his father to seek for counsel. And then, again, that strange
melancholy Swayne Vonved, who roams about the world propounding people
riddles; slaying those who cannot answer, and rewarding those who can
with golden bracelets. Were it not for the violence, I should
say that ballad has a philosophic tendency. I thank you for making
me acquainted with the book, and I thank the Jew Mousha for making me
acquainted with you.’
‘That Mousha was a strange customer,’ said the youth, collecting
himself.
‘He was a strange customer,’ said the elder individual,
breathing forth a gentle cloud. ‘I love to exercise hospitality
to wandering strangers, especially foreigners; and when he came to this
place, pretending to teach German and Hebrew, I asked him to dinner.
After the first dinner, he asked me to lend him five pounds; I did
lend him five pounds. After the fifth dinner, he asked me to lend
him fifty pounds; I did not lend him the fifty pounds.’
‘He was as ignorant of German as of Hebrew,’ said the youth;
‘on which account he was soon glad, I suppose, to transfer his
pupil to some one else.’
‘He told me,’ said the elder individual, ‘that he
intended to leave a town where he did not find sufficient encouragement;
and, at the same time, expressed regret at being obliged to abandon
a certain extraordinary pupil, for whom he had a particular regard.
Now I, who have taught many people German from the love which I bear
to it, and the desire which I feel that it should be generally diffused,
instantly said that I should be happy to take his pupil off his hands,
and afford him what instruction I could in German, for, as to Hebrew,
I have never taken much interest in it. Such was the origin of
our acquaintance. You have been an apt scholar. Of late,
however, I have seen little of you - what is the reason?’
The youth made no answer.
‘You think, probably, that you have learned all I can teach you?
Well, perhaps you are right.’
‘Not so, not so,’ said the young man eagerly; ‘before
I knew you I knew nothing, and am still very ignorant; but of late my
father’s health has been very much broken, and he requires attention;
his spirits also have become low, which, to tell you the truth, he attributes
to my misconduct. He says that I have imbibed all kinds of strange
notions and doctrines, which will, in all probability, prove my ruin,
both here and hereafter; which - which - ’
‘Ah! I understand,’ said the elder, with another calm
whiff. ‘I have always had a kind of respect for your father,
for there is something remarkable in his appearance, something heroic,
and I would fain have cultivated his acquaintance; the feeling, however,
has not been reciprocated. I met him, the other day, up the road,
with his cane and dog, and saluted him; he did not return my salutation.’
‘He has certain opinions of his own,’ said the youth, ‘which
are widely different from those which he has heard that you profess.’
‘I respect a man for entertaining an opinion of his own,’
said the elderly individual. ‘I hold certain opinions; but
I should not respect an individual the more for adopting them.
All I wish for is tolerance, which I myself endeavour to practise.
I have always loved the truth, and sought it; if I have not found it,
the greater my misfortune.’
‘Are you happy?’ said the young man.
‘Why, no! And, between ourselves, it is that which induces
me to doubt sometimes the truth of my opinions. My life, upon
the whole, I consider a failure; on which account, I would not counsel
you, or any one, to follow my example too closely. It is getting
late, and you had better be going, especially as your father, you say,
is anxious about you. But, as we may never meet again, I think
there are three things which I may safely venture to press upon you.
The first is, that the decencies and gentlenesses should never be lost
sight of, as the practice of the decencies and gentlenesses is at all
times compatible with independence of thought and action. The
second thing which I would wish to impress upon you is, that there is
always some eye upon us; and that it is impossible to keep anything
we do from the world, as it will assuredly be divulged by somebody as
soon as it is his interest to do so. The third thing which I would
wish to press upon you - ’
‘Yes,’ said the youth, eagerly bending forward.
‘Is - ’ and here the elderly individual laid down his pipe
upon the table - ‘that it will be as well to go on improving yourself
in German!’
CHAPTER XXIV
The alehouse-keeper - Compassion for the rich - Old English gentleman
- How is this? - Madeira - The Greek Parr - Twenty languages - Whiter’s
health - About the fight - A sporting gentleman - The flattened nose
- Lend us that pightle - The surly nod.
‘Holloa, master! can you tell us where the fight is likely to
be?’
Such were the words shouted out to me by a short thick fellow, in brown
top-boots, and bareheaded, who stood, with his hands in his pockets,
at the door of a country alehouse as I was passing by.
Now, as I knew nothing about the fight, and as the appearance of the
man did not tempt me greatly to enter into conversation with him, I
merely answered in the negative, and continued my way.
It was a fine lovely morning in May, the sun shone bright above, and
the birds were carolling in the hedgerows. I was wont to be cheerful
at such seasons, for, from my earliest recollection, sunshine and the
song of birds have been dear to me; yet, about that period, I was not
cheerful, my mind was not at rest; I was debating within myself, and
the debate was dreary and unsatisfactory enough. I sighed, and
turning my eyes upward, I ejaculated, ‘What is truth?’
But suddenly, by a violent effort breaking away from my meditations,
I hastened forward; one mile, two miles, three miles were speedily left
behind; and now I came to a grove of birch and other trees, and opening
a gate I passed up a kind of avenue, and soon arriving before a large
brick house, of rather antique appearance, knocked at the door.
In this house there lived a gentleman with whom I had business.
He was said to be a genuine old English gentleman, and a man of considerable
property; at this time, however, he wanted a thousand pounds, as gentlemen
of considerable property every now and then do. I had brought
him a thousand pounds in my pocket, for it is astonishing how many eager
helpers the rich find, and with what compassion people look upon their
distresses. He was said to have good wine in his cellar.
‘Is your master at home?’ said I, to a servant who appeared
at the door.
‘His worship is at home, young man,’ said the servant, as
he looked at my shoes, which bore evidence that I had come walking.
‘I beg your pardon, sir,’ he added, as he looked me in the
face.
‘Ay, ay, servants,’ thought I, as I followed the man into
the house, ‘always look people in the face when you open the door,
and do so before you look at their shoes, or you may mistake the heir
of a Prime Minister for a shopkeeper’s son.’
I found his worship a jolly, red-faced gentleman, of about fifty-five;
he was dressed in a green coat, white corduroy breeches, and drab gaiters,
and sat on an old-fashioned leather sofa, with two small, thoroughbred,
black English terriers, one on each side of him. He had all the
appearance of a genuine old English gentleman who kept good wine in
his cellar.
‘Sir,’ said I, ‘I have brought you a thousand pounds’;
and I said this after the servant had retired, and the two terriers
had ceased the barking which is natural to all such dogs at the sight
of a stranger.
And when the magistrate had received the money, and signed and returned
a certain paper which I handed to him, he rubbed his hands, and looking
very benignantly at me, exclaimed -
‘And now, young gentleman, that our business is over, perhaps
you can tell me where the fight is to take place?’
‘I am sorry, sir,’ said I, ‘that I can’t inform
you, but everybody seems to be anxious about it’; and then I told
him what had occurred to me on the road with the alehouse-keeper.
‘I know him,’ said his worship; ‘he’s a tenant
of mine, and a good fellow, somewhat too much in my debt though.
But how is this, young gentleman, you look as if you had been walking;
you did not come on foot?’
‘Yes, sir, I came on foot.’
‘On foot! why it is sixteen miles.’
‘I shan’t be tired when I have walked back.’
‘You can’t ride, I suppose?’
‘Better than I can walk.’
‘Then why do you walk?’
‘I have frequently to make journeys connected with my profession;
sometimes I walk, sometimes I ride, just as the whim takes me.’
‘Will you take a glass of wine?’
‘Yes.’
‘That’s right; what shall it be?’
‘Madeira!’
The magistrate gave a violent slap on his knee; ‘I like your taste,’
said he, ‘I am fond of a glass of Madeira myself, and can give
you such a one as you will not drink every day; sit down, young gentleman,
you shall have a glass of Madeira, and the best I have.’
Thereupon he got up, and, followed by his two terriers, walked slowly
out of the room.
I looked round the room, and, seeing nothing which promised me much
amusement, I sat down, and fell again into my former train of thought.
‘What is truth?’ said I.
‘Here it is,’ said the magistrate, returning at the end
of a quarter of an hour, followed by the servant with a tray; ‘here’s
the true thing, or I am no judge, far less a justice. It has been
thirty years in my cellar last Christmas. There,’ said he
to the servant, ‘put it down, and leave my young friend and me
to ourselves. Now, what do you think of it?’
‘It is very good,’ said I.
‘Did you ever taste better Madeira?’
‘I never before tasted Madeira.’
‘Then you ask for a wine without knowing what it is?’
‘I ask for it, sir, that I may know what it is.’
‘Well, there is logic in that, as Parr would say; you have heard
of Parr?’
‘Old Parr?’
‘Yes, old Parr, but not that Parr; you mean the English, I the
Greek Parr, as people call him.’
‘I don’t know him.’
‘Perhaps not - rather too young for that, but were you of my age,
you might have cause to know him, coming from where you do. He
kept school there, I was his first scholar; he flogged Greek into me
till I loved him - and he loved me: he came to see me last year, and
sat in that chair; I honour Parr - he knows much, and is a sound man.’
‘Does he know the truth?’
‘Know the truth! he knows what’s good, from an oyster to
an ostrich - he’s not only sound, but round.’
‘Suppose we drink his health?’
‘Thank you, boy: here’s Parr’s health, and Whiter’s.’
‘Who is Whiter?’
‘Don’t you know Whiter? I thought everybody knew Reverend
Whiter the philologist, though I suppose you scarcely know what that
means. A man fond of tongues and languages, quite out of your
way - he understands some twenty; what do you say to that?’
‘Is he a sound man?’
‘Why, as to that, I scarcely know what to say: he has got queer
notions in his head - wrote a book to prove that all words came originally
from the earth - who knows? Words have roots, and roots live in
the earth; but, upon the whole, I should not call him altogether a sound
man, though he can talk Greek nearly as fast as Parr.’
‘Is he a round man?’
‘Ay, boy, rounder than Parr; I’ll sing you a song, if you
like, which will let you into his character:-
‘Give me the haunch of a buck to eat, and to drink Madeira old,
And a gentle wife to rest with, and in my arms to fold,
An Arabic book to study, a Norfolk cob to ride,
And a house to live in shaded with trees, and near to a river side;
With such good things around me, and blessed with good health withal,
Though I should live for a hundred years, for death I would not call.
Here’s to Whiter’s health - so you know nothing about the
fight?’
‘No, sir; the truth is, that of late I have been very much occupied
with various matters, otherwise I should, perhaps, have been able to
afford you some information - boxing is a noble art.’
‘Can you box?’
‘A little.’
‘I tell you what, my boy; I honour you, and provided your education
had been a little less limited, I should have been glad to see you here
in company with Parr and Whiter; both can box. Boxing is, as you
say, a noble art - a truly English art; may I never see the day when
Englishmen shall feel ashamed of it, or blacklegs and blackguards bring
it into disgrace. I am a magistrate, and, of course, cannot patronise
the thing very openly, yet I sometimes see a prize fight: I saw the
Game Chicken beat Gulley.’
‘Did you ever see Big Ben?’
‘No; why do you ask?’ But here we heard a noise, like
that of a gig driving up to the door, which was immediately succeeded
by a violent knocking and ringing, and after a little time the servant
who had admitted me made his appearance in the room. ‘Sir,’
said he, with a certain eagerness of manner, ‘here are two gentlemen
waiting to speak to you.’
‘Gentlemen waiting to speak to me! who are they?’
‘I don’t know, sir,’ said the servant; ‘but
they look like sporting gentlemen, and - and’ - here he hesitated;
‘from a word or two they dropped, I almost think that they come
about the fight.’
‘About the fight!’ said the magistrate. ‘No;
that can hardly be; however, you had better show them in.’
Heavy steps were now heard ascending the stairs, and the servant ushered
two men into the apartment. Again there was a barking, but louder
than that which had been directed against myself, for here were two
intruders; both of them were remarkable-looking men, but to the foremost
of them the most particular notice may well be accorded: he was a man
somewhat under thirty, and nearly six feet in height. He was dressed
in a blue coat, white corduroy breeches, fastened below the knee with
small golden buttons; on his legs he wore white lamb’s-wool stockings,
and on his feet shoes reaching to the ankles; round his neck was a handkerchief
of the blue and bird’s eye pattern; he wore neither whiskers nor
moustaches, and appeared not to delight in hair, that of his head, which
was of a light brown, being closely cropped; the forehead was rather
high, but somewhat narrow; the face neither broad nor sharp, perhaps
rather sharp than broad; the nose was almost delicate; the eyes were
gray, with an expression in which there was sternness blended with something
approaching to feline; his complexion was exceedingly pale, relieved,
however, by certain pock-marks, which here and there studded his countenance;
his form was athletic, but lean; his arms long. In the whole appearance
of the man there was a blending of the bluff and the sharp. You
might have supposed him a bruiser; his dress was that of one in all
its minutiae; something was wanting, however, in his manner - the quietness
of the professional man; he rather looked like one performing the part
- well - very well - but still performing a part. His companion!
- there, indeed, was the bruiser - no mistake about him: a tall massive
man, with a broad countenance and a flattened nose; dressed like a bruiser,
but not like a bruiser going into the ring; he wore white-topped boots,
and a loose brown jockey coat.
As the first advanced towards the table, behind which the magistrate
sat, he doffed a white castor from his head, and made rather a genteel
bow; looking at me, who sat somewhat on one side, he gave a kind of
nod of recognition.
‘May I request to know who you are, gentlemen?’ said the
magistrate.
‘Sir,’ said the man in a deep, but not unpleasant voice,
‘allow me to introduce to you my friend, Mr. -, the celebrated
pugilist’; and he motioned with his hand towards the massive man
with the flattened nose.
‘And your own name, sir?’ said the magistrate.
‘My name is no matter,’ said the man; ‘were I to mention
it to you, it would awaken within you no feeling of interest.
It is neither Kean nor Belcher, and I have as yet done nothing to distinguish
myself like either of those individuals, or even like my friend here.
However, a time may come - we are not yet buried; and whensoever my
hour arrives, I hope I shall prove myself equal to my destiny, however
high -
‘Like bird that’s bred amongst the Helicons.’
And here a smile half theatrical passed over his features.
‘In what can I oblige you, sir?’ said the magistrate.
‘Well, sir; the soul of wit is brevity; we want a place for an
approaching combat between my friend here and a brave from town.
Passing by your broad acres this fine morning we saw a pightle, which
we deemed would suit. Lend us that pightle, and receive our thanks;
‘twould be a favour, though not much to grant: we neither ask
for Stonehenge nor for Tempe.’
My friend looked somewhat perplexed; after a moment, however, he said,
with a firm but gentlemanly air, ‘Sir, I am sorry that I cannot
comply with your request.’
‘Not comply!’ said the man, his brow becoming dark as midnight;
and with a hoarse and savage tone, ‘Not comply! why not?’
‘It is impossible, sir; utterly impossible!’
‘Why so?’
‘I am not compelled to give my reasons to you, sir, nor to any
man.’
‘Let me beg of you to alter your decision,’ said the man,
in a tone of profound respect.
‘Utterly impossible, sir; I am a magistrate.’
‘Magistrate! then fare ye well, for a green-coated buffer and
a Harmanbeck.’
‘Sir!’ said the magistrate, springing up with a face fiery
with wrath.
But, with a surly nod to me, the man left the apartment; and in a moment
more the heavy footsteps of himself and his companion were heard descending
the staircase.
‘Who is that man?’ said my friend, turning towards me.
‘A sporting gentleman, well known in the place from which I come.’
‘He appeared to know you.’
‘I have occasionally put on the gloves with him.’
‘What is his name?’
CHAPTER XXV
Doubts - Wise king of Jerusalem - Let me see - A thousand years - Nothing
new - The crowd - The hymn - Faith - Charles Wesley - There he stood
- Farewell, brother - Death - Sun, moon, and stars - Wind on the heath.
There was one question which I was continually asking myself at this
period, and which has more than once met the eyes of the reader who
has followed me through the last chapter: ‘What is truth?’
I had involved myself imperceptibly in a dreary labyrinth of doubt,
and, whichever way I turned, no reasonable prospect of extricating myself
appeared. The means by which I had brought myself into this situation
may be very briefly told; I had inquired into many matters, in order
that I might become wise, and I had read and pondered over the words
of the wise, so called, till I had made myself master of the sum of
human wisdom; namely, that everything is enigmatical and that man is
an enigma to himself; thence the cry of ‘What is truth?’
I had ceased to believe in the truth of that in which I had hitherto
trusted, and yet could find nothing in which I could put any fixed or
deliberate belief - I was, indeed, in a labyrinth! In what did
I not doubt? With respect to crime and virtue I was in doubt;
I doubted that the one was blamable and the other praiseworthy.
Are not all things subjected to the law of necessity? Assuredly
time and chance govern all things: Yet how can this be? alas!
Then there was myself; for what was I born? Are not all things
born to be forgotten? That’s incomprehensible: yet is it
not so? Those butterflies fall and are forgotten. In what
is man better than a butterfly? All then is born to be forgotten.
Ah! that was a pang indeed; ’tis at such a moment that a man wishes
to die. The wise king of Jerusalem, who sat in his shady arbours
beside his sunny fish-pools, saying so many fine things, wished to die,
when he saw that not only all was vanity, but that he himself was vanity.
Will a time come when all will be forgotten that now is beneath the
sun? If so, of what profit is life?
In truth it was a sore vexation of spirit to me when I saw, as the wise
man saw of old, that whatever I could hope to perform must necessarily
be of very temporary duration; and if so, why do it? I said to
myself, whatever name I can acquire, will it endure for eternity? scarcely
so. A thousand years? Let me see! what have I done already?
I have learnt Welsh, and have translated the songs of Ab Gwilym, some
ten thousand lines, into English rhyme; I have also learnt Danish, and
have rendered the old book of ballads cast by the tempest upon the beach
into corresponding English metre. Good! have I done enough already
to secure myself a reputation of a thousand years? No, no! certainly
not; I have not the slightest ground for hoping that my translations
from the Welsh and Danish will be read at the end of a thousand years.
Well, but I am only eighteen, and I have not stated all that I have
done; I have learnt many other tongues, and have acquired some knowledge
even of Hebrew and Arabic. Should I go on in this way till I am
forty, I must then be very learned; and perhaps, among other things,
may have translated the Talmud, and some of the great works of the Arabians.
Pooh! all this is mere learning and translation, and such will never
secure immortality. Translation is at best an echo, and it must
be a wonderful echo to be heard after the lapse of a thousand years.
No! all I have already done, and all I may yet do in the same way, I
may reckon as nothing - mere pastime; something else must be done.
I must either write some grand original work, or conquer an empire;
the one just as easy as the other. But am I competent to do either?
Yes, I think I am, under favourable circumstances. Yes, I think
I may promise myself a reputation of a thousand years, if I do but give
myself the necessary trouble. Well! but what’s a thousand
years after all, or twice a thousand years? Woe is me! I
may just as well sit still.
‘Would I had never been born!’ I said to myself; and a thought
would occasionally intrude: But was I ever born? Is not all that
I see a lie - a deceitful phantom? Is there a world, and earth,
and sky? Berkeley’s doctrine - Spinoza’s doctrine!
Dear reader, I had at that time never read either Berkeley or Spinoza.
I have still never read them; who are they, men of yesterday?
‘All is a lie - all a deceitful phantom,’ are old cries;
they come naturally from the mouths of those who, casting aside that
choicest shield against madness, simplicity, would fain be wise as God,
and can only know that they are naked. This doubting in the ‘universal
all’ is almost coeval with the human race: wisdom, so called,
was early sought after. All is a lie - a deceitful phantom - was
said when the world was yet young; its surface, save a scanty portion,
yet untrodden by human foot, and when the great tortoise yet crawled
about. All is a lie, was the doctrine of Buddh; and Buddh lived
thirty centuries before the wise king of Jerusalem, who sat in his arbours,
beside his sunny fish-pools, saying many fine things, and, amongst others,
‘There is nothing new under the sun!’
One day, whilst I bent my way to the heath of which I have spoken on
a former occasion, at the foot of the hills which formed it I came to
a place where a wagon was standing, but without horses, the shafts resting
on the ground; there was a crowd about it, which extended half-way up
the side of the neighbouring hill. The wagon was occupied by some
half a dozen men; some sitting, others standing - they were dressed
in sober-coloured habiliments of black or brown, cut in a plain and
rather uncouth fashion, and partially white with dust; their hair was
short, and seemed to have been smoothed down by the application of the
hand; all were bareheaded - sitting or standing, all were bareheaded.
One of them, a tall man, was speaking as I arrived; ere, however, I
could distinguish what he was saying, he left off, and then there was
a cry for a hymn ‘to the glory of God’ - that was the word.
It was a strange-sounding hymn, as well it might be, for everybody joined
in it: there were voices of all kinds, of men, of women, and of children
- of those who could sing and of those who could not - a thousand voices
all joined, and all joined heartily; no voice of all the multitude was
silent save mine. The crowd consisted entirely of the lower classes,
labourers and mechanics, and their wives and children - dusty people,
unwashed people, people of no account whatever, and yet they did not
look a mob. And when that hymn was over - and here let me observe
that, strange as it sounded, I have recalled that hymn to mind, and
it has seemed to tingle in my ears on occasions when all that pomp and
art could do to enhance religious solemnity was being done - in the
Sistine Chapel, what time the papal band was in full play, and the choicest
choristers of Italy poured forth their mellowest tones in presence of
Batuschca and his cardinals - on the ice of the Neva, what time the
long train of stately priests, with their noble beards and their flowing
robes of crimson and gold, with their ebony and ivory staves, stalked
along, chanting their Sclavonian litanies in advance of the mighty Emperor
of the North and his Priberjensky guard of giants, towards the orifice
through which the river, running below in its swiftness, is to receive
the baptismal lymph: - when the hymn was over, another man in the wagon
proceeded to address the people; he was a much younger man than the
last speaker; somewhat square built and about the middle height; his
face was rather broad, but expressive of much intelligence, and with
a peculiar calm and serious look; the accent in which he spoke indicated
that he was not of these parts, but from some distant district.
The subject of his address was faith, and how it could remove mountains.
It was a plain address, without any attempt at ornament, and delivered
in a tone which was neither loud nor vehement. The speaker was
evidently not a practised one - once or twice he hesitated as if for
words to express his meaning, but still he held on, talking of faith,
and how it could remove mountains: ‘It is the only thing we want,
brethren, in this world; if we have that, we are indeed rich, as it
will enable us to do our duty under all circumstances, and to bear our
lot, however hard it may be - and the lot of all mankind is hard - the
lot of the poor is hard, brethren - and who knows more of the poor than
I? - a poor man myself, and the son of a poor man: but are the rich
better off? not so, brethren, for God is just. The rich have their
trials too: I am not rich myself, but I have seen the rich with careworn
countenances; I have also seen them in madhouses; from which you may
learn, brethren, that the lot of all mankind is hard; that is, till
we lay hold of faith, which makes us comfortable under all circumstances;
whether we ride in gilded chariots or walk barefooted in quest of bread;
whether we be ignorant, whether we be wise - for riches and poverty,
ignorance and wisdom, brethren, each brings with it its peculiar temptations.
Well, under all these troubles, the thing which I would recommend you
to seek is one and the same - faith; faith in our Lord Jesus Christ,
who made us and allotted to each his station. Each has something
to do, brethren. Do it, therefore, but always in faith; without
faith we shall find ourselves sometimes at fault; but with faith never
- for faith can remove the difficulty. It will teach us to love
life, brethren, when life is becoming bitter, and to prize the blessings
around us; for as every man has his cares, brethren, so has each man
his blessings. It will likewise teach us not to love life over
much, seeing that we must one day part with it. It will teach
us to face death with resignation, and will preserve us from sinking
amidst the swelling of the river Jordan.’
And when he had concluded his address, he said, ‘Let us sing a
hymn, one composed by Master Charles Wesley - he was my countryman,
brethren.
‘Jesus, I cast my soul on Thee,
Mighty and merciful to save;
Thou shalt to death go down with me,
And lay me gently in the grave.
This body then shall rest in hope,
This body which the worms destroy;
For Thou shalt surely raise me up
To glorious life and endless joy.’
Farewell, preacher with the plain coat and the calm serious look!
I saw thee once again, and that was lately - only the other day.
It was near a fishing hamlet, by the sea-side, that I saw the preacher
again. He stood on the top of a steep monticle, used by pilots
as a look-out for vessels approaching that coast, a dangerous one, abounding
in rocks and quick-sands. There he stood on the monticle, preaching
to weather-worn fishermen and mariners gathered below upon the sand.
‘Who is he?’ said I to an old fisherman who stood beside
me with a book of hymns in his hand; but the old man put his hand to
his lips, and that was the only answer I received. Not a sound
was heard but the voice of the preacher and the roaring of the waves;
but the voice was heard loud above the roaring of the sea, for the preacher
now spoke with power, and his voice was not that of one who hesitates.
There he stood - no longer a young man, for his black locks were become
gray, even like my own; but there was the intelligent face, and the
calm serious look which had struck me of yore. There stood the
preacher, one of those men - and, thank God, their number is not few
- who, animated by the spirit of Christ, amidst much poverty, and, alas!
much contempt, persist in carrying the light of the Gospel amidst the
dark parishes of what, but for their instrumentality, would scarcely
be Christian England. I would have waited till he had concluded,
in order that I might speak to him, and endeavour to bring back the
ancient scene to his recollection, but suddenly a man came hurrying
towards the monticle, mounted on a speedy horse, and holding by the
bridle one yet more speedy, and he whispered to me, ‘Why loiterest
thou here? - knowest thou not all that is to be done before midnight?’
and he flung me the bridle; and I mounted on the horse of great speed,
and I followed the other, who had already galloped off. And as
I departed, I waved my hand to him on the monticle, and I shouted, ‘Farewell,
brother! the seed came up at last, after a long period!’ and then
I gave the speedy horse his way, and leaning over the shoulder of the
galloping horse, I said, ‘Would that my life had been like his
- even like that man’s!’
I now wandered along the heath, till I came to a place where, beside
a thick furze, sat a man, his eyes fixed intently on the red ball of
the setting sun.
‘That’s not you, Jasper?’
‘Indeed, brother!’
‘I’ve not seen you for years.’
‘How should you, brother?’
‘What brings you here?’
‘The fight, brother.’
‘Where are the tents?’
‘On the old spot, brother.’
‘Any news since we parted?’
‘Two deaths, brother.’
‘Who are dead, Jasper?’
‘Father and mother, brother.’
‘Where did they die?’
‘Where they were sent, brother.’
‘And Mrs. Herne?’
‘She’s alive, brother.’
‘Where is she now?’
‘In Yorkshire, brother.’
‘What is your opinion of death, Mr. Petulengro?’ said I,
as I sat down beside him.
‘My opinion of death, brother, is much the same as that in the
old song of Pharaoh, which I have heard my grandam sing -
Cana marel o manus chivios andé puv,
Ta rovel pa leste o chavo ta romi.
When a man dies, he is cast into the earth, and his wife and child sorrow
over him. If he has neither wife nor child, then his father and
mother, I suppose; and if he is quite alone in the world, why, then,
he is cast into the earth, and there is an end of the matter.’
‘And do you think that is the end of a man?’
‘There’s an end of him, brother, more’s the pity.’
‘Why do you say so?’
‘Life is sweet, brother.’
‘Do you think so?’
‘Think so! - There’s night and day, brother, both sweet
things; sun, moon, and stars, brother, all sweet things; there’s
likewise a wind on the heath. Life is very sweet, brother; who
would wish to die?’
‘I would wish to die - ’
‘You talk like a gorgio - which is the same as talking like a
fool - were you a Rommany Chal you would talk wiser. Wish to die,
indeed! - A Rommany Chal would wish to live for ever!’
‘In sickness, Jasper?’
‘There’s the sun and stars, brother.’
‘In blindness, Jasper?’
‘There’s the wind on the heath, brother; if I could only
feel that, I would gladly live for ever. Dosta, we’ll now
go to the tents and put on the gloves; and I’ll try to make you
feel what a sweet thing it is to be alive, brother!’
CHAPTER XXVI
The flower of the grass - Days of pugilism - The rendezvous - Jews -
Bruisers of England - Winter, spring - Well-earned bays - The fight
- Huge black cloud - Frame of adamant - The storm - Dukkeripens - The
barouche - The rain-gushes.
How for everything there is a time and a season, and then how does the
glory of a thing pass from it, even like the flower of the grass.
This is a truism, but it is one of those which are continually forcing
themselves upon the mind. Many years have not passed over my head,
yet, during those which I can recall to remembrance, how many things
have I seen flourish, pass away, and become forgotten, except by myself,
who, in spite of all my endeavours, never can forget anything.
I have known the time when a pugilistic encounter between two noted
champions was almost considered in the light of a national affair; when
tens of thousands of individuals, high and low, meditated and brooded
upon it, the first thing in the morning and the last at night, until
the great event was decided. But the time is past, and many people
will say, thank God that it is; all I have to say is, that the French
still live on the other side of the water, and are still casting their
eyes hitherward - and that in the days of pugilism it was no vain blast
to say that one Englishman was a match for two of t’other race;
at present it would be a vain boast to say so, for these are not the
days of pugilism.
But those to which the course of my narrative has carried me were the
days of pugilism; it was then at its height, and consequently near its
decline, for corruption had crept into the ring; and how many things,
states and sects among the rest, owe their decline to this cause!
But what a bold and vigorous aspect pugilism wore at that time! and
the great battle was just then coming off: the day had been decided
upon, and the spot - a convenient distance from the old town; and to
the old town were now flocking the bruisers of England, men of tremendous
renown. Let no one sneer at the bruisers of England - what were
the gladiators of Rome, or the bull-fighters of Spain, in its palmiest
days, compared to England’s bruisers? Pity that ever corruption
should have crept in amongst them - but of that I wish not to talk;
let us still hope that a spark of the old religion, of which they were
the priests, still lingers in the breasts of Englishmen. There
they come, the bruisers, from far London, or from wherever else they
might chance to be at the time, to the great rendezvous in the old city;
some came one way, some another: some of tip-top reputation came with
peers in their chariots, for glory and fame are such fair things that
even peers are proud to have those invested therewith by their sides;
others came in their own gigs, driving their own bits of blood, and
I heard one say: ‘I have driven through at a heat the whole hundred
and eleven miles, and only stopped to bait twice.’ Oh, the
blood-horses of old England! but they, too, have had their day - for
everything beneath the sun there is a season and a time. But the
greater number come just as they can contrive; on the tops of coaches,
for example; and amongst these there are fellows with dark sallow faces
and sharp shining eyes; and it is these that have planted rottenness
in the core of pugilism, for they are Jews, and, true to their kind,
have only base lucre in view.
It was fierce old Cobbett, I think, who first said that the Jews first
introduced bad faith amongst pugilists. He did not always speak
the truth, but at any rate he spoke it when he made that observation.
Strange people the Jews - endowed with every gift but one, and that
the highest, genius divine - genius which can alone make of men demigods,
and elevate them above earth and what is earthy and grovelling; without
which a clever nation - and, who more clever than the Jews? - may have
Rambams in plenty, but never a Fielding nor a Shakespeare. A Rothschild
and a Mendoza, yes - but never a Kean nor a Belcher.
So the bruisers of England are come to be present at the grand fight
speedily coming off; there they are met in the precincts of the old
town, near the field of the chapel, planted with tender saplings at
the restoration of sporting Charles, which are now become venerable
elms, as high as many a steeple; there they are met at a fitting rendezvous,
where a retired coachman, with one leg, keeps an hotel and a bowling-green.
I think I now see them upon the bowling-green, the men of renown, amidst
hundreds of people with no renown at all, who gaze upon them with timid
wonder. Fame, after all, is a glorious thing, though it lasts
only for a day. There’s Cribb, the champion of England,
and perhaps the best man in England; there he is, with his huge massive
figure, and face wonderfully like that of a lion. There is Belcher,
the younger, not the mighty one, who is gone to his place, but the Teucer
Belcher, the most scientific pugilist that ever entered a ring, only
wanting strength to be, I won’t say what. He appears to
walk before me now, as he did that evening, with his white hat, white
greatcoat, thin genteel figure, springy step, and keen, determined eye.
Crosses him, what a contrast! grim, savage Shelton, who has a civil
word for nobody, and a hard blow for anybody - hard! one blow, given
with the proper play of his athletic arm, will unsense a giant.
Yonder individual, who strolls about with his hands behind him, supporting
his brown coat lappets, under-sized, and who looks anything but what
he is, is the king of the light weights, so called - Randall! the terrible
Randall, who has Irish blood in his veins; not the better for that,
nor the worse; and not far from him is his last antagonist, Ned Turner,
who, though beaten by him, still thinks himself as good a man, in which
he is, perhaps, right, for it was a near thing; and ‘a better
shentleman,’ in which he is quite right, for he is a Welshman.
But how shall I name them all? they were there by dozens, and all tremendous
in their way. There was Bulldog Hudson, and fearless Scroggins,
who beat the conqueror of Sam the Jew. There was Black Richmond
- no, he was not there, but I knew him well; he was the most dangerous
of blacks, even with a broken thigh. There was Purcell, who could
never conquer till all seemed over with him. There was - what!
shall I name thee last? ay, why not? I believe that thou art the
last of all that strong family still above the sod, where mayst thou
long continue - true piece of English stuff, Tom of Bedford - sharp
as Winter, kind as Spring.
Hail to thee, Tom of Bedford, or by whatever name it may please thee
to be called, Spring or Winter. Hail to thee, six-foot Englishman
of the brown eye, worthy to have carried a six-foot bow at Flodden,
where England’s yeomen triumphed over Scotland’s king, his
clans and chivalry. Hail to thee, last of England’s bruisers,
after all the many victories which thou hast achieved - true English
victories, unbought by yellow gold; need I recount them? nay, nay! they
are already well known to fame - sufficient to say that Bristol’s
Bull and Ireland’s Champion were vanquished by thee, and one mightier
still, gold itself, thou didst overcome; for gold itself strove in vain
to deaden the power of thy arm; and thus thou didst proceed till men
left off challenging thee, the unvanquishable, the incorruptible.
’Tis a treat to see thee, Tom of Bedford, in thy ‘public’
in Holborn way, whither thou hast retired with thy well-earned bays.
’Tis Friday night, and nine by Holborn clock. There sits
the yeoman at the end of his long room, surrounded by his friends; glasses
are filled, and a song is the cry, and a song is sung well suited to
the place; it finds an echo in every heart - fists are clenched, arms
are waved, and the portraits of the mighty fighting men of yore, Broughton,
and Slack, and Ben, which adorn the walls, appear to smile grim approbation,
whilst many a manly voice joins in the bold chorus:
Here’s a health to old honest John Bull,
When he’s gone we shan’t find such another,
And with hearts and with glasses brim full,
We will drink to old England, his mother.
But the fight! with respect to the fight, what shall I say? Little
can be said about it - it was soon over; some said that the brave from
town, who was reputed the best man of the two, and whose form was a
perfect model of athletic beauty, allowed himself, for lucre vile, to
be vanquished by the massive champion with the flattened nose.
One thing is certain, that the former was suddenly seen to sink to the
earth before a blow of by no means extraordinary power. Time,
time! was called; but there he lay upon the ground apparently senseless,
and from thence he did not lift his head till several seconds after
the umpires had declared his adversary victor.
There were shouts; indeed there’s never a lack of shouts to celebrate
a victory, however acquired; but there was also much grinding of teeth,
especially amongst the fighting men from town. ‘Tom has
sold us,’ said they, ‘sold us to the yokels; who would have
thought it?’ Then there was fresh grinding of teeth, and
scowling brows were turned to the heaven; but what is this? is it possible,
does the heaven scowl too? why, only a quarter of an hour ago . . .
but what may not happen in a quarter of an hour? For many weeks
the weather had been of the most glorious description, the eventful
day, too, had dawned gloriously, and so it had continued till some two
hours after noon; the fight was then over; and about that time I looked
up - what a glorious sky of deep blue, and what a big fierce sun swimming
high above in the midst of that blue; not a cloud - there had not been
one for weeks - not a cloud to be seen, only in the far west, just on
the horizon, something like the extremity of a black wing; that was
only a quarter of an hour ago, and now the whole northern side of the
heaven is occupied by a huge black cloud, and the sun is only occasionally
seen amidst masses of driving vapour; what a change! but another fight
is at hand, and the pugilists are clearing the outer ring; - how their
huge whips come crashing upon the heads of the yokels; blood flows,
more blood than in the fight; those blows are given with right good-will,
those are not sham blows, whether of whip or fist; it is with fist that
grim Shelton strikes down the big yokel; he is always dangerous, grim
Shelton, but now particularly so, for he has lost ten pounds betted
on the brave who sold himself to the yokels; but the outer ring is cleared:
and now the second fight commences; it is between two champions of less
renown than the others, but is perhaps not the worse on that account.
A tall thin boy is fighting in the ring with a man somewhat under the
middle size, with a frame of adamant; that’s a gallant boy! he’s
a yokel, but he comes from Brummagem, and he does credit to his extraction;
but his adversary has a frame of adamant: in what a strange light they
fight, but who can wonder, on looking at that frightful cloud usurping
now one-half of heaven, and at the sun struggling with sulphurous vapour;
the face of the boy, which is turned towards me, looks horrible in that
light, but he is a brave boy, he strikes his foe on the forehead, and
the report of the blow is like the sound of a hammer against a rock;
but there is a rush and a roar overhead, a wild commotion, the tempest
is beginning to break loose; there’s wind and dust, a crash, rain
and hail; is it possible to fight amidst such a commotion? yes! the
fight goes on; again the boy strikes the man full on the brow, but it
is of no use striking that man, his frame is of adamant. ‘Boy,
thy strength is beginning to give way, and thou art becoming confused’;
the man now goes to work, amidst rain and hail. ‘Boy, thou
wilt not hold out ten minutes longer against rain, hail, and the blows
of such an antagonist.’
And now the storm was at its height; the black thunder-cloud had broken
into many, which assumed the wildest shapes and the strangest colours,
some of them unspeakably glorious; the rain poured in a deluge, and
more than one waterspout was seen at no great distance: an immense rabble
is hurrying in one direction; a multitude of men of all ranks, peers
and yokels, prize-fighters and Jews, and the last came to plunder, and
are now plundering amidst that wild confusion of hail and rain, men
and horses, carts and carriages. But all hurry in one direction,
through mud and mire; there’s a town only three miles distant,
which is soon reached, and soon filled, it will not contain one-third
of that mighty rabble; but there’s another town farther on - the
good old city is farther on, only twelve miles; what’s that! who
will stay here? onward to the old town.
Hurry-skurry, a mixed multitude of men and horses, carts and carriages,
all in the direction of the old town; and, in the midst of all that
mad throng, at a moment when the rain-gushes were coming down with particular
fury, and the artillery of the sky was pealing as I had never heard
it peal before, I felt some one seize me by the arm - I turned round,
and beheld Mr. Petulengro.
‘I can’t hear you, Mr. Petulengro,’ said I; for the
thunder drowned the words which he appeared to be uttering.
‘Dearginni,’ I heard Mr. Petulengro say, ‘it thundreth.
I was asking, brother, whether you believe in dukkeripens?’
‘I do not, Mr. Petulengro; but this is strange weather to be asking
me whether I believe in fortunes.’
‘Grondinni,’ said Mr. Petulengro, ‘it haileth.
I believe in dukkeripens, brother.’
‘And who has more right,’ said I; ‘seeing that you
live by them? But this tempest is truly horrible.’
‘Dearginni, grondinni ta villaminni! It thundreth, it haileth,
and also flameth,’ said Mr. Petulengro. ‘Look up there,
brother!’
I looked up. Connected with this tempest there was one feature
to which I have already alluded - the wonderful colours of the clouds.
Some were of vivid green; others of the brightest orange; others as
black as pitch. The gypsy’s finger was pointed to a particular
part of the sky.
‘What do you see there, brother?’
‘A strange kind of cloud.’
‘What does it look like, brother?’
‘Something like a stream of blood.’
‘That cloud foreshoweth a bloody dukkeripen.’
‘A bloody fortune!’ said I. ‘And whom may it
betide?’
‘Who knows!’ said the gypsy.
Down the way, dashing and splashing, and scattering man, horse, and
cart to the left and right, came an open barouche, drawn by four smoking
steeds, with postilions in scarlet jackets and leather skull-caps.
Two forms were conspicuous in it; that of the successful bruiser, and
of his friend and backer, the sporting gentleman of my acquaintance.
‘His!’ said the gypsy, pointing to the latter, whose stern
features wore a smile of triumph, as, probably recognising me in the
crowd, he nodded in the direction of where I stood, as the barouche
hurried by.
There went the barouche, dashing through the rain-gushes, and in it
one whose boast it was that he was equal to ‘either fortune.’
Many have heard of that man - many may be desirous of knowing yet more
of him. I have nothing to do with that man’s after life
- he fulfilled his dukkeripen. ‘A bad, violent man!’
Softly, friend; when thou wouldst speak harshly of the dead, remember
that thou hast not yet fulfilled thy own dukkeripen!
CHAPTER XXVII
My father - Premature decay - The easy-chair - A few questions - So
you told me - A difficult language - They can it Haik - Misused opportunities
- Saul - Want of candour - Don’t weep - Heaven forgive me - Dated
from Paris - I wish he were here - A father’s reminiscences -
Farewell to vanities.
My father, as I have already informed the reader, had been endowed by
nature with great corporeal strength; indeed, I have been assured that,
at the period of his prime, his figure had denoted the possession of
almost Herculean powers. The strongest forms, however, do not
always endure the longest, the very excess of the noble and generous
juices which they contain being the cause of their premature decay.
But, be that as it may, the health of my father, some few years after
his retirement from the service to the quiet of domestic life, underwent
a considerable change; his constitution appeared to be breaking up;
and he was subject to severe attacks from various disorders, with which,
till then, he had been utterly unacquainted. He was, however,
wont to rally, more or less, after his illnesses, and might still occasionally
be seen taking his walk, with his cane in his hand, and accompanied
by his dog, who sympathised entirely with him, pining as he pined, improving
as he improved, and never leaving the house save in his company; and
in this manner matters went on for a considerable time, no very great
apprehension with respect to my father’s state being raised either
in my mother’s breast or my own. But, about six months after
the period at which I have arrived in my last chapter, it came to pass
that my father experienced a severer attack than on any previous occasion.
He had the best medical advice; but it was easy to see, from the looks
of his doctors, that they entertained but slight hopes of his recovery.
His sufferings were great, yet he invariably bore them with unshaken
fortitude. There was one thing remarkable connected with his illness;
notwithstanding its severity, it never confined him to his bed.
He was wont to sit in his little parlour, in his easy-chair, dressed
in a faded regimental coat, his dog at his feet, who would occasionally
lift his head from the hearth-rug on which he lay, and look his master
wistfully in the face. And thus my father spent the greater part
of his time, sometimes in prayer, sometimes in meditation, and sometimes
in reading the Scriptures. I frequently sat with him, though,
as I entertained a great awe for my father, I used to feel rather ill
at ease, when, as sometimes happened, I found myself alone with him.
‘I wish to ask you a few questions,’ said he to me one day,
after my mother had left the room.
‘I will answer anything you may please to ask me, my dear father.’
‘What have you been about lately?’
‘I have been occupied as usual, attending at the office at the
appointed hours.’
‘And what do you there?’
‘Whatever I am ordered.’
‘And nothing else?’
‘Oh yes! sometimes I read a book.’
‘Connected with your profession?’
‘Not always; I have been lately reading Armenian - ’
‘What’s that?’
‘The language of a people whose country is a region on the other
side of Asia Minor.’
‘Well!’
‘A region abounding with mountains.’
‘Well!’
‘Amongst which is Mount Ararat.’
‘Well!’
‘Upon which, as the Bible informs us, the ark rested.’
‘Well!’
‘It is the language of the people of those regions - ’
‘So you told me.’
‘And I have been reading the Bible in their language.’
‘Well!’
‘Or rather, I should say, in the ancient language of these people;
from which I am told the modem Armenian differs considerably.’
‘Well!’
‘As much as the Italian from the Latin.’
‘Well!’
‘So I have been reading the Bible in ancient Armenian.’
‘You told me so before.’
‘I found it a highly difficult language.’
‘Yes.’
‘Differing widely from the languages in general with which I am
acquainted.’
‘Yes.’
‘Exhibiting, however, some features in common with them.’
‘Yes.’
‘And sometimes agreeing remarkably in words with a certain strange
wild speech with which I became acquainted - ’
‘Irish?’
‘No, father, not Irish - with which I became acquainted by the
greatest chance in the world.’
‘Yes.’
‘But of which I need say nothing farther at present, and which
I should not have mentioned but for that fact.’
‘Well!’
‘Which I consider remarkable.’
‘Yes.’
‘The Armenian is copious.’
‘Is it?’
‘With an alphabet of thirty-nine letters, but it is harsh and
guttural.’
‘Yes.’
‘Like the language of most mountainous people - the Armenians
call it Haik.’
‘Do they?’
‘And themselves, Haik, also; they are a remarkable people, and,
though their original habitation is the Mountain of Ararat, they are
to be found, like the Jews, all over the world.’
‘Well!’
‘Well, father, that’s all I can tell you about the Haiks,
or Armenians.’
‘And what does it all amount to?’
‘Very little, father; indeed, there is very little known about
the Armenians; their early history, in particular, is involved in considerable
mystery.’
‘And, if you knew all that it was possible to know about them,
to what would it amount? to what earthly purpose could you turn it?
have you acquired any knowledge of your profession?’
‘Very little, father.’
‘Very little! Have you acquired all in your power?’
‘I can’t say that I have, father.’
‘And yet it was your duty to have done so. But I see how
it is, you have shamefully misused your opportunities; you are like
one who, sent into the field to labour, passes his time in flinging
stones at the birds of heaven.’
‘I would scorn to fling a stone at a bird, father.’
‘You know what I mean, and all too well, and this attempt to evade
deserved reproof by feigned simplicity is quite in character with your
general behaviour. I have ever observed about you a want of frankness,
which has distressed me; you never speak of what you are about, your
hopes, or your projects, but cover yourself with mystery. I never
knew till the present moment that you were acquainted with Armenian.’
‘Because you never asked me, father; there’s nothing to
conceal in the matter - I will tell you in a moment how I came to learn
Armenian. A lady whom I met at one of Mrs. -’s parties took
a fancy to me, and has done me the honour to allow me to go and see
her sometimes. She is the widow of a rich clergyman, and on her
husband’s death came to this place to live, bringing her husband’s
library with her: I soon found my way to it, and examined every book.
Her husband must have been a learned man, for amongst much Greek and
Hebrew I found several volumes in Armenian, or relating to the language.’
‘And why did you not tell me of this before?’
‘Because you never questioned me; but, I repeat, there is nothing
to conceal in the matter. The lady took a fancy to me, and, being
fond of the arts, drew my portrait; she said the expression of my countenance
put her in mind of Alfieri’s Saul.’
‘And do you still visit her?’
‘No, she soon grew tired of me, and told people that she found
me very stupid; she gave me the Armenian books, however.’
‘Saul,’ said my father, musingly, ‘Saul. I am
afraid she was only too right there; he disobeyed the commands of his
master, and brought down on his head the vengeance of Heaven - he became
a maniac, prophesied, and flung weapons about him.’
‘He was, indeed, an awful character - I hope I shan’t turn
out like him.’
‘God forbid!’ said my father, solemnly; ‘but in many
respects you are headstrong and disobedient like him. I placed
you in a profession, and besought you to make yourself master of it
by giving it your undivided attention. This, however, you did
not do, you know nothing of it, but tell me that you are acquainted
with Armenian; but what I dislike most is your want of candour - you
are my son, but I know little of your real history, you may know fifty
things for what I am aware: you may know how to shoe a horse for what
I am aware.’
‘Not only to shoe a horse, father, but to make horse-shoes.’
‘Perhaps so,’ said my father; ‘and it only serves
to prove what I was just saying, that I know little about you.’
‘But you easily may, my dear father; I will tell you anything
that you may wish to know - shall I inform you how I learnt to make
horse-shoes?’
‘No,’ said my father; ‘as you kept it a secret so
long, it may as well continue so still. Had you been a frank,
open-hearted boy, like one I could name, you would have told me all
about it of your own accord. But I now wish to ask you a serious
question - what do you propose to do?’
‘To do, father?’
‘Yes! the time for which you were articled to your profession
will soon be expired, and I shall be no more.’
‘Do not talk so, my dear father; I have no doubt that you will
soon be better.’
‘Do not flatter yourself; I feel that my days are numbered, I
am soon going to my rest, and I have need of rest, for I am weary.
There, there, don’t weep! Tears will help me as little as
they will you; you have not yet answered my question. Tell me
what you intend to do?’
‘I really do not know what I shall do.’
‘The military pension which I enjoy will cease with my life.
The property which I shall leave behind me will be barely sufficient
for the maintenance of your mother respectably. I again ask you
what you intend to do. Do you think you can support yourself by
your Armenian or your other acquirements?’
‘Alas! I think little at all about it; but I suppose I must
push into the world, and make a good fight, as becomes the son of him
who fought Big Ben; if I can’t succeed, and am driven to the worst,
it is but dying - ’
‘What do you mean by dying?’
‘Leaving the world; my loss would scarcely be felt. I have
never held life in much value, and every one has a right to dispose
as he thinks best of that which is his own.’
‘Ah! now I understand you; and well I know how and where you imbibed
that horrible doctrine, and many similar ones which I have heard from
your mouth; but I wish not to reproach you - I view in your conduct
a punishment for my own sins, and I bow to the will of God. Few
and evil have been my days upon the earth; little have I done to which
I can look back with satisfaction. It is true I have served my
king fifty years, and I have fought with - Heaven forgive me, what was
I about to say! - but you mentioned the man’s name, and our minds
willingly recall our ancient follies. Few and evil have been my
days upon earth, I may say with Jacob of old, though I do not mean to
say that my case is so hard as his; he had many undutiful children,
whilst I have only -; but I will not reproach you. I have also
like him a son to whom I can look with hope, who may yet preserve my
name when I am gone, so let me be thankful; perhaps, after all, I have
not lived in vain. Boy, when I am gone, look up to your brother,
and may God bless you both! There, don’t weep; but take
the Bible, and read me something about the old man and his children.’
My brother had now been absent for the space of three years. At
first his letters had been frequent, and from them it appeared that
he was following his profession in London with industry; they then became
rather rare, and my father did not always communicate their contents.
His last letter, however, had filled him and our whole little family
with joy; it was dated from Paris, and the writer was evidently in high
spirits. After describing in eloquent terms the beauties and gaieties
of the French capital, he informed us how he had plenty of money, having
copied a celebrated picture of one of the Italian masters for a Hungarian
nobleman, for which he had received a large sum. ‘He wishes
me to go with him to Italy,’ added he, ‘but I am fond of
independence; and, if ever I visit old Rome, I will have no patrons
near me to distract my attention.’ But six months had now
elapsed from the date of this letter, and we had heard no further intelligence
of my brother. My father’s complaint increased; the gout,
his principal enemy, occasionally mounted high up in his system, and
we had considerable difficulty in keeping it from the stomach, where
it generally proves fatal. I now devoted almost the whole of my
time to my father, on whom his faithful partner also lavished every
attention and care. I read the Bible to him, which was his chief
delight; and also occasionally such other books as I thought might prove
entertaining to him. His spirits were generally rather depressed.
The absence of my brother appeared to prey upon his mind. ‘I
wish he were here,’ he would frequently exclaim; ‘I can’t
imagine what can have become of him; I trust, however, he will arrive
in time.’ He still sometimes rallied, and I took advantage
of those moments of comparative ease to question him upon the events
of his early life. My attentions to him had not passed unnoticed,
and he was kind, fatherly, and unreserved. I had never known my
father so entertaining as at these moments, when his life was but too
evidently drawing to a close. I had no idea that he knew and had
seen so much; my respect for him increased, and I looked upon him almost
with admiration. His anecdotes were in general highly curious;
some of them related to people in the highest stations, and to men whose
names were closely connected with some of the brightest glories of our
native land. He had frequently conversed - almost on terms of
familiarity - with good old George. He had known the conqueror
of Tippoo Saib; and was the friend of Townshend, who, when Wolfe fell,
led the British grenadiers against the shrinking regiments of Montcalm.
‘Pity,’ he added, ‘that when old - old as I am now
- he should have driven his own son mad by robbing him of his plighted
bride; but so it was; he married his son’s bride. I saw
him lead her to the altar; if ever there was an angelic countenance,
it was that girl’s; she was almost too fair to be one of the daughters
of women. Is there anything, boy, that you would wish to ask me?
now is the time.’
‘Yes, father; there is one about whom I would fain question you.’
‘Who is it? shall I tell you about Elliot?’
‘No, father, not about Elliot; but pray don’t be angry;
I should like to know something about Big Ben.’
‘You are a strange lad,’ said my father; ‘and, though
of late I have begun to entertain a more favourable opinion than heretofore,
there is still much about you that I do not understand. Why do
you bring up that name? Don’t you know that it is one of
my temptations: you wish to know something about him. Well!
I will oblige you this once, and then farewell to such vanities - something
about him. I will tell you - his - skin when he flung off his
clothes - and he had a particular knack in doing so - his skin, when
he bared his mighty chest and back for combat; and when he fought he
stood, so . . . . if I remember right - his skin, I say, was brown and
dusky as that of a toad. Oh me! I wish my elder son was
here.’
CHAPTER XXVIII
My brother’s arrival - The interview - Night - A dying father
- Christ.
At last my brother arrived; he looked pale and unwell; I met him at
the door. ‘You have been long absent,’ said I.
‘Yes,’ said he, ‘perhaps too long; but how is my father?’
‘Very poorly,’ said I, ‘he has had a fresh attack;
but where have you been of late?’
‘Far and wide,’ said my brother; ‘but I can’t
tell you anything now, I must go to my father. It was only by
chance that I heard of his illness.’
‘Stay a moment,’ said I. ‘Is the world such
a fine place as you supposed it to be before you went away?’
‘Not quite,’ said my brother, ‘not quite; indeed I
wish - but ask me no questions now, I must hasten to my father.’
There was another question on my tongue, but I forbore; for the eyes
of the young man were full of tears. I pointed with my finger,
and the young man hastened past me to the arms of his father.
I forbore to ask my brother whether he had been to old Rome.
What passed between my father and brother I do not know; the interview,
no doubt, was tender enough, for they tenderly loved each other; but
my brother’s arrival did not produce the beneficial effect upon
my father which I at first hoped it would; it did not even appear to
have raised his spirits. He was composed enough, however: ‘I
ought to be grateful,’ said he; ‘I wished to see my son,
and God has granted me my wish; what more have I to do now than to bless
my little family and go?’
My father’s end was evidently at hand.
And did I shed no tears? did I breathe no sighs? did I never wring my
hands at this period? the reader will perhaps be asking. Whatever
I did and thought is best known to God and myself; but it will be as
well to observe, that it is possible to feel deeply, and yet make no
outward sign.
And now for the closing scene.
At the dead hour of night, it might be about two, I was awakened from
sleep by a cry which sounded from the room immediately below that in
which I slept. I knew the cry, it was the cry of my mother; and
I also knew its import, yet I made no effort to rise, for I was for
the moment paralysed. Again the cry sounded, yet still I lay motionless
- the stupidity of horror was upon me. A third time, and it was
then that, by a violent effort, bursting the spell which appeared to
bind me, I sprang from the bed and rushed downstairs. My mother
was running wildly about the room; she had awoke, and found my father
senseless in the bed by her side. I essayed to raise him, and
after a few efforts supported him in the bed in a sitting posture.
My brother now rushed in, and, snatching up a light that was burning,
he held it to my father’s face. ‘The surgeon, the
surgeon!’ he cried; then, dropping the light, he ran out of the
room followed by my mother; I remained alone, supporting the senseless
form of my father; the light had been extinguished by the fall, and
an almost total darkness reigned in the room. The form pressed
heavily against my bosom - at last methought it moved. Yes, I
was right, there was a heaving of the breast, and then a gasping.
Were those words which I heard? Yes, they were words, low and
indistinct at first, and then audible. The mind of the dying man
was reverting to former scenes. I heard him mention names which
I had often heard him mention before. It was an awful moment;
I felt stupefied, but I still contrived to support my dying father.
There was a pause, again my father spoke: I heard him speak of Minden,
and of Meredith, the old Minden sergeant, and then he uttered another
name, which at one period of his life was much in his lips, the name
of . . . but this is a solemn moment! There was a deep gasp: I
shook, and thought all was over; but I was mistaken - my father moved,
and revived for a moment; he supported himself in bed without my assistance.
I make no doubt that for a moment he was perfectly sensible, and it
was then that, clasping his hands, he uttered another name clearly,
distinctly - it was the name of Christ. With that name upon his
lips, the brave old soldier sank back upon my bosom, and, with his hands
still clasped, yielded up his soul.
CHAPTER XXIX
The greeting - Queer figure - Cheer up - The cheerful fire - It will
do - The sally forth - Trepidation - Let him come in.
‘One-and-ninepence, sir, or the things which you have brought
with you will be taken away from you!’
Such were the first words which greeted my ears, one damp misty morning
in March, as I dismounted from the top of a coach in the yard of a London
inn.
I turned round, for I felt that the words were addressed to myself.
Plenty of people were in the yard - porters, passengers, coachmen, hostlers,
and others, who appeared to be intent on anything but myself, with the
exception of one individual, whose business appeared to lie with me,
and who now confronted me at the distance of about two yards.
I looked hard at the man - and a queer kind of individual he was to
look at - a rakish figure, about thirty, and of the middle size, dressed
in a coat smartly cut, but threadbare, very tight pantaloons of blue
stuff, tied at the ankles, dirty white stockings and thin shoes, like
those of a dancing-master; his features were not ugly, but rather haggard,
and he appeared to owe his complexion less to nature than carmine; in
fact, in every respect, a very queer figure.
‘One-and-ninepence, sir, or your things will be taken away from
you!’ he said, in a kind of lisping tone, coming yet nearer to
me.
I still remained staring fixedly at him, but never a word answered.
Our eyes met; whereupon he suddenly lost the easy impudent air which
he before wore. He glanced, for a moment, at my fist, which I
had by this time clenched, and his features became yet more haggard;
he faltered; a fresh ‘one-and-ninepence,’ which he was about
to utter, died on his lips; he shrank back, disappeared behind a coach,
and I saw no more of him.
‘One-and-ninepence, or my things will be taken away from me!’
said I to myself, musingly, as I followed the porter to whom I had delivered
my scanty baggage; ‘am I to expect many of these greetings in
the big world? Well, never mind! I think I know the counter-sign!’
And I clenched my fist yet harder than before.
So I followed the porter, through the streets of London, to a lodging
which had been prepared for me by an acquaintance. The morning,
as I have before said, was gloomy, and the streets through which I passed
were dank and filthy; the people, also, looked dank and filthy; and
so, probably, did I, for the night had been rainy, and I had come upwards
of a hundred miles on the top of a coach; my heart had sunk within me,
by the time we reached a dark narrow street, in which was the lodging.
‘Cheer up, young man,’ said the porter, ‘we shall
have a fine afternoon!’
And presently I found myself in the lodging which had been prepared
for me. It consisted of a small room, up two pair of stairs, in
which I was to sit, and another still smaller above it, in which I was
to sleep. I remember that I sat down, and looked disconsolate
about me - everything seemed so cold and dingy. Yet how little
is required to make a situation - however cheerless at first sight -
cheerful and comfortable. The people of the house, who looked
kindly upon me, lighted a fire in the dingy grate; and, then, what a
change! - the dingy room seemed dingy no more! Oh the luxury of
a cheerful fire after a chill night’s journey! I drew near
to the blazing grate, rubbed my hands, and felt glad.
And, when I had warmed myself, I turned to the table, on which, by this
time, the people of the house had placed my breakfast; and I ate and
I drank; and, as I ate and drank, I mused within myself, and my eyes
were frequently directed to a small green box, which constituted part
of my luggage, and which, with the rest of my things, stood in one corner
of the room, till at last, leaving my breakfast unfinished, I rose,
and, going to the box, unlocked it, and took out two or three bundles
of papers tied with red tape, and, placing them on the table, I resumed
my seat and my breakfast, my eyes intently fixed upon the bundles of
papers all the time.
And when I had drained the last cup of tea out of a dingy teapot, and
ate the last slice of the dingy loaf, I untied one of the bundles, and
proceeded to look over the papers, which were closely written over in
a singular hand, and I read for some time, till at last I said to myself,
‘It will do.’ And then I looked at the other bundle
for some time without untying it; and at last I said, ‘It will
do also.’ And then I turned to the fire, and, putting my
feet against the sides of the grate, I leaned back on my chair, and,
with my eyes upon the fire, fell into deep thought.
And there I continued in thought before the fire, until my eyes closed,
and I fell asleep; which was not to be wondered at, after the fatigue
and cold which I had lately undergone on the coach-top; and, in my sleep,
I imagined myself still there, amidst darkness and rain, hurrying now
over wild heaths, and now along roads overhung with thick and umbrageous
trees, and sometimes methought I heard the horn of the guard, and sometimes
the voice of the coachman, now chiding, now encouraging his horses,
as they toiled through the deep and miry ways. At length a tremendous
crack of a whip saluted the tympanum of my ear, and I started up broad
awake, nearly oversetting the chair on which I reclined - and lo! I
was in the dingy room before the fire, which was by this time half extinguished.
In my dream I had confounded the noise of the street with those of my
night journey; the crack which had aroused me I soon found proceeded
from the whip of a carter, who, with many oaths, was flogging his team
below the window.
Looking at a clock which stood upon the mantelpiece, I perceived that
it was past eleven; whereupon I said to myself, ‘I am wasting
my time foolishly and unprofitably, forgetting that I am now in the
big world, without anything to depend upon save my own exertions’;
and then I adjusted my dress, and, locking up the bundle of papers which
I had not read, I tied up the other, and, taking it under my arm, I
went downstairs; and, after asking a question or two of the people of
the house, I sallied forth into the street with a determined look, though
at heart I felt somewhat timorous at the idea of venturing out alone
into the mazes of the mighty city, of which I had heard much, but of
which, of my own knowledge, I knew nothing.
I had, however, no great cause for anxiety in the present instance;
I easily found my way to the place which I was in quest of - one of
the many new squares on the northern side of the metropolis, and which
was scarcely ten minutes’ walk from the street in which I had
taken up my abode. Arriving before the door of a tolerably large
house which bore a certain number, I stood still for a moment in a kind
of trepidation, looking anxiously at the door; I then slowly passed
on till I came to the end of the square, where I stood still, and pondered
for a while. Suddenly, however, like one who has formed a resolution,
I clenched my right hand, flinging my hat somewhat on one side, and,
turning back with haste to the door before which I had stopped, I sprang
up the steps, and gave a loud rap, ringing at the same time the bell
of the area. After the lapse of a minute the door was opened by
a maid-servant of no very cleanly or prepossessing appearance, of whom
I demanded, in a tone of some hauteur, whether the master of the house
was at home. Glancing for a moment at the white paper bundle beneath
my arm, the handmaid made no reply in words, but, with a kind of toss
of her head, flung the door open, standing on one side as if to let
me enter. I did enter; and the hand-maid, having opened another
door on the right hand, went in, and said something which I could not
hear: after a considerable pause, however, I heard the voice of a man
say, ‘Let him come in’; whereupon the handmaid, coming out,
motioned me to enter, and, on my obeying, instantly closed the door
behind me.
CHAPTER XXX
The sinister glance - Excellent correspondent - Quite original - My
system - A losing trade - Merit - Starting a Review - What have you
got? - Stop! - Dairyman’s Daughter - Oxford principles
- More conversation - How is this?
There were two individuals in the room in which I now found myself;
it was a small study, surrounded with bookcases, the window looking
out upon the square. Of these individuals he who appeared to be
the principal stood with his back to the fireplace. He was a tall
stout man, about sixty, dressed in a loose morning gown. The expression
of his countenance would have been bluff but for a certain sinister
glance, and his complexion might have been called rubicund but for a
considerable tinge of bilious yellow. He eyed me askance as I
entered. The other, a pale, shrivelled-looking person, sat at
a table apparently engaged with an account-book; he took no manner of
notice of me, never once lifting his eyes from the page before him.
‘Well, sir, what is your pleasure?’ said the big man, in
a rough tone, as I stood there, looking at him wistfully - as well I
might - for upon that man, at the time of which I am speaking, my principal,
I may say my only, hopes rested.
‘Sir,’ said I, ‘my name is so-and-so, and I am the
bearer of a letter to you from Mr. so-and-so, an old friend and correspondent
of yours.’
The countenance of the big man instantly lost the suspicious and lowering
expression which it had hitherto exhibited; he strode forward, and,
seizing me by the hand, gave me a violent squeeze.
‘My dear sir,’ said he, ‘I am rejoiced to see you
in London. I have been long anxious for the pleasure - we are
old friends, though we have never before met. Taggart,’
said he to the man who sat at the desk, ‘this is our excellent
correspondent, the friend and pupil of our other excellent correspondent.’
The pale, shrivelled-looking man slowly and deliberately raised his
head from the account-book, and surveyed me for a moment or two; not
the slightest emotion was observable in his countenance. It appeared
to me, however, that I could detect a droll twinkle in his eye: his
curiosity, if he had any, was soon gratified; he made me a kind of bow,
pulled out a snuff-box, took a pinch of snuff, and again bent his head
over the page.
‘And now, my dear sir,’ said the big man, ‘pray sit
down, and tell me the cause of your visit. I hope you intend to
remain here a day or two.’
‘More than that,’ said I, ‘I am come to take up my
abode in London.’
‘Glad to hear it; and what have you been about of late? got anything
which will suit me? Sir, I admire your style of writing, and your
manner of thinking; and I am much obliged to my good friend and correspondent
for sending me some of your productions. I inserted them all,
and wished there had been more of them - quite original, sir, quite:
took with the public, especially the essay about the non-existence of
anything. I don’t exactly agree with you though; I have
my own peculiar ideas about matter - as you know, of course, from the
book I have published. Nevertheless, a very pretty piece of speculative
philosophy - no such thing as matter - impossible that there should
be - ex nihilo - what is the Greek? I have forgot - very
pretty indeed; very original.’
‘I am afraid, sir, it was very wrong to write such trash, and
yet more to allow it to be published.’
‘Trash! not at all; a very pretty piece of speculative philosophy;
of course you were wrong in saying there is no world. The world
must exist, to have the shape of a pear; and that the world is shaped
like a pear, and not like an apple, as the fools of Oxford say, I have
satisfactorily proved in my book. Now, if there were no world,
what would become of my system? But what do you propose to do
in London?’
‘Here is the letter, sir,’ said I, ‘of our good friend,
which I have not yet given to you; I believe it will explain to you
the circumstances under which I come.’
He took the letter, and perused it with attention. ‘Hem!’
said he, with a somewhat altered manner, ‘my friend tells me that
you are come up to London with the view of turning your literary talents
to account, and desires me to assist you in my capacity of publisher
in bringing forth two or three works which you have prepared.
My good friend is perhaps not aware that for some time past I have given
up publishing - was obliged to do so - had many severe losses - do nothing
at present in that line, save sending out the Magazine once a month;
and, between ourselves, am thinking of disposing of that - wish to retire
- high time at my age - so you see - ’
‘I am very sorry, sir, to hear that you cannot assist me’
(and I remember that I felt very nervous); ‘I had hoped - ’
‘A losing trade, I assure you, sir; literature is a drug.
Taggart, what o’clock is?’
‘Well, sir!’ said I, rising, ‘as you cannot assist
me, I will now take my leave; I thank you sincerely for your kind reception,
and will trouble you no longer.’
‘Oh, don’t go. I wish to have some further conversation
with you; and perhaps I may hit upon some plan to benefit you.
I honour merit, and always make a point to encourage it when I can;
but - Taggart, go to the bank, and tell them to dishonour the bill twelve
months after date for thirty pounds which becomes due to-morrow.
I am dissatisfied with that fellow who wrote the fairy tales, and intend
to give him all the trouble in my power. Make haste.’
Taggart did not appear to be in any particular haste. First of
all, he took a pinch of snuff, then, rising from his chair, slowly and
deliberately drew his wig, for he wore a wig of a brown colour, rather
more over his forehead than it had previously been, buttoned his coat,
and, taking his hat, and an umbrella which stood in a corner, made me
a low bow, and quitted the room.
‘Well, sir, where were we? Oh, I remember, we were talking
about merit. Sir, I always wish to encourage merit, especially
when it comes so highly recommended as in the present instance.
Sir, my good friend and correspondent speaks of you in the highest terms.
Sir, I honour my good friend, and have the highest respect for his opinion
in all matters connected with literature - rather eccentric though.
Sir, my good friend has done my periodical more good and more harm than
all the rest of my correspondents. Sir, I shall never forget the
sensation caused by the appearance of his article about a certain personage
whom he proved - and I think satisfactorily - to have been a legionary
soldier - rather startling, was it not? The S- of the world a
common soldier, in a marching regiment - original, but startling; sir,
I honour my good friend.’
‘So you have renounced publishing, sir,’ said I, ‘with
the exception of the Magazine?’
‘Why, yes; except now and then, under the rose; the old coachman,
you know, likes to hear the whip. Indeed, at the present moment,
I am thinking of starting a Review on an entirely new and original principle;
and it just struck me that you might be of high utility in the undertaking
- what do you think of the matter?’
‘I should be happy, sir, to render you any assistance, but I am
afraid the employment you propose requires other qualifications than
I possess; however, I can make the essay. My chief intention in
coming to London was to lay before the world what I had prepared; and
I had hoped by your assistance - ’
‘Ah! I see, ambition! Ambition is a very pretty thing;
but, sir, we must walk before we run, according to the old saying -
what is that you have got under your arm?’
‘One of the works to which I was alluding; the one, indeed, which
I am most anxious to lay before the world, as I hope to derive from
it both profit and reputation.’
‘Indeed! what do you call it?’
‘Ancient songs of Denmark, heroic and romantic, translated by
myself; with notes philological, critical, and historical.’
‘Then, sir, I assure you that your time and labour have been entirely
flung away; nobody would read your ballads, if you were to give them
to the world to-morrow.’
‘I am sure, sir, that you would say otherwise if you would permit
me to read one to you’; and, without waiting for the answer of
the big man, nor indeed so much as looking at him, to see whether he
was inclined or not to hear me, I undid my manuscript, and, with a voice
trembling with eagerness, I read to the following effect: -
Buckshank bold and Elfinstone,
And more than I can mention here,
They caused to be built so stout a ship,
And unto Iceland they would steer.
They launched the ship upon the main,
Which bellowed like a wrathful bear;
Down to the bottom the vessel sank,
A laidly Trold has dragged it there.
Down to the bottom sank young Roland,
And round about he groped awhile;
Until he found the path which led
Unto the bower of Ellenlyle.
‘Stop!’ said the publisher; ‘very pretty indeed, and
very original; beats Scott hollow, and Percy too: but, sir, the day
for these things is gone by; nobody at present cares for Percy, nor
for Scott either, save as a novelist; sorry to discourage merit, sir,
but what can I do! What else have you got?’
‘The songs of Ab Gwilym, the Welsh bard, also translated by myself,
with notes critical, philological, and historical.’
‘Pass on - what else?’
‘Nothing else,’ said I, folding up my manuscript with a
sigh, ‘unless it be a romance in the German style; on which, I
confess, I set very little value.’
‘Wild?’
‘Yes, sir, very wild.’
‘Like the Miller of the Black Valley?’
‘Yes, sir, very much like the Miller of the Black Valley.’
‘Well, that’s better,’ said the publisher; ‘and
yet, I don’t know, I question whether any one at present cares
for the miller himself. No, sir, the time for those things is
also gone by; German, at present, is a drug; and, between ourselves,
nobody has contributed to make it so more than my good friend and correspondent;
- but, sir, I see you are a young gentleman of infinite merit, and I
always wish to encourage merit. Don’t you think you could
write a series of evangelical tales?’
‘Evangelical tales, sir?’
‘Yes, sir, evangelical novels.’
‘Something in the style of Herder?’
‘Herder is a drug, sir; nobody cares for Herder - thanks to my
good friend. Sir, I have in yon drawer a hundred pages about Herder,
which I dare not insert in my periodical; it would sink it, sir.
No, sir, something in the style of the Dairyman’s Daughter.’
‘I never heard of the work till the present moment.’
‘Then, sir, procure it by all means. Sir, I could afford
as much as ten pounds for a well-written tale in the style of the Dairyman’s
Daughter; that is the kind of literature, sir, that sells at the
present day! It is not the Miller of the Black Valley - no, sir,
nor Herder either, that will suit the present taste; the evangelical
body is becoming very strong, sir; the canting scoundrels - ’
‘But, sir, surely you would not pander to a scoundrelly taste?’
‘Then, sir, I must give up business altogether. Sir, I have
a great respect for the goddess Reason - an infinite respect, sir; indeed,
in my time, I have made a great many sacrifices for her; but, sir, I
cannot altogether ruin myself for the goddess Reason. Sir, I am
a friend to Liberty, as is well known; but I must also be a friend to
my own family. It is with the view of providing for a son of mine
that I am about to start the Review of which I was speaking. He
has taken into his head to marry, sir, and I must do something for him,
for he can do but little for himself. Well, sir, I am a friend
to Liberty, as I said before, and likewise a friend to Reason; but I
tell you frankly that the Review which I intend to get up under the
rose, and present him with when it is established, will be conducted
on Oxford principles.’
‘Orthodox principles, I suppose you mean, sir?’
‘I do, sir; I am no linguist, but I believe the words are synonymous.’
Much more conversation passed between us, and it was agreed that I should
become a contributor to the Oxford Review. I stipulated, however,
that, as I knew little of politics, and cared less, no other articles
should be required from me than such as were connected with belles-lettres
and philology; to this the big man readily assented. ‘Nothing
will be required from you,’ said he, ‘but what you mention;
and now and then, perhaps, a paper on metaphysics. You understand
German, and perhaps it would be desirable that you should review Kant;
and in a review of Kant, sir, you could introduce to advantage your
peculiar notions about ex nihilo.’ He then reverted
to the subject of the Dairyman’s Daughter, which
I promised to take into consideration. As I was going away, he
invited me to dine with him on the ensuing Sunday.
‘That’s a strange man!’ said I to myself, after I
had left the house; ‘he is evidently very clever; but I cannot
say that I like him much, with his Oxford Reviews and Dairyman’s
Daughters. But what can I do? I am almost without a friend
in the world. I wish I could find some one who would publish my
ballads, or my songs of Ab Gwilym. In spite of what the big man
says, I am convinced that, once published, they would bring me much
fame and profit. But how is this? - what a beautiful sun! - the
porter was right in saying that the day would clear up - I will now
go to my dingy lodging, lock up my manuscripts, and then take a stroll
about the big city.’
CHAPTER XXXI
The walk - London’s Cheape - Street of the Lombards - Strange
bridge - Main arch - The roaring gulf - The boat - Cly-faking - A comfort
- The book - The blessed woman - No trap.
So I set out on my walk to see the wonders of the big city, and, as
chance would have it, I directed my course to the east. The day,
as I have already said, had become very fine, so that I saw the great
city to advantage, and the wonders thereof: and much I admired all I
saw; and, amongst other things, the huge cathedral, standing so proudly
on the most commanding ground in the big city; and I looked up to the
mighty dome, surmounted by a golden cross, and I said within myself,
‘That dome must needs be the finest in the world’; and I
gazed upon it till my eyes reeled, and my brain became dizzy, and I
thought that the dome would fall and crush me; and I shrank within myself,
and struck yet deeper into the heart of the big city.
‘O Cheapside! Cheapside!’ said I, as I advanced up that
mighty thoroughfare, ‘truly thou art a wonderful place for hurry,
noise, and riches! Men talk of the bazaars of the East - I have
never seen them - but I daresay that, compared with thee, they are poor
places, silent places, abounding with empty boxes, O thou pride of London’s
east! - mighty mart of old renown! - for thou art not a place of yesterday:-
long before the Roses red and white battled in fair England, thou didst
exist - a place of throng and bustle - place of gold and silver, perfumes
and fine linen. Centuries ago thou couldst extort the praises
even of the fiercest foes of England. Fierce bards of Wales, sworn
foes of England, sang thy praises centuries ago; and even the fiercest
of them all, Red Julius himself, wild Glendower’s bard, had a
word of praise for London’s ‘Cheape,’ for so the bards
of Wales styled thee in their flowing odes. Then, if those who
were not English, and hated England, and all connected therewith, had
yet much to say in thy praise, when thou wast far inferior to what thou
art now, why should true-born Englishmen, or those who call themselves
so, turn up their noses at thee, and scoff thee at the present day,
as I believe they do? But, let others do as they will, I, at least,
who am not only an Englishman, but an East Englishman, will not turn
up my nose at thee, but will praise and extol thee, calling thee mart
of the world - a place of wonder and astonishment! - and, were it right
and fitting to wish that anything should endure for ever, I would say
prosperity to Cheapside, throughout all ages - may it be the world’s
resort for merchandise, world without end.
And when I had passed through the Cheape I entered another street, which
led up a kind of ascent, and which proved to be the street of the Lombards,
called so from the name of its first founders; and I walked rapidly
up the street of the Lombards, neither looking to the right nor left,
for it had no interest for me, though I had a kind of consciousness
that mighty things were being transacted behind its walls: but it wanted
the throng, bustle, and outward magnificence of the Cheape, and it had
never been spoken of by ‘ruddy bards’! And, when I
had got to the end of the street of the Lombards, I stood still for
some time, deliberating within myself whether I should turn to the right
or the left, or go straight forward, and at last I turned to the right,
down a street of rapid descent, and presently found myself upon a bridge
which traversed the river which runs by the big city.
A strange kind of bridge it was; huge and massive, and seemingly of
great antiquity. It had an arched back, like that of a hog, a
high balustrade, and at either side, at intervals, were stone bowers
bulking over the river, but open on the other side, and furnished with
a semicircular bench. Though the bridge was wide - very wide -
it was all too narrow for the concourse upon it. Thousands of
human beings were pouring over the bridge. But what chiefly struck
my attention was a double row of carts and wagons, the generality drawn
by horses as large as elephants, each row striving hard in a different
direction, and not unfrequently brought to a stand-still. Oh the
cracking of whips, the shouts and oaths of the carters, and the grating
of wheels upon the enormous stones that formed the pavement! In
fact, there was a wild burly-burly upon the bridge, which nearly deafened
me. But, if upon the bridge there was a confusion, below it there
was a confusion ten times confounded. The tide, which was fast
ebbing, obstructed by the immense piers of the old bridge, poured beneath
the arches with a fall of several feet, forming in the river below as
many whirlpools as there were arches. Truly tremendous was the
roar of the descending waters, and the bellow of the tremendous gulfs,
which swallowed them for a time, and then cast them forth, foaming and
frothing from their horrid wombs. Slowly advancing along the bridge,
I came to the highest point, and there I stood still, close beside one
of the stone bowers, in which, beside a fruit-stall, sat an old woman,
with a pan of charcoal at her feet, and a book in her hand, in which
she appeared to be reading intently. There I stood, just above
the principal arch, looking through the balustrade at the scene that
presented itself - and such a scene! Towards the left bank of
the river, a forest of masts, thick and close, as far as the eye could
reach; spacious wharfs, surmounted with gigantic edifices; and, far
away, Caesar’s Castle, with its White Tower. To the right,
another forest of masts, and a maze of buildings, from which, here and
there, shot up to the sky chimneys taller than Cleopatra’s Needle,
vomiting forth huge wreaths of that black smoke which forms the canopy
- occasionally a gorgeous one - of the more than Babel city. Stretching
before me, the troubled breast of the mighty river, and, immediately
below, the main whirlpool of the Thames - the Maëlstrom of the
bulwarks of the middle arch - a grisly pool, which, with its superabundance
of horror, fascinated me. Who knows but I should have leapt into
its depths? - I have heard of such things - but for a rather startling
occurrence which broke the spell. As I stood upon the bridge,
gazing into the jaws of the pool, a small boat shot suddenly through
the arch beneath my feet. There were three persons in it; an oarsman
in the middle, whilst a man and woman sat at the stern. I shall
never forget the thrill of horror which went through me at this sudden
apparition. What! - a boat - a small boat - passing beneath that
arch into yonder roaring gulf! Yes, yes, down through that awful
water-way, with more than the swiftness of an arrow, shot the boat,
or skiff, right into the jaws of the pool. A monstrous breaker
curls over the prow - there is no hope; the boat is swamped, and all
drowned in that strangling vortex. No! the boat, which appeared
to have the buoyancy of a feather, skipped over the threatening horror,
and, the next moment, was out of danger, the boatman - a true boatman
of Cockaigne that - elevating one of his sculls in sign of triumph,
the man hallooing, and the woman, a true Englishwoman that - of a certain
class - waving her shawl. Whether any one observed them save myself,
or whether the feat was a common one, I know not; but nobody appeared
to take any notice of them. As for myself, I was so excited that
I strove to clamber up the balustrade of the bridge, in order to obtain
a better view of the daring adventurers. Before I could accomplish
my design, however, I felt myself seized by the body, and, turning my
head, perceived the old fruit-woman, who was clinging to me.
‘Nay, dear! don’t - don’t!’ said she.
‘Don’t fling yourself over - perhaps you may have better
luck next time!’
‘I was not going to fling myself over,’ said I, dropping
from the balustrade; ‘how came you to think of such a thing?’
‘Why, seeing you clamber up so fiercely, I thought you might have
had ill luck, and that you wished to make away with yourself.’
‘Ill luck,’ said I, going into the stone bower, and sitting
down. ‘What do you mean? ill luck in what?’
‘Why, no great harm, dear! cly-faking perhaps.’
‘Are you coming over me with dialects,’ said I, ‘speaking
unto me in fashions I wot nothing of?’
‘Nay, dear! don’t look so strange with those eyes of your’n,
nor talk so strangely; I don’t understand you.’
‘Nor I you; what do you mean by cly-faking?’
‘Lor, dear! no harm; only taking a handkerchief now and then.’
‘Do you take me for a thief?
‘Nay, dear! don’t make use of bad language; we never calls
them thieves here, but prigs and fakers: to tell you the truth, dear,
seeing you spring at that railing put me in mind of my own dear son,
who is now at Bot’ny: when he had bad luck, he always used to
talk of flinging himself over the bridge; and, sure enough, when the
traps were after him, he did fling himself into the river, but that
was off the bank; nevertheless, the traps pulled him out, and he is
now suffering his sentence; so you see you may speak out, if you have
done anything in the harmless line, for I am my son’s own mother,
I assure you.’
‘So you think there’s no harm in stealing?’
‘No harm in the world, dear! Do you think my own child would
have been transported for it, if there had been any harm in it? and,
what’s more, would the blessed woman in the book here have written
her life as she has done, and given it to the world, if there had been
any harm in faking? She, too, was what they call a thief and a
cut-purse; ay, and was transported for it, like my dear son; and do
you think she would have told the world so, if there had been any harm
in the thing? Oh, it is a comfort to me that the blessed woman
was transported, and came back - for come back she did, and rich too
- for it is an assurance to me that my dear son, who was transported
too, will come back like her.’
‘What was her name?’
‘Her name, blessed Mary Flanders.’
‘Will you let me look at the book?’
‘Yes, dear, that I will, if you promise me not to run away with
it.’
I took the book from her hand; a short thick volume, at least a century
old, bound with greasy black leather. I turned the yellow and
dog’s-eared pages, reading here and there a sentence. Yes,
and no mistake! His pen, his style, his spirit might be
observed in every line of the uncouth-looking old volume - the air,
the style, the spirit of the writer of the book which first taught me
to read. I covered my face with my hand, and thought of my childhood.
. . .
‘This is a singular book,’ said I at last; ‘but it
does not appear to have been written to prove that thieving is no harm,
but rather to show the terrible consequences of crime: it contains a
deep moral.’
‘A deep what, dear?’
‘A - but no matter, I will give you a crown for this volume.’
‘No, dear, I will not sell the volume for a crown.’
‘I am poor,’ said I; ‘but I will give you two silver
crowns for your volume.’
‘No, dear, I will not sell my volume for two silver crowns; no,
nor for the golden one in the king’s tower down there; without
my book I should mope and pine, and perhaps fling myself into the river;
but I am glad you like it, which shows that I was right about you, after
all; you are one of our party, and you have a flash about that eye of
yours which puts me just in mind of my dear son. No, dear, I won’t
sell you my book; but, if you like, you may have a peep into it whenever
you come this way. I shall be glad to see you; you are one of
the right sort, for, if you had been a common one, you would have run
away with the thing; but you scorn such behaviour, and, as you are so
flash of your money, though you say you are poor, you may give me a
tanner to buy a little baccy with; I love baccy, dear, more by token
that it comes from the plantations to which the blessed woman was sent.’
‘What’s a tanner?’ said I.
‘Lor! don’t you know, dear? Why, a tanner is sixpence;
and, as you were talking just now about crowns, it will be as well to
tell you that those of our trade never calls them crowns, but bulls;
but I am talking nonsense, just as if you did not know all that already,
as well as myself; you are only shamming - I’m no trap, dear,
nor more was the blessed woman in the book. Thank you, dear -
thank you for the tanner; if I don’t spend it, I’ll keep
it in remembrance of your sweet face. What, you are going? - well,
first let me whisper a word to you. If you have any clies to sell
at any time, I’ll buy them of you; all safe with me; I never peach,
and scores a trap; so now, dear, God bless you! and give you good luck.
Thank you for your pleasant company, and thank you for the tanner.’
CHAPTER XXXII
The tanner - The hotel - Drinking claret - London journal - New field
- Commonplaceness - The three individuals - Botheration - Frank and
ardent.
‘Tanner!’ said I musingly, as I left the bridge; ‘Tanner!
what can the man who cures raw skins by means of a preparation of oak
bark and other materials have to do with the name which these fakers,
as they call themselves, bestow on the smallest silver coin in these
dominions? Tanner! I can’t trace the connection between
the man of bark and the silver coin, unless journeymen tanners are in
the habit of working for sixpence a day. But I have it,’
I continued, flourishing my hat over my head, ‘tanner, in this
instance, is not an English word.’ Is it not surprising
that the language of Mr. Petulengro and of Tawno Chikno is continually
coming to my assistance whenever I appear to be at a nonplus with respect
to the derivation of crabbed words? I have made out crabbed words
in AEschylus by means of the speech of Chikno and Petulengro, and even
in my Biblical researches I have derived no slight assistance from it.
It appears to be a kind of picklock, an open sesame, Tanner - Tawno!
the one is but a modification of the other; they were originally identical,
and have still much the same signification. Tanner, in the language
of the apple-woman, meaneth the smallest of English silver coins; and
Tawno, in the language of the Petulengres, though bestowed upon the
biggest of the Romans, according to strict interpretation signifieth
a little child.
So I left the bridge, retracing my steps for a considerable way, as
I thought I had seen enough in the direction in which I had hitherto
been wandering; I should say that I scarcely walked less than thirty
miles about the big city on the day of my first arrival. Night
came on, but still I was walking about, my eyes wide open, and admiring
everything that presented itself to them. Everything was new to
me, for everything is different in London from what it is elsewhere
- the people, their language, the horses, the tout ensemble -
even the stones of London are different from others - at least it appeared
to me that I had never walked with the same case and facility on the
flagstones of a country town as on those of London; so I continued roving
about till night came on, and then the splendour of some of the shops
particularly struck me. ‘A regular Arabian Nights entertainment!’
said I, as I looked into one on Cornhill, gorgeous with precious merchandise,
and lighted up with lustres, the rays of which were reflected from a
hundred mirrors.
But, notwithstanding the excellence of the London pavement, I began
about nine o’clock to feel myself thoroughly tired; painfully
and slowly did I drag my feet along. I also felt very much in
want of some refreshment, and I remembered that since breakfast I had
taken nothing. I was now in the Strand, and, glancing about, I
perceived that I was close by an hotel, which bore over the door the
somewhat remarkable name of Holy Lands. Without a moment’s
hesitation I entered a well-lighted passage, and, turning to the left,
I found myself in a well-lighted coffee-room, with a well-dressed and
frizzled waiter before me, ‘Bring me some claret,’ said
I, for I was rather faint than hungry, and I felt ashamed to give a
humbler order to so well-dressed an individual. The waiter looked
at me for a moment; then, making a low bow, he bustled off, and I sat
myself down in the box nearest to the window. Presently the waiter
returned, bearing beneath his left arm a long bottle, and between the
fingers of his right hand two large purple glasses; placing the latter
on the table, he produced a corkscrew, drew the cork in a twinkling,
set the bottle down before me with a bang, and then, standing still,
appeared to watch my movements. You think I don’t know how
to drink a glass of claret, thought I to myself. I’ll soon
show you how we drink claret where I come from; and, filling one of
the glasses to the brim, I flickered it for a moment between my eyes
and the lustre, and then held it to my nose; having given that organ
full time to test the bouquet of the wine, I applied the glass to my
lips, taking a large mouthful of the wine, which I swallowed slowly
and by degrees, that the palate might likewise have an opportunity of
performing its functions. A second mouthful I disposed of more
summarily; then, placing the empty glass upon the table, I fixed my
eyes upon the bottle, and said - nothing; whereupon the waiter, who
had been observing the whole process with considerable attention, made
me a bow yet more low than before, and, turning on his heel, retired
with a smart chuck of his head, as much as to say, It is all right:
the young man is used to claret.
And when the waiter had retired I took a second glass of the wine, which
I found excellent; and, observing a newspaper lying near me, I took
it up and began perusing it. It has been observed somewhere that
people who are in the habit of reading newspapers every day are not
unfrequently struck with the excellence of style and general talent
which they display. Now, if that be the case, how must I have
been surprised, who was reading a newspaper for the first time, and
that one of the best of the London journals! Yes, strange as it
may seem, it was nevertheless true that, up to the moment of which I
am speaking, I had never read a newspaper of any description.
I of course had frequently seen journals, and even handled them; but,
as for reading them, what were they to me? I cared not for news.
But here I was now with my claret before me, perusing, perhaps, the
best of all the London journals; it was not the -, and I was astonished:
an entirely new field of literature appeared to be opened to my view.
It was a discovery, but I confess rather an unpleasant one; for I said
to myself, If literary talent is so very common in London, that the
journals, things which, as their very name denotes, are ephemeral, are
written in a style like the article I have been perusing, how can I
hope to distinguish myself in this big town, when, for the life of me,
I don’t think I could write anything half so clever as what I
have been reading? And then I laid down the paper, and fell into
deep musing; rousing myself from which, I took a glass of wine, and,
pouring out another, began musing again. What I have been reading,
thought I, is certainly very clever and very talented; but talent and
cleverness I think I have heard some one say are very commonplace things,
only fitted for everyday occasions. I question whether the man
who wrote the book I saw this day on the bridge was a clever man; but,
after all, was he not something much better? I don’t think he
could have written this article, but then he wrote the book which I
saw on the bridge. Then, if he could not have written the article
on which I now hold my forefinger - and I do not believe he could -
why should I feel discouraged at the consciousness that I, too, could
not write it? I certainly could no more have written the article
than he could; but then, like him, though I would not compare myself
to the man who wrote the book I saw upon the bridge, I think I could
- and here I emptied the glass of claret - write something better.
Thereupon I resumed the newspaper; and, as I was before struck with
the fluency of style and the general talent which it displayed, I was
now equally so with its commonplaceness and want of originality on every
subject; and it was evident to me that, whatever advantage these newspaper-writers
might have over me in some points, they had never studied the Welsh
bards, translated Kaempe Viser, or been under the pupilage of Mr. Petulengro
and Tawno Chikno.
And as I sat conning the newspaper three individuals entered the room,
and seated themselves in the box at the farther end of which I was.
They were all three very well dressed; two of them elderly gentlemen,
the third a young man about my own age, or perhaps a year or two older:
they called for coffee; and, after two or three observations, the two
eldest commenced a conversation in French, which, however, though they
spoke it fluently enough, I perceived at once was not their native language;
the young man, however, took no part in their conversation, and when
they addressed a portion to him, which indeed was but rarely, merely
replied by a monosyllable. I have never been a listener, and I
paid but little heed to their discourse, nor indeed to themselves; as
I occasionally looked up, however, I could perceive that the features
of the young man, who chanced to be seated exactly opposite to me, wore
an air of constraint and vexation. This circumstance caused me
to observe him more particularly than I otherwise should have done:
his features were handsome and prepossessing; he had dark brown hair
and a high-arched forehead. After the lapse of half an hour, the
two elder individuals, having finished their coffee, called for the
waiter, and then rose as if to depart, the young man, however, still
remaining seated in the box. The others, having reached the door,
turned round, and, finding that the youth did not follow them, one of
them called to him with a tone of some authority; whereupon the young
man rose, and, pronouncing half audibly the word ‘botheration,’
rose and followed them. I now observed that he was remarkably
tall. All three left the house. In about ten minutes, finding
nothing more worth reading in the newspaper, I laid it down, and though
the claret was not yet exhausted, I was thinking of betaking myself
to my lodgings, and was about to call the waiter, when I heard a step
in the passage, and in another moment the tall young man entered the
room, advanced to the same box, and, sitting down nearly opposite to
me, again pronounced to himself, but more audibly than before, the same
word.
‘A troublesome world this, sir,’ said I, looking at him.
‘Yes,’ said the young man, looking fixedly at me; ‘but
I am afraid we bring most of our troubles on our own heads - at least
I can say so of myself,’ he added, laughing. Then, after
a pause, ‘I beg pardon,’ he said, ‘but am I not addressing
one of my own country?’
‘Of what country are you?’ said I.
‘Ireland.’
‘I am not of your country, sir; but I have an infinite veneration
for your country, as Strap said to the French soldier. Will you
take a glass of wine?’
‘Ah, de tout mon coeur, as the parasite said to Gil Blas,’
cried the young man, laughing. ‘Here’s to our better
acquaintance!’
And better acquainted we soon became; and I found that, in making the
acquaintance of the young man, I had indeed made a valuable acquisition;
he was accomplished, highly connected, and bore the name of Francis
Ardry. Frank and ardent he was, and in a very little time had
told me much that related to himself, and in return I communicated a
general outline of my own history; he listened with profound attention,
but laughed heartily when I told him some particulars of my visit in
the morning to the publisher, whom he had frequently heard of.
We left the house together.
‘We shall soon see each other again,’ said he, as we separated
at the door of my lodging.
CHAPTER XXXIII
Dine with the publisher - Religions - No animal food - Unprofitable
discussions - Principles of criticism - The book market - Newgate lives
- Goethe a drug - German acquirements - Moral dignity.
On the Sunday I was punctual to my appointment to dine with the publisher.
As I hurried along the square in which his house stood, my thoughts
were fixed so intently on the great man, that I passed by him without
seeing him. He had observed me, however, and joined me just as
I was about to knock at the door. ‘Let us take a turn in
the square,’ said he, ‘we shall not dine for half an hour.’
‘Well,’ said he, as we were walking in the square, ‘what
have you been doing since I last saw you?’
‘I have been looking about London,’ said I, ‘and I
have bought the Dairyman’s Daughter; here it is.’
‘Pray put it up,’ said the publisher; ‘I don’t
want to look at such trash. Well, do you think you could write
anything like it?’
‘I do not,’ said I.
‘How is that?’ said the publisher, looking at me.
‘Because,’ said I, ‘the man who wrote it seems to
be perfectly well acquainted with his subject; and, moreover, to write
from the heart.’
‘By the subject you mean - ’
‘Religion.’
‘And ain’t you acquainted with religion?’
‘Very little.’
‘I am sorry for that,’ said the publisher seriously, ‘for
he who sets up for an author ought to be acquainted not only with religion,
but religions, and indeed with all subjects, like my good friend in
the country. It is well that I have changed my mind about the
Dairyman’s Daughter, or I really don’t know whom
I could apply to on the subject at the present moment, unless to himself;
and after all I question whether his style is exactly suited for an
evangelical novel.’
‘Then you do not wish for an imitation of the Dairyman’s
Daughter?’
‘I do not, sir; I have changed my mind, as I told you before;
I wish to employ you in another line, but will communicate to you my
intentions after dinner.’
At dinner, beside the publisher and myself, were present his wife and
son with his newly-married bride; the wife appeared a quiet respectable
woman, and the young people looked very happy and good-natured; not
so the publisher, who occasionally eyed both with contempt and dislike.
Connected with this dinner there was one thing remarkable; the publisher
took no animal food, but contented himself with feeding voraciously
on rice and vegetables prepared in various ways.
‘You eat no animal food, sir?’ said I.
‘I do not, sir,’ said he; ‘I have forsworn it upwards
of twenty years. In one respect, sir, I am a Brahmin. I
abhor taking away life - the brutes have as much right to live as ourselves.’
‘But,’ said I, ‘if the brutes were not killed, there
would be such a superabundance of them, that the land would be overrun
with them.’
‘I do not think so, sir; few are killed in India, and yet there
is plenty of room.’
‘But,’ said I, ‘Nature intended that they should be
destroyed, and the brutes themselves prey upon one another, and it is
well for themselves and the world that they do so. What would
be the state of things if every insect, bird, and worm were left to
perish of old age?’
‘We will change the subject,’ said the publisher; ‘I
have never been a friend of unprofitable discussions.’
I looked at the publisher with some surprise, I had not been accustomed
to be spoken to so magisterially; his countenance was dressed in a portentous
frown, and his eye looked more sinister than ever; at that moment he
put me in mind of some of those despots of whom I had read in the history
of Morocco, whose word was law. He merely wants power, thought
I to myself, to be a regular Muley Mehemet; and then I sighed, for I
remembered how very much I was in the power of that man.
The dinner over, the publisher nodded to his wife, who departed, followed
by her daughter-in-law. The son looked as if he would willingly
have attended them; he, however, remained seated; and, a small decanter
of wine being placed on the table, the publisher filled two glasses,
one of which he handed to myself, and the other to his son; saying,
‘Suppose you two drink to the success of the Review. I would
join you,’ said he, addressing himself to me, ‘but I drink
no wine; if I am a Brahmin with respect to meat, I am a Mahometan with
respect to wine.’
So the son and I drank success to the Review, and then the young man
asked me various questions; for example - How I liked London? - Whether
I did not think it a very fine place? - Whether I was at the play the
night before? - and whether I was in the park that afternoon?
He seemed preparing to ask me some more questions; but, receiving a
furious look from his father, he became silent, filled himself a glass
of wine, drank it off, looked at the table for about a minute, then
got up, pushed back his chair, made me a bow, and left the room.
‘Is that young gentleman, sir,’ said I, ‘well versed
in the principles of criticism?’
‘He is not, sir,’ said the publisher; ‘and, if I place
him at the head of the Review ostensibly, I do it merely in the hope
of procuring him a maintenance; of the principle of a thing he knows
nothing, except that the principle of bread is wheat, and that the principle
of that wine is grape. Will you take another glass?’
I looked at the decanter; but, not feeling altogether so sure as the
publisher’s son with respect to the principle of what it contained,
I declined taking any more.
‘No, sir,’ said the publisher, adjusting himself in his
chair, ‘he knows nothing about criticism, and will have nothing
more to do with the reviewals than carrying about the books to those
who have to review them; the real conductor of the Review will be a
widely different person, to whom I will, when convenient, introduce
you. And now we will talk of the matter which we touched upon
before dinner: I told you then that I had changed my mind with respect
to you; I have been considering the state of the market, sir, the book
market, and I have come to the conclusion that, though you might be
profitably employed upon evangelical novels, you could earn more money
for me, sir, and consequently for yourself, by a compilation of Newgate
lives and trials.’
‘Newgate lives and trials!’
‘Yes, sir,’ said the publisher, ‘Newgate lives and
trials; and now, sir, I will briefly state to you the services which
I expect you to perform, and the terms which I am willing to grant.
I expect you, sir, to compile six volumes of Newgate lives and trials,
each volume to contain by no manner of means less than one thousand
pages; the remuneration which you will receive when the work is completed
will be fifty pounds, which is likewise intended to cover any expenses
you may incur in procuring books, papers, and manuscripts necessary
for the compilation. Such will be one of your employments, sir,
- such the terms. In the second place, you will be expected to
make yourself useful in the Review - generally useful, sir - doing whatever
is required of you; for it is not customary, at least with me, to permit
writers, especially young writers, to choose their subjects. In
these two departments, sir, namely compilation and reviewing, I had
yesterday, after due consideration, determined upon employing you.
I had intended to employ you no farther, sir - at least for the present;
but, sir, this morning I received a letter from my valued friend in
the country, in which he speaks in terms of strong admiration (I don’t
overstate) of your German acquirements. Sir, he says that it would
be a thousand pities if your knowledge of the German language should
be lost to the world, or even permitted to sleep, and he entreats me
to think of some plan by which it may be turned to account. Sir,
I am at all times willing, if possible, to oblige my worthy friend,
and likewise to encourage merit and talent; I have, therefore, determined
to employ you in German.’
‘Sir,’ said I, rubbing my hands, ‘you are very kind,
and so is our mutual friend; I shall be happy to make myself useful
in German; and if you think a good translation from Goethe - his Sorrows
for example, or more particularly his Faust - ’
‘Sir,’ said the publisher, ‘Goethe is a drug; his
Sorrows are a drug, so is his Faustus, more especially
the last, since that fool - rendered him into English. No, sir,
I do not want you to translate Goethe or anything belonging to him;
nor do I want you to translate anything from the German; what I want
you to do, is to translate into German. I am willing to encourage
merit, sir; and, as my good friend in his last letter has spoken very
highly of your German acquirements, I have determined that you shall
translate my book of philosophy into German.’
‘Your book of philosophy into German, sir?’
‘Yes, sir; my book of philosophy into German. I am not a
drug, sir, in Germany as Goethe is here, no more is my book. I
intend to print the translation at Leipzig, sir; and if it turns out
a profitable speculation, as I make no doubt it will, provided the translation
be well executed, I will make you some remuneration. Sir, your
remuneration will be determined by the success of your translation.’
‘But, sir - ’
‘Sir,’ said the publisher, interrupting me, ‘you have
heard my intentions; I consider that you ought to feel yourself highly
gratified by my intentions towards you; it is not frequently that I
deal with a writer, especially a young writer, as I have done with you.
And now, sir, permit me to inform you that I wish to be alone.
This is Sunday afternoon, sir; I never go to church, but I am in the
habit of spending part of every Sunday afternoon alone - profitably
I hope, sir - in musing on the magnificence of nature and the moral
dignity of man.’
CHAPTER XXXIV
The two volumes - A young author - Intended editor - Quintilian - Loose
money.
‘What can’t be cured must be endured,’ and ‘it
is hard to kick against the pricks.’
At the period to which I have brought my history, I bethought me of
the proverbs with which I have headed this chapter, and determined to
act up to their spirit. I determined not to fly in the face of
the publisher, and to bear - what I could not cure - his arrogance and
vanity. At present, at the conclusion of nearly a quarter of a
century, I am glad that I came to that determination, which I did my
best to carry into effect.
Two or three days after our last interview, the publisher made his
appearance in my apartment; he bore two tattered volumes under his arm,
which he placed on the table. ‘I have brought you two volumes
of lives, sir,’ said he, ‘which I yesterday found in my
garret; you will find them of service for your compilation. As
I always wish to behave liberally and encourage talent, especially youthful
talent, I shall make no charge for them, though I should be justified
in so doing, as you are aware that, by our agreement, you are to provide
any books and materials which may be necessary. Have you been
in quest of any?’
‘No,’ said I, ‘not yet.’
‘Then, sir, I would advise you to lose no time in doing so; you
must visit all the bookstalls, sir, especially those in the by-streets
and blind alleys. It is in such places that you will find the
description of literature you are in want of. You must be up and
doing, sir; it will not do for an author, especially a young author,
to be idle in this town. To-night you will receive my book of
philosophy, and likewise books for the Review. And, by the bye,
sir, it will be as well for you to review my book of philosophy for
the Review; the other reviews not having noticed it. Sir, before
translating it, I wish you to review my book of philosophy for the Review.’
‘I shall be happy to do my best, sir.’
‘Very good, sir; I should be unreasonable to expect anything beyond
a person’s best. And now, sir, if you please, I will conduct
you to the future editor of the Review. As you are to co-operate,
sir, I deem it right to make you acquainted.’
The intended editor was a little old man, who sat in a kind of wooden
pavilion in a small garden behind a house in one of the purlieus of
the city, composing tunes upon a piano. The walls of the pavilion
were covered with fiddles of various sizes and appearances, and a considerable
portion of the floor occupied by a pile of books all of one size.
The publisher introduced him to me as a gentleman scarcely less eminent
in literature than in music, and me to him as an aspirant critic - a
young gentleman scarcely less eminent in philosophy than in philology.
The conversation consisted entirely of compliments till just before
we separated, when the future editor inquired of me whether I had ever
read Quintilian; and, on my replying in the negative, expressed his
surprise that any gentleman should aspire to become a critic who had
never read Quintilian, with the comfortable information, however, that
he could supply me with a Quintilian at half-price, that is, a translation
made by himself some years previously, of which he had, pointing to
the heap on the floor, still a few copies remaining unsold. For
some reason or other, perhaps a poor one, I did not purchase the editor’s
translation of Quintilian.
‘Sir,’ said the publisher, as we were returning from our
visit to the editor, ‘you did right in not purchasing a drug.
I am not prepared, sir, to say that Quintilian is a drug, never having
seen him; but I am prepared to say that man’s translation is a
drug, judging from the heap of rubbish on the floor; besides, sir, you
will want any loose money you may have to purchase the description of
literature which is required for your compilation.’
The publisher presently paused before the entrance of a very forlorn-looking
street. ‘Sir,’ said he, after looking down it with
attention, ‘I should not wonder if in that street you find works
connected with the description of literature which is required for your
compilation. It is in streets of this description, sir, and blind
alleys, where such works are to be found. You had better search
that street, sir, whilst I continue my way.’
I searched the street to which the publisher had pointed, and, in the
course of the three succeeding days, many others of a similar kind.
I did not find the description of literature alluded to by the publisher
to be a drug, but, on the contrary, both scarce and dear. I had
expended much more than my loose money long before I could procure materials
even for the first volume of my compilation.
CHAPTER XXXV
Francis Ardry - Certain sharpers - Brave and eloquent - Opposites -
Flinging the bones - Strange places - Dog-fighting - Learning and letters
- Batch of dogs - Redoubled application.
One evening I was visited by the tall young gentleman, Francis Ardry,
whose acquaintance I had formed at the coffee-house. As it is
necessary that the reader should know something more about this young
man, who will frequently appear in the course of these pages, I will
state in a few words who and what he was. He was born of an ancient
Roman Catholic family in Ireland; his parents, whose only child he was,
had long been dead. His father, who had survived his mother several
years, had been a spendthrift, and at his death had left the family
property considerably embarrassed. Happily, however, the son and
the estate fell into the hands of careful guardians, near relations
of the family, by whom the property was managed to the best advantage,
and every means taken to educate the young man in a manner suitable
to his expectations. At the age of sixteen he was taken from a
celebrated school in England at which he had been placed, and sent to
a small French university, in order that he might form an intimate and
accurate acquaintance with the grand language of the continent.
There he continued three years, at the end of which he went under the
care of a French abbé to Germany and Italy. It was in this
latter country that he first began to cause his guardians serious uneasiness.
He was in the heyday of youth when he visited Italy, and he entered
wildly into the various delights of that fascinating region, and, what
was worse, falling into the hands of certain sharpers, not Italian,
but English, he was fleeced of considerable sums of money. The
abbé, who, it seems, was an excellent individual of the old French
school, remonstrated with his pupil on his dissipation and extravagance;
but, finding his remonstrances vain, very properly informed the guardians
of the manner of life of his charge. They were not slow in commanding
Francis Ardry home; and, as he was entirely in their power, he was forced
to comply. He had been about three months in London when I met
him in the coffee-room, and the two elderly gentlemen in his company
were his guardians. At this time they were very solicitous that
he should choose for himself a profession, offering to his choice either
the army or law - he was calculated to shine in either of these professions
- for, like many others of his countrymen, he was brave and eloquent;
but he did not wish to shackle himself with a profession. As,
however, his minority did not terminate till he was three-and-twenty,
of which age he wanted nearly two years, during which he would be entirely
dependent on his guardians, he deemed it expedient to conceal, to a
certain degree, his sentiments, temporising with the old gentlemen,
with whom, notwithstanding his many irregularities, he was a great favourite,
and at whose death he expected to come into a yet greater property than
that which he inherited from his parents.
Such is a brief account of Francis Ardry - of my friend Francis Ardry;
for the acquaintance, commenced in the singular manner with which the
reader is acquainted, speedily ripened into a friendship which endured
through many long years of separation, and which still endures certainly
on my part, and on his - if he lives; but it is many years since I have
heard from Francis Ardry.
And yet many people would have thought it impossible for our friendship
to have lasted a week - for in many respects no two people could be
more dissimilar. He was an Irishman - I, an Englishman; - he,
fiery, enthusiastic, and open-hearted; I, neither fiery, enthusiastic,
nor open-hearted; - he, fond of pleasure and dissipation; I, of study
and reflection. Yet it is of such dissimilar elements that the
most lasting friendships are formed: we do not like counterparts of
ourselves. ‘Two great talkers will not travel far together,’
is a Spanish saying; I will add, ‘Nor two silent people’;
we naturally love our opposites.
So Francis Ardry came to see me, and right glad I was to see him, for
I had just flung my books and papers aside, and was wishing for a little
social converse; and when we had conversed for some little time together,
Francis Ardry proposed that we should go to the play to see Kean; so
we went to the play, and saw - not Kean, who at that time was ashamed
to show himself, but - a man who was not ashamed to show himself, and
who people said was a much better man than Kean - as I have no doubt
he was - though whether he was a better actor I cannot say, for I never
saw Kean.
Two or three evenings after Francis Ardry came to see me again, and
again we went out together, and Francis Ardry took me to - shall I say?
- why not? - a gaming-house, where I saw people playing, and where I
saw Francis Ardry play and lose five guineas, and where I lost nothing,
because I did not play, though I felt somewhat inclined; for a man with
a white hat and a sparkling eye held up a box which contained something
which rattled, and asked me to fling the bones. ‘There is
nothing like flinging the bones!’ said he, and then I thought
I should like to know what kind of thing flinging the bones was; I,
however, restrained myself. ‘There is nothing like flinging
the bones!’ shouted the man, as my friend and myself left the
room.
Long life and prosperity to Francis Ardry! but for him I should not
have obtained knowledge which I did of the strange and eccentric places
of London. Some of the places to which he took me were very strange
places indeed; but, however strange the places were, I observed that
the inhabitants thought there were no places like their several places,
and no occupations like their several occupations; and among other strange
places to which Francis Ardry conducted me was a place not far from
the abbey church of Westminster.
Before we entered this place our ears were greeted by a confused hubbub
of human voices, squealing of rats, barking of dogs, and the cries of
various other animals. Here we beheld a kind of cock-pit, around
which a great many people, seeming of all ranks, but chiefly of the
lower, were gathered, and in it we saw a dog destroy a great many rats
in a very small period; and when the dog had destroyed the rats, we
saw a fight between a dog and a bear, then a fight between two dogs,
then . . . .
After the diversions of the day were over, my friend introduced me to
the genius of the place, a small man of about five feet high, with a
very sharp countenance, and dressed in a brown jockey coat and top boots.
‘Joey,’ said he, ‘this is a friend of mine.’
Joey nodded to me with a patronising air. ‘Glad to see you,
sir! - want a dog?’
‘No,’ said I.
‘You have got one, then - want to match him?’
‘We have a dog at home,’ said I, ‘in the country;
but I can’t say I should like to match him. Indeed, I do
not like dog-fighting.’
‘Not like dog-fighting!’ said the man, staring.
‘The truth is, Joe, that he is just come to town.’
‘So I should think; he looks rather green - not like dog-fighting!’
‘Nothing like it, is there, Joey?’
‘I should think not; what is like it? A time will come,
and that speedily, when folks will give up everything else, and follow
dog-fighting.’
‘Do you think so?’ said I.
‘Think so? Let me ask what there is that a man wouldn’t
give up for it?’
‘Why,’ said I, modestly, ‘there’s religion.’
‘Religion! How you talk. Why, there’s myself
bred and born an Independent, and intended to be a preacher, didn’t
I give up religion for dog-fighting? Religion, indeed! If
it were not for the rascally law, my pit would fill better on Sundays
than any other time. Who would go to church when they could come
to my pit? Religion! why, the parsons themselves come to my pit;
and I have now a letter in my pocket from one of them, asking me to
send him a dog.’
‘Well, then, politics,’ said I.
‘Politics! Why, the gemmen in the House would leave Pitt
himself, if he were alive, to come to my pit. There were three
of the best of them here to-night, all great horators. - Get on with
you, what comes next?’
‘Why, there’s learning and letters.’
‘Pretty things, truly, to keep people from dog-fighting.
Why, there’s the young gentlemen from the Abbey School comes here
in shoals, leaving books, and letters, and masters too. To tell
you the truth, I rather wish they would mind their letters, for a more
precious set of young blackguards I never seed. It was only the
other day I was thinking of calling in a constable for my own protection,
for I thought my pit would have been torn down by them.’
Scarcely knowing what to say, I made an observation at random.
‘You show, by your own conduct,’ said I, ‘that there
are other things worth following besides dog-fighting. You practise
rat-catching and badger-baiting as well.’
The dog-fancier eyed me with supreme contempt.
‘Your friend here,’ said he, ‘might well call you
a new one. When I talks of dog-fighting, I of course means rat-catching,
and badger-baiting, ay, and bull-baiting too, just as when I speaks
religiously, when I says one I means not one but three. And talking
of religion puts me in mind that I have something else to do besides
chaffing here, having a batch of dogs to send off by this night’s
packet to the Pope of Rome.’
But at last I had seen enough of what London had to show, whether strange
or commonplace, so at least I thought, and I ceased to accompany my
friend in his rambles about town, and to partake of his adventures.
Our friendship, however, still continued unabated, though I saw, in
consequence, less of him. I reflected that time was passing on
- that the little money I had brought to town was fast consuming, and
that I had nothing to depend upon but my own exertions for a fresh supply;
and I returned with redoubled application to my pursuits.
CHAPTER XXXVI
Occupations - Traduttore traditore - Ode to the Mist - Apple and pear
- Reviewing - Current literature - Oxford-like manner - A plain story
- Ill-regulated mind - Unsnuffed candle - Strange dreams.
I compiled the Chronicles of Newgate; I reviewed books for the Review
established on an entirely new principle; and I occasionally tried my
best to translate into German portions of the publisher’s philosophy.
In this last task I experienced more than one difficulty. I was
a tolerable German scholar, it is true, and I had long been able to
translate from German into English with considerable facility; but to
translate from a foreign language into your own is a widely different
thing from translating from your own into a foreign language; and, in
my first attempt to render the publisher into German, I was conscious
of making miserable failures, from pure ignorance of German grammar;
however, by the assistance of grammars and dictionaries, and by extreme
perseverance, I at length overcame all the difficulties connected with
the German language. But, alas! another difficulty remained, far
greater than any connected with German - a difficulty connected with
the language of the publisher - the language which the great man employed
in his writings was very hard to understand; I say in his writings -
for his colloquial English was plain enough. Though not professing
to be a scholar, he was much addicted, when writing, to the use of Greek
and Latin terms, not as other people used them, but in a manner of his
own, which set the authority of dictionaries at defiance; the consequence
was that I was sometimes utterly at a loss to understand the meaning
of the publisher. Many a quarter of an hour did I pass at this
period, staring at periods of the publisher, and wondering what he could
mean, but in vain, till at last, with a shake of the head, I would snatch
up the pen, and render the publisher literally into German. Sometimes
I was almost tempted to substitute something of my own for what the
publisher had written, but my conscience interposed; the awful words,
Traduttore traditore, commenced ringing in my ears, and I asked myself
whether I should be acting honourably towards the publisher, who had
committed to me the delicate task of translating him into German; should
I be acting honourably towards him, in making him speak in German in
a manner different from that in which he expressed himself in English?
No, I could not reconcile such conduct with any principle of honour;
by substituting something of my own in lieu of these mysterious passages
of the publisher, I might be giving a fatal blow to his whole system
of philosophy. Besides, when translating into English, had I treated
foreign authors in this manner? Had I treated the minstrels of
the Kaempe Viser in this manner? - No. Had I treated Ab Gwilym
in this manner? Even when translating his Ode to the Mist, in
which he is misty enough, had I attempted to make Ab Gwilym less misty?
No; on referring to my translation, I found that Ab Gwilym in my hands
was quite as misty as in his own. Then, seeing that I had not
ventured to take liberties with people who had never put themselves
into my hands for the purpose of being rendered, how could I venture
to substitute my own thoughts and ideas for the publisher’s, who
had put himself into my hands for that purpose? Forbid it every
proper feeling! - so I told the Germans, in the publisher’s own
way, the publisher’s tale of an apple and a pear.
I at first felt much inclined to be of the publisher’s opinion
with respect to the theory of the pear. After all, why should
the earth be shaped like an apple, and not like a pear? - it would certainly
gain in appearance by being shaped like a pear. A pear being a
handsomer fruit than an apple, the publisher is probably right, thought
I, and I will say that he is right on this point in the notice which
I am about to write of his publication for the Review. And yet
I don’t know - said I, after a long fit of musing - I don’t
know but what there is more to be said for the Oxford theory.
The world may be shaped like a pear, but I don’t know that it
is; but one thing I know, which is, that it does not taste like a pear;
I have always liked pears, but I don’t like the world. The
world to me tastes much more like an apple, and I have never liked apples.
I will uphold the Oxford theory - besides, I am writing in an Oxford
Review, and am in duty bound to uphold the Oxford theory. So in
my notice I asserted that the world was round; I quoted Scripture, and
endeavoured to prove that the world was typified by the apple in Scripture,
both as to shape and properties. ‘An apple is round,’
said I, ‘and the world is round - the apple is a sour, disagreeable
fruit; and who has tasted much of the world without having his teeth
set on edge?’ I, however, treated the publisher, upon the
whole, in the most urbane and Oxford-like manner; complimenting him
upon his style, acknowledging the general soundness of his views, and
only differing with him in the affair of the apple and pear.
I did not like reviewing at all - it was not to my taste; it was not
in my way; I liked it far less than translating the publisher’s
philosophy, for that was something in the line of one whom a competent
judge had surnamed Lavengro. I never could understand why reviews
were instituted; works of merit do not require to be reviewed, they
can speak for themselves, and require no praising; works of no merit
at all will die of themselves, they require no killing. The Review
to which I was attached was, as has been already intimated, established
on an entirely new plan; it professed to review all new publications,
which certainly no Review had ever professed to do before, other Reviews
never pretending to review more than one-tenth of the current literature
of the day. When I say it professed to review all new publications,
I should add, which should be sent to it; for, of course, the Review
would not acknowledge the existence of publications, the authors of
which did not acknowledge the existence of the Review. I don’t
think, however, that the Review had much cause to complain of being
neglected; I have reason to believe that at least nine-tenths of the
publications of the day were sent to the Review, and in due time reviewed.
I had good opportunity of judging - I was connected with several departments
of the Review, though more particularly with the poetical and philosophic
ones. An English translation of Kant’s philosophy made its
appearance on my table the day before its publication. In my notice
of this work I said that the English shortly hoped to give the Germans
a quid pro quo. I believe at that time authors were much
in the habit of publishing at their own expense. All the poetry
which I reviewed appeared to be published at the expense of the authors.
If I am asked how I comported myself, under all circumstances, as a
reviewer - I answer, - I did not forget that I was connected with a
Review established on Oxford principles, the editor of which had translated
Quintilian. All the publications which fell under my notice I
treated in a gentlemanly and Oxford-like manner, no personalities -
no vituperation - no shabby insinuations; decorum, decorum was the order
of the day. Occasionally a word of admonition, but gently expressed,
as an Oxford undergraduate might have expressed it, or master of arts.
How the authors whose publications were consigned to my colleagues were
treated by them I know not; I suppose they were treated in an urbane
and Oxford-like manner, but I cannot say; I did not read the reviewals
of my colleagues, I did not read my own after they were printed.
I did not like reviewing.
Of all my occupations at this period I am free to confess I liked that
of compiling the Newgate Lives and Trials the best; that is,
after I had surmounted a kind of prejudice which I originally entertained.
The trials were entertaining enough; but the lives - how full were they
of wild and racy adventures, and in what racy, genuine language were
they told! What struck me most with respect to these lives was
the art which the writers, whoever they were, possessed of telling a
plain story. It is no easy thing to tell a story plainly and distinctly
by mouth; but to tell one on paper is difficult indeed, so many snares
lie in the way. People are afraid to put down what is common on
paper, they seek to embellish their narratives, as they think, by philosophic
speculations and reflections; they are anxious to shine, and people
who are anxious to shine can never tell a plain story. ‘So
I went with them to a music booth, where they made me almost drunk with
gin, and began to talk their flash language, which I did not understand,’
says, or is made to say, Henry Simms, executed at Tyburn some seventy
years before the time of which I am speaking. I have always looked
upon this sentence as a masterpiece of the narrative style, it is so
concise and yet so very clear. As I gazed on passages like this,
and there were many nearly as good in the Newgate lives, I often sighed
that it was not my fortune to have to render these lives into German
rather than the publisher’s philosophy - his tale of an apple
and pear.
Mine was an ill-regulated mind at this period. As I read over
the lives of these robbers and pickpockets, strange doubts began to
arise in my mind about virtue and crime. Years before, when quite
a boy, as in one of the early chapters I have hinted, I had been a necessitarian;
I had even written an essay on crime (I have it now before me, penned
in a round boyish hand), in which I attempted to prove that there is
no such thing as crime or virtue, all our actions being the result of
circumstances or necessity. These doubts were now again reviving
in my mind; I could not, for the life of me, imagine how, taking all
circumstances into consideration, these highwaymen, these pickpockets,
should have been anything else than highwaymen and pickpockets; any
more than how, taking all circumstances into consideration, Bishop Latimer
(the reader is aware that I had read Foxe’s Book of Martyrs)
should have been anything else than Bishop Latimer. I had a very
ill-regulated mind at that period.
My own peculiar ideas with respect to everything being a lying dream
began also to revive. Sometimes at midnight, after having toiled
for hours at my occupations, I would fling myself back on my chair,
look about the poor apartment, dimly lighted by an unsnuffed candle,
or upon the heaps of books and papers before me, and exclaim, - ‘Do
I exist? Do these things, which I think I see about me, exist,
or do they not? Is not everything a dream - a deceitful dream?
Is not this apartment a dream - the furniture a dream? The publisher
a dream - his philosophy a dream? Am I not myself a dream - dreaming
about translating a dream? I can’t see why all should not
be a dream; what’s the use of the reality?’ And then
I would pinch myself, and snuff the burdened smoky light. ‘I
can’t see, for the life of me, the use of all this; therefore
why should I think that it exists? If there was a chance, a probability,
of all this tending to anything, I might believe; but - ’ and
then I would stare and think, and after some time shake my head and
return again to my occupations for an hour or two; and then I would
perhaps shake, and shiver, and yawn, and look wistfully in the direction
of my sleeping apartment; and then, but not wistfully, at the papers
and books before me; and sometimes I would return to my papers and books;
but oftener I would arise, and, after another yawn and shiver, take
my light, and proceed to my sleeping chamber.
They say that light fare begets light dreams; my fare at that time was
light enough; but I had anything but light dreams, for at that period
I had all kind of strange and extravagant dreams, and amongst other
things I dreamt that the whole world had taken to dog-fighting; and
that I, myself, had taken to dog-fighting, and that in a vast circus
I backed an English bulldog against the bloodhound of the Pope of Rome.
CHAPTER XXXVII
My brother - Fits of crying - Mayor-elect - The committee - The Norman
arch - A word of Greek - Church and State - At my own expense - If you
please.
One morning I arose somewhat later than usual, having been occupied
during the greater part of the night with my literary toil. On
descending from my chamber into the sitting-room I found a person seated
by the fire, whose glance was directed sideways to the table, on which
were the usual preparations for my morning’s meal. Forthwith
I gave a cry, and sprang forward to embrace the person; for the person
by the fire, whose glance was directed to the table, was no one else
than my brother.
‘And how are things going on at home?’ said I to my brother,
after we had kissed and embraced. ‘How is my mother, and
how is the dog?’
‘My mother, thank God, is tolerably well,’ said my brother,
‘but very much given to fits of crying. As for the dog,
he is not so well; but we will talk more of these matters anon,’
said my brother, again glancing at the breakfast things: ‘I am
very hungry, as you may suppose, after having travelled all night.’
Thereupon I exerted myself to the best of my ability to perform the
duties of hospitality, and I made my brother welcome - I may say more
than welcome; and, when the rage of my brother’s hunger was somewhat
abated, we recommenced talking about the matters of our little family,
and my brother told me much about my mother; he spoke of her fits of
crying, but said that of late the said fits of crying had much diminished,
and she appeared to be taking comfort; and, if I am not much mistaken,
my brother told me that my mother had of late the Prayer-book frequently
in her hand, and yet oftener the Bible.
We were silent for a time - at last I opened my mouth and mentioned
the dog.
‘The dog,’ said my brother, ‘is, I am afraid, in a
very poor way; ever since the death he has done nothing but pine and
take on. A few months ago, you remember, he was as plump and fine
as any dog in the town; but at present he is little more than skin and
bone. Once we lost him for two days, and never expected to see
him again, imagining that some mischance had befallen him; at length
I found him - where do you think? Chancing to pass by the churchyard,
I found him seated on the grave!’
‘Very strange,’ said I; ‘but let us talk of something
else. It was very kind of you to come and see me.’
‘Oh, as for that matter, I did not come up to see you, though
of course I am very glad to see you, having been rather anxious about
you, like my mother, who has received only one letter from you since
your departure. No, I did not come up on purpose to see you; but
on quite a different account. You must know that the corporation
of our town have lately elected a new mayor, a person of many qualifications
- big and portly, with a voice like Boanerges; a religious man, the
possessor of an immense pew; loyal, so much so that I once heard him
say that he would at any time go three miles to hear any one sing “God
save the King”; moreover, a giver of excellent dinners.
Such is our present mayor; who, owing to his loyalty, his religion,
and a little, perhaps, to his dinners, is a mighty favourite; so much
so that the town is anxious to have his portrait painted in a superior
style, so that remote posterity may know what kind of man he was, the
colour of his hair, his air and gait. So a committee was formed
some time ago, which is still sitting; that is, they dine with the mayor
every day to talk over the subject. A few days since, to my great
surprise, they made their appearance in my poor studio, and desired
to be favoured with a sight of some of my paintings; well, I showed
them some, and, after looking at them with great attention, they went
aside and whispered. “He’ll do,” I heard one
say; “Yes, he’ll do,” said another; and then they
came to me, and one of them, a little man with a hump on his back, who
is a watchmaker, assumed the office of spokesman, and made a long speech
- (the old town has been always celebrated for orators) - in which he
told me how much they had been pleased with my productions - (the old
town has been always celebrated for its artistic taste) - and, what
do you think? offered me the painting of the mayor’s portrait,
and a hundred pounds for my trouble. Well, of course I was much
surprised, and for a minute or two could scarcely speak; recovering
myself, however, I made a speech, not so eloquent as that of the watchmaker
of course, being not so accustomed to speaking; but not so bad either,
taking everything into consideration, telling them how flattered I felt
by the honour which they had conferred in proposing to me such an undertaking;
expressing, however, my fears that I was not competent to the task,
and concluding by saying what a pity it was that Crome was dead.
“Crome,” said the little man, “Crome; yes, he was
a clever man, a very clever man in his way; he was good at painting
landscapes and farm-houses, but he would not do in the present instance
were he alive. He had no conception of the heroic, sir.
We want some person capable of representing our mayor striding under
the Norman arch out of the cathedral.” At the mention of
the heroic an idea came at once into my head. “Oh,”
said I, “if you are in quest of the heroic, I am glad that you
came to me; don’t mistake me,” I continued, “I do
not mean to say that I could do justice to your subject, though I am
fond of the heroic; but I can introduce you to a great master of the
heroic, fully competent to do justice to your mayor. Not to me,
therefore, be the painting of the picture given, but to a friend of
mine, the great master of the heroic, to the best, the strongest, πω
κρατιστω” I added, for,
being amongst orators, I thought a word of Greek would tell.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘and what did the orators say?’
‘They gazed dubiously at me and at one another,’ said my
brother; ‘at last the watchmaker asked me who this Mr. Christo
was; adding, that he had never heard of such a person; that, from my
recommendation of him, he had no doubt that he was a very clever man;
but that they should like to know something more about him before giving
the commission to him. That he had heard of Christie the great
auctioneer, who was considered to be an excellent judge of pictures;
but he supposed that I scarcely - Whereupon, interrupting the watchmaker,
I told him that I alluded neither to Christo nor to Christie; but to
the painter of Lazarus rising from the grave, a painter under whom I
had myself studied during some months that I had spent in London, and
to whom I was indebted for much connected with the heroic.
‘“I have heard of him,” said the watchmaker, “and
his paintings too; but I am afraid that he is not exactly the gentleman
by whom our mayor would wish to be painted. I have heard say that
he is not a very good friend to Church and State. Come, young
man,” he added, “it appears to me that you are too modest;
I like your style of painting, so do we all, and - why should I mince
the matter? - the money is to be collected in the town, why should it
go into a stranger’s pocket, and be spent in London?”
‘Thereupon I made them a speech, in which I said that art had
nothing to do with Church and State, at least with English Church and
State, which had never encouraged it; and that, though Church and State
were doubtless very fine things, a man might be a very good artist who
cared not a straw for either. I then made use of some more Greek
words, and told them how painting was one of the Nine Muses, and one
of the most independent creatures alive, inspiring whom she pleased,
and asking leave of nobody; that I should be quite unworthy of the favours
of the Muse if, on the present occasion, I did not recommend them a
man whom I considered to be a much greater master of the heroic than
myself; and that, with regard to the money being spent in the city,
I had no doubt that they would not weigh for a moment such a consideration
against the chance of getting a true heroic picture for the city.
I never talked so well in my life, and said so many flattering things
to the hunchback and his friends, that at last they said that I should
have my own way; and that if I pleased to go up to London, and bring
down the painter of Lazarus to paint the mayor, I might; so they then
bade me farewell, and I have come up to London.’
‘To put a hundred pounds into the hands of - ’
‘A better man than myself,’ said my brother, ‘of course.’
‘And have you come up at your own expense?’
‘Yes,’ said my brother, ‘I have come up at my own
expense.’
I made no answer, but looked in my brother’s face. We then
returned to the former subjects of conversation, talking of the dead,
my mother, and the dog.
After some time my brother said, ‘I will now go to the painter,
and communicate to him the business which has brought me to town; and,
if you please, I will take you with me and introduce you to him.’
Having expressed my willingness, we descended into the street.
CHAPTER XXXVIII
Painter of the heroic - I’ll go! - A modest peep - Who is this?
- A capital Pharaoh - Disproportionably short - Imaginary picture -
English figures.
The painter of the heroic resided a great way off, at the western end
of the town. We had some difficulty in obtaining admission to
him; a maid-servant, who opened the door, eyeing us somewhat suspiciously:
it was not until my brother had said that he was a friend of the painter
that we were permitted to pass the threshold. At length we were
shown into the studio, where we found the painter, with an easel and
brush, standing before a huge piece of canvas, on which he had lately
commenced painting a heroic picture. The painter might be about
thirty-five years old; he had a clever, intelligent countenance, with
a sharp gray eye - his hair was dark brown, and cut à-la-Rafael,
as I was subsequently told, that is, there was little before and much
behind - he did not wear a neck-cloth; but, in its stead, a black riband,
so that his neck, which was rather fine, was somewhat exposed - he had
a broad, muscular breast, and I make no doubt that he would have been
a very fine figure, but unfortunately his legs and thighs were somewhat
short. He recognised my brother, and appeared glad to see him.
‘What brings you to London?’ said he.
Whereupon my brother gave him a brief account of his commission.
At the mention of the hundred pounds, I observed the eyes of the painter
glisten. ‘Really,’ said he, when my brother had concluded,
‘it was very kind to think of me. I am not very fond of
painting portraits; but a mayor is a mayor, and there is something grand
in that idea of the Norman arch. I’ll go; moreover, I am
just at this moment confoundedly in need of money, and when you knocked
at the door, I don’t mind telling you, I thought it was some dun.
I don’t know how it is, but in the capital they have no taste
for the heroic, they will scarce look at a heroic picture; I am glad
to hear that they have better taste in the provinces. I’ll
go; when shall we set off?’
Thereupon it was arranged between the painter and my brother that they
should depart the next day but one; they then began to talk of art.
‘I’ll stick to the heroic,’ said the painter; ‘I
now and then dabble in the comic, but what I do gives me no pleasure,
the comic is so low; there is nothing like the heroic. I am engaged
here on a heroic picture,’ said he, pointing to the canvas; ‘the
subject is “Pharaoh dismissing Moses from Egypt,” after
the last plague - the death of the first-born; it is not far advanced
- that finished figure is Moses’: they both looked at the canvas,
and I, standing behind, took a modest peep. The picture, as the
painter said, was not far advanced, the Pharaoh was merely in outline;
my eye was, of course, attracted by the finished figure, or rather what
the painter had called the finished figure; but, as I gazed upon it,
it appeared to me that there was something defective - something unsatisfactory
in the figure. I concluded, however, that the painter, notwithstanding
what he had said, had omitted to give it the finishing touch.
‘I intend this to be my best picture,’ said the painter;
‘what I want now is a face for Pharaoh; I have long been meditating
on a face for Pharaoh.’ Here, chancing to cast his eye upon
my countenance, of whom he had scarcely taken any manner of notice,
he remained with his mouth open for some time. ‘Who is this?’
said he at last. ‘Oh, this is my brother, I forgot to introduce
him.’ . . .
We presently afterwards departed; my brother talked much about the painter.
‘He is a noble fellow,’ said my brother; ‘but, like
many other noble fellows, has a great many enemies; he is hated by his
brethren of the brush - all the land and water scape painters hate him
- but, above all, the race of portrait-painters, who are ten times more
numerous than the other two sorts, detest him for his heroic tendencies.
It will be a kind of triumph to the last, I fear, when they hear he
has condescended to paint a portrait; however, that Norman arch will
enable him to escape from their malice - that is a capital idea of the
watchmaker, that Norman arch.’
I spent a happy day with my brother. On the morrow he went again
to the painter, with whom he dined; I did not go with him. On
his return he said, ‘The painter has been asking a great many
questions about you, and expressed a wish that you would sit to him
as Pharaoh; he thinks you would make a capital Pharaoh.’
‘I have no wish to appear on canvas,’ said I; ‘moreover
he can find much better Pharaohs than myself; and, if he wants a real
Pharaoh, there is a certain Mr. Petulengro.’ ‘Petulengro?’
said my brother; ‘a strange kind of fellow came up to me some
time ago in our town, and asked me about you; when I inquired his name,
he told me Petulengro. No, he will not do, he is too short; by
the bye, do you not think that figure of Moses is somewhat short?’
And then it appeared to me that I had thought the figure of Moses somewhat
short, and I told my brother so. ‘Ah!’ said my brother.
On the morrow my brother departed with the painter for the old town,
and there the painter painted the mayor. I did not see the picture
for a great many years, when, chancing to be at the old town, I beheld
it.
The original mayor was a mighty, portly man, with a bull’s head,
black hair, body like that of a dray horse, and legs and thighs corresponding;
a man six foot high at the least. To his bull’s head, black
hair, and body the painter had done justice; there was one point, however,
in which the portrait did not correspond with the original - the legs
were disproportionably short, the painter having substituted his own
legs for those of the mayor, which when I perceived I rejoiced that
I had not consented to be painted as Pharaoh, for, if I had, the chances
are that he would have served me in exactly a similar way as he had
served Moses and the mayor.
Short legs in a heroic picture will never do; and, upon the whole, I
think the painter’s attempt at the heroic in painting the mayor
of the old town a decided failure. If I am now asked whether the
picture would have been a heroic one provided the painter had not substituted
his own legs for those of the mayor - I must say, I am afraid not.
I have no idea of making heroic pictures out of English mayors, even
with the assistance of Norman arches; yet I am sure that capital pictures
might be made out of English mayors, not issuing from Norman arches,
but rather from the door of the ‘Checquers’ or the ‘Brewers
Three.’ The painter in question had great comic power, which
he scarcely ever cultivated; he would fain be a Rafael, which he never
could be, when he might have been something quite as good - another
Hogarth; the only comic piece which he ever presented to the world being
something little inferior to the best of that illustrious master.
I have often thought what a capital picture might have been made by
my brother’s friend, if, instead of making the mayor issue out
of the Norman arch, he had painted him moving under the sign of the
‘Checquers,’ or the ‘Three Brewers,’ with mace
- yes, with mace, - the mace appears in the picture issuing out of the
Norman arch behind the mayor, - but likewise with Snap, and with whiffler,
quart pot, and frying-pan, Billy Blind and Owlenglass, Mr. Petulengro
and Pakomovna; - then, had he clapped his own legs upon the mayor, or
any one else in the concourse, what matter? But I repeat that
I have no hope of making heroic pictures out of English mayors, or,
indeed, out of English figures in general. England may be a land
of heroic hearts, but it is not, properly, a land of heroic figures,
or heroic posture-making. Italy . . . what was I going to say
about Italy?
CHAPTER XXXIX
No authority whatever - Interference - Wondrous farrago - Brandt and
Struensee - What a life! - The hearse - Mortal relics - Great poet -
Fashion and fame - What a difference - Oh, beautiful - Good for nothing.
And now once more to my pursuits, to my Lives and Trials. However
partial at first I might be to these lives and trials, it was not long
before they became regular trials to me, owing to the whims and caprices
of the publisher. I had not been long connected with him before
I discovered that he was wonderfully fond of interfering with other
people’s business - at least with the business of those who were
under his control. What a life did his unfortunate authors lead!
He had many in his employ toiling at all kinds of subjects - I call
them authors because there is something respectable in the term author,
though they had little authorship in, and no authority whatever over,
the works on which they were engaged. It is true the publisher
interfered with some colour of reason, the plan of all and every of
the works alluded to having originated with himself; and, be it observed,
many of his plans were highly clever and promising, for, as I have already
had occasion to say, the publisher in many points was a highly clever
and sagacious person; but he ought to have been contented with planning
the works originally, and have left to other people the task of executing
them, instead of which he marred everything by his rage for interference.
If a book of fairy tales was being compiled, he was sure to introduce
some of his philosophy, explaining the fairy tale by some theory of
his own. Was a book of anecdotes on hand, it was sure to be half
filled with sayings and doings of himself during the time that he was
common councilman of the City of London. Now, however fond the
public might be of fairy tales, it by no means relished them in conjunction
with the publisher’s philosophy; and however fond of anecdotes
in general, or even of the publisher in particular - for indeed there
were a great many anecdotes in circulation about him which the public
both read and listened to very readily - it took no pleasure in such
anecdotes as he was disposed to relate about himself. In the compilation
of my Lives and Trials I was exposed to incredible mortification, and
ceaseless trouble, from this same rage for interference. It is
true he could not introduce his philosophy into the work, nor was it
possible for him to introduce anecdotes of himself, having never had
the good or evil fortune to be tried at the bar; but he was continually
introducing - what, under a less apathetic government than the one then
being, would have infallibly subjected him, and perhaps myself, to a
trial, - his politics; not his Oxford or pseudo politics, but the politics
which he really entertained, and which were of the most republican and
violent kind. But this was not all; when about a moiety of the
first volume had been printed, he materially altered the plan of the
work; it was no longer to be a collection of mere Newgate lives and
trials, but of lives and trials of criminals in general, foreign as
well as domestic. In a little time the work became a wondrous
farrago, in which Königsmark the robber figured by the side of
Sam Lynn, and the Marchioness de Brinvilliers was placed in contact
with a Chinese outlaw. What gave me the most trouble and annoyance
was the publisher’s remembering some life or trial, foreign or
domestic, which he wished to be inserted, and which I was forthwith
to go in quest of and purchase at my own expense: some of those lives
and trials were by no means easy to find. ‘Where is Brandt
and Struensee?’ cries the publisher; ‘I am sure I don’t
know,’ I replied; whereupon the publisher falls to squealing like
one of Joey’s rats. ‘Find me up Brandt and Struensee
by next morning, or - ’ ‘Have you found Brandt and
Struensee?’ cried the publisher, on my appearing before him next
morning. ‘No,’ I reply, ‘I can hear nothing
about them’; whereupon the publisher falls to bellowing like Joey’s
bull. By dint of incredible diligence, I at length discover the
dingy volume containing the lives and trials of the celebrated two who
had brooded treason dangerous to the state of Denmark. I purchase
the dingy volume, and bring it in triumph to the publisher, the perspiration
running down my brow. The publisher takes the dingy volume in
his hand, he examines it attentively, then puts it down; his countenance
is calm for a moment, almost benign. Another moment and there
is a gleam in the publisher’s sinister eye; he snatches up the
paper containing the names of the worthies which I have intended shall
figure in the forthcoming volumes - he glances rapidly over it, and
his countenance once more assumes a terrific expression. ‘How
is this?’ he exclaims; ‘I can scarcely believe my eyes -
the most important life and trial omitted to be found in the whole criminal
record - what gross, what utter negligence! Where’s the
life of Farmer Patch? where’s the trial of Yeoman Patch?’
‘What a life! what a dog’s life!’ I would frequently
exclaim, after escaping from the presence of the publisher.
One day, after a scene with the publisher similar to that which I have
described above, I found myself about noon at the bottom of Oxford Street,
where it forms a right angle with the road which leads or did lead to
Tottenham Court. Happening to cast my eyes around, it suddenly
occurred to me that something uncommon was expected; people were standing
in groups on the pavement - the upstair windows of the houses were thronged
with faces, especially those of women, and many of the shops were partly,
and not a few entirely, closed. What could be the reason of all
this? All at once I bethought me that this street of Oxford was
no other than the far-famed Tyburn way. Oh, oh, thought I, an
execution; some handsome young robber is about to be executed at the
farther end; just so, see how earnestly the women are peering; perhaps
another Harry Simms - Gentleman Harry as they called him - is about
to be carted along this street to Tyburn tree; but then I remembered
that Tyburn tree had long since been cut down, and that criminals, whether
young or old, good-looking or ugly, were executed before the big stone
gaol, which I had looked at with a kind of shudder during my short rambles
in the City. What could be the matter? just then I heard various
voices cry, ‘There it comes!’ and all heads were turned
up Oxford Street, down which a hearse was slowly coming: nearer and
nearer it drew; presently it was just opposite the place where I was
standing, when, turning to the left, it proceeded slowly along Tottenham
Road; immediately behind the hearse were three or four mourning coaches,
full of people, some of whom, from the partial glimpse which I caught
of them, appeared to be foreigners; behind these came a very long train
of splendid carriages, all of which, without one exception, were empty.
‘Whose body is in that hearse?’ said I to a dapper-looking
individual, seemingly a shopkeeper, who stood beside me on the pavement,
looking at the procession.
‘The mortal relics of Lord Byron,’ said the dapper-looking
individual, mouthing his words and smirking - ‘the illustrious
poet, which have been just brought from Greece, and are being conveyed
to the family vault in -shire.’
‘An illustrious poet, was he?’ said I.
‘Beyond all criticism,’ said the dapper man; ‘all
we of the rising generation are under incalculable obligation to Byron;
I myself, in particular, have reason to say so; in all my correspondence
my style is formed on the Byronic model.’
I looked at the individual for a moment, who smiled and smirked to himself
applause, and then I turned my eyes upon the hearse proceeding slowly
up the almost endless street. This man, this Byron, had for many
years past been the demigod of England, and his verses the daily food
of those who read, from the peer to the draper’s assistant; all
were admirers, or rather worshippers, of Byron, and all doated on his
verses; and then I thought of those who, with genius as high as his,
or higher, had lived and died neglected. I thought of Milton abandoned
to poverty and blindness; of witty and ingenious Butler consigned to
the tender mercies of bailiffs; and starving Otway: they had lived neglected
and despised, and, when they died, a few poor mourners only had followed
them to the grave; but this Byron had been made a half god of when living,
and now that he was dead he was followed by worshipping crowds, and
the very sun seemed to come out on purpose to grace his funeral.
And, indeed, the sun, which for many days past had hidden its face in
clouds, shone out that morn with wonderful brilliancy, flaming upon
the black hearse and its tall ostrich plumes, the mourning coaches,
and the long train of aristocratic carriages which followed behind.
‘Great poet, sir,’ said the dapper-looking man, ‘great
poet, but unhappy.’
Unhappy? yes, I had heard that he had been unhappy; that he had roamed
about a fevered, distempered man, taking pleasure in nothing - that
I had heard; but was it true? was he really unhappy? was not this unhappiness
assumed, with the view of increasing the interest which the world took
in him? and yet who could say? He might be unhappy, and with reason.
Was he a real poet after all? might he not doubt himself? might he not
have a lurking consciousness that he was undeserving of the homage which
he was receiving? that it could not last? that he was rather at the
top of fashion than of fame? He was a lordling, a glittering,
gorgeous lordling: and he might have had a consciousness that he owed
much of his celebrity to being so; he might have felt that he was rather
at the top of fashion than of fame. Fashion soon changes, thought
I, eagerly to myself - a time will come, and that speedily, when he
will be no longer in the fashion; when this idiotic admirer of his,
who is still grinning at my side, shall have ceased to mould his style
on Byron’s; and this aristocracy, squirearchy, and what not, who
now send their empty carriages to pay respect to the fashionable corpse,
shall have transferred their empty worship to some other animate or
inanimate thing. Well, perhaps after all it was better to have
been mighty Milton in his poverty and blindness - witty and ingenious
Butler consigned to the tender mercies of bailiffs, and starving Otway;
they might enjoy more real pleasure than this lordling; they must have
been aware that the world would one day do them justice - fame after
death is better than the top of fashion in life. They have left
a fame behind them which shall never die, whilst this lordling - a time
will come when he will be out of fashion and forgotten. And yet
I don’t know; didn’t he write Childe Harold and that ode?
Yes, he wrote Childe Harold and that ode. Then a time will scarcely
come when he will be forgotten. Lords, squires, and cockneys may
pass away, but a time will scarcely come when Childe Harold and that
ode will be forgotten. He was a poet, after all, and he must have
known it; a real poet, equal to - to - what a destiny! Rank, beauty,
fashion, immortality, - he could not be unhappy; what a difference in
the fate of men - I wish I could think he was unhappy . . . .
I turned away.
‘Great poet, sir,’ said the dapper man, turning away too,
‘but unhappy - fate of genius, sir; I, too, am frequently unhappy.’
Hurrying down a street to the right, I encountered Francis Ardry.
‘What means the multitude yonder?’ he demanded.
‘They are looking after the hearse which is carrying the remains
of Byron up Tottenham Road.’
‘I have seen the man,’ said my friend, as he turned back
the way he had come, ‘so I can dispense with seeing the hearse
- I saw the living man at Venice - ah, a great poet.’
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘a great poet, it must be so, everybody
says so - what a destiny! What a difference in the fate of men;
but ’tis said he was unhappy; you have seen him, how did he look?’
‘Oh, beautiful!’
‘But did he look happy?’
‘Why, I can’t say he looked very unhappy; I saw him with
two . . . very fair ladies; but what is it to you whether the man was
unhappy or not? Come, where shall we go - to Joey’s?
His hugest bear - ’
‘Oh, I have had enough of bears, I have just been worried by one.’
‘The publisher?’
‘Yes.’
‘Then come to Joey’s, three dogs are to be launched at his
bear: as they pin him, imagine him to be the publisher.’
‘No,’ said I, ‘I am good for nothing; I think I shall
stroll to London Bridge.’
‘That’s too far for me - farewell.’
CHAPTER XL
London Bridge - Why not? - Every heart has its bitters - Wicked boys
- Give me my book - Such a fright - Honour bright.
So I went to London Bridge, and again took my station on the spot by
the booth where I had stood on the former occasion. The booth,
however, was empty; neither the apple-woman nor her stall was to be
seen. I looked over the balustrade upon the river; the tide was
now, as before, rolling beneath the arch with frightful impetuosity.
As I gazed upon the eddies of the whirlpool, I thought within myself
how soon human life would become extinct there; a plunge, a convulsive
flounder, and all would be over. When I last stood over that abyss
I had felt a kind of impulse - a fascination; I had resisted it - I
did not plunge into it. At present I felt a kind of impulse to
plunge; but the impulse was of a different kind; it proceeded from a
loathing of life, I looked wistfully at the eddies - what had I to live
for? - what, indeed! I thought of Brandt and Struensee, and Yeoman
Patch - should I yield to the impulse - why not? My eyes were
fixed on the eddies. All of a sudden I shuddered; I thought I
saw heads in the pool; human bodies wallowing confusedly; eyes turned
up to heaven with hopeless horror; was that water or - ? Where
was the impulse now? I raised my eyes from the pool, I looked
no more upon it - I looked forward, far down the stream in the far distance.
‘Ha! what is that? I thought I saw a kind of Fata Morgana,
green meadows, waving groves, a rustic home; but in the far distance
- I stared - I stared - a Fata Morgana - it was gone. . . . ’
I left the balustrade and walked to the farther end of the bridge, where
I stood for some time contemplating the crowd; I then passed over to
the other side with an intention of returning home; just half-way over
the bridge, in a booth immediately opposite to the one in which I had
formerly beheld her, sat my friend, the old apple-woman, huddled up
behind her stall.
‘Well, mother,’ said I, ‘how are you?’
The old woman lifted her head with a startled look.
‘Don’t you know me?’ said I.
‘Yes, I think I do. Ah, yes,’ said she, as her features
beamed with recollection, ‘I know you, dear; you are the young
lad that gave me the tanner. Well, child, got anything to sell?’
‘Nothing at all,’ said I.
‘Bad luck?’
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘bad enough, and ill usage.’
‘Ah, I suppose they caught ye; well, child, never mind, better
luck next time; I am glad to see you.’
‘Thank you,’ said I, sitting down on the stone bench; ‘I
thought you had left the bridge - why have you changed your side?’
The old woman shook.
‘What is the matter with you,’ said I; ‘are you ill?’
‘No, child, no; only - ’
‘Only what? Any bad news of your son?’
‘No, child, no; nothing about my son. Only low, child -
every heart has its bitters.’
‘That’s true,’ said I; ‘well, I don’t
want to know your sorrows; come, where’s the book?’
The apple-woman shook more violently than before, bent herself down,
and drew her cloak more closely about her than before. ‘Book,
child, what book?’
‘Why, blessed Mary, to be sure.’
‘Oh, that; I ha’n’t got it, child - I have lost it,
have left it at home.’
‘Lost it,’ said I; ‘left it at home - what do you
mean? Come, let me have it.’
‘I ha’n’t got it, child.’
‘I believe you have got it under your cloak.’
‘Don’t tell any one, dear; don’t - don’t,’
and the apple-woman burst into tears.
‘What’s the matter with you?’ said I, staring at her.
‘You want to take my book from me?’
‘Not I, I care nothing about it; keep it, if you like, only tell
me what’s the matter?’
‘Why, all about that book.’
‘The book?’
‘Yes, they wanted to take it from me.’
‘Who did?’
‘Why, some wicked boys. I’ll tell you all about it.
Eight or ten days ago, I sat behind my stall, reading my book; all of
a sudden I felt it snatched from my hand, up I started, and see three
rascals of boys grinning at me; one of them held the book in his hand.
“What book is this?” said he, grinning at it. “What
do you want with my book?” said I, clutching at it over my stall;
“give me my book.” “What do you want a book
for?” said he, holding it back; “I have a good mind to fling
it into the Thames.” “Give me my book,” I shrieked;
and, snatching at it, I fell over my stall, and all my fruit was scattered
about. Off ran the boys - off ran the rascal with my book.
Oh dear, I thought I should have died; up I got, however, and ran after
them as well as I could; I thought of my fruit, but I thought more of
my book. I left my fruit and ran after my book. “My
book! my book!” I shrieked, “murder! theft! robbery!”
I was near being crushed under the wheels of a cart; but I didn’t
care - I followed the rascals. “Stop them! stop them!”
I ran nearly as fast as they - they couldn’t run very fast on
account of the crowd. At last some one stopped the rascal, whereupon
he turned round, and flinging the book at me, it fell into the mud;
well, I picked it up and kissed it, all muddy as it was. “Has
he robbed you?” said the man. “Robbed me, indeed;
why he had got my book.” “Oh, your book,” said
the man, and laughed, and let the rascal go. Ah, he might laugh,
but - ’
‘Well, go on.’
‘My heart beats so. Well, I went back to my booth and picked
up my stall and my fruits, what I could find of them. I couldn’t
keep my stall for two days I got such a fright, and when I got round
I couldn’t bide the booth where the thing had happened, so I came
over to the other side. Oh, the rascals, if I could but see them
hanged.’
‘For what?’
‘Why, for stealing my book.’
‘I thought you didn’t dislike stealing, - that you were
ready to buy things - there was your son, you know - ’
‘Yes, to be sure.’
‘He took things.’
‘To be sure he did.’
‘But you don’t like a thing of yours to be taken.’
‘No, that’s quite a different thing; what’s stealing
handkerchiefs, and that kind of thing, to do with taking my book? there’s
a wide difference - don’t you see?’
‘Yes, I see.’
‘Do you, dear? well, bless your heart, I’m glad you do.
Would you like to look at the book?’
‘Well, I think I should.’
‘Honour bright?’ said the apple-woman, looking me in the
eyes.
‘Honour bright,’ said I, looking the apple-woman in the
eyes.
‘Well then, dear, here it is,’ said she, taking it from
under her cloak; ‘read it as long as you like, only get a little
farther into the booth - Don’t sit so near the edge - you
might - ’
I went deep into the booth, and the apple-woman, bringing her chair
round, almost confronted me. I commenced reading the book, and
was soon engrossed by it; hours passed away, once or twice I lifted
up my eyes, the apple-woman was still confronting me: at last my eyes
began to ache, whereupon I returned the book to the apple-woman, and,
giving her another tanner, walked away.
CHAPTER XLI
Decease of the Review - Homer himself - Bread and cheese - Finger and
thumb - Impossible to find - Something grand - Universal mixture - Some
other publisher.
Time passed away, and with it the Review, which, contrary to the publisher’s
expectation, did not prove a successful speculation. About four
months after the period of its birth it expired, as all Reviews must
for which there is no demand. Authors had ceased to send their
publications to it, and, consequently, to purchase it; for I have already
hinted that it was almost entirely supported by authors of a particular
class, who expected to see their publications foredoomed to immortality
in its pages. The behaviour of these authors towards this unfortunate
publication I can attribute to no other cause than to a report which
was industriously circulated, namely, that the Review was low, and that
to be reviewed in it was an infallible sign that one was a low person,
who could be reviewed nowhere else. So authors took fright; and
no wonder, for it will never do for an author to be considered low.
Homer himself has never yet entirely recovered from the injury he received
by Lord Chesterfield’s remark that the speeches of his heroes
were frequently exceedingly low.
So the Review ceased, and the reviewing corps no longer existed as such;
they forthwith returned to their proper avocations - the editor to compose
tunes on his piano, and to the task of disposing of the remaining copies
of his Quintilian - the inferior members to working for the publisher,
being to a man dependants of his; one, to composing fairy tales; another,
to collecting miracles of Popish saints; and a third, Newgate lives
and trials. Owing to the bad success of the Review, the publisher
became more furious than ever. My money was growing short, and
I one day asked him to pay me for my labours in the deceased publication.
‘Sir,’ said the publisher, ‘what do you want the money
for?’
‘Merely to live on,’ I replied; ‘it is very difficult
to live in this town without money.’
‘How much money did you bring with you to town?’ demanded
the publisher.
‘Some twenty or thirty pounds,’ I replied.
‘And you have spent it already?’
‘No,’ said I, ‘not entirely; but it is fast disappearing.’
‘Sir,’ said the publisher, ‘I believe you to be extravagant;
yes, sir, extravagant!’
‘On what grounds do you suppose me to be so?’
‘Sir,’ said the publisher, ‘you eat meat.’
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘I eat meat sometimes; what should
I eat?’
‘Bread, sir,’ said the publisher; ‘bread and cheese.’
‘So I do, sir, when I am disposed to indulge; but I cannot often
afford it - it is very expensive to dine on bread and cheese, especially
when one is fond of cheese, as I am. My last bread and cheese
dinner cost me fourteenpence. There is drink, sir; with bread
and cheese one must drink porter, sir.’
‘Then, sir, eat bread - bread alone. As good men as yourself
have eaten bread alone; they have been glad to get it, sir. If
with bread and cheese you must drink porter, sir, with bread alone you
can, perhaps, drink water, sir.’
However, I got paid at last for my writings in the Review, not, it is
true, in the current coin of the realm, but in certain bills; there
were two of them, one payable at twelve, and the other at eighteen months
after date. It was a long time before I could turn these bills
to any account; at last I found a person who, at a discount of only
thirty per cent, consented to cash them; not, however, without sundry
grimaces, and, what was still more galling, holding, more than once,
the unfortunate papers high in air between his forefinger and thumb.
So ill, indeed, did I like this last action, that I felt much inclined
to snatch them away. I restrained myself, however, for I remembered
that it was very difficult to live without money, and that, if the present
person did not discount the bills, I should probably find no one else
that would.
But if the treatment which I had experienced from the publisher, previous
to making this demand upon him, was difficult to bear, that which I
subsequently underwent was far more so: his great delight seemed to
consist in causing me misery and mortification; if, on former occasions,
he was continually sending me in quest of lives and trials difficult
to find, he now was continually demanding lives and trials which it
was impossible to find; the personages whom he mentioned never having
lived, nor consequently been tried. Moreover, some of my best
lives and trials which I had corrected and edited with particular care,
and on which I prided myself no little, he caused to be cancelled after
they had passed through the press. Amongst these was the life
of ‘Gentleman Harry.’ ‘They are drugs, sir,’
said the publisher, ‘drugs; that life of Harry Simms has long
been the greatest drug in the calendar - has it not, Taggart?’
Taggart made no answer save by taking a pinch of snuff. The reader,
has, I hope, not forgotten Taggart, whom I mentioned whilst giving an
account of my first morning’s visit to the publisher. I
beg Taggart’s pardon for having been so long silent about him;
but he was a very silent man - yet there was much in Taggart - and Taggart
had always been civil and kind to me in his peculiar way.
‘Well, young gentleman,’ said Taggart to me one morning,
when we chanced to be alone a few days after the affair of the cancelling,
‘how do you like authorship?’
‘I scarcely call authorship the drudgery I am engaged in,’
said I.
‘What do you call authorship?’ said Taggart.
‘I scarcely know,’ said I; ‘that is, I can scarcely
express what I think it.’
‘Shall I help you out?’ said Taggart, turning round his
chair, and looking at me.
‘If you like,’ said I.
‘To write something grand,’ said Taggart, taking snuff;
‘to be stared at - lifted on people’s shoulders - ’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘that is something like it.’
Taggart took snuff. ‘Well,’ said he, ‘why don’t
you write something grand?’
‘I have,’ said I.
‘What?’ said Taggart.
‘Why,’ said I, ‘there are those ballads.’
Taggart took snuff.
‘And those wonderful versions from Ab Gwilym.’
Taggart took snuff again.
‘You seem to be very fond of snuff,’ said I, looking at
him angrily.
Taggart tapped his box.
‘Have you taken it long?’
‘Three-and-twenty years.’
‘What snuff do you take?’
‘Universal mixture.’
‘And you find it of use?
Taggart tapped his box.
‘In what respect?’ said I.
‘In many - there is nothing like it to get a man through; but
for snuff I should scarcely be where I am now.’
‘Have you been long here?’
‘Three-and-twenty years.’
‘Dear me,’ said I; ‘and snuff brought you through?
Give me a pinch - pah, I don’t like it,’ and I sneezed.
‘Take another pinch,’ said Taggart.
‘No,’ said I, ‘I don’t like snuff.’
‘Then you will never do for authorship; at least for this kind.’
‘So I begin to think - what shall I do?’
Taggart took snuff.
‘You were talking of a great work - what shall it be?’
Taggart took snuff.
‘Do you think I could write one?’
Taggart uplifted his two forefingers as if to tap, he did not however.
‘It would require time,’ said I, with a half sigh.
Taggart tapped his box.
‘A great deal of time; I really think that my ballads - ’
Taggart took snuff.
‘If published, would do me credit. I’ll make an effort,
and offer them to some other publisher.’
Taggart took a double quantity of snuff.
CHAPTER XLII
Francis Ardry - That won’t do, sir - Observe my gestures - I think
you improve - Better than politics - Delightful young Frenchwoman -
A burning shame - Magnificent impudence - Paunch - Voltaire - Lump of
sugar.
Occasionally I called on Francis Ardry. This young gentleman resided
in handsome apartments in the neighbourhood of a fashionable square,
kept a livery servant, and, upon the whole, lived in very good style.
Going to see him one day, between one and two, I was informed by the
servant that his master was engaged for the moment, but that, if I pleased
to wait a few minutes, I should find him at liberty. Having told
the man that I had no objection, he conducted me into a small apartment
which served as antechamber to a drawing-room; the door of this last
being half open, I could see Francis Ardry at the farther end, speechifying
and gesticulating in a very impressive manner. The servant, in
some confusion, was hastening to close the door; but, ere he could effect
his purpose, Francis Ardry, who had caught a glimpse of me, exclaimed,
‘Come in - come in by all means’; and then proceeded, as
before, speechifying and gesticulating. Filled with some surprise,
I obeyed his summons.
On entering the room I perceived another individual, to whom Francis
Ardry appeared to be addressing himself; this other was a short spare
man of about sixty; his hair was of badger gray, and his face was covered
with wrinkles - without vouchsafing me a look, he kept his eye, which
was black and lustrous, fixed full on Francis Ardry, as if paying the
deepest attention to his discourse. All of a sudden, however,
he cried with a sharp, cracked voice, ‘That won’t do, sir;
that won’t do - more vehemence - your argument is at present particularly
weak; therefore, more vehemence - you must confuse them, stun them,
stultify them, sir’; and, at each of these injunctions, he struck
the back of his right hand sharply against the palm of the left.
‘Good, sir - good!’ he occasionally uttered, in the same
sharp, cracked tone, as the voice of Francis Ardry became more and more
vehement. ‘Infinitely good!’ he exclaimed, as Francis
Ardry raised his voice to the highest pitch; ‘and now, sir, abate;
let the tempest of vehemence decline - gradually, sir; not too fast.
Good, sir - very good!’ as the voice of Francis Ardry declined
gradually in vehemence. ‘And now a little pathos, sir -
try them with a little pathos. That won’t do, sir - that
won’t do,’ - as Francis Ardry made an attempt to become
pathetic, - ‘that will never pass for pathos - with tones and
gesture of that description you will never redress the wrongs of your
country. Now, sir, observe my gestures, and pay attention to the
tone of my voice, sir.’
Thereupon, making use of nearly the same terms which Francis Ardry had
employed, the individual in black uttered several sentences in tones
and with gestures which were intended to express a considerable degree
of pathos, though it is possible that some people would have thought
both the one and the other highly ludicrous. After a pause, Francis
Ardry recommenced imitating the tones and the gestures of his monitor
in the most admirable manner. Before he had proceeded far, however,
he burst into a fit of laughter, in which I should, perhaps, have joined,
provided it were ever my wont to laugh. ‘Ha, ha!’
said the other, good-humouredly, ‘you are laughing at me.
Well, well, I merely wished to give you a hint; but you saw very well
what I meant; upon the whole I think you improve. But I must now
go, having two other pupils to visit before four.’
Then taking from the table a kind of three-cornered hat, and a cane
headed with amber, he shook Francis Ardry by the hand; and, after glancing
at me for a moment, made me a half bow, attended with a strange grimace,
and departed.
‘Who is that gentleman?’ said I to Francis Ardry, as soon
as were alone.
‘Oh, that is - ’ said Frank, smiling, ‘the gentleman
who gives me lessons in elocution.’
‘And what need have you of elocution?’
‘Oh, I merely obey the commands of my guardians,’ said Francis,
‘who insist that I should, with the assistance of -, qualify myself
for Parliament; for which they do me the honour to suppose that I have
some natural talent. I dare not disobey them; for, at the present
moment, I have particular reasons for wishing to keep on good terms
with them.’
‘But,’ said I, ‘you are a Roman Catholic; and I thought
that persons of your religion were excluded from Parliament?’
‘Why, upon that very thing the whole matter hinges; people of
our religion are determined to be no longer excluded from Parliament,
but to have a share in the government of the nation. Not that
I care anything about the matter; I merely obey the will of my guardians;
my thoughts are fixed on something better than politics.’
‘I understand you,’ said I; ‘dog-fighting - well,
I can easily conceive that to some minds dog-fighting - ’
‘I was not thinking of dog-fighting,’ said Francis Ardry,
interrupting me.
‘Not thinking of dog-fighting!’ I ejaculated.
‘No,’ said Francis Ardry, ‘something higher and much
more rational than dog-fighting at present occupies my thoughts.’
‘Dear me,’ said I, ‘I thought I had heard you say
that there was nothing like it!’
‘Like what?’ said Francis Ardry.
‘Dog-fighting, to be sure,’ said I.
‘Pooh,’ said Francis Ardry; ‘who but the gross and
unrefined care anything for dog-fighting? That which at present
engages my waking and sleeping thoughts is love - divine love - there
is nothing like that. Listen to me, I have a secret to
confide to you.’
And then Francis Ardry proceeded to make me his confidant. It
appeared that he had had the good fortune to make the acquaintance of
the most delightful young Frenchwoman imaginable, Annette La Noire by
name, who had just arrived from her native country with the intention
of obtaining the situation of governess in some English family; a position
which, on account of her many accomplishments, she was eminently qualified
to fill. Francis Ardry had, however, persuaded her to relinquish
her intention for the present, on the ground that, until she had become
acclimated in England, her health would probably suffer from the confinement
inseparable from the occupation in which she was desirous of engaging;
he had, moreover - for it appeared that she was the most frank and confiding
creature in the world - succeeded in persuading her to permit him to
hire for her a very handsome first floor in his own neighbourhood, and
to accept a few inconsiderable presents in money and jewellery.
‘I am looking out for a handsome gig and horse,’ said Francis
Ardry, at the conclusion of his narration; ‘it were a burning
shame that so divine a creature should have to go about a place like
London on foot, or in a paltry hackney coach.’
‘But,’ said I, ‘will not the pursuit of politics prevent
your devoting much time to this fair lady?’
‘It will prevent me devoting all my time,’ said Francis
Ardry, ‘as I gladly would; but what can I do? My guardians
wish me to qualify myself for a political orator, and I dare not offend
them by a refusal. If I offend my guardians, I should find it
impossible - unless I have recourse to Jews and money-lenders - to support
Annette; present her with articles of dress and jewellery, and purchase
a horse and cabriolet worthy of conveying her angelic person through
the streets of London.’
After a pause, in which Francis Ardry appeared lost in thought, his
mind being probably occupied with the subject of Annette, I broke silence
by observing, ‘So your fellow-religionists are really going to
make a serious attempt to procure their emancipation?’
‘Yes,’ said Francis Ardry, starting from his reverie; ‘everything
has been arranged; even a leader has been chosen, at least for us of
Ireland, upon the whole the most suitable man in the world for the occasion
- a barrister of considerable talent, mighty voice, and magnificent
impudence. With emancipation, liberty, and redress for the wrongs
of Ireland in his mouth, he is to force his way into the British House
of Commons, dragging myself and others behind him - he will succeed,
and when he is in he will cut a figure; I have heard - himself, who
has heard him speak, say that he will cut a figure.’
‘And is - competent to judge?’ I demanded.
‘Who but he?’ said Francis Ardry; ‘no one questions
his judgment concerning what relates to elocution. His fame on
that point is so well established, that the greatest orators do not
disdain occasionally to consult him; C- himself, as I have been told,
when anxious to produce any particular effect in the House, is in the
habit of calling in - for a consultation.’
‘As to matter, or manner?’ said I.
‘Chiefly the latter,’ said Francis Ardry, ‘though
he is competent to give advice as to both, for he has been an orator
in his day, and a leader of the people; though he confessed to me that
he was not exactly qualified to play the latter part - “I want
paunch,” said he.’
‘It is not always indispensable,’ said I; ‘there is
an orator in my town, a hunchback and watchmaker, without it, who not
only leads the people, but the mayor too; perhaps he has a succedaneum
in his hunch: but, tell me, is the leader of your movement in possession
of that which - wants?’
‘No more deficient in it than in brass,’ said Francis Ardry.
‘Well,’ said I, ‘whatever his qualifications may be,
I wish him success in the cause which he has taken up - I love religious
liberty.’
‘We shall succeed,’ said Francis Ardry; ‘John Bull
upon the whole is rather indifferent on the subject, and then we are
sure to be backed by the Radical party, who, to gratify their political
prejudices, would join with Satan himself.’
‘There is one thing,’ said I, ‘connected with this
matter which surprises me - your own lukewarmness. Yes, making
every allowance for your natural predilection for dog-fighting, and
your present enamoured state of mind, your apathy at the commencement
of such a movement is to me unaccountable.’
‘You would not have cause to complain of my indifference,’
said Frank, ‘provided I thought my country would be benefited
by this movement; but I happen to know the origin of it. The priests
are the originators, ‘and what country was ever benefited by a
movement which owed its origin to them?’ so says Voltaire, a page
of whom I occasionally read. By the present move they hope to
increase their influence, and to further certain designs which they
entertain both with regard to this country and Ireland. I do not
speak rashly or unadvisedly. A strange fellow - a half-Italian,
half-English priest, - who was recommended to me by my guardians, partly
as a spiritual, partly as a temporal guide, has let me into a secret
or two; he is fond of a glass of gin and water - and over a glass of
gin and water cold, with a lump of sugar in it, he has been more communicative,
perhaps, than was altogether prudent. Were I my own master, I
would kick him, politics, and religious movements, to a considerable
distance. And now, if you are going away, do so quickly; I have
an appointment with Annette, and must make myself fit to appear before
her.’
CHAPTER XLIII
Progress - Glorious John - Utterly unintelligible - What a difference.
By the month of October I had, in spite of all difficulties and obstacles,
accomplished about two-thirds of the principal task which I had undertaken,
the compiling of the Newgate lives; I had also made some progress in
translating the publisher’s philosophy into German. But
about this time I began to see very clearly that it was impossible that
our connection should prove of long duration; yet, in the event of my
leaving the big man, what other resource had I - another publisher?
But what had I to offer? There were my ballads, my Ab Gwilym,
but then I thought of Taggart and his snuff, his pinch of snuff.
However, I determined to see what could be done, so I took my ballads
under my arm, and went to various publishers; some took snuff, others
did not, but none took my ballads or Ab Gwilym, they would not even
look at them. One asked me if I had anything else - he was a snuff-taker
- I said yes; and going home, returned with my translation of the German
novel, to which I have before alluded. After keeping it for a
fortnight, he returned it to me on my visiting him, and, taking a pinch
of snuff, told me it would not do. There were marks of snuff on
the outside of the manuscript, which was a roll of paper bound with
red tape, but there were no marks of snuff on the interior of the manuscript,
from which I concluded that he had never opened it.
I had often heard of one Glorious John, who lived at the western end
of the town; on consulting Taggart, he told me that it was possible
that Glorious John would publish my ballads and Ab Gwilym, that is,
said he, taking a pinch of snuff, provided you can see him; so I went
to the house where Glorious John resided, and a glorious house it was,
but I could not see Glorious John - I called a dozen times, but I never
could see Glorious John. Twenty years after, by the greatest chance
in the world, I saw Glorious John, and sure enough Glorious John published
my books, but they were different books from the first; I never offered
my ballads or Ab Gwilym to Glorious John. Glorious John was no
snuff-taker. He asked me to dinner, and treated me with superb
Rhenish wine. Glorious John is now gone to his rest, but I - what
was I going to say? - the world will never forget Glorious John.
So I returned to my last resource for the time then being - to the publisher,
persevering doggedly in my labour. One day, on visiting the publisher,
I found him stamping with fury upon certain fragments of paper.
‘Sir,’ said he, ‘you know nothing of German; I have
shown your translation of the first chapter of my Philosophy to several
Germans: it is utterly unintelligible to them.’ ‘Did
they see the Philosophy?’ I replied. ‘They did, sir,
but they did not profess to understand English.’ ‘No
more do I,’ I replied, ‘if that Philosophy be English.’
The publisher was furious - I was silent. For want of a pinch
of snuff, I had recourse to something which is no bad substitute for
a pinch of snuff, to those who can’t take it, silent contempt;
at first it made the publisher more furious, as perhaps a pinch of snuff
would; it, however, eventually calmed him, and he ordered me back to
my occupations, in other words, the compilation. To be brief,
the compilation was completed, I got paid in the usual manner, and forthwith
left him.
He was a clever man, but what a difference in clever men!
CHAPTER XLIV
The old spot - A long history - Thou shalt not steal - No harm - Education
- Necessity - Foam on your lip - Apples and pears - What will you read?
- Metaphor - The fur cap - I don’t know him.
It was past midwinter, and I sat on London Bridge, in company with the
old apple-woman: she had just returned to the other side of the bridge,
to her place in the booth where I had originally found her. This
she had done after frequent conversations with me; ‘she liked
the old place best,’ she said, which she would never have left
but for the terror which she experienced when the boys ran away with
her book. So I sat with her at the old spot, one afternoon past
midwinter, reading the book, of which I had by this time come to the
last pages. I had observed that the old woman for some time past
had shown much less anxiety about the book than she had been in the
habit of doing. I was, however, not quite prepared for her offering
to make me a present of it, which she did that afternoon; when, having
finished it, I returned it to her, with many thanks for the pleasure
and instruction I had derived from its perusal. ‘You may
keep it, dear,’ said the old woman, with a sigh; ‘you may
carry it to your lodging, and keep it for your own.’
Looking at the old woman with surprise, I exclaimed, ‘Is it possible
that you are willing to part with the book which has been your source
of comfort so long?’
Whereupon the old woman entered into a long history, from which I gathered
that the book had become distasteful to her; she hardly ever opened
it of late, she said, or if she did, it was only to shut it again; also,
that other things which she had been fond of, though of a widely different
kind, were now distasteful to her. Porter and beef-steaks were
no longer grateful to her palate, her present diet chiefly consisting
of tea, and bread and butter.
‘Ah,’ said I, ‘you have been ill, and when people
are ill, they seldom like the things which give them pleasure when they
are in health.’ I learned, moreover, that she slept little
at night, and had all kinds of strange thoughts; that as she lay awake
many things connected with her youth, which she had quite forgotten,
came into her mind. There were certain words that came into her
mind the night before the last, which were continually humming in her
ears: I found that the words were, ‘Thou shalt not steal.’
On inquiring where she had first heard these words, I learned that she
had read them at school, in a book called the primer; to this school
she had been sent by her mother, who was a poor widow, and followed
the trade of apple-selling in the very spot where her daughter followed
it now. It seems that the mother was a very good kind of woman,
but quite ignorant of letters, the benefit of which she was willing
to procure for her child; and at the school the daughter learned to
read, and subsequently experienced the pleasure and benefit of letters,
in being able to read the book which she found in an obscure closet
of her mother’s house, and which had been her principal companion
and comfort for many years of her life.
But, as I have said before, she was now dissatisfied with the book,
and with most other things in which she had taken pleasure; she dwelt
much on the words, ‘Thou shalt not steal’; she had never
stolen things herself, but then she had bought things which other people
had stolen, and which she knew had been stolen; and her dear son had
been a thief, which he perhaps would not have been but for the example
which she set him in buying things from characters, as she called them,
who associated with her.
On inquiring how she had become acquainted with these characters, I
learned that times had gone hard with her; that she had married, but
her husband had died after a long sickness, which had reduced them to
great distress; that her fruit trade was not a profitable one, and that
she had bought and sold things which had been stolen to support herself
and her son. That for a long time she supposed there was no harm
in doing so, as her book was full of entertaining tales of stealing;
but she now thought that the book was a bad book, and that learning
to read was a bad thing; her mother had never been able to read, but
had died in peace, though poor.
So here was a woman who attributed the vices and follies of her life
to being able to read; her mother, she said, who could not read, lived
respectably, and died in peace; and what was the essential difference
between the mother and daughter, save that the latter could read?
But for her literature she might in all probability have lived respectably
and honestly, like her mother, and might eventually have died in peace,
which at present she could scarcely hope to do. Education had
failed to produce any good in this poor woman; on the contrary, there
could be little doubt that she had been injured by it. Then was
education a bad thing? Rousseau was of opinion that it was; but
Rousseau was a Frenchman, at least wrote in French, and I cared not
the snap of my fingers for Rousseau. But education has certainly
been of benefit in some instances; well, what did that prove, but that
partiality existed in the management of the affairs of the world - if
education was a benefit to some, why was it not a benefit to others?
Could some avoid abusing it, any more than others could avoid turning
it to a profitable account? I did not see how they could; this
poor simple woman found a book in her mother’s closet; a book,
which was a capital book for those who could turn it to the account
for which it was intended; a book, from the perusal of which I felt
myself wiser and better, but which was by no means suited to the intellect
of this poor simple woman, who thought that it was written in praise
of thieving; yet she found it, she read it, and - and - I felt myself
getting into a maze; what is right, thought I? what is wrong?
Do I exist? Does the world exist? if it does, every action is
bound up with necessity.
‘Necessity!’ I exclaimed, and cracked my finger-joints.
‘Ah, it is a bad thing,’ said the old woman.
‘What is a bad thing?’ said I.
‘Why to be poor, dear.’
‘You talk like a fool,’ said I, ‘riches and poverty
are only different forms of necessity.’
‘You should not call me a fool, dear; you should not call your
own mother a fool.’
‘You are not my mother,’ said I.
‘Not your mother, dear? - no, no more I am; but your calling me
fool put me in mind of my dear son, who often used to call me fool -
and you just now looked as he sometimes did, with a blob of foam on
your lip.’
‘After all, I don’t know that you are not my mother.’
‘Don’t you, dear? I’m glad of it; I wish you
would make it out.’
‘How should I make it out? who can speak from his own knowledge
as to the circumstances of his birth? Besides, before attempting
to establish our relationship, it would be necessary to prove that such
people exist.’
‘What people, dear?’
‘You and I.’
‘Lord, child, you are mad; that book has made you so.’
‘Don’t abuse it,’ said I; ‘the book is an excellent
one, that is, provided it exists.’
‘I wish it did not,’ said the old woman; ‘but it shan’t
long; I’ll burn it, or fling it into the river - the voices at
night tell me to do so.’
‘Tell the voices,’ said I, ‘that they talk nonsense;
the book, if it exists, is a good book, it contains a deep moral; have
you read it all?’
‘All the funny parts, dear; all about taking things, and the manner
it was done; as for the rest, I could not exactly make it out.’
‘Then the book is not to blame; I repeat that the book is a good
book, and contains deep morality, always supposing that there is such
a thing as morality, which is the same thing as supposing that there
is anything at all.’
‘Anything at all! Why ain’t we here on this bridge,
in my booth, with my stall and my - ’
‘Apples and pears, baked hot, you would say - I don’t know;
all is a mystery, a deep question. It is a question, and probably
always will be, whether there is a world, and consequently apples and
pears; and, provided there be a world, whether that world be like an
apple or a pear.’
‘Don’t talk so, dear.’
‘I won’t; we will suppose that we all exist - world, ourselves,
apples, and pears: so you wish to get rid of the book?’
‘Yes, dear, I wish you would take it.’
‘I have read it, and have no farther use for it; I do not need
books: in a little time, perhaps, I shall not have a place wherein to
deposit myself, far less books.’
‘Then I will fling it into the river.’
‘Don’t do that; here, give it me. Now what shall I
do with it? you were so fond of it.’
‘I am so no longer.’
‘But how will you pass your time; what will you read?’
‘I wish I had never learned to read, or, if I had, that I had
only read the books I saw at school: the primer or the other.’
‘What was the other?’
‘I think they called it the Bible: all about God, and Job, and
Jesus.’
‘Ah, I know it.’
‘You have read it; is it a nice book - all true?’
‘True, true - I don’t know what to say; but if the world
be true, and not all a lie, a fiction, I don’t see why the Bible,
as they call it, should not be true. By the bye, what do you call
Bible in your tongue, or, indeed, book of any kind? as Bible merely
means a book.’
‘What do I call the Bible in my language, dear?’
‘Yes, the language of those who bring you things.’
‘The language of those who did, dear; they bring them now
no longer. They call me fool, as you did, dear, just now; they
call kissing the Bible, which means taking a false oath, smacking calf-skin.’
‘That’s metaphor,’ said I; ‘English, but metaphorical;
what an odd language! So you would like to have a Bible, - shall
I buy you one?’
‘I am poor, dear - no money since I left off the other trade.’
‘Well, then, I’ll buy you one.’
‘No, dear, no; you are poor, and may soon want the money; but
if you can take me one conveniently on the sly, you know - I think you
may, for, as it is a good book, I suppose there can be no harm in taking
it.’
‘That will never do,’ said I, ‘more especially as
I should be sure to be caught, not having made taking of things my trade;
but I’ll tell you what I’ll do - try and exchange this book
of yours for a Bible; who knows for what great things this same book
of yours may serve?’
‘Well, dear,’ said the old woman, ‘do as you please;
I should like to see the - what do you call it? - Bible, and to read
it, as you seem to think it true.’
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘seem; that is the way to express yourself
in this maze of doubt - I seem to think - these apples and pears seem
to be - and here seems to be a gentleman who wants to purchase either
one or the other.’
A person had stopped before the apple-woman’s stall, and was glancing
now at the fruit, now at the old woman and myself; he wore a blue mantle,
and had a kind of fur cap on his head; he was somewhat above the middle
stature; his features were keen, but rather hard; there was a slight
obliquity in his vision. Selecting a small apple, he gave the
old woman a penny; then, after looking at me scrutinisingly for a moment,
he moved from the booth in the direction of Southwark.
‘Do you know who that man is?’ said I to the old woman.
‘No,’ said she, ‘except that he is one of my best
customers: he frequently stops, takes an apple, and gives me a penny;
his is the only piece of money I have taken this blessed day.
I don’t know him, but he has once or twice sat down in the booth
with two strange-looking men - Mulattos, or Lascars, I think they call
them.’
CHAPTER XLV
Bought and exchanged - Quite empty - A new firm - Bibles - Countenance
of a lion - Clap of thunder - A truce with this - I have lost it - Clearly
a right - Goddess of the Mint.
In pursuance of my promise to the old woman, I set about procuring her
a Bible with all convenient speed, placing the book which she had intrusted
to me for the purpose of exchange in my pocket. I went to several
shops, and asked if Bibles were to be had: I found that there were plenty.
When, however, I informed the people that I came to barter, they looked
blank, and declined treating with me; saying that they did not do business
in that way. At last I went into a shop over the window of which
I saw written, ‘Books bought and exchanged’: there was a
smartish young fellow in the shop, with black hair and whiskers; ‘You
exchange?’ said I. ‘Yes,’ said he, ‘sometimes,
but we prefer selling; what book do you want?’ ‘A
Bible,’ said I. ‘Ah,’ said he, ‘there’s
a great demand for Bibles just now; all kinds of people are become very
pious of late,’ he added, grinning at me; ‘I am afraid I
can’t do business with you, more especially as the master is not
at home. What book have you brought?’ Taking the book
out of my pocket, I placed it on the counter: the young fellow opened
the book, and inspecting the title-page, burst into a loud laugh.
‘What do you laugh for?’ said I, angrily, and half clenching
my fist. ‘Laugh!’ said the young fellow; ‘laugh!
who could help laughing?’ ‘I could,’ said I;
‘I see nothing to laugh at; I want to exchange this book for a
Bible.’ ‘You do?’ said the young fellow; ‘well,
I daresay there are plenty who would be willing to exchange, that is,
if they dared. I wish master were at home; but that would never
do, either. Master’s a family man, the Bibles are not mine,
and master being a family man, is sharp, and knows all his stock; I’d
buy it of you, but, to tell you the truth, I am quite empty here,’
said he, pointing to his pocket, ‘so I am afraid we can’t
deal.’
Whereupon, looking anxiously at the young man, ‘What am I to do?’
said I; ‘I really want a Bible.’
‘Can’t you buy one?’ said the young man; ‘have
you no money?’
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘I have some, but I am merely the agent
of another; I came to exchange, not to buy; what am I to do?’
‘I don’t know,’ said the young man, thoughtfully laying
down the book on the counter; ‘I don’t know what you can
do; I think you will find some difficulty in this bartering job, the
trade are rather precise.’ All at once he laughed louder
than before; suddenly stopping, however, he put on a very grave look.
‘Take my advice,’ said he; ‘there is a firm established
in this neighbourhood which scarcely sells any books but Bibles; they
are very rich, and pride themselves on selling their books at the lowest
possible price; apply to them, who knows but what they will exchange
with you?’
Thereupon I demanded with some eagerness of the young man the direction
to the place where he thought it possible that I might effect the exchange
- which direction the young fellow cheerfully gave me, and, as I turned
away, had the civility to wish me success.
I had no difficulty in finding the house to which the young fellow directed
me; it was a very large house, situated in a square; and upon the side
of the house was written in large letters, ‘Bibles, and other
religious books.’
At the door of the house were two or three tumbrils, in the act of being
loaded with chests, very much resembling tea-chests; one of the chests
falling down, burst, and out flew, not tea, but various books, in a
neat, small size, and in neat leather covers; Bibles, said I, - Bibles,
doubtless. I was not quite right, nor quite wrong; picking up
one of the books, I looked at it for a moment, and found it to be the
New Testament. ‘Come, young lad,’ said a man who stood
by, in the dress of a porter, ‘put that book down, it is none
of yours; if you want a book, go in and deal for one.’
Deal, thought I, deal, - the man seems to know what I am coming about,
- and going in, I presently found myself in a very large room.
Behind a counter two men stood with their backs to a splendid fire,
warming themselves, for the weather was cold.
Of these men one was dressed in brown, and the other was dressed in
black; both were tall men - he who was dressed in brown was thin, and
had a particularly ill-natured countenance; the man dressed in black
was bulky, his features were noble, but they were those of a lion.
‘What is your business, young man?’ said the precise personage,
as I stood staring at him and his companion.
‘I want a Bible,’ said I.
‘What price, what size?’ said the precise-looking man.
‘As to size,’ said I, ‘I should like to have a large
one - that is, if you can afford me one - I do not come to buy.’
‘Oh, friend,’ said the precise-looking man, ‘if you
come here expecting to have a Bible for nothing, you are mistaken -
we - ’
‘I would scorn to have a Bible for nothing,’ said I, ‘or
anything else; I came not to beg, but to barter; there is no shame in
that, especially in a country like this, where all folks barter.’
‘Oh, we don’t barter,’ said the precise man, ‘at
least Bibles; you had better depart.’
‘Stay, brother,’ said the man with the countenance of a
lion, ‘let us ask a few questions; this may be a very important
case; perhaps the young man has had convictions.’
‘Not I,’ I exclaimed, ‘I am convinced of nothing,
and with regard to the Bible - I don’t believe - ’
‘Hey!’ said the man with the lion countenance, and there
he stopped. But with that ‘Hey’ the walls of the house
seemed to shake, the windows rattled, and the porter whom I had seen
in front of the house came running up the steps, and looked into the
apartment through the glass of the door.
There was silence for about a minute - the same kind of silence which
succeeds a clap of thunder.
At last the man with the lion countenance, who had kept his eyes fixed
upon me, said calmly, ‘Were you about to say that you don’t
believe in the Bible, young man?’
‘No more than in anything else,’ said I; ‘you were
talking of convictions - I have no convictions. It is not easy
to believe in the Bible till one is convinced that there is a Bible.’
‘He seems to be insane,’ said the prim-looking man; ‘we
had better order the porter to turn him out.’
‘I am by no means certain,’ said I, ‘that the porter
could turn me out; always provided there is a porter, and this system
of ours be not a lie, and a dream.’
‘Come,’ said the lion-looking man, impatiently, ‘a
truce with this nonsense. If the porter cannot turn you out, perhaps
some other person can; but to the point - you want a Bible?’
‘I do,’ said I, ‘but not for myself; I was sent by
another person to offer something in exchange for one.’
‘And who is that person?’
‘A poor old woman, who has had what you call convictions, - heard
voices, or thought she heard them - I forgot to ask her whether they
were loud ones.’
‘What has she sent to offer in exchange?’ said the man,
without taking any notice of the concluding part of my speech.
‘A book,’ said I.
‘Let me see it.’
‘Nay, brother,’ said the precise man, ‘this will never
do; if we once adopt the system of barter, we shall have all the holders
of useless rubbish in the town applying to us.’
‘I wish to see what he has brought,’ said the other; ‘perhaps
Baxter, or Jewell’s Apology, either of which would make
a valuable addition to our collection. Well, young man, what’s
the matter with you?’
I stood like one petrified; I had put my hand into my pocket - the book
was gone.
‘What’s the matter?’ repeated the man with the lion
countenance, in a voice very much resembling thunder.
‘I have it not - I have lost it!’
‘A pretty story, truly,’ said the precise-looking man, ‘lost
it! You had better retire,’ said the other.
‘How shall I appear before the party who intrusted me with the
book? She will certainly think that I have purloined it, notwithstanding
all I can say; nor, indeed, can I blame her, - appearances are certainly
against me.’
‘They are so - you had better retire.’
I moved towards the door. ‘Stay, young man, one word more;
there is only one way of proceeding which would induce me to believe
that you are sincere.’
‘What is that?’ said I, stopping and looking at him anxiously.
‘The purchase of a Bible.’
‘Purchase!’ said I, ‘purchase! I came not to
purchase, but to barter; such was my instruction, and how can I barter
if I have lost the book?’
The other made no answer, and turning away I made for the door; all
of a sudden I started, and turning round, ‘Dear me,’ said
I, ‘it has just come into my head, that if the book was lost by
my negligence, as it must have been, I have clearly a right to make
it good.’
No answer.
‘Yes,’ I repeated, ‘I have clearly a right to make
it good; how glad I am! see the effect of a little reflection.
I will purchase a Bible instantly, that is, if I have not lost - ’
and with considerable agitation I felt in my pocket.
The prim-looking man smiled: ‘I suppose,’ said he, ‘that
he has lost his money as well as book.’
‘No,’ said I, ‘I have not’; and pulling out
my hand I displayed no less a sum than three half-crowns.
‘Oh, noble goddess of the Mint!’ as Dame Charlotta Nordenflycht,
the Swede, said a hundred and fifty years ago, ‘great is thy power;
how energetically the possession of thee speaks in favour of man’s
character!’
‘Only half-a-crown for this Bible?’ said I, putting down
the money, ‘it is worth three’; and bowing to the man of
the noble features, I departed with my purchase.
‘Queer customer,’ said the prim-looking man, as I was about
to close the door - ‘don’t like him.’
‘Why, as to that, I scarcely know what to say,’ said he
of the countenance of a lion.
CHAPTER XLVI
The pickpocket - Strange rencounter - Drag him along - A great service
- Things of importance - Philological matters - Mother of languages
- Zhats!
A few days after the occurrence of what is recorded in the last chapter,
as I was wandering in the City, chance directed my footsteps to an alley
leading from one narrow street to another in the neighbourhood of Cheapside.
Just before I reached the mouth of the alley, a man in a greatcoat,
closely followed by another, passed it; and, at the moment in which
they were passing, I observed the man behind snatch something from the
pocket of the other; whereupon, darting into the street, I seized the
hindermost man by the collar, crying at the same time to the other,
‘My good friend, this person has just picked your pocket.’
The individual whom I addressed, turning round with a start, glanced
at me, and then at the person whom I held. London is the place
for strange rencounters. It appeared to me that I recognised both
individuals - the man whose pocket had been picked and the other; the
latter now began to struggle violently; ‘I have picked no one’s
pocket,’ said he. ‘Rascal,’ said the other,
‘you have got my pocket-book in your bosom.’ ‘No,
I have not,’ said the other; and, struggling more violently than
before, the pocket-book dropped from his bosom upon the ground.
The other was now about to lay hands upon the fellow, who was still
struggling. ‘You had better take up your book,’ said
I; ‘I can hold him.’ He followed my advice; and, taking
up his pocket-book, surveyed my prisoner with a ferocious look, occasionally
glaring at me. Yes, I had seen him before - it was the stranger
whom I had observed on London Bridge, by the stall of the old apple-woman,
with the cap and cloak; but, instead of these, he now wore a hat and
greatcoat. ‘Well,’ said I, at last, ‘what am
I to do with this gentleman of ours?’ nodding to the prisoner,
who had now left off struggling. ‘Shall I let him go?’
‘Go!’ said the other; ‘go! The knave - the rascal;
let him go, indeed! Not so, he shall go before the Lord Mayor.
Bring him along.’
‘Oh, let me go,’ said the other: ‘let me go; this
is the first offence, I assure ye - the first time I ever thought to
do anything wrong.’
‘Hold your tongue,’ said I, ‘or I shall be angry with
you. If I am not very much mistaken, you once attempted to cheat
me.’
‘I never saw you before in all my life,’ said the fellow,
though his countenance seemed to belie his words.
‘That is not true,’ said I; ‘you are the man who attempted
to cheat me of one-and-ninepence in the coach-yard, on the first morning
of my arrival in London.’
‘I don’t doubt it,’ said the other; ‘a confirmed
thief’; and here his tones became peculiarly sharp; ‘I would
fain see him hanged - crucified. Drag him along.’
‘I am no constable,’ said I; ‘you have got your pocket-book,
- I would rather you would bid me let him go.’
‘Bid you let him go!’ said the other almost furiously, ‘I
command - stay, what was I going to say? I was forgetting myself,’
he observed more gently; ‘but he stole my pocket-book; - if you
did but know what it contained.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘if it contains anything valuable,
be the more thankful that you have recovered it; as for the man, I will
help you to take him where you please; but I wish you would let him
go.’
The stranger hesitated, and there was an extraordinary play of emotion
in his features: he looked ferociously at the pickpocket, and, more
than once, somewhat suspiciously at myself; at last his countenance
cleared, and, with a good grace, he said, ‘Well, you have done
me a great service, and you have my consent to let him go; but the rascal
shall not escape with impunity,’ he exclaimed suddenly, as I let
the man go, and starting forward, before the fellow could escape, he
struck him a violent blow on the face. The man staggered, and
had nearly fallen; recovering himself, however, he said, ‘I tell
you what, my fellow; if I ever meet you in this street in a dark night,
and I have a knife about me, it shall be the worse for you; as for you,
young man,’ said he to me; but, observing that the other was making
towards him, he left whatever he was about to say unfinished, and, taking
to his heels, was out of sight in a moment.
The stranger and myself walked in the direction of Cheapside, the way
in which he had been originally proceeding; he was silent for a few
moments, at length he said, ‘You have really done me a great service,
and I should be ungrateful not to acknowledge it. I am a merchant;
and a merchant’s pocket-book, as you perhaps know, contains many
things of importance; but, young man,’ he exclaimed, ‘I
think I have seen you before; I thought so at first, but where I cannot
exactly say: where was it?’ I mentioned London Bridge and
the old apple-woman. ‘Oh,’ said he, and smiled, and
there was something peculiar in his smile, ‘I remember now.
Do you frequently sit on London Bridge?’ ‘Occasionally,’
said I; ‘that old woman is an old friend of mine.’
‘Friend?’ said the stranger, ‘I am glad of it, for
I shall know where to find you. At present I am going to ‘Change;
time, you know, is precious to a merchant.’ We were by this
time close to Cheapside. ‘Farewell,’ said he, ‘I
shall not forget this service. I trust we shall soon meet again.’
He then shook me by the hand and went his way.
The next day, as I was seated beside the old woman in the booth, the
stranger again made his appearance, and, after a word or two, sat down
beside me; the old woman was sometimes reading the Bible, which she
had already had two or three days in her possession, and sometimes discoursing
with me. Our discourse rolled chiefly on philological matters.
‘What do you call bread in your language?’ said I.
‘You mean the language of those who bring me things to buy, or
who did; for, as I told you before, I shan’t buy any more; it’s
no language of mine, dear - they call bread pannam in their language.’
‘Pannam!’ said I, ‘pannam! evidently connected with,
if not derived from, the Latin panis; even as the word tanner, which
signifieth a sixpence, is connected with, if not derived from, the Latin
tener, which is itself connected with, if not derived from, tawno or
tawner, which, in the language of Mr. Petulengro, signifieth a sucking
child. Let me see, what is the term for bread in the language
of Mr. Petulengro? Morro, or manro, as I have sometimes heard
it called; is there not some connection between these words and panis?
Yes, I think there is; and I should not wonder if morro, manro, and
panis were connected, perhaps derived from, the same root; but what
is that root? I don’t know - I wish I did; though, perhaps,
I should not be the happier. Morro - manro! I rather think
morro is the oldest form; it is easier to say morro than manro.
Morro! Irish, aran; Welsh, bara; English, bread. I can see
a resemblance between all the words, and pannam too; and I rather think
that the Petulengrian word is the elder. How odd it would be if
the language of Mr. Petulengro should eventually turn out to be the
mother of all the languages in the world; yet it is certain that there
are some languages in which the terms for bread have no connection with
the word used by Mr. Petulengro, notwithstanding that those languages,
in many other points, exhibit a close affinity to the language of the
horse-shoe master: for example, bread, in Hebrew, is Laham, which assuredly
exhibits little similitude to the word used by the aforesaid Petulengro.
In Armenian it is - ’
‘Zhats!’ said the stranger, starting up. ‘By
the Patriarch and the Three Holy Churches, this is wonderful!
How came you to know aught of Armenian?’
CHAPTER XLVII
New acquaintance - Wired cases - Bread and wine - Armenian colonies
- Learning without money - What a language - The tide - Your foible
- Learning of the Haiks - Old proverb - Pressing invitation.
Just as I was about to reply to the interrogation of my new-formed acquaintance,
a man with a dusky countenance, probably one of the Lascars, or Mulattos,
of whom the old woman had spoken, came up and whispered to him, and
with this man he presently departed, not however before he had told
me the place of his abode, and requested me to visit him.
After the lapse of a few days, I called at the house which he had indicated.
It was situated in a dark and narrow street, in the heart of the City,
at no great distance from the Bank. I entered a counting-room,
in which a solitary clerk, with a foreign look, was writing. The
stranger was not at home; returning the next day, however, I met him
at the door as he was about to enter; he shook me warmly by the hand.
‘I am glad to see you,’ said he, ‘follow me, I was
just thinking of you.’ He led me through the counting-room,
to an apartment up a flight of stairs; before ascending, however, he
looked into the book in which the foreign-visaged clerk was writing,
and, seemingly not satisfied with the manner in which he was executing
his task, he gave him two or three cuffs, telling him at the same time
that he deserved crucifixion.
The apartment above stairs, to which he led me, was large, with three
windows, which opened upon the street. The walls were hung with
wired cases, apparently containing books. There was a table and
two or three chairs; but the principal article of furniture was a long
sofa, extending from the door by which we entered to the farther end
of the apartment. Seating himself upon the sofa, my new acquaintance
motioned to me to sit beside him, and then, looking me full in the face,
repeated his former inquiry. ‘In the name of all that is
wonderful, how came you to know aught of my language?’
‘There is nothing wonderful in that,’ said I; ‘we
are at the commencement of a philological age, every one studies languages;
that is, every one who is fit for nothing else; philology being the
last resource of dulness and ennui, I have got a little in advance of
the throng, by mastering the Armenian alphabet; but I foresee the time
when every unmarriageable miss, and desperate blockhead, will likewise
have acquired the letters of Mesroub, and will know the term for bread,
in Armenian, and perhaps that for wine.’
‘Kini,’ said my companion; and that and the other word put
me in mind of the duties of hospitality. ‘Will you eat bread
and drink wine with me?’
‘Willingly,’ said I. Whereupon my companion, unlocking
a closet, produced, on a silver salver, a loaf of bread, with a silver-handled
knife, and wine in a silver flask, with cups of the same metal.
‘ I hope you like my fare,’ said he, after we had both eaten
and drunk.
‘I like your bread,’ said I, ‘for it is stale; I like
not your wine, it is sweet, and I hate sweet wine.’
‘It is wine of Cyprus,’ said my entertainer; and, when I
found that it was wine of Cyprus, I tasted it again, and the second
taste pleased me much better than the first, notwithstanding that I
still thought it somewhat sweet. ‘So,’ said I, after
a pause, looking at my companion, ‘you are an Armenian.’
‘Yes,’ said he, ‘an Armenian born in London, but not
less an Armenian on that account. My father was a native of Ispahan,
one of the celebrated Armenian colony which was established there shortly
after the time of the dreadful hunger, which drove the children of Haik
in swarms from their original country, and scattered them over most
parts of the eastern and western world. In Ispahan he passed the
greater portion of his life, following mercantile pursuits with considerable
success. Certain enemies, however, having accused him to the despot
of the place, of using seditious language, he was compelled to flee,
leaving most of his property behind. Travelling in the direction
of the west, he came at last to London, where he established himself,
and where he eventually died, leaving behind a large property and myself,
his only child, the fruit of a marriage with an Armenian Englishwoman,
who did not survive my birth more than three months.’
The Armenian then proceeded to tell me that he had carried on the business
of his father, which seemed to embrace most matters, from buying silks
of Lascars, to speculating in the funds, and that he had considerably
increased the property which his father had left him. He candidly
confessed that he was wonderfully fond of gold, and said there was nothing
like it for giving a person respectability and consideration in the
world: to which assertion I made no answer, being not exactly prepared
to contradict it.
And, when he had related to me his history, he expressed a desire to
know something more of myself, whereupon I gave him the outline of my
history, concluding with saying, ‘I am now a poor author, or rather
philologist, upon the streets of London, possessed of many tongues,
which I find of no use in the world.’
‘Learning without money is anything but desirable,’ said
the Armenian, ‘as it unfits a man for humble occupations.
It is true that it may occasionally beget him friends; I confess to
you that your understanding something of my language weighs more with
me than the service you rendered me in rescuing my pocket-book the other
day from the claws of that scoundrel whom I yet hope to see hanged,
if not crucified, notwithstanding there were in that pocket-book papers
and documents of considerable value. Yes, that circumstance makes
my heart warm towards you, for I am proud of my language - as I indeed
well may be - what a language, noble and energetic! quite original,
differing from all others both in words and structure.’
‘You are mistaken,’ said I; ‘many languages resemble
the Armenian both in structure and words.’
‘For example?’ said the Armenian.
‘For example,’ said I, ‘the English.’
‘The English!’ said the Armenian; ‘show me one word
in which the English resembles the Armenian.’
‘You walk on London Bridge,’ said I.
‘Yes,’ said the Armenian.
‘I saw you look over the balustrade the other morning.’
‘True,’ said the Armenian.
‘Well, what did you see rushing up through the arches with noise
and foam?’
‘What was it?’ said the Armenian. ‘What was
it? - you don’t mean the tide?’
‘Do I not?’ said I.
‘Well, what has the tide to do with the matter?’
‘Much,’ said I; ‘what is the tide?’
‘The ebb and flow of the sea,’ said the Armenian.
‘The sea itself; what is the Haik word for sea?’
The Armenian gave a strong gasp; then, nodding his head thrice, ‘You
are right,’ said he, ‘the English word tide is the Armenian
for sea; and now I begin to perceive that there are many English words
which are Armenian; there is - and -; and there again in French, there
is - and - derived from the Armenian. How strange, how singular
- I thank you. It is a proud thing to see that the language of
my race has had so much influence over the languages of the world.’
I saw that all that related to his race was the weak point of the Armenian.
I did not flatter the Armenian with respect to his race or language.
‘An inconsiderable people,’ said I, ‘shrewd and industrious,
but still an inconsiderable people. A language bold and expressive,
and of some antiquity, derived, though perhaps not immediately, from
some much older tongue. I do not think that the Armenian has had
any influence over the formation of the languages of the world, I am
not much indebted to the Armenian for the solution of any doubts; whereas
to the language of Mr. Petulengro - ’
‘I have heard you mention that name before,’ said the Armenian;
‘who is Mr. Petulengro?’
And then I told the Armenian who Mr. Petulengro was. The Armenian
spoke contemptuously of Mr. Petulengro and his race. ‘Don’t
speak contemptuously of Mr. Petulengro,’ said I, ‘nor of
anything belonging to him. He is a dark mysterious personage;
all connected with him is a mystery, especially his language; but I
believe that his language is doomed to solve a great philological problem
- Mr. Petulengo - ’
‘You appear agitated,’ said the Armenian; ‘take another
glass of wine; you possess a great deal of philological knowledge, but
it appears to me that the language of this Petulengro is your foible:
but let us change the subject; I feel much interested in you, and would
fain be of service to you. Can you cast accounts?’
I shook my head.
‘Keep books?’
‘I have an idea that I could write books,’ said I; ‘but,
as to keeping them - ’ and here again I shook my head.
The Armenian was silent some time; all at once, glancing at one of the
wire cases, with which, as I have already said, the walls of the room
were hung, he asked me if I was well acquainted with the learning of
the Haiks. ‘The books in these cases,’ said he, ‘contain
the masterpieces of Haik learning.’
‘No,’ said I; ‘all I know of the learning of the Haiks
is their translation of the Bible.’
‘You have never read Z-?’
‘No,’ said I, ‘I have never read Z-.’
‘I have a plan,’ said the Armenian; ‘I think I can
employ you agreeably and profitably; I should like to see Z- in an English
dress; you shall translate Z- If you can read the Scriptures in
Armenian, you can translate Z-. He is our Esop, the most acute
and clever of all our moral writers - his philosophy - ’
‘I will have nothing to do with him,’ said I.
‘Wherefore?’ said the Armenian.
‘There is an old proverb,’ said I, ‘“that a
burnt child avoids the fire.” I have burnt my hands sufficiently
with attempting to translate philosophy, to make me cautious of venturing
upon it again’; and then I told the Armenian how I had been persuaded
by the publisher to translate his philosophy into German, and what sorry
thanks I had received; ‘And who knows,’ said I, ‘but
the attempt to translate Armenian philosophy into English might he attended
with yet more disagreeable consequences?’
The Armenian smiled. ‘You would find me very different from
the publisher.’
‘In many points I have no doubt I should,’ I replied; ‘but
at the present moment I feel like a bird which has escaped from a cage,
and, though hungry, feels no disposition to return. Of what nation
is the dark man below stairs, whom I saw writing at the desk?’
‘He is a Moldave,’ said the Armenian; ‘the dog (and
here his eyes sparkled) deserves to be crucified, he is continually
making mistakes.’
The Armenian again renewed his proposition about Z-, which I again refused,
as I felt but little inclination to place myself beneath the jurisdiction
of a person who was in the habit of cuffing those whom he employed,
when they made mistakes. I presently took my departure; not, however,
before I had received from the Armenian a pressing invitation to call
upon him whenever I should feel disposed.
CHAPTER XLVIII
What to do - Strong enough - Fame and profit - Alliterative euphony
- Excellent fellow - Listen to me - A plan - Bagnigge Wells.
Anxious thoughts frequently disturbed me at this time with respect to
what I was to do, and how support myself in the Great City. My
future prospects were gloomy enough, and I looked forward and feared;
sometimes I felt half disposed to accept the offer of the Armenian,
and to commence forthwith, under his superintendence, the translation
of the Haik Esop; but the remembrance of the cuffs which I had seen
him bestow upon the Moldavian, when glancing over his shoulder into
the ledger or whatever it was on which he was employed, immediately
drove the inclination from my mind. I could not support the idea
of the possibility of his staring over my shoulder upon my translation
of the Haik Esop, and, dissatisfied with my attempts, treating me as
he had treated the Moldavian clerk; placing myself in a position which
exposed me to such treatment would indeed be plunging into the fire
after escaping from the frying-pan. The publisher, insolent and
overbearing as he was, whatever he might have wished or thought, had
never lifted his hand against me, or told me that I merited crucifixion.
What was I to do? turn porter? I was strong; but there was something
besides strength required to ply the trade of a porter - a mind of a
particularly phlegmatic temperament, which I did not possess.
What should I do? enlist as a soldier? I was tall enough; but something
besides height is required to make a man play with credit the part of
soldier, I mean a private one - a spirit, if spirit it can be called,
which will not only enable a man to submit with patience to insolence
and abuse, and even to cuffs and kicks, but occasionally to the lash.
I felt that I was not qualified to be a soldier, at least a private
one; far better be a drudge to the most ferocious of publishers, editing
Newgate lives, and writing in eighteenpenny reviews - better to translate
the Haik Esop, under the superintendence of ten Armenians, than be a
private soldier in the English service; I did not decide rashly - I
knew something of soldiering. What should I do? I thought
that I would make a last and desperate attempt to dispose of the ballads
and of Ab Gwilym.
I had still an idea that, provided I could persuade any spirited publisher
to give these translations to the world, I should acquire both considerable
fame and profit; not, perhaps, a world-embracing fame such as Byron’s;
but a fame not to be sneered at, which would last me a considerable
time, and would keep my heart from breaking; - profit, not equal to
that which Scott had made by his wondrous novels, but which would prevent
me from starving, and enable me to achieve some other literary enterprise.
I read and re-read my ballads, and the more I read them the more I was
convinced that the public, in the event of their being published, would
freely purchase, and hail them with the merited applause. Were
not the deeds and adventures wonderful and heart-stirring - from which
it is true I could claim no merit, being but the translator; but had
I not rendered them into English, with all their original fire?
Yes, I was confident I had; and I had no doubt that the public would
say so. And then, with respect to Ab Gwilym, had I not done as
much justice to him as to the Danish ballads; not only rendering faithfully
his thoughts, imagery, and phraseology, but even preserving in my translation
the alliterative euphony which constitutes one of the most remarkable
features of Welsh prosody? Yes, I had accomplished all this; and
I doubted not that the public would receive my translations from Ab
Gwilym with quite as much eagerness as my version of the Danish ballads.
But I found the publishers as intractable as ever, and to this day the
public has never had an opportunity of doing justice to the glowing
fire of my ballad versification, and the alliterative euphony of my
imitations of Ab Gwilym.
I had not seen Francis Ardry since the day I had seen him taking lessons
in elocution. One afternoon as I was seated at my table, my head
resting on my hands, he entered my apartment; sitting down, he inquired
of me why I had not been to see him.
‘I might ask the same question of you,’ I replied.
‘Wherefore have you not been to see me?’ Whereupon
Francis Ardry told me that he had been much engaged in his oratorical
exercises, also in escorting the young Frenchwoman about to places of
public amusement; he then again questioned me as to the reason of my
not having been to see him.
I returned an evasive answer. The truth was, that for some time
past my appearance, owing to the state of my finances, had been rather
shabby; and I did not wish to expose a fashionable young man like Francis
Ardry, who lived in a fashionable neighbourhood, to the imputation of
having a shabby acquaintance. I was aware that Francis Ardry was
an excellent fellow; but, on that very account, I felt, under existing
circumstances, a delicacy in visiting him.
It is very possible that he had an inkling of how matters stood, as
he presently began to talk of my affairs and prospects. I told
him of my late ill success with the booksellers, and inveighed against
their blindness to their own interest in refusing to publish my translations.
‘The last that I addressed myself to,’ said I, ‘told
me not to trouble him again unless I could bring him a decent novel
or a tale.’
‘Well,’ said Frank, ‘and why did you not carry him
a decent novel or a tale?’
‘Because I have neither,’ said I; ‘and to write them
is, I believe, above my capacity. At present I feel divested of
all energy - heartless, and almost hopeless.’
‘I see how it is,’ said Francis Ardry, ‘you have overworked
yourself, and, worst of all, to no purpose. Take my advice; cast
all care aside, and only think of diverting yourself for a month at
least.’
‘Divert myself!’ said I; ‘and where am I to find the
means?’
‘Be that care on my shoulders,’ said Francis Ardry.
‘Listen to me - my uncles have been so delighted with the favourable
accounts which they have lately received from T- of my progress in oratory,
that, in the warmth of their hearts, they made me a present yesterday
of two hundred pounds. This is more money than I want, at least
for the present; do me the favour to take half of it as a loan - hear
me,’ said he, observing that I was about to interrupt him; ‘I
have a plan in my head - one of the prettiest in the world. The
sister of my charmer is just arrived from France; she cannot speak a
word of English; and, as Annette and myself are much engaged in our
own matters, we cannot pay her the attention which we should wish, and
which she deserves, for she is a truly fascinating creature, although
somewhat differing from my charmer, having blue eyes and flaxen hair;
whilst, Annette, on the contrary - But I hope you will shortly see Annette.
Now, my plan is this - Take the money, dress yourself fashionably, and
conduct Annette’s sister to Bagnigge Wells.’
‘And what should we do at Bagnigge Wells?’
‘Do!’ said Francis Ardry. ‘Dance!’
‘But,’ said I, ‘I scarcely know anything of dancing.’
‘Then here’s an excellent opportunity of improving yourself.
Like most Frenchwomen, she dances divinely; however, if you object to
Bagnigge Wells and dancing, go to Brighton, and remain there a month
or two, at the end of which time you can return with your mind refreshed
and invigorated, and materials, perhaps, for a tale or novel.’
‘I never heard a more foolish, plan,’ said I, ‘or
one less likely to terminate profitably or satisfactorily. I thank
you, however, for your offer, which is, I daresay, well meant.
If I am to escape from my cares and troubles, and find my mind refreshed
and invigorated, I must adopt other means than conducting a French demoiselle
to Brighton or Bagnigge Wells, defraying the expense by borrowing from
a friend.’
CHAPTER XLIX
Singular personage - A large sum - Papa of Rome - We are Christians
- Degenerate Armenians - Roots of Ararat - Regular features.
The Armenian! I frequently saw this individual, availing myself
of the permission which he had given me to call upon him. A truly
singular personage was he, with his love of amassing money, and his
nationality so strong as to be akin to poetry. Many an Armenian
I have subsequently known fond of money-getting, and not destitute of
national spirit; but never another, who, in the midst of his schemes
of lucre, was at all times willing to enter into a conversation on the
structure of the Haik language, or who ever offered me money to render
into English the fables of Z- in the hope of astonishing the stock-jobbers
of the Exchange with the wisdom of the Haik Esop.
But he was fond of money, very fond. Within a little time I had
won his confidence to such a degree that he informed me that the grand
wish of his heart was to be possessed of two hundred thousand pounds.
‘I think you might satisfy yourself with the half,’ said
I. ‘One hundred thousand pounds is a large sum.’
‘You are mistaken,’ said the Armenian, ‘a hundred
thousand pounds is nothing. My father left me that or more at
his death. No, I shall never be satisfied with less than two.’
‘And what will you do with your riches,’ said I, ‘when
you have obtained them? Will you sit down and muse upon them,
or will you deposit them in a cellar, and go down once a day to stare
at them? I have heard say that the fulfilment of one’s wishes
is invariably the precursor of extreme misery, and forsooth I can scarcely
conceive a more horrible state of existence than to be without a hope
or wish.’
‘It is bad enough, I daresay,’ said the Armenian; ‘it
will, however, be time enough to think of disposing of the money when
I have procured it. I still fall short by a vast sum of the two
hundred thousand pounds.’
I had occasionally much conversation with him on the state and prospects
of his nation, especially of that part of it which still continued in
the original country of the Haiks - Ararat and its confines, which,
it appeared, he had frequently visited. He informed me that since
the death of the last Haik monarch, which occurred in the eleventh century,
Armenia had been governed both temporally and spiritually by certain
personages called patriarchs; their temporal authority, however, was
much circumscribed by the Persian and Turk, especially the former, of
whom the Armenian spoke with much hatred, whilst their spiritual authority
had at various times been considerably undermined by the emissaries
of the Papa of Rome, as the Armenian called him.
‘The Papa of Rome sent his emissaries at an early period amongst
us,’ said the Armenian, ‘seducing the minds of weak-headed
people, persuading them that the hillocks of Rome are higher than the
ridges of Ararat; that the Roman Papa has more to say in heaven than
the Armenian patriarch, and that puny Latin is a better language than
nervous and sonorous Haik.’
‘They are both dialects,’ said I, ‘of the language
of Mr. Petulengro, one of whose race I believe to have been the original
founder of Rome; but, with respect to religion, what are the chief points
of your faith? you are Christians, I believe.’
‘Yes,’ said the Armenian, ‘we are Christians in our
way; we believe in God, the Holy Spirit, and Saviour, though we are
not prepared to admit that the last personage is not only himself, but
the other two. We believe . . .’ and then the Armenian told
me of several things which the Haiks believed or disbelieved.
‘But what we find most hard of all to believe,’ said he,
‘is that the man of the mole-hills is entitled to our allegiance,
he not being a Haik, or understanding the Haik language.’
‘But, by your own confession,’ said I, ‘he has introduced
a schism in your nation, and has amongst you many that believe in him.’
‘It is true,’ said the Armenian, I that even on the confines
of Ararat there are a great number who consider that mountain to be
lower than the hillocks of Rome; but the greater number of degenerate
Armenians are to be found amongst those who have wandered to the west;
most of the Haik churches of the west consider Rome to be higher than
Ararat - most of the Armenians of this place hold that dogma; I, however,
have always stood firm in the contrary opinion.
‘Ha! ha!’ - here the Armenian laughed in his peculiar manner
- ‘talking of this matter puts me in mind of an adventure which
lately befell me, with one of the emissaries of the Papa of Rome, for
the Papa of Rome has at present many emissaries in this country, in
order to seduce the people from their own quiet religion to the savage
heresy of Rome; this fellow came to me partly in the hope of converting
me, but principally to extort money for the purpose of furthering the
designs of Rome in this country. I humoured the fellow at first,
keeping him in play for nearly a month, deceiving and laughing at him.
At last he discovered that he could make nothing of me, and departed
with the scowl of Caiaphas, whilst I cried after him, ‘The roots
of Ararat are deeper than those of Rome.’
The Armenian had occasionally reverted to the subject of the translation
of the Haik Esop, which he had still a lurking desire that I should
execute; but I had invariably declined the undertaking, without, however,
stating my reasons. On one occasion, when we had been conversing
on the subject, the Armenian, who had been observing my countenance
for some time with much attention, remarked, ‘Perhaps, after all,
you are right, and you might employ your time to better advantage.
Literature is a fine thing, especially Haik literature, but neither
that nor any other would be likely to serve as a foundation to a man’s
fortune: and to make a fortune should be the principal aim of every
one’s life; therefore listen to me. Accept a seat at the
desk opposite to my Moldavian clerk, and receive the rudiments of a
merchant’s education. You shall be instructed in the Armenian
way of doing business - I think you would make an excellent merchant.’
‘Why do you think so?’
‘Because you have something of the Armenian look.’
‘I understand you,’ said I; ‘you mean to say that
I squint!’
‘Not exactly,’ said the Armenian, ‘but there is certainly
a kind of irregularity in your features. One eye appears to me
larger than the other - never mind, but rather rejoice; in that irregularity
consists your strength. All people with regular features are fools;
it is very hard for them, you’ll say, but there is no help: all
we can do, who are not in such a predicament, is to pity those who are.
Well! will you accept my offer? No! you are a singular individual;
but I must not forget my own concerns. I must now go forth, having
an appointment by which I hope to make money.’
CHAPTER L
Wish fulfilled - Extraordinary figure - Bueno - Noah - The two faces
- I don’t blame him - Too fond of money - Were I an Armenian.
The fulfilment of the Armenian’s grand wish was nearer at hand
than either he or I had anticipated. Partly owing to the success
of a bold speculation, in which he had some time previously engaged,
and partly owing to the bequest of a large sum of money by one of his
nation who died at this period in Paris, he found himself in the possession
of a fortune somewhat exceeding two hundred thousand pounds; this fact
he communicated to me one evening about an hour after the close of ‘Change;
the hour at which I generally called, and at which I mostly found him
at home.
‘Well,’ said I, ‘and what do you intend to do next?’
‘I scarcely know,’ said the Armenian. ‘I was
thinking of that when you came in. I don’t see anything
that I can do, save going on in my former course. After all, I
was perhaps too moderate in making the possession of two hundred thousand
pounds the summit of my ambition; there are many individuals in this
town who possess three times that sum, and are not yet satisfied.
No, I think I can do no better than pursue the old career; who knows
but I may make the two hundred thousand three or four? - there is already
a surplus, which is an encouragement; however, we will consider the
matter over a goblet of wine; I have observed of late that you have
become partial to my Cyprus.’
And it came to pass that, as we were seated over the Cyprus wine, we
heard a knock at the door. ‘Adelante!’ cried the Armenian;
whereupon the door opened, and in walked a somewhat extraordinary figure
- a man in a long loose tunic of a stuff striped with black and yellow;
breeches of plush velvet, silk stockings, and shoes with silver buckles.
On his head he wore a high-peaked hat; he was tall, had a hooked nose,
and in age was about fifty.
‘Welcome, Rabbi Manasseh,’ said the Armenian. ‘I
know your knock - you are welcome; sit down.’
‘I am welcome,’ said Manasseh, sitting down; ‘he -
he - he! you know my knock - I bring you money - bueno!’
There was something very peculiar in the sound of that bueno - I never
forgot it.
Thereupon a conversation ensued between Rabbi Manasseh and the Armenian,
in a language which I knew to be Spanish, though a peculiar dialect.
It related to a mercantile transaction. The Rabbi sighed heavily
as he delivered to the other a considerable sum of money.
‘It is right,’ said the Armenian, handing a receipt.
‘It is right; and I am quite satisfied.’
‘You are satisfied - you have taken money. Bueno,
I have nothing to say against your being satisfied.’
‘Come, Rabbi,’ said the Armenian, ‘do not despond;
it may be your turn next to take money; in the meantime, can’t
you be persuaded to taste my Cyprus?’
‘He - he - he! señor, you know I do not love wine.
I love Noah when he is himself; but, as Janus, I love him not.
But you are merry; bueno, you have a right to be so.’
‘Excuse me,’ said I; ‘but does Noah ever appear as
Janus?’
‘He - he - he!’ said the Rabbi, ‘he only appeared
as Janus once - una vez quando estuvo borracho; which means - ’
‘I understand,’ said I; ‘when he was . . .’
and I drew the side of my right hand sharply across my left wrist.
‘Are you one of our people?’ said the Rabbi.
‘No,’ said I, ‘I am one of the Goyim; but I am only
half enlightened. Why should Noah be Janus when he was in that
state?’
‘He - he - he! you must know that in Lasan akhades wine is janin.’
‘In Armenian, kini,’ said I; ‘in Welsh, gwin; Latin,
vinum; but do you think that Janus and janin are one?’
‘Do I think? Don’t the commentators say so?
Does not Master Leo Abarbenel say so in his Dialogues of Divine Love’?
‘But,’ said I, ‘I always thought that Janus was a
god of the ancient Romans, who stood in a temple open in time of war,
and shut in time of peace; he was represented with two faces, which
- which - ’
‘He - he - he!’ said the Rabbi, rising from his seat; ‘he
had two faces, had he? And what did those two faces typify?
You do not know; no, nor did the Romans who carved him with two faces
know why they did so; for they were only half enlightened, like you
and the rest of the Goyim. Yet they were right in carving him
with two faces looking from each other - they were right, though they
knew not why; there was a tradition among them that the Janinoso had
two faces, but they knew not that one was for the world which was gone
and the other for the world before him - for the drowned world and for
the present, as Master Leo Abarbenel says in his Dialogues of
Divine Love. He - he - he!’ continued the Rabbi, who
had by this time advanced to the door, and, turning round, waved the
two forefingers of his right hand in our faces; ‘the Goyims and
Epicouraiyim are clever men, they know how to make money better than
we of Israel. My good friend there is a clever man, I bring him
money, he never brought me any; bueno, I do not blame him, he
knows much, very much; but one thing there is my friend does not know,
nor any of the Epicureans, he does not know the sacred thing - he has
never received the gift of interpretation which God alone gives to the
seed - he has his gift, I have mine - he is satisfied, I don’t
blame him, bueno.’
And, with this last word in his mouth, he departed.
‘Is that man a native of Spain?’ I demanded.
‘Not a native of Spain,’ said the Armenian, ‘though
he is one of those who call themselves Spanish Jews, and who are to
be found scattered throughout Europe, speaking the Spanish language
transmitted to them by their ancestors, who were expelled from Spain
in the time of Ferdinand and Isabella.’
‘The Jews are a singular people,’ said I.
‘A race of cowards and dastards,’ said the Armenian, ‘without
a home or country; servants to servants; persecuted and despised by
all.’
‘And what are the Haiks?’ I demanded.
‘Very different from the Jews,’ replied the Armenian; ‘the
Haiks have a home - a country, and can occasionally use a good sword;
though it is true they are not what they might be.’
‘Then it is a shame that they do not become so,’ said I;
‘but they are too fond of money. There is yourself, with
two hundred thousand pounds in your pocket, craving for more, whilst
you might be turning your wealth to the service of your country.’
‘In what manner?’ said the Armenian.
‘I have heard you say that the grand oppressor of your country
is the Persian; why not attempt to free your country from his oppression
- you have two hundred thousand pounds, and money is the sinew of war?’
‘Would you, then, have me attack the Persian?’
‘I scarcely know what to say; fighting is a rough trade, and I
am by no means certain that you are calculated for the scratch.
It is not every one who has been brought up in the school of Mr. Petulengro
and Tawno Chikno. All I can say is, that if I were an Armenian,
and had two hundred thousand pounds to back me, I would attack the Persian.’
‘Hem!’ said the Armenian.
CHAPTER LI
The one half-crown - Merit in patience - Cementer of friendship - Dreadful
perplexity - The usual guttural - Armenian letters - Much indebted to
you - Pure helplessness - Dumb people.
One morning on getting up I discovered that my whole worldly wealth
was reduced to one half-crown - throughout that day I walked about in
considerable distress of mind; it was now requisite that I should come
to a speedy decision with respect to what I was to do; I had not many
alternatives, and, before I had retired to rest on the night of the
day in question, I had determined that I could do no better than accept
the first proposal of the Armenian, and translate under his superintendence
the Haik Esop into English.
I reflected, for I made a virtue of necessity, that, after all, such
an employment would be an honest and honourable one; honest, inasmuch
as by engaging in it I should do harm to nobody; honourable, inasmuch
as it was a literary task, which not every one was capable of executing.
it was not every one of the booksellers’ writers of London who
was competent to translate the Haik Esop. I determined to accept
the offer of the Armenian.
Once or twice the thought of what I might have to undergo in the translation
from certain peculiarities of the Armenian’s temper almost unsettled
me; but a mechanical diving of my hand into my pocket, and the feeling
of the solitary half-crown, confirmed me; after all, this was a life
of trial and tribulation, and I had read somewhere or other that there
was much merit in patience, so I determined to hold fast in my resolution
of accepting the offer of the Armenian.
But all of a sudden I remembered that the Armenian appeared to have
altered his intentions towards me: he appeared no longer desirous that
I should render the Haik Esop into English for the benefit of the stock-jobbers
on Exchange, but rather that I should acquire the rudiments of doing
business in the Armenian fashion, and accumulate a fortune, which would
enable me to make a figure upon ‘Change with the best of the stock-jobbers.
‘Well,’ thought I, withdrawing my hand from my pocket, whither
it had again mechanically dived, ‘after all, what would the world,
what would this city, be without commerce? I believe the world,
and particularly this city, would cut a very poor figure without commerce;
and then there is something poetical in the idea of doing business after
the Armenian fashion, dealing with dark-faced Lascars and Rabbins of
the Sephardim. Yes, should the Armenian insist upon it, I will
accept a seat at the desk, opposite the Moldavian clerk. I do
not like the idea of cuffs similar to those the Armenian bestowed upon
the Moldavian clerk; whatever merit there may be in patience, I do not
think that my estimation of the merit of patience would be sufficient
to induce me to remain quietly sitting under the infliction of cuffs.
I think I should, in the event of his cuffing me, knock the Armenian
down. Well, I think I have heard it said somewhere, that a knock-down
blow is a great cementer of friendship; I think I have heard of two
people being better friends than ever after the one had received from
the other a knock-down blow.’
That night I dreamed I had acquired a colossal fortune, some four hundred
thousand pounds, by the Armenian way of doing business, but suddenly
awoke in dreadful perplexity as to how I should dispose of it.
About nine o’clock next morning I set off to the house of the
Armenian; I had never called upon him so early before, and certainly
never with a heart beating with so much eagerness; but the situation
of my affairs had become very critical, and I thought that I ought to
lose no time in informing the Armenian that I was at length perfectly
willing either to translate the Haik Esop under his superintendence,
or to accept a seat at the desk opposite to the Moldavian clerk, and
acquire the secrets of Armenian commerce. With a quick step I
entered the counting-room, where, notwithstanding the earliness of the
hour, I found the clerk, busied as usual at his desk.
He had always appeared to me a singular being, this same Moldavian clerk.
A person of fewer words could scarcely be conceived: provided his master
were at home, he would, on my inquiring, nod his head; and, provided
he were not, he would invariably reply with the monosyllable No, delivered
in a strange guttural tone. On the present occasion, being full
of eagerness and impatience, I was about to pass by him to the apartment
above, without my usual inquiry, when he lifted his head from the ledger
in which he was writing, and, laying down his pen, motioned to me with
his forefinger, as if to arrest my progress; whereupon I stopped, and,
with a palpitating heart, demanded whether the master of the house was
at home. The Moldavian clerk replied with his usual guttural,
and, opening his desk, ensconced his head therein.
‘It does not much matter,’ said I; ‘I suppose I shall
find him at home after ‘Change; it does not much matter, I can
return.’
I was turning away with the intention of leaving the room; at this moment,
however, the head of the Moldavian clerk became visible, and I observed
a letter in his hand, which he had inserted in the desk at the same
time with his head; this he extended towards me, making at the same
time a sidelong motion with his head, as much as to say that it contained
something which interested me.
I took the letter, and the Moldavian clerk forthwith resumed his occupation.
The back of the letter bore my name, written in Armenian characters;
with a trembling hand I broke the seal, and, unfolding the letter, I
beheld several lines also written in the letters of Mesroub, the Cadmus
of the Armenians.
I stared at the lines, and at first could not make out a syllable of
their meaning; at last, however, by continued staring, I discovered
that, though the letters were Armenian, the words were English; in about
ten minutes I had contrived to decipher the sense of the letter; it
ran somewhat in this style:-
‘MY DEAR FRIEND - The words which you uttered in our last conversation
have made a profound impression upon me; I have thought them over day
and night, and have come to the conclusion that it is my bounden duty
to attack the Persians. When these lines are delivered to you,
I shall be on the route to Ararat. A mercantile speculation will
be to the world the ostensible motive of my journey, and it is singular
enough that one which offers considerable prospect of advantage has
just presented itself on the confines of Persia. Think not, however,
that motives of lucre would have been sufficiently powerful to tempt
me to the East at the present moment. I may speculate, it is true,
but I should scarcely have undertaken the journey but for your pungent
words inciting me to attack the Persians. Doubt not that I will
attack them on the first opportunity. I thank you heartily for
putting me in mind of my duty. I have hitherto, to use your own
words, been too fond of money-getting, like all my countrymen.
I am much indebted to you; farewell! and may every prosperity await
you.’
For some time after I had deciphered the epistle, I stood as if rooted
to the floor. I felt stunned - my last hope was gone; presently
a feeling arose in my mind - a feeling of self-reproach. Whom
had I to blame but myself for the departure of the Armenian? Would
he have ever thought of attacking the Persians had I not put the idea
into his head? he had told me in his epistle that he was indebted to
me for the idea. But for that, he might at the present moment
have been in London, increasing his fortune by his usual methods, and
I might be commencing under his auspices the translation of the Haik
Esop, with the promise, no doubt, of a considerable remuneration for
my trouble; or I might be taking a seat opposite the Moldavian clerk,
and imbibing the first rudiments of doing business after the Armenian
fashion, with the comfortable hope of realising, in a short time, a
fortune of three or four hundred thousand pounds; but the Armenian was
now gone, and farewell to the fine hopes I had founded upon him the
day before. What was I to do? I looked wildly around, till
my eyes rested on the Moldavian clerk, who was writing away in his ledger
with particular vehemence. Not knowing well what to do or to say,
I thought I might as well ask the Moldavian clerk when the Armenian
had departed, and when he thought that he would return. It is
true it mattered little to me when he departed, seeing that he was gone,
and it was evident that he would not be back soon; but I knew not what
to do, and in pure helplessness thought I might as well ask; so I went
up to the Moldavian clerk, and asked him when the Armenian had departed,
and whether he had been gone two days or three. Whereupon the
Moldavian clerk, looking up from his ledger, made certain signs, which
I could by no means understand. I stood astonished, but, presently
recovering myself, inquired when he considered it probable that the
master would return, and whether he thought it would be two months or
- my tongue faltered - two years; whereupon the Moldavian clerk made
more signs than before, and yet more unintelligible; as I persisted,
however, he flung down his pen, and, putting his thumb into his mouth,
moved it rapidly, causing the nail to sound against the lower jaw; whereupon
I saw that he was dumb, and hurried away, for I had always entertained
a horror of dumb people, having once heard my another say, when I was
a child, that dumb people were half demoniacs, or little better.
CHAPTER LII
Kind of stupor - Peace of God - Divine hand - Farewell, child - The
fair - Massive edifice - Battered tars - Lost! lost! - Good-day, gentlemen.
Leaving the house of the Armenian, I strolled about for some time; almost
mechanically my feet conducted me to London Bridge, to the booth in
which stood the stall of the old apple-woman; the sound of her voice
aroused me, as I sat in a kind of stupor on the stone bench beside her;
she was inquiring what was the matter with me.
At first, I believe, I answered her very incoherently, for I observed
alarm beginning to depict itself upon her countenance. Rousing
myself, however, I in my turn put a few questions to her upon her present
condition and prospects. The old woman’s countenance cleared
up instantly; she informed me that she had never been more comfortable
in her life; that her trade, her honest trade - laying an emphasis
on the word honest - had increased of late wonderfully; that her health
was better, and, above all, that she felt no fear and horror ‘here,’
laying her hand on her breast.
On my asking her whether she still heard voices in the night, she told
me that she frequently did; but that the present were mild voices, sweet
voices, encouraging voices, very different from the former ones; that
a voice, only the night previous, had cried out about ‘the peace
of God,’ in particularly sweet accents; a sentence which she remembered
to have read in her early youth in the primer, but which she had clean
forgotten till the voice the night before brought it to her recollection.
After a pause, the old woman said to me, ‘I believe, dear, that
it is the blessed book you brought me which has wrought this goodly
change. How glad I am now that I can read; but oh what a difference
between the book you brought to me and the one you took away!
I believe the one you brought is written by the finger of God, and the
other by - ’
‘Don’t abuse the book,’ said I, ‘it is an excellent
book for those who can understand it; it was not exactly suited to you,
and perhaps it had been better that you had never read it - and yet,
who knows? Peradventure, if you had not read that book, you would
not have been fitted for the perusal of the one which you say is written
by the finger of God’; and, pressing my hand to my head, I fell
into a deep fit of musing. ‘What, after all,’ thought
I, ‘if there should be more order and system in the working of
the moral world than I have thought? Does there not seem in the
present instance to be something like the working of a Divine hand?
I could not conceive why this woman, better educated than her mother,
should have been, as she certainly was, a worse character than her mother.
Yet perhaps this woman may be better and happier than her mother ever
was; perhaps she is so already - perhaps this world is not a wild, lying
dream, as I have occasionally supposed it to be.’
But the thought of my own situation did not permit me to abandon myself
much longer to these musings. I started up. ‘Where
are you going, child?’ said the woman, anxiously. ‘I
scarcely know,’ said I; ‘anywhere.’ ‘Then
stay here, child,’ said she; ‘I have much to say to you.’
‘No,’ said I, ‘I shall be better moving about’;
and I was moving away, when it suddenly occurred to me that I might
never see this woman again; and turning round I offered her my hand,
and bade her good-bye. ‘Farewell, child,’ said the
old woman, ‘and God bless you!’ I then moved along
the bridge until I reached the Southwark side, and, still holding on
my course, my mind again became quickly abstracted from all surrounding
objects.
At length I found myself in a street or road, with terraces on either
side, and seemingly of interminable length, leading, as it would appear,
to the south-east. I was walking at a great rate - there were
likewise a great number of people, also walking at a great rate; also
carts and carriages driving at a great rate; and all - men, carts, and
carriages - going in the selfsame direction, namely to the south-east.
I stopped for a moment and deliberated whether or not I should proceed.
What business had I in that direction? I could not say that I
had any particular business in that direction, but what could I do were
I to turn back? only walk about well-known streets; and, if I must walk,
why not continue in the direction in which I was to see whither the
road and its terraces led? I was ere in a terra incognita,
and an unknown place had always some interest for me; moreover, I had
a desire to know whither all this crowd was going, and for what purpose.
I thought they could not be going far, as crowds seldom go far, especially
at such a rate; so I walked on more lustily than before, passing group
after group of the crowd, and almost vying in speed with some of the
carriages, especially the hackney-coaches; and, by dint of walking at
this rate, the terraces and houses becoming somewhat less frequent as
I advanced, I reached in about three-quarters of an hour a kind of low
dingy town, in the neighbourhood of the river; the streets were swarming
with people, and I concluded, from the number of wild-beast shows, caravans,
gingerbread stalls, and the like, that a fair was being held.
Now, as I had always been partial to fairs, I felt glad that I had fallen
in with the crowd which had conducted me to the present one, and, casting
away as much as I was able all gloomy thoughts, I did my best to enter
into the diversions of the fair; staring at the wonderful representations
of animals on canvas hung up before the shows of wild beasts, which,
by the bye, are frequently found much more worthy of admiration than
the real beasts themselves; listening to the jokes of the merry-andrews
from the platforms in front of the temporary theatres, or admiring the
splendid tinsel dresses of the performers who thronged the stages in
the intervals of the entertainments; and in this manner, occasionally
gazing and occasionally listening, I passed through the town till I
came in front of a large edifice looking full upon the majestic bosom
of the Thames.
It was a massive stone edifice, built in an antique style, and black
with age, with a broad esplanade between it and the river, on which,
mixed with a few people from the fair, I observed moving about a great
many individuals in quaint dresses of blue, with strange three-cornered
hats on their heads; most of them were mutilated; this had a wooden
leg - this wanted an arm; some had but one eye; and as I gazed upon
the edifice, and the singular-looking individuals who moved before it,
I guessed where I was. ‘I am at - ’ said I; ‘these
individuals are battered tars of Old England, and this edifice, once
the favourite abode of Glorious Elizabeth, is the refuge which a grateful
country has allotted to them. Here they can rest their weary bodies;
at their ease talk over the actions in which they have been injured;
and, with the tear of enthusiasm flowing from their eyes, boast how
they have trod the deck of fame with Rodney, or Nelson, or others whose
names stand emblazoned in the naval annals of their country.’
Turning to the right, I entered a park or wood consisting of enormous
trees, occupying the foot, sides, and top of a hill which rose behind
the town; there were multitudes of people among the trees, diverting
themselves in various ways. Coming to the top of the hill, I was
present’ y stopped by a lofty wall, along which I walked, till,
coming to a small gate, I passed through, and found myself on an extensive
green plain, on one side bounded in part by the wall of the park, and
on the others, in the distance, by extensive ranges of houses; to the
south-east was a lofty eminence, partially clothed with wood.
The plain exhibited an animated scene, a kind of continuation of the
fair below; there were multitudes of people upon it, many tents, and
shows; there was also horse-racing, and much noise and shouting, the
sun shining brightly overhead. After gazing at the horse-racing
for a little time, feeling myself somewhat tired, I went up to one of
the tents, and laid myself down on the grass. There was much noise
in the tent. ‘Who will stand me?’ said a voice with
a slight tendency to lisp. ‘Will you, my lord?’
‘Yes,’ said another voice. Then there was a sound
as of a piece of money banging on a table. ‘Lost! lost!
lost!’ cried several voices; and then the banging down of the
money, and the ‘lost! lost! lost!’ were frequently repeated;
at last the second voice exclaimed, ‘I will try no more; you have
cheated me.’ ‘Never cheated any one in my life, my
lord - all fair - all chance. Them that finds, wins - them that
can’t finds, loses. Anyone else try? Who’ll
try? Will you, my lord?’ and then it appeared that some
other lord tried, for I heard more money flung down. Then again
the cry of ‘lost! lost!’ - then again the sound of money,
and so on. Once or twice, but not more, I heard ‘Won! won!’
but the predominant cry was ‘Lost! lost!’ At last
there was a considerable hubbub, and the words ‘Cheat!’
‘Rogue!’ and ‘You filched away the pea!’ were
used freely by more voices than one, to which the voice with the tendency
to lisp replied, ‘Never filched a pea in my life; would scorn
it. Always glad when folks wins; but, as those here don’t
appear to be civil, not to wish to play any more, I shall take myself
off with my table; so, good-day, gentlemen.’
CHAPTER LIII
Singular table - No money - Out of employ - My bonnet - We of the thimble
- Good wages - Wisely resolved - Strangest way in the world - Fat gentleman
- Not such another - First edition - Not very easy - Won’t close
- Avella gorgio - Alarmed look.
Presently a man emerged from the tent, bearing before him a rather singular
table; it appeared to be of white deal, was exceedingly small at the
top, and with very long legs. At a few yards from the entrance
he paused, and looked round, as if to decide on the direction which
he should take; presently, his eye glancing on me as I lay upon the
ground, he started, and appeared for a moment inclined to make off as
quick as possible, table and all. In a moment, however, he seemed
to recover assurance, and, coming up to the place where I was, the long
legs of the table projecting before him, he cried, ‘Glad to see
you here, my lord.’
‘Thank you,’ said I, ‘it’s a fine day.’
‘Very fine, my lord; will your lordship play? Them that
finds, wins - them that don’t finds, loses.’
‘Play at what?’ said I.
‘Only at the thimble and pea, my lord.’
‘I never heard of such a game.’
‘Didn’t you? Well, I’ll soon teach you,’
said he, placing the table down. ‘All you have to do is
to put a sovereign down on my table, and to find the pea, which I put
under one of my thimbles. If you find it, - and it is easy enough
to find it, - I give you a sovereign besides your own: for them that
finds, wins.’
‘And them that don’t finds, loses,’ said I; ‘no,
I don’t wish to play.’
‘Why not, my lord?’
‘Why, in the first place, I have no money.’
‘Oh, you have no money, that of course alters the case.
If you have no money, you can’t play. Well, I suppose I
must be seeing after my customers,’ said he, glancing over the
plain.
‘Good-day,’ said I.
‘Good-day,’ said the man slowly, but without moving, and
as if in reflection. After a moment or two, looking at me inquiringly,
he added, ‘Out of employ?’
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘out of employ.’
The man measured me with his eye as I lay on the ground. At length
he said, ‘May I speak a word or two to you, my lord?’
‘As many as you please,’ said I.
‘Then just come a little out of hearing, a little farther on the
grass, if you please, my lord.’
‘Why do you call me my lord?’ said I, as I arose and followed
him.
‘We of the thimble always calls our customers lords,’ said
the man; ‘but I won’t call you such a foolish name any more;
come along.’
The man walked along the plain till he came to the side of a dry pit,
when, looking round to see that no one was nigh, he laid his table on
the grass, and, sitting down with his legs over the side of the pit,
he motioned me to do the same. ‘So you are in want of employ?’
said he, after I had sat down beside him.
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘I am very much in want of employ.’
‘I think I can find you some.’
‘What kind?’ said I.
‘Why,’ said the man, ‘I think you would do to be my
bonnet.’
‘Bonnet!’ said I, ‘what is that?’
‘Don’t you know? However, no wonder, as you had never
heard of the thimble and pea game, but I will tell you. We of
the game are very much exposed; folks when they have lost their money,
as those who play with us mostly do, sometimes uses rough language,
calls us cheats, and sometimes knocks our hats over our eyes; and what’s
more, with a kick under our table, cause the top deals to fly off; this
is the third table I have used this day, the other two being broken
by uncivil customers: so we of the game generally like to have gentlemen
go about with us to take our part, and encourage us, though pretending
to know nothing about us; for example, when the customer says, “I’m
cheated,” the bonnet must say, “No, you ain’t, it
is all right”; or, when my hat is knocked over my eyes, the bonnet
must square, and say, “I never saw the man before in all my life,
but I won’t see him ill-used”; and so, when they kicks at
the table, the bonnet must say, “I won’t see the table ill-used,
such a nice table, too; besides, I want to play myself”; and then
I would say to the bonnet, “Thank you, my lord, them that finds,
wins”; and then the bonnet plays, and I lets the bonnet win.’
‘In a word,’ said I, ‘the bonnet means the man who
covers you, even as the real bonnet covers the head.’
‘I just so,’ said the man; ‘I see you are awake, and
would soon make a first-rate bonnet.’
‘Bonnet,’ said I, musingly; ‘bonnet; it is metaphorical.’
‘Is it?’ said the man.
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘like the cant words - ’
‘Bonnet is cant,’ said the man; ‘we of the thimble,
as well as all cly-fakers and the like, understand cant, as, of course,
must every bonnet; so, if you are employed by me, you had better learn
it as soon as you can, that we may discourse together without being
understood by every one. Besides covering his principal, a bonnet
must have his eyes about him, for the trade of the pea, though a strictly
honest one, is not altogether lawful; so it is the duty of the bonnet,
if he sees the constable coming, to say, The gorgio’s welling.’
‘That is not cant,’ said I, ‘that is the language
of the Rommany Chals.’
‘Do you know those people?’ said the man.
‘Perfectly,’ said I, ‘and their language too.’
‘I wish I did,’ said the man; ‘I would give ten pounds
and more to know the language of the Rommany Chals. There’s
some of it in the language of the pea and thimble; how it came there
I don’t know, but so it is. I wish I knew it, but it is
difficult. You’ll make a capital bonnet; shall we close?’
‘What would the wages be?’ I demanded.
‘Why, to a first-rate bonnet, as I think you would prove, I could
afford to give from forty to fifty shillings a week.’
‘Is it possible?’ said I.
‘Good wages, ain’t they?’ said the man.
‘First-rate,’ said I; ‘bonneting is more profitable
than reviewing.’
‘Anan?’ said the man.
‘Or translating; I don’t think the Armenian would have paid
me at that rate for translating his Esop.’
‘Who is he?’ said the man.
‘Esop?’
‘No, I know what that is, Esop’s cant for a hunchback; but
t’other?’
‘You should know,’ said I.
‘Never saw the man in all my life.’
‘Yes, you have,’ said I, ‘and felt him too; don’t
you remember the individual from whom you took the pocket-book?’
‘Oh, that was he; well, the less said about that matter the better;
I have left off that trade, and taken to this, which is a much better.
Between ourselves, I am not sorry that I did not carry off that pocket-book;
if I had, it might have encouraged me in the trade, in which had I remained,
I might have been lagged, sent abroad, as I had been already imprisoned;
so I determined to leave it off at all hazards, though I was hard up,
not having a penny in the world.’
‘And wisely resolved,’ said I; ‘it was a bad and dangerous
trade, I wonder you should ever have embraced it.’
‘It is all very well talking,’ said the man, ‘but
there is a reason for everything; I am the son of a Jewess, by a military
officer’ - and then the man told me his story. I shall not
repeat the man’s story, it was a poor one, a vile one; at last
he observed, ‘So that affair which you know of determined me to
leave the filching trade, and take up with a more honest and safe one;
so at last I thought of the pea and thimble, but I wanted funds, especially
to pay for lessons at the hands of a master, for I knew little about
it.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘how did you get over that difficulty?’
‘Why,’ said the man, ‘I thought I should never have
got over it. What funds could I raise? I had nothing to
sell; the few clothes I had I wanted, for we of the thimble must always
appear decent, or nobody would come near us. I was at my wits’
ends; at last I got over my difficulty in the strangest way in the world.’
‘What was that?’
‘By an old thing which I had picked up some time before - a book.’
‘A book?’ said I.
‘Yes, which I had taken out of your lordship’s pocket one
day as you were walking the streets in a great hurry. I thought
it was a pocket-book at first, full of bank-notes, perhaps,’ continued
he, laughing. ‘It was well for me, however, that it was
not, for I should have soon spent the notes; as it was, I had flung
the old thing down with an oath, as soon as I brought it home.
When I was so hard up, however, after the affair with that friend of
yours, I took it up one day, and thought I might make something by it
to support myself a day with. Chance or something else led me
into a grand shop; there was a man there who seemed to be the master,
talking to a jolly, portly old gentleman, who seemed to be a country
squire. Well, I went up to the first, and offered it for sale;
he took the book, opened it at the title-page, and then all of a sudden
his eyes glistened, and he showed it to the fat, jolly gentleman, and
his eyes glistened too, and I heard him say “How singular!”
and then the two talked together in a speech I didn’t understand
- I rather thought it was French, at any rate it wasn’t cant;
and presently the first asked me what I would take for the book.
Now I am not altogether a fool, nor am I blind, and I had narrowly marked
all that passed, and it came into my head that now was the time for
making a man of myself, at any rate I could lose nothing by a little
confidence; so I looked the man boldly in the face, and said, “I
will have five guineas for that book, there ain’t such another
in the whole world.” “Nonsense,” said the first
man, “there are plenty of them, there have been nearly fifty editions,
to my knowledge; I will give you five shillings.” “No,”
said I, “I’ll not take it, for I don’t like to be
cheated, so give me my book again”; and I attempted to take it
away from the fat gentleman’s hand. “Stop,”
said the younger man; “are you sure that you won’t take
less?” “Not a farthing,” said I; which was not
altogether true, but I said so. “Well,” said the fat
gentleman, “I will give you what you ask”; and sure enough
he presently gave me the money; so I made a bow, and was leaving the
shop, when it came into my head that there was something odd in all
this, and, as I had the money in my pocket, I turned back, and, making
another bow, said, “May I be so bold as to ask why you gave me
all this money for that ‘ere dirty book? When I came into
the shop, I should have been glad to get a shilling for it; but I saw
you wanted it, and asked five guineas.” Then they looked
at one another, and smiled, and shrugged up their shoulders. Then
the first man, looking at me, said, “Friend, you have been a little
too sharp for us; however, we can afford to forgive you, as my friend
here has long been in quest of this particular book; there are plenty
of editions, as I told you, and a common copy is not worth five shillings;
but this is a first edition, and a copy of the first edition is worth
its weight in gold.”’
‘So, after all, they outwitted you,’ I observed.
‘Clearly,’ said the man; ‘I might have got double
the price, had I known the value; but I don’t care, much good
may it do them, it has done me plenty. By means of it I have got
into an honest, respectable trade, in which there’s little danger
and plenty of profit, and got out of one which would have got me lagged,
sooner or later.’
‘But,’ said I, ‘you ought to remember that the thing
was not yours; you took it from me, who had been requested by a poor
old apple-woman to exchange it for a Bible.’
‘Well,’ said the man, ‘did she ever get her Bible?’
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘she got her Bible.’
‘Then she has no cause to complain; and, as for you, chance or
something else has sent you to me, that I may make you reasonable amends
for any loss you may have had. Here am I ready to make you my
bonnet, with forty or fifty shillings a week, which you say yourself
are capital wages.’
‘I find no fault with the wages,’ said I, ‘but I don’t
like the employ.’
‘Not like bonneting,’ said the man; ‘ah, I see, you
would like to be principal; well, a time may come - those long white
fingers of yours would just serve for the business.’
‘Is it a difficult one?’ I demanded.
‘Why, it is not very easy: two things are needful - natural talent,
and constant practice; but I’ll show you a point or two connected
with the game’; and, placing his table between his knees as he
sat over the side of the pit, he produced three thimbles, and a small
brown pellet, something resembling a pea. He moved the thimble
and pellet about, now placing it to all appearance under one, and now
under another; ‘Under which is it now?’ he said at last.
‘Under that,’ said I, pointing to the lowermost of the thimbles,
which, as they stood, formed a kind of triangle. ‘No,’
said he, ‘it is not, but lift it up’; and, when I lifted
up the thimble, the pellet, in truth, was not under it. ‘It
was under none of them,’ said he, ‘it was pressed by my
little finger against my palm’; and then he showed me how he did
the trick, and asked me if the game was not a funny one; and, on my
answering in the affirmative, he said, ‘I am glad you like it;
come along and let us win some money.’
Thereupon, getting up, he placed the table before him, and was moving
away; observing, however, that I did not stir, he asked me what I was
staying for. ‘Merely for my own pleasure,’ said I;
‘I like sitting here very well.’ ‘Then you won’t
close?’ said the man. ‘By no means,’ I replied;
‘your proposal does not suit me.’ ‘You may be
principal in time,’ said the man. ‘That makes no difference,’
said I; and, sitting with my legs over the pit, I forthwith began to
decline an Armenian noun. ‘That ain’t cant,’
said the man; ‘no, nor gypsy either. Well, if you won’t
close, another will, I can’t lose any more time,’ and forthwith
he departed.
And after I had declined four Armenian nouns, of different declensions,
I rose from the side of the pit, and wandered about amongst the various
groups of people scattered over the green. Presently I came to
where the man of the thimbles was standing, with the table before him,
and many people about him. ‘Them who finds, wins, and them
who can’t find, loses,’ he cried. Various individuals
tried to find the pellet, but all were unsuccessful, till at last considerable
dissatisfaction was expressed, and the terms rogue and cheat were lavished
upon him. ‘Never cheated anybody in all my life,’
he cried; and, observing me at hand, ‘didn’t I play fair,
my lord?’ he inquired. But I made no answer. Presently
some more played, and he permitted one or two to win, and the eagerness
to play with him became greater. After I had looked on for some
time, I was moving away: just then I perceived a short, thick personage,
with a staff in his hand, advancing in a great hurry; whereupon, with
a sudden impulse, I exclaimed -
Shoon thimble-engro;
Avella gorgio.
The man, who was in the midst of his pea-and-thimble process, no sooner
heard the last word of the distich than he turned an alarmed look in
the direction of where I stood; then, glancing around, and perceiving
the constable, he slipped forthwith his pellet and thimbles into his
pocket, and, lifting up his table, he cried to the people about him,
‘Make way!’ and with a motion with his head to me, as if
to follow him, he darted off with a swiftness which the short, pursy
constable could by no means rival; and whither he went, or what became
of him, I know not, inasmuch as I turned away in another direction.
CHAPTER LIV
Mr. Petulengro - Rommany Rye - Lil-writers - One’s own horn -
Lawfully-earnt money - The wooded hill - A great favourite - The shop
window - Much wanted.
And, as I wandered along the green, I drew near to a place where several
men, with a cask beside them, sat carousing in the neighbourhood of
a small tent. ‘Here he comes,’ said one of them, as
I advanced, and standing up he raised his voice and sang:-
‘Here the Gypsy gemman see,
With his Roman jib and his rome and dree -
Rome and dree, rum and dry
Rally round the Rommany Rye.’
It was Mr. Petulengro, who was here diverting himself with several of
his comrades; they all received me with considerable frankness.
‘Sit down, brother,’ said Mr. Petulengro, ‘and take
a cup of good ale.’
I sat down. ‘Your health, gentlemen,’ said I, as I
took the cup which Mr. Petulengro handed to me.
‘Aukko tu pios adrey Rommanis. Here is your health in Rommany,
brother,’ said Mr. Petulengro; who, having refilled the cup, now
emptied it at a draught.
‘Your health in Rommany, brother,’ said Tawno Chikno, to
whom the cup came next.
‘The Rommany Rye,’ said a third.
‘The Gypsy gentleman,’ exclaimed a fourth, drinking.
And then they all sang in chorus:-
‘Here the Gypsy gemman see,
With his Roman jib and his rome and dree -
Rome and dree, rum and dry
Rally round the Rommany Rye.’
‘And now, brother,’ said Mr. Petulengro, ‘seeing that
you have drunk and been drunken, you will perhaps tell us where you
have been, and what about?’
‘I have been in the Big City,’ said I, ‘writing lils.’
‘How much money have you got in your pocket, brother?’ said
Mr. Petulengro.
‘Eighteenpence,’ said I; ‘all I have in the world.’
‘I have been in the Big City, too,’ said Mr. Petulengro;
‘but I have not written lils - I have fought in the ring - I have
fifty pounds in my pocket - I have much more in the world. Brother,
there is considerable difference between us.
‘I would rather be the lil-writer, after all,’ said the
tall, handsome, black man; ‘indeed, I would wish for nothing better.’
‘Why so?’ said Mr. Petulengro.
‘Because they have so much to say for themselves,’ said
the black man, ‘even when dead and gone. When they are laid
in the churchyard, it is their own fault if people ain’t talking
of them. Who will know, after I am dead, or bitchadey pawdel,
that I was once the beauty of the world, or that you Jasper were - ’
‘The best man in England of my inches. That’s true,
Tawno - however, here’s our brother will perhaps let the world
know something about us.’
‘Not he,’ said the other, with a sigh; ‘he’ll
have quite enough to do in writing his own lils, and telling the world
how handsome and clever he was; and who can blame him? Not I.
If I could write lils, every word should be about myself and my own
tacho Rommanis - my own lawful wedded wife, which is the same thing.
I tell you what, brother, I once heard a wise man say in Brummagem,
that “there is nothing like blowing one’s own horn,”
which I conceive to be much the same thing as writing one’s own
lil.’
After a little more conversation, Mr. Petulengro arose, and motioned
me to follow him. ‘Only eighteenpence in the world, brother?’
said he, as we walked together.
‘Nothing more, I assure you. How came you to ask me how
much money I had?’
‘Because there was something in your look, brother, something
very much resembling that which a person showeth who does not carry
much money in his pocket. I was looking at my own face this morning
in my wife’s looking-glass - I did not look as you do, brother.’
‘I believe your sole motive for inquiring,’ said I, ‘was
to have an opportunity of venting a foolish boast, and to let me know
that you were in possession of fifty pounds.’
‘What is the use of having money unless you let people know you
have it?’ said Mr. Petulengro. ‘It is not every one
can read faces, brother; and, unless you knew I had money, how could
you ask me to lend you any?’
‘I am not going to ask you to lend me any.’
‘Then you may have it without asking; as I said before, I have
fifty pounds, all lawfully-earnt money, got by fighting in the ring
- I will lend you that, brother.’
‘You are very kind,’ said I; ‘but I will not take
it.’
‘Then the half of it?’
‘Nor the half of it; but it is getting towards evening, I must
go back to the Great City.’
‘And what will you do in the Boro Foros?’
‘I know not,’ said I.
‘Earn money?
‘If I can.’
‘And if you can’t?’
‘Starve!’
‘You look ill, brother,’ said Mr. Petulengro.
‘I do not feel well; the Great City does not agree with me.
Should I be so fortunate as to earn some money, I would leave the Big
City, and take to the woods and fields.’
‘You may do that, brother,’ said Mr. Petulengro, ‘whether
you have money or not. Our tents and horses are on the other side
of yonder wooded hill, come and stay with us; we shall all be glad of
your company, but more especially myself and my wife Pakomovna.’
‘What hill is that?’ I demanded.
And then Mr. Petulengro told me the name of the hill. ‘We
shall stay on t’other side of the hill a fortnight,’ he
continued; ‘and, as you are fond of lil-writing, you may employ
yourself profitably whilst there. You can write the lil of him
whose dock gallops down that hill every night, even as the living man
was wont to do long ago.’
‘Who was he?’ I demanded.
‘Jemmy Abershaw,’ said Mr. Petulengro; ‘one of those
whom we call Boro drom engroes, and the gorgios highway-men. I
once heard a rye say that the life of that man would fetch much money;
so come to the other side of the hill, and write the lil in the tent
of Jasper and his wife Pakomovna.’
At first I felt inclined to accept the invitation of Mr. Petulengro;
a little consideration, however, determined me to decline it.
I had always been on excellent terms with Mr. Petulengro, but I reflected
that people might be excellent friends when they met occasionally in
the street, or on the heath, or in the wood; but that these very people
when living together in a house, to say nothing of a tent, might quarrel.
I reflected, moreover, that Mr. Petulengro had a wife. I had always,
it is true, been a great favourite with Mrs. Petulengro, who had frequently
been loud in her commendation of the young rye, as she called me, and
his turn of conversation; but this was at a time when I stood in need
of nothing, lived under my parents’ roof, and only visited at
the tents to divert and to be diverted. The times were altered,
and I was by no means certain that Mrs. Petulengro, when she should
discover that I was in need both of shelter and subsistence, might not
alter her opinion both with respect to the individual and what he said
- stigmatising my conversation as saucy discourse, and myself as a scurvy
companion; and that she might bring over her husband to her own way
of thinking, provided, indeed, he should need any conducting.
I therefore, though without declaring my reasons, declined the offer
of Mr. Petulengro, and presently, after shaking him by the hand, bent
again my course towards the Great City.
I crossed the river at a bridge considerably above that hight of London;
for, not being acquainted with the way, I missed the turning which should
have brought me to the latter. Suddenly I found myself in a street
of which I had some recollection, and mechanically stopped before the
window of a shop at which various publications were exposed; it was
that of the bookseller to whom I had last applied in the hope of selling
my ballads or Ab Gwilym, and who had given me hopes that, in the event
of my writing a decent novel, or a tale, he would prove a purchaser.
As I stood listlessly looking at the window, and the publications which
it contained, I observed a paper affixed to the glass by wafers with
something written upon it. I drew yet nearer for the purpose of
inspecting it; the writing was in a fair round hand - ‘A Novel
or Tale is much wanted,’ was what was written.
CHAPTER LV
Bread and water - Pair play - Fashion - Colonel B- - Joseph Sell - The
kindly glow - Easiest manner imaginable.
‘I must do something,’ said I, as I sat that night in my
lonely apartment, with some bread and a pitcher of water before me.
Thereupon taking some of the bread, and eating it, I considered what
I was to do. ‘I have no idea what I am to do,’ said
I, as I stretched my hand towards the pitcher, ‘unless (and here
I took a considerable draught) I write a tale or a novel - That bookseller,’
I continued, speaking to myself, ‘is certainly much in need of
a tale or a novel, otherwise he would not advertise for one. Suppose
I write one, I appear to have no other chance of extricating myself
from my present difficulties; surely it was Fate that conducted me to
his window.
‘I will do it,’ said I, as I struck my hand against the
table; ‘I will do it.’ Suddenly a heavy cloud of despondency
came over me. Could I do it? Had I the imagination requisite
to write a tale or a novel? ‘Yes, yes,’ said I, as
I struck my hand again against the table, ‘I can manage it; give
me fair play, and I can accomplish anything.’
But should I have fair play? I must have something to maintain
myself with whilst I wrote my tale, and I had but eighteenpence in the
world. Would that maintain me whilst I wrote my tale? Yes,
I thought it would, provided I ate bread, which did not cost much, and
drank water, which cost nothing; it was poor diet, it was true, but
better men than myself had written on bread and water; had not the big
man told me so? or something to that effect, months before?
It was true there was my lodging to pay for; but up to the present time
I owed nothing, and perhaps, by the time that the people of the house
asked me for money, I should have written a tale or a novel, which would
bring me in money; I had paper, pens, and ink, and, let me not forget
them, I had candles in my closet, all paid for, to light me during my
night work. Enough, I would go doggedly to work upon my tale or
novel.
But what was the tale or novel to be about? Was it to be a tale
of fashionable life, about Sir Harry Somebody, and the Countess something?
But I knew nothing about fashionable people, and cared less; therefore
how should I attempt to describe fashionable life? What should the tale
consist of? The life and adventures of some one. Good -
but of whom? Did not Mr. Petulengro mention one Jemmy Abershaw?
Yes. Did he not tell me that the life and adventures of Jemmy
Abershaw would bring in much money to the writer? Yes, but I knew
nothing of that worthy. I heard, it is true, from Mr. Petulengro,
that when alive he committed robberies on the hill, on the side of which
Mr. Petulengro had pitched his tents, and that his ghost still haunted
the hill at midnight; but those were scant materials out of which to
write the man’s life. It is probable indeed, that Mr. Petulengro
would be able to supply me with further materials if I should apply
to him, but I was in a hurry, and could not afford the time which it
would be necessary to spend in passing to and from Mr. Petulengro, and
consulting him. Moreover, my pride revolted at the idea of being
beholden to Mr. Petulengro for the materials of the history. No,
I would not write the history of Abershaw. Whose then - Harry
Simms? Alas, the life of Harry Simms had been already much better
written by himself than I could hope to do it; and, after all, Harry
Simms, like Jemmy Abershaw, was merely a robber. Both, though
bold and extraordinary men, were merely highwaymen. I questioned
whether I could compose a tale likely to excite any particular interest
out of the exploits of a mere robber. I want a character for my
hero, thought I, something higher than a mere robber; some one like
- like Colonel B-. By the way, why should I not write the life
and adventures of Colonel B-, of Londonderry in Ireland?
A truly singular man was this same Colonel B-, of Londonderry in Ireland;
a personage of most strange and incredible feats and daring, who had
been a partizan soldier, a bravo - who, assisted by certain discontented
troopers, nearly succeeded in stealing the crown and regalia from the
Tower of London; who attempted to hang the Duke of Ormond at Tyburn;
and whose strange, eventful career did not terminate even with his life,
his dead body, on the circulation of an unfounded report that he did
not come to his death by fair means, having been exhumed by the mob
of his native place, where he had retired to die, and carried in the
coffin through the streets.
Of his life I had inserted an account in the Newgate Lives and
Trials; it was bare and meagre, and written in the stiff, awkward
style of the seventeenth century; it had, however, strongly captivated
my imagination, and I now thought that out of it something better could
be made; that, if I added to the adventures, and purified the style,
I might fashion out of it a very decent tale or novel. On a sudden,
however, the proverb of mending old garments with new cloth occurred
to me. ‘I am afraid,’ said I, ‘any new adventures
which I can invent will not fadge well with the old tale; one will but
spoil the other.’ I had better have nothing to do with Colonel
B-, thought I, but boldly and independently sit down and write the life
of Joseph Sell.
This Joseph Sell, dear reader, was a fictitious personage who had just
come into my head. I had never even heard of the name, but just
at that moment it happened to come into my head; I would write an entirely
fictitious narrative, called the Life and Adventures of Joseph Sell,
the great traveller.
I had better begin at once, thought I; and removing the bread and the
jug, which latter was now empty, I seized pen and paper, and forthwith
essayed to write the life of Joseph Sell, but soon discovered that it
is much easier to resolve upon a thing than to achieve it, or even to
commence it; for the life of me I did not know how to begin, and, after
trying in vain to write a line, I thought it would be as well to go
to bed, and defer my projected undertaking till the morrow.
So I went to bed, but not to sleep. During the greater part of
the night I lay awake, musing upon the work which I had determined to
execute. For a long time my brain was dry and unproductive; I
could form no plan which appeared feasible. At length I felt within
my brain a kindly glow; it was the commencement of inspiration; in a
few minutes I had formed my plan; I then began to imagine the scenes
and the incidents. Scenes and incidents flitted before my mind’s
eye so plentifully, that I knew not how to dispose of them; I was in
a regular embarrassment. At length I got out of the difficulty
in the easiest manner imaginable, namely, by consigning to the depths
of oblivion all the feebler and less stimulant scenes and incidents,
and retaining the better and more impressive ones. Before morning
I had sketched the whole work on the tablets of my mind, and then resigned
myself to sleep in the pleasing conviction that the most difficult part
of my undertaking was achieved.
CHAPTER LVI
Considerably sobered - Power of writing - The tempter - Hungry talent
- Work concluded.
Rather late in the morning I awoke; for a few minutes I lay still, perfectly
still; my imagination was considerably sobered; the scenes and situations
which had pleased me so much over night appeared to me in a far less
captivating guise that morning. I felt languid and almost hopeless
- the thought, however, of my situation soon roused me - I must make
an effort to improve the posture of my affairs; there was no time to
be lost; so I sprang out of bed, breakfasted on bread and water, and
then sat down doggedly to write the life of Joseph Sell.
It was a great thing to have formed my plan, and to have arranged the
scenes in my head, as I had done on the preceding night. The chief
thing requisite at present was the mere mechanical act of committing
them to paper. This I did not find at first so easy as I could
wish - I wanted mechanical skill; but I persevered, and before evening
I had written ten pages. I partook of some bread and water; and
before I went to bed that night, I had completed fifteen pages of my
life of Joseph Sell.
The next day I resumed my task - I found my power of writing considerably
increased; my pen hurried rapidly over the paper - my brain was in a
wonderfully teeming state; many scenes and visions which I had not thought
of before were evolved, and, as fast as evolved, written down; they
seemed to be more pat to my purpose, and more natural to my history,
than many others which I had imagined before, and which I made now give
place to these newer creations: by about midnight I had added thirty
fresh pages to my Life and Adventures of Joseph Sell.
The third day arose - it was dark and dreary out of doors, and I
passed it drearily enough within; my brain appeared to have lost much
of its former glow, and my pen much of its power; I, however, toiled
on, but at midnight had only added seven pages to my history of Joseph
Sell.
On the fourth day the sun shone brightly - I arose, and, having breakfasted
as usual, I fell to work. My brain was this day wonderfully prolific,
and my pen never before or since glided so rapidly over the paper; towards
night I began to feel strangely about the back part of my head, and
my whole system was extraordinarily affected. I likewise occasionally
saw double - a tempter now seemed to be at work within me.
‘You had better leave off now for a short space,’ said the
tempter, ‘and go out and drink a pint of beer; you have still
one shilling left - if you go on at this rate, you will go mad - go
out and spend sixpence, you can afford it, more than half your work
is done.’ I was about to obey the suggestion of the tempter,
when the idea struck me that, if I did not complete the work whilst
the fit was on me, I should never complete it; so I held on. I am almost
afraid to state how many pages I wrote that day of the life of Joseph
Sell.
From this time I proceeded in a somewhat more leisurely manner;
but, as I drew nearer and nearer to the completion of my task, dreadful
fears and despondencies came over me. - It will be too late, thought
I; by the time I have finished the work, the bookseller will have been
supplied with a tale or a novel. Is it probable that, in a town
like this, where talent is so abundant - hungry talent too - a bookseller
can advertise for a tale or a novel, without being supplied with half
a dozen in twenty-four hours? I may as well fling down my pen
- I am writing to no purpose. And these thoughts came over my
mind so often, that at last, in utter despair, I flung down the pen.
Whereupon the tempter within me said - ‘And, now you have flung
down the pen, you may as well fling yourself out of the window; what
remains for you to do?’ Why, to take it up again, thought
I to myself, for I did not like the latter suggestion at all - and then
forthwith I resumed the pen, and wrote with greater vigour than before,
from about six o’clock in the evening until I could hardly see,
when I rested for a while, when the tempter within me again said, or
appeared to say - ‘All you have been writing is stuff, it will
never do - a drug - a mere drug’; and methought these last words
were uttered in the gruff tones of the big publisher. ‘A
thing merely to be sneezed at,’ a voice like that of Taggart added;
and then I seemed to hear a sternutation, - as I probably did, for,
recovering from a kind of swoon, I found myself shivering with cold.
The next day I brought my work to a conclusion.
But the task of revision still remained; for an hour or two I shrank
from it, and remained gazing stupidly at the pile of paper which I had
written over. I was all but exhausted, and I dreaded, on inspecting
the sheets, to find them full of absurdities which I had paid no regard
to in the furor of composition. But the task, however trying to
my nerves, must be got over; at last, in a kind of desperation, I entered
upon it. It was far from an easy one; there were, however, fewer
errors and absurdities than I had anticipated. About twelve o’clock
at night I had got over the task of revision. ‘To-morrow
for the bookseller,’ said I, as my head sank on the pillow.
‘Oh me!’
CHAPTER LVII
Nervous look - The bookseller’s wife - The last stake - Terms
- God forbid! - Will you come to tea? - A light heart.
On arriving at the bookseller’s shop, I cast a nervous look at
the window, for the purpose of observing whether the paper had been
removed or not. To my great delight the paper was in its place;
with a beating heart I entered, there was nobody in the shop; as I stood
at the counter, however, deliberating whether or not I should call out,
the door of what seemed to be a back-parlour opened, and out came a
well-dressed lady-like female, of about thirty, with a good-looking
and intelligent countenance. ‘What is your business, young
man?’ said she to me, after I had made her a polite bow.
‘I wish to speak to the gentleman of the house,’ said I.
‘My husband is not within at present,’ she replied; ‘what
is your business?’ ‘I have merely brought something
to show him,’ said I, ‘but I will call again.’
‘If you are the young gentleman who has been here before,’
said the lady, ‘with poems and ballads, as, indeed, I know you
are,’ she added, smiling, ‘for I have seen you through the
glass door, I am afraid it will be useless; that is,’ she added
with another smile, ‘if you bring us nothing else.’
‘I have not brought you poems and ballads now,’ said I,
‘but something widely different; I saw your advertisement for
a tale or a novel, and have written something which I think will suit;
and here it is,’ I added, showing the roll of paper which I held
in my hand. ‘Well,’ said the bookseller’s wife,
‘you may leave it, though I cannot promise you much chance of
its being accepted. My husband has already had several offered
to him; however, you may leave it; give it me. Are you afraid
to intrust it to me?’ she demanded somewhat hastily, observing
that I hesitated. ‘Excuse me,’ said I, ‘but
it is all I have to depend upon in the world; I am chiefly apprehensive
that it will not be read.’ ‘On that point I can reassure
you,’ said the good lady, smiling, and there was now something
sweet in her smile. ‘I give you my word that it shall be
read; come again to-morrow morning at eleven, when, if not approved,
it shall be returned to you.’
I returned to my lodging, and forthwith betook myself to bed, notwithstanding
the earliness of the hour. I felt tolerably tranquil; I had now
cast my last stake, and was prepared to abide by the result. Whatever
that result might be, I could have nothing to reproach myself with;
I had strained all the energies which nature had given me in order to
rescue myself from the difficulties which surrounded me. I presently
sank into a sleep, which endured during the remainder of the day, and
the whole of the succeeding night. I awoke about nine on the morrow,
and spent my last threepence on a breakfast somewhat more luxurious
than the immediately preceding ones, for one penny of the sum was expended
on the purchase of milk.
At the appointed hour I repaired to the house of the bookseller; the
bookseller was in his shop. ‘Ah,’ said he, as soon
as I entered, ‘I am glad to see you.’ There was an
unwonted heartiness in the bookseller’s tones, an unwonted benignity
in his face. ‘So,’ said he, after a pause, ‘you
have taken my advice, written a book of adventure; nothing like taking
the advice, young man, of your superiors in age. Well, I think
your book will do, and so does my wife, for whose judgment I have a
great regard; as well I may, as she is the daughter of a first-rate
novelist, deceased. I think I shall venture on sending your book
to the press.’ ‘But,’ said I, ‘we have
not yet agreed upon terms.’ ‘Terms, terms,’
said the bookseller; ‘ahem! well, there is nothing like coming
to terms at once. I will print the book, and give you half the
profit when the edition is sold.’ ‘That will not do,’
said I; ‘I intend shortly to leave London: I must have something
at once.’ ‘Ah, I see,’ said the bookseller,
‘in distress; frequently the case with authors, especially young
ones. Well, I don’t care if I purchase it of you, but you
must be moderate; the public are very fastidious, and the speculation
may prove a losing one after all. Let me see, will five - hem
- ’ he stopped. I looked the bookseller in the face; there
was something peculiar in it. Suddenly it appeared to me as if
the voice of him of the thimble sounded in my ear, ‘Now is your
time, ask enough, never such another chance of establishing yourself;
respectable trade, pea and thimble.’ ‘Well,’
said I at last, ‘I have no objection to take the offer which you
were about to make, though I really think five-and-twenty guineas to
be scarcely enough, everything considered.’ ‘Five-and-twenty
guineas!’ said the bookseller; ‘are you - what was I going
to say - I never meant to offer half as much - I mean a quarter; I was
going to say five guineas - I mean pounds; I will, however, make it
up guineas.’ ‘That will not do,’ said I; ‘but,
as I find we shall not deal, return me my manuscript, that I may carry
it to some one else.’ The bookseller looked blank.
‘Dear me,’ said he, ‘I should never have supposed
that you would have made any objection to such an offer; I am quite
sure that you would have been glad to take five pounds for either of
the two huge manuscripts of songs and ballads that you brought me on
a former occasion.’ ‘Well,’ said I, ‘if
you will engage to publish either of those two manuscripts, you shall
have the present one for five pounds.’ ‘God forbid
that I should make any such bargain!’ said the bookseller; ‘I
would publish neither on any account; but, with respect to this last
book, I have really an inclination to print it, both for your sake and
mine; suppose we say ten pounds.’ ‘No,’ said
I, ‘ten pounds will not do; pray restore me my manuscript.’
‘Stay,’ said the bookseller, ‘my wife is in the next
room, I will go and consult her.’ Thereupon he went into
his back room, where I heard him conversing with his wife in a low tone;
in about ten minutes he returned. ‘Young gentleman,’
said he, ‘perhaps you will take tea with us this evening, when
we will talk further over the matter.’
That evening I went and took tea with the bookseller and his wife, both
of whom, particularly the latter, overwhelmed me with civility.
It was not long before I learned that the work had been already sent
to the press, and was intended to stand at the head of a series of entertaining
narratives, from which my friends promised themselves considerable profit.
The subject of terms was again brought forward. I stood firm to
my first demand for a long time; when, however, the bookseller’s
wife complimented me on my production in the highest terms, and said
that she discovered therein the germs of genius, which she made no doubt
would some day prove ornamental to my native land, I consented to drop
my demand to twenty pounds, stipulating, however, that I should not
be troubled with the correction of the work.
Before I departed, I received the twenty pounds, and departed with a
light heart to my lodgings.
Reader, amidst the difficulties and dangers of this life, should you
ever be tempted to despair, call to mind these latter chapters of the
life of Lavengro. There are few positions, however difficult,
from which dogged resolution and perseverance may not liberate you.
CHAPTER LVIII
Indisposition - A resolution - Poor equivalents - The piece of gold
- Flashing eyes - How beautiful - Bon jour, Monsieur.
I had long ago determined to leave London as soon as the means should
be in my power, and, now that they were, I determined to leave the Great
City; yet I felt some reluctance to go. I would fain have pursued
the career of original authorship which had just opened itself to me,
and have written other tales of adventure. The bookseller had
given me encouragement enough to do so; he had assured me that he should
be always happy to deal with me for an article (that was the word) similar
to the one I had brought him, provided my terms were moderate; and the
bookseller’s wife, by her complimentary language, had given me
yet more encouragement. But for some months past I had been far
from well, and my original indisposition, brought on partly by the peculiar
atmosphere of the Big City, partly by anxiety of mind, had been much
increased by the exertions which I had been compelled to make during
the last few days. I felt that, were I to remain where I was,
I should die, or become a confirmed valetudinarian. I would go
forth into the country, travelling on foot, and, by exercise and inhaling
pure air, endeavour to recover my health, leaving my subsequent movements
to be determined by Providence.
But whither should I bend my course? Once or twice I thought of
walking home to the old town, stay some time with my mother and my brother,
and enjoy the pleasant walks in the neighbourhood; but, though I wished
very much to see my mother and my brother, and felt much disposed to
enjoy the said pleasant walks, the old town was not exactly the place
to which I wished to go at this present juncture. I was afraid
that people would ask, Where are your Northern Ballads? Where
are your alliterative translations from Ab Gwilym - of which you were
always talking, and with which you promised to astonish the world?
Now, in the event of such interrogations, what could I answer?
It is true I had compiled Newgate Lives and Trials, and had written
the life of Joseph Sell, but I was afraid that the people of the old
town would scarcely consider these as equivalents for the Northern Ballads
and the songs of Ab Gwilym. I would go forth and wander in any
direction but that of the old town.
But how one’s sensibility on any particular point diminishes with
time; at present I enter the old town perfectly indifferent as to what
the people may be thinking on the subject of the songs and ballads.
With respect to the people themselves, whether, like my sensibility,
their curiosity has altogether evaporated, whether, which is at least
equally probable, they never entertained any, one thing is certain,
that never in a single instance have they troubled me with any remarks
on the subject of the songs and ballads.
As it was my intention to travel on foot, with a bundle and a stick,
I despatched my trunk containing some few clothes and books to the old
town. My preparations were soon made; in about three days I was
in readiness to start.
Before departing, however, I bethought me of my old friend the apple-woman
of London Bridge. Apprehensive that she might be labouring under
the difficulties of poverty, I sent her a piece of gold by the hands
of a young maiden in the house in which I lived. The latter punctually
executed her commission, but brought me back the piece of gold.
The old woman would not take it; she did not want it, she said.
‘Tell the poor thin lad,’ she added, ‘to keep it for
himself, he wants it more than I.’
Rather late one afternoon I departed from my lodging, with my stick
in one hand and a small bundle in the other, shaping my course to the
south-west: when I first arrived, somewhat more than a year before,
I had entered the city by the north-east. As I was not going home,
I determined to take my departure in the direction the very opposite
to home.
Just as I was about to cross the street called the Haymarket, at the
lower part, a cabriolet, drawn by a magnificent animal, came dashing
along at a furious rate; it stopped close by the curb-stone where I
was, a sudden pull of the reins nearly bringing the spirited animal
upon its haunches. The Jehu who had accomplished this feat was
Francis Ardry. A small beautiful female, with flashing eyes, dressed
in the extremity of fashion, sat beside him.
‘Holloa, friend,’ said Francis Ardry, ‘whither bound?’
‘I do not know,’ said I; ‘all I can say is, that I
am about to leave London.’
‘And the means?’ said Francis Ardry.
‘I have them,’ said I, with a cheerful smile.
‘Qui est celui-ci?’ demanded the small female, impatiently.
‘C’est - mon ami le plus intime; so you were about to leave
London, without telling me a word,’ said Francis Ardry, somewhat
angrily.
‘I intended to have written to you,’ said I: ‘what
a splendid mare that is.’
‘Is she not?’ said Francis Ardry, who was holding in the
mare with difficulty; ‘she cost a hundred guineas.’
‘Qu’est ce qu’il dit?’ demanded his companion.
‘Il dit que le jument est bien beau.’
‘Allons, mon ami, il est tard,’ said the beauty, with a
scornful toss of her head; ‘allons!’
‘Encore un moment,’ said Francis Ardry; ‘and when
shall I see you again?’
‘I scarcely know,’ I replied: ‘I never saw a more
splendid turn out.’
‘Qu’est ce qu’il dit?’ I said the lady again.
‘Il dit que tout l’équipage est en assez bon goût.’
‘Allons, c’est un ours,’ said the lady; ‘le
cheval même en a peur,’ added she, as the mare reared up
on high.
‘Can you find nothing else to admire but the mare and the equipage?’
said Francis Ardry, reproachfully, after he had with some difficulty
brought the mare to order.
Lifting my hand, in which I held my stick, I took off my hat.
‘How beautiful!’ said I, looking the lady full in the face.
‘Comment?’ said the lady, inquiringly.
‘Il dit que vous êtes belle comme un ange,’ said Francis
Ardry, emphatically.
‘Mais, à la bonne heure! arrêtez, mon ami,’
said the lady to Francis Ardry, who was about to drive off; ‘je
voudrais bien causer un moment avec lui; arrêtez, il est délicieux.
- Est-ce bien ainsi que vous traitez vos amis?’ said she passionately,
as Francis Ardry lifted up his whip. ‘Bon jour, Monsieur,
bon jour,’ said she, thrusting her head from the side and looking
back, as Francis Ardry drove off at the rate of thirteen miles an hour.
CHAPTER LIX
The milestone - The meditation - Want to get up? - The off-hand leader
- Sixteen shillings - The near-hand wheeler - All right.
In about two hours I had cleared the Great City, and got beyond the
suburban villages, or rather towns, in the direction in which I was
travelling; I was in a broad and excellent road, leading I knew not
whither. I now slackened my pace, which had hitherto been great.
Presently, coming to a milestone on which was graven nine miles, I rested
against it, and looking round towards the vast city, which had long
ceased to be visible, I fell into a train of meditation.
I thought of all my ways and doings since the day of my first arrival
in that vast city - I had worked and toiled, and, though I had accomplished
nothing at all commensurate with the hopes which I had entertained previous
to my arrival, I had achieved my own living, preserved my independence,
and become indebted to no one. I was now quitting it, poor in
purse, it is true, but not wholly empty; rather ailing it may be, but
not broken in health; and, with hope within my bosom, had I not cause
upon the whole to be thankful? Perhaps there were some who, arriving
at the same time under not more favourable circumstances, had accomplished
much more, and whose future was far more hopeful - Good! But there
might be others who, in spite of all their efforts, had been either
trodden down in the press, never more to be heard of, or were quitting
that mighty town broken in purse, broken in health, and, oh! with not
one dear hope to cheer them. Had I not, upon the whole, abundant
cause to be grateful? Truly, yes!
My meditation over, I left the milestone and proceeded on my way in
the same direction as before until the night began to close in.
I had always been a good pedestrian; but now, whether owing to indisposition
or to not having for some time past been much in the habit of taking
such lengthy walks, I began to feel not a little weary. Just as
I was thinking of putting up for the night at the next inn or public-house
I should arrive at, I heard what sounded like a coach coming up rapidly
behind me. Induced, perhaps, by the weariness which I felt, I
stopped and looked wistfully in the direction of the sound; presently
up came a coach, seemingly a mail, drawn by four bounding horses - there
was no one upon it but the coachman and the guard; when nearly parallel
with me it stopped. ‘Want to get up?’ sounded a voice,
in the true coachman-like tone - half querulous, half authoritative.
I hesitated; I was tired, it is true, but I had left London bound on
a pedestrian excursion, and I did not much like the idea of having recourse
to a coach after accomplishing so very inconsiderable a distance.
‘Come, we can’t be staying here all night,’ said the
voice, more sharply than before. ‘I can ride a little way,
and get down whenever I like,’ thought I; and springing forward
I clambered up the coach, and was going to sit down upon the box, next
the coachman. ‘No, no,’ said the coachman, who was
a man about thirty, with a hooked nose and red face, dressed in a fashionably-cut
greatcoat, with a fashionable black castor on his head. ‘No,
no, keep behind - the box ain’t for the like of you,’ said
he, as he drove off; ‘the box is for lords, or gentlemen at least.’
I made no answer. ‘D- that off-hand leader,’ said
the coachman, as the right-hand front horse made a desperate start at
something he saw in the road; and, half rising, he with great dexterity
hit with his long whip the off-hand leader a cut on the off cheek.
‘These seem to be fine horses,’ said I. The coachman
made no answer. ‘Nearly thoroughbred,’ I continued;
the coachman drew his breath, with a kind of hissing sound, through
his teeth. ‘Come, young fellow, none of your chaff.
Don’t you think, because you ride on my mail, I’m going
to talk to you about ’orses. I talk to nobody about ‘orses
except lords.’ ‘Well,’ said I, ‘I have
been called a lord in my time.’ ‘It must have been
by a thimble-rigger, then,’ said the coachman, bending back, and
half turning his face round with a broad leer. ‘You have
hit the mark wonderfully,’ said I. ‘You coachmen,
whatever else you may be, are certainly no fools.’ ‘We
ain’t, ain’t we?’ said the coachman. ‘There
you are right; and, to show you that you are, I’ll now trouble
you for your fare. If you have been amongst the thimble-riggers
you must be tolerably well cleared out. Where are you going? -
to - ? I think I have seen you there. The fare is sixteen
shillings. Come, tip us the blunt; them that has no money can’t
ride on my mail.’
Sixteen shillings was a large sum, and to pay it would make a considerable
inroad on my slender finances; I thought, at first, that I would say
I did not want to go so far; but then the fellow would ask at once where
I wanted to go, and I was ashamed to acknowledge my utter ignorance
of the road. I determined, therefore, to pay the fare, with a
tacit determination not to mount a coach in future without knowing whither
I was going. So I paid the man the money, who, turning round,
shouted to the guard - ‘All right, Jem; got fare to - ’;
and forthwith whipped on his horses, especially the off hand leader,
for whom he seemed to entertain a particular spite, to greater speed
than before - the horses flew.
A young moon gave a feeble light, partially illuminating a line of road
which, appearing by no means interesting, I the less regretted having
paid my money for the privilege of being hurried along it in the flying
vehicle. We frequently changed horses; and at last my friend the
coachman was replaced by another, the very image of himself - hawk nose,
red face, with narrow-rimmed hat and fashionable benjamin. After
he had driven about fifty yards, the new coachman fell to whipping one
of the horses. ‘D- this near-hand wheeler,’ said he,
‘the brute has got a corn.’ ‘Whipping him won’t
cure him of his corn,’ said I. ‘Who told you to speak?’
said the driver, with an oath; ‘mind your own business; ’tisn’t
from the like of you I am to learn to drive ‘orses.’
Presently I fell into a broken kind of slumber. In an hour or
two I was aroused by a rough voice - ‘Got to -, young man; get
down if you please.’ I opened my eyes - there was a dim
and indistinct light, like that which precedes dawn; the coach was standing
still in something like a street; just below me stood the guard.
‘Do you mean to get down,’ said he, ‘or will you keep
us here till morning? other fares want to get up.’ Scarcely
knowing what I did, I took my bundle and stick and descended, whilst
two people mounted. ‘All right, John,’ said the guard
to the coachman, springing up behind; whereupon off whisked the coach,
one or two individuals who were standing by disappeared, and I was left
alone.
CHAPTER LX
The still hour - A thrill - The wondrous circle - The shepherd - Heaps
and barrows - What do you mean? - Milk of the plains - Hengist spared
it - No presents.
After standing still a minute or two, considering what I should do,
I moved down what appeared to be the street of a small straggling town;
presently I passed by a church, which rose indistinctly on my right
hand; anon there was the rustling of foliage and the rushing of waters.
I reached a bridge, beneath which a small stream was running in the
direction of the south. I stopped and leaned over the parapet,
for I have always loved to look upon streams, especially at the still
hours. ‘What stream is this, I wonder?’ said I, as
I looked down from the parapet into the water, which whirled and gurgled
below.
Leaving the bridge, I ascended a gentle acclivity, and presently reached
what appeared to be a tract of moory undulating ground. It was
now tolerably light, but there was a mist or haze abroad which prevented
my seeing objects with much precision. I felt chill in the damp
air of the early morn, and walked rapidly forward. In about half
an hour I arrived where the road divided into two, at an angle or tongue
of dark green sward. ‘To the right or the left?’ said
I, and forthwith took, without knowing why, the left-hand road, along
which I proceeded about a hundred yards, when, in the midst of the tongue
of sward formed by the two roads, collaterally with myself, I perceived
what I at first conceived to be a small grove of blighted trunks of
oaks, barked and gray. I stood still for a moment, and then, turning
off the road, advanced slowly towards it over the sward; as I drew nearer,
I perceived that the objects which had attracted my curiosity, and which
formed a kind of circle, were not trees, but immense upright stones.
A thrill pervaded my system; just before me were two, the mightiest
of the whole, tall as the stems of proud oaks, supporting on their tops
a huge transverse stone, and forming a wonderful doorway. I knew
now where I was, and, laying down my stick and bundle, and taking off
my hat, I advanced slowly, and cast myself - it was folly, perhaps,
but I could not help what I did - cast myself, with my face on the dewy
earth, in the middle of the portal of giants, beneath the transverse
stone.
The spirit of Stonehenge was strong upon me!
And after I had remained with my face on the ground for some time, I
arose, placed my hat on my head, and, taking up my stick and bundle,
wandered round the wondrous circle, examining each individual stone,
from the greatest to the least; and then, entering by the great door,
seated myself upon an immense broad stone, one side of which was supported
by several small ones, and the other slanted upon the earth; and there,
in deep meditation, I sat for an hour or two, till the sun shone in
my face above the tall stones of the eastern side.
And as I still sat there, I heard the noise of bells, and presently
a large number of sheep came browsing past the circle of stones; two
or three entered, and grazed upon what they could find, and soon a man
also entered the circle at the northern side.
‘Early here, sir,’ said the man, who was tall, and dressed
in a dark green slop, and had all the appearance of a shepherd; ‘a
traveller, I suppose?’
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘I am a traveller; are these sheep
yours?’
‘They are, sir; that is, they are my master’s. A strange
place this, sir,’ said he, looking at the stones; ‘ever
here before?’
‘Never in body, frequently in mind.’
‘Heard of the stones, I suppose; no wonder - all the people of
the plain talk of them.’
‘What do the people of the plain say of them?’
‘Why, they say - How did they ever come here?’
‘Do they not suppose them to have been brought?’
‘Who should have brought them?’
‘I have read that they were brought by many thousand men.’
‘Where from?’
‘Ireland.’
‘How did they bring them?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘And what did they bring them for?’
‘To form a temple, perhaps.’
‘What is that?’
‘A place to worship God in.’
‘A strange place to worship God in.’
‘Why?’
‘It has no roof.’
‘Yes, it has.’
‘Where?’ said the man, looking up.
‘What do you see above you?’
‘The sky.’
‘Well?’
‘Well!’
‘Have you anything to say?’
‘How did these stones come here?’
‘Are there other stones like these on the plains?’ said
I.
‘None; and yet there are plenty of strange things on these downs.’
‘What are they?’
‘Strange heaps, and barrows, and great walls of earth built on
the tops of hills.’
‘Do the people of the plain wonder how they came there?’
‘They do not.’
‘Why?’
‘They were raised by hands.’
‘And these stones?’
‘How did they ever come here?’
‘I wonder whether they are here?’ said I.
‘These stones?’
‘Yes.’
‘So sure as the world,’ said the man; ‘and, as the
world, they will stand as long.’
‘I wonder whether there is a world.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘An earth, and sea, moon and stars, sheep and men.’
‘Do you doubt it?’
‘Sometimes.’
‘I never heard it doubted before.’
‘It is impossible there should be a world.’
‘It ain’t possible there shouldn’t be a world.’
‘Just so.’ At this moment a fine ewe, attended by
a lamb, rushed into the circle and fondled the knees of the shepherd.
‘I suppose you would not care to have some milk,’ said the
man.
‘Why do you suppose so?’
‘Because, so be there be no sheep, no milk, you know; and what
there ben’t is not worth having.’
‘You could not have argued better,’ said I; ‘that
is, supposing you have argued; with respect to the milk you may do as
you please.’
‘Be still, Nanny,’ said the man; and producing a tin vessel
from his scrip, he milked the ewe into it. ‘Here is milk
of the plains, master,’ said the man, as he handed the vessel
to me.
‘Where are those barrows and great walls of earth you were speaking
of?’ said I, after I had drunk some of the milk; ‘are there
any near where we are?’
‘Not within many miles; the nearest is yonder away,’ said
the shepherd, pointing to the south-east. ‘It’s a
grand place, that, but not like this; quite different, and from it you
have a sight of the finest spire in the world.’
‘I must go to it,’ said I, and I drank the remainder of
the milk; ‘yonder, you say.’
‘Yes, yonder; but you cannot get to it in that direction, the
river lies between.’
‘What river?’
‘The Avon.’
‘Avon is British,’ said I.
‘Yes,’ said the man, ‘we are all British here.’
‘No, we are not,’ said I.
‘What are we then?’
‘English.’
‘Ain’t they one?’
‘No.’
‘Who were the British?’
‘The men who are supposed to have worshipped God in this place,
and who raised these stones.’
‘Where are they now?’
‘Our forefathers slaughtered them, spilled their blood all about,
especially in this neighbourhood, destroyed their pleasant places, and
left not, to use their own words, one stone upon another.’
‘Yes, they did,’ said the shepherd, looking aloft at the
transverse stone.
‘And it is well for them they did; whenever that stone, which
English hands never raised, is by English hands thrown down, woe, woe,
woe to the English race; spare it, English! Hengist spared it! - Here
is sixpence.’
‘I won’t have it,’ said the man.
‘Why not?’
‘You talk so prettily about these stones; you seem to know all
about them.’
‘I never receive presents; with respect to the stones, I say with
yourself, How did they ever come here?’
‘How did they ever come here?’ said the shepherd.
CHAPTER LXI
The river - Arid downs - A prospect.
Leaving the shepherd, I bent my way in the direction pointed out by
him as that in which the most remarkable of the strange remains of which
he had spoken lay. I proceeded rapidly, making my way over the
downs covered with coarse grass and fern; with respect to the river
of which he had spoken, I reflected that, either by wading or swimming,
I could easily transfer myself and what I bore to the opposite side.
On arriving at its banks, I found it a beautiful stream, but shallow,
with here and there a deep place where the water ran dark and still.
Always fond of the pure lymph, I undressed, and plunged into one of
these gulfs, from which I emerged, my whole frame in a glow, and tingling
with delicious sensations. After conveying my clothes and scanty
baggage to the farther side, I dressed, and then with hurried steps
bent my course in the direction of some lofty ground; I at length found
myself on a high-road, leading over wide and arid downs; following the
road for some miles without seeing anything remarkable, I supposed at
length that I had taken the wrong path, and wended on slowly and disconsolately
for some time, till, having nearly surmounted a steep hill, I knew at
once, from certain appearances, that I was near the object of my search.
Turning to the right near the brow of the hill, I proceeded along a
path which brought me to a causeway leading over a deep ravine, and
connecting the hill with another which had once formed part of it, for
the ravine was evidently the work of art. I passed over the causeway,
and found myself in a kind of gateway which admitted me into a square
space of many acres, surrounded on all sides by mounds or ramparts of
earth. Though I had never been in such a place before, I knew
that I stood within the precincts of what had been a Roman encampment,
and one probably of the largest size, for many thousand warriors might
have found room to perform their evolutions in that space, in which
corn was now growing, the green ears waving in the morning wind.
After I had gazed about the space for a time, standing in the gateway
formed by the mounds, I clambered up the mound to the left hand, and
on the top of that mound I found myself at a great altitude; beneath,
at the distance of a mile, was a fair old city, situated amongst verdant
meadows, watered with streams, and from the heart of that old city,
from amidst mighty trees, I beheld towering to the sky the finest spire
in the world.
And after I had looked from the Roman rampart for a long time, I hurried
away, and, retracing my steps along the cause-way, regained the road,
and, passing over the brow of the hill, descended to the city of the
spire.
CHAPTER LXII
The hostelry - Life uncertain - Open countenance - The grand point -
Thank you, master - A hard mother - Poor dear! - Considerable odds -
The better country - English fashion - Landlord-looking person.
And in the old city I remained two days, passing my time as I best could
- inspecting the curiosities of the place, eating and drinking when
I felt so disposed, which I frequently did, the digestive organs having
assumed a tone to which for many months they had been strangers - enjoying
at night balmy sleep in a large bed in a dusky room, at the end of a
corridor, in a certain hostelry in which I had taken up my quarters
- receiving from the people of the hostelry such civility and condescension
as people who travel on foot with bundle and stick, but who nevertheless
are perceived to be not altogether destitute of coin, are in the habit
of receiving. On the third day, on a fine sunny afternoon, I departed
from the city of the spire.
As I was passing through one of the suburbs, I saw, all on a sudden,
a respectable-looking female fall down in a fit; several persons hastened
to her assistance. ‘She is dead,’ said one.
‘No, she is not,’ said another. ‘I am afraid
she is,’ said a third. ‘Life is very uncertain,’
said a fourth. ‘It is Mrs. -,’ said a fifth; ‘let
us carry her to her own house.’ Not being able to render
any assistance, I left the poor female in the hands of her townsfolk,
and proceeded on my way. I had chosen a road in the direction
of the north-west, it led over downs where corn was growing, but where
neither tree nor hedge was to be seen; two or three hours’ walking
brought me to a beautiful valley, abounding with trees of various kinds,
with a delightful village at its farthest extremity; passing through
it, I ascended a lofty acclivity, on the top of which I sat down on
a bank, and, taking off my hat, permitted a breeze, which swept coolly
and refreshingly over the downs, to dry my hair, dripping from the effects
of exercise and the heat of the day.
And as I sat there, gazing now at the blue heavens, now at the downs
before me, a man came along the road in the direction in which I had
hitherto been proceeding: just opposite to me he stopped, and, looking
at me, cried - ‘Am I right for London, master?’
He was dressed like a sailor, and appeared to be between twenty-five
and thirty years of age - he had an open manly countenance, and there
was a bold and fearless expression in his eye.
‘Yes,’ said I, in reply to his question; ‘this is
one of the ways to London. Do you come from far?’
‘From -,’ said the man, naming a well-known seaport.
‘Is this the direct road to London from that place?’ I demanded.
‘No,’ said the man; ‘but I had to visit two or three
other places on certain commissions I was intrusted with; amongst others
to -, where I had to take a small sum of money. I am rather tired,
master; and, if you please, I will sit down beside you.’
‘You have as much right to sit down here as I have,’ said
I; ‘the road is free for every one; as for sitting down beside
me, you have the look of an honest man, and I have no objection to your
company.’
‘Why, as for being honest, master,’ said the man, laughing
and sitting down by me, ‘I haven’t much to say - many is
the wild thing I have done when I was younger; however, what is done,
is done. To learn, one must live, master; and I have lived long
enough to learn the grand point of wisdom.’
‘What is that?’ said I.
‘That honesty is the best policy, master.’
‘You appear to be a sailor,’ said I, looking at his dress.
‘I was not bred a sailor,’ said the man, ‘though,
when my foot is on the salt water, I can play the part - and play it
well too. I am now from a long voyage.’
‘From America?’ said I.
‘Farther than that,’ said the man.
‘Have you any objection to tell me?’ said I.
‘From New South Wales,’ said the man, looking me full in
the face.
‘Dear me,’ said I.
‘Why do you say “Dear me”?’ said the man.
‘It is a very long way off,’ said I.
‘Was that your reason for saying so?’ said the man.
‘Not exactly,’ said I.
‘No,’ said the man, with something of a bitter smile; ‘it
was something else that made you say so; you were thinking of the convicts.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘what then - you are no convict.’
‘How do you know?’
‘You do not look like one.’
‘Thank you, master,’ said the man cheerfully; ‘and,
to a certain extent, you are right - bygones are bygones - I am no longer
what I was, nor ever will be again; the truth, however, is the truth
- a convict I have been - a convict at Sydney Cove.’
‘And you have served out the period for which you were sentenced,
and are now returned?’
‘As to serving out my sentence,’ replied the man, ‘I
can’t say that I did; I was sentenced for fourteen years, and
I was in Sydney Cove little more than half that time. The truth
is that I did the Government a service. There was a conspiracy
amongst some of the convicts to murder and destroy - I overheard and
informed the Government; mind one thing, however, I was not concerned
in it; those who got it up were no comrades of mine, but a bloody gang
of villains. Well, the Government, in consideration of the service
I had done them, remitted the remainder of my sentence; and some kind
gentlemen interested themselves about me, gave me good books and good
advice, and, being satisfied with my conduct, procured me employ in
an exploring expedition, by which I earned money. In fact, the
being sent to Sydney was the best thing that ever happened to me in
all my life.’
‘And you have now returned to your native country. Longing
to see home brought you from New South Wales.’
‘There you are mistaken,’ said the man. ‘Wish
to see England again would never have brought me so far; for, to tell
you the truth, master, England was a hard mother to me, as she has proved
to many. No, a wish to see another kind of mother - a poor old
woman, whose son I am - has brought me back.’
‘You have a mother, then?’ said I. ‘Does she
reside in London?’
‘She used to live in London,’ said the man; ‘but I
am afraid she is long since dead.’
‘How did she support herself?’ said I.
‘Support herself! with difficulty enough; she used to keep a small
stall on London Bridge, where she sold fruit; I am afraid she is dead,
and that she died perhaps in misery. She was a poor sinful creature;
but I loved her, and she loved me. I came all the way back merely
for the chance of seeing her.’
‘Did you ever write to her,’ said I, ‘or cause others
to write to her?’
‘I wrote to her myself,’ said the man, ‘about two
years ago; but I never received an answer. I learned to write
very tolerably over there, by the assistance of the good people I spoke
of. As for reading, I could do that very well before I went -
my poor mother taught me to read, out of a book that she was very fond
of; a strange book it was, I remember. Poor dear! - what I would
give only to know that she is alive.’
‘Life is very uncertain,’ said I.
‘That is true,’ said the man, with a sigh.
‘We are here one moment, and gone the next,’ I continued.
‘As I passed through the streets of a neighbouring town, I saw
a respectable woman drop down, and people said she was dead. Who
knows but that she too had a son coming to see her from a distance,
at that very time?’
‘Who knows, indeed?’ said the man. ‘Ah, I am
afraid my mother is dead. Well, God’s will be done.’
‘However,’ said I, ‘I should not wonder at your finding
your mother alive.’
‘You wouldn’t?’ said the man, looking at me wistfully.
‘I should not wonder at all,’ said I; ‘indeed, something
within me seems to tell me you will; I should not much mind betting
five shillings to fivepence that you will see your mother within a week.
Now, friend, five shillings to fivepence - ’
‘Is very considerable odds,’ said the man, rubbing his hands;
‘sure you must have good reason to hope, when you are willing
to give such odds.’
‘After all,’ said I, ‘it not unfrequently happens
that those who lay the long odds lose. Let us hope, however.
What do you mean to do in the event of finding your mother alive?’
‘I scarcely know,’ said the man; ‘I have frequently
thought that if I found my mother alive I would attempt to persuade
her to accompany me to the country which I have left - it is a better
country for a man - that is, a free man - to live in than this; however,
let me first find my mother - if I could only find my mother - ’
‘Farewell,’ said I, rising. ‘Go your way, and
God go with you - I will go mine.’ ‘I have but one
thing to ask you,’ said the man. ‘What is that?’
I inquired. ‘That you would drink with me before we part
- you have done me so much good.’ ‘How should we drink?’
said I; ‘we are on the top of a hill where there is nothing to
drink.’ ‘But there is a village below,’ said
the man; ‘do let us drink before we part.’ ‘I
have been through that village already,’ said I, ‘and I
do not like turning back.’ ‘Ah,’ said the man,
sorrowfully, ‘you will not drink with me because I told you I
was - ’ ‘You are quite mistaken,’ said I, ‘I
would as soon drink with a convict as with a judge. I am by no
means certain that, under the same circumstances, the judge would be
one whit better than the convict. Come along! I will go
back to oblige you. I have an odd sixpence in my pocket, which
I will change that I may drink with you.’ So we went down
the hill together to the village through which I had already passed,
where, finding a public-house, we drank together in true English fashion,
after which we parted, the sailor-looking man going his way and I mine.
After walking about a dozen miles, I came to a town, where I rested
for the night. The next morning I set out again in the direction
of the north-west. I continued journeying for four days, my daily
journeys varying from twenty to twenty-five miles. During this
time nothing occurred to me worthy of any especial notice. The
weather was brilliant, and I rapidly improved both in strength and spirits.
On the fifth day, about two o’clock, I arrived at a small town.
Feeling hungry, I entered a decent-looking inn - within a kind of bar
I saw a huge, fat, landlord-looking person, with a very pretty, smartly-dressed
maiden. Addressing myself to the fat man, ‘House!’
said I, ‘house! Can I have dinner, house?’
CHAPTER LXIII
Primitive habits - Rosy-faced damsel - A pleasant moment - Suit of black
- The furtive glance - The mighty round - Degenerate times - The newspaper
- The evil chance - I congratulate you.
‘Young gentleman,’ said the huge fat landlord, ‘you
are come at the right time; dinner will be taken up in a few minutes,
and such a dinner,’ he continued, rubbing his hands, ‘as
you will not see every day in these times.’
‘I am hot and dusty,’ said I, ‘and should wish to
cool my hands and face.’
‘Jenny!’ said the huge landlord, with the utmost gravity,
‘show the gentleman into number seven, that he may wash his hands
and face.’
‘By no means,’ said I, ‘I am a person of primitive
habits, and there is nothing like the pump in weather like this.’
‘Jenny,’ said the landlord, with the same gravity as before,
‘go with the young gentleman to the pump in the back kitchen,
and take a clean towel along with you.’
Thereupon the rosy-faced clean-looking damsel went to a drawer, and
producing a large, thick, but snowy white towel, she nodded to me to
follow her; whereupon I followed Jenny through a long passage into the
back kitchen.
And at the end of the back kitchen there stood a pump; and going to
it I placed my hands beneath the spout, and said, ‘Pump, Jenny’;
and Jenny incontinently, without laying down the towel, pumped with
one hand, and I washed and cooled my heated hands.
And, when my hands were washed and cooled, I took off my neckcloth,
and, unbuttoning my shirt collar, I placed my head beneath the spout
of the pump, and I said unto Jenny, ‘Now, Jenny, lay down the
towel, and pump for your life.’
Thereupon Jenny, placing the towel on a linen-horse, took the handle
of the pump with both hands and pumped over my head as handmaid had
never pumped before; so that the water poured in torrents from my head,
my face, and my hair down upon the brick floor.
And, after the lapse of somewhat more than a minute, I called out with
a half-strangled voice, ‘Hold, Jenny!’ and Jenny desisted.
I stood for a few moments to recover my breath, then taking the towel
which Jenny proffered, I dried composedly my hands and head, my face
and hair; then, returning the towel to Jenny, I gave a deep sigh and
said, ‘Surely this is one of the pleasant moments of life.’
Then, having set my dress to rights, and combed my hair with a pocket
comb, I followed Jenny, who conducted me back through the long passage,
and showed me into a neat sanded parlour on the ground-floor.
I sat down by a window which looked out upon the dusty street; presently
in came the handmaid, and commenced laying the table-cloth. ‘Shall
I spread the table for one, sir,’ said she, ‘or do you expect
anybody to dine with you?’ ‘I can’t say that
I expect anybody,’ said I, laughing inwardly to myself; ‘however,
if you please you can lay for two, so that if any acquaintance of mine
should chance to step in, he may find a knife and fork ready for him.’
So I sat by the window, sometimes looking out upon the dusty street,
and now glancing at certain old-fashioned prints which adorned the wall
over against me. I fell into a kind of doze, from which I was
almost instantly awakened by the opening of the door. Dinner,
thought I; and I sat upright in my chair. No; a man of the middle
age, and rather above the middle height, dressed in a plain suit of
black, made his appearance, and sat down in a chair at some distance
from me, but near to the table, and appeared to be lost in thought.
‘The weather is very warm, sir,’ said I.
‘Very,’ said the stranger, laconically, looking at me for
the first time.
‘Would you like to see the newspaper?’ said I, taking up
one which lay upon the window seat.
‘I never read newspapers,’ said the stranger, ‘nor,
indeed, - ’ Whatever it might be that he had intended to
say he left unfinished. Suddenly he walked to the mantelpiece
at the farther end of the room, before which he placed himself with
his back towards me. There he remained motionless for some time;
at length, raising his hand, he touched the corner of the mantelpiece
with his finger, advanced towards the chair which he had left, and again
seated himself.
‘Have you come far?’ said he, suddenly looking towards me,
and speaking in a frank and open manner, which denoted a wish to enter
into conversation. ‘You do not seem to be of this place.’
‘I come from some distance,’ said I; ‘indeed, I am
walking for exercise, which I find as necessary to the mind as the body.
I believe that by exercise people would escape much mental misery.’
Scarcely had I uttered these words when the stranger laid his hand,
with seeming carelessness, upon the table, near one of the glasses;
after a moment or two he touched the glass with his finger as if inadvertently,
then, glancing furtively at me, he withdrew his hand and looked towards
the window.
‘Are you from these parts?’ said I at last, with apparent
carelessness.
‘From this vicinity,’ replied the stranger. ‘You
think, then, that it is as easy to walk off the bad humours of the mind
as of the body?’
‘I, at least, am walking in that hope,’ said I.
‘I wish you may be successful,’ said the stranger; and here
he touched one of the forks which lay on the table near him.
Here the door, which was slightly ajar, was suddenly pushed open with
some fracas, and in came the stout landlord, supporting with some difficulty
an immense dish, in which was a mighty round mass of smoking meat garnished
all round with vegetables; so high was the mass that it probably obstructed
his view, for it was not until he had placed it upon the table that
he appeared to observe the stranger; he almost started, and quite out
of breath exclaimed, ‘God bless me, your honour; is your honour
the acquaintance that the young gentleman was expecting?’
‘Is the young gentleman expecting an acquaintance?’ said
the stranger.
There is nothing like putting a good face upon these matters, thought
I to myself; and, getting up, I bowed to the unknown. ‘Sir,’
said I, ‘when I told Jenny that she might lay the table-cloth
for two, so that in the event of any acquaintance dropping in he might
find a knife and fork ready for him, I was merely jocular, being an
entire stranger in these parts, and expecting no one. Fortune,
however, it would seem, has been unexpectedly kind to me; I flatter
myself, sir, that since you have been in this room I have had the honour
of making your acquaintance; and in the strength of that hope I humbly
entreat you to honour me with your company to dinner, provided you have
not already dined.’
The stranger laughed outright.
‘Sir,’ I continued, ‘the round of beef is a noble
one, and seems exceedingly well boiled, and the landlord was just right
when he said I should have such a dinner as is not seen every day.
A round of beef, at any rate such a round of beef as this, is seldom
seen smoking upon the table in these degenerate times. Allow me,
sir,’ said I, observing that the stranger was about to speak,
‘allow me another remark. I think I saw you just now touch
the fork; I venture to hail it as an omen that you will presently seize
it, and apply it to its proper purpose, and its companion the knife
also.’
The stranger changed colour, and gazed upon me in silence.
‘Do, sir,’ here put in the landlord; ‘do, sir, accept
the young gentleman’s invitation. Your honour has of late
been looking poorly, and the young gentleman is a funny young gentleman,
and a clever young gentleman; and I think it will do your honour good
to have a dinner’s chat with the young gentleman.’
‘It is not my dinner hour,’ said the stranger; ‘I
dine considerably later; taking anything now would only discompose me;
I shall, however, be most happy to sit down with the young gentleman;
reach me that paper, and, when the young gentleman has satisfied his
appetite, we may perhaps have a little chat together.’
The landlord handed the stranger the newspaper, and, bowing, retired
with his maid Jenny. I helped myself to a portion of the smoking
round, and commenced eating with no little appetite. The stranger
appeared to be soon engrossed with the newspaper. We continued
thus a considerable time - the one reading and the other dining.
Chancing suddenly to cast my eyes upon the stranger, I saw his brow
contract; he gave a slight stamp with his foot, and flung the newspaper
to the ground, then stooping down he picked it up, first moving his
forefinger along the floor, seemingly slightly scratching it with his
nail.
‘Do you hope, sir,’ said I, ‘by that ceremony with
the finger to preserve yourself from the evil chance?’
The stranger started; then, after looking at me for some time in silence,
he said, ‘Is it possible that you - ?’
‘Ay, ay,’ said I, helping myself to some more of the round;
‘I have touched myself in my younger days, both for the evil chance
and the good. Can’t say, though, that I ever trusted much
in the ceremony.’
The stranger made no reply, but appeared to be in deep thought; nothing
farther passed between us until I had concluded the dinner, when I said
to him, ‘I shall now be most happy, sir, to have the pleasure
of your conversation over a pint of wine.’
The stranger rose; ‘No, my young friend,’ said he, smiling,
‘that would scarce be fair. It is my turn now - pray do
me the favour to go home with me, and accept what hospitality my poor
roof can offer; to tell you the truth, I wish to have some particular
discourse with you which would hardly be possible in this place.
As for wine, I can give you some much better than you can get here:
the landlord is an excellent fellow, but he is an innkeeper after all.
I am going out for a moment, and will send him in, so that you may settle
your account; I trust you will not refuse me, I only live about two
miles from here.’
I looked in the face of the stranger - it was a fine intelligent face,
with a cast of melancholy in it. ‘Sir,’ said I, ‘I
would go with you though you lived four miles instead of two.’
‘Who is that gentleman?’ said I to the landlord, after I
had settled his bill; ‘I am going home with him.’
‘I wish I were going too,’ said the fat landlord, laying
his hand upon his stomach. ‘Young gentleman, I shall be
a loser by his honour’s taking you away; but, after all, the truth
is the truth - there are few gentlemen in these parts like his honour,
either for learning or welcoming his friends. Young gentleman,
I congratulate you.’
CHAPTER LXIV
New acquaintance - Old French style - The portrait - Taciturnity - The
evergreen tree - The dark hour - The flash - Ancestors - A fortunate
man - A posthumous child - Antagonist ideas - The hawks - Flaws - The
pony - Irresistible impulse - Favourable crisis - The topmost branch
- Twenty feet - Heartily ashamed.
I found the stranger awaiting me at the door of the inn. ‘Like
yourself, I am fond of walking,’ said he, ‘and when any
little business calls me to this place I generally come on foot.’
We were soon out of the town, and in a very beautiful country.
After proceeding some distance on the high-road, we turned off, and
were presently in one of those mazes of lanes for which England is famous;
the stranger at first seemed inclined to be taciturn; a few observations,
however, which I made appeared to rouse him, and he soon exhibited not
only considerable powers of conversation, but stores of information
which surprised me. So pleased did I become with my new acquaintance
that I soon ceased to pay the slightest attention either to place or
distance. At length the stranger was silent, and I perceived that
we had arrived at a handsome iron gate and a lodge; the stranger having
rung a bell, the gate was opened by an old man, and we proceeded along
a gravel path, which in about five minutes brought us to a large brick
house, built something in the old French style, having a spacious lawn
before it, and immediately in front a pond in which were golden fish,
and in the middle a stone swan discharging quantities of water from
its bill. We ascended a spacious flight of steps to the door,
which was at once flung open, and two servants with powdered hair and
in livery of blue plush came out and stood one on either side as we
passed the threshold. We entered a large hall, and the stranger,
taking me by the hand, welcomed me to his poor home, as he called it,
and then gave orders to another servant, but out of livery, to show
me to an apartment, and give me whatever assistance I might require
in my toilet. Notwithstanding the plea as to primitive habits
which I had lately made to my other host in the town, I offered no objection
to this arrangement, but followed the bowing domestic to a spacious
and airy chamber, where he rendered me all those little nameless offices
which the somewhat neglected state of my dress required. When
everything had been completed to my perfect satisfaction, he told me
that if I pleased he would conduct me to the library, where dinner would
be speedily served.
In the library I found a table laid for two; my host was not there,
having as I supposed not been quite so speedy with his toilet as his
guest. Left alone, I looked round the apartment with inquiring
eyes; it was long and tolerably lofty, the walls from the top to the
bottom were lined with cases containing books of all sizes and bindings;
there was a globe or two, a couch, and an easy-chair. Statues
and busts there were none, and only one painting, a portrait, that of
my host, but not him of the mansion. Over the mantelpiece, the
features staringly like, but so ridiculously exaggerated that they scarcely
resembled those of a human being, daubed evidently by the hand of the
commonest sign-artist, hung a half-length portrait of him of round of
beef celebrity - my sturdy host of the town.
I had been in the library about ten minutes, amusing myself as I best
could, when my friend entered; he seemed to have resumed his taciturnity
- scarce a word escaped his lips till dinner was served, when he said,
smiling, ‘I suppose it would be merely a compliment to ask you
to partake?’
‘I don’t know,’ said I, seating myself; ‘your
first course consists of troutlets, I am fond of troutlets, and I always
like to be companionable.’
The dinner was excellent, though I did but little justice to it from
the circumstance of having already dined; the stranger also, though
without my excuse, partook but slightly of the good cheer; he still
continued taciturn, and appeared lost in thought, and every attempt
which I made to induce him to converse was signally unsuccessful.
And now dinner was removed, and we sat over our wine, and I remember
that the wine was good, and fully justified the encomiums of my host
of the town. Over the wine I made sure that my entertainer would
have loosened the chain which seemed to tie his tongue - but no!
I endeavoured to tempt him by various topics, and talked of geometry
and the use of the globes, of the heavenly sphere, and the star Jupiter,
which I said I had heard was a very large star, also of the evergreen
tree, which, according to Olaus, stood of old before the heathen temple
of Upsal, and which I affirmed was a yew - but no, nothing that I said
could induce my entertainer to relax his taciturnity.
It grew dark, and I became uncomfortable. ‘I must presently
be going,’ I at last exclaimed.
At these words he gave a sudden start; ‘Going,’ said he,
‘are you not my guest, and an honoured one?’
‘You know best,’ said I; ‘but I was apprehensive I
was an intruder; to several of my questions you have returned no answer.’
‘Ten thousand pardons!’ he exclaimed, seizing me by the
hand; ‘but you cannot go now, I have much to talk to you about
- there is one thing in particular - ’
‘If it be the evergreen tree at Upsal,’ said I, interrupting
him, ‘I hold it to have been a yew - what else? The evergreens
of the south, as the old bishop observes, will not grow in the north,
and a pine was unfitted for such a locality, being a vulgar tree.
What else could it have been but the yew - the sacred yew which our
ancestors were in the habit of planting in their churchyards?
Moreover, I affirm it to have been the yew for the honour of the tree;
for I love the yew, and had I home and land, I would have one growing
before my front windows.’
‘You would do right, the yew is indeed a venerable tree, but it
is not about the yew.’
‘The star Jupiter, perhaps?’
‘Nor the star Jupiter, nor its moons; an observation which escaped
you at the inn has made a considerable impression upon me.’
‘But I really must take my departure,’ said I; ‘the
dark hour is at hand.’
And as I uttered these latter words the stranger touched rapidly something
which lay near him - I forget what it was. It was the first action
of the kind which I had observed on his part since we sat down to table.
‘You allude to the evil chance,’ said I; ‘but it is
getting both dark and late.’
‘I believe we are going to have a storm,’ said my friend,
‘but I really hope that you will give me your company for a day
or two; I have, as I said before, much to talk to you about.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘I shall be most happy to be your
guest for this night; I am ignorant of the country, and it is not pleasant
to travel unknown paths by night - dear me, what a flash of lightning.’
It had become very dark; suddenly a blaze of sheet lightning illumed
the room. By the momentary light I distinctly saw my host touch
another object upon the table.
‘Will you allow me to ask you a question or two?’ said he
at last.
‘As many as you please,’ said I; ‘but shall we not
have lights?’
‘Not unless you particularly wish it,’ said my entertainer;
‘I rather like the dark, and though a storm is evidently at hand,
neither thunder nor lightning has any terrors for me. It is other
things I quake at - I should rather say ideas. Now permit me to
ask you - ’
And then my entertainer asked me various questions, to all of which
I answered unreservedly; he was then silent for some time, at last he
exclaimed, ‘I should wish to tell you the history of my life -
though not an adventurous one, I think it contains some things which
will interest you.’
Without waiting for my reply he began. Amidst darkness and gloom,
occasionally broken by flashes of lightning, the stranger related to
me, as we sat at table in the library, his truly touching history.
‘Before proceeding to relate the events of my life, it will not
be amiss to give you some account of my ancestors. My great-grandfather
on the male side was a silk mercer, in Cheapside, who, when he died,
left his son, who was his only child, a fortune of one hundred thousand
pounds and a splendid business; the son, however, had no inclination
for trade, the summit of his ambition was to be a country gentleman,
to found a family, and to pass the remainder of his days in rural ease
and dignity, and all this he managed to accomplish; he disposed of his
business, purchased a beautiful and extensive estate for fourscore thousand
pounds, built upon it the mansion to which I had the honour of welcoming
you to-day, married the daughter of a neighbouring squire, who brought
him a fortune of five thousand pounds, became a magistrate, and only
wanted a son and heir to make him completely happy; this blessing, it
is true, was for a long time denied him; it came, however, at last,
as is usual, when least expected. His lady was brought to bed
of my father, and then who so happy a man as my grandsire; he gave away
two thousand pounds in charities, and in the joy of his heart made a
speech at the next quarter sessions; the rest of his life was spent
in ease, tranquillity, and rural dignity; he died of apoplexy on the
day that my father came of age; perhaps it would be difficult to mention
a man who in all respects was so fortunate as my grandfather: his death
was sudden it is true, but I am not one of those who pray to be delivered
from a sudden death.
‘I should not call my father a fortunate man; it is true that
he had the advantage of a first-rate education; that he made the grand
tour with a private tutor, as was the fashion at that time; that he
came to a splendid fortune on the very day that he came of age; that
for many years he tasted all the diversions of the capital that, at
last determined to settle, he married the sister of a baronet, an amiable
and accomplished lady, with a large fortune; that he had the best stud
of hunters in the county, on which, during the season, he followed the
fox gallantly; had he been a fortunate man he would never have cursed
his fate, as he was frequently known to do; ten months after his marriage
his horse fell upon him, and so injured him, that he expired in a few
days in great agony. My grandfather was, indeed, a fortunate man;
when he died he was followed to the grave by the tears of the poor -
my father was not.
‘Two remarkable circumstances are connected with my birth - I
am a posthumous child, and came into the world some weeks before the
usual time, the shock which my mother experienced at my father’s
death having brought on the pangs of premature labour; both my mother’s
life and my own were at first despaired of; we both, however, survived
the crisis. My mother loved me with the most passionate fondness,
and I was brought up in this house under her own eye - I was never sent
to school.
‘I have already told you that mine is not a tale of adventure;
my life has not been one of action, but of wild imaginings and strange
sensations; I was born with excessive sensibility, and that has been
my bane. I have not been a fortunate man.
‘No one is fortunate unless he is happy, and it is impossible
for a being constructed like myself to be happy for an hour, or even
enjoy peace and tranquillity; most of our pleasures and pains are the
effects of imagination, and wherever the sensibility is great, the imagination
is great also. No sooner has my imagination raised up an image
of pleasure, than it is sure to conjure up one of distress and gloom;
these two antagonist ideas instantly commence a struggle in my mind,
and the gloomy one generally, I may say invariably, prevails.
How is it possible that I should be a happy man?
‘It has invariably been so with me from the earliest period that
I can remember; the first playthings that were given me caused me for
a few minutes excessive pleasure: they were pretty and glittering; presently,
however, I became anxious and perplexed, I wished to know their history,
how they were made, and what of - were the materials precious?
I was not satisfied with their outward appearance. In less than
an hour I had broken the playthings in an attempt to discover what they
were made of.
‘When I was eight years of age my uncle the baronet, who was also
my godfather, sent me a pair of Norway hawks, with directions for managing
them; he was a great fowler. Oh, how rejoiced was I with the present
which had been made me, my joy lasted for at least five minutes; I would
let them breed, I would have a house of hawks; yes, that I would - but
- and here came the unpleasant idea - suppose they were to flyaway,
how very annoying! Ah, but, said hope, there’s little fear
of that; feed them well and they will never fly away, or if they do
they will come back, my uncle says so; so sunshine triumphed for a little
time. Then the strangest of all doubts came into my head; I doubted
the legality of my tenure of these hawks; how did I come by them? why,
my uncle gave them to me, but how did they come into his possession?
what right had he to them? after all, they might not be his to give.
I passed a sleepless night. The next morning I found that the
man who brought the hawks had not departed. “How came my
uncle by these hawks?” I anxiously inquired. “They
were sent to him from Norway, master, with another pair.”
“And who sent them?” “That I don’t know,
master, but I suppose his honour can tell you.” I was even
thinking of scrawling a letter to my uncle to make inquiry on this point,
but shame restrained me, and I likewise reflected that it would be impossible
for him to give my mind entire satisfaction; it is true he could tell
who sent him the hawks, but how was he to know how the hawks came into
the possession of those who sent them to him, and by what right they
possessed them or the parents of the hawks? In a word, I wanted
a clear valid title, as lawyers would say, to my hawks, and I believe
no title would have satisfied me that did not extend up to the time
of the first hawk, that is, prior to Adam; and, could I have obtained
such a title, I make no doubt that, young as I was, I should have suspected
that it was full of flaws.
‘I was now disgusted with the hawks, and no wonder, seeing all
the disquietude they had caused me; I soon totally neglected the poor
birds, and they would have starved had not some of the servants taken
compassion upon them and fed them. My uncle, soon hearing of my
neglect, was angry, and took the birds away; he was a very good-natured
man, however, and soon sent me a fine pony; at first I was charmed with
the pony, soon, however, the same kind of thoughts arose which had disgusted
me on a former occasion. How did my uncle become possessed of
the pony? This question I asked him the first time I saw him.
Oh, he had bought it of a gypsy, that I might learn to ride upon it.
A gypsy; I had heard that gypsies were great thieves, and I instantly
began to fear that the gypsy had stolen the pony, and it is probable
that for this apprehension I had better grounds than for many others.
I instantly ceased to set any value upon the pony, but for that reason,
perhaps, I turned it to some account; I mounted it and rode it about,
which I don’t think I should have done had I looked upon it as
a secure possession. Had I looked upon my title as secure, I should
have prized it so much, that I should scarcely have mounted it for fear
of injuring the animal; but now, caring not a straw for it, I rode it
most unmercifully, and soon became a capital rider. This was very
selfish in me, and I tell the fact with shame. I was punished,
however, as I deserved; the pony had a spirit of its own, and, moreover,
it had belonged to gypsies; once, as I was riding it furiously over
the lawn, applying both whip and spur, it suddenly lifted up its heels,
and flung me at least five yards over its head. I received some
desperate contusions, and was taken up for dead; it was many months
before I perfectly recovered.
‘But it is time for me to come to the touching part of my story.
There was one thing that I loved better than the choicest gift which
could be bestowed upon me, better than life itself - my mother; - at
length she became unwell, and the thought that I might possibly lose
her now rushed into my mind for the first time; it was terrible, and
caused me unspeakable misery, I may say horror. My mother became
worse, and I was not allowed to enter her apartment, lest by my frantic
exclamations of grief I might aggravate her disorder. I rested
neither day nor night, but roamed about the house like one distracted.
Suddenly I found myself doing that which even at the time struck me
as being highly singular; I found myself touching particular objects
that were near me, and to which my fingers seemed to be attracted by
an irresistible impulse. It was now the table or the chair that
I was compelled to touch; now the bell-rope; now the handle of the door;
now I would touch the wall, and the next moment, stooping down, I would
place the point of my finger upon the floor: and so I continued to do
day after day; frequently I would struggle to resist the impulse, but
invariably in vain. I have even rushed away from the object, but
I was sure to return, the impulse was too strong to be resisted: I quickly
hurried back, compelled by the feeling within me to touch the object.
Now I need not tell you that what impelled me to these actions was the
desire to prevent my mother’s death; whenever I touched any particular
object, it was with the view of baffling the evil chance, as you would
call it - in this instance my mother’s death.
‘A favourable crisis occurred in my mother’s complaint,
and she recovered; this crisis took place about six o’clock in
the morning; almost simultaneously with it there happened to myself
a rather remarkable circumstance connected with the nervous feeling
which was rioting in my system. I was lying in bed in a kind of
uneasy doze, the only kind of rest which my anxiety on account of my
mother permitted me at this time to take, when all at once I sprang
up as if electrified; the mysterious impulse was upon me, and it urged
me to go without delay, and climb a stately elm behind the house, and
touch the topmost branch; otherwise - you know the rest - the evil chance
would prevail. Accustomed for some time as I had been, under this
impulse, to perform extravagant actions, I confess to you that the difficulty
and peril of such a feat startled me; I reasoned against the feeling,
and strove more strenuously than I had ever done before; I even made
a solemn vow not to give way to the temptation, but I believe nothing
less than chains, and those strong ones, could have restrained me.
The demoniac influence, for I can call it nothing else, at length prevailed;
it compelled me to rise, to dress myself, to descend the stairs, to
unbolt the door, and to go forth; it drove me to the foot of the tree,
and it compelled me to climb the trunk; this was a tremendous task,
and I only accomplished it after repeated falls and trials. When
I had got amongst the branches, I rested for a time, and then set about
accomplishing the remainder of the ascent; this for some time was not
so difficult, for I was now amongst the branches; as I approached the
top, however, the difficulty became greater, and likewise the danger;
but I was a light boy, and almost as nimble as a squirrel, and, moreover,
the nervous feeling was within me, impelling me upward. It was
only by means of a spring, however, that I was enabled to touch the
top of the tree; I sprang, touched the top of the tree, and fell a distance
of at least twenty feet, amongst the branches; had I fallen to the bottom
I must have been killed, but I fell into the middle of the tree, and
presently found myself astride upon one of the boughs; scratched and
bruised all over, I reached the ground, and regained my chamber unobserved;
I flung myself on my bed quite exhausted; presently they came to tell
me that my mother was better - they found me in the state which I have
described, and in a fever besides. The favourable crisis must
have occurred just about the time that I performed the magic touch;
it certainly was a curious coincidence, yet I was not weak enough, even
though a child, to suppose that I had baffled the evil chance by my
daring feat.
‘Indeed, all the time that I was performing these strange feats,
I knew them to be highly absurd, yet the impulse to perform them was
irresistible - a mysterious dread hanging over me till I had given way
to it; even at that early period I frequently used to reason within
myself as to what could be the cause of my propensity to touch, but
of course I could come to no satisfactory conclusion respecting it;
being heartily ashamed of the practice, I never spoke of it to any one,
and was at all times highly solicitous that no one should observe my
weakness.’
CHAPTER LXV
Maternal anxiety - The baronet - Little zest - Country life - Mr. Speaker!
- The craving - Spirited address - An author.
After a short pause my host resumed his narration. ‘Though
I was never sent to school, my education was not neglected on that account;
I had tutors in various branches of knowledge, under whom I made a tolerable
progress; by the time I was eighteen I was able to read most of the
Greek and Latin authors with facility; I was likewise, to a certain
degree, a mathematician. I cannot say that I took much pleasure
in my studies; my chief aim in endeavouring to accomplish my tasks was
to give pleasure to my beloved parent, who watched my progress with
anxiety truly maternal. My life at this period may be summed up
in a few words: I pursued my studies, roamed about the woods, walked
the green lanes occasionally, cast my fly in a trout stream, and sometimes,
but not often, rode a-hunting with my uncle. A considerable part
of my time was devoted to my mother, conversing with her and reading
to her; youthful companions I had none, and as to my mother, she lived
in the greatest retirement, devoting herself to the superintendence
of my education, and the practice of acts of charity; nothing could
be more innocent than this mode of life, and some people say that in
innocence there is happiness, yet I can’t say that I was happy.
A continual dread overshadowed my mind, it was the dread of my mother’s
death. Her constitution had never been strong, and it had been
considerably shaken by her last illness; this I knew, and this I saw
- for the eyes of fear are marvellously keen. Well, things went
on in this way till I had come of age; my tutors were then dismissed,
and my uncle the baronet took me in hand, telling my mother that it
was high time for him to exert his authority; that I must see something
of the world, for that, if I remained much longer with her, I should
be ruined. “You must consign him to me,” said he,
“and I will introduce him to the world.” My mother
sighed and consented; so my uncle the baronet introduced me to the world,
took me to horse-races and to London, and endeavoured to make a man
of me according to his idea of the term, and in part succeeded.
I became moderately dissipated - I say moderately, for dissipation had
but little zest for me.
‘In this manner four years passed over. It happened that
I was in London in the height of the season with my uncle, at his house;
one morning he summoned me into the parlour, he was standing before
the fire, and looked very serious. “I have had a letter,”
said he; “your mother is very ill.” I staggered, and
touched the nearest object to me; nothing was said for two or three
minutes, and then my uncle put his lips to my ear and whispered something.
I fell down senseless. My mother was . . . I remember nothing
for a long time - for two years I was out of my mind; at the end of
this time I recovered, or partly so. My uncle the baronet was
very kind to me; he advised me to travel, he offered to go with me.
I told him he was very kind, but I would rather go by myself.
So I went abroad, and saw, amongst other things, Rome and the Pyramids.
By frequent change of scene my mind became not happy, but tolerably
tranquil. I continued abroad some years, when, becoming tired
of travelling, I came home, found my uncle the baronet alive, hearty,
and unmarried, as he still is. He received me very kindly, took
me to Newmarket, and said that he hoped by this time I was become quite
a man of the world; by his advice I took a house in town, in which I
lived during the season. In summer I strolled from one watering-place
to another; and, in order to pass the time, I became very dissipated.
‘At last I became as tired of dissipation as I had previously
been of travelling, and I determined to retire to the country, and live
on my paternal estate; this resolution I was not slow in putting into
effect; I sold my house in town, repaired and refurnished my country
house, and, for at least ten years, lived a regular country life; I
gave dinner parties, prosecuted poachers, was charitable to the poor,
and now and then went into my library; during this time I was seldom
or never visited by the magic impulse, the reason being that there was
nothing in the wide world for which I cared sufficiently to move a finger
to preserve it. When the ten years, however, were nearly ended,
I started out of bed one morning in a fit of horror, exclaiming, “Mercy,
mercy! what will become of me? I am afraid I shall go mad.
I have lived thirty-five years and upwards without doing anything; shall
I pass through life in this manner? Horror!” And then
in rapid succession I touched three different objects.
‘I dressed myself and went down, determining to set about something;
but what was I to do? - there was the difficulty. I ate no breakfast,
but walked about the room in a state of distraction; at last I thought
that the easiest way to do something was to get into Parliament, there
would be no difficulty in that. I had plenty of money, and could
buy a seat; but what was I to do in Parliament? Speak, of course
- but could I speak? “I’ll try at once,” said
I, and forthwith I rushed into the largest dining-room, and, locking
the door, I commenced speaking: “Mr. Speaker,” said I, and
then I went on speaking for about ten minutes as I best could, and then
I left off, for I was talking nonsense. No, I was not formed for
Parliament; I could do nothing there. What - what was I to do?
‘Many, many times I thought this question over, but was unable
to solve it; a fear now stole over me that I was unfit for anything
in the world, save the lazy life of vegetation which I had for many
years been leading; yet, if that were the case, thought I, why the craving
within me to distinguish myself? Surely it does not occur fortuitously,
but is intended to rouse and call into exercise certain latent powers
that I possess? and then with infinite eagerness I set about attempting
to discover these latent powers. I tried an infinity of pursuits,
botany and geology amongst the rest, but in vain; I was fitted for none
of them. I became very sorrowful and despondent, and at one time
I had almost resolved to plunge again into the whirlpool of dissipation;
it was a dreadful resource, it was true, but what better could I do?
‘But I was not doomed to return to the dissipation of the world.
One morning a young nobleman, who had for some time past showed a wish
to cultivate my acquaintance, came to me in a considerable hurry.
“I am come to beg an important favour of you,” said he;
“one of the county memberships is vacant - I intend to become
a candidate; what I want immediately is a spirited address to the electors.
I have been endeavouring to frame one all the morning, but in vain;
I have, therefore, recourse to you as a person of infinite genius; pray,
my dear friend, concoct me one by the morning!” “What
you require of me,” I replied, “is impossible; I have not
the gift of words; did I possess it I would stand for the county myself,
but I can’t speak. Only the other day I attempted to make
a speech, but left off suddenly, utterly ashamed, although I was quite
alone, of the nonsense I was uttering.” “It is not
a speech that I want,” said my friend; “I can talk for three
hours without hesitating, but I want an address to circulate through
the county, and I find myself utterly incompetent to put one together;
do oblige me by writing one for me, I know you can; and, if at any time
you want a person to speak for you, you may command me not for three
but for six hours. Good-morning; to-morrow I will breakfast with
you.” In the morning he came again. “Well,”
said he, “what success?” “Very poor,”
said I; “but judge for yourself”; and I put into his hand
a manuscript of several pages. My friend read it through with
considerable attention. “I congratulate you,” said
he, “and likewise myself; I was not mistaken in my opinion of
you; the address is too long by at least two-thirds, or I should rather
say, that it is longer by two-thirds than addresses generally are; but
it will do - I will not curtail it of a word. I shall win my election.”
And in truth he did win his election; and it was not only his own but
the general opinion that he owed it to the address.
‘But, however that might be, I had, by writing the address, at
last discovered what had so long eluded my search - what I was able
to do. I, who had neither the nerve nor the command of speech
necessary to constitute the orator - who had not the power of patient
research required by those who would investigate the secrets of nature,
had, nevertheless, a ready pen and teeming imagination. This discovery
decided my fate - from that moment I became an author.’
CHAPTER LXVI
Trepidations - Subtle principle - Perverse imagination - Are they mine?
- Another book - How hard! - Agricultural dinner - Incomprehensible
actions - Inmost bosom - Give it up - Chance resemblance - Rascally
newspaper.
‘An author,’ said I, addressing my host; ‘is it possible
that I am under the roof of an author?’
‘Yes,’ said my host, sighing, ‘my name is so and so,
and I am the author of so and so; it is more than probable that you
have heard both of my name and works. I will not detain you much
longer with my history; the night is advancing, and the storm appears
to be upon the increase. My life since the period of my becoming
an author may be summed briefly as an almost uninterrupted series of
doubts, anxieties, and trepidations. I see clearly that it is
not good to love anything immoderately in this world, but it has been
my misfortune to love immoderately everything on which I have set my
heart. This is not good, I repeat - but where is the remedy?
The ancients were always in the habit of saying, “Practise moderation,”
but the ancients appear to have considered only one portion of the subject.
It is very possible to practise moderation in some things, in drink
and the like - to restrain the appetites - but can a man restrain the
affections of his mind, and tell them, so far you shall go, and no farther?
Alas, no! for the mind is a subtle principle, and cannot be confined.
The winds may be imprisoned; Homer says that Odysseus carried certain
winds in his ship, confined in leathern bags, but Homer never speaks
of confining the affections. It were but right that those who
exhort us against inordinate affections, and setting our hearts too
much upon the world and its vanities, would tell us how to avoid doing
so.
‘I need scarcely tell you that no sooner did I become an author
than I gave myself up immoderately to my vocation. It became my
idol, and, as a necessary consequence, it has proved a source of misery
and disquietude to me, instead of pleasure and blessing. I had
trouble enough in writing my first work, and I was not long in discovering
that it was one thing to write a stirring and spirited address to a
set of county electors, and another widely different to produce a work
at all calculated to make an impression upon the great world.
I felt, however, that I was in my proper sphere, and by dint of unwearied
diligence and exertion I succeeded in evolving from the depths of my
agitated breast a work which, though it did not exactly please me, I
thought would serve to make an experiment upon the public; so I laid
it before the public, and the reception which it met with was far beyond
my wildest expectations. The public were delighted with it, but
what were my feelings? Anything, alas! but those of delight.
No sooner did the public express its satisfaction at the result of my
endeavours, than my perverse imagination began to conceive a thousand
chimerical doubts; forthwith I sat down to analyse it; and my worst
enemy, and all people have their enemies, especially authors - my worst
enemy could not have discovered or sought to discover a tenth part of
the faults which I, the author and creator of the unfortunate production,
found or sought to find in it. It has been said that love makes
us blind to the faults of the loved object - common love does, perhaps
- the love of a father to his child, or that of a lover to his mistress,
but not the inordinate love of an author to his works, at least not
the love which one like myself bears to his works: to be brief, I discovered
a thousand faults in my work, which neither public nor critics discovered.
However, I was beginning to get over this misery, and to forgive my
work all its imperfections, when - and I shake when I mention it - the
same kind of idea which perplexed me with regard to the hawks and the
gypsy pony rushed into my mind, and I forthwith commenced touching the
objects around me, in order to baffle the evil chance, as you call it;
it was neither more nor less than a doubt of the legality of my claim
to the thoughts, expressions, and situations contained in the book;
that is, to all that constituted the book. How did I get them?
How did they come into my mind? Did I invent them? Did they
originate with myself? Are they my own, or are they some other
body’s? You see into what difficulty I had got; I won’t
trouble you by relating all that I endured at that time, but will merely
say that after eating my own heart, as the Italians say, and touching
every object that came in my way for six months, I at length flung my
book, I mean the copy of it which I possessed, into the fire, and began
another.
‘But it was all in vain; I laboured at this other, finished it,
and gave it to the world; and no sooner had I done so, than the same
thought was busy in my brain, poisoning all the pleasure which I should
otherwise have derived from my work. How did I get all the matter
which composed it? Out of my own mind, unquestionably; but how
did it come there - was it the indigenous growth of the mind?
And then I would sit down and ponder over the various scenes and adventures
in my book, endeavouring to ascertain how I came originally to devise
them, and by dint of reflecting I remembered that to a single word in
conversation, or some simple accident in a street or on a road, I was
indebted for some of the happiest portions of my work; they were but
tiny seeds, it is true, which in the soil of my imagination had subsequently
become stately trees, but I reflected that without them no stately trees
would have been produced, and that, consequently, only a part in the
merit of these compositions which charmed the world - for the did charm
the world - was due to myself. Thus, a dead fly was in my phial,
poisoning all the pleasure which I should otherwise have derived from
the result of my brain-sweat. “How hard!” I would
exclaim, looking up to the sky, “how hard! I am like Virgil’s
sheep, bearing fleeces not for themselves.” But, not to
tire you, it fared with my second work as it did with my first; I flung
it aside, and, in order to forget it, I began a third, on which I am
now occupied; but the difficulty of writing it is immense, my extreme
desire to be original sadly cramping the powers of my mind; my fastidiousness
being so great that I invariably reject whatever ideas I do not think
to be legitimately my own. But there is one circumstance to which
I cannot help alluding here, as it serves to show what miseries this
love of originality must needs bring upon an author. I am constantly
discovering that, however original I may wish to be, I am continually
producing the same things which other people say or write. Whenever,
after producing something which gives me perfect satisfaction, and which
has cost me perhaps days and nights of brooding, I chance to take up
a book for the sake of a little relaxation, a book which I never saw
before, I am sure to find in it something more or less resembling some
part of what I have been just composing. You will easily conceive
the distress which then comes over me; ’tis then that I am almost
tempted to execrate the chance which, by discovering my latent powers,
induced me to adopt a profession of such anxiety and misery.
‘For some time past I have given up reading almost entirely, owing
to the dread which I entertain of lighting upon something similar to
what I myself have written. I scarcely ever transgress without
having almost instant reason to repent. To-day, when I took up
the newspaper, I saw in a speech of the Duke of Rhododendron, at an
agricultural dinner, the very same ideas, and almost the same expressions
which I had put into the mouth of an imaginary personage of mine, on
a widely different occasion; you saw how I dashed the newspaper down
- you saw how I touched the floor; the touch was to baffle the evil
chance, to prevent the critics detecting any similarity between the
speech of the Duke of Rhododendron at the agricultural dinner and the
speech of my personage. My sensibility on the subject of my writings
is so great that sometimes a chance word is sufficient to unman me,
I apply it to them in a superstitious sense; for example, when you said
some time ago that the dark hour was coming on, I applied it to my works
- it appeared to bode them evil fortune; you saw how I touched, it was
to baffle the evil chance; but I do not confine myself to touching when
the fear of the evil chance is upon me. To baffle it I occasionally
perform actions which must appear highly incomprehensible; I have been
known, when riding in company with other people, to leave the direct
road, and make a long circuit by a miry lane to the place to which we
were going. I have also been seen attempting to ride across a
morass, where I had no business whatever, and in which my horse finally
sank up to its saddle-girths, and was only extricated by the help of
a multitude of hands. I have, of course, frequently been asked
the reason of such conduct, to which I have invariably returned no answer,
for I scorn duplicity; whereupon people have looked mysteriously, and
sometimes put their fingers to their foreheads. “And yet
it can’t be,” I once heard an old gentleman say; “don’t
we know what he is capable of?” and the old man was right; I merely
did these things to avoid the evil chance, impelled by the strange feeling
within me; and this evil chance is invariably connected with my writings,
the only things at present which render life valuable to me. If
I touch various objects, and ride into miry places, it is to baffle
any mischance befalling me as an author, to prevent my books getting
into disrepute; in nine cases out of ten to prevent any expressions,
thoughts, or situations in any work which I am writing from resembling
the thoughts, expressions, and situations of other authors, for my great
wish, as I told you before, is to be original.
‘I have now related my history, and have revealed to you the secrets
of my inmost bosom. I should certainly not have spoken so unreservedly
as I have done, had I not discovered in you a kindred spirit.
I have long wished for an opportunity of discoursing on the point which
forms the peculiar feature of my history with a being who could understand
me; and truly it was a lucky chance which brought you to these parts;
you who seem to be acquainted with all things strange and singular,
and who are as well acquainted with the subject of the magic touch as
with all that relates to the star Jupiter or the mysterious tree at
Upsal.’
Such was the story which my host related to me in the library, amidst
the darkness, occasionally broken by flashes of lightning. Both
of us remained silent for some time after it was concluded.
‘It is a singular story,’ said I, at last, ‘though
I confess that I was prepared for some part of it. Will you permit
me to ask you a question?’
‘Certainly,’ said my host.
‘Did you never speak in public?’ said I.
‘Never.’
‘And when you made this speech of yours in the dining-room, commencing
with Mr. Speaker, no one was present?’
‘None in the world, I double-locked the door; what do you mean?’
‘An idea came into my head - dear me how the rain is pouring -
but, with respect to your present troubles and anxieties, would it not
be wise, seeing that authorship causes you so much trouble and anxiety,
to give it up altogether?’
‘Were you an author yourself,’ replied my host, ‘you
would not talk in this manner; once an author, ever an author - besides,
what could I do? return to my former state of vegetation? no, much as
I endure, I do not wish that; besides, every now and then my reason
tells me that these troubles and anxieties of mine are utterly without;
foundation that whatever I write is the legitimate growth of my own
mind, and that it is the height of folly to afflict myself at any chance
resemblance between my own thoughts and those of other writers, such
resemblance being inevitable from the fact of our common human origin.
In short - ’
‘I understand you,’ said I; ‘notwithstanding your
troubles and anxieties you find life very tolerable; has your originality
ever been called in question?’
‘On the contrary, every one declares that originality constitutes
the most remarkable feature of my writings; the man has some faults,
they say, but want of originality is certainly not one of them.
He is quite different from others - a certain newspaper, it is true,
the - I think, once insinuated that in a certain work of mine I had
taken a hint or two from the writings of a couple of authors which it
mentioned; it happened, however, that I had never even read one syllable
of the writings of either, and of one of them had never even heard the
name; so much for the discrimination of the -. By the bye, what
a rascally newspaper that is!’
‘A very rascally newspaper,’ said I.
CHAPTER LXVII
Disturbed slumbers - The bed-post - Two wizards - What can I do? - Real
library - The Rev. Mr. Platitude - Toleration to Dissenters - Paradox
- Sword of St. Peter - Enemy to humbug - High principles - False concord
- The damsel - What religion? - Further conversation - That would never
do! - May you prosper.
During the greater part of that night my slumbers were disturbed by
strange dreams. Amongst other things, I fancied that I was my
host; my head appeared to be teeming with wild thoughts and imaginations,
out of which I was endeavouring to frame a book. And now the book
was finished and given to the world, and the world shouted; and all
eyes were turned upon me, and I shrank from the eyes of the world.
And, when I got into retired places, I touched various objects in order
to baffle the evil chance. In short, during the whole night, I
was acting over the story which I had heard before I went to bed.
At about eight o’clock I awoke. The storm had long since
passed away, and the morning was bright and shining; my couch was so
soft and luxurious that I felt loth to quit it, so I lay some time,
my eyes wandering about the magnificent room to which fortune had conducted
me in so singular a manner; at last I heaved a sigh; I was thinking
of my own homeless condition, and imagining where I should find myself
on the following morning. Unwilling, however, to indulge in melancholy
thoughts, I sprang out of bed and proceeded to dress myself, and, whilst
dressing, I felt an irresistible inclination to touch the bed-post.
I finished dressing and left the room, feeling compelled, however, as
I left it, to touch the lintel of the door. Is it possible, thought
I, that from what I have lately heard the long-forgotten influence should
have possessed me again? but I will not give way to it; so I hurried
downstairs, resisting as I went a certain inclination which I occasionally
felt to touch the rail of the banister. I was presently upon the
gravel walk before the house: it was indeed a glorious morning.
I stood for some time observing the golden fish disporting in the waters
of the pond, and then strolled about amongst the noble trees of the
park; the beauty and freshness of the morning - for the air had been
considerably cooled by the late storm - soon enabled me to cast away
the gloomy ideas which had previously taken possession of my mind, and,
after a stroll of about half an hour, I returned towards the house in
high spirits. It is true that once I felt very much inclined to
go and touch the leaves of a flowery shrub which I saw at some distance,
and had even moved two or three paces towards it; but, bethinking myself,
I manfully resisted the temptation. ‘Begone!’ I exclaimed,
‘ye sorceries, in which I formerly trusted - begone for ever vagaries
which I had almost forgotten; good luck is not to be obtained, or bad
averted, by magic touches; besides, two wizards in one parish would
be too much, in all conscience.’
I returned to the house, and entered the library; breakfast was laid
on the table, and my friend was standing before the portrait which I
have already said hung above the mantelpiece; so intently was he occupied
in gazing at it that he did not hear me enter, nor was aware of my presence
till I advanced close to him and spoke, when he turned round and shook
me by the hand.
‘What can possibly have induced you to hang up that portrait in
your library? it is a staring likeness, it is true, but it appears to
me a wretched daub.’
‘Daub as you call it,’ said my friend, smiling, ‘I
would not part with it for the best piece of Rafael. For many
a happy thought I am indebted to that picture - it is my principal source
of inspiration; when my imagination flags, as of course it occasionally
does, I stare upon those features, and forthwith strange ideas of fun
and drollery begin to flow into my mind; these I round, amplify, or
combine into goodly creations, and bring forth as I find an opportunity.
It is true that I am occasionally tormented by the thought that, by
doing this, I am committing plagiarism; though, in that case, all thoughts
must be plagiarisms, all that we think being the result of what we hear,
see, or feel. What can I do? I must derive my thoughts from
some source or other; and, after all, it is better to plagiarise from
the features of my landlord than from the works of Butler and Cervantes.
My works, as you are aware, are of a serio-comic character. My
neighbours are of opinion that I am a great reader, and so I am, but
only of those features - my real library is that picture.’
‘But how did you obtain it?’ said I.
‘Some years ago a travelling painter came into this neighbourhood,
and my jolly host, at the request of his wife, consented to sit for
his portrait; she highly admired the picture, but she soon died, and
then my fat friend, who is of an affectionate disposition, said he could
not bear the sight of it, as it put him in mind of his poor wife.
I purchased it of him for five pounds - I would not take five thousand
for it; when you called that picture a daub, you did not see all the
poetry of it.’
We sat down to breakfast; my entertainer appeared to be in much better
spirits than on the preceding day; I did not observe him touch once;
ere breakfast was over a servant entered - ‘The Reverend Mr. Platitude,
sir,’ said he.
A shade of dissatisfaction came over the countenance of my host.
‘What does the silly pestilent fellow mean by coming here?’
said he, half to himself; ‘let him come in,’ said he to
the servant.
The servant went out, and in a moment reappeared, introducing the Reverend
Mr. Platitude. The Reverend Mr. Platitude, having what is vulgarly
called a game leg, came shambling into the room; he was about thirty
years of age, and about five feet three inches high; his face was of
the colour of pepper, and nearly as rugged as a nutmeg-grater; his hair
was black; with his eyes he squinted, and grinned with his lips, which
were very much apart, disclosing two very irregular rows of teeth; he
was dressed in the true Levitical fashion, in a suit of spotless black,
and a neckerchief of spotless white.
The Reverend Mr. Platitude advanced winking and grinning to my entertainer,
who received him politely but with evident coldness; nothing daunted,
however, the Reverend Mr. Platitude took a seat by the table, and, being
asked to take a cup of coffee, winked, grinned, and consented.
In company I am occasionally subject to fits of what is generally called
absence; my mind takes flight and returns to former scenes, or presses
forward into the future. One of these fits of absence came over
me at this time - I looked at the Reverend Mr. Platitude for a moment,
heard a word or two that proceeded from his mouth, and saying to myself,
‘You are no man for me,’ fell into a fit of musing - into
the same train of thought as in the morning, no very pleasant one -
I was thinking of the future.
I continued in my reverie for some time, and probably should have continued
longer, had I not been suddenly aroused by the voice of Mr. Platitude
raised to a very high key. ‘Yes, my dear sir,’ said
he, ‘it is but too true; I have it on good authority - a gone
church - a lost church - a ruined church - a demolished church is the
Church of England. Toleration to Dissenters! - oh, monstrous!’
‘I suppose,’ said my host, ‘that the repeal of the
Test Acts will be merely a precursor of the emancipation of the Papists?’
‘Of the Catholics,’ said the Reverend Mr. Platitude.
‘Ahem. There was a time, as I believe you are aware, my
dear sir, when I was as much opposed to the emancipation of the Catholics
as it was possible for any one to be; but I was prejudiced, my dear
sir, labouring under a cloud of most unfortunate prejudice; but I thank
my Maker I am so no longer. I have travelled, as you are aware.
It is only by travelling that one can rub off prejudices; I think you
will agree with me there. I am speaking to a traveller.
I left behind all my prejudices in Italy. The Catholics are at
least our fellow-Christians. I thank Heaven that I am no longer
an enemy to Catholic emancipation.’
‘And yet you would not tolerate Dissenters?’
‘Dissenters, my dear sir; I hope you would not class such a set
as the Dissenters with Catholics?’
‘Perhaps it would be unjust,’ said my host, ‘though
to which of the two parties is another thing; but permit me to ask you
a question: Does it not smack somewhat of paradox to talk of Catholics,
whilst you admit there are Dissenters? If there are Dissenters,
how should there be Catholics?’
‘It is not my fault that there are Dissenters,’ said the
Reverend Mr. Platitude; ‘if I had my will I would neither admit
there were any, nor permit any to be.’
‘Of course you would admit there were such as long as they existed;
but how would you get rid of them?’
‘I would have the Church exert its authority.’
‘What do you mean by exerting its authority?’
‘I would not have the Church bear the sword in vain.’
‘What, the sword of St. Peter? You remember what the founder
of the religion which you profess said about the sword, “He who
striketh with it . . . ” I think those who have called themselves
the Church have had enough of the sword. Two can play with the
sword, Mr. Platitude. The Church of Rome tried the sword with
the Lutherans: how did it fare with the Church of Rome? The Church
of England tried the sword, Mr. Platitude, with the Puritans: how did
it fare with Laud and Charles?’
‘Oh, as for the Church of England,’ said Mr. Platitude,
‘I have little to say. Thank God, I left all my Church of
England prejudices in Italy. Had the Church of England known its
true interests, it would long ago have sought a reconciliation with
its illustrious mother. If the Church of England had not been
in some degree a schismatic church, it would not have fared so ill at
the time of which you are speaking; the rest of the Church would have
come to its assistance. The Irish would have helped it, so would
the French, so would the Portuguese. Disunion has always been
the bane of the Church.’
Once more I fell into a reverie. My mind now reverted to the past;
methought I was in a small comfortable room wainscoted with oak; I was
seated on one side of a fireplace, close by a table on which were wine
and fruit; on the other side of the fire sat a man in a plain suit of
brown, with the hair combed back from his somewhat high forehead; he
had a pipe in his mouth, which for some time he smoked gravely and placidly,
without saying a word; at length, after drawing at the pipe for some
time rather vigorously, he removed it from his mouth, and, emitting
an accumulated cloud of smoke, he exclaimed in a slow and measured tone,
‘As I was telling you just now, my good chap, I have always been
an enemy to humbug.’
When I awoke from my reverie the Reverend Mr. Platitude was quitting
the apartment.
‘Who is that person?’ said I to my entertainer, as the door
closed behind him.
‘Who is he?’ said my host; ‘why, the Reverend Mr.
Platitude.’
‘Does he reside in this neighbourhood?’
‘He holds a living about three miles from here; his history, as
far as I am acquainted with it, is as follows. His father was
a respectable tanner in the neighbouring town, who, wishing to make
his son a gentleman, sent him to college. Having never been at
college myself, I cannot say whether he took the wisest course; I believe
it is more easy to unmake than to make a gentleman; I have known many
gentlemanly youths go to college, and return anything but what they
went. Young Mr. Platitude did not go to college a gentleman, but
neither did he return one: he went to college an ass, and returned a
prig; to his original folly was superadded a vast quantity of conceit.
He told his father that he had adopted high principles, and was determined
to discountenance everything low and mean; advised him to eschew trade,
and to purchase him a living. The old man retired from business,
purchased his son a living, and shortly after died, leaving him what
remained of his fortune. The first thing the Reverend Mr. Platitude
did, after his father’s decease, was to send his mother and sister
into Wales to live upon a small annuity, assigning as a reason that
he was averse to anything low, and that they talked ungrammatically.
Wishing to shine in the pulpit, he now preached high sermons, as he
called them, interspersed with scraps of learning. His sermons
did not, however, procure him much popularity; on the contrary, his
church soon became nearly deserted, the greater part of his flock going
over to certain dissenting preachers, who had shortly before made their
appearance in the neighbourhood. Mr. Platitude was filled with
wrath, and abused Dissenters in most unmeasured terms. Coming
in contact with some of the preachers at a public meeting, he was rash
enough to enter into argument with them. Poor Platitude! he had
better have been quiet, he appeared like a child, a very infant, in
their grasp; he attempted to take shelter under his college learning,
but found, to his dismay, that his opponents knew more Greek and Latin
than himself. These illiterate boors, as he had supposed them,
caught him at once in a false concord, and Mr. Platitude had to slink
home overwhelmed with shame. To avenge himself he applied to the
ecclesiastical court, but was told that the Dissenters could not be
put down by the present ecclesiastical law. He found the Church
of England, to use his own expression, a poor, powerless, restricted
Church. He now thought to improve his consequence by marriage,
and made up to a rich and beautiful young lady in the neighbourhood;
the damsel measured him from head to foot with a pair of very sharp
eyes, dropped a curtsey, and refused him. Mr. Platitude, finding
England a very stupid place, determined to travel; he went to Italy;
how he passed his time there he knows best, to other people it is a
matter of little importance. At the end of two years he returned
with a real or assumed contempt for everything English, and especially
for the Church to which he belongs, and out of which he is supported.
He forthwith gave out that he had left behind him all his Church of
England prejudices, and, as a proof thereof, spoke against sacerdotal
wedlock and the toleration of schismatics. In an evil hour for
myself he was introduced to me by a clergyman of my acquaintance, and
from that time I have been pestered, as I was this morning, at least
once a week. I seldom enter into any discussion with him, but
fix my eyes on the portrait over the mantelpiece, and endeavour to conjure
up some comic idea or situation, whilst he goes on talking tomfoolery
by the hour about Church authority, schismatics, and the unlawfulness
of sacerdotal wedlock; occasionally he brings with him a strange kind
of being, whose acquaintance he says he made in Italy; I believe he
is some sharking priest who has come over to proselytise and plunder.
This being has some powers of conversation and some learning, but carries
the countenance of an arch villain; Platitude is evidently his tool.’
‘Of what religion are you?’ said I to my host.
‘That of the Vicar of Wakefield - good, quiet, Church of England,
which would live and let live, practises charity, and rails at no one;
where the priest is the husband of one wife, takes care of his family
and his parish - such is the religion for me, though I confess I have
hitherto thought too little of religious matters. When, however,
I have completed this plaguy work on which I am engaged, I hope to be
able to devote more attention to them.’
After some further conversation, the subjects being, if I remember right,
college education, priggism, church authority, tomfoolery, and the like,
I rose and said to my host, ‘I must now leave you.’
‘Whither are you going?’
‘I do not know.’
‘Stay here, then - you shall be welcome as many days, months,
and years as you please to stay.’
‘Do you think I would hang upon another man? No, not if
he were Emperor of all the Chinas. I will now make my preparations,
and then bid you farewell.’
I retired to my apartment and collected the handful of things which
I carried with me on my travels.
‘I will walk a little way with you,’ said my friend on my
return.
He walked with me to the park gate; neither of us said anything by the
way. When we had come upon the road, I said, ‘Farewell now;
I will not permit you to give yourself any further trouble on my account.
Receive my best thanks for your kindness; before we part, however, I
should wish to ask you a question. Do you think you shall ever
grow tired of authorship?’
‘I have my fears,’ said my friend, advancing his hand to
one of the iron bars of the gate.
‘Don’t touch,’ said I, ‘it is a bad habit.
I have but one word to add: should you ever grow tired of authorship
follow your first idea of getting into Parliament; you have words enough
at command; perhaps you want manner and method; but, in that case, you
must apply to a teacher, you must take lessons of a master of elocution.’
‘That would never do!’ said my host; ‘I know myself
too well to think of applying for assistance to any one. Were
I to become a parliamentary orator, I should wish to be an original
one, even if not above mediocrity. What pleasure should I take
in any speech I might make, however original as to thought, provided
the gestures I employed and the very modulation of my voice were not
my own? Take lessons, indeed! why, the fellow who taught me, the
professor, might be standing in the gallery whilst I spoke; and, at
the best parts of my speech, might say to himself, “That gesture
is mine - that modulation is mine.” I could not bear the
thought of such a thing.’
‘Farewell,’ said I, ‘and may you prosper. I
have nothing more to say.’
I departed. At the distance of twenty yards I turned round suddenly;
my friend was just withdrawing his finger from the bar of the gate.
‘He has been touching,’ said I, as I proceeded on my way;
‘I wonder what was the evil chance he wished to baffle.’
CHAPTER LXVIII
Elastic step - Disconsolate party - Not the season - Mend your draught
- Good ale - Crotchet - Hammer and tongs - Schoolmaster - True Eden
life - Flaming Tinman - Twice my size - Hard at work - My poor wife
- Grey Moll - A Bible - Half-and-half - What to do - Half inclined -
In no time - On one condition - Don’t stare - Like the wind.
After walking some time, I found myself on the great road, at the same
spot where I had turned aside the day before with my new-made acquaintance,
in the direction of his house. I now continued my journey as before,
towards the north. The weather, though beautiful, was much cooler
than it had been for some time past; I walked at a great rate, with
a springing and elastic step. In about two hours I came to where
a kind of cottage stood a little way back from the road, with a huge
oak before it, under the shade of which stood a little pony and a cart,
which seemed to contain various articles. I was going past - when
I saw scrawled over the door of the cottage, ‘Good beer sold here’;
upon which, feeling myself all of a sudden very thirsty, I determined
to go in and taste the beverage.
I entered a well-sanded kitchen, and seated myself on a bench, on one
side of a long white table; the other side, which was nearest to the
wall, was occupied by a party, or rather family, consisting of a grimy-looking
man, somewhat under the middle size, dressed in faded velveteens, and
wearing a leather apron - a rather pretty-looking woman, but sun-burnt,
and meanly dressed, and two ragged children, a boy and girl, about four
or five years old. The man sat with his eyes fixed upon the table,
supporting his chin with both his hands; the woman, who was next him,
sat quite still, save that occasionally she turned a glance upon her
husband with eyes that appeared to have been lately crying. The
children had none of the vivacity so general at their age. A more
disconsolate family I had never seen; a mug, which, when filled, might
contain half a pint, stood empty before them; a very disconsolate party
indeed.
‘House!’ said I; ‘House!’ and then, as nobody
appeared, I cried again as loud as I could, ‘House! do you hear
me, House!’
‘What’s your pleasure, young man?’ said an elderly
woman, who now made her appearance from a side apartment.
‘To taste your ale,’ said I.
‘How much?’ said the woman, stretching out her hand towards
the empty mug upon the table.
‘The largest measure-full in your house,’ said I, putting
back her hand gently. ‘This is not the season for half-pint
mugs.’
‘As you will, young man,’ said the landlady; and presently
brought in an earthen pitcher which might contain about three pints,
and which foamed and frothed withal.
‘Will this pay for it?’ said I, putting down sixpence.
‘I have to return you a penny,’ said the landlady, putting
her hand into her pocket.
‘I want no change,’ said I, flourishing my hand with an
air.
‘As you please, young gentleman,’ said the landlady, and
then, making a kind of curtsey, she again retired to the side apartment.
‘Here is your health, sir,’ said I to the grimy-looking
man, as I raised the pitcher to my lips.
The tinker, for such I supposed him to be, without altering his posture,
raised his eyes, looked at me for a moment, gave a slight nod, and then
once more fixed his eyes upon the table. I took a draught of the
ale, which I found excellent; ‘Won’t you drink?’ said
I, holding the pitcher to the tinker.
The man again lifted up his eyes, looked at me, and then at the pitcher,
and then at me again. I thought at one time that he was about
to shake his head in sign of refusal; but no, he looked once more at
the pitcher, and the temptation was too strong. Slowly removing
his head from his arms, he took the pitcher, sighed, nodded, and drank
a tolerable quantity, and then set the pitcher down before me upon the
table.
‘You had better mend your draught,’ said I to the tinker;
‘it is a sad heart that never rejoices.’
‘That’s true,’ said the tinker, and again raising
the pitcher to his lips, he mended his draught as I had bidden him,
drinking a larger quantity than before.
‘Pass it to your wife,’ said I.
The poor woman took the pitcher from the man’s hand; before, however,
raising it to her lips, she looked at the children. True mother’s
heart, thought I to myself, and taking the half-pint mug, I made her
fill it, and then held it to the children, causing each to take a draught.
The woman wiped her eyes with the corner of her gown, before she raised
the pitcher and drank to my health.
In about five minutes none of the family looked half so disconsolate
as before, and the tinker and I were in deep discourse.
Oh, genial and gladdening is the power of good ale, the true and proper
drink of Englishmen. He is not deserving of the name of Englishman
who speaketh against ale, that is good ale, like that which has just
made merry the hearts of this poor family; and yet there are beings,
calling themselves Englishmen, who say that it is a sin to drink a cup
of ale, and who, on coming to this passage will be tempted to fling
down the book and exclaim, ‘The man is evidently a bad man, for
behold, by his own confession, he is not only fond of ale himself, but
is in the habit of tempting other people with it.’ Alas!
alas! what a number of silly individuals there are in this world; I
wonder what they would have had me do in this instance - given the afflicted
family a cup of cold water? go to! They could have found water
in the road, for there was a pellucid spring only a few yards distant
from the house, as they were well aware - but they wanted not water;
what should I have given them? meat and bread? go to! They were
not hungry; there was stifled sobbing in their bosoms, and the first
mouthful of strong meat would have choked them. What should I
have given them? Money! what right had I to insult them by offering
them money? Advice! words, words, words; friends, there is a time
for everything; there is a time for a cup of cold water; there is a
time for strong meat and bread; there is a time for advice, and there
is a time for ale; and I have generally found that the time for advice
is after a cup of ale. I do not say many cups; the tongue then
speaketh more smoothly, and the ear listeneth more benignantly; but
why do I attempt to reason with you? do I not know you for conceited
creatures, with one idea - and that a foolish one; - a crotchet, for
the sake of which ye would sacrifice anything, religion if required
- country? There, fling down my book, I do not wish ye to walk
any farther in my company, unless you cast your nonsense away, which
ye will never do, for it is the breath of your nostrils; fling down
my book, it was not written to support a crotchet, for know one thing,
my good people, I have invariably been an enemy to humbug.
‘Well,’ said the tinker, after we had discoursed some time,
‘little thought, when I first saw you, that you were of my own
trade.’
Myself. Nor am I, at least not exactly. There is
not much difference, ’tis true, between a tinker and a smith.
Tinker. You are a whitesmith then?
Myself. Not I, I’d scorn to be anything so mean;
no, friend, black’s the colour; I am a brother of the horse-shoe.
Success to the hammer and tongs.
Tinker. Well, I shouldn’t have thought you had been
a blacksmith by your hands.
Myself. I have seen them, however, as black as yours.
The truth is, I have not worked for many a day.
Tinker. Where did you serve first?
Myself. In Ireland.
Tinker. That’s a good way off, isn’t it?
Myself. Not very far; over those mountains to the left,
and the run of salt water that lies behind them, there’s Ireland.
Tinker. It’s a fine thing to be a scholar.
Myself. Not half so fine as to be a tinker.
Tinker. How you talk!
Myself. Nothing but the truth; what can be better than
to be one’s own master? Now a tinker is his own master,
a scholar is not. Let us suppose the best of scholars, a schoolmaster
for example, for I suppose you will admit that no one can be higher
in scholarship than a schoolmaster; do you call his a pleasant life?
I don’t; we should call him a school-slave, rather than a schoolmaster.
Only conceive him in blessed weather like this, in his close school,
teaching children to write in copy-books, ‘Evil communication
corrupts good manners,’ or ‘You cannot touch pitch without
defilement,’ or to spell out of Abedariums, or to read out of
Jack Smith, or Sandford and Merton. Only conceive him, I say,
drudging in such guise from morning till night, without any rational
enjoyment but to beat the children. Would you compare such a dog’s
life as that with your own - the happiest under heaven - true Eden life,
as the Germans would say, - pitching your tent under the pleasant hedgerows,
listening to the song of the feathered tribes, collecting all the leaky
kettles in the neighbourhood, soldering and joining, earning your honest
bread by the wholesome sweat of your brow - making ten holes - hey,
what’s this? what’s the man crying for?
Suddenly the tinker had covered his face with his hands, and begun to
sob and moan like a man in the deepest distress; the breast of his wife
was heaved with emotion; even the children were agitated, the youngest
began to roar.
Myself. What’s the matter with you; what are you
all crying about?
Tinker (uncovering his face). Lord, why to hear you talk;
isn’t that enough to make anybody cry - even the poor babes?
Yes, you said right, ’tis life in the garden of Eden - the tinker’s;
I see so now that I’m about to give it up.
Myself. Give it up! you must not think of such a thing.
Tinker. No, I can’t bear to think of it, and yet
I must; what’s to be done? How hard to be frightened to
death, to be driven off the roads.
Myself. Who has driven you off the roads?
Tinker. Who! the Flaming Tinman.
Myself. Who is he?
Tinker. The biggest rogue in England, and the cruellest,
or he wouldn’t have served me as he has done - I’ll tell
you all about it. I was born upon the roads, and so was my father
before me, and my mother too; and I worked with them as long as they
lived, as a dutiful child, for I have nothing to reproach myself with
on their account; and when my father died I took up the business, and
went his beat, and supported my mother for the little time she lived;
and when she died I married this young woman, who was not born upon
the roads, but was a small tradesman’s daughter, at Gloster.
She had a kindness for me, and, notwithstanding her friends were against
the match, she married the poor tinker, and came to live with him upon
the roads. Well, young man, for six or seven years I - as the
happiest fellow breathing, living just the life you described just now
- respected by everybody in this beat; when in an evil hour comes this
Black Jack, this flaming tinman, into these parts, driven as they say
out of Yorkshire - for no good you may be sure. Now there is no
beat will support two tinkers, as you doubtless know; mine was a good
one, but it would not support the flying tinker and myself, though if
it would have supported twenty it would have been all the same to the
flying villain, who’ll brook no one but himself; so he presently
finds me out, and offers to fight me for the beat. Now, being
bred upon the roads, I can fight a little, that is with anything like
my match, but I was not going to fight him, who happens to be twice
my size, and so I told him; whereupon he knocks me down, and would have
done me farther mischief had not some men been nigh and prevented him;
so he threatened to cut my throat, and went his way. Well, I did
not like such usage at all, and was woundily frightened, and tried to
keep as much out of his way as possible, going anywhere but where I
thought I was likely to meet him; and sure enough for several months
I contrived to keep out of his way. At last somebody told me that
he was gone back to Yorkshire, whereupon I was glad at heart, and ventured
to show myself, going here and there as I did before. Well, young
man, it was yesterday that I and mine set ourselves down in a lane,
about five miles from here, and lighted our fire, and had our dinner,
and after dinner I sat down to mend three kettles and a frying pan which
the people in the neighbourhood had given me to mend - for, as I told
you before, I have a good connection, owing to my honesty. Well,
as I sat there hard at work, happy as the day’s long, and thinking
of anything but what was to happen, who should come up but this Black
Jack, this king of the tinkers, rattling along in his cart, with his
wife, that they call Grey Moll, by his side - for the villain has got
a wife, and a maid-servant too; the last I never saw, but they that
has, says that she is as big as a house, and young, and well to look
at, which can’t be all said of Moll, who, though she’s big
enough in all conscience, is neither young nor handsome. Well,
no sooner does he see me and mine, than, giving the reins to Grey Moll,
he springs out of his cart, and comes straight at me; not a word did
he say, but on he comes straight at me like a wild bull. I am
a quiet man, young fellow, but I saw now that quietness would be of
no use, so I sprang up upon my legs, and being bred upon the roads,
and able to fight a little, I squared as he came running in upon me,
and had a round or two with him. Lord bless you, young man, it
was like a fly fighting with an elephant - one of those big beasts the
show-folks carry about. I had not a chance with the fellow, he
knocked me here, he knocked me there, knocked me into the hedge, and
knocked me out again. I was at my last shifts, and my poor wife
saw it. Now my poor wife, though she is as gentle as a pigeon,
has yet a spirit of her own, and though she wasn’t bred upon the
roads, can scratch a little; so when she saw me at my last shifts, she
flew at the villain - she couldn’t bear to see her partner murdered
- and scratched the villain’s face. Lord bless you, young
man, she had better have been quiet: Grey Moll no sooner saw what she
was about, than, springing out of the cart, where she had sat all along
perfectly quiet, save a little whooping and screeching to encourage
her blade:- Grey Moll, I say (my flesh creeps when I think of it - for
I am a kind husband, and love my poor wife) . . .
Myself. Take another draught of the ale; you look frightened,
and it will do you good. Stout liquor makes stout heart, as the
man says in the play.
Tinker. That’s true, young man; here’s to you
- where was I? Grey Moll no sooner saw what my wife was about,
than, springing out of the cart, she flew at my poor wife, clawed off
her bonnet in a moment, and seized hold of her hair. Lord bless
you, young man, my poor wife, in the hands of Grey Moll, was nothing
better than a pigeon in the claws of a buzzard hawk, or I in the hands
of the Flaming Tinman, which when I saw, my heart was fit to burst,
and I determined to give up everything - everything to save my poor
wife out of Grey Moll’s claws. ‘Hold!’ I shouted.
‘Hold, both of you - Jack, Moll. Hold, both of you, for
God’s sake, and I’ll do what you will: give up trade, and
business, connection, bread, and everything, never more travel the roads,
and go down on my knees to you in the bargain.’ Well, this
had some effect; Moll let go my wife, and the Blazing Tinman stopped
for a moment; it was only for a moment, however, that he left off -
all of a sudden he hit me a blow which sent me against a tree; and what
did the villain then? why the flying villain seized me by the throat,
and almost throttled me, roaring - what do you think, young man, that
the flaming villain roared out?
Myself. I really don’t know - something horrible,
I suppose.
Tinker. Horrible, indeed; you may well say horrible, young
man; neither more nor less than the Bible - ‘A Bible, a Bible!’
roared the Blazing Tinman; and he pressed my throat so hard against
the tree that my senses began to dwaul away - a Bible, a Bible, still
ringing in my ears. Now, young man, my poor wife is a Christian
woman, and, though she travels the roads, carries a Bible with her at
the bottom of her sack, with which sometimes she teaches the children
to read - it was the only thing she brought with her from the place
of her kith and kin, save her own body and the clothes on her back;
so my poor wife, half distracted, runs to her sack, pulls out the Bible,
and puts it into the hand of the Blazing Tinman, who then thrusts the
end of it into my mouth with such fury that it made my lips bleed, and
broke short one of my teeth which happened to be decayed. ‘Swear,’
said he, ‘swear, you mumping villain, take your Bible oath that
you will quit and give up the beat altogether, or I’ll - and then
the hard-hearted villain made me swear by the Bible, and my own damnation,
half-throttled as I was, to - to - I can’t go on -
Myself. Take another draught - stout liquor -
Tinker. I can’t, young man, my heart’s too
full, and what’s more, the pitcher is empty.
Myself. And so he swore you, I suppose, on the Bible, to
quit the roads?
Tinker. You are right, he did so, the gypsy villain.
Myself. Gypsy! Is he a gypsy?
Tinker. Not exactly; what they call a half-and-half.
His father was a gypsy, and his mother, like mine, one who walked the
roads.
Myself. Is he of the Smiths - the Petulengres?
Tinker. I say, young man, you know a thing or two; one
would think, to hear you talk, you had been bred upon the roads.
I thought none but those bred upon the roads knew anything of that name
- Petulengres! No, not he, he fights the Petulengres whenever
he meets them; he likes nobody but himself, and wants to be king of
the roads. I believe he is a Boss, or a - at any rate he’s
a bad one, as I know to my cost.
Myself. And what are you going to do?
Tinker. Do! you may well ask that; I don’t know what
to do. My poor wife and I have been talking of that all the morning,
over that half-pint mug of beer; we can’t determine on what’s
to be done. All we know is, that we must quit the roads.
The villain swore that the next time he saw us on the roads he’d
cut all our throats, and seize our horse and bit of a cart that are
now standing out there under the tree.
Myself. And what do you mean to do with your horse and
cart?
Tinker. Another question! What shall we do with our
cart and pony? they are of no use to us now. Stay on the roads
I will not, both for my oath’s sake and my own. If we had
a trifle of money, we were thinking of going to Bristol, where I might
get up a little business, but we have none; our last three farthings
we spent about the mug of beer.
Myself. But why don’t you sell your horse and cart?
Tinker. Sell them! and who would buy them, unless some
one who wished to set up in my line; but there’s no beat, and
what’s the use of the horse and cart and the few tools without
the beat?
Myself. I’m half inclined to buy your cart and pony,
and your beat too.
Tinker. You! How came you to think of such a thing?
Myself. Why, like yourself, I hardly know what to do.
I want a home and work. As for a home, I suppose I can contrive
to make a home out of your tent and cart; and as for work, I must learn
to be a tinker, it would not be hard for one of my trade to learn to
tinker; what better can I do? Would you have me go to Chester
and work there now? I don’t like the thoughts of it.
If I go to Chester and work there, I can’t be my own man; I must
work under a master, and perhaps he and I should quarrel, and when I
quarrel I am apt to hit folks, and those that hit folks are sometimes
sent to prison; I don’t like the thought either of going to Chester
or to Chester prison. What do you think I could earn at Chester?
Tinker. A matter of eleven shillings a week, if anybody
would employ you, which I don’t think they would with those hands
of yours. But whether they would or not, if you are of a quarrelsome
nature you must not go to Chester; you would be in the castle in no
time. I don’t know how to advise you. As for selling
you my stock, I’d see you farther first, for your own sake.
Myself. Why?
Tinker. Why! you would get your head knocked off.
Suppose you were to meet him?
Myself. Pooh, don’t be afraid on my account; if I
were to meet him I could easily manage him one way or other. I
know all kinds of strange words and names, and, as I told you before,
I sometimes hit people when they put me out.
Here the tinker’s wife, who for some minutes past had been listening
attentively to our discourse, interposed, saying, in a low soft tone:
‘I really don’t see, John, why you shouldn’t sell
the young man the things, seeing that he wishes for them, and is so
confident; you have told him plainly how matters stand, and if anything
ill should befall him, people couldn’t lay the blame on you; but
I don’t think any ill will befall him, and who knows but God has
sent him to our assistance in time of need?’
‘I’ll hear of no such thing,’ said the tinker; ‘I
have drunk at the young man’s expense, and though he says he’s
quarrelsome, I would not wish to sit in pleasanter company. A
pretty fellow I should be, now, if I were to let him follow his own
will. If he once sets up on my beat, he’s a lost man, his
ribs will be stove in, and his head knocked off his shoulders.
There, you are crying, but you shan’t have your will though; I
won’t be the young man’s destruction . . . If, indeed, I
thought he could manage the tinker - but he never can; he says he can
hit, but it’s no use hitting the tinker, - crying still! you are
enough to drive one mad. I say, young man, I believe you understand
a thing or two, just now you were talking of knowing hard words and
names - I don’t wish to send you to your mischief - you say you
know hard words and names; let us see. Only on one condition I’ll
sell you the pony and things; as for the beat it’s gone, isn’t
mine - sworn away by my own mouth. Tell me what’s my name;
if you can’t, may I - ’
Myself. Don’t swear, it’s a bad habit, neither
pleasant nor profitable. Your name is Slingsby - Jack Slingsby.
There, don’t stare, there’s nothing in my telling you your
name: I’ve been in these parts before, at least not very far from
here. Ten years ago, when I was little more than a child, I was
about twenty miles from here in a post-chaise, at the door of an inn,
and as I looked from the window of the chaise, I saw you standing by
a gutter, with a big tin ladle in your hand, and somebody called you
Jack Slingsby. I never forget anything I hear or see; I can’t,
I wish I could. So there’s nothing strange in my knowing
your name; indeed, there’s nothing strange in anything, provided
you examine it to the bottom. Now what am I to give you for the
things?
I paid Slingsby five pounds ten shillings for his stock in trade, cart,
and pony - purchased sundry provisions of the landlady, also a wagoner’s
frock, which had belonged to a certain son of hers, deceased, gave my
little animal a feed of corn, and prepared to depart.
‘God bless you, young man,’ said Slingsby, shaking me by
the hand; ‘you are the best friend I’ve had for many a day:
I have but one thing to tell you, Don’t cross that fellow’s
path if you can help it; and stay - should the pony refuse to go, just
touch him so, and he’ll fly like the wind.’
CHAPTER LXIX
Effects of corn - One night longer - The hoofs - A stumble - Are you
hurt? - What a difference - Drowsy - Maze of bushes - Housekeeping -
Sticks and furze - The driftway - Account of stock - Anvil and bellows
- Twenty years.
It was two or three hours past noon when I took my departure from the
place of the last adventure, walking by the side of my little cart;
the pony, invigorated by the corn, to which he was probably not much
accustomed, proceeded right gallantly; so far from having to hasten
him forward by the particular application which the tinker had pointed
out to me, I had rather to repress his eagerness, being, though an excellent
pedestrian, not unfrequently left behind. The country through
which I passed was beautiful and interesting, but solitary; few habitations
appeared. As it was quite a matter of indifference to me in what
direction I went, the whole world being before me, I allowed the pony
to decide upon the matter; it was not long before he left the high-road,
being probably no friend to public places. I followed him I knew
not whither, but, from subsequent observation, have reason to suppose
that our course was in a north-west direction. At length night
came upon us, and a cold wind sprang up, which was succeeded by a drizzling
rain.
I had originally intended to pass the night in the cart, or to pitch
my little tent on some convenient spot by the road’s side; but,
owing to the alteration in the weather, I thought that it would be advisable
to take up my quarters in any hedge alehouse at which I might arrive.
To tell the truth, I was not very sorry to have an excuse to pass the
night once more beneath a roof. I had determined to live quite
independent, but I had never before passed a night by myself abroad,
and felt a little apprehensive at the idea; I hoped, however, on the
morrow, to be a little more prepared for the step, so I determined for
one night - only for one night longer - to sleep like a Christian; but
human determinations are not always put into effect, such a thing as
opportunity is frequently wanting, such was the case here. I went
on for a considerable time, in expectation of coming to some rustic
hostelry, but nothing of the kind presented itself to my eyes; the country
in which I now was seemed almost uninhabited, not a house of any kind
was to be seen - at least I saw none - though it is true houses might
be near without my seeing them, owing to the darkness of the night,
for neither moon nor star was abroad. I heard, occasionally, the
bark of dogs; but the sound appeared to come from an immense distance.
The rain still fell, and the ground beneath my feet was wet and miry;
in short, it was a night in which even a tramper by profession would
feel more comfortable in being housed than abroad. I followed
in the rear of the cart, the pony still proceeding at a sturdy pace,
till methought I heard other hoofs than those of my own nag; I listened
for a moment, and distinctly heard the sound of hoofs approaching at
a great rate, and evidently from the quarter towards which I and my
little caravan were moving. We were in a dark lane - so dark that
it was impossible for me to see my own hand. Apprehensive that
some accident might occur, I ran forward, and, seizing the pony by the
bridle, drew him as near as I could to the hedge. On came the
hoofs - trot, trot, trot; and evidently more than those of one horse;
their speed as they advanced appeared to slacken - it was only, however,
for a moment. I heard a voice cry, ‘Push on, - this is a
desperate robbing place, - never mind the dark’; and the hoofs
came on quicker than before. ‘Stop!’ said I, at the
top of my voice; ‘stop! or - ’ Before I could finish
what I was about to say there was a stumble, a heavy fall, a cry, and
a groan, and putting out my foot I felt what I conjectured to be the
head of a horse stretched upon the road. ‘Lord have mercy
upon us! what’s the matter?’ exclaimed a voice. ‘Spare
my life,’ cried another voice, apparently from the ground; ‘only
spare my life, and take all I have.’ ‘Where are you,
Master Wise?’ cried the other voice. ‘Help! here,
Master Bat,’ cried the voice from the ground; ‘help me up
or I shall be murdered.’ ‘Why, what’s the matter?’
said Bat. ‘Some one has knocked me down, and is robbing
me,’ said the voice from the ground. ‘Help! murder!’
cried Bat; and, regardless of the entreaties of the man on the ground
that he would stay and help him up, he urged his horse forward and galloped
away as fast as he could. I remained for some time quiet, listening
to various groans and exclamations uttered by the person on the ground;
at length I said, ‘Holloa! are you hurt?’ ‘Spare
my life, and take all I have!’ said the voice from the ground.
‘Have they not done robbing you yet?’ said I; ‘when
they have finished let me know, and I will come and help you.’
‘Who is that?’ said the voice; ‘pray come and help
me, and do me no mischief.’ ‘You were saying that
some one was robbing you,’ said I; ‘don’t think I
shall come till he is gone away.’ ‘Then you ben’t
he?’ said the voice. ‘Aren’t you robbed?’
said I. ‘Can’t say I be,’ said the voice; ‘not
yet at any rate; but who are you? I don’t know you.’
‘A traveller whom you and your partner were going to run over
in this dark lane; you almost frightened me out of my senses.’
‘Frightened!’ said the voice, in a louder tone; ‘frightened!
oh!’ and thereupon I heard somebody getting upon his legs.
This accomplished, the individual proceeded to attend to his horse,
and with a little difficulty raised him upon his legs also. ‘Aren’t
you hurt?’ said I. ‘Hurt!’ said the voice; ‘not
I; don’t think it, whatever the horse may be. I tell you
what, my fellow, I thought you were a robber, and now I find you are
not; I have a good mind - ’ ‘To do what?’
‘To serve you out; aren’t you ashamed - ?’ ‘At
what?’ said I; ‘not to have robbed you? Shall I set
about it now?’ ‘Ha, ha!’ said the man, dropping
the bullying tone which he had assumed; ‘you are joking - robbing!
who talks of robbing? I wonder how my horse’s knees are;
not much hurt, I think - only mired.’ The man, whoever he
was, then got upon his horse; and, after moving him about a little,
said, ‘Good night, friend; where are you?’ ‘Here
I am,’ said I, ‘just behind you.’ ‘You
are, are you? Take that.’ I know not what he did,
but probably pricking his horse with the spur the animal kicked out
violently; one of his heels struck me on the shoulder, but luckily missed
my face; I fell back with the violence of the blow, whilst the fellow
scampered off at a great rate. Stopping at some distance, he loaded
me with abuse, and then, continuing his way at a rapid trot, I heard
no more of him.
‘What a difference!’ said I, getting up; ‘last night
I was fêted in the hall of a rich genius, and to-night I am knocked
down and mired in a dark lane by the heel of Master Wise’s horse
- I wonder who gave him that name? And yet he was wise enough
to wreak his revenge upon me, and I was not wise enough to keep out
of his way. Well, I am not much hurt, so it is of little consequence.’
I now bethought me that, as I had a carriage of my own, I might as well
make use of it; I therefore got into the cart, and, taking the reins
in my hand, gave an encouraging cry to the pony, whereupon the sturdy
little animal started again at as brisk a pace as if he had not already
come many a long mile. I lay half reclining in the cart, holding
the reins lazily, and allowing the animal to go just where he pleased,
often wondering where he would conduct me. At length I felt drowsy,
and my head sank upon my breast; I soon aroused myself, but it was only
to doze again; this occurred several times. Opening my eyes after
a doze somewhat longer than the others, I found that the drizzling rain
had ceased, a corner of the moon was apparent in the heavens, casting
a faint light; I looked around for a moment or two, but my eyes and
brain were heavy with slumber, and I could scarcely distinguish where
we were. I had a kind of dim consciousness that we were traversing
an uninclosed country - perhaps a heath; I thought, however, that I
saw certain large black objects looming in the distance, which I had
a confused idea might be woods or plantations; the pony still moved
at his usual pace. I did not find the jolting of the cart at all
disagreeable, on the contrary, it had quite a somniferous effect upon
me. Again my eyes closed; I opened them once more, but with less
perception in them than before, looked forward, and, muttering something
about woodlands, I placed myself in an easier posture than I had hitherto
done, and fairly fell asleep.
How long I continued in that state I am unable to say, but I believe
for a considerable time; I was suddenly awakened by the ceasing of the
jolting to which I had become accustomed, and of which I was perfectly
sensible in my sleep. I started up and looked around me, the moon
was still shining, and the face of the heaven was studded with stars;
I found myself amidst a maze of bushes of various kinds, but principally
hazel and holly, through which was a path or driftway with grass growing
on either side, upon which the pony was already diligently browsing.
I conjectured that this place had been one of the haunts of his former
master, and, on dismounting and looking about, was strengthened in that
opinion by finding a spot under an ash tree which, from its burnt and
blackened appearance, seemed to have been frequently used as a fireplace.
I will take up my quarters here, thought I; it is an excellent spot
for me to commence my new profession in; I was quite right to trust
myself to the guidance of the pony. Unharnessing the animal without
delay, I permitted him to browse at free will on the grass, convinced
that he would not wander far from a place to which he was so much attached;
I then pitched the little tent close beside the ash tree to which I
have alluded, and conveyed two or three articles into it, and instantly
felt that I had commenced housekeeping for the first time in my life.
Housekeeping, however, without a fire is a very sorry affair, something
like the housekeeping of children in their toy houses; of this I was
the more sensible from feeling very cold and shivering, owing to my
late exposure to the rain, and sleeping in the night air. Collecting,
therefore, all the dry sticks and furze I could find, I placed them
upon the fireplace, adding certain chips and a billet which I found
in the cart, it having apparently been the habit of Slingsby to carry
with him a small store of fuel. Having then struck a spark in
a tinder-box and lighted a match, I set fire to the combustible heap,
and was not slow in raising a cheerful blaze; I then drew my cart near
the fire, and, seating myself on one of the shafts, hung over the warmth
with feelings of intense pleasure and satisfaction. Having continued
in this posture for a considerable time, I turned my eyes to the heaven
in the direction of a particular star; I, however, could not find the
star, nor indeed many of the starry train, the greater number having
fled, from which circumstance, and from the appearance of the sky, I
concluded that morning was nigh. About this time I again began
to feel drowsy; I therefore arose, and having prepared for myself a
kind of couch in the tent, I flung myself upon it and went to sleep.
I will not say that I was awakened in the morning by the carolling of
birds, as I perhaps might if I were writing a novel; I awoke because,
to use vulgar language, I had slept my sleep out, not because the birds
were carolling around me in numbers, as they had probably been for hours
without my hearing them. I got up and left my tent; the morning
was yet more bright than that of the preceding day. Impelled by
curiosity, I walked about endeavouring to ascertain to what place chance,
or rather the pony, had brought me; following the driftway for some
time, amidst bushes and stunted trees, I came to a grove of dark pines,
through which it appeared to lead; I tracked it a few hundred yards,
but seeing nothing but trees, and the way being wet and sloughy, owing
to the recent rain, I returned on my steps, and, pursuing the path in
another direction, came to a sandy road leading over a common, doubtless
the one I had traversed the preceding night. My curiosity satisfied,
I returned to my little encampment, and on the way beheld a small footpath
on the left winding through the bushes, which had before escaped my
observation. Having reached my tent and cart, I breakfasted on
some of the provisions which I had procured the day before, and then
proceeded to take a regular account of the stock formerly possessed
by Slingsby the tinker, but now become my own by right of lawful purchase.
Besides the pony, the cart, and the tent, I found I was possessed of
a mattress stuffed with straw on which to lie, and a blanket to cover
me, the last quite clean and nearly new; then there was a frying-pan
and a kettle, the first for cooking any food which required cooking,
and the second for heating any water which I might wish to heat.
I likewise found an earthen teapot and two or three cups; of the first
I should rather say I found the remains, it being broken in three parts,
no doubt since it came into my possession, which would have precluded
the possibility of my asking anybody to tea for the present, should
anybody visit me, even supposing I had tea and sugar, which was not
the case. I then overhauled what might more strictly be called
the stock in trade; this consisted of various tools, an iron ladle,
a chafing-pan and small bellows, sundry pans and kettles, the latter
being of tin, with the exception of one which was of copper, all in
a state of considerable dilapidation - if I may use the term; of these
first Slingsby had spoken in particular, advising me to mend them as
soon as possible, and to endeavour to sell them, in order that I might
have the satisfaction of receiving some return upon the outlay which
I had made. There was likewise a small quantity of block tin,
sheet tin, and solder. ‘This Slingsby,’ said I, ‘is
certainly a very honest man, he has sold me more than my money’s
worth; I believe, however, there is something more in the cart.’
Thereupon I rummaged the farther end of the cart, and, amidst a quantity
of straw, I found a small anvil and bellows of that kind which are used
in forges, and two hammers such as smiths use, one great, and the other
small.
The sight of these last articles caused me no little surprise, as no
word which had escaped from the mouth of Slingsby had given me reason
to suppose that he had ever followed the occupation of a smith; yet,
if he had not, how did he come by them? I sat down upon the shaft,
and pondered the question deliberately in my mind; at length I concluded
that he had come by them by one of those numerous casualties which occur
upon the roads, of which I, being a young hand upon the roads, must
have a very imperfect conception; honestly, of course - for I scouted
the idea that Slingsby would have stolen this blacksmith’s gear
- for I had the highest opinion of his honesty, which opinion I still
retain at the present day, which is upwards of twenty years from the
time of which I am speaking, during the whole of which period I have
neither seen the poor fellow nor received any intelligence of him.
CHAPTER LXX
New profession - Beautiful night - Jupiter - Sharp and shrill - The
Rommany chi - All alone - Three-and-sixpence - What is Rommany?
Be civil - Parraco tute - Slight start - She will be grateful - The
rustling.
I passed the greater part of the day in endeavouring to teach myself
the mysteries of my new profession. I cannot say that I was very
successful, but the time passed agreeably, and was therefore not ill
spent. Towards evening I flung my work aside, took some refreshment,
and afterwards a walk.
This time I turned up the small footpath of which I have already spoken.
It led in a zigzag manner through thickets of hazel, elder, and sweet-brier;
after following its windings for somewhat better than a furlong, I heard
a gentle sound of water, and presently came to a small rill, which ran
directly across the path. I was rejoiced at the sight, for I had
already experienced the want of water, which I yet knew must be nigh
at hand, as I was in a place to all appearance occasionally frequented
by wandering people, who I was aware never take up their quarters in
places where water is difficult to be obtained. Forthwith I stretched
myself on the ground, and took a long and delicious draught of the crystal
stream, and then, seating myself in a bush, I continued for some time
gazing on the water as it purled tinkling away in its channel through
an opening in the hazels, and should have probably continued much longer
had not the thought that I had left my property unprotected compelled
me to rise and return to my encampment.
Night came on, and a beautiful night it was; up rose the moon, and innumerable
stars decked the firmament of heaven. I sat on the shaft, my eyes
turned upwards. I had found it: there it was twinkling millions
of miles above me, mightiest star of the system to which we belong:
of all stars the one which has most interest for me - the star Jupiter.
Why have I always taken an interest in thee, O Jupiter? I know
nothing about thee, save what every child knows, that thou art a big
star, whose only light is derived from moons. And is not that
knowledge enough to make me feel an interest in thee? Ay, truly;
I never look at thee without wondering what is going on in thee; what
is life in Jupiter? That there is life in Jupiter who can doubt?
There is life in our own little star, therefore there must be life in
Jupiter, which is not a little star. But how different must life
be in Jupiter from what it is in our own little star! Life here
is life beneath the dear sun - life in Jupiter is life beneath moons
- four moons - no single moon is able to illumine that vast bulk.
All know what life is in our own little star; it is anything but a routine
of happiness here, where the dear sun rises to us every day: then how
sad and moping must life be in mighty Jupiter, on which no sun ever
shines, and which is never lighted save by pale moonbeams! The
thought that there is more sadness and melancholy in Jupiter than in
this world of ours, where, alas! there is but too much, has always made
me take a melancholy interest in that huge distant star.
Two or three days passed by in much the same manner as the first.
During the morning I worked upon my kettles, and employed the remaining
part of the day as I best could. The whole of this time I only
saw two individuals, rustics, who passed by my encampment without vouchsafing
me a glance; they probably considered themselves my superiors, as perhaps
they were.
One very brilliant morning, as I sat at work in very good spirits, for
by this time I had actually mended in a very creditable way, as I imagined,
two kettles and a frying-pan, I heard a voice which seemed to proceed
from the path leading to the rivulet; at first it sounded from a considerable
distance, but drew nearer by degrees. I soon remarked that the
tones were exceedingly sharp and shrill, with yet something of childhood
in them. Once or twice I distinguished certain words in the song
which the voice was singing; the words were - but no, I thought again
I was probably mistaken - and then the voice ceased for a time; presently
I heard it again, close to the entrance of the footpath; in another
moment I heard it in the lane or glade in which stood my tent, where
it abruptly stopped, but not before I had heard the very words which
I at first thought I had distinguished.
I turned my head; at the entrance of the footpath, which might be about
thirty yards from the place where I was sitting, I perceived the figure
of a young girl; her face was turned towards me, and she appeared to
be scanning me and my encampment; after a little time she looked in
the other direction, only for a moment, however; probably observing
nothing in that quarter, she again looked towards me, and almost immediately
stepped forward; and, as she advanced, sang the song which I had heard
in the wood, the first words of which were those which I have already
alluded to.
‘The Rommany chi
And the Rommany chal
Shall jaw tasaulor
To drab the bawlor,
And dook the gry
Of the farming rye.’
A very pretty song, thought I, falling again hard to work upon my kettle;
a very pretty song, which bodes the farmers much good. Let them
look to their cattle.
‘All alone here, brother?’ said a voice close by me, in
sharp but not disagreeable tones.
I made no answer, but continued my work, click, click, with the gravity
which became one of my profession. I allowed at least half a minute
to elapse before I even lifted up my eyes.
A girl of about thirteen was standing before me; her features were very
pretty, but with a peculiar expression; her complexion was a clear olive,
and her jet black hair hung back upon her shoulders. She was rather
scantily dressed, and her arms and feet were bare; round her neck, however,
was a handsome string of corals, with ornaments of gold; in her hand
she held a bulrush.
‘All alone here, brother?’ said the girl, as I looked up;
‘all alone here, in the lane; where are your wife and children?’
‘Why do you call me brother?’ said I; ‘am no brother
of yours. Do you take me for one of your people? I am no
gypsy; not I, indeed!’
‘Don’t be afraid, brother, you are no Roman - Roman indeed,
you are not handsome enough to be a Roman; not black enough, tinker
though you be. If I called you brother, it was because I didn’t
know what else to call you. Marry, come up, brother, I should
be sorry to have you for a brother.’
‘Then you don’t like me?’
‘Neither like you nor dislike you, brother; what will you have
for that kekaubi?’
‘What’s the use of talking to me in that unchristian way;
what do you mean, young gentlewoman?’
‘Lord, brother, what a fool you are; every tinker knows what a
kekaubi is. I was asking you what you would have for that kettle.’
‘Three-and-sixpence, young gentlewoman; isn’t it well mended?’
‘Well mended! I could have done it better myself; three-and-sixpence!
it’s only fit to be played at football with.’
‘I will take no less for it, young gentlewoman; it has caused
me a world of trouble.’
‘I never saw a worse mended kettle. I say, brother, your
hair is white.’
‘’Tis nature; your hair is black; nature, nothing but nature.’
‘I am young, brother; my hair is black - that’s nature:
you are young, brother; your hair is white - that’s not nature.’
‘I can’t help it if it be not, but it is nature after all;
did you never see gray hair on the young?’
‘Never! I have heard it is true of a gray lad, and a bad
one he was. Oh, so bad.’
‘Sit down on the grass, and tell me all about it, sister; do,
to oblige me, pretty sister.’
‘Hey, brother, you don’t speak as you did - you don’t
speak like a gorgio, you speak like one of us, you call me sister.’
‘As you call me brother; I am not an uncivil person after all,
sister.’
‘I say, brother, tell me one thing, and look me in the face -
there - do you speak Rommany?’
‘Rommany! Rommany! what is Rommany?’
‘What is Rommany? our language to be sure; tell me, brother, only
one thing, you don’t speak Rommany?’
‘You say it.’
‘I don’t say it, I wish to know. Do you speak Rommany?’
‘Do you mean thieves’ slang - cant? no, I don’t speak
cant, don’t like it, I only know a few words; they call a sixpence
a tanner, don’t they?’
‘I don’t know,’ said the girl, sitting down on the
ground, ‘I was almost thinking - well, never mind, you don’t
know Rommany. I say, brother, I think I should like to have the
kekaubi.’
‘I thought you said it was badly mended?’
‘Yes, yes, brother, but - ’
‘I thought you said it was only fit to be played at football with?’
‘Yes, yes, brother, but - ’
‘What will you give for it?’
‘Brother, I am the poor person’s child, I will give you
sixpence for the kekaubi.’
‘Poor person’s child; how came you by that necklace?’
‘Be civil, brother; am I to have the kekaubi?’
‘Not for sixpence; isn’t the kettle nicely mended?’
‘I never saw a nicer mended kettle, brother; am I to have the
kekaubi, brother?’
‘You like me then?’
‘I don’t dislike you - I dislike no one; there’s only
one, and him I don’t dislike, him I hate.’
‘Who is he?’
‘I scarcely know, I never saw him, but ’tis no affair of
yours, you don’t speak Rommany; you will let me have the kekaubi,
pretty brother?’
‘You may have it, but not for sixpence; I’ll give it to
you.’
‘Parraco tute, that is, I thank you, brother; the rikkeni kekaubi
is now mine. O, rare! I thank you kindly, brother.’
Starting up, she flung the bulrush aside which she had hitherto held
in her hand, and, seizing the kettle, she looked at it for a moment,
and then began a kind of dance, flourishing the kettle over her head
the while, and singing -
‘The Rommany chi
And the Rommany chal
Shall jaw tasaulor
To drab the bawlor,
And dook the gry
Of the farming rye.
Good-bye, brother, I must be going.’
‘Good-bye, sister; why do you sing that wicked song?’
‘Wicked song, hey, brother! you don’t understand the song!’
‘Ha, ha! gypsy daughter,’ said I, starting up and clapping
my hands, ‘I don’t understand Rommany, don’t I?
You shall see; here’s the answer to your gillie -
‘The Rommany chi
And the Rommany chal,
Love Luripen
And dukkeripen,
And hokkeripen,
And every pen
But Lachipen
And tatchipen.’
The girl, who had given a slight start when I began, remained for some
time after I had concluded the song standing motionless as a statue,
with the kettle in her hand. At length she came towards me, and
stared me full in the face. ‘Gray, tall, and talks Rommany,’
said she to herself. In her countenance there was an expression
which I had not seen before - an expression which struck me as being
composed of fear, curiosity, and the deepest hate. It was momentary,
however, and was succeeded by one smiling, frank, and open. ‘Ha,
ha, brother,’ said she, ‘well, I like you all the better
for talking Rommany; it is a sweet language, isn’t it? especially
as you sing it. How did you pick it up? But you picked it
up upon the roads, no doubt? Ha, it was funny in you to pretend
not to know it, and you so flush with it all the time; it was not kind
in you, however, to frighten the poor person’s child so by screaming
out, but it was kind in you to give the rikkeni kekaubi to the child
of the poor person. She will be grateful to you; she will bring
you her little dog to show you, her pretty juggal; the poor person’s
child will come and see you again; you are not going away to-day, I
hope, or to-morrow, pretty brother, gray-haired brother - you are not
going away to-morrow, I hope?’
‘Nor the next day,’ said I, ‘only to take a stroll
to see if I can sell a kettle; good-bye, little sister, Rommany sister,
dingy sister.’
‘Good-bye, tall brother,’ said the girl, as she departed,
singing
‘The Rommany chi,’ etc.
‘There’s something about that girl that I don’t understand,’
said I to myself; ‘something mysterious. However, it is
nothing to me, she knows not who I am, and if she did, what then?’
Late that evening as I sat on the shaft of my cart in deep meditation,
with my arms folded, I thought I heard a rustling in the bushes over
against me. I turned my eyes in that direction, but saw nothing.
‘Some bird,’ said I; ‘an owl, perhaps’; and
once more I fell into meditation; my mind wandered from one thing to
another - musing now on the structure of the Roman tongue - now on the
rise and fall of the Persian power - and now on the powers vested in
recorders at quarter-sessions. I was thinking what a fine thing
it must be to be a recorder of the peace, when, lifting up my eyes,
I saw right opposite, not a culprit at the bar, but, staring at me through
a gap in the bush, a face wild and strange, half covered with gray hair;
I only saw it a moment, the next it had disappeared.
CHAPTER LXXI
Friend of Slingsby - All quiet - Danger - The two cakes - Children in
the wood - Don’t be angry - In deep thought - Temples throbbing
- Deadly sick - Another blow - No answer - How old are you? - Play and
sacrament - Heavy heart - Song of poison - Drow of gypsies - The dog
- Ely’s church - Get up, bebee - The vehicle - Can you speak?
- The oil.
The next day, at an early hour, I harnessed my little pony, and, putting
my things in my cart, I went on my projected stroll. Crossing
the moor, I arrived in about an hour at a small village, from which,
after a short stay, I proceeded to another, and from thence to a third.
I found that the name of Slingsby was well known in these parts.
‘If you are a friend of Slingsby you must be an honest lad,’
said an ancient crone; ‘you shall never want for work whilst I
can give it you. Here, take my kettle, the bottom came out this
morning, and lend me that of yours till you bring it back. I’m
not afraid to trust you - not I. Don’t hurry yourself, young
man, if you don’t come back for a fortnight I shan’t have
the worse opinion of you.’
I returned to my quarters at evening, tired, but rejoiced at heart;
I had work before me for several days, having collected various kekaubies
which required mending, in place of those which I left behind - those
which I had been employed upon during the last few days. I found
all quiet in the lane or glade, and, unharnessing my little horse, I
once more pitched my tent in the old spot beneath the ash, lighted my
fire, ate my frugal meal, and then, after looking for some time at the
heavenly bodies, and more particularly at the star Jupiter, I entered
my tent, lay down upon my pallet, and went to sleep.
Nothing occurred on the following day which requires any particular
notice, nor indeed on the one succeeding that. It was about noon
on the third day that I sat beneath the shade of the ash tree; I was
not at work, for the weather was particularly hot, and I felt but little
inclination to make any exertion. Leaning my back against the
tree, I was not long in falling into a slumber; I particularly remember
that slumber of mine beneath the ash tree, for it was about the sweetest
slumber that I ever enjoyed; how long I continued in it I do not know;
I could almost have wished that it had lasted to the present time.
All of a sudden it appeared to me that a voice cried in my ear, ‘Danger!
danger! danger!’ Nothing seemingly could be more distinct
than the words which I heard; then an uneasy sensation came over me,
which I strove to get rid of, and at last succeeded, for I awoke.
The gypsy girl was standing just opposite to me, with her eyes fixed
upon my countenance; a singular kind of little dog stood beside her.
‘Ha!’ said I, ‘was it you that cried danger?
What danger is there?’
‘Danger, brother, there is no danger; what danger should there
be? I called to my little dog, but that was in the wood; my little
dog’s name is not danger, but Stranger; what danger should there
be, brother?’
‘What, indeed, except in sleeping beneath a tree; what is that
you have got in your hand?’
‘Something for you,’ said the girl, sitting down and proceeding
to untie a white napkin; ‘a pretty manricli, so sweet, so nice;
when I went home to my people I told my grandbebee how kind you had
been to the poor person’s child, and when my grandbebee saw the
kekaubi, she said, “Hir mi devlis, it won’t do for the poor
people to be ungrateful; by my God, I will bake a cake for the young
harko mescro.”’
‘But there are two cakes.’
‘Yes, brother, two cakes, both for you; my grandbebee meant them
both for you - but list, brother, I will have one of them for bringing
them. I know you will give me one, pretty brother, gray-haired
brother - which shall I have, brother?’
In the napkin were two round cakes, seemingly made of rich and costly
compounds, and precisely similar in form, each weighing about half a
pound.
‘Which shall I have, brother?’ said the gypsy girl.
‘Whichever you please.’
‘No, brother, no, the cakes are yours, not mine. It is for
you to say.’
‘Well, then, give me the one nearest you, and take the other.’
‘Yes, brother, yes,’ said the girl; and taking the cakes,
she flung them into the air two or three times, catching them as they
fell, and singing the while. ‘Pretty brother, gray-haired
brother - here, brother,’ said she, ‘here is your cake,
this other is mine.’
‘Are you sure,’ said I, taking the cake, ‘that this
is the one I chose?’
‘Quite sure, brother; but if you like you can have mine; there’s
no difference, however - shall I eat?’
‘Yes, sister, eat.’
‘See, brother, I do; now, brother, eat, pretty brother, gray-haired
brother.’
‘I am not hungry.’
‘Not hungry! well, what then - what has being hungry to do with
the matter? It is my grandbebee’s cake which was sent because
you were kind to the poor person’s child; eat, brother, eat, and
we shall be like the children in the wood that the gorgios speak of.’
‘The children in the wood had nothing to eat.’
‘Yes, they had hips and haws; we have better. Eat, brother.’
‘See, sister, I do,’ and I ate a piece of the cake.
‘Well, brother, how do you like it?’ said the girl, looking
fixedly at me.
‘It is very rich and sweet, and yet there is something strange
about it; I don’t think I shall eat any more.’
‘Fie, brother, fie, to find fault with the poor person’s
cake; see, I have nearly eaten mine.’
‘That’s a pretty little dog.’
‘Is it not, brother? that’s my juggal, my little sister,
as I call her.’
‘Come here, juggal,’ said I to the animal.
‘What do you want with my juggal?’ said the girl.
‘Only to give her a piece of cake,’ said I, offering the
dog a piece which I had just broken off.
‘What do you mean?’ said the girl, snatching the dog away;
‘my grandbebee’s cake is not for dogs.’
‘Why, I just now saw you give the animal a piece of yours.’
‘You lie, brother, you saw no such thing; but I see how it is,
you wish to affront the poor person’s child. I shall go
to my house.’
‘Keep still, and don’t be angry; see, I have eaten the piece
which I offered the dog. I meant no offence. It is a sweet
cake after all.’
‘Isn’t it, brother? I am glad you like it. Offence,
brother, no offence at all! I am so glad you like my grandbebee’s
cake, but she will be wanting me at home. Eat one piece more of
grandbebee’s cake, and I will go.’
‘I am not hungry, I will put the rest by.’
‘One piece more before I go, handsome brother, gray-haired brother.’
‘I will not eat any more, I have already eaten more than I wished
to oblige you; if you must go, good-day to you.’
The girl rose upon her feet, looked hard at me, then at the remainder
of the cake which I held in my hand, and then at me again, and then
stood for a moment or two, as if in deep thought; presently an air of
satisfaction came over her countenance, she smiled and said, ‘Well,
brother, well, do as you please, I merely wished you to eat because
you have been so kind to the poor person’s child. She loves
you so, that she could have wished to have seen you eat it all; good-bye,
brother, I daresay when I am gone you will eat some more of it, and
if you don’t, I daresay you have eaten enough to - to - show your
love for us. After all it was a poor person’s cake, a Rommany
manricli, and all you gorgios are somewhat gorgious. Farewell,
brother, pretty brother, gray-haired brother. Come, juggal.’
I remained under the ash tree seated on the grass for a minute or two,
and endeavoured to resume the occupation in which I had been engaged
before I fell asleep, but I felt no inclination for labour. I
then thought I would sleep again, and once more reclined against the
tree, and slumbered for some little time, but my sleep was more agitated
than before. Something appeared to bear heavy on my breast, I
struggled in my sleep, fell on the grass, and awoke; my temples were
throbbing, there was a burning in my eyes, and my mouth felt parched;
the oppression about the chest which I had felt in my sleep still continued.
‘I must shake off these feelings,’ said I, ‘and get
upon my legs.’ I walked rapidly up and down upon the green
sward; at length, feeling my thirst increase, I directed my steps down
the narrow path to the spring which ran amidst the bushes; arriving
there, I knelt down and drank of the water, but on lifting up my head
I felt thirstier than before; again I drank, but with the like result;
I was about to drink for the third time, when I felt a dreadful qualm
which instantly robbed me of nearly all my strength. What can
be the matter with me? thought I; but I suppose I have made myself ill
by drinking cold water. I got up and made the best of my way back
to my tent; before I reached it the qualm had seized me again, and I
was deadly sick. I flung myself on my pallet, qualm succeeded
qualm, but in the intervals my mouth was dry and burning, and I felt
a frantic desire to drink, but no water was at hand, and to reach the
spring once more was impossible; the qualms continued, deadly pains
shot through my whole frame; I could bear my agonies no longer, and
I fell into a trance or swoon. How long I continued therein I
know not; on recovering, however, I felt somewhat better, and attempted
to lift my head off my couch; the next moment, however, the qualms and
pains returned, if possible, with greater violence than before.
I am dying, thought I, like a dog, without any help; and then methought
I heard a sound at a distance like people singing, and then once more
I relapsed into my swoon.
I revived just as a heavy blow sounded upon the canvas of the tent.
I started, but my condition did not permit me to rise; again the same
kind of blow sounded upon the canvas; I thought for a moment of crying
out and requesting assistance, but an inexplicable something chained
my tongue, and now I heard a whisper on the outside of the tent.
‘He does not move, bebee,’ said a voice which I knew.
‘I should not wonder if it has done for him already; however,
strike again with your ran’; and then there was another blow,
after which another voice cried aloud in a strange tone, ‘Is the
gentleman of the house asleep, or is he taking his dinner?’
I remained quite silent and motionless, and in another moment the voice
continued, ‘What, no answer? what can the gentleman of the house
be about that he makes no answer? perhaps the gentleman of the house
may be darning his stockings?’ Thereupon a face peered into
the door of the tent, at the farther extremity of which I was stretched.
It was that of a woman, but owing to the posture in which she stood,
with her back to the light, and partly owing to a large straw bonnet,
I could distinguish but very little of the features of her countenance.
I had, however, recognised her voice; it was that of my old acquaintance,
Mrs. Herne. ‘Ho, ho, sir!’ said she, ‘here you
are. Come here, Leonora,’ said she to the gypsy girl, who
pressed in at the other side of the door; ‘here is the gentleman,
not asleep, but only stretched out after dinner. Sit down on your
ham, child, at the door, I shall do the same. There - you have
seen me before, sir, have you not?’
‘The gentleman makes no answer, bebee; perhaps he does not know
you.’
‘I have known him of old, Leonora,’ said Mrs. Herne; ‘and,
to tell you the truth, though I spoke to him just now, I expected no
answer.’
‘It’s a way he has, bebee, I suppose?’
‘Yes, child, it’s a way he has.’
‘Take off your bonnet, bebee, perhaps he cannot see your face.’
‘I do not think that will be of much use, child; however, I will
take off my bonnet - there - and shake out my hair - there - you have
seen this hair before, sir, and this face - ’
‘No answer, bebee.’
‘Though the one was not quite so gray, nor the other so wrinkled.’
‘How came they so, bebee?’
‘All along of this gorgio, child.’
‘The gentleman in the house, you mean, bebee?’
‘Yes, child, the gentleman in the house. God grant that
I may preserve my temper. Do you know, sir, my name? My
name is Herne, which signifies a hairy individual, though neither gray-haired
nor wrinkled. It is not the nature of the Hernes to be gray or
wrinkled, even when they are old, and I am not old.’
‘How old are you, bebee?’
‘Sixty-five years, child - an inconsiderable number. My
mother was a hundred and one - a considerable age - when she died, yet
she had not one gray hair, and not more than six wrinkles - an inconsiderable
number.’
‘She had no griefs, bebee?’
‘Plenty, child, but not like mine.’
‘Not quite so hard to bear, bebee?’
‘No, child; my head wanders when I think of them. After
the death of my husband, who came to his end untimeously, I went to
live with a daughter of mine, married out among certain Romans who walk
about the eastern counties, and with whom for some time I found a home
and pleasant society, for they lived right Romanly, which gave my heart
considerable satisfaction, who am a Roman born, and hope to die so.
When I say right Romanly, I mean that they kept to themselves, and were
not much given to blabbing about their private matters in promiscuous
company. Well, things went on in this way for some time, when
one day my son-in-law brings home a young gorgio of singular and outrageous
ugliness, and, without much preamble, says to me and mine, “This
is my pal, ain’t he a beauty? fall down and worship him.”
“Hold,” said I, “I for one will never consent to such
foolishness.”’
‘That was right, bebee, I think I should have done the same.’
‘I think you would, child; but what was the profit of it?
The whole party makes an almighty of this gorgio, lets him into their
ways, says prayers of his making, till things come to such a pass that
my own daughter says to me, “I shall buy myself a veil and fan,
and treat myself to a play and sacrament.” “Don’t,”
says I; says she, “I should like for once in my life to be courtesied
to as a Christian gentlewoman.”’
‘Very foolish of her, bebee.’
‘Wasn’t it, child? Where was I? At the fan and
sacrament; with a heavy heart I put seven score miles between us, came
back to the hairy ones, and found them over-given to gorgious companions;
said I, “Foolish manners is catching; all this comes of that there
gorgio.” Answers the child Leonora, “Take comfort,
bebee; I hate the gorgios as much as you do.”’
‘And I say so again, bebee, as much or more.’
‘Time flows on, I engage in many matters, in most miscarry.
Am sent to prison; says I to myself, I am become foolish. Am turned
out of prison, and go back to the hairy ones, who receive me not over
courteously; says I, for their unkindness, and my own foolishness, all
the thanks to that gorgio. Answers to me the child, “I wish
I could set eyes upon him, bebee.”’
‘I did so, bebee; go on.’
‘“How shall I know him, bebee?” says the child.
“Young and gray, tall, and speaks Romanly.” Runs to
me the child, and says, “I’ve found him, bebee.”
“Where, child?” says I. “Come with me, bebee,”
says the child. “That’s he,” says I, as I looked
at my gentleman through the hedge.’
‘Ha, ha! bebee, and here he lies, poisoned like a hog.’
‘You have taken drows, sir,’ said Mrs. Herne; ‘do
you hear, sir? drows; tip him a stave, child, of the song of poison.’
And thereupon the girl clapped her hands, and sang -
‘The Rommany churl
And the Rommany girl
To-morrow shall hie
To poison the sty,
And bewitch on the mead
The farmer’s steed.’
‘Do you hear that, sir?’ said Mrs. Herne; ‘the child
has tipped you a stave of the song of poison: that is, she has sung
it Christianly, though perhaps you would like to hear it Romanly; you
were always fond of what was Roman. Tip it him Romanly, child.’
‘He has heard it Romanly already, bebee; ’twas by that I
found him out, as I told you.’
‘Halloo, sir, are you sleeping? you have taken drows; the gentleman
makes no answer. God give me patience!’
‘And what if he doesn’t, bebee; isn’t he poisoned
like a hog? Gentleman, indeed! why call him gentleman? if he ever
was one he’s broke, and is now a tinker, a worker of blue metal.’
‘That’s his way, child, to-day a tinker, to-morrow something
else; and as for being drabbed, I don’t know what to say about
it.’
‘Not drabbed! what do you mean, bebee? but look there, bebee;
ha, ha, look at the gentleman’s motions.’
‘He is sick, child, sure enough. Ho, ho! sir, you have taken
drows; what, another throe! writhe, sir, writhe; the hog died by the
drow of gypsies; I saw him stretched at evening. That’s
yourself, sir. There is no hope, sir, no help, you have taken
drow; shall I tell you your fortune, sir, your dukkerin? God bless
you, pretty gentleman, much trouble will you have to suffer, and much
water to cross; but never mind, pretty gentleman, you shall be fortunate
at the end, and those who hate shall take off their hats to you.’
‘Hey, bebee!’ cried the girl; ‘what is this? what
do you mean? you have blessed the gorgio!’
‘Blessed him! no, sure; what did I say? Oh, I remember,
I’m mad; well, I can’t help it, I said what the dukkerin
dook told me; woe’s me, he’ll get up yet.’
‘Nonsense, bebee! Look at his motions, he’s drabbed,
spite of dukkerin.’
‘Don’t say so, child; he’s sick, ’tis true,
but don’t laugh at dukkerin, only folks do that that know no better.
I, for one, will never laugh at the dukkerin dook. Sick again;
I wish he was gone.’
‘He’ll soon be gone, bebee; let’s leave him.
He’s as good as gone; look there, he’s dead.’
‘No, he’s not, he’ll get up - I feel it; can’t
we hasten him?’
‘Hasten him! yes, to be sure; set the dog upon him. Here,
juggal, look in there, my dog.’
The dog made its appearance at the door of the tent, and began to bark
and tear up the ground.
‘At him, juggal, at him; he wished to poison, to drab you.
Halloo!’
The dog barked violently, and seemed about to spring at my face, but
retreated.
‘The dog won’t fly at him, child; he flashed at the dog
with his eye, and scared him. He’ll get up.’
‘Nonsense, bebee! you make me angry; how should he get up?’
‘The dook tells me so, and, what’s more, I had a dream.
I thought I was at York, standing amidst a crowd to see a man hung,
and the crowd shouted, “There he comes!” and I looked, and,
lo! it was the tinker; before I could cry with joy I was whisked away,
and I found myself in Ely’s big church, which was chock full of
people to hear the dean preach, and all eyes were turned to the big
pulpit; and presently I heard them say, “There he mounts!”
and I looked up to the big pulpit, and, lo! the tinker was in the pulpit,
and he raised his arm and began to preach. Anon, I found myself
at York again, just as the drop fell, and I looked up, and I saw not
the tinker, but my own self hanging in the air.’
‘You are going mad, bebee; if you want to hasten him, take your
stick and poke him in the eye.’
‘That will be of no use, child, the dukkerin tells me so; but
I will try what I can do. Halloo, tinker! you must introduce yourself
into a quiet family, and raise confusion - must you? You must
steal its language, and, what was never done before, write it down Christianly
- must you? Take that - and that’; and she stabbed violently
with her stick towards the end of the tent.
‘That’s right, bebee, you struck his face; now once more,
and let it be in the eye. Stay, what’s that? get up, bebee.’
‘What’s the matter, child?’
‘Some one is coming, come away.’
‘Let me make sure of him, child; he’ll be up yet.’
And thereupon Mrs. Herne, rising, leaned forward into the tent, and,
supporting herself against the pole, took aim in the direction of the
farther end. ‘I will thrust out his eye,’ said she;
and, lunging with her stick, she would probably have accomplished her
purpose had not at that moment the pole of the tent given way, whereupon
she fell to the ground, the canvas falling upon her and her intended
victim.
‘Here’s a pretty affair, bebee,’ screamed the girl.
‘He’ll get up, yet,’ said Mrs. Herne, from beneath
the canvas.
‘Get up! - get up yourself; where are you? where is your - Here,
there, bebee, here’s the door; there, make haste, they are coming.’
‘He’ll get up yet,’ said Mrs. Herne, recovering her
breath; ‘the dock tells me so.’
‘Never mind him or the dook; he is drabbed; come away, or we shall
be grabbed - both of us.’
‘One more blow, I know where his head lies.’
‘You are mad, bebee; leave the fellow - gorgio avella.’
And thereupon the females hurried away.
A vehicle of some kind was evidently drawing nigh; in a little time
it came alongside of the place where lay the fallen tent, and stopped
suddenly. There was a silence for a moment, and then a parley
ensued between two voices, one of which was that of a woman. It
was not in English, but in a deep guttural tongue.
‘Peth yw hono sydd yn gorwedd yna ar y ddaear?’ said a masculine
voice.
‘Yn wirionedd - I do not know what it can be,’ said the
female voice, in the same tongue.
‘Here is a cart, and there are tools; but what is that on the
ground?’
‘Something moves beneath it; and what was that - a groan?’
‘Shall I get down?’
‘Of course, Peter, some one may want your help?
‘Then I will get down, though I do not like this place; it is
frequented by Egyptians, and I do not like their yellow faces, nor their
clibberty clabber, as Master Ellis Wyn says. Now I am down.
It is a tent, Winifred, and see, here is a boy beneath it. Merciful
father! what a face.’
A middle-aged man, with a strongly marked and serious countenance, dressed
in sober-coloured habiliments, had lifted up the stifling folds of the
tent, and was bending over me. ‘Can you speak, my lad?’
said he in English; ‘what is the matter with you? if you could
but tell me, I could perhaps help you - ’ ‘What is
that you say? I can’t hear you. I will kneel down’;
and he flung himself on the ground, and placed his ear close to my mouth.
‘Now speak if you can. Hey! what! no, sure, God forbid!’
then starting up, he cried to a female who sat in the cart, anxiously
looking on - ‘Gwenwyn! gwenwyn! yw y gwas wedi ei gwenwynaw.
The oil! Winifred, the oil!’
CHAPTER LXXII
Desired effect - The three oaks - Winifred - Things of time - With God’s
will - The preacher - Creature comforts - Croesaw - Welsh and English
- Mayor of Chester.
The oil, which the strangers compelled me to take, produced the desired
effect, though, during at least two hours, it was very doubtful whether
or not my life would be saved. At the end of that period the man
said that with the blessing of God he would answer for my life.
He then demanded whether I thought I could bear to be removed from the
place in which we were; ‘for I like it not,’ he continued,
‘as something within me tells me that it is not good for any of
us to be here.’ I told him, as well as I was able, that
I, too, should be glad to leave the place; whereupon, after collecting
my things, he harnessed my pony, and, with the assistance of the woman,
he contrived to place me in the cart; he then gave me a draught out
of a small phial, and we set forward at a slow pace, the man walking
by the side of the cart in which I lay. It is probable that the
draught consisted of a strong opiate, for after swallowing it I fell
into a deep slumber; on my awaking, I found that the shadows of night
had enveloped the earth - we were still moving on. Shortly, however,
after descending a declivity, we turned into a lane, at the entrance
of which was a gate. This lane conducted to a meadow, through
the middle of which ran a small brook; it stood between two rising grounds;
that on the left, which was on the farther side of the water, was covered
with wood, whilst the one on the right, which was not so high, was crowned
with the white walls of what appeared to be a farmhouse.
Advancing along the meadow, we presently came to a place where grew
three immense oaks, almost on the side of the brook, over which they
flung their arms, so as to shade it as with a canopy; the ground beneath
was bare of grass, and nearly as hard and smooth as the floor of a barn.
Having led his own cart on one side of the midmost tree, and my own
on the other, the stranger said to me, ‘This is the spot where
my wife and myself generally tarry in the summer season, when we come
into these parts. We are about to pass the night here. I
suppose you will have no objection to do the same? Indeed, I do
not see what else you could do under present circumstances.’
After receiving my answer, in which I, of course, expressed my readiness
to assent to his proposal, he proceeded to unharness his horse, and,
feeling myself much better, I got down, and began to make the necessary
preparations for passing the night beneath the oak.
Whilst thus engaged, I felt myself touched on the shoulder, and, looking
round, perceived the woman, whom the stranger called Winifred, standing
close to me. The moon was shining brightly upon her, and I observed
that she was very good-looking, with a composed yet cheerful expression
of countenance; her dress was plain and primitive, very much resembling
that of a Quaker. She held a straw bonnet in her hand. ‘I
am glad to see thee moving about, young man,’ said she, in a soft,
placid tone; ‘I could scarcely have expected it. Thou must
be wondrous strong; many, after what thou hast suffered, would not have
stood on their feet for weeks and months. What do I say? - Peter,
my husband, who is skilled in medicine, just now told me that not one
in five hundred would have survived what thou hast this day undergone;
but allow me to ask thee one thing, Hast thou returned thanks to God
for thy deliverance?’ I made no answer, and the woman, after
a pause, said, ‘Excuse me, young man, but do you know anything
of God?’ ‘Very little,’ I replied, ‘but
I should say He must be a wondrous strong person, if He made all those
big bright things up above there, to say nothing of the ground on which
we stand, which bears beings like these oaks, each of which is fifty
times as strong as myself, and will live twenty times as long.’
The woman was silent for some moments, and then said, ‘I scarcely
know in what spirit thy words are uttered. If thou art serious,
however, I would caution thee against supposing that the power of God
is more manifested in these trees, or even in those bright stars above
us, than in thyself - they are things of time, but thou art a being
destined to an eternity; it depends upon thyself whether thy eternity
shall be one of joy or sorrow.’
Here she was interrupted by the man, who exclaimed from the other side
of the tree, ‘Winifred, it is getting late, you had better go
up to the house on the hill to inform our friends of our arrival, or
they will have retired for the night.’ ‘True,’
said Winifred, and forthwith wended her way to the house in question,
returning shortly with another woman, whom the man, speaking in the
same language which I had heard him first use, greeted by the name of
Mary; the woman replied in the same tongue, but almost immediately said,
in English, ‘We hoped to have heard you speak to-night, Peter,
but we cannot expect that now, seeing that it is so late, owing to your
having been detained by the way, as Winifred tells me; nothing remains
for you to do now but to sup - to-morrow, with God’s will, we
shall hear you.’ ‘And to-night, also, with God’s
will, provided you be so disposed. Let those of your family come
hither.’ ‘They will be hither presently,’ said
Mary, ‘for knowing that thou art arrived, they will, of course,
come and bid thee welcome.’ And scarcely had she spoke,
when I beheld a party of people descending the moonlit side of the hill.
They soon arrived at the place where we were; they might amount in all
to twelve individuals. The principal person was a tall, athletic
man, of about forty, dressed like a plain country farmer; this was,
I soon found, the husband of Mary; the rest of the group consisted of
the children of these two, and their domestic servants. One after
another they all shook Peter by the hand, men and women, boys and girls,
and expressed their joy at seeing him. After which he said, ‘Now,
friends, if you please, I will speak a few words to you.’
A stool was then brought him from the cart, which he stepped on, and
the people arranging themselves round him, some standing, some seated
on the ground, he forthwith began to address them in a clear, distinct
voice; and the subject of his discourse was the necessity, in all human
beings, of a change of heart.
The preacher was better than his promise, for, instead of speaking a
few words, he preached for at least three-quarters of an hour; none
of the audience, however, showed the slightest symptom of weariness;
on the contrary, the hope of each individual appeared to hang upon the
words which proceeded from his mouth. At the conclusion of the
sermon or discourse the whole assembly again shook Peter by the hand,
and returned to their house, the mistress of the family saying, as she
departed, ‘I shall soon be back, Peter; I go but to make arrangements
for the supper of thyself and company’; and, in effect, she presently
returned, attended by a young woman, who bore a tray in her hands.
‘Set it down, Jessy,’ said the mistress to the girl, ‘and
then betake thyself to thy rest, I shall remain here for a little time
to talk with my friends.’ The girl departed, and the preacher
and the two females placed themselves on the ground about the tray.
The man gave thanks, and himself and his wife appeared to be about to
eat, when the latter suddenly placed her hand upon his arm, and said
something to him in a low voice, whereupon he exclaimed, ‘Ay,
truly, we were both forgetful’; and then getting up, he came towards
me, who stood a little way off, leaning against the wheel of my cart;
and, taking me by the hand, he said, ‘Pardon us, young man, we
were both so engaged in our own creature-comforts, that we forgot thee,
but it is not too late to repair our fault; wilt thou not join us, and
taste our bread and milk?’ ‘I cannot eat,’ I
replied, ‘but I think I could drink a little milk’; whereupon
he led me to the rest, and seating me by his side, he poured some milk
into a horn cup, saying, ‘“Croesaw.” That,’
added he, with a smile, ‘is Welsh for welcome.’
The fare upon the tray was of the simplest description, consisting of
bread, cheese, milk, and curds. My two friends partook with a
good appetite. ‘Mary,’ said the preacher, addressing
himself to the woman of the house, ‘every time I come to visit
thee, I find thee less inclined to speak Welsh. I suppose, in
a little time, thou wilt entirely have forgotten it; hast thou taught
it to any of thy children?’ ‘The two eldest understand
a few words,’ said the woman, ‘but my husband does not wish
them to learn it; he says sometimes, jocularly, that though it pleased
him to marry a Welsh wife, it does not please him to have Welsh children.
Who, I have heard him say, would be a Welshman, if he could be an Englishman?’
‘I for one,’ said the preacher, somewhat hastily; ‘not
to be king of all England would I give up my birthright as a Welshman.
Your husband is an excellent person, Mary, but I am afraid he is somewhat
prejudiced.’ ‘You do him justice, Peter, in saying
that he is an excellent person,’ sail the woman; ‘as to
being prejudiced, I scarcely know what to say, but he thinks that two
languages in the same kingdom are almost as bad as two kings.’
‘That’s no bad observation,’ said the preacher, ‘and
it is generally the case; yet, thank God, the Welsh and English go on
very well, side by side, and I hope will do so till the Almighty calls
all men to their long account.’ ‘They jog on very
well now,’ said the woman; ‘but I have heard my husband
say that it was not always so, and that the Welsh, in old times, were
a violent and ferocious people, for that once they hanged the mayor
of Chester.’ ‘Ha, ha!’ said the preacher, and
his eyes flashed in the moonlight; ‘he told you that, did he?’
‘Yes,’ said Mary; ‘once, when the mayor of Chester,
with some of his people, was present at one of the fairs over the border,
a quarrel arose between the Welsh and the English, and the Welsh beat
the English, and hanged the mayor.’ ‘Your husband
is a clever man,’ said Peter, ‘and knows a great deal; did
he tell you the name of the leader of the Welsh? No! then I will:
the leader of the Welsh on that occasion was -. He was a powerful
chieftain, and there was an old feud between him and the men of Chester.
Afterwards, when two hundred of the men of Chester invaded his country
to take revenge for their mayor, he enticed them into a tower, set fire
to it, and burnt them all. That - was a very fine, noble - God
forgive me, what was I about to say - a very bad, violent man; but,
Mary, this is very carnal and unprofitable conversation, and in holding
it we set a very bad example to the young man here - let us change the
subject.’
They then began to talk on religious matters. At length Mary departed
to her abode, and the preacher and his wife retired to their tilted
cart.
‘Poor fellow, he seems to be almost brutally ignorant,’
said Peter, addressing his wife in their native language, after they
had bidden me farewell for the night.
‘I am afraid he is,’ said Winifred, ‘yet my heart
warms to the poor lad, he seems so forlorn.’
CHAPTER LXXIII
Morning hymn - Much alone - John Bunyan - Beholden to nobody - Sixty-five
- Sober greeting - Early Sabbaths - Finny brood - The porch - No fortune-telling
- The master’s niece - Doing good - Two or three things - Groans
and voices - Pechod Ysprydd Glan.
I slept soundly during that night, partly owing to the influence of
the opiate. Early in the morning I was awakened by the voices
of Peter and his wife, who were singing a morning hymn in their own
language. Both subsequently prayed long and fervently. I
lay still till their devotions were completed, and then left my tent.
‘Good morning,’ said Peter, ‘how dost thou feel?’
‘Much better,’ said I, ‘than I could have expected.’
‘I am glad of it,’ said Peter. ‘Art thou hungry?
yonder comes our breakfast,’ pointing to the same young woman
I had seen the preceding night, who was again descending the hill bearing
the tray upon her head.
‘What dust thou intend to do, young man, this day?’ said
Peter, when we had about half finished breakfast. ‘Do,’
said I; ‘as I do other days, what I can.’ ‘And
dost thou pass this day as thou dost other days?’ said Peter.
‘Why not?’ said I; ‘what is there in this day different
from the rest? it seems to be of the same colour as yesterday.’
‘Art thou aware,’ said the wife, interposing, ‘what
day it is? that it is Sabbath? that it is Sunday?’ ‘No,’
said I, ‘I did not know that it was Sunday.’ ‘And
how did that happen?’ said Winifred, with a sigh. ‘To
tell you the truth,’ said I, ‘I live very much alone, and
pay very little heed to the passing of time.’ ‘And
yet of what infinite importance is time,’ said Winifred.
‘Art thou not aware that every year brings thee nearer to thy
end?’ ‘I do not think,’ said I, ‘that
I am so near my end as I was yesterday.’ ‘Yes, thou
art,’ said the woman; ‘thou wast not doomed to die yesterday;
an invisible hand was watching over thee yesterday; but thy day will
come, therefore improve the time; be grateful that thou wast saved yesterday;
and, oh! reflect on one thing; if thou hadst died yesterday, where wouldst
thou have been now?’ ‘Cast into the earth, perhaps,’
said I. ‘I have heard Mr. Petulengro say that to be cast
into the earth is the natural end of man.’ ‘Who is
Mr. Petulengro?’ said Peter, interrupting his wife, as she was
about to speak. ‘Master of the horse-shoe,’ said I;
‘and, according to his own account, king of Egypt.’
‘I understand,’ said Peter, ‘head of some family of
wandering Egyptians - they are a race utterly godless. Art thou
of them? - but no, thou art not, thou hast not their yellow blood.
I suppose thou belongest to the family of wandering artisans called
-. I do not like you the worse for belonging to them. A
mighty speaker of old sprang up from amidst that family.’
‘Who was he?’ said I. ‘John Bunyan,’ replied
Peter, reverently, ‘and the mention of his name reminds me that
I have to preach this day; wilt thou go and hear? the distance is not
great, only half a mile.’ ‘No,’ said I, ‘I
will not go and hear.’ ‘Wherefore?’ said Peter.
‘I belong to the church,’ said I, ‘and not to the
congregations.’ ‘Oh! the pride of that church,’
said Peter, addressing his wife in their own tongue, ‘exemplified
even in the lowest and most ignorant of its members. Then thou,
doubtless, meanest to go to church,’ said Peter, again addressing
me; ‘there is a church on the other side of that wooded hill.’
‘No,’ said I, ‘I do not mean to go to church.’
‘May I ask thee wherefore?’ said Peter. ‘Because,’
said I, ‘I prefer remaining beneath the shade of these trees,
listening to the sound of the leaves and the tinkling of the waters.’
‘Then thou intendest to remain here?’ said Peter, looking
fixedly at me. ‘If I do not intrude,’ said I; ‘but
if I do, I will wander away; I wish to be beholden to nobody - perhaps
you wish me to go?’ ‘On the contrary,’ said
Peter, ‘I wish you to stay. I begin to see something in
thee which has much interest for me; but we must now bid thee farewell
for the rest of the day, the time is drawing nigh for us to repair to
the place of preaching; before we leave thee alone, however, I should
wish to ask thee a question - Didst thou seek thy own destruction yesterday,
and didst thou wilfully take that poison?’ ‘No,’
said I; ‘had I known there had been poison in the cake I certainly
should not have taken it.’ ‘And who gave it thee?’
said Peter. ‘An enemy of mine,’ I replied. ‘Who
is thy enemy?’ ‘An Egyptian sorceress and poison-monger.’
‘Thy enemy is a female. I fear thou hadst given her cause
to hate thee - of what did she complain?’ ‘That I
had stolen the tongue out of her head.’ ‘I do not
understand thee - is she young?’ ‘About sixty-five.’
Here Winifred interposed. ‘Thou didst call her just now
by hard names, young man,’ said she; ‘I trust thou dost
bear no malice against her.’ ‘No,’ said I, ‘I
bear no malice against her.’ ‘Thou art not wishing
to deliver her into the hand of what is called justice?’
‘By no means,’ said I; ‘I have lived long enough upon
the roads not to cry out for the constable when my finger is broken.
I consider this poisoning as an accident of the roads; one of those
to which those who travel are occasionally subject.’ ‘In
short, thou forgivest thine adversary?’ ‘Both now
and for ever,’ said I. ‘Truly,’ said Winifred,
‘the spirit which the young man displayeth pleases me much; I
should be loth that he left us yet. I have no doubt that, with
the blessing of God, and a little of thy exhortation, he will turn out
a true Christian before he leaveth us.’ ‘My exhortation!’
said Peter, and a dark shade passed over his countenance; ‘thou
forgettest what I am - I - I - but I am forgetting myself; the Lord’s
will be done; and now put away the things, for I perceive that our friends
are coming to attend us to the place of meeting.’
Again the family which I had seen the night before descended the hill
from their abode. They were now dressed in their Sunday’s
best. The master of the house led the way. They presently
joined us, when a quiet sober greeting ensued on each side. After
a little time Peter shook me by the hand and bade me farewell till the
evening; Winifred did the same, adding that she hoped I should be visited
by sweet and holy thoughts. The whole party then moved off in
the direction by which we had come the preceding night, Peter and the
master leading the way, followed by Winifred and the mistress of the
family. As I gazed on their departing forms, I felt almost inclined
to follow them to their place of worship. I did not stir, however,
but remained leaning against my oak with my hands behind me.
And after a time I sat me down at the foot of the oak with my face turned
towards the water, and, folding my hands, I fell into deep meditation.
I thought on the early Sabbaths of my life, and the manner in which
I was wont to pass them. How carefully I said my prayers when
I got up on the Sabbath morn, and how carefully I combed my hair and
brushed my clothes in order that I might do credit to the Sabbath day.
I thought of the old church at pretty D-, the dignified rector, and
yet more dignified clerk. I though of England’s grand Liturgy,
and Tate and Brady’s sonorous minstrelsy. I thought of the
Holy Book, portions of which I was in the habit of reading between service.
I thought, too, of the evening walk which I sometimes took in fine weather
like the present, with my mother and brother - a quiet sober walk, during
which I would not break into a run, even to chase a butterfly, or yet
more a honey-bee, being fully convinced of the dread importance of the
day which God had hallowed. And how glad I was when I had got
over the Sabbath day without having done anything to profane it.
And how soundly I slept on the Sabbath night after the toil of being
very good throughout the day.
And when I had mused on those times a long while, I sighed and said
to myself, I am much altered since then; am I altered for the better?
And then I looked at my hands and my apparel, and sighed again.
I was not wont of yore to appear thus on the Sabbath day.
For a long time I continued in a state of deep meditation, till at last
I lifted up my eyes to the sun, which, as usual during that glorious
summer, was shining in unclouded majesty; and then I lowered them to
the sparkling water, in which hundreds of the finny brood were disporting
themselves, and then I thought what a fine thing it was to be a fish
on such a fine summer day, and I wished myself a fish, or at least amongst
the fishes; and then I looked at my hands again, and then, bending over
the water, I looked at my face in the crystal mirror, and started when
I saw it, for it looked squalid and miserable.
Forthwith I started up, and said to myself, I should like to bathe and
cleanse myself from the squalor produced by my late hard life and by
Mrs. Herne’s drow. I wonder if there is any harm in bathing
on the Sabbath day. I will ask Winifred when she comes home; in
the meantime I will bathe, provided I can find a fitting place.
But the brook, though a very delightful place for fish to disport in,
was shallow, and by no means adapted for the recreation of so large
a being as myself; it was, moreover, exposed, though I saw nobody at
hand, nor heard a single human voice or sound. Following the winding
of the brook, I left the meadow, and, passing through two or three thickets,
came to a place where between lofty banks the water ran deep and dark,
and there I bathed, imbibing new tone and vigour into my languid and
exhausted frame.
Having put on my clothes, I returned by the way I had come to my vehicle
beneath the oak tree. From thence, for want of something better
to do, I strolled up the hill, on the top of which stood the farm-house;
it was a large and commodious building built principally of stone, and
seeming of some antiquity, with a porch, on either side of which was
an oaken bench. On the right was seated a young woman with a book
in her hand, the same who had brought the tray to my friends and myself.
‘Good-day,’ said I, ‘pretty damsel, sitting in the
farm porch.’
‘Good-day,’ said the girl, looking at me for a moment, and
then fixing her eyes on her book.
‘That’s a nice book you are reading,’ said I.
The girl looked at me with surprise. ‘How do you know what
book it is?’ said she.
‘How do I know - never mind; but a nice book it is - no love,
no fortune-telling in it.’
The girl looked at me half offended. ‘Fortune-telling!’
said she, ‘I should think not. But you know nothing about
it’; and she bent her head once more over the book.
‘I tell you what, young person,’ said I, ‘I know all
about that book; what will you wager that I do not?’
‘I never wager,’ said the girl.
‘Shall I tell you the name of it,’ said I, ‘O daughter
of the dairy? ‘
The girl half started. ‘I should never have thought,’
said she, half timidly, ‘that you could have guessed it.’
‘I did not guess it,’ said I, ‘I knew it; and meet
and proper it is that you should read it.’
‘Why so?’ said the girl.
‘Can the daughter of the dairy read a more fitting book than the
Dairyman’s Daughter?’
‘Where do you come from?’ said the girl.
‘Out of the water,’ said I. ‘Don’t start,
I have been bathing; are you fond of the water?’
‘No,’ said the girl, heaving a sigh; ‘I am not fond
of the water, that is, of the sea’; and here she sighed again.
‘The sea is a wide gulf,’ said I, ‘and frequently
separates hearts.’
The girl sobbed.
‘Why are you alone here?’ said I.
‘I take my turn with the rest,’ said the girl, ‘to
keep at home on Sunday.’
‘And you are - ’ said I.
‘The master’s niece!’ said the girl. ‘How
came you to know it? But why did you not go with the rest and
with your friends?’
‘Who are those you call my friends?’ said I.
‘Peter and his wife.’
‘And who are they?’ said I.
‘Do you not know?’ said the girl; ‘you came with them.’
‘They found me ill by the way,’ said I; ‘and they
relieved me: I know nothing about them.’
‘I thought you knew everything,’ said the girl.
‘There are two or three things which I do not know, and this is
one of them. Who are they?’
‘Did you never hear of the great Welsh preacher, Peter Williams?’
‘Never,’ said I.
‘Well,’ said the girl, ‘this is he, and Winifred is
his wife, and a nice person she is. Some people say, indeed, that
she is as good a preacher as her husband, though of that matter I can
say nothing, having never heard her preach. So these two wander
over all Wales and the greater part of England, comforting the hearts
of the people with their doctrine, and doing all the good they can.
They frequently come here, for the mistress is a Welsh woman, and an
old friend of both, and then they take up their abode in the cart beneath
the old oaks down there by the stream.’
‘And what is their reason for doing so?’ said I; ‘would
it not be more comfortable to sleep beneath a roof?’
‘I know not their reasons,’ said the girl, ‘but so
it is; they never sleep beneath a roof unless the weather is very severe.
I once heard the mistress say that Peter had something heavy upon his
mind; perhaps that is the cause. If he is unhappy, all I can say
is, that I wish him otherwise, for he is a good man and a kind - ’
‘Thank you,’ said I, ‘I will now depart.’
‘Hem!’ said the girl, ‘I was wishing - ’
‘What? to ask me a question?’
‘Not exactly; but you seem to know everything; you mentioned,
I think, fortune-telling.’
‘Do you wish me to tell your fortune?’
‘By no means; but I have a friend at a distance at sea, and I
should wish to know - ’
‘When he will come back? I have told you already there are
two or three things which I do not know - this is another of them.
However, I should not be surprised if he were to come back some of these
days; I would if I were in his place. In the meantime be patient,
attend to the dairy, and read the Dairyman’s Daughter when
you have nothing better to do.’
It was late in the evening when the party of the morning returned.
The farmer and his family repaired at once to their abode, and my two
friends joined me beneath the tree. Peter sat down at the foot
of the oak, and said nothing. Supper was brought by a servant,
not the damsel of the porch. We sat round the tray, Peter said
grace, but scarcely anything else; he appeared sad and dejected, his
wife looked anxiously upon him. I was as silent as my friends;
after a little time we retired to our separate places of rest.
About midnight I was awakened by a noise; I started up and listened;
it appeared to me that I heard voices and groans. In a moment
I had issued from my tent - all was silent - but the next moment I again
heard groans and voices; they proceeded from the tilted cart where Peter
and his wife lay; I drew near, again there was a pause, and then I heard
the voice of Peter, in an accent of extreme anguish, exclaim, ‘Pechod
Ysprydd Glan - O pechod Ysprydd Glan!’ and then he uttered a deep
groan. Anon, I heard the voice of Winifred, and never shall I
forget the sweetness and gentleness of the tones of her voice in the
stillness of that night. I did not understand all she said - she
spoke in her native language, and I was some way apart; she appeared
to endeavour to console her husband, but he seemed to refuse all comfort,
and, with many groans, repeated - ‘Pechod Ysprydd Glan - O pechod
Ysprydd Glan!’ I felt I had no right to pry into their afflictions,
and retired.
Now ‘pechod Ysprydd Glan,’ interpreted, is the sin against
the Holy Ghost.
CHAPTER LXXIV
The following day - Pride - Thriving trade - Tylwyth Teg - Ellis Wyn
- Sleeping hard - Incalculable good - Fearful agony - The tale.
Peter and his wife did not proceed on any expedition during the following
day. The former strolled gloomily about the fields, and the latter
passed many hours in the farmhouse. Towards evening, without saying
a word to either, I departed with my vehicle, and finding my way to
a small town at some distance, I laid in a store of various articles,
with which I returned. It was night, and my two friends were seated
beneath the oak; they had just completed their frugal supper.
‘We waited for thee some time,’ said Winifred, ‘but,
finding that thou didst not come, we began without thee; but sit down,
I pray thee, there is still enough for thee.’ ‘I will
sit down,’ said I, ‘but I require no supper, for I have
eaten where I have been’: nothing more particular occurred at
the time. Next morning the kind pair invited me to share their
breakfast. ‘I will not share your breakfast,’ said
I. ‘Wherefore not?’ said Winifred, anxiously.
‘Because,’ said I, ‘it is not proper that I be beholden
to you for meat and drink.’ ‘But we are beholden to
other people,’ said Winifred. ‘Yes,’ said I,
‘but you preach to them, and give them ghostly advice, which considerably
alters the matter; not that I would receive anything from them, if I
preached to them six times a day.’ ‘Thou art not fond
of receiving favours, then, young man,’ said Winifred. ‘I
am not,’ said I. ‘And of conferring favours?’
‘Nothing affords me greater pleasure,’ said I, ‘than
to confer favours.’ ‘What a disposition,’ said
Winifred, holding up her hands; ‘and this is pride, genuine pride
- that feeling which the world agrees to call so noble. Oh, how
mean a thing is pride! never before did I see all the meanness of what
is called pride!’
‘But how wilt thou live, friend,’ said Peter; ‘dost
thou not intend to eat?’ ‘When I went out last night,’
said I, ‘I laid in a provision.’ ‘Thou hast
laid in a provision!’ said Peter, ‘pray let us see it.
Really, friend,’ said he, after I had produced it, ‘thou
must drive a thriving trade; here are provisions enough to last three
people for several days. Here are butter and eggs, here is tea,
here is sugar, and there is a flitch. I hope thou wilt let us
partake of some of thy fare.’ ‘I should be very happy
if you would,’ said I. ‘Doubt not but we shall,’
said Peter; ‘Winifred shall have some of thy flitch cooked for
dinner. In the meantime, sit down, young man, and breakfast at
our expense - we will dine at thine.’
On the evening of that day, Peter and myself sat alone beneath the oak.
We fell into conversation; Peter was at first melancholy, but he soon
became more cheerful, fluent, and entertaining. I spoke but little;
but I observed that sometimes what I said surprised the good Methodist.
We had been silent some time. At length, lifting up my eyes to
the broad and leafy canopy of the trees, I said, having nothing better
to remark, ‘What a noble tree! I wonder if the fairies ever
dance beneath it.’
‘Fairies!’ said Peter, ‘fairies! how came you, young
man, to know anything about the fair family?’
‘I am an Englishman,’ said I, ‘and of course know
something about fairies; England was once a famous place for them.’
‘Was once, I grant you,’ said Peter, ‘but is so no
longer. I have travelled for years about England, and never heard
them mentioned before; the belief in them has died away, and even their
name seems to be forgotten. If you had said you were a Welshman,
I should not have been surprised. The Welsh have much to say of
the Tylwyth Teg, or fair family, and many believe in them.’
‘And do you believe in them?’ said I.
‘I scarcely know what to say. Wise and good men have been
of opinion that they are nothing but devils, who, under the form of
pretty and amiable spirits, would fain allure poor human beings; I see
nothing irrational in the supposition.’
‘Do you believe in devils, then?’
‘Do I believe in devils, young man?’ said Peter, and his
frame was shaken as if by convulsions. ‘If I do not believe
in devils, why am I here at the present moment?’
‘You know best,’ said I; ‘but I don’t believe
that fairies are devils, and I don’t wish to hear them insulted.
What learned men have said they are devils?’
‘Many have said it, young man, and, amongst others, Master Ellis
Wyn, in that wonderful book of his, the Bardd Cwsg.’
‘The Bardd Cwsg,’ said I; ‘what kind of book
is that? I have never heard of that book before.’
‘Heard of it before; I suppose not; how should you have heard
of it before? By the bye, can you read?’
‘Very tolerably,’ said I; ‘so there are fairies in
this book. What do you call it - the Bardd Cwsg?’
‘Yes, the Bardd Cwsg. You pronounce Welsh very fairly;
have you ever been in Wales?’
‘Never,’ said I.
‘Not been in Wales; then, of course, you don’t understand
Welsh; but we were talking of the Bardd Cwsg - yes, there are
fairies in the Bardd Cwsg, - the author of it, Master Ellis Wyn,
was carried away in his sleep by them over mountains and valleys, rivers
and great waters, incurring mighty perils at their hands, till he was
rescued from them by an angel of the Most High, who subsequently showed
him many wonderful things.’
‘I beg your pardon,’ said I, ‘but what were those
wonderful things?’
‘I see, young man,’ said Peter, smiling, ‘that you
are not without curiosity; but I can easily pardon any one for being
curious about the wonders contained in the book of Master Ellis Wyn.
The angel showed him the course of this world, its pomps and vanities,
its cruelty and its pride, its crimes and deceits. On another
occasion, the angel showed him Death in his nether palace, surrounded
by his grisly ministers, and by those who are continually falling victims
to his power. And, on a third occasion, the state of the condemned
in their place of everlasting torment.’
‘But this was all in his sleep,’ said I, ‘was it not?’
‘Yes,’ said Peter, ‘in his sleep; and on that account
the book is called Gweledigaethau y Bardd Cwsg, or, Visions
of the Sleeping Bard.’
‘I do not care for wonders which occur in sleep,’ said I.
‘I prefer real ones; and perhaps, notwithstanding what he says,
the man had no visions at all - they are probably of his own invention.’
‘They are substantially true, young man,’ said Peter; ‘like
the dreams of Bunyan, they are founded on three tremendous facts, Sin,
Death, and Hell; and like his they have done incalculable good, at least
in my own country, in the language of which they are written.
Many a guilty conscience has the Bardd Cwsg aroused with its
dreadful sights, its strong sighs, its puffs of smoke from the pit,
and its showers of sparks from the mouth of the yet lower gulf of -
Unknown - were it not for the Bardd Cwsg perhaps I might not
be here.’
‘I would sooner hear your own tale,’ said I, ‘than
all the visions of the Bardd Cwsg.’
Peter shook, bent his form nearly double, and covered his face with
his hands. I sat still and motionless, with my eyes fixed upon
him. Presently Winifred descended the hill, and joined us.
‘What is the matter?’ said she, looking at her husband,
who still remained in the posture I have described. He made no
answer; whereupon, laying her hand gently on his shoulder, she said,
in the peculiar soft and tender tone which I had heard her use on a
former occasion, ‘Take comfort, Peter; what has happened now to
afflict thee?’ Peter removed his hand from his face.
‘The old pain, the old pain,’ said he; ‘I was talking
with this young man, and he would fain know what brought me here, he
would fain hear my tale, Winifred - my sin: O pechod Ysprydd Glan!
O pechod Ysprydd Glan!’ and the poor man fell into a more fearful
agony than before. Tears trickled down Winifred’s face,
I saw them trickling by the moonlight, as she gazed upon the writhing
form of her afflicted husband. I arose from my seat. ‘I
am the cause of all this,’ said I, ‘by my folly and imprudence,
and it is thus I have returned your kindness and hospitality; I will
depart from you and wander my way.’ I was retiring, but
Peter sprang up and detained me. ‘Go not,’ said he,
‘you were not in fault; if there be any fault in the case it was
mine; if I suffer, I am but paying the penalty of my own iniquity’;
he then paused, and appeared to be considering: at length he said, ‘Many
things which thou hast seen and heard connected with me require explanation;
thou wishest to know my tale, I will tell it thee, but not now, not
to-night; I am too much shaken.’
Two evenings later, when we were again seated beneath the oak, Peter
took the hand of his wife in his own, and then, in tones broken and
almost inarticulate, commenced telling me his tale - the tale of the
Pechod Ysprydd Glan.
CHAPTER LXXV
Taking a cup - Getting to heaven - After breakfast - Wooden gallery
- Mechanical habit - Reserved and gloomy - Last words - A long time
- From the clouds - Ray of hope - Momentary chill - Pleasing anticipation.
‘I was born in the heart of North Wales, the son of a respectable
farmer, and am the youngest of seven brothers.
‘My father was a member of the Church of England, and was what
is generally called a serious man. He went to church regularly,
and read the Bible every Sunday evening; in his moments of leisure he
was fond of holding religious discourse both with his family and his
neighbours.
‘One autumn afternoon, on a week day, my father sat with one of
his neighbours taking a cup of ale by the oak table in our stone kitchen.
I sat near them, and listened to their discourse. I was at that
time seven years of age. They were talking of religious matters.
“It is a hard matter to get to heaven,” said my father.
“Exceedingly so,” said the other. “However,
I don’t despond; none need despair of getting to heaven, save
those who have committed the sin against the Holy Ghost.”
‘“Ah!” said my father, “thank God I never committed
that - how awful must be the state of a person who has committed the
sin against the Holy Ghost. I can scarcely think of it without
my hair standing on end”; and then my father and his friend began
talking of the nature of the sin against the Holy Ghost, and I heard
them say what it was, as I sat with greedy ears listening to their discourse.
‘I lay awake the greater part of the night musing upon what I
had heard. I kept wondering to myself what must be the state of
a person who had committed the sin against the Holy Ghost, and how he
must feel. Once or twice I felt a strong inclination to commit
it, a strange kind of fear, however, prevented me; at last I determined
not to commit it, and, having said my prayers, I fell asleep.
‘When I awoke in the morning the first thing I thought of was
the mysterious sin, and a voice within me seemed to say, “Commit
it”; and I felt a strong temptation to do so, even stronger than
in the night. I was just about to yield, when the same dread,
of which I have already spoken, came over me, and, springing out of
bed, I went down on my knees. I slept in a small room alone, to
which I ascended by a wooden stair, open to the sky. I have often
thought since that it is not a good thing for children to sleep alone.
‘After breakfast I went to school, and endeavoured to employ myself
upon my tasks, but all in vain; I could think of nothing but the sin
against the Holy Ghost; my eyes, instead of being fixed upon my book,
wandered in vacancy. My master observed my inattention, and chid
me. The time came for saying my task, and I had not acquired it.
My master reproached me, and, yet more, he beat me; I felt shame and
anger, and I went home with a full determination to commit the sin against
the Holy Ghost.
‘But when I got home my father ordered me to do something connected
with the farm, so that I was compelled to exert myself; I was occupied
till night, and was so busy that I almost forgot the sin and my late
resolution. My work completed, I took my supper, and went to my
room; I began my prayers, and, when they were ended, I thought of the
sin, but the temptation was slight, I felt very tired, and was presently
asleep.
‘Thus, you see, I had plenty of time allotted me by a gracious
and kind God to reflect on what I was about to do. He did not
permit the enemy of souls to take me by surprise, and to hurry me at
once into the commission of that which was to be my ruin here and hereafter.
Whatever I did was of my own free will, after I had had time to reflect.
Thus God is justified; He had no hand in my destruction, but, on the
contrary, He did all that was compatible with justice to prevent it.
I hasten to the fatal moment. Awaking in the night, I determined
that nothing should prevent my committing the sin. Arising from
my bed, I went out upon the wooden gallery; and having stood for a few
moments looking at the stars, with which the heavens were thickly strewn,
I laid myself down, and supporting my face with my hand, I murmured
out words of horror, words not to be repeated, and in this manner I
committed the sin against the Holy Ghost.
‘When the words were uttered I sat up upon the topmost step of
the gallery; for some time I felt stunned in somewhat the same manner
as I once subsequently felt after being stung by an adder. I soon
arose, however, and retired to my bed, where, notwithstanding what I
had done, I was not slow in falling asleep.
‘I awoke several times during the night, each time with the dim
idea that something strange and monstrous had occurred, but I presently
fell asleep again; in the morning I awoke with the same vague feeling,
but presently recollection returned, and I remembered that I had committed
the sin against the Holy Ghost. I lay musing for some time on
what I had done, and I felt rather stunned, as before; at last I arose
and got out of bed, dressed myself, and then went down on my knees,
and was about to pray from the force of mechanical habit; before I said
a word, however, I recollected myself, and got up again. What
was the use of praying? I thought; I had committed the sin against
the Holy Ghost.
‘I went to school, but sat stupefied. I was again chidden,
again beaten, by my master. I felt no anger this time, and scarcely
heeded the strokes. I looked, however, at my master’s face,
and thought to myself, you are beating me for being idle, as you suppose;
poor man, what would you do if you knew I had committed the sin against
the Holy Ghost?
‘Days and weeks passed by. I had once been cheerful, and
fond of the society of children of my own age; but I was now reserved
and gloomy. It seemed to me that a gulf separated me from all
my fellow-creatures. I used to look at my brothers and schoolfellows,
and think how different I was from them; they had not done what I had.
I seemed, in my own eyes, a lone monstrous being, and yet, strange to
say, I felt a kind of pride in being so. I was unhappy, but I
frequently thought to myself, I have done what no one else would dare
to do; there was something grand in the idea; I had yet to learn the
horror of my condition.
‘Time passed on, and I began to think less of what I had done;
I began once more to take pleasure in my childish sports; I was active,
and excelled at football and the like all the lads of my age.
I likewise began, what I had never done before, to take pleasure in
the exercises of the school. I made great progress in Welsh and
English grammar, and learnt to construe Latin. My master no longer
chid or beat me, but one day told my father that he had no doubt that
one day I should be an honour to Wales.
‘Shortly after this my father fell sick; the progress of the disorder
was rapid; feeling his end approaching, he called his children before
him. After tenderly embracing us, he said “God bless you,
my children, I am going from you, but take comfort, I trust that we
shall all meet again in heaven.”
‘As he uttered these last words, horror took entire possession
of me. Meet my father in heaven, - how could I ever hope to meet
him there? I looked wildly at my brethren and at my mother; they
were all bathed in tears, but how I envied them. They might hope
to meet my father in heaven, but how different were they from me, they
had never committed the unpardonable sin.
‘In a few days my father died; he left his family in comfortable
circumstances, at least such as would be considered so in Wales, where
the wants of the people are few. My elder brother carried on the
farm for the benefit of my mother and us all. In course of time
my brothers were put out to various trades. I still remained at
school, but without being a source of expense to my relations, as I
was by this time able to assist my master in the business of the school.
‘I was diligent both in self-improvement and in the instruction
of others; nevertheless, a horrible weight pressed upon my breast; I
knew I was a lost being; that for me there was no hope; that, though
all others might be saved, I must of necessity be lost; I had committed
the unpardonable sin, for which I was doomed to eternal punishment,
in the flaming gulf, as soon as life was over! - and how long could
I hope to live? perhaps fifty years; at the end of which I must go to
my place; and then I would count the months and the days, nay, even
the hours, which yet intervened between me and my doom. Sometimes
I would comfort myself with the idea that a long time would elapse before
my time would be out; but then again I thought that, however long the
term might be, it must be out at last; and then I would fall into an
agony, during which I would almost wish that the term were out, and
that I were in my place; the horrors of which I thought could scarcely
be worse than what I then endured.
‘There was one thought about this time which caused me unutterable
grief and shame, perhaps more shame than grief. It was that my
father, who was gone to heaven, and was there daily holding communion
with his God, was by this time aware of my crime. I imagined him
looking down from the clouds upon his wretched son, with a countenance
of inexpressible horror. When this idea was upon me, I would often
rush to some secret place to hide myself; to some thicket, where I would
cast myself on the ground, and thrust my head into a thick bush, in
order to escape from the horror-struck glance of my father above in
the clouds; and there I would continue groaning till the agony had,
in some degree, passed away.
‘The wretchedness of my state increasing daily, it at last became
apparent to the master of the school, who questioned me earnestly and
affectionately. I, however, gave him no satisfactory answer, being
apprehensive that, if I unbosomed myself, I should become as much an
object of horror to him as I had long been to myself. At length
he suspected that I was unsettled in my intellects; and, fearing probably
the ill effect of my presence upon his scholars, he advised me to go
home; which I was glad to do, as I felt myself every day becoming less
qualified for the duties of the office which I had undertaken.
‘So I returned home to my mother and my brother, who received
me with the greatest kindness and affection. I now determined
to devote myself to husbandry, and assist my brother in the business
of the farm. I was still, however, very much distressed.
One fine morning, however, as I was at work in the field, and the birds
were carolling around me, a ray of hope began to break upon my poor
dark soul. I looked at the earth and looked at the sky, and felt
as I had not done for many a year; presently a delicious feeling stole
over me. I was beginning to enjoy existence. I shall never
forget that hour. I flung myself on the soil, and kissed it; then,
springing up with a sudden impulse, I rushed into the depths of a neighbouring
wood, and, falling upon my knees, did what I had not done for a long,
long time - prayed to God.
‘A change, an entire change, seemed to have come over me.
I was no longer gloomy and despairing, but gay and happy. My slumbers
were light and easy; not disturbed, as before, by frightful dreams.
I arose with the lark, and like him uttered a cheerful song of praise
to God, frequently and earnestly, and was particularly cautious not
to do anything which I considered might cause His displeasure.
‘At church I was constant, and when there listened with deepest
attention to every word which proceeded from the mouth of the minister.
In a little time it appeared to me that I had become a good, very good,
young man. At times the recollection of the sin would return,
and I would feel a momentary chill; but the thought quickly vanished,
and I again felt happy and secure.
‘One Sunday morning, after I had said my prayers, I felt particularly
joyous. I thought of the innocent and virtuous life I was leading;
and when the recollection of the sin intruded for a moment, said, “I
am sure God will never utterly cast away so good a creature as myself.”
I went to church, and was as usual attentive. The subject of the
sermon was on the duty of searching the Scriptures: all I knew of them
was from the liturgy. I now, however, determined to read them,
and perfect the good work which I had begun. My father’s
Bible was upon the shelf, and on that evening I took it with me to my
chamber. I placed it on the table, and sat down. My heart
was filled with pleasing anticipation. I opened the book at random,
and began to read; the first passage on which my eyes lighted was the
following:-
‘“He who committeth the sin against the Holy Ghost shall
not be forgiven, either in this world or the next.”’
Here Peter was seized with convulsive tremors. Winifred sobbed
violently. I got up, and went away. Returning in about a
quarter of an hour, I found him more calm; he motioned me to sit down;
and, after a short pause, continued his narration.
CHAPTER LXXVI
Hasty farewell - Lofty rock - Wrestlings of Jacob - No rest - Ways of
Providence - Two females - Foot of the Cross - Enemy of souls - Perplexed
- Lucky hour - Valetudinarian - Methodists - Fervent in prayer - You
Saxons - Weak creatures - Very agreeable - Almost happy - Kindness and
solicitude.
‘Where was I, young man? Oh, I remember, at the fatal passage
which removed all hope. I will not dwell on what I felt.
I closed my eyes, and wished that I might be dreaming; but it was no
dream, but a terrific reality: I will not dwell on that period, I should
only shock you. I could not bear my feelings; so, bidding my friends
a hasty farewell, I abandoned myself to horror and despair, and ran
wild through Wales, climbing mountains and wading streams.
‘Climbing mountains and wading streams, I ran wild about, I was
burnt by the sun, drenched by the rain, and had frequently at night
no other covering than the sky, or the humid roof of some cave; but
nothing seemed to affect my constitution; probably the fire which burned
within me counteracted what I suffered from without. During the
space of three years I scarcely knew what befell me; my life was a dream
- a wild, horrible dream; more than once I believe I was in the hands
of robbers, and once in the hands of gypsies. I liked the last
description of people least of all; I could not abide their yellow faces,
or their ceaseless clabber. Escaping from these beings, whose
countenances and godless discourse brought to my mind the demons of
the deep Unknown, I still ran wild through Wales, I know not how long.
On one occasion, coming in some degree to my recollection, I felt myself
quite unable to bear the horrors of my situation; looking round I found
myself near the sea; instantly the idea came into my head that I would
cast myself into it, and thus anticipate my final doom. I hesitated
a moment, but a voice within me seemed to tell me that I could do no
better; the sea was near, and I could not swim, so I determined to fling
myself into the sea. As I was running along at great speed, in
the direction of a lofty rock, which beetled over the waters, I suddenly
felt myself seized by the coat. I strove to tear myself away,
but in vain; looking round, I perceived a venerable hale old man, who
had hold of me. “Let me go!” said I, fiercely.
“I will not let thee go,” said the old man, and now, instead
of with one, he grappled me with both hands. “In whose name
dost thou detain me?” said I, scarcely knowing what I said.
“In the name of my Master, who made thee and yonder sea; and has
said to the sea, So far shalt thou come, and no farther, and to thee,
Thou shalt do no murder.” “Has not a man a right to
do what he pleases with his own?” said I. “He has,”
said the old man, “but thy life is not thy own; thou art accountable
for it to thy God. Nay, I will not let thee go,” he continued,
as I again struggled; “if thou struggle with me the whole day
I will not let thee go, as Charles Wesley says, in his ‘Wrestlings
of Jacob’; and see, it is of no use struggling, for I am, in the
strength of my Master, stronger than thou”; and indeed, all of
a sudden I had become very weak and exhausted; whereupon the old man,
beholding my situation, took me by the arm and led me gently to a neighbouring
town, which stood behind a hill, and which I had not before observed;
presently he opened the door of a respectable-looking house, which stood
beside a large building having the appearance of a chapel, and conducted
me into a small room, with a great many books in it. Having caused
me to sit down, he stood looking at me for some time, occasionally heaving
a sigh. I was, indeed, haggard and forlorn. “Who art
thou?” he said at last. “A miserable man,” I
replied. “What makes thee miserable?” said the old
man. “A hideous crime,” I replied. “I
can find no rest; like Cain I wander here and there.” The
old man turned pale. “Hast thou taken another’s life?”
said he; “if so, I advise thee to surrender thyself to the magistrate;
thou canst do no better; thy doing so will be the best proof of thy
repentance; and though there be no hope for thee in this world there
may be much in the next.” “No,” said I, “I
have never taken another’s life.” “What then,
another’s goods? If so, restore them sevenfold, if possible:
or, if it be not in thy power, and thy conscience accuse thee, surrender
thyself to the magistrate, and make the only satisfaction thou art able.”
“I have taken no one’s goods,” said I. “Of
what art thou guilty, then?” said he. “Art thou a
drunkard? a profligate?” “Alas, no,” said I;
“I am neither of these; would that I were no worse.”
‘Thereupon the old man looked steadfastly at me for some time;
then, after appearing to reflect, he said, “Young man, I have
a great desire to know your name.” “What matters it
to you what is my name?” said I; “you know nothing of me.”
“Perhaps you are mistaken,” said the old man, looking kindly
at me; “but at all events tell me your name.” I hesitated
a moment, and then told him who I was, whereupon he exclaimed with much
emotion, “I thought so; how wonderful are the ways of Providence.
I have heard of thee, young man, and know thy mother well. Only
a month ago, when upon a journey, I experienced much kindness from her.
She was speaking to me of her lost child, with tears; she told me that
you were one of the best of sons, but that some strange idea appeared
to have occupied your mind. Despair not, my son. If thou
hast been afflicted, I doubt not but that thy affliction will eventually
turn out to thy benefit; I doubt not but that thou wilt be preserved,
as an example of the great mercy of God. I will now kneel down
and pray for thee, my son.”
‘He knelt down, and prayed long and fervently. I remained
standing for some time; at length I knelt down likewise. I scarcely
knew what he was saying, but when he concluded I said “Amen.”
‘And when we had risen from our knees, the old man left me for
a short time, and on his return led me into another room, where were
two females; one was an elderly person, the wife of the old man, - the
other was a young woman of very prepossessing appearance (hang not down
thy head, Winifred), who I soon found was a distant relation of the
old man, - both received me with great kindness, the old man having
doubtless previously told them who I was.
‘I stayed several days in the good man’s house. I
had still the greater portion of a small sum which I happened to have
about me when I departed on my dolorous wandering, and with this I purchased
clothes, and altered my appearance considerably. On the evening
of the second day my friend said, “I am going to preach, perhaps
you will come and hear me.” I consented, and we all went,
not to a church, but to the large building next the house; for the old
man, though a clergyman, was not of the established persuasion, and
there the old man mounted a pulpit, and began to preach. “Come
unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden,” etc. etc., was
his text. His sermon was long, but I still bear the greater portion
of it in my mind.
‘The substance of it was that Jesus was at all times ready to
take upon Himself the burden of our sins, provided we came to Him with
a humble and contrite spirit, and begged His help. This doctrine
was new to me; I had often been at church, but had never heard it preached
before, at least so distinctly. When he said that all men might
be saved, I shook, for I expected he would add, all except those who
had committed the mysterious sin; but no, all men were to be saved who
with a humble and contrite spirit would come to Jesus, cast themselves
at the foot of His cross, and accept pardon through the merits of His
blood-shedding alone. “Therefore, my friends,” said
he, in conclusion, “despair not - however guilty you may be, despair
not - however desperate your condition may seem,” said he, fixing
his eyes upon me, “despair not. There is nothing more foolish
and more wicked than despair; over-weening confidence is not more foolish
than despair; both are the favourite weapons of the enemy of souls.”
‘This discourse gave rise in my mind to no slight perplexity.
I had read in the Scriptures that he who committeth a certain sin shall
never be forgiven, and that there is no hope for him either in this
world or the next. And here was a man, a good man certainly, and
one who, of necessity, was thoroughly acquainted with the Scriptures,
who told me that any one might be forgiven, however wicked, who would
only trust in Christ and in the merits of His blood-shedding.
Did I believe in Christ? Ay, truly. Was I willing to be
saved by Christ? Ay, truly. Did I trust in Christ?
I trusted that Christ would save every one but myself. And why
not myself? simply because the Scriptures had told me that he who has
committed the sin against the Holy Ghost can never be saved, and I had
committed the sin against the Holy Ghost, - perhaps the only one who
ever had committed it. How could I hope? The Scriptures
could not lie, and yet here was this good old man, profoundly versed
in the Scriptures, who bade me hope; would he lie? No. But
did the old man know my case? Ah, no, he did not know my case!
but yet he had bid me hope, whatever I had done, provided I would go
to Jesus. But how could I think of going to Jesus, when the Scriptures
told me plainly that all would be useless? I was perplexed, and
yet a ray of hope began to dawn in my soul. I thought of consulting
the good man, but I was afraid he would drive away the small glimmer.
I was afraid he would say, “Oh yes, every one is to be saved,
except a wretch like you; I was not aware before that there was anything
so horrible, - begone!” Once or twice the old man questioned
me on the subject of my misery, but I evaded him; once, indeed, when
he looked particularly benevolent, I think I should have unbosomed myself
to him, but we were interrupted. He never pressed me much; perhaps
he was delicate in probing my mind, as we were then of different persuasions.
Hence he advised me to seek the advice of some powerful minister in
my own church; there were many such in it, he said.
‘I stayed several days in the family, during which time I more
than once heard my venerable friend preach; each time he preached, he
exhorted his hearers not to despair. The whole family were kind
to me; his wife frequently discoursed with me, and also the young person
to whom I have already alluded. It appeared to me that the latter
took a peculiar interest in my fate.
‘At last my friend said to me, “It is now time thou shouldest
return to thy mother and thy brother.” So I arose, and departed
to my mother and my brother; and at my departure my old friend gave
me his blessing, and his wife and the young person shed tears, the last
especially. And when my mother saw me, she shed tears, and fell
on my neck and kissed me, and my brother took me by the hand and bade
me welcome; and when our first emotions were subsided, my mother said,
“I trust thou art come in a lucky hour. A few weeks ago
my cousin (whose favourite thou always wast) died and left thee his
heir - left thee the goodly farm in which he lived. I trust, my
son, that thou wilt now settle, and be a comfort to me in my old days.”
And I answered, “I will, if so please the Lord”; and I said
to myself, “God grant that this bequest be a token of the Lord’s
favour.”
‘And in a few days I departed to take possession of my farm; it
was about twenty miles from my mother’s house, in a beautiful
but rather wild district; I arrived at the fall of the leaf. All
day long I busied myself with my farm, and thus kept my mind employed.
At night, however, I felt rather solitary, and I frequently wished for
a companion. Each night and morning I prayed fervently unto the
Lord; for His hand had been very heavy upon me, and I feared Him.
‘There was one thing connected with my new abode which gave me
considerable uneasiness - the want of spiritual instruction. There
was a church, indeed, close at hand, in which service was occasionally
performed, but in so hurried and heartless a manner that I derived little
benefit from it. The clergyman to whom the benefice belonged was
a valetudinarian, who passed his time in London, or at some watering-place,
entrusting the care of his flock to the curate of a distant parish,
who gave himself very little trouble about the matter. Now I wanted
every Sunday to hear from the pulpit words of consolation and encouragement,
similar to those which I had heard uttered from the pulpit by my good
and venerable friend, but I was debarred from this privilege.
At length, one day being in conversation with one of my labourers, a
staid and serious man, I spoke to him of the matter which lay heavy
upon my mind; whereupon, looking me wistfully in the face, he said,
“Master, the want of religious instruction in my church was what
drove me to the Methodists.” “The Methodists,”
said I, “are there any in these parts?” “There
is a chapel,” said he, “only half a mile distant, at which
there are two services every Sunday, and other two during the week.”
Now it happened that my venerable friend was of the Methodist persuasion,
and when I heard the poor man talk in this manner, I said to him, “May
I go with you next Sunday?” “Why not?” said
he; so I went with the labourer on the ensuing Sabbath to the meeting
of the Methodists.
‘I liked the preaching which I heard at the chapel very well,
though it was not quite so comfortable as that of my old friend, the
preacher being in some respects a different kind of man. It, however,
did me good, and I went again, and continued to do so, though I did
not become a regular member of the body at that time.
‘I had now the benefit of religious instruction, and also to a
certain extent of religious fellowship, for the preacher and various
members of his flock frequently came to see me. They were honest
plain men, not exactly of the description which I wished for, but still
good sort of people, and I was glad to see them. Once on a time,
when some of them were with me, one of them inquired whether I was fervent
in prayer. “Very fervent,” said I. “And
do you read the Scriptures often?” said he. “No,”
said I. “Why not?” said he. “Because I
am afraid to see there my own condemnation.” They looked
at each other, and said nothing at the time. On leaving me, however,
they all advised me to read the Scriptures with fervency and prayer.
‘As I had told these honest people, I shrank from searching the
Scriptures; the remembrance of the fatal passage was still too vivid
in my mind to permit me. I did not wish to see my condemnation
repeated, but I was very fervent in prayer, and almost hoped that God
would yet forgive me by virtue of the blood-shedding of the Lamb.
Time passed on, my affairs prospered, and I enjoyed a certain portion
of tranquillity. Occasionally, when I had nothing else to do,
I renewed my studies. Many is the book I read, especially in my
native language, for I was always fond of my native language, and proud
of being a Welshman. Amongst the books I read were the odes of
the great Ab Gwilym, whom thou, friend, hast never heard of; no, nor
any of thy countrymen, for you are an ignorant race, you Saxons, at
least with respect to all that relates to Wales and Welshmen.
I likewise read the book of Master Ellis Wyn. The latter work
possessed a singular fascination for me, on account of its wonderful
delineations of the torments of the nether world.
‘But man does not love to be alone; indeed, the Scripture says
that it is not good for man to be alone. I occupied my body with
the pursuits of husbandry, and I improved my mind with the perusal of
good and wise books; but, as I have already said, I frequently sighed
for a companion with whom I could exchange ideas, and who could take
an interest in my pursuits; the want of such a one I more particularly
felt in the long winter evenings. It was then that the image of
the young person whom I had seen in the house of the preacher frequently
rose up distinctly before my mind’s eye, decked with quiet graces
- hang not down your head, Winifred - and I thought that of all the
women in the world I should wish her to be my partner, and then I considered
whether it would be possible to obtain her. I am ready to acknowledge,
friend, that it was both selfish and wicked in me to wish to fetter
any human being to a lost creature like myself, conscious of having
committed a crime for which the Scriptures told me there is no pardon.
I had, indeed, a long struggle as to whether I should make the attempt
or not - selfishness however prevailed. I will not detain your
attention with relating all that occurred at this period - suffice it
to say that I made my suit and was successful; it is true that the old
man, who was her guardian, hesitated, and asked several questions respecting
my state of mind. I am afraid that I partly deceived him, perhaps
he partly deceived himself; he was pleased that I had adopted his profession
- we are all weak creatures. With respect to the young person,
she did not ask many questions; and I soon found that I had won her
heart. To be brief, I married her; and here she is, the truest
wife that ever man had, and the kindest. Kind I may well call
her, seeing that she shrinks not from me, who so cruelly deceived her,
in not telling her at first what I was. I married her, friend;
and brought her home to my little possession, where we passed our time
very agreeably. Our affairs prospered, our garners were full,
and there was coin in our purse. I worked in the field; Winifred
busied herself with the dairy. At night I frequently read books
to her, books of my own country, friend; I likewise read to her songs
of my own, holy songs and carols which she admired, and which yourself
would perhaps admire, could you understand them; but I repeat, you Saxons
are an ignorant people with respect to us, and a perverse, inasmuch
as you despise Welsh without understanding it. Every night I prayed
fervently, and my wife admired my gift of prayer.
‘One night, after I had been reading to my wife a portion of Ellis
Wyn, my wife said, “This is a wonderful book, and containing much
true and pleasant doctrine; but how is it that you, who are so fond
of good books, and good things in general, never read the Bible?
You read me the book of Master Ellis Wyn, you read me sweet songs of
your own composition, you edify me with your gift of prayer, but yet
you never read the Bible.” And when I heard her mention
the Bible I shook, for I thought of my own condemnation. However,
I dearly loved my wife, and as she pressed me, I commenced on that very
night reading the Bible. All went on smoothly for a long time;
for months and months I did not find the fatal passage, so that I almost
thought that I had imagined it. My affairs prospered much the
while, so that I was almost happy, - taking pleasure in everything around
me, - in my wife, in my farm, my books and compositions, and the Welsh
language; till one night, as I was reading the Bible, feeling particularly
comfortable, a thought having just come into my head that I would print
some of my compositions, and purchase a particular field of a neighbour
- O God - God! I came to the fatal passage.
‘Friend, friend, what shall I say? I rushed out. My
wife followed me, asking me what was the matter. I could only
answer with groans - for three days and three nights I did little else
than groan. Oh the kindness and solicitude of my wife! “What
is the matter husband, dear husband?” she was continually saying.
I became at last more calm. My wife still persisted in asking
me the cause of my late paroxysm. It is hard to keep a secret
from a wife, especially such a wife as mine, so I told my wife the tale,
as we sat one night - it was a mid-winter night - over the dying brands
of our hearth, after the family had retired to rest, her hand locked
in mine, even as it is now.
‘I thought she would have shrunk from me with horror; but she
did not; her hand, it is true, trembled once or twice; but that was
all. At last she gave mine a gentle pressure; and, looking up
in my face, she said - what do you think my wife said, young man?’
‘It is impossible for me to guess,’ said I.
“Let us go to rest, my love; your fears are all groundless.”’
CHAPTER LXXVII
Getting late - Seven years old - Chastening - Go forth - London Bridge
- Same eyes - Common occurrence - Very sleepy.
‘And so I still say,’ said Winifred, sobbing. ‘Let
us retire to rest, dear husband; your fears are groundless. I
had hoped long since that your affliction would have passed away, and
I still hope that it eventually will; so take heart, Peter, and let
us retire to rest, for it is getting late.’
‘Rest!’ said Peter; ‘there is no rest for the wicked!’
‘We are all wicked,’ said Winifred; ‘but you are afraid
of a shadow. How often have I told you that the sin of your heart
is not the sin against the Holy Ghost: the sin of your heart is its
natural pride, of which you are scarcely aware, to keep down which God
in His mercy permitted you to be terrified with the idea of having committed
a sin which you never committed.’
‘Then you will still maintain,’ said Peter, ‘that
I never committed the sin against the Holy Spirit?’
‘I will,’ said Winifred; ‘you never committed it.
How should a child seven years old commit a sin like that?’
‘Have I not read my own condemnation?’ said Peter.
‘Did not the first words which I read in the Holy Scripture condemn
me? “He who committeth the sin against the Holy Ghost shall
never enter into the kingdom of God.”’
‘You never committed it,’ said Winifred.
‘But the words! the words! the words!’ said Peter.
‘The words are true words,’ said Winifred, sobbing; ‘but
they were not meant for you, but for those who have broken their profession,
who, having embraced the cross, have receded from their Master.’
‘And what sayst thou to the effect which the words produced upon
me?’ said Peter. ‘Did they not cause me to run wild
through Wales for years, like Merddin Wyllt of yore; thinkest thou that
I opened the book at that particular passage by chance?’
‘No,’ said Winifred, ‘not by chance; it was the hand
of God directed you, doubtless for some wise purpose. You had
become satisfied with yourself. The Lord wished to rouse thee
from thy state of carnal security, and therefore directed your eyes
to that fearful passage.’
‘Does the Lord then carry out His designs by means of guile?’
said Peter with a groan. ‘Is not the Lord true? Would
the Lord impress upon me that I had committed a sin of which I am guiltless?
Hush, Winifred! hush! thou knowest that I have committed the sin.’
‘Thou hast not committed it,’ said Winifred, sobbing yet
more violently. ‘Were they my last words, I would persist
that thou hast not committed it, though, perhaps, thou wouldst, but
for this chastening; it was not to convince thee that thou hast committed
the sin, but rather to prevent thee from committing it, that the Lord
brought that passage before thy eyes. He is not to blame, if thou
art wilfully blind to the truth and wisdom of His ways.’
‘I see thou wouldst comfort me,’ said Peter, ‘as thou
hast often before attempted to do. I would fain ask the young
man his opinion.’
‘I have not yet heard the whole of your history,’ said I.
‘My story is nearly told,’ said Peter; ‘a few words
will complete it. My wife endeavoured to console and reassure
me, using the arguments which you have just heard her use, and many
others, but in vain. Peace nor comfort came to my breast.
I was rapidly falling into the depths of despair; when one day Winifred
said to me, “I see thou wilt be lost, if we remain here.
One resource only remains. Thou must go forth, my husband, into
the wide world, and to comfort thee I will go with thee.”
“And what can I do in the wide world?” said I, despondingly.
“Much,” replied Winifred, “if you will but exert yourself;
much good canst thou do with the blessing of God.” Many
things of the same kind she said to me; and at last I arose from the
earth to which God had smitten me, and disposed of my property in the
best way I could, and went into the world. We did all the good
we were able, visiting the sick, ministering to the sick, and praying
with the sick. At last I became celebrated as the possessor of
a great gift of prayer. And people urged me to preach, and Winifred
urged me too, and at last I consented, and I preached. I - I -
outcast Peter, became the preacher Peter Williams. I, the lost
one, attempted to show others the right road. And in this way
I have gone on for thirteen years, preaching and teaching, visiting
the sick, and ministering to them, with Winifred by my side heartening
me on. Occasionally I am visited with fits of indescribable agony,
generally on the night before the Sabbath; for I then ask myself, how
dare I, the outcast, attempt to preach the word of God? Young
man, my tale is told; you seem in thought!’
‘I am thinking of London Bridge,’ said I.
‘Of London Bridge!’ said Peter and his wife.
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘of London Bridge. I am indebted
for much wisdom to London Bridge; it was there that I completed my studies.
But to the point. I was once reading on London Bridge a book which
an ancient gentlewoman, who kept the bridge, was in the habit of lending
me; and there I found written, “Each one carries in his breast
the recollection of some sin which presses heavy upon him. Oh,
if men could but look into each other’s hearts, what blackness
would they find there!”’
‘That’s true,’ said Peter. ‘What is the
name of the book?’
‘The Life of Blessed Mary Flanders.’
‘Some popish saint, I suppose,’ said Peter.
‘As much of a saint, I daresay,’ said I, ‘as most
popish ones; but you interrupted me. One part of your narrative
brought the passage which I have quoted into my mind. You said
that after you had committed this same sin of yours you were in the
habit, at school, of looking upon your schoolfellows with a kind of
gloomy superiority, considering yourself a lone monstrous being who
had committed a sin far above the daring of any of them. Are you
sure that many others of your schoolfellows were not looking upon you
and the others with much the same eyes with which you were looking upon
them?’
‘How!’ said Peter, ‘dost thou think that they had
divined my secret?’
‘Not they,’ said I, ‘they were, I daresay, thinking
too much of themselves and of their own concerns to have divined any
secrets of yours. All I mean to say is, they had probably secrets
of their own, and who knows that the secret sin of more than one of
them was not the very sin which caused you so much misery?’
‘Dost thou then imagine,’ said Peter, ‘the sin against
the Holy Ghost to be so common an occurrence?’
‘As you have described it,’ said I, ‘of very common
occurrence, especially amongst children, who are, indeed, the only beings
likely to commit it.’
‘Truly,’ said Winifred, ‘the young man talks wisely.’
Peter was silent for some moments, and appeared to be reflecting; at
last, suddenly raising his head, he looked me full in the face, and,
grasping my hand with vehemence, he said, ‘Tell me, young man,
only one thing, hast thou, too, committed the sin against the Holy Ghost?’
‘I am neither Papist nor Methodist,’ said I, ‘but
of the Church, and, being so, confess myself to no one, but keep my
own counsel; I will tell thee, however, had I committed, at the same
age, twenty such sins as that which you committed, I should feel no
uneasiness at these years - but I am sleepy, and must go to rest.’
‘God bless thee, young man,’ said Winifred.
CHAPTER LXXVIII
Low and calm - Much better - Blessed effect - No answer - Such a sermon.
Before I sank to rest I heard Winifred and her husband conversing in
the place where I had left them; both their voices were low and calm.
I soon fell asleep, and slumbered for some time. On my awakening
I again heard them conversing, but they were now in their cart; still
the voices of both were calm. I heard no passionate bursts of
wild despair on the part of the man. Methought I occasionally
heard the word Pechod proceeding from the lips of each, but with no
particular emphasis. I supposed they were talking of the innate
sin of both their hearts.
‘I wish that man were happy,’ said I to myself, ‘were
it only for his wife’s sake, and yet he deserves to be happy for
his own.’
The next day Peter was very cheerful, more cheerful than I had ever
seen him. At breakfast his conversation was animated, and he smiled
repeatedly. I looked at him with the greatest interest, and the
eyes of his wife were almost constantly fixed upon him. A shade
of gloom would occasionally come over his countenance, but it almost
instantly disappeared; perhaps it proceeded more from habit than anything
else. After breakfast he took his Welsh Bible and sat down beneath
a tree. His eyes were soon fixed intently on the volume; now and
then he would call his wife, show her some passage, and appeared to
consult with her. The day passed quickly and comfortably.
‘Your husband seems much better,’ said I, at evening fall,
to Winifred, as we chanced to be alone.
‘He does,’ said Winifred; ‘and that on the day of
the week when he was wont to appear most melancholy, for to-morrow is
the Sabbath. He now no longer looks forward to the Sabbath with
dread, but appears to reckon on it. What a happy change! and to
think that this change should have been produced by a few words, seemingly
careless ones, proceeding from the mouth of one who is almost a stranger
to him. Truly, it is wonderful.’
‘To whom do you allude,’ said I; ‘and to what words?’
‘To yourself, and to the words which came from your lips last
night, after you had heard my poor husband’s history. Those
strange words, drawn out with so much seeming indifference, have produced
in my husband the blessed effect which you have observed. They
have altered the current of his ideas. He no longer thinks himself
the only being in the world doomed to destruction, - the only being
capable of committing the never-to-be-forgiven sin. Your supposition
that that which harrowed his soul is of frequent occurrence amongst
children has tranquillised him; the mist which hung over his mind has
cleared away, and he begins to see the groundlessness of his apprehensions.
The Lord has permitted him to be chastened for a season, but his lamp
will only burn the brighter for what he has undergone.’
Sunday came, fine and glorious as the last. Again my friends and
myself breakfasted together - again the good family of the house on
the hill above, headed by the respectable master, descended to the meadow.
Peter and his wife were ready to receive them. Again Peter placed
himself at the side of the honest farmer, and Winifred by the side of
her friend. ‘Wilt thou not come?’ said Peter, looking
towards me with a face in which there was much emotion. ‘Wilt
thou not come?’ said Winifred, with a face beaming with kindness.
But I made no answer, and presently the party moved away, in the same
manner in which it had moved on the preceding Sabbath, and I was again
left alone.
The hours of the Sabbath passed slowly away. I sat gazing at the
sky, the trees, and the water. At last I strolled up to the house
and sat down in the porch. It was empty; there was no modest maiden
there, as on the preceding Sabbath. The damsel of the book had
accompanied the rest. I had seen her in the procession, and the
house appeared quite deserted. The owners had probably left it
to my custody, so I sat down in the porch, quite alone. The hours
of the Sabbath passed heavily away.
At last evening came, and with it the party of the morning. I
was now at my place beneath the oak. I went forward to meet them.
Peter and his wife received me with a calm and quiet greeting, and passed
forward. The rest of the party had broken into groups. There
was a kind of excitement amongst them, and much eager whispering.
I went to one of the groups; the young girl of whom I have spoken more
than once was speaking: ‘Such a sermon,’ said she, ‘it
has never been our lot to hear; Peter never before spoke as he has done
this day - he was always a powerful preacher, but oh, the unction of
the discourse of this morning, and yet more of that of the afternoon,
which was the continuation of it!’ ‘What was the subject?’
said I, interrupting her. ‘Ah! you should have been there,
young man, to have heard it; it would have made a lasting impression
upon you. I was bathed in tears all the time; those who heard
it will never forget the preaching of the good Peter Williams on the
Power, Providence, and Goodness of God.’
CHAPTER LXXIX
Deep interest - Goodly country - Two mansions - Welshman’s Candle
- Beautiful universe - Godly discourse - Fine church - Points of doctrine
- Strange adventures - Paltry cause - Roman pontiff - Evil spirit.
On the morrow I said to my friends, ‘I am about to depart; farewell!’
‘Depart!’ said Peter and his wife, simultaneously; ‘whither
wouldst thou go?’ ‘I can’t stay here all my
days,’ I replied. ‘Of course not,’ said Peter;
‘but we had no idea of losing thee so soon: we had almost hoped
that thou wouldst join us, become one of us. We are under infinite
obligations to thee.’ ‘You mean I am under infinite
obligations to you,’ said I. ‘Did you not save my
life?’ ‘Perhaps so, under God,’ said Peter;
‘and what hast thou not done for me? Art thou aware that,
under God, thou hast preserved my soul from despair? But, independent
of that, we like thy company, and feel a deep interest in thee, and
would fain teach thee the way that is right. Hearken, to-morrow
we go into Wales; go with us.’ ‘I have no wish to
go into Wales,’ said I. ‘Why not?’ said Peter,
with animation. ‘Wales is a goodly country; as the Scripture
says - a land of brooks of water, of fountains and depths, that spring
out of valleys and hills, a land whose stones are iron, and out of whose
hills thou mayest dig lead.’
‘I daresay it is a very fine country,’ said I, ‘but
I have no wish to go there just now; my destiny seems to point in another
direction, to say nothing of my trade.’ ‘Thou dost
right to say nothing of thy trade,’ said Peter, smiling, ‘for
thou seemest to care nothing about it; which has led Winifred and myself
to suspect that thou art not altogether what thou seemest; but, setting
that aside, we should be most happy if thou wouldst go with us into
Wales.’ ‘I cannot promise to go with you into Wales,’
said I; ‘but, as you depart to-morrow, I will stay with you through
the day, and on the morrow accompany you part of the way.’
‘Do,’ said Peter: ‘I have many people to see to-day,
and so has Winifred; but we will both endeavour to have some serious
discourse with thee, which, perhaps, will turn to thy profit in the
end.’
In the course of the day the good Peter came to me, as I was seated
beneath the oak, and, placing himself by me, commenced addressing me
in the following manner:-
‘I have no doubt, my young friend, that you are willing to admit
that the most important thing which a human being possesses is his soul;
it is of infinitely more importance than the body, which is a frail
substance, and cannot last for many years; but not so the soul, which,
by its nature, is imperishable. To one of two mansions the soul
is destined to depart, after its separation from the body, to heaven
or hell; to the halls of eternal bliss, where God and His holy angels
dwell, or to the place of endless misery, inhabited by Satan and his
grisly companions. My friend, if the joys of heaven are great,
unutterably great, so are the torments of hell unutterably so.
I wish not to speak of them, I wish not to terrify your imagination
with the torments of hell: indeed, I like not to think of them; but
it is necessary to speak of them sometimes, and to think of them sometimes,
lest you should sink into a state of carnal security. Authors,
friend, and learned men, are not altogether agreed as to the particulars
of hell. They all agree, however, in considering it a place of
exceeding horror. Master Ellis Wyn, who by the bye was a churchman,
calls it, amongst other things, a place of strong sighs, and of flaming
sparks. Master Rees Pritchard, who was not only a churchman, but
Vicar of Llandovery, and flourished about two hundred years ago - I
wish many like him flourished now - speaking of hell, in his collection
of sweet hymns called the “Welshman’s Candle,” observes,
‘“The pool is continually blazing; it is very deep, without
any known bottom, and the walls are so high, that there is neither hope
nor possibility of escaping over them.”
‘But, as I told you just now, I have no great pleasure in talking
of hell. No, friend, no; I would sooner talk of the other place,
and of the goodness and hospitality of God amongst His saints above.’
And then the excellent man began to dilate upon the joys of heaven,
and the goodness and hospitality of God in the mansions above; explaining
to me, in the clearest way, how I might get there.
And when he had finished what he had to say, he left me, whereupon Winifred
drew nigh, and sitting down by me began to address me. ‘I
do not think,’ said she, ‘from what I have observed of thee,
that thou wouldst wish to be ungrateful, and yet, is not thy whole life
a series of ingratitude, and to whom? - to thy Maker. Has He not
endowed thee with a goodly and healthy form; and senses which enable
thee to enjoy the delights of His beautiful universe - the work of His
hands? Canst thou not enjoy, even to rapture, the brightness of
the sun, the perfume of the meads, and the song of the dear birds which
inhabit among the trees? Yes, thou canst; for I have seen thee,
and observed thee doing so. Yet, during the whole time that I
have known thee, I have not heard proceed from thy lips one single word
of praise or thanksgiving to . . .’
And in this manner the admirable woman proceeded for a considerable
time, and to all her discourse I listened with attention; and when she
had concluded, I took her hand and said, ‘I thank you,’
and that was all.
On the next day everything was ready for our departure. The good
family of the house came to bid us farewell. There were shaking
of hands, and kisses, as on the night of our arrival.
And as I stood somewhat apart, the young girl of whom I have spoken
so often came up to me, and holding out her hand, said, ‘Farewell,
young man, wherever thou goest.’ Then, after looking around
her, she said, ‘It was all true you told me. Yesterday I
received a letter from him thou wottest of; he is coming soon.
God bless you, young man; who would have thought thou knewest so much!’
So, after we had taken our farewell of the good family, we departed,
proceeding in the direction of Wales. Peter was very cheerful,
and enlivened the way with godly discourse and spiritual hymns, some
of which were in the Welsh language. At length I said, ‘It
is a pity that you did not continue in the Church; you have a turn for
Psalmody, and I have heard of a man becoming a bishop by means of a
less qualification.’
‘Very probably,’ said Peter; ‘more the pity.
But I have told you the reason of my forsaking it. Frequently,
when I went to the church door, I found it barred, and the priest absent;
what was I to do? My heart was bursting for want of some religious
help and comfort; what could I do? as good Master Rees Pritchard observes
in his “Candle for Welshmen”:-
‘“It is a doleful thing to see little children burning on
the hot coals for want of help; but yet more doleful to see a flock
of souls falling into the burning lake for want of a priest.”’
‘The Church of England is a fine church,’ said I; ‘I
would not advise any one to speak ill of the Church of England before
me.’
‘I have nothing to say against the church,’ said Peter;
‘all I wish is that it would fling itself a little more open,
and that its priests would a little more bestir themselves; in a word,
that it would shoulder the cross and become a missionary church.’
‘It is too proud for that,’ said Winifred.
‘You are much more of a Methodist,’ said I, ‘than
your husband. But tell me,’ said I, addressing myself to
Peter, ‘do you not differ from the church in some points of doctrine?
I, of course, as a true member of the church, am quite ignorant of the
peculiar opinions of wandering sectaries.’
‘Oh the pride of that church!’ said Winifred, half to herself;
‘wandering sectaries!’
‘We differ in no points of doctrine,’ said Peter; ‘we
believe all the church believes, though we are not so fond of vain and
superfluous ceremonies, snow-white neckcloths and surplices, as the
church is. We likewise think that there is no harm in a sermon
by the road-side, or in holding free discourse with a beggar beneath
a hedge, or a tinker,’ he added, smiling; ‘it was those
superfluous ceremonies, those surplices and white neckcloths, and, above
all, the necessity of strictly regulating his words and conversation,
which drove John Wesley out of the church, and sent him wandering up
and down as you see me, poor Welsh Peter, do.’
Nothing farther passed for some time; we were now drawing near the hills:
at last I said, ‘You must have met with a great many strange adventures
since you took up this course of life?’
‘Many,’ said Peter, ‘it has been my lot to meet with;
but none more strange than one which occurred to me only a few weeks
ago. You were asking me, not long since, whether I believed in
devils? Ay, truly, young man; and I believe that the abyss and
the yet deeper unknown do not contain them all; some walk about upon
the green earth. So it happened, some weeks ago, that I was exercising
my ministry about forty miles from here. I was alone, Winifred
being slightly indisposed, staying for a few days at the house of an
acquaintance; I had finished afternoon’s worship - the people
had dispersed, and I was sitting solitary by my cart under some green
trees in a quiet retired place; suddenly a voice said to me, “Good-evening,
Pastor”; I looked up, and before me stood a man, at least the
appearance of a man, dressed in a black suit of rather a singular fashion.
He was about my own age, or somewhat older. As I looked upon him,
it appeared to me that I had seen him twice before whilst preaching.
I replied to his salutation, and perceiving that he looked somewhat
fatigued, I took out a stool from the cart, and asked him to sit down.
We began to discourse; I at first supposed that he might be one of ourselves,
some wandering minister; but I was soon undeceived. Neither his
language nor his ideas were those of any one of our body. He spoke
on all kinds of matters with much fluency; till at last he mentioned
my preaching, complimenting me on my powers. I replied, as well
I might, that I could claim no merit of my own, and that if I spoke
with any effect, it was only by the grace of God. As I uttered
these last words, a horrible kind of sneer came over his countenance,
which made me shudder, for there was something diabolical in it.
I said little more, but listened attentively to his discourse.
At last he said that I was engaged in a paltry cause, quite unworthy
of one of my powers. “How can that be,” said I, “even
if I possessed all the powers in the world, seeing that I am engaged
in the cause of our Lord Jesus?”
‘The same kind of sneer again came on his countenance, but he
almost instantly observed, that if I chose to forsake this same miserable
cause, from which nothing but contempt and privation was to be expected,
he would enlist me into another, from which I might expect both profit
and renown. An idea now came into my head, and I told him firmly
that if he wished me to forsake my present profession and become a member
of the Church of England, I must absolutely decline; that I had no ill-will
against that church, but I thought I could do most good in my present
position, which I would not forsake to be Archbishop of Canterbury.
Thereupon he burst into a strange laughter, and went away, repeating
to himself, “Church of England! Archbishop of Canterbury!”
A few days after, when I was once more in a solitary place, he again
appeared before me, and asked me whether I had thought over his words,
and whether I was willing to enlist under the banners of his master,
adding that he was eager to secure me, as he conceived that I might
be highly useful to the cause. I then asked him who his master
was; he hesitated for a moment, and then answered, “The Roman
Pontiff.” “If it be he,” said I, “I can
have nothing to do with him; I will serve no one who is an enemy of
Christ.” Thereupon he drew near to me, and told me not to
talk so much like a simpleton; that as for Christ, it was probable that
no such person ever existed, but that if He ever did, He was the greatest
impostor the world ever saw. How long he continued in this way
I know not, for I now considered that an evil spirit was before me,
and shrank within myself, shivering in every limb; when I recovered
myself and looked about me, he was gone. Two days after, he again
stood before me, in the same place, and about the same hour, renewing
his propositions, and speaking more horribly than before. I made
him no answer; whereupon he continued; but suddenly hearing a noise
behind him, he looked round and beheld Winifred, who had returned to
me on the morning of that day. “Who are you?” said
he, fiercely. “This man’s wife,” said she, calmly
fixing her eyes upon him. “Begone from him, unhappy one,
thou temptest him in vain.” He made no answer, but stood
as if transfixed: at length, recovering himself, he departed, muttering
“Wife! wife! If the fool has a wife, he will never do for
us.”’
CHAPTER LXXX
The border - Thank you both - Pipe and fiddle - Taliesin.
We were now drawing very near the hills, and Peter said, ‘If you
are to go into Wales, you must presently decide, for we are close upon
the border.’
‘Which is the border?’ said I.
‘Yon small brook,’ said Peter, ‘into which the man
on horseback who is coming towards us is now entering.’
‘I see it,’ said I, ‘and the man; he stops in the
middle of it, as if to water his steed.’
We proceeded till we had nearly reached the brook. ‘Well,’
said Peter, ‘will you go into Wales?’
‘What should I do in Wales?’ I demanded.
‘Do!’ said Peter, smiling, ‘learn Welsh.’
I stopped my little pony. ‘Then I need not go into Wales;
I already know Welsh.’
‘Know Welsh!’ said Peter, staring at me.
‘Know Welsh!’ said Winifred, stopping her cart.
‘How and when did you learn it?’ said Peter.
‘From books, in my boyhood.’
‘Read Welsh!’ said Peter; ‘is it possible?’
‘Read Welsh!’ said Winifred; ‘is it possible?’
‘Well, I hope you will come with us,’ said Peter.
‘Come with us, young man,’ said Winifred; ‘let me,
on the other side of the brook, welcome you into Wales.’
‘Thank you both,’ said I, ‘but I will not come.’
‘Wherefore?’ exclaimed both, simultaneously.
‘Because it is neither fit nor proper that I cross into Wales
at this time, and in this manner. When I go into Wales, I should
wish to go in a new suit of superfine black, with hat and beaver, mounted
on a powerful steed, black and glossy, like that which bore Greduv to
the fight of Catraeth. I should wish, moreover, to see the Welshmen
assembled on the border ready to welcome me with pipe and fiddle, and
much whooping and shouting, and to attend me to Wrexham, or even as
far as Machynllaith, where I should wish to be invited to a dinner at
which all the bards should be present, and to be seated at the right
hand of the president, who, when the cloth was removed, should arise,
and, amidst cries of silence, exclaim - “Brethren and Welshmen,
allow me to propose the health of my most respectable friend the translator
of the odes of the great Ab Gwilym, the pride and glory of Wales.”’
‘How!’ said Peter, ‘hast thou translated the works
of the mighty Dafydd?’
‘With notes critical, historical, and explanatory.’
‘Come with us, friend,’ said Peter. ‘I cannot
promise such a dinner as thou wishest, but neither pipe nor fiddle shall
be wanting.’
‘Come with us, young man,’ said Winifred, ‘even as
thou art, and the daughters of Wales shall bid thee welcome.’
‘I will not go with you,’ said I. ‘Dost thou
see that man in the ford?’
‘Who is staring at us so, and whose horse has not yet done drinking?
Of course I see him.’
‘I shall turn back with him. God bless you.’
‘Go back with him not,’ said Peter; ‘he is one of
those whom I like not, one of the clibberty-clabber, as Master Ellis
Wyn observes - turn not with that man.’
‘Go not back with him,’ said Winifred. ‘If thou
goest with that man, thou wilt soon forget all our profitable counsels;
come with us.’
‘I cannot; I have much to say to him. Kosko Divvus, Mr.
Petulengro.’
‘Kosko Divvus, Pal,’ said Mr. Petulengro, riding through
the water; ‘are you turning back?’
I turned back with Mr. Petulengro.
Peter came running after me: ‘One moment, young man, - who and
what are you?’
‘I must answer in the words of Taliesin,’ said I: ‘none
can say with positiveness whether I be fish or flesh, least of all myself.
God bless you both!’
‘Take this,’ said Peter, and he thrust his Welsh Bible into
my hand.
CHAPTER LXXXI
At a funeral - Two days ago - Very coolly - Roman woman - Well and hearty
- Somewhat dreary - Plum pudding - Roman fashion - Quite different -
The dark lane - Beyond the time - Fine fellow - Such a struggle - Like
a wild cat - Fair Play - Pleasant enough spot - No gloves.
So I turned back with Mr. Petulengro. We travelled for some time
in silence; at last we fell into discourse. ‘You have been
in Wales, Mr. Petulengro?’
‘Ay, truly, brother.’
‘What have you been doing there?’
‘Assisting at a funeral.’
‘At whose funeral?’
‘Mrs. Herne’s, brother.’
‘Is she dead, then?’
‘As a nail, brother.’
‘How did she die?’
‘By hanging, brother.’
‘I am lost in astonishment,’ said I; whereupon Mr. Petulengro,
lifting his sinister leg over the neck of his steed, and adjusting himself
sideways in the saddle, replied, with great deliberation, ‘Two
days ago I happened to be at a fair not very far from here; I was all
alone by myself, for our party were upwards of forty miles off, when
who should come up but a chap that I knew, a relation, or rather a connection,
of mine - one of those Hernes. “Aren’t you going to
the funeral?” said he; and then, brother, there passed between
him and me, in the way of questioning and answering, much the same as
has just now passed between me and you; but when he mentioned hanging,
I thought I could do no less than ask who hanged her, which you forgot
to do. “Who hanged her?” said I; and then the man
told me that she had done it herself; been her own hinjiri; and then
I thought to myself what a sin and shame it would be if I did not go
to the funeral, seeing that she was my own mother-in-law. I would
have brought my wife, and, indeed, the whole of our party, but there
was no time for that; they were too far off, and the dead was to be
buried early the next morning; so I went with the man, and he led me
into Wales, where his party had lately retired, and when there, through
many wild and desolate places to their encampment, and there I found
the Hernes, and the dead body - the last laid out on a mattress, in
a tent, dressed Romaneskoenaes in a red cloak, and big bonnet of black
beaver. I must say for the Hernes that they took the matter very
coolly; some were eating, others drinking, and some were talking about
their small affairs; there was one, however, who did not take the matter
so coolly, but took on enough for the whole family, sitting beside the
dead woman, tearing her hair, and refusing to take either meat or drink;
it was the child Leonora. I arrived at night-fall, and the burying
was not to take place till the morning, which I was rather sorry for,
as I am not very fond of them Hernes, who are not very fond of anybody.
They never asked me to eat or drink, notwithstanding I had married into
the family; one of them, however, came up and offered to fight me for
five shillings; had it not been for them I should have come back as
empty as I went - he didn’t stand up five minutes. Brother,
I passed the night as well as I could, beneath a tree, for the tents
were full, and not over clean; I slept little, and had my eyes about
me, for I knew the kind of people I was among.
‘Early in the morning the funeral took place. The body was
placed not in a coffin but on a bier, and carried not to a churchyard
but to a deep dell close by; and there it was buried beneath a rock,
dressed just as I have told you; and this was done by the bidding of
Leonora, who had heard her bebee say that she wished to be buried, not
in gorgious fashion, but like a Roman woman of the old blood, the kosko
puro rati, brother. When it was over, and we had got back to the
encampment, I prepared to be going. Before mounting my gry, however,
I bethought me to ask what could have induced the dead woman to make
away with herself - a thing so uncommon amongst Romanies; whereupon
one squinted with his eyes, a second spirted saliver into the air, and
a third said that he neither knew nor cared; she was a good riddance,
having more than once been nearly the ruin of them all, from the quantity
of brimstone she carried about her. One, however, I suppose rather
ashamed of the way in which they had treated me, said at last that if
I wanted to know all about the matter none could tell me better than
the child, who was in all her secrets, and was not a little like her;
so I looked about for the child, but could find her nowhere. At
last the same man told me that he shouldn’t wonder if I found
her at the grave; so I went back to the grave, and sure enough there
I found the child Leonora, seated on the ground above the body, crying
and taking on; so I spoke kindly to her, and said, “How came all
this, Leonora? tell me all about it.” It was a long time
before I could get any answer; at last she opened her mouth and spoke,
and these were the words she said, “It was all along of your Pal”;
and then she told me all about the matter - how Mrs. Herne could not
abide you, which I knew before; and that she had sworn your destruction,
which I did not know before. And then she told me how she found
you living in the wood by yourself, and how you were enticed to eat
a poisoned cake; and she told me many other things that you wot of,
and she told me what perhaps you don’t wot, namely, that finding
you had been removed, she, the child, had tracked you a long way, and
found you at last well and hearty, and no ways affected by the poison,
and heard you, as she stood concealed, disputing about religion with
a Welsh Methody. Well, brother, she told me all this; and, moreover,
that when Mrs. Herne heard of it, she said that a dream of hers had
come to pass. I don’t know what it was, but something about
herself, a tinker, and a dean; and then she added that it was all up
with her, and that she must take a long journey. Well, brother,
that same night Leonora, waking from her sleep in the tent where Mrs.
Herne and she were wont to sleep, missed her bebee, and, becoming alarmed,
went in search of her, and at last found her hanging from a branch;
and when the child had got so far, she took on violently, and I could
not get another word from her; so I left her, and here I am.’
‘And I am glad to see you, Mr. Petulengro; but this is sad news
which you tell me about Mrs. Herne.’
‘Somewhat dreary, brother; yet, perhaps, after all, it is a good
thing that she is removed; she carried so much Devil’s tinder
about with her, as the man said.’
‘I am sorry for her,’ said I; ‘more especially as
I am the cause of her death - though the innocent one.’
‘She could not bide you, brother, that’s certain; but that
is no reason’ - said Mr. Petulengro, balancing himself upon the
saddle - ‘that is no reason why she should prepare drow to take
away your essence of life; and, when disappointed, to hang herself upon
a tree: if she was dissatisfied with you, she might have flown at you,
and scratched your face; or, if she did not judge herself your match,
she might have put down five shillings for a turn-up between you and
some one she thought could beat you - myself, for example - and so the
matter might have ended comfortably; but she was always too fond of
covert ways, drows, and brimstones. This is not the first poisoning
affair she has been engaged in.’
‘You allude to drabbing bawlor.’
‘Bah!’ said Mr. Petulengro; ‘there’s no harm
in that. No, no! she has cast drows in her time for other guess
things than bawlor; both Gorgios and Romans have tasted of them, and
died. Did you never hear of the poisoned plum pudding?’
‘Never.’
‘Then I will tell you about it. It happened about six years
ago, a few months after she had quitted us - she had gone first amongst
her own people, as she called them; but there was another small party
of Romans, with whom she soon became very intimate. It so happened
that this small party got into trouble; whether it was about a horse
or an ass, or passing bad money, no matter to you and me, who had no
hand in the business; three or four of them were taken and lodged in
- Castle, and amongst them was a woman; but the sherengro, or principal
man of the party, and who it seems had most hand in the affair, was
still at large. All of a sudden a rumour was spread abroad that
the woman was about to play false, and to ’peach the rest.
Said the principal man, when he heard it, “If she does, I am nashkado.”
Mrs. Herne was then on a visit to the party, and when she heard the
principal man take on so, she said, “But I suppose you know what
to do?” “I do not,” said he. “Then
hir mi devlis,” said she, “you are a fool. But leave
the matter to me, I know how to dispose of her in Roman fashion.”
Why she wanted to interfere in the matter, brother, I don’t know,
unless it was from pure brimstoneness of disposition - she had no hand
in the matter which had brought the party into trouble - she was only
on a visit, and it had happened before she came; but she was always
ready to give dangerous advice. Well, brother, the principal man
listened to what she had to say, and let her do what she would; and
she made a pudding, a very nice one, no doubt - for, besides plums,
she put in drows and all the Roman condiments that she knew of; and
she gave it to the principal man, and the principal put it into a basket
and directed it to the woman in - Castle, and the woman in the castle
took it and - ’
‘Ate of it,’ said I; ‘just like my case!’
‘Quite different, brother; she took it, it is true, but instead
of giving way to her appetite, as you might have done, she put it before
the rest whom she was going to impeach; perhaps she wished to see how
they liked it before she tasted it herself; and all the rest were poisoned,
and one died, and there was a precious outcry, and the woman cried loudest
of all; and she said, “It was my death was sought for; I know
the man, and I’ll be revenged.” And then the Poknees
spoke to her and said, “Where can we find him?” and she
said, “I am awake to his motions; three weeks from hence, the
night before the full moon, at such and such an hour, he will pass down
such a lane with such a man.”’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘and what did the Poknees do?’
‘Do, brother! sent for a plastramengro from Bow Street, quite
secretly, and told him what the woman had said; and the night before
the full moon, the plastramengro went to the place which the juwa had
pointed out, all alone, brother; and in order that he might not be too
late, he went two hours before his time. I know the place well,
brother, where the plastramengro placed himself behind a thick holly
tree, at the end of a lane, where a gate leads into various fields,
through which there is a path for carts and horses. The lane is
called the dark lane by the Gorgios, being much shaded by trees.
So the plastramengro placed himself in the dark lane behind the holly
tree; it was a cold February night, dreary though; the wind blew in
gusts, and the moon had not yet risen, and the plastramengro waited
behind the tree till he was tired, and thought he might as well sit
down; so he sat down, and was not long in falling to sleep, and there
he slept for some hours; and when he awoke the moon had risen, and was
shining bright, so that there was a kind of moonlight even in the dark
lane; and the plastramengro pulled out his watch, and contrived to make
out that it was just two hours beyond the time when the men should have
passed by. Brother, I do not know what the plastramengro thought
of himself, but I know, brother, what I should have thought of myself
in his situation. I should have thought, brother, that I was a
drowsy scoppelo, and that I had let the fellow pass by whilst I was
sleeping behind a bush. As it turned out, however, his going to
sleep did no harm, but quite the contrary: just as he was going away,
he heard a gate slam in the direction of the fields, and then he heard
the low stumping of horses, as if on soft ground, for the path in those
fields is generally soft, and at that time it had been lately ploughed
up. Well, brother, presently he saw two men on horseback coming
towards the lane through the field behind the gate; the man who rode
foremost was a tall big fellow, the very man he was in quest of; the
other was a smaller chap, not so small either, but a light, wiry fellow,
and a proper master of his hands when he sees occasion for using them.
Well, brother, the foremost man came to the gate, reached at the hank,
undid it, and rode through, holding it open for the other. Before,
however, the other could follow into the lane, out bolted the plastramengro
from behind the tree, kicked the gate to with his foot, and, seizing
the big man on horse-back, “You are my prisoner,” said he.
I am of opinion, brother, that the plastramengro, notwithstanding he
went to sleep, must have been a regular fine fellow.’
‘I am entirely of your opinion,’ said I; ‘but what
happened then?’
‘Why, brother, the Rommany chal, after he had somewhat recovered
from his surprise, for it is rather uncomfortable to be laid hold of
at night-time, and told you are a prisoner; more especially when you
happen to have two or three things on your mind which, if proved against
you, would carry you to the nashky, - the Rommany chal, I say, clubbed
his whip, and aimed a blow at the plastramengro, which, if it had hit
him on the skull, as was intended, would very likely have cracked it.
The plastramengro, however, received it partly on his staff, so that
it did him no particular damage. Whereupon, seeing what kind of
customer he had to deal with, he dropped his staff and seized the chal
with both his hands, who forthwith spurred his horse, hoping, by doing
so, either to break away from him or fling him down; but it would not
do - the plastramengro held on like a bull-dog, so that the Rommany
chal, to escape being hauled to the ground, suddenly flung himself off
the saddle, and then happened in that lane, close by the gate, such
a struggle between those two - the chal and the runner - as I suppose
will never happen again. But you must have heard of it; every
one has heard of it; every one has heard of the fight between the Bow
Street engro and the Rommany chal.’
‘I never heard of it till now.’
‘All England rung of it, brother. There never was a better
match than between those two. The runner was somewhat the stronger
of the two - all those engroes are strong fellows - and a great deal
cooler, for all of that sort are wondrous cool people - he had, however,
to do with one who knew full well how to take his own part. The
chal fought the engro, brother, in the old Roman fashion. He bit,
he kicked, and screamed like a wild cat of Benygant; casting foam from
his mouth and fire from his eyes. Sometimes he was beneath the
engro’s legs, and sometimes he was upon his shoulders. What
the engro found the most difficult was to get a firm hold of the chal,
for no sooner did he seize the chal by any part of his wearing apparel,
than the chal either tore himself away, or contrived to slip out of
it; so that in a little time the chal was three parts naked; and as
for holding him by the body, it was out of the question, for he was
as slippery as an eel. At last the engro seized the chal by the
Belcher’s handkerchief, which he wore in a knot round his neck,
and do whatever the chal could, he could not free himself; and when
the engro saw that, it gave him fresh heart, no doubt: “It’s
of no use,” said he; “you had better give in; hold out your
hands for the darbies, or I will throttle you.”
‘And what did the other fellow do, who came with the chal?’
said I.
‘I sat still on my horse, brother.’
‘You!’ said I. ‘Were you the man?’
‘I was he, brother.’
‘And why did you not help your comrade?’
‘I have fought in the ring, brother.’
‘And what had fighting in the ring to do with fighting in the
lane?’
‘You mean not fighting. A great deal, brother; it taught
me to prize fair play. When I fought Staffordshire Dick, t’other
side of London, I was alone, brother. Not a Rommany chal to back
me, and he had all his brother pals about him; but they gave me fair
play, brother; and I beat Staffordshire Dick, which I couldn’t
have done had they put one finger on his side the scale; for he was
as good a man as myself, or nearly so. Now, brother, had I but
bent a finger in favour of the Rommany chal, the plastramengro would
never have come alive out of the lane; but I did not, for I thought
to myself fair play is a precious stone; so you see, brother - ’
‘That you are quite right, Mr. Petulengro, I see that clearly;
and now, pray proceed with your narration; it is both moral and entertaining.’
But Mr. Petulengro did not proceed with his narration, neither did he
proceed upon his way; he had stopped his horse, and his eyes were intently
fixed on a broad strip of grass beneath some lofty trees, on the left
side of the road. It was a pleasant enough spot, and seemed to
invite wayfaring people, such as we were, to rest from the fatigues
of the road, and the heat and vehemence of the sun. After examining
it for a considerable time, Mr. Petulengro said, ‘I say, brother,
that would be a nice place for a tussle!’
‘I daresay it would,’ said I, ‘if two people were
inclined to fight.’
‘The ground is smooth,’ said Mr. Petulengro; ‘without
holes or ruts, and the trees cast much shade. I don’t think,
brother, that we could find a better place,’ said Mr. Petulengro,
springing from his horse.
‘But you and I don’t want to fight!’
‘Speak for yourself, brother,’ said Mr. Petulengro.
‘However, I will tell you how the matter stands. There is
a point at present between us. There can be no doubt that you
are the cause of Mrs. Herne’s death, innocently, you will say,
but still the cause. Now, I shouldn’t like it to be known
that I went up and down the country with a pal who was the cause of
my mother-in-law’s death, that’s to say, unless he gave
me satisfaction. Now, if I and my pal have a tussle, he gives
me satisfaction; and, if he knocks my eyes out, which I know you can’t
do, it makes no difference at all, he gives me satisfaction; and he
who says to the contrary knows nothing of gypsy law, and is a dinelo
into the bargain.’
‘But we have no gloves!’
‘Gloves!’ said Mr. Petulengro, contemptuously, ‘gloves!
I tell you what, brother, I always thought you were a better hand at
the gloves than the naked fist; and, to tell you the truth, besides
taking satisfaction for Mrs. Herne’s death, I wish to see what
you can do with your mawleys; so now is your time, brother, and this
is your place, grass and shade, no ruts or holes; come on, brother,
or I shall think you what I should not like to call you.’
CHAPTER LXXXII
Offence and defence - I’m satisfied - Fond of solitude - Possession
of property - Chal Devlehi - Winding path.
And when I heard Mr. Petulengro talk in this manner, which I had never
heard him do before, and which I can only account for by his being fasting
and ill-tempered, I had of course no other alternative than to accept
his challenge; so I put myself into a posture which I deemed the best
both for offence and defence, and the tussle commenced; and when it
had endured for about half an hour, Mr. Petulengro said, ‘Brother,
there is much blood on your face; you had better wipe it off’;
and when I had wiped it off, and again resumed my former attitude, Mr.
Petulengro said, ‘I think enough has been done, brother, in the
affair of the old woman; I have, moreover, tried what you are able to
do, and find you, as I thought, less apt with the naked mawleys than
the stuffed gloves; nay, brother, put your hands down, I’m satisfied;
blood has been shed, which is all that can be reasonably expected for
an old woman who carried so much brimstone about her as Mrs. Herne.’
So the struggle ended, and we resumed our route, Mr. Petulengro sitting
sideways upon his horse as before, and I driving my little pony-cart;
and when we had proceeded about three miles, we came to a small public-house,
which bore the sign of the Silent Woman, where we stopped to refresh
our cattle and ourselves; and as we sat over our bread and ale, it came
to pass that Mr. Petulengro asked me various questions, and amongst
others, how I intended to dispose of myself; I told him that I did not
know; whereupon, with considerable frankness, he invited me to his camp,
and told me that if I chose to settle down amongst them, and become
a Rommany chal, I should have his wife’s sister Ursula, who was
still unmarried, and occasionally talked of me.
I declined his offer, assigning as a reason the recent death of Mrs.
Herne, of which I was the cause, although innocent. ‘A pretty
life I should lead with those two,’ said I, ‘when they came
to know it.’ ‘Pooh,’ said Mr. Petulengro, ‘they
will never know it. I shan’t blab, and as for Leonora, that
girl has a head on her shoulders.’ ‘Unlike the woman
in the sign,’ said I, ‘whose head is cut off. You
speak nonsense, Mr. Petulengro; as long as a woman has a head on her
shoulders she’ll talk, - but, leaving women out of the case, it
is impossible to keep anything a secret; an old master of mine told
me so long ago. I have moreover another reason for declining your
offer. I am at present not disposed for society. I am become
fond of solitude. I wish I could find some quiet place to which
I could retire to hold communion with my own thoughts, and practise,
if I thought fit, either of my trades.’ ‘What trades?’
said Mr. Petulengro. ‘Why, the one which I have lately been
engaged in, or my original one, which I confess I should like better,
that of a kaulo-mescro.’ ‘Ah, I have frequently heard
you talk of making horse-shoes,’ said Mr. Petulengro; ‘I,
however, never saw you make one, and no one else that I am aware; I
don’t believe - come, brother, don’t be angry, it’s
quite possible that you may have done things which neither I nor any
one else has seen you do, and that such things may some day or other
come to light, as you say nothing can be kept secret. Be that,
however, as it may, pay the reckoning and let us be going; I think I
can advise you to just such a kind of place as you seem to want.’
‘And how do you know that I have got wherewithal to pay the reckoning?’
I demanded. ‘Brother,’ said Mr. Petulengro, ‘I
was just now looking in your face, which exhibited the very look of
a person conscious of the possession of property; there was nothing
hungry or sneaking in it. Pay the reckoning, brother.’
And when we were once more upon the road, Mr. Petulengro began to talk
of the place which he conceived would serve me as a retreat under present
circumstances. ‘I tell you frankly, brother, that it is
a queer kind of place, and I am not very fond of pitching my tent in
it, it is so surprisingly dreary. It is a deep dingle in the midst
of a large field, on an estate about which there has been a lawsuit
for some years past. I daresay you will be quiet enough, for the
nearest town is five miles distant, and there are only a few huts and
hedge public-houses in the neighbourhood. Brother, I am fond of
solitude myself, but not that kind of solitude; I like a quiet heath,
where I can pitch my house, but I always like to have a gay stirring
place not far off, where the women can pen dukkerin, and I myself can
sell or buy a horse, if needful - such a place as the Chong Gav.
I never feel so merry as when there, brother, or on the heath above
it, where I taught you Rommany.’
Shortly after this discourse we reached a milestone, and a few yards
from the milestone, on the left hand, was a crossroad. Thereupon
Mr. Petulengro said, ‘Brother, my path lies to the left if you
choose to go with me to my camp, good; if not, Chal Devlehi.’
But I again refused Mr. Petulengro’s invitation, and, shaking
him by the hand, proceeded forward alone; and about ten miles farther
on I reached the town of which he had spoken, and, following certain
directions which he had given, discovered, though not without some difficulty,
the dingle which he had mentioned. It was a deep hollow in the
midst of a wide field; the shelving sides were overgrown with trees
and bushes, a belt of sallows surrounded it on the top, a steep winding
path led down into the depths, practicable, however, for a light cart,
like mine; at the bottom was an open space, and there I pitched my tent,
and there I contrived to put up my forge. ‘I will here ply
the trade of kaulomescro,’ said I.
CHAPTER LXXXIII
Highly poetical - Volundr - Grecian mythology - Making a petul - Tongues
of flame - Hammering - Spite of dukkerin - Heaviness.
It has always struck me that there is something highly poetical about
a forge. I am not singular in this opinion: various individuals
have assured me that they can never pass by one, even in the midst of
a crowded town, without experiencing sensations which they can scarcely
define, but which are highly pleasurable. I have a decided penchant
for forges, especially rural ones, placed in some quaint quiet spot
- a dingle, for example, which is a poetical place, or at a meeting
of four roads, which is still more so; for how many a superstition -
and superstition is the soul of poetry - is connected with these cross
roads! I love to light upon such a one, especially after nightfall,
as everything about a forge tells to most advantage at night; the hammer
sounds more solemnly in the stillness; the glowing particles scattered
by the strokes sparkle with more effect in the darkness, whilst the
sooty visage of the sastramescro, half in shadow and half illumed by
the red and partial blaze of the forge, looks more mysterious and strange.
On such occasions I draw in my horse’s rein, and, seated in the
saddle, endeavour to associate with the picture before me - in itself
a picture of romance - whatever of the wild and wonderful I have read
of in books, or have seen with my own eyes in connection with forges.
I believe the life of any blacksmith, especially a rural one, would
afford materials for a highly poetical history. I do not speak
unadvisedly, having the honour to be free of the forge, and therefore
fully competent to give an opinion as to what might be made out of the
forge by some dexterous hand. Certainly, the strangest and most
entertaining life ever written is that of a blacksmith of the olden
north, a certain Volundr, or Velint, who lived in woods and thickets,
made keen swords - so keen, indeed, that if placed in a running stream
they would fairly divide an object, however slight, which was borne
against them by the water, and who eventually married a king’s
daughter, by whom he had a son, who was as bold a knight as his father
was a cunning blacksmith. I never see a forge at night, when seated
on the back of my horse, at the bottom of a dark lane, but I somehow
or other associate it with the exploits of this extraordinary fellow,
with many other extraordinary things, amongst which, as I have hinted
before, are particular passages of my own life, one or two of which
I shall perhaps relate to the reader.
I never associate Vulcan and his Cyclops with the idea of a forge.
These gentry would be the very last people in the world to flit across
my mind whilst gazing at the forge from the bottom of the dark lane.
The truth is, they are highly unpoetical fellows, as well they may be,
connected as they are with the Grecian mythology. At the very
mention of their names the forge burns dull and dim, as if snowballs
had been suddenly flung into it; the only remedy is to ply the bellows,
an operation which I now hasten to perform.
I am in the dingle making a horse-shoe. Having no other horses
on whose hoofs I could exercise my art, I made my first essay on those
of my own horse, if that could be called horse which horse was none,
being only a pony. Perhaps, if I had sought all England, I should
scarcely have found an animal more in need of the kind offices of the
smith. On three of his feet there were no shoes at all, and on
the fourth only a remnant of one, on which account his hoofs were sadly
broken and lacerated by his late journeys over the hard and flinty roads.
‘You belonged to a tinker before,’ said I, addressing the
animal, ‘but now you belong to a smith. It is said that
the household of the shoemaker invariably go worse shod than that of
any other craft. That may be the case of those who make shoes
of leather, but it shan’t be said of the household of him who
makes shoes of iron; at any rate it shan’t be said of mine.
I tell you what, my gry, whilst you continue with me, you shall both
be better shod and better fed than you were with your last master.’
I am in the dingle making a petul; and I must here observe that whilst
I am making a horse-shoe the reader need not be surprised if I speak
occasionally in the language of the lord of the horse-shoe - Mr. Petulengro.
I have for some time past been plying the peshota, or bellows, endeavouring
to raise up the yag, or fire, in my primitive forge. The angar,
or coals, are now burning fiercely, casting forth sparks and long vagescoe
chipes, or tongues of flame; a small bar of sastra, or iron, is lying
in the fire, to the length of ten or twelve inches, and so far it is
hot, very hot, exceeding hot, brother. And now you see me prala,
snatch the bar of iron, and place the heated end of it upon the covantza,
or anvil, and forthwith I commence cooring the sastra as hard as if
I had been just engaged by a master at the rate of dui caulor, or two
shillings, a day, brother; and when I have beaten the iron till it is
nearly cool, and my arm tired, I place it again in the angar, and begin
again to rouse the fire with the pudamengro, which signifies the blowing
thing, and is another and more common word for bellows; and whilst thus
employed I sing a gypsy song, the sound of which is wonderfully in unison
with the hoarse moaning of the pudamengro, and ere the song is finished,
the iron is again hot and malleable. Behold, I place it once more
on the covantza, and recommence hammering; and now I am somewhat at
fault; I am in want of assistance; I want you, brother, or some one
else, to take the bar out of my hand and support it upon the covantza,
whilst I, applying a chinomescro, or kind of chisel, to the heated iron,
cut off with a lusty stroke or two of the shukaro baro, or big hammer,
as much as is required for the petul. But having no one to help
me, I go on hammering till I have fairly knocked off as much as I want,
and then I place the piece in the fire, and again apply the bellows,
and take up the song where I left it off; and when I have finished the
song, I take out the iron, but this time with my plaistra, or pincers,
and then I recommence hammering, turning the iron round and round with
my pincers: and now I bend the iron and, lo and behold! it has assumed
something of the outline of a petul.
I am not going to enter into farther details with respect to the process
- it was rather a wearisome one. I had to contend with various
disadvantages; my forge was a rude one, my tools might have been better;
I was in want of one or two highly necessary implements, but, above
all, manual dexterity. Though free of the forge, I had not practised
the albeytarian art for very many years, never since - but stay, it
is not my intention to tell the reader, at least in this place, how
and when I became a blacksmith. There was one thing, however,
which stood me in good stead in my labour, the same thing which through
life has ever been of incalculable utility to me, and has not unfrequently
supplied the place of friends, money, and many other things of almost
equal importance - iron perseverance, without which all the advantages
of time and circumstance are of very little avail in any undertaking.
I was determined to make a horse-shoe, and a good one, in spite of every
obstacle - ay, in spite of dukkerin. At the end of four days,
during which I had fashioned and refashioned the thing at least fifty
times, I had made a petul such as no master of the craft need have been
ashamed of; with the second shoe I had less difficulty, and, by the
time I had made the fourth, I would have scorned to take off my hat
to the best smith in Cheshire.
But I had not yet shod my little gry: this I proceeded now to do.
After having first well pared the hoofs with my churi, I applied each
petul hot, glowing hot, to the pindro. Oh, how the hoofs hissed!
and, oh, the pleasant pungent odour which diffused itself through the
dingle! - an odour good for an ailing spirit.
I shod the little horse bravely - merely pricked him once, slightly,
with a cafi, for doing which, I remember, he kicked me down; I was not
disconcerted, however, but, getting up, promised to be more cautious
in future; and having finished the operation, I filed the hoof well
with the rin baro, then dismissed him to graze amongst the trees, and,
putting my smaller tools into the muchtar, I sat down on my stone, and,
supporting my arm upon my knee, leaned my head upon my hand. Heaviness
had come over me.
CHAPTER LXXXIV
Several causes - Frogs and eftes - Gloom and twilight - What should
I do? - ‘Our Father’ - Fellow-men - What a mercy! - Almost
calm - Fresh store - History of Saul - Pitch dark.
Heaviness had suddenly come over me, heaviness of heart, and of body
also. I had accomplished the task which I had imposed upon myself,
and now that nothing more remained to do, my energies suddenly deserted
me, and I felt without strength, and without hope. Several causes,
perhaps, co-operated to bring about the state in which I then felt myself.
It is not improbable that my energies had been overstrained during the
work the progress of which I have attempted to describe; and every one
is aware that the results of overstrained energies are feebleness and
lassitude - want of nourishment might likewise have something to do
with it. During my sojourn in the dingle, my food had been of
the simplest and most unsatisfying description, by no means calculated
to support the exertion which the labour I had been engaged upon required;
it had consisted of coarse oaten cakes and hard cheese, and for beverage
I had been indebted to a neighbouring pit, in which, in the heat of
the day, I frequently saw, not golden or silver fish, but frogs and
eftes swimming about. I am, however, inclined to believe that
Mrs. Herne’s cake had quite as much to do with the matter as insufficient
nourishment. I had never entirely recovered from the effects of
its poison, but had occasionally, especially at night, been visited
by a grinding pain in the stomach, and my whole body had been suffused
with cold sweat; and indeed these memorials of the drow have never entirely
disappeared - even at the present time they display themselves in my
system, especially after much fatigue of body and excitement of mind.
So there I sat in the dingle upon my stone, nerveless and hopeless,
by whatever cause or causes that state had been produced - there I sat
with my head leaning upon my hand, and so I continued a long, long time.
At last I lifted my head from my hand, and began to cast anxious, unquiet
looks about the dingle - the entire hollow was now enveloped in deep
shade - I cast my eyes up; there was a golden gleam on the tops of the
trees which grew towards the upper parts of the dingle; but lower down
all was gloom and twilight - yet, when I first sat down on my stone,
the sun was right above the dingle, illuminating all its depths by the
rays which it cast perpendicularly down - so I must have sat a long,
long time upon my stone. And now, once more, I rested my head
upon my hand, but almost instantly lifted it again in a kind of fear,
and began looking at the objects before me - the forge, the tools, the
branches of the trees, endeavouring to follow their rows, till they
were lost in the darkness of the dingle; and now I found my right hand
grasping convulsively the three fore-fingers of the left, first collectively,
and then successively, wringing them till the joints cracked; then I
became quiet, but not for long.
Suddenly I started up, and could scarcely repress the shriek which was
rising to my lips. Was it possible? Yes, all too certain;
the evil one was upon me; the inscrutable horror which I had felt in
my boyhood had once more taken possession of me. I had thought
that it had forsaken me - that it would never visit me again; that I
had outgrown it; that I might almost bid defiance to it; and I had even
begun to think of it without horror, as we are in the habit of doing
of horrors of which we conceive we run no danger; and lo! when least
thought of, it had seized me again. Every moment I felt it gathering
force, and making me more wholly its own. What should I do? -
resist, of course; and I did resist. I grasped, I tore, and strove
to fling it from me; but of what avail were my efforts? I could
only have got rid of it by getting rid of myself: it was a part of myself,
or rather it was all myself. I rushed amongst the trees, and struck
at them with my bare fists, and dashed my head against them, but I felt
no pain. How could I feel pain with that horror upon me?
And then I flung myself on the ground, gnawed the earth, and swallowed
it; and then I looked round; it was almost total darkness in the dingle,
and the darkness added to my horror. I could no longer stay there;
up I rose from the ground, and attempted to escape. At the bottom
of the winding path which led up the acclivity I fell over something
which was lying on the ground; the something moved, and gave a kind
of whine. It was my little horse, which had made that place its
lair; my little horse; my only companion and friend in that now awful
solitude. I reached the mouth of the dingle; the sun was just
sinking in the far west behind me, the fields were flooded with his
last gleams. How beautiful everything looked in the last gleams
of the sun! I felt relieved for a moment; I was no longer in the
horrid dingle. In another minute the sun was gone, and a big cloud
occupied the place where he had been: in a little time it was almost
as dark as it had previously been in the open part of the dingle.
My horror increased; what was I to do? - it was of no use fighting against
the horror - that I saw; the more I fought against it, the stronger
it became. What should I do: say my prayers? Ah! why not?
So I knelt down under the hedge, and said, ‘Our Father’;
but that was of no use; and now I could no longer repress cries - the
horror was too great to be borne. What should I do? run to the
nearest town or village, and request the assistance of my fellow-men?
No! that I was ashamed to do; notwithstanding the horror was upon me,
I was ashamed to do that. I knew they would consider me a maniac,
if I went screaming amongst them; and I did not wish to be considered
a maniac. Moreover, I knew that I was not a maniac, for I possessed
all my reasoning powers, only the horror was upon me - the screaming
horror! But how were indifferent people to distinguish between
madness and the screaming horror? So I thought and reasoned; and
at last I determined not to go amongst my fellow-men, whatever the result
might be. I went to the mouth of the dingle, and there, placing
myself on my knees, I again said the Lord’s Prayer; but it was
of no use - praying seemed to have no effect over the horror; the unutterable
fear appeared rather to increase than diminish, and I again uttered
wild cries, so loud that I was apprehensive they would be heard by some
chance passenger on the neighbouring road; I therefore went deeper into
the dingle. I sat down with my back against a thorn bush; the
thorns entered my flesh, and when I felt them, I pressed harder against
the bush; I thought the pain of the flesh might in some degree counteract
the mental agony; presently I felt them no longer - the power of the
mental horror was so great that it was impossible, with that upon me,
to feel any pain from the thorns. I continued in this posture
a long time, undergoing what I cannot describe, and would not attempt
if I were able. Several times I was on the point of starting up
and rushing anywhere; but I restrained myself, for I knew I could not
escape from myself, so why should I not remain in the dingle?
So I thought and said to myself, for my reasoning powers were still
uninjured. At last it appeared to me that the horror was not so
strong, not quite so strong, upon me. Was it possible that it
was relaxing its grasp, releasing its prey? Oh what a mercy! but
it could not be; and yet - I looked up to heaven, and clasped my hands,
and said, ‘Our Father.’ I said no more - I was too
agitated; and now I was almost sure that the horror had done its worst.
After a little time I arose, and staggered down yet farther into the
dingle. I again found my little horse on the same spot as before.
I put my hand to his mouth - he licked my hand. I flung myself
down by him, and put my arms round his neck; the creature whinnied,
and appeared to sympathise with me. What a comfort to have any
one, even a dumb brute, to sympathise with me at such a moment!
I clung to my little horse, as if for safety and protection. I
laid my head on his neck, and felt almost calm. Presently the
fear returned, but not so wild as before; it subsided, came again, again
subsided; then drowsiness came over me, and at last I fell asleep, my
head supported on the neck of the little horse. I awoke; it was
dark, dark night - not a star was to be seen - but I felt no fear, the
horror had left me. I arose from the side of the little horse,
and went into my tent, lay down, and again went to sleep.
I awoke in the morning weak and sore, and shuddering at the remembrance
of what I had gone through on the preceding day; the sun was shining
brightly, but it had not yet risen high enough to show its head above
the trees which fenced the eastern side of the dingle, on which account
the dingle was wet and dank from the dews of the night. I kindled
my fire, and, after sitting by it for some time to warm my frame, I
took some of the coarse food which I have already mentioned; notwithstanding
my late struggle, and the coarseness of the fare, I ate with appetite.
My provisions had by this time been very much diminished, and I saw
that it would be speedily necessary, in the event of my continuing to
reside in the dingle, to lay in a fresh store. After my meal,
I went to the pit and filled a can with water, which I brought to the
dingle, and then again sat down on my stone. I considered what
I should next do: it was necessary to do something, or my life in this
solitude would be insupportable. What should I do? rouse up my
forge and fashion a horse-shoe? But I wanted nerve and heart for
such an employment; moreover, I had no motive for fatiguing myself in
this manner; my own horse was shod, no other was at hand, and it is
hard to work for the sake of working. What should I do? read?
Yes, but I had no other book than the Bible which the Welsh Methodist
had given me. Well, why not read the Bible? I was once fond of
reading the Bible; ay, but those days were long gone by. However,
I did not see what else I could well do on the present occasion - so
I determined to read the Bible - it was in Welsh; at any rate it might
amuse me. So I took the Bible out of the sack, in which it was
lying in the cart, and began to read at the place where I chanced to
open it. I opened it at that part where the history of Saul commences.
At first I read with indifference, but after some time my attention
was riveted, and no wonder, I had come to the visitations of Saul -
those dark moments of his, when he did and said such unaccountable things;
it almost appeared to me that I was reading of myself; I, too, had my
visitations, dark as ever his were. Oh, how I sympathised with
Saul, the tall dark man! I had read his life before, but it had
made no impression on me; it had never occurred to me that I was like
him; but I now sympathised with Saul, for my own dark hour was but recently
passed, and, perhaps, would soon return again; the dark hour came frequently
on Saul.
Time wore away; I finished the book of Saul, and, closing the volume,
returned it to its place. I then returned to my seat on the stone,
and thought of what I had read, and what I had lately undergone.
All at once I thought I felt well-known sensations, a cramping of the
breast, and a tingling of the soles of the feet; they were what I had
felt on the preceding day - they were the forerunners of the fear.
I sat motionless on my stone, the sensations passed away, and the fear
came not. Darkness was now coming again over the earth; the dingle
was again in deep shade; I roused the fire with the breath of the bellows,
and sat looking at the cheerful glow; it was cheering and comforting.
My little horse came now and lay down on the ground beside the forge;
I was not quite deserted. I again ate some of the coarse food,
and drank plentifully of the water which I had fetched in the morning.
I then put fresh fuel on the fire, and sat for a long time looking on
the blaze; I then went into my tent.
I awoke, on my own calculation, about midnight - it was pitch dark,
and there was much fear upon me.
CHAPTER LXXXV
Free and independent - I don’t see why - Oats - A noise - Unwelcome
visitors - What’s the matter? - Good-day to ye - The tall girl
- Dovrefeld - Blow on the face - Civil enough - What’s this? -
Vulgar woman - Hands off - Gasping for breath - Long Melford - A pretty
manoeuvre - A long draught - Signs of animation - It won’t do
- No malice - Bad people.
Two mornings after the period to which I have brought the reader in
the preceding chapter, I sat by my fire at the bottom of the dingle;
I had just breakfasted, and had finished the last morsel of food which
I had brought with me to that solitude.
‘What shall I now do?’ said I to myself; ‘shall I
continue here, or decamp? - this is a sad lonely spot - perhaps I had
better quit it; but whither shall I go? the wide world is before me,
but what can I do therein? I have been in the world already without
much success. No, I had better remain here; the place is lonely,
it is true, but here I am free and independent, and can do what I please;
but I can’t remain here without food. Well, I will find
my way to the nearest town, lay in a fresh supply of provision, and
come back, turning my back upon the world, which has turned its back
upon me. I don’t see why I should not write a little sometimes;
I have pens and an ink-horn, and for a writing-desk I can place the
Bible on my knee. I shouldn’t wonder if I could write a
capital satire on the world on the back of that Bible; but, first of
all, I must think of supplying myself with food.’
I rose up from the stone on which I was seated, determining to go to
the nearest town, with my little horse and cart, and procure what I
wanted. The nearest town, according to my best calculation, lay
about five miles distant; I had no doubt, however, that, by using ordinary
diligence, I should be back before evening. In order to go lighter,
I determined to leave my tent standing as it was, and all the things
which I had purchased of the tinker, just as they were. ‘I
need not be apprehensive on their account,’ said I to myself;
‘nobody will come here to meddle with them - the great recommendation
of this place is its perfect solitude - I daresay that I could live
here six months without seeing a single human visage. I will now
harness my little gry and be off to the town.’
At a whistle which I gave, the little gry, which was feeding on the
bank near the uppermost part of the dingle, came running to me, for
by this time he had become so accustomed to me that he would obey my
call, for all the world as if he had been one of the canine species.
‘Now,’ said I to him, ‘we are going to the town to
buy bread for myself and oats for you - I am in a hurry to be back;
therefore I pray you to do your best, and to draw me and the cart to
the town with all possible speed, and to bring us back; if you do your
best, I promise you oats on your return. You know the meaning
of oats, Ambrol?’ Ambrol whinnied as if to let me know that
he understood me perfectly well, as indeed he well might, as I had never
once fed him during the time that he had been in my possession without
saying the word in question to him. Now, Ambrol, in the gypsy
tongue, signifieth a pear.
So I caparisoned Ambrol, and then, going to the cart, I removed two
or three things from it into the tent; I then lifted up the shafts,
and was just going to call to the pony to come and be fastened to them,
when I thought I heard a noise.
I stood stock still, supporting the shaft of the little cart in my hand,
and bending the right side of my face slightly towards the ground, but
I could hear nothing; the noise which I thought I had heard was not
one of those sounds which I was accustomed to hear in that solitude
- the note of a bird, or the rustling of a bough; it was - there I heard
it again, a sound very much resembling the grating of a wheel amongst
gravel. Could it proceed from the road? Oh no, the road
was too far distant for me to hear the noise of anything moving along
it. Again I listened, and now I distinctly heard the sound of wheels,
which seemed to be approaching the dingle; nearer and nearer they drew,
and presently the sound of wheels was blended with the murmur of voices.
Anon I heard a boisterous shout, which seemed to proceed from the entrance
of the dingle. ‘Here are folks at hand,’ said I, letting
the shaft of the cart fall to the ground; ‘is it possible that
they can be coming here?’ My doubts on that point, if I
entertained any, were soon dispelled; the wheels, which had ceased moving
for a moment or two, were once again in motion, and were now evidently
moving down the winding path which led to my retreat. Leaving
my cart, I came forward and placed myself near the entrance of the open
space, with my eyes fixed on the path down which my unexpected, and
I may say unwelcome, visitors were coming. Presently I heard a
stamping or sliding, as if of a horse in some difficulty; then a loud
curse, and the next moment appeared a man and a horse and cart; the
former holding the head of the horse up to prevent him from falling,
of which he was in danger, owing to the precipitous nature of the path.
Whilst thus occupied, the head of the man was averted from me.
When, however, he had reached the bottom of the descent, he turned his
head, and perceiving me, as I stood bareheaded, without either coat
or waistcoat, about two yards from him, he gave a sudden start, so violent
that the backward motion of his hand had nearly flung the horse upon
his haunches.
‘Why don’t you move forward?’ said a voice from behind,
apparently that of a female; ‘you are stopping up the way, and
we shall be all down upon one another’; and I saw the head of
another horse overtopping the back of the cart.
‘Why don’t you move forward, Jack?’ said another voice,
also a female, yet higher up the path.
The man stirred not, but remained staring at me in the posture which
he had assumed on first perceiving me, his body very much drawn back,
his left foot far in advance of his right, and with his right hand still
grasping the halter of the horse, which gave way more and more, till
it was clean down on its haunches.
‘What’s the matter?’ said the voice which I had last
heard.
‘Get back with you, Belle, Moll,’ said the man, still staring
at me; ‘here’s something not over canny or comfortable.’
‘What is it?’ said the same voice; ‘let me pass, Moll,
and I’ll soon clear the way’; and I heard a kind of rushing
down the path.
‘You need not be afraid,’ said I, addressing myself to the
man, ‘I mean you no harm; I am a wanderer like yourself - come
here to seek for shelter - you need not be afraid; I am a Roman chabo
by matriculation - one of the right sort, and no mistake - Good-day
to ye, brother; I bid ye welcome.’
The man eyed me suspiciously for a moment - then, turning to his horse
with a loud curse, he pulled him up from his haunches, and led him and
the cart farther down to one side of the dingle, muttering, as he passed
me, ‘Afraid! Hm!’
I do not remember ever to have seen a more ruffianly-looking fellow;
he was about six feet high, with an immensely athletic frame; his face
was black and bluff, and sported an immense pair of whiskers, but with
here and there a gray hair, for his age could not be much under fifty.
He wore a faded blue frock-coat, corduroys, and highlows; on his black
head was a kind of red nightcap, round his bull neck a Barcelona handkerchief
- I did not like the look of the man at all.
‘Afraid!’ growled the fellow, proceeding to unharness his
horse; ‘that was the word, I think.’
But other figures were now already upon the scene. Dashing past
the other horse and cart, which by this time had reached the bottom
of the pass, appeared an exceedingly tall woman, or rather girl, for
she could scarcely have been above eighteen; she was dressed in a tight
bodice and a blue stuff gown; hat, bonnet, or cap she had none, and
her hair, which was flaxen, hung down on her shoulders unconfined; her
complexion was fair, and her features handsome, with a determined but
open expression - she was followed by another female, about forty, stout
and vulgar-looking, at whom I scarcely glanced, my whole attention being
absorbed by the tall girl.
‘What’s the matter, Jack?’ said the latter, looking
at the man.
‘Only afraid, that’s all,’ said the man, still proceeding
with his work.
‘Afraid at what - at that lad? why, he looks like a ghost - I
would engage to thrash him with one hand.’
‘You might beat me with no hands at all,’ said I, ‘fair
damsel, only by looking at me - I never saw such a face and figure,
both regal - why, you look like Ingeborg, Queen of Norway; she had twelve
brothers, you know, and could lick them all, though they were heroes:-
On Dovrefeld in Norway
Were once together seen
The twelve heroic brothers
Of Ingeborg the queen.’
‘None of your chaffing, young fellow,’ said the tall girl,
‘or I will give you what shall make you wipe your face; be civil,
or you will rue it.’
‘Well, perhaps I was a peg too high,’ said I; ‘I ask
your pardon - here’s something a bit lower:-
As I was jawing to the gav yeck divvus
I met on the drom miro Rommany chi - ’
None of your Rommany chies, young fellow,’ said the tall girl,
looking more menacingly than before, and clenching her fist; ‘you
had better be civil, I am none of your chies; and though I keep company
with gypsies, or, to speak more proper, half-and-halfs, I would have
you to know that I come of Christian blood and parents, and was born
in the great house of Long Melford.’
‘I have no doubt,’ said I, ‘that it was a great house;
judging from your size I shouldn’t wonder if you were born in
a church.’
‘Stay, Belle,’ said the man, putting himself before the
young virago, who was about to rush upon me, ‘my turn is first’
- then, advancing to me in a menacing attitude, he said, with a look
of deep malignity, ‘“Afraid,” was the word, wasn’t
it?’
‘It was,’ said I, ‘but I think I wronged you; I should
have said, aghast; you exhibited every symptom of one labouring under
uncontrollable fear.’
The fellow stared at me with a look of stupid ferocity, and appeared
to be hesitating whether to strike or not: ere he could make up his
mind, the tall girl started forward, crying, ‘He’s chaffing;
let me at him’; and before I could put myself on my guard, she
struck me a blow on the face which had nearly brought me to the ground.
‘Enough,’ said I, putting my hand to my cheek; ‘you
have now performed your promise, and made me wipe my face: now be pacified,
and tell me fairly the grounds of this quarrel.’
‘Grounds!’ said the fellow; ‘didn’t you say
I was afraid; and if you hadn’t, who gave you leave to camp on
my ground?’
‘Is it your ground?’ said I.
‘A pretty question,’ said the fellow; ‘as if all the
world didn’t know that. Do you know who I am?’
‘I guess I do,’ said I; ‘unless I am much mistaken,
you are he whom folks call the “Flaming Tinman.” To
tell you the truth, I’m glad we have met, for I wished to see
you. These are your two wives, I suppose; I greet them.
There’s no harm done - there’s room enough here for all
of us - we shall soon be good friends, I daresay; and when we are a
little better acquainted, I’ll tell you my history.’
‘Well, if that doesn’t beat all!’ said the fellow.
‘I don’t think he’s chaffing now,’ said the
girl, whose anger seemed to have subsided on a sudden; ‘the young
man speaks civil enough.’
‘Civil!’ said the fellow, with an oath; ‘but that’s
just like you; with you it is a blow, and all over. Civil!
I suppose you would have him stay here, and get into all my secrets,
and hear all I may have to say to my two morts.’
‘Two morts!’ said the girl, kindling up, ‘where are
they? Speak for one, and no more. I am no mort of yours,
whatever some one else may be. I tell you one thing, Black John,
or Anselo, - for t’other ain’t your name, - the same thing
I told the young man here, be civil, or you will rue it.’
The fellow looked at the girl furiously, but his glance soon quailed
before hers; he withdrew his eyes, and cast them on my little horse,
which was feeding amongst the trees. ‘What’s this?’
said he, rushing forward and seizing the animal. ‘Why, as
I am alive, this is the horse of that mumping villain Slingsby.’
‘It’s his no longer; I bought it and paid for it.’
‘It’s mine now,’ said the fellow; ‘I swore I
would seize it the next time I found it on my beat; ay, and beat the
master too.’
‘I am not Slingsby.’
‘All’s one for that.’
‘You don’t say you will beat me?’
‘Afraid was the word.’
‘I’m sick and feeble.’
‘Hold up your fists.’
‘Won’t the horse satisfy you?’
‘Horse nor bellows either.’
‘No mercy, then?’
‘Here’s at you.’
‘Mind your eyes, Jack. There, you’ve got it.
I thought so,’ shouted the girl, as the fellow staggered back
from a sharp blow in the eye; ‘I thought he was chaffing at you
all along.’
‘Never mind, Anselo. You know what to do - go in,’
said the vulgar woman, who had hitherto not spoken a word, but who now
came forward with all the look of a fury; ‘go inapopli; you’ll
smash ten like he.’
The Flaming Tinman took her advice, and came in bent on smashing, but
stopped short on receiving a left-handed blow on the nose.
‘You’ll never beat the Flaming Tinman in that way,’
said the girl, looking at me doubtfully.
And so I began to think myself, when, in the twinkling of an eye, the
Flaming Tinman, disengaging himself of his frock-coat, and dashing off
his red night-cap, came rushing in more desperately than ever.
To a flush hit which he received in the mouth he paid as little attention
as a wild bull would have done; in a moment his arms were around me,
and in another he had hurled me down, falling heavily upon me.
The fellow’s strength appeared to be tremendous.
‘Pay him off now,’ said the vulgar woman. The Flaming
Tinman made no reply, but, planting his knee on my breast, seized my
throat with two huge horny hands. I gave myself up for dead, and
probably should have been so in another minute but for the tall girl,
who caught hold of the handkerchief which the fellow wore round his
neck, with a grasp nearly as powerful us that with which he pressed
my throat.
‘Do you call that fair play?’ said she.
‘Hands off, Belle,’ said the other woman; ‘do you
call it fair play to interfere? hands off, or I’ll be down upon
you myself.’
But Belle paid no heed to the injunction, and tugged so hard at the
handkerchief that the Flaming Tinman was nearly throttled; suddenly
relinquishing his hold of me, he started on his feet, and aimed a blow
at my fair preserver, who avoided it, but said coolly:-
‘Finish t’other business first, and then I’m your
woman whenever you like; but finish it fairly - no foul play when I’m
by - I’ll be the boy’s second, and Moll can pick up you
when he happens to knock you down.’
The battle during the next ten minutes raged with considerable fury,
but it so happened that during this time I was never able to knock the
Flaming Tinman down, but on the contrary received six knock-down blows
myself. ‘I can never stand this,’ said I, as I sat
on the knee of Belle, ‘I am afraid I must give in; the Flaming
Tinman hits very hard,’ and I spat out a mouthful of blood.
‘Sure enough you’ll never beat the Flaming Tinman in the
way you fight - it’s of no use flipping at the Flaming Tinman
with your left hand; why don’t you use your right?’
‘Because I’m not handy with it,’ said I; and then
getting up, I once more confronted the Flaming Tinman, and struck him
six blows for his one, but they were all left-handed blows, and the
blow which the Flaming Tinman gave me knocked me off my legs.
‘Now, will you use Long Melford?’ said Belle, picking me
up.
‘I don’t know what you mean by Long Melford,’ said
I, gasping for breath.
‘Why, this long right of yours,’ said Belle, feeling my
right arm; ‘if you do, I shouldn’t wonder if you yet stand
a chance.’ And now the Flaming Tinman was once more ready,
much more ready than myself. I, however, rose from my second’s
knee as well as my weakness would permit me. On he came, striking
left and right, appearing almost as fresh as to wind and spirit as when
he first commenced the combat, though his eyes were considerably swelled,
and his nether lip was cut in two; on he came, striking left and right,
and I did not like his blows at all, or even the wind of them, which
was anything but agreeable, and I gave way before him. At last
he aimed a blow which, had it taken full effect, would doubtless have
ended the battle, but owing to his slipping, the fist only grazed my
left shoulder, and came with terrific force against a tree, close to
which I had been driven; before the Tinman could recover himself, I
collected all my strength, and struck him beneath the ear, and then
fell to the ground completely exhausted; and it so happened that the
blow which I struck the Tinker beneath the ear was a right-handed blow.
‘Hurrah for Long Melford!’ I heard Belle exclaim; ‘there
is nothing like Long Melford for shortness, all the world over.’
At these words I turned round my head as I lay, and perceived the Flaming
Tinman stretched upon the ground apparently senseless. ‘He
is dead,’ said the vulgar woman, as she vainly endeavoured to
raise him up; ‘he is dead; the best man in all the north country,
killed in this fashion, by a boy!’ Alarmed at these words,
I made shift to get on my feet; and, with the assistance of the woman,
placed my fallen adversary in a sitting posture. I put my hand
to his heart, and felt a slight pulsation - ‘He’s not dead,’
said I, ‘only stunned; if he were let blood, he would recover
presently.’ I produced a penknife which I had in my pocket,
and, baring the arm of the Tinman, was about to make the necessary incision,
when the woman gave me a violent blow, and, pushing me aside, exclaimed,
‘I’ll tear the eyes out of your head if you offer to touch
him. Do you want to complete your work, and murder him outright,
now he’s asleep? you have had enough of his blood already.’
‘You are mad,’ said I, ‘I only seek to do him service.
Well, if you won’t let him be blooded, fetch some water and fling
it in his face, you know where the pit is.’
‘A pretty manoeuvre!’ said the woman; ‘leave my husband
in the hands of you and that limmer, who has never been true to us -
I should find him strangled or his throat cut when I came back.’
‘Do you go,’ said I to the tall girl; ‘take the can
and fetch some water from the pit.’ ‘You had better
go yourself,’ said the girl, wiping a tear as she looked on the
yet senseless form of the Tinker; ‘you had better go yourself,
if you think water will do him good.’ I had by this time
somewhat recovered my exhausted powers, and, taking the can, I bent
my steps as fast as I could to the pit; arriving there, I lay down on
the brink, took a long draught, and then plunged my head into the water;
after which I filled the can, and bent my way back to the dingle.
Before I could reach the path which led down into its depths, I had
to pass some way along its side; I had arrived at a part immediately
over the scene of the last encounter, where the bank, overgrown with
trees, sloped precipitously down. Here I heard a loud sound of
voices in the dingle; I stopped, and laying hold of a tree, leaned over
the bank and listened. The two women appeared to be in hot dispute
in the dingle. ‘It was all owing to you, you limmer,’
said the vulgar woman to the other; ‘had you not interfered, the
old man would soon have settled the boy.’
‘I’m for fair play and Long Melford,’ said the other.
‘If your old man, as you call him, could have settled the boy
fairly, he might for all I should have cared, but no foul work for me,
and as for sticking the boy with our gulleys when he comes back, as
you proposed, I am not so fond of your old man or you that I should
oblige you in it, to my soul’s destruction.’ ‘Hold
your tongue, or I’ll - ’ I listened no farther, but
hastened as fast as I could to the dingle. My adversary had just
begun to show signs of animation; the vulgar woman was still supporting
him, and occasionally cast glances of anger at the tall girl, who was
walking slowly up and down. I lost no time in dashing the greater
part of the water into the Tinman’s face, whereupon he sneezed,
moved his hands, and presently looked round him. At first his
looks were dull and heavy, and without any intelligence at all; he soon,
however, began to recollect himself, and to be conscious of his situation;
he cast a scowling glance at me, then one of the deepest malignity at
the tall girl, who was still walking about without taking much notice
of what was going forward. At last he looked at his right hand,
which had evidently suffered from the blow against the tree, and a half-stifled
curse escaped his lips. The vulgar woman now said something to
him in a low tone, whereupon he looked at her for a moment, and then
got upon his legs. Again the vulgar woman said something to him;
her looks were furious, and she appeared to be urging him on to attempt
something. I observed that she had a clasped knife in her hand.
The fellow remained standing for some time as if hesitating what to
do; at last he looked at his hand, and, shaking his head, said something
to the woman which I did not understand. The tall girl, however,
appeared to overhear him, and, probably repeating his words, said, ‘No,
it won’t do; you are right there; and now hear what I have to
say, - let bygones be bygones, and let us all shake hands, and camp
here, as the young man was saying just now.’ The man looked
at her, and then, without any reply, went to his horse, which was lying
down among the trees, and kicking it up, led it to the cart, to which
he forthwith began to harness it. The other cart and horse had
remained standing motionless during the whole affair which I have been
recounting, at the bottom of the pass. The woman now took the
horse by the head, and leading it with the cart into the open part of
the dingle, turned both round, and then led them back, till the horse
and cart had mounted a little way up the ascent; she then stood still
and appeared to be expecting the man. During this proceeding Belle
had stood looking on without saying anything; at last, perceiving that
the man had harnessed his horse to the other cart, and that both he
and the woman were about to take their departure, she said, ‘You
are not going, are you?’ Receiving no answer, she continued:
‘I tell you what, both of you, Black John, and you Moll, his mort,
this is not treating me over civilly, - however, I am ready to put up
with it, and to go with you if you like, for I bear no malice.
I’m sorry for what has happened, but you have only yourselves
to thank for it. Now, shall I go with you, only tell me?’
The man made no manner of reply, but flogged his horse. The woman,
however, whose passions were probably under less control, replied, with
a screeching tone, ‘Stay where you are, you jade, and may the
curse of Judas cling to you, - stay with the bit of a mullo whom you
helped, and my only hope is that he may gulley you before he comes to
be . . . . Have you with us, indeed! after what’s past! no, nor
nothing belonging to you. Fetch down your mailia go-cart and live
here with your chabo.’ She then whipped on the horse, and
ascended the pass, followed by the man. The carts were light,
and they were not long in ascending the winding path. I followed
to see that they took their departure. Arriving at the top, I
found near the entrance a small donkey-cart, which I concluded belonged
to the girl. The tinker and his mort were already at some distance;
I stood looking after them for a little time, then taking the donkey
by the reins I led it with the cart to the bottom of the dingle.
Arrived there, I found Belle seated on the stone by the fireplace.
Her hair was all dishevelled, and she was in tears.
‘They were bad people,’ said she, ‘and I did not like
them, but they were my only acquaintance in the wide world.’
CHAPTER LXXXVI
At tea - Vapours - Isopel Berners - Softly and kindly - Sweet pretty
creature - Bread and water - Two sailors - Truth and constancy - Very
strangely.
In the evening of that same day the tall girl and I sat at tea by the
fire, at the bottom of the dingle; the girl on a small stool, and myself,
as usual, upon my stone.
The water which served for the tea had been taken from a spring of pellucid
water in the neighbourhood, which I had not had the good fortune to
discover, though it was well known to my companion, and to the wandering
people who frequented the dingle.
‘This tea is very good,’ said I, ‘but I cannot enjoy
it as much as if I were well: I feel very sadly.’
‘How else should you feel,’ said the girl, ‘after
fighting with the Flaming Tinman? All I wonder at is that you
can feel at all! As for the tea, it ought to be good, seeing that
it cost me ten shillings a pound.’
‘That’s a great deal for a person in your station to pay.’
‘In my station! I’d have you to know, young man -
however, I haven’t the heart to quarrel with you, you look so
ill; and after all, it is a good sum for one to pay who travels the
roads; but if I must have tea, I like to have the best; and tea I must
have, for I am used to it, though I can’t help thinking that it
sometimes fills my head with strange fancies - what some folks call
vapours, making me weep and cry.’
‘Dear me,’ said I, ‘I should never have thought that
one of your size and fierceness would weep and cry!’
‘My size and fierceness! I tell you what, young man, you
are not over civil this evening; but you are ill, as I said before,
and I shan’t take much notice of your language, at least for the
present; as for my size, I am not so much bigger than yourself; and
as for being fierce, you should be the last one to fling that at me.
It is well for you that I can be fierce sometimes. If I hadn’t
taken your part against Blazing Bosville, you wouldn’t be now
taking tea with me.’
‘It is true that you struck me in the face first; but we’ll
let that pass. So that man’s name is Bosville; what’s
your own?’
‘Isopel Berners.’
‘How did you get that name?’
‘I say, young man, you seem fond of asking questions: will you
have another cup of tea?’
‘I was just going to ask for another.’
‘Well, then, here it is, and much good may it do you; as for my
name, I got it from my mother.’
‘Your mother’s name, then, was Isopel!’
‘Isopel Berners.’
‘But had you never a father?’
‘Yes, I had a father,’ said the girl, sighing, ‘but
I don’t bear his name.’
‘Is it the fashion, then, in your country for children to bear
their mother’s name?’
‘If you ask such questions, young man, I shall be angry with you.
I have told you my name, and, whether my father’s or mother’s,
I am not ashamed of it.’
‘It is a noble name.’
‘There you are right, young man. The chaplain in the great
house where I was born told me it was a noble name; it was odd enough,
he said, that the only three noble names in the county were to be found
in the great house; mine was one; the other two were Devereux and Bohun.’
‘What do you mean by the great house?’
‘The workhouse.’
‘Is it possible that you were born there?’
‘Yes, young man; and as you now speak softly and kindly, I will
tell you my whole tale. My father was an officer of the sea, and
was killed at sea as he was coming home to marry my mother, Isopel Berners.
He had been acquainted with her, and had left her; but after a few months
he wrote her a letter, to say that he had no rest, and that he repented,
and that as soon as his ship came to port he would do her all the reparation
in his power. Well, young man, the very day before they reached
port they met the enemy, and there was a fight, and my father was killed,
after he had struck down six of the enemy’s crew on their own
deck; for my father was a big man, as I have heard, and knew tolerably
well how to use his hands, And when my mother heard the news, she became
half distracted, and ran away into the fields and forests, totally neglecting
her business, for she was a small milliner; and so she ran demented
about the meads and forests for a long time, now sitting under a tree,
and now by the side of a river - at last she flung herself into some
water, and would have been drowned, had not some one been at hand and
rescued her, whereupon she was conveyed to the great house, lest she
should attempt to do herself farther mischief, for she had neither friends
nor parents - and there she died three months after, having first brought
me into the world. She was a sweet pretty creature, I’m
told, but hardly fit for this world, being neither large, nor fierce,
nor able to take her own part. So I was born and bred in the great
house, where I learnt to read and sew, to fear God, and to take my own
part. When I was fourteen I was put out to service to a small
farmer and his wife, with whom, however, I did not stay long, for I
was half-starved, and otherwise ill treated, especially by my mistress,
who one day attempting to knock me down with a besom, I knocked her
down with my fist, and went back to the great house.’
‘And how did they receive you in the great house?’
‘Not very kindly, young man - on the contrary, I was put into
a dark room, where I was kept a fortnight on bread and water; I did
not much care, however, being glad to have got back to the great house
at any rate - the place where I was born, and where my poor mother died;
and in the great house I continued two years longer, reading and sewing,
fearing God, and taking my own part when necessary. At the end
of the two years I was again put out to service, but this time to a
rich farmer and his wife, with whom, however, I did not live long, less
time, I believe, than with the poor ones, being obliged to leave for
- ’
‘Knocking your mistress down?’
‘No, young man, knocking my master down, who conducted himself
improperly towards me. This time I did not go back to the great
house, having a misgiving that they would not receive me; so I turned
my back to the great house where I was born, and where my poor mother
died, and wandered for several days I know not whither, supporting myself
on a few halfpence which I chanced to have in my pocket. It happened
one day, as I sat under a hedge crying, having spent my last farthing,
that a comfortable-looking elderly woman came up in a cart, and seeing
the state in which I was, she stopped and asked what was the matter
with me; I told her some part of my story, whereupon she said, ‘Cheer
up, my dear; if you like, you shall go with me, and wait upon me.’
Of course I wanted little persuasion, so I got into the cart and went
with her. She took me to London and various other places, and
I soon found that she was a travelling woman, who went about the country
with silks and linen. I was of great use to her, more especially
in those places where we met evil company. Once, as we were coming
from Dover, we were met by two sailors, who stopped our cart, and would
have robbed and stripped us. ‘Let me get down,’ said
I; so I got down, and fought with them both, till they turned round
and ran away. Two years I lived with the old gentlewoman, who
was very kind to me, almost as kind as a mother; at last she fell sick
at a place in Lincolnshire, and after a few days died, leaving me her
cart and stock in trade, praying me only to see her decently buried
- which I did, giving her a funeral fit for a gentlewoman. After
which I travelled the country - melancholy enough for want of company,
but so far fortunate, that I could take my own part when anybody was
uncivil to me. At last, passing through the valley of Todmorden,
I formed the acquaintance of Blazing Bosville and his wife, with whom
I occasionally took journeys for company’s sake, for it is melancholy
to travel about alone, even when one can take one’s own part.
I soon found they were evil people; but, upon the whole, they treated
me civilly, and I sometimes lent them a little money, so that we got
on tolerably well together. He and I, it is true, had once a dispute,
and nearly came to blows; for once, when we were alone, he wanted me
to marry him, promising, if I would, to turn off Grey Moll, or, if I
liked it better, to make her wait upon me as a maid-servant; I never
liked him much, but from that hour less than ever. Of the two,
I believe Grey Moll to be the best, for she is at any rate true and
faithful to him, and I like truth and constancy - don’t you, young
man?’
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘they are very nice things. I
feel very strangely.’
‘How do you feel, young man?
‘Very much afraid.’
‘Afraid, at what? At the Flaming Tinman? Don’t
be afraid of him. He won’t come back, and if he did, he
shouldn’t touch you in this state, I’d fight him for you;
but he won’t come back, so you needn’t be afraid of him.’
‘I’m not afraid of the Flaming Tinman.’
‘What, then, are you afraid of?’
‘The evil one.’
‘The evil one!’ said the girl, ‘where is he?’
‘Coming upon me.’
‘Never heed,’ said the girl, ‘I’ll stand by
you.’
CHAPTER LXXXVII
Hubbub of voices - No offence - Nodding - The guests.
The kitchen of the public-house was a large one, and many people were
drinking in it; there was a confused hubbub of voices.
I sat down on a bench behind a deal table, of which there were three
or four in the kitchen; presently a bulky man, in a green coat of the
Newmarket cut, and without a hat, entered, and observing me, came up,
and in rather a gruff tone cried, ‘Want anything, young fellow?’
‘Bring me a jug of ale,’ said I, ‘if you are the master,
as I suppose you are, by that same coat of yours, and your having no
hat on your head.’
‘Don’t be saucy, young fellow,’ said the landlord,
for such he was; ‘don’t be saucy, or - ’ Whatever
he intended to say he left unsaid, for fixing his eyes upon one of my
hands, which I had placed by chance upon the table, he became suddenly
still.
This was my left hand, which was raw and swollen, from the blows dealt
on a certain hard skull in a recent combat. ‘What do you
mean by staring at my hand so?’ said I, withdrawing it from the
table.
‘No offence, young man, no offence,’ said the landlord,
in a quite altered tone; ‘but the sight of your hand - ’
then observing that our conversation began to attract the notice of
the guests in the kitchen, he interrupted himself, saying in an undertone,
‘But mum’s the word for the present, I will go and fetch
the ale.’
In about a minute he returned, with a jug of ale foaming high.
‘Here’s your health,’ said he, blowing off the foam,
and drinking; but perceiving that I looked rather dissatisfied, he murmured,
‘All’s right, I glory in you; but mum’s the word.’
Then, placing the jug on the table, he gave me a confidential nod, and
swaggered out of the room.
What can the silly impertinent fellow mean? thought I; but the ale was
now before me, and I hastened to drink, for my weakness was great, and
my mind was full of dark thoughts, the remains of the indescribable
horror of the preceding night. It may kill me, thought I, as I
drank deep - but who cares? anything is better than what I have suffered.
I drank deep, and then leaned back against the wall: it appeared as
if a vapour was stealing up into my brain, gentle and benign, soothing
and stifling the horror and the fear; higher and higher it mounted,
and I felt nearly overcome; but the sensation was delicious, compared
with that I had lately experienced, and now I felt myself nodding; and,
bending down, I laid my head on the table on my folded hands.
And in that attitude I remained some time, perfectly unconscious.
At length, by degrees, perception returned, and I lifted up my head.
I felt somewhat dizzy and bewildered, but the dark shadow had withdrawn
itself from me. And now once more I drank of the jug; this second
draught did not produce an overpowering effect upon me - it revived
and strengthened me - I felt a new man.
I looked around me; the kitchen had been deserted by the greater part
of the guests; besides myself, only four remained; these were seated
at the farther end. One was haranguing fiercely and eagerly; he
was abusing England, and praising America. At last he exclaimed,
‘So when I gets to New York, I will toss up my hat, and damn the
King.’
That man must be a Radical, thought I.
CHAPTER LXXXVIII
A Radical - Simple-looking man - Church of England - The President -
Aristocracy - Gin and water - Mending the roads - Persecuting Church
- Simon de Montfort - Broken bells - Get up - Not for the Pope - Quay
of New York - Mumpers’ Dingle - No wish to fight - First draught
- A poor pipe - Half-a-crown broke.
The individual whom I supposed to be a Radical, after a short pause,
again uplifted his voice; he was rather a strong-built fellow of about
thirty, with an ill-favoured countenance, a white hat on his head, a
snuff-coloured coat on his back, and when he was not speaking, a pipe
in his mouth. ‘Who would live in such a country as England?’
he shouted.
‘There is no country like America,’ said his nearest neighbour,
a man also in a white hat, and of a very ill-favoured countenance -
‘there is no country like America,’ said he, withdrawing
a pipe from his mouth; ‘I think I shall - ’ and here he
took a draught from a jug, the contents of which he appeared to have
in common with the other, - ‘go to America one of these days myself.’
‘Poor old England is not such a bad country, after all,’
said a third, a simple-looking man in a labouring dress, who sat smoking
a pipe without anything before him. ‘If there was but a
little more work to be got, I should have nothing to say against her;
I hope, however - ’
‘You hope! who cares what you hope?’ interrupted the first,
in a savage tone; ‘you are one of those sneaking hounds who are
satisfied with dogs’ wages - a bit of bread and a kick.
Work, indeed! who, with the spirit of a man, would work for a country
where there is neither liberty of speech nor of action? a land full
of beggarly aristocracy, hungry borough-mongers, insolent parsons, and
“their . . . wives and daughters,” as William Cobbett says,
in his “Register.”’
‘Ah, the Church of England has been a source of incalculable mischief
to these realms,’ said another.
The person who uttered these words sat rather aloof from the rest; he
was dressed in a long black surtout. I could not see much of his
face, partly owing to his keeping it very much directed to the ground,
and partly owing to a large slouched hat which he wore; I observed,
however, that his hair was of a reddish tinge. On the table near
him was a glass and spoon.
‘You are quite right,’ said the first, alluding to what
this last had said, ‘the Church of England has done incalculable
mischief here. I value no religion three halfpence, for I believe
in none; but the one that I hate most is the Church of England; so when
I get to New York, after I have shown the fine fellows on the quay a
spice of me, by . . . the King, I’ll toss up my hat again, and
. . . the Church of England too.’
‘And suppose the people of New York should clap you in the stocks?’
said I.
These words drew upon me the attention of the whole four. The
Radical and his companion stared at me ferociously; the man in black
gave me a peculiar glance from under his slouched hat; the simple-looking
man in the labouring dress laughed.
‘What are you laughing at, you fool?’ said the Radical,
turning and looking at the other, who appeared to be afraid of him;
‘hold your noise; and a pretty fellow, you,’ said he, looking
at me, ‘to come here, and speak against the great American nation.’
‘I speak against the great American nation!’ said I; ‘I
rather paid them a compliment.’
‘By supposing they would put me in the stocks. Well, I call
it abusing them, to suppose they would do any such thing - stocks, indeed!
- there are no stocks in all the land. Put me in the stocks! why,
the President will come down to the quay, and ask me to dinner, as soon
as he hears what I have said about the King and Church.’
‘I shouldn’t wonder,’ said I, ‘if you go to
America you will say of the President and country what now you say of
the King and Church, and cry out for somebody to send you back to England.’
The Radical dashed his pipe to pieces against the table. ‘I
tell you what, young fellow, you are a spy of the aristocracy, sent
here to kick up a disturbance.’
‘Kicking up a disturbance,’ said I, ‘is rather inconsistent
with the office of spy. If I were a spy, I should hold my head
down, and say nothing.’
The man in black partially raised his head, and gave me another peculiar
glance.
‘Well, if you aren’t sent to spy, you are sent to bully,
to prevent people speaking, and to run down the great American nation;
but you shan’t bully me. I say, down with the aristocracy,
the beggarly British aristocracy. Come, what have you to say to
that?’
‘Nothing,’ said I.
‘Nothing!’ repeated the Radical.
‘No,’ said I, ‘down with them as soon as you can.’
‘As soon as I can! I wish I could. But I can down
with a bully of theirs. Come, will you fight for them?’
‘No,’ said I.
‘You won’t?
‘No,’ said I; ‘though, from what I have seen of them,
I should say they are tolerably able to fight for themselves.’
‘You won’t fight for them,’ said the Radical triumphantly;
‘I thought so; all bullies, especially those of the aristocracy,
are cowards. Here, landlord,’ said he, raising his voice,
and striking against the table with the jug, ‘some more ale -
he won’t fight for his friends.’
‘A white feather,’ said his companion.
‘He! he!’ tittered the man in black.
‘Landlord, landlord,’ shouted the Radical, striking the
table with the jug louder than before. ‘Who called?’
said the landlord, coming in at last. ‘Fill this jug again,’
said the other, ‘and be quick about it.’ ‘Does
any one else want anything?’ said the landlord. ‘Yes,’
said the man in black; ‘you may bring me another glass of gin
and water.’ ‘Cold?’ said the landlord.
‘Yes,’ said the man in black, ‘with a lump of sugar
in it.’
‘Gin and water cold, with a lump of sugar in it,’ said I,
and struck the table with my fist.
‘Take some?’ said the landlord, inquiringly.
‘No,’ said I, ‘only something came into my head.’
‘He’s mad,’ said the man in black.
‘Not he,’ said the Radical. ‘He’s only
shamming; he knows his master is here, and therefore has recourse to
these manoeuvres, but it won’t do. Come, landlord, what
are you staring at? Why don’t you obey your orders?
Keeping your customers waiting in this manner is not the way to increase
your business.’
The landlord looked at the Radical, and then at me. At last, taking
the jug and glass, he left the apartment, and presently returned with
each filled with its respective liquor. He placed the jug with
beer before the Radical, and the glass with the gin and water before
the man in black, and then, with a wink to me, he sauntered out.
‘Here is your health, sir,’ said the man of the snuff-coloured
coat, addressing himself to the one in black; ‘I honour you for
what you said about the Church of England. Every one who speaks
against the Church of England has my warm heart. Down with it,
I say, and may the stones of it be used for mending the roads, as my
friend William says in his Register.’
The man in black, with a courteous nod of his head, drank to the man
in the snuff-coloured coat. ‘With respect to the steeples,’
said he, ‘I am not altogether of your opinion; they might be turned
to better account than to serve to mend the roads; they might still
be used as places of worship, but not for the worship of the Church
of England. I have no fault to find with the steeples, it is the
Church itself which I am compelled to arraign; but it will not stand
long, the respectable part of its ministers are already leaving it.
It is a bad Church, a persecuting Church.’
‘Whom does it persecute?’ said I.
The man in black glanced at me slightly, and then replied slowly, ‘The
Catholics.’
‘And do those whom you call Catholics never persecute?’
said I.
‘Never,’ said the man in black.
‘Did you ever read Foxe’s Book of Martyrs?’
said I.
‘He! he!’ tittered the man in black; ‘there is not
a word of truth in Foxe’s Book of Martyrs.’
‘Ten times more than in the Flos Sanctorum,’ said
I.
The man in black looked at me, but made no answer.
‘And what say you to the Massacre of the Albigenses and the Vaudois,
“whose bones lie scattered on the cold Alp,” or the Revocation
of the Edict of Nantes?’
The man in black made no answer.
‘Go to,’ said I; ‘it is because the Church of England
is not a persecuting church, that those whom you call the respectable
part are leaving her; it is because they can’t do with the poor
Dissenters what Simon de Montfort did with the Albigenses, and the cruel
Piedmontese with the Vaudois, that they turn to bloody Rome; the Pope
will no doubt welcome them, for the Pope, do you see, being very much
in want, will welcome - ’
‘Hollo!’ said the Radical, interfering, ‘what are
you saying about the Pope? I say, hurrah for the Pope; I value
no religion three halfpence, as I said before, but if I were to adopt
any, it should be the Popish as it’s called, because I conceives
the Popish to be the grand enemy of the Church of England, of the beggarly
aristocracy, and the borough-monger system, so I won’t hear the
Pope abused while I am by. Come, don’t look fierce.
You won’t fight, you know, I have proved it; but I will give you
another chance - I will fight for the Pope, will you fight against him?’
‘Oh dear me, yes,’ said I, getting up and stepping forward.
‘I am a quiet peaceable young man, and, being so, am always ready
to fight against the Pope - the enemy of all peace and quiet; to refuse
fighting for the aristocracy is a widely different thing from refusing
to fight against the Pope; so come on, if you are disposed to fight
for him. To the Pope broken bells, to Saint James broken shells.
No Popish vile oppression, but the Protestant succession. Confusion
to the Groyne, hurrah for the Boyne, for the army at Clonmel, and the
Protestant young gentlemen who live there as well.’
‘An Orangeman,’ said the man in black.
‘Not a Platitude,’ said I.
The man in black gave a slight start.
‘Amongst that family,’ said I, ‘no doubt, something
may be done, but amongst the Methodist preachers I should conceive that
the success would not be great.’
The man in black sat quite still.
‘Especially amongst those who have wives,’ I added.
The man in black stretched his hand towards his gin and water.
‘However,’ said I, ‘we shall see what the grand movement
will bring about, and the results of the lessons in elocution.’
The man in black lifted the glass up to his mouth, and, in doing so,
let the spoon fall.
‘But what has this to do with the main question?’ said I;
‘I am waiting here to fight against the Pope.’
‘Come, Hunter,’ said the companion of the man in the snuff
coloured coat, ‘get up, and fight for the Pope.’
‘I don’t care for the young fellow,’ said the man
in the snuff-coloured coat.
‘I know you don’t,’ said the other, ‘so get
up, and serve him out.’
‘I could serve out three like him,’ said the man in the
snuff-coloured coat.
‘So much the better for you,’ said the other, ‘the
present work will be all the easier for you, get up, and serve him out
at once.’
The man in the snuff-coloured coat did not stir.
‘Who shows the white feather now?’ said the simple-looking
man.
‘He! he! he!’ tittered the man in black.
‘Who told you to interfere?’ said the Radical, turning ferociously
towards the simple-looking man; ‘say another word and I’ll
- ’ ‘And you!’ said he, addressing himself to
the man in black, ‘a pretty fellow you to turn against me, after
I had taken your part. I tell you what, you may fight for yourself.
I’ll see you and your Pope in the pit of Eldon before I fight
for either of you, so make the most of it.’
‘Then you won’t fight?’ said I.
‘Not for the Pope,’ said the Radical; ‘I’ll
see the Pope - ’
‘Dear me!’ said I, ‘not fight for the Pope, whose
religion you would turn to, if you were inclined for any. I see
how it is, you are not fond of fighting; but I’ll give you another
chance - you were abusing the Church of England just now: I’ll
fight for it - will you fight against it?’
‘Come, Hunter,’ said the other, ‘get up, and fight
against the Church of England.’
‘I have no particular quarrel against the Church of England,’
said the man in the snuff-coloured coat, ‘my quarrel is with the
aristocracy. If I said anything against the Church, it was merely
for a bit of corollary, as Master William Cobbett would say; the quarrel
with the Church belongs to this fellow in black, so let him carry it
on. However,’ he continued suddenly, ‘I won’t
slink from the matter either; it shall never be said by the fine fellows
on the quay of New York that I wouldn’t fight against the Church
of England. So down with the beggarly aristocracy, the Church,
and the Pope to the bottom of the pit of Eldon, and may the Pope fall
first, and the others upon him.’
Thereupon, dashing his hat on the table, he placed himself in an attitude
of offence and rushed forward. He was, as I have said before,
a powerful fellow, and might have proved a dangerous antagonist, more
especially to myself, who, after my recent encounter with the Flaming
Tinman, and my wrestlings with the evil one, was in anything but fighting
order. Any collision, however, was prevented by the landlord,
who, suddenly appearing, thrust himself between us. ‘There
shall be no fighting here,’ said he; ‘no one shall fight
in this house, except it be with myself; so if you two have anything
to say to each other, you had better go into the field behind the house.
But, you fool,’ said he, pushing Hunter violently on the breast,
‘do you know whom you are going to tackle with? - this is the
young chap that beat Blazing Bosville, only as late as yesterday, in
Mumpers’ Dingle. Grey Moll told me all about it last night,
when she came for some brandy for her husband, who, she said, had been
half killed; and she described the young man to me so closely that I
knew him at once, that is, as soon as I saw how his left hand was bruised,
for she told me he was a left-hand hitter. Aren’t it all
true, young man? Aren’t you he that beat Flaming Bosville,
in Mumpers’ Dingle?’ ‘I never beat Flaming Bosville,’
said I, ‘he beat himself. Had he not struck his hand against
a tree, I shouldn’t be here at the present moment.’
‘Hear, hear!’ said the landlord, ‘now that’s
just as it should be; I like a modest man, for, as the parson says,
nothing sits better upon a young man than modesty. I remember,
when I was young, fighting with Tom of Hopton, the best man that ever
pulled off coat in England. I remember, too, that I won the battle;
for I happened to hit Tom of Hopton in the mark, as he was coming in,
so that he lost his wind, and falling squelch on the ground, do ye see,
he lost the battle, though I am free to confess that he was a better
man than myself; indeed, the best man that ever fought in England; yet
still, I won the battle, as every customer of mine, and everybody within
twelve miles round, has heard over and over again. Now, Mr. Hunter,
I have one thing to say, if you choose to go into the field behind the
house, and fight the young man, you can. I’ll back him for
ten pounds; but no fighting in my kitchen - because why? I keeps
a decent kind of an establishment.’
‘I have no wish to fight the young man,’ said Hunter; ‘more
especially as he has nothing to say for the aristocracy. If he
chose to fight for them, indeed - but he won’t, I know; for I
see he’s a decent, respectable young man; and, after all, fighting
is a blackguard way of settling a dispute; so I have no wish to fight;
however, there is one thing I’ll do,’ said he, uplifting
his fist, ‘I’ll fight this fellow in black here for half
a crown, or for nothing, if he pleases; it was he that got up the last
dispute between me and the young man, with his Pope and his nonsense;
so I will fight him for anything he pleases, and perhaps the young man
will be my second; whilst you - ’
‘Come, Doctor,’ said the landlord, ‘or whatsoever
you be, will you go into the field with Hunter? I’ll second
you, only you must back yourself. I’ll lay five pounds on
Hunter, if you are inclined to back yourself; and will help you to win
it as far, do you see, as a second can; because why? I always
likes to do the fair thing.’
‘Oh, I have no wish to fight,’ said the man in black, hastily;
‘fighting is not my trade. If I have given any offence,
I beg anybody’s pardon.’
‘Landlord,’ said I, ‘what have I to pay?
‘Nothing at all,’ said the landlord; ‘glad to see
you. This is the first time that you have been at my house, and
I never charge new customers, at least customers such as you, anything
for the first draught. You’ll come again, I daresay; shall
always be glad to see you. I won’t take it,’ said
he, as I put sixpence on the table; ‘I won’t take it.’
‘Yes, you shall,’ said I; ‘but not in payment for
anything I have had myself: it shall serve to pay for a jug of ale for
that gentleman,’ said I, pointing to the simple-looking individual;
‘he is smoking a poor pipe. I do not mean to say that a
pipe is a bad thing; but a pipe without ale, do you see - ’
‘Bravo!’ said the landlord, ‘that’s just the
conduct I like.’
‘Bravo!’ said Hunter. ‘I shall be happy to drink
with the young man whenever I meet him at New York, where, do you see,
things are better managed than here.’
‘If I have given offence to anybody,’ said the man in black,
‘I repeat that I ask pardon, - more especially to the young gentleman,
who was perfectly right to stand up for his religion, just as I - not
that I am of any particular religion, no more than this honest gentleman
here,’ bowing to Hunter; ‘but I happen to know something
of the Catholics - several excellent friends of mine are Catholics -
and of a surety the Catholic religion is an ancient religion, and a
widely-extended religion, though it certainly is not a universal religion,
but it has of late made considerable progress, even amongst those nations
who have been particularly opposed to it - amongst the Prussians and
the Dutch, for example, to say nothing of the English; and then, in
the East, amongst the Persians, amongst the Armenians.’
‘The Armenians,’ said I; ‘oh dear me, the Armenians
- ’
‘Have you anything to say about those people, sir?’ said
the man in black, lifting up his glass to his mouth.
‘I have nothing further to say,’ said I, ‘than that
the roots of Ararat are occasionally found to be deeper than those of
Rome.’
‘There’s half-a-crown broke,’ said the landlord, as
the man in black let fall the glass, which was broken to pieces on the
floor. ‘You will pay me the damage, friend, before you leave
this kitchen. I like to see people drink freely in my kitchen,
but not too freely, and I hate breakages; because why? I keeps
a decent kind of an establishment.’
CHAPTER LXXXIX
The dingle - Give them ale - Not over complimentary - America - Many
people - Washington - Promiscuous company - Language of the roads -
The old women - Numerals - The man in black.
The public-house where the scenes which I have attempted to describe
in the preceding chapters took place, was at the distance of about two
miles from the dingle. The sun was sinking in the west by the
time I returned to the latter spot. I found Belle seated by a
fire, over which her kettle was suspended. During my absence she
had prepared herself a kind of tent, consisting of large hoops covered
over with tarpaulins, quite impenetrable to rain, however violent.
‘I am glad you are returned,’ said she, as soon as she perceived
me; ‘I began to be anxious about you. Did you take my advice?’
‘Yes,’ said I; ‘I went to the public-house and drank
ale, as you advised me; it cheered, strengthened, and drove away the
horror from my mind - I am much beholden to you.’
‘I knew it would do you good,’ said Belle; ‘I remembered
that when the poor women in the great house were afflicted with hysterics,
and fearful imaginings, the surgeon, who was a good kind man, used to
say, “Ale, give them ale, and let it be strong.”’
‘He was no advocate for tea, then?’ said I.
‘He had no objection to tea; but he used to say, “Everything
in its season.” Shall we take ours now? - I have waited
for you.’
‘I have no objection,’ said I; ‘I feel rather heated,
and at present should prefer tea to ale - “Everything in its season,”
as the surgeon said.’
Thereupon Belle prepared tea, and, as we were taking it, she said -
‘What did you see and hear at the public-house?’
‘Really,’ said I, ‘you appear to have your full portion
of curiosity; what matters it to you what I saw and heard at the public-house?’
‘It matters very little to me,’ said Belle; ‘I merely
inquired of you, for the sake of a little conversation - you were silent,
and it is uncomfortable for two people to sit together without opening
their lips - at least I think so.’
‘One only feels uncomfortable,’ said I, ‘in being
silent, when one happens to be thinking of the individual with whom
one is in company. To tell you the truth, I was not thinking of
my companion, but of certain company with whom I had been at the public-house.’
‘Really, young man,’ said Belle, ‘you are not over
complimentary; but who may this wonderful company have been - some young
- ?’ and here Belle stopped.
‘No,’ said I, ‘there was no young person - if person
you were going to say. There was a big portly landlord, whom I
daresay you have seen; a noisy savage Radical, who wanted at first to
fasten upon me a quarrel about America, but who subsequently drew in
his horns; then there was a strange fellow, a prowling priest, I believe,
whom I have frequently heard of, who at first seemed disposed to side
with the Radical against me, and afterwards with me against the Radical.
There, you know my company, and what took place.’
‘Was there no one else?’ said Belle.
‘You are mighty curious,’ said I. ‘No, none
else, except a poor simple mechanic, and some common company, who soon
went away.’
Belle looked at me for a moment, and then appeared to be lost in thought
- ‘America!’ said she, musingly - ‘America!’
‘What of America?’ said I.
‘I have heard that it is a mighty country.’
‘I daresay it is,’ said I; ‘I have heard my father
say that the Americans are first-rate marksmen.’
‘I heard nothing about that,’ said Belle; ‘what I
heard was, that it is a great and goodly land, where people can walk
about without jostling, and where the industrious can always find bread;
I have frequently thought of going thither.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘the Radical in the public-house will
perhaps be glad of your company thither; he is as great an admirer of
America as yourself, though I believe on different grounds.’
‘I shall go by myself,’ said Belle, ‘unless - unless
that should happen which is not likely - I am not fond of Radicals no
more than I am of scoffers and mockers.’
‘Do you mean to say that I am a scoffer and mocker?’
‘I don’t wish to say you are,’ said Belle; ‘but
some of your words sound strangely like scoffing and mocking.
I have now one thing to beg, which is, that if you have anything to
say against America, you would speak it out boldly.’
‘What should I have to say against America? I never was
there.’
‘Many people speak against America who never were there.’
‘Many people speak in praise of America who never were there;
but with respect to myself, I have not spoken for or against America.’
‘If you liked America you would speak in its praise.’
‘By the same rule, if I disliked America I should speak against
it.’
‘I can’t speak with you,’ said Belle; ‘but I
see you dislike the country.’
‘The country!’
‘Well, the people - don’t you?’
‘I do.’
‘Why do you dislike them?’
‘Why, I have heard my father say that the American marksmen, led
on by a chap of the name of Washington, sent the English to the right-about
in double-quick time.’
‘And that is your reason for disliking the Americans?’
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘that is my reason for disliking them.’
‘Will you take another cup of tea?’ said Belle.
I took another cup; we were again silent. ‘It is rather
uncomfortable,’ said I, at last, ‘for people to sit together
without having anything to say.’
‘Were you thinking of your company?’ said Belle.
‘What company?’ said I.
‘The present company.’
‘The present company! oh, ah - I remember that I said one only
feels uncomfortable in being silent with a companion, when one happens
to be thinking of the companion. Well, I had been thinking of
you the last two or three minutes, and had just come to the conclusion
that, to prevent us both feeling occasionally uncomfortably towards
each other, having nothing to say, it would be as well to have a standing
subject on which to employ our tongues. Belle, I have determined
to give you lessons in Armenian.’
‘What is Armenian?’
‘Did you ever hear of Ararat?’
‘Yes, that was the place where the ark rested; I have heard the
chaplain in the great house talk of it; besides, I have read of it in
the Bible.’
‘Well, Armenian is the speech of people of that place, and I should
like to teach it you.’
‘To prevent - ’
‘Ay, ay, to prevent our occasionally feeling uncomfortable together.
Your acquiring it besides might prove of ulterior advantage to us both;
for example, suppose you and I were in promiscuous company, at Court,
for example, and you had something to communicate to me which you did
not wish any one else to be acquainted with, how safely you might communicate
it to me in Armenian.’
‘Would not the language of the roads do as well?’ said Belle.
‘In some places it would,’ said I, ‘but not at Court,
owing to its resemblance to thieves’ slang. There is Hebrew,
again, which I was thinking of teaching you, till the idea of being
presented at Court made me abandon it, from the probability of our being
understood, in the event of our speaking it, by at least half a dozen
people in our vicinity. There is Latin, it is true, or Greek,
which we might speak aloud at Court with perfect confidence of safety,
but upon the whole I should prefer teaching you Armenian, not because
it would be a safer language to hold communication with at Court, but
because, not being very well grounded in it myself, I am apprehensive
that its words and forms may escape from my recollection, unless I have
sometimes occasion to call them forth.’
‘I am afraid we shall have to part company before I have learnt
it,’ said Belle; ‘in the meantime, if I wish to say anything
to you in private, somebody being by, shall I speak in the language
of the roads?’
‘If no roadster is nigh you may,’ said I, ‘and I will
do my best to understand you. Belle, I will now give you a lesson
in Armenian.’
‘I suppose you mean no harm,’ said Belle.
‘Not in the least; I merely propose the thing to prevent our occasionally
feeling uncomfortable together. Let us begin.’
‘Stop till I have removed the tea things,’ said Belle; and,
getting up, she removed them to her own encampment.
‘I am ready,’ said Belle, returning, and taking her former
seat, ‘to join with you in anything which will serve to pass away
the time agreeably, provided there is no harm in it.’
‘Belle,’ said I, ‘I have determined to commence the
course of Armenian lessons by teaching you the numerals; but, before
I do that, it will be as well to tell you that the Armenian language
is called Haik.’
‘I am sure that word will hang upon my memory,’ said Belle.
‘Why hang upon it?’ said I.
‘Because the old women in the great house used to call so the
chimney-hook, on which they hung the kettle; in like manner, on the
hake of my memory I will hang your hake.’
‘Good!’ said I, ‘you will make an apt scholar; but
mind that I did not say hake, but haik; the words are, however, very
much alike; and, as you observe, upon your hake you may hang my haik.
We will now proceed to the numerals.’
‘What are numerals?’ said Belle.
‘Numbers. I will say the Haikan numbers up to ten.
There - have you heard them?’
‘Yes.’
‘Well, try and repeat them.’
‘I only remember number one,’ said Belle, ‘and that
because it is me.’
‘ I will repeat them again,’ said I, ‘and pay greater
attention. Now, try again.’
‘Me, jergo, earache.’
‘I neither said jergo nor earache. I said yergou and yerek.
Belle, I am afraid I shall have some difficulty with you as a scholar.’
Belle made no answer. Her eyes were turned in the direction of
the winding path which led from the bottom of the hollow, where we were
seated, to the plain above. ‘Gorgio shunella,’ she
said at length, in a low voice.
‘Pure Rommany,’ said I; ‘where?’ I added, in
a whisper.
‘Dovey odoi,’ said Belle, nodding with her head towards
the path.
‘I will soon see who it is,’ said I; and starting up, I
rushed towards the pathway, intending to lay violent hands on any one
I might find lurking in its windings. Before, however, I had reached
its commencement, a man, somewhat above the middle height, advanced
from it into the dingle, in whom I recognised the man in black whom
I had seen in the public-house.
CHAPTER XC
Buona sera - Rather apprehensive - The steep bank - Lovely virgin -
Hospitality - Tory minister - Custom of the country - Sneering smile
- Wandering Zigan - Gypsies’ cloaks - Certain faculty - Acute
answer - Various ways - Addio - Best Hollands.
The man in black and myself stood opposite to each other for a minute
or two in silence; I will not say that we confronted each other that
time, for the man in black, after a furtive glance, did not look me
in the face, but kept his eyes fixed apparently on the leaves of a bunch
of ground-nuts which were growing at my feet. At length, looking
around the dingle, he exclaimed, ‘Buona sera, I hope I don’t
intrude.’
‘You have as much right here,’ said I, ‘as I or my
companion; but you had no right to stand listening to our conversation.’
‘I was not listening,’ said the man, ‘I was hesitating
whether to advance or retire; and if I heard some of your conversation,
the fault was not mine.’
‘I do not see why you should have hesitated if your intentions
were good,’ said I.
‘I think the kind of place in which I found myself might excuse
some hesitation,’ said the man in black, looking around; ‘moreover,
from what I had seen of your demeanour at the public-house, I was rather
apprehensive that the reception I might experience at your hands might
be more rough than agreeable.’
‘And what may have been your motive for coming to this place?’
said I.
‘Per far visita a sua signoria, ecco il motivo.’
‘Why do you speak to me in that gibberish,’ said I; ‘do
you think I understand it?’
‘It is not Armenian,’ said the man in black; ‘but
it might serve, in a place like this, for the breathing of a little
secret communication, were any common roadster near at hand. It
would not do at Court, it is true, being the language of singing women,
and the like; but we are not at Court - when we are, I can perhaps summon
up a little indifferent Latin, if I have anything private to communicate
to the learned Professor.’
And at the conclusion of this speech the man in black lifted up his
head, and, for some moments, looked me in the face. The muscles
of his own seemed to be slightly convulsed, and his mouth opened in
a singular manner
‘I see,’ said I, ‘that for some time you were standing
near me and my companion, in the mean act of listening.’
‘Not at all,’ said the man in black; ‘I heard from
the steep bank above, that to which I have now alluded, whilst I was
puzzling myself to find the path which leads to your retreat.
I made, indeed, nearly the compass of the whole thicket before I found
it.’
‘And how did you know that I was here?’ I demanded.
‘The landlord of the public-house, with whom I had some conversation
concerning you, informed me that he had no doubt I should find you in
this place, to which he gave me instructions not very clear. But,
now I am here, I crave permission to remain a little time, in order
that I may hold some communion with you.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘since you are come, you are welcome;
please to step this way.’
Thereupon I conducted the man in black to the fireplace, where Belle
was standing, who had risen from her stool on my springing up to go
in quest of the stranger. The man in black looked at her with
evident curiosity, then making her rather a graceful bow, ‘Lovely
virgin,’ said he, stretching out his hand, ‘allow me to
salute your fingers.’
‘I am not in the habit of shaking hands with strangers,’
said Belle.
‘I did not presume to request to shake hands with you,’
said the man in black, ‘I merely wished to be permitted to salute
with my lips the extremity of your two forefingers.’
‘I never permit anything of the kind,’ said Belle; ‘
I do not approve of such unmanly ways, they are only befitting those
who lurk in corners or behind trees, listening to the conversation of
people who would fain be private.’
‘Do you take me for a listener then?’ said the man in black.
‘Ay, indeed I do,’ said Belle; ‘the young man may
receive your excuses, and put confidence in them, if he please, but
for my part I neither admit them nor believe them;’ and thereupon
flinging her long hair back, which was hanging over her cheeks, she
seated herself on her stool.
‘Come, Belle,’ said I, ‘I have bidden the gentleman
welcome, I beseech you, therefore, to make him welcome; he is a stranger,
where we are at home, therefore, even did we wish him away, we are bound
to treat him kindly.’
‘That’s not English doctrine,’ said the man in black.
‘I thought the English prided themselves on their hospitality,’
said I.
‘They do so,’ said the man in black; ‘they are proud
of showing hospitality to people above them, that is, to those who do
not want it, but of the hospitality which you were now describing, and
which is Arabian, they know nothing. No Englishman will tolerate
another in his house, from whom he does not expect advantage of some
kind, and to those from whom he does he can be civil enough. An
Englishman thinks that, because he is in his own house, he has a right
to be boorish and brutal to any one who is disagreeable to him, as all
those are who are really in want of assistance. Should a hunted
fugitive rush into an Englishman’s house, beseeching protection,
and appealing to the master’s feelings of hospitality, the Englishman
would knock him down in the passage.’
‘You are too general,’ said I, ‘in your strictures.
Lord -, the unpopular Tory minister, was once chased through the streets
of London by a mob, and, being in danger of his life, took shelter in
the shop of a Whig linen-draper, declaring his own unpopular name, and
appealing to the linen-draper’s feelings of hospitality; whereupon
the linen-draper, utterly forgetful of all party rancour, nobly responded
to the appeal, and telling his wife to conduct his lordship upstairs,
jumped over the counter, with his ell in his hand, and placing himself
with half-a-dozen of his assistants at the door of his boutique, manfully
confronted the mob, telling them that he would allow himself to be torn
to a thousand pieces ere he would permit them to injure a hair of his
lordship’s head: what do you think of that?’
‘He! he! he!’ tittered the man in black.
‘Well,’ said I, ‘I am afraid your own practice is
not very different from that which you have been just now describing;
you sided with the Radical in the public-house against me, as long as
you thought him the most powerful, and then turned against him when
you saw he was cowed. What have you to say to that?’
‘Oh, when one is in Rome, I mean England, one must do as they
do in England; I was merely conforming to the custom of the country,
he! he! but I beg your pardon here, as I did in the public-house.
I made a mistake.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘we will drop the matter, but pray
seat yourself on that stone, and I will sit down on the grass near you.’
The man in black, after proffering two or three excuses for occupying
what he supposed to be my seat, sat down upon the stone, and I squatted
down, gypsy-fashion, just opposite to him, Belle sitting on her stool
at a slight distance on my right. After a time I addressed him
thus: ‘Am I to reckon this a mere visit of ceremony? should it
prove so, it will be, I believe, the first visit of the kind ever paid
me.’
‘Will you permit me to ask,’ said the man in black - ‘the
weather is very warm,’ said he, interrupting himself, and taking
off his hat.
I now observed that he was partly bald, his red hair having died away
from the fore part of his crown - his forehead was high, his eyebrows
scanty, his eyes gray and sly, with a downward tendency, his nose was
slightly aquiline, his mouth rather large - a kind of sneering smile
played continually on his lips, his complexion was somewhat rubicund.
‘A bad countenance,’ said Belle, in the language of the
roads, observing that my eyes were fixed on his face.
‘Does not my countenance please you, fair damsel?’ said
the man in black, resuming his hat, and speaking in a peculiarly gentle
voice.
‘How,’ said I, ‘do you understand the language of
the roads?’
‘As little as I do Armenian,’ said the man in black; ‘but
I understand look and tone.’
‘So do I, perhaps,’ retorted Belle; ‘and, to tell
you the truth, I like your tone as little as your face.’
‘For shame,’ said I; ‘have you forgot what I was saying
just now about the duties of hospitality? You have not yet answered
my question,’ said I, addressing myself to the man, ‘with
respect to your visit.’
‘Will you permit me to ask who you are?’
‘Do you see the place where I live?’ said I.
‘I do,’ said the man in black, looking around.
‘Do you know the name of this place?’
‘I was told it was Mumpers’ or Gypsies’ Dingle,’
said the man in black.
‘Good,’ said I; ‘and this forge and tent, what do
they look like?’
‘Like the forge and tent of a wandering Zigan; I have seen the
like in Italy.’
‘Good,’ said I; ‘they belong to me.’
‘Are you, then, a gypsy?’ said the man in black.
‘What else should I be?’
‘But you seem to have been acquainted with various individuals
with whom I have likewise had acquaintance; and you have even alluded
to matters, and even words, which have passed between me and them.’
‘Do you know how gypsies live?’ said I.
‘By hammering old iron, I believe, and telling fortunes.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘there’s my forge, and yonder
is some iron, though not old, and by your own confession I am a soothsayer.’
‘But how did you come by your knowledge?’
‘Oh,’ said I, ‘if you want me to reveal the secrets
of my trade, I have, of course, nothing further to say. Go to
the scarlet dyer, and ask him how he dyes cloth.’
‘Why scarlet?’ said the man in black. ‘Is it
because gypsies blush like scarlet?’
‘Gypsies never blush,’ said I; ‘but gypsies’
cloaks are scarlet.’
‘I should almost take you for a gypsy,’ said the man in
black, ‘but for - ’
‘For what?’ said I.
‘But for that same lesson in Armenian, and your general knowledge
of languages; as for your manners and appearance I will say nothing,’
said the man in black, with a titter.
‘And why should not a gypsy possess a knowledge of languages?’
said I.
‘Because the gypsy race is perfectly illiterate,’ said the
man in black; ‘they are possessed, it is true, of a knavish acuteness,
and are particularly noted for giving subtle and evasive answers - and
in your answers, I confess, you remind me of them; but that one of the
race should acquire a learned language like the Armenian, and have a
general knowledge of literature, is a thing che io non credo afatto.’
‘What do you take me for?’ said I.
‘Why,’ said the man in black, ‘I should consider you
to be a philologist, who, for some purpose, has taken up a gypsy life;
but I confess to you that your way of answering questions is far too
acute for a philologist.’
‘And why should not a philologist be able to answer questions
acutely?’ said I.
‘Because the philological race is the most stupid under heaven,’
said the man in black; ‘they are possessed, it is true, of a certain
faculty for picking up words, and a memory for retaining them; but that
any one of the sect should be able to give a rational answer, to say
nothing of an acute one, on any subject - even though the subject were
philology - is a thing of which I have no idea.’
‘But you found me giving a lesson in Armenian to this handmaid?’
‘I believe I did,’ said the man in black.
‘And you heard me give what you are disposed to call acute answers
to the questions you asked me?’
‘I believe I did,’ said the man in black.
‘And would any one but a philologist think of giving a lesson
in Armenian to a handmaid in a dingle?
‘I should think not,’ said the man in black.
‘Well, then, don’t you see that it is possible for a philologist
to give not only a rational, but an acute answer?’
‘I really don’t know,’ said the man in black.
‘What’s the matter with you?’ said I.
‘Merely puzzled,’ said the man in black.
‘Puzzled?
‘Yes.’
‘Really puzzled?’
‘Yes.’
‘Remain so.’
‘Well,’ said the man in black, rising, ‘puzzled or
not, I will no longer trespass upon your and this young lady’s
retirement; only allow me, before I go, to apologise for my intrusion.’
‘No apology is necessary,’ said I; ‘will you please
to take anything before you go? I think this young lady, at my
request, would contrive to make you a cup of tea.’
‘Tea!’ said the man in black; ‘he! he! I don’t
drink tea; I don’t like it - if, indeed, you had,’ and here
he stopped.
‘There’s nothing like gin and water, is there?’ said
I, ‘but I am sorry to say I have none.’
‘Gin and water,’ said the man in black, ‘how do you
know that I am fond of gin and water?’
‘Did I not see you drinking some at the public-house?’
‘You did,’ said the man in black, ‘and I remember
that, when I called for some you repeated my words - permit me to ask,
is gin and water an unusual drink in England?’
‘It is not usually drunk cold, and with a lump of sugar,’
said I.
‘And did you know who I was by my calling for it so?’
‘Gypsies have various ways of obtaining information,’ said
I.
‘With all your knowledge,’ said the man in black, ‘you
do not appear to have known that I was coming to visit you?’
‘Gypsies do not pretend to know anything which relates to themselves,’
said I; ‘but I advise you, if you ever come again, to come openly.’
‘Have I your permission to come again?’ said the man in
black.
‘Come when you please; this dingle is as free for you as me.’
‘I will visit you again,’ said the man in black - ‘till
then, addio.’
‘Belle,’ said I, after the man in black had departed, ‘we
did not treat that man very hospitably; he left us without having eaten
or drunk at our expense.’
‘You offered him some tea,’ said Belle, ‘which, as
it is mine, I should have grudged him, for I like him not.’
‘Our liking or disliking him had nothing to do with the matter,
he was our visitor, and ought not to have been permitted to depart dry;
living as we do in this desert, we ought always to be prepared to administer
to the wants of our visitors. Belle, do you know where to procure
any good Hollands?’
‘I think I do,’ said Belle, ‘but - ’
‘I will have no buts. Belle, I expect that with as little
delay as possible you procure, at my expense, the best Hollands you
can find.’
CHAPTER XCI
Excursions - Adventurous English - Opaque forests - The greatest patience.
Time passed on, and Belle and I lived in the dingle; when I say lived,
the reader must not imagine that we were always there. She went
out upon her pursuits, and I went out where inclination led me; but
my excursions were very short ones, and hers occasionally occupied whole
days and nights. If I am asked how we passed the time when we
were together in the dingle, I would answer that we passed the time
very tolerably, all things considered; we conversed together, and when
tired of conversing I would sometimes give Belle a lesson in Armenian;
her progress was not particularly brilliant, but upon the whole satisfactory;
in about a fortnight she had hung up one hundred Haikan numerals upon
the hake of her memory. I found her conversation highly entertaining;
she had seen much of England and Wales, and had been acquainted with
some of the most remarkable characters who travelled the roads at that
period; and let me be permitted to say that many remarkable characters
have travelled the roads of England, of whom fame has never said a word.
I loved to hear her anecdotes of these people; some of whom I found
had occasionally attempted to lay violent hands either upon her person
or effects, and had invariably been humbled by her without the assistance
of either justice or constable. I could clearly see, however,
that she was rather tired of England, and wished for a change of scene;
she was particularly fond of talking of America, to which country her
aspirations chiefly tended. She had heard much of America, which
had excited her imagination; for at that time America was much talked
of, on roads and in homesteads - at least, so said Belle, who had good
opportunities of knowing - and most people allowed that it was a good
country for adventurous English. The people who chiefly spoke
against it, as she informed me, were soldiers disbanded upon pensions,
the sextons of village churches, and excisemen. Belle had a craving
desire to visit that country, and to wander with cart and little animal
amongst its forests; when I would occasionally object that she would
be exposed to danger from strange and perverse customers, she said that
she had not wandered the roads of England so long and alone, to be afraid
of anything which might befall in America; and that she hoped, with
God’s favour, to be able to take her own part, and to give to
perverse customers as good as they might bring. She had a dauntless
heart, that same Belle. Such was the staple of Belle’s conversation.
As for mine, I would endeavour to entertain her with strange dreams
of adventure, in which I figured in opaque forests, strangling wild
beasts, or discovering and plundering the hoards of dragons; and sometimes
I would narrate to her other things far more genuine - how I had tamed
savage mares, wrestled with Satan, and had dealings with ferocious publishers.
Belle had a kind heart, and would weep at the accounts I gave her of
my early wrestlings with the dark Monarch. She would sigh, too,
as I recounted the many slights and degradations I had received at the
hands of ferocious publishers; but she had the curiosity of a woman;
and once, when I talked to her of the triumphs which I had achieved
over unbroken mares, she lifted up her head and questioned me as to
the secret of the virtue which I possessed over the aforesaid animals;
whereupon I sternly reprimanded, and forthwith commanded her to repeat
the Armenian numerals; and, on her demurring, I made use of words, to
escape which she was glad to comply, saying the Armenian numerals from
one to a hundred, which numerals, as a punishment for her curiosity,
I made her repeat three times, loading her with the bitterest reproaches
whenever she committed the slightest error, either in accent or pronunciation,
which reproaches she appeared to bear with the greatest patience.
And now I have given a very fair account of the manner in which Isopel
Berners and myself passed our time in the dingle.
CHAPTER XCII
The landlord - Rather too old - Without a shilling - Reputation - A
fortnight ago - Liquids - The main chance - Respectability - Irrational
beings - Parliament cove - My brewer.
Amongst other excursions, I went several times to the public-house to
which I introduced the reader in a former chapter. I had experienced
such beneficial effects from the ale I had drunk on that occasion, that
I wished to put its virtue to a frequent test; nor did the ale on subsequent
trials belie the good opinion which I had at first formed of it.
After each visit which I made to the public-house, I found my frame
stronger and my mind more cheerful than they had previously been.
The landlord appeared at all times glad to see me, and insisted that
I should sit within the bar, where, leaving his other guests to be attended
to by a niece of his, who officiated as his housekeeper, he would sit
beside me and talk of matters concerning ‘the ring,’ indulging
himself with a cigar and a glass of sherry, which he told me was his
favourite wine, whilst I drank my ale. ‘I loves the conversation
of all you coves of the ring,’ said he once, ‘which is natural,
seeing as how I have fought in a ring myself. Ah, there is nothing
like the ring; I wish I was not rather too old to go again into it.
I often think I should like to have another rally - one more rally,
and then - but there’s a time for all things - youth will be served,
every dog has his day, and mine has been a fine one - let me be content.
After beating Tom of Hopton, there was not much more to be done in the
way of reputation; I have long sat in my bar the wonder and glory of
this here neighbourhood. I’m content, as far as reputation
goes; I only wish money would come in a little faster; however, the
next main of cocks will bring me in something handsome - comes off next
Wednesday, at -; have ventured ten five-pound notes - shouldn’t
say ventured either - run no risk at all, because why? I knows
my birds.’ About ten days after this harangue I called again,
at about three o’clock one afternoon. The landlord was seated
on a bench by a table in the common room, which was entirely empty;
he was neither smoking nor drinking, but sat with his arms folded, and
his head hanging down over his breast. At the sound of my step
he looked up; ‘Ah,’ said he, ‘I am glad you are come,
I was just thinking about you.’ ‘Thank you,’
said I; ‘it was very kind of you, especially at a time like this,
when your mind must be full of your good fortune. Allow me to
congratulate you on the sums of money you won by the main of cocks at
-. I hope you brought it all safe home.’ ‘Safe
home!’ said the landlord; ‘I brought myself safe home, and
that was all; came home without a shilling, regularly done, cleaned
out.’ ‘I am sorry for that,’ said I; ‘but
after you had won the money, you ought to have been satisfied, and not
risked it again - how did you lose it? I hope not by the pea and
thimble.’ ‘Pea and thimble,’ said the landlord
- ‘not I; those confounded cocks left me nothing to lose by the
pea and thimble.’ ‘Dear me,’ said I; ‘I
thought that you knew your birds.’ ‘Well, so I did,’
said the landlord; ‘I knew the birds to be good birds, and so
they proved, and would have won if better birds had not been brought
against them, of which I knew nothing, and so do you see I am done,
regularly done.’ ‘Well,’ said I, ‘don’t
be cast down; there is one thing of which the cocks by their misfortune
cannot deprive you - your reputation; make the most of that, give up
cock-fighting, and be content with the custom of your house, of which
you will always have plenty, as long as you are the wonder and glory
of the neighbourhood.’
The landlord struck the table before him violently with his fist.
‘Confound my reputation!’ said he. ‘No reputation
that I have will be satisfaction to my brewer for the seventy pounds
I owe him. Reputation won’t pass for the current coin of
this here realm; and let me tell you, that if it ain’t backed
by some of it, it ain’t a bit better than rotten cabbage, as I
have found. Only three weeks since I was, as I told you, the wonder
and glory of the neighbourhood; and people used to come to look at me,
and worship me; but as soon as it began to be whispered about that I
owed money to the brewer, they presently left off all that kind of thing;
and now, during the last three days, since the tale of my misfortune
with the cocks has got wind, almost everybody has left off coming to
the house, and the few who does, merely comes to insult and flout me.
It was only last night that fellow, Hunter, called me an old fool in
my own kitchen here. He wouldn’t have called me a fool a
fortnight ago; ’twas I called him fool then, and last night he
called me old fool; what do you think of that? - the man that beat Tom
of Hopton, to be called, not only a fool, but an old fool; and I hadn’t
heart, with one blow of this here fist into his face, to send his head
ringing against the wall; for when a man’s pocket is low, do you
see, his heart ain’t much higher; but it is of no use talking,
something must be done. I was thinking of you just as you came
in, for you are just the person that can help me.’
‘If you mean,’ said I, ‘to ask me to lend you the
money which you want, it will be to no purpose, as I have very little
of my own, just enough for my own occasions; it is true, if you desired
it, I would be your intercessor with the person to whom you owe the
money, though I should hardly imagine that anything I could say - ’
‘You are right there,’ said the landlord; ‘much the
brewer would care for anything you could say on my behalf - your going
would be the very way to do me up entirely. A pretty opinion he
would have of the state of my affairs if I were to send him such a ‘cessor
as you; and as for your lending me money, don’t think I was ever
fool enough to suppose either that you had any, or if you had that you
would be fool enough to lend me any. No, no, the coves of the
ring knows better; I have been in the ring myself, and knows what a
fighting cove is, and though I was fool enough to back those birds,
I was never quite fool enough to lend anybody money. What I am
about to propose is something very different from going to my landlord,
or lending any capital; something which, though it will put money into
my pocket, will likewise put something handsome into your own.
I want to get up a fight in this here neighbourhood, which would be
sure to bring plenty of people to my house, for a week before and after
it takes place; and as people can’t come without drinking, I think
I could, during one fortnight, get off for the brewer all the sour and
unsaleable liquids he now has, which people wouldn’t drink at
any other time, and by that means, do you see, liquidate my debt; then,
by means of betting, making first all right, do you see, I have no doubt
that I could put something handsome into my pocket and yours, for I
should wish you to be the fighting man, as I think I can depend upon
you.’ ‘You really must excuse me,’ said I; ‘I
have no wish to figure as a pugilist; besides, there is such a difference
in our ages; you may be the stronger man of the two, and perhaps the
hardest hitter, but I am in much better condition, am more active on
my legs, so that I am almost sure I should have the advantage, for,
as you very properly observed, “Youth will be served.”’
‘Oh, I didn’t mean to fight,’ said the landlord; ‘I
think I could beat you if I were to train a little; but in the fight
I propose I looks more to the main chance than anything else.
I question whether half so many people could be brought together if
you were to fight with me as the person I have in view, or whether there
would be half such opportunities for betting, for I am a man, do you
see; the person I wants you to fight with is not a man, but the young
woman you keeps company with.’
‘The young woman I keep company with,’ said I; ‘pray
what do you mean?’
‘We will go into the bar, and have something,’ said the
landlord, getting up. ‘My niece is out, and there is no
one in the house, so we can talk the matter over quietly.’
Thereupon I followed him into the bar, where, having drawn me a jug
of ale, helped himself as usual to a glass of sherry, and lighted a
cigar, he proceeded to explain himself further. ‘What I
wants is to get up a fight between a man and a woman; there never has
yet been such a thing in the ring, and the mere noise of the matter
would bring thousands of people together, quite enough to drink out,
for the thing should be close to my house, all the brewer’s stock
of liquids, both good and bad.’ ‘But,’ said
I, ‘you were the other day boasting of the respectability of your
house; do you think that a fight between a man and a woman close to
your establishment would add to its respectability?’ ‘Confound
the respectability of my house,’ said the landlord; ‘will
the respectability of my house pay the brewer, or keep the roof over
my head? No, no! when respectability won’t keep a man, do
you see, the best thing is to let it go and wander. Only let me
have my own way, and both the brewer, myself, and every one of us, will
be satisfied. And then the betting - what a deal we may make by
the betting - and that we shall have all to ourselves, you, I, and the
young woman; the brewer will have no hand in that. I can manage
to raise ten pounds, and if by flashing that about I don’t manage
to make a hundred, call me horse.’ ‘But suppose,’
said I, ‘the party should lose, on whom you sport your money,
even as the birds did?’ ‘We must first make all right,’
said the landlord, ‘as I told you before; the birds were irrational
beings, and therefore couldn’t come to an understanding with the
others, as you and the young woman can. The birds fought fair;
but I intend that you and the young woman should fight cross.’
‘What do you mean by cross?’ said I. ‘Come,
come,’ said the landlord, ‘don’t attempt to gammon
me; you in the ring, and pretend not to know what fighting cross is!
That won’t do, my fine fellow; but as no one is near us, I will
speak out. I intend that you and the young woman should understand
one another, and agree beforehand which should be beat; and if you take
my advice, you will determine between you that the young woman shall
be beat, as I am sure that the odds will run high upon her, her character
as a fist-woman being spread far and wide, so that all the flats who
think it will be all right will back her, as I myself would, if I thought
it would be a fair thing.’ ‘Then,’ said I, ‘you
would not have us fight fair?’ ‘By no means,’
said the landlord, ‘because why? - I conceives that a cross is
a certainty to those who are in it, whereas by the fair thing one may
lose all he has.’ ‘But,’ said I, ‘you
said the other day that you liked the fair thing.’ ‘That
was by way of gammon,’ said the landlord; ‘just, do you
see, as a Parliament cove might say, speechifying from a barrel to a
set of flats, whom he means to sell. Come, what do you think of
the plan?’
‘It is a very ingenious one,’ said I.
‘Ain’t it?’ said the landlord. ‘The folks
in this neighbourhood are beginning to call me old fool; but if they
don’t call me something else, when they sees me friends with the
brewer, and money in my pocket, my name is not Catchpole. Come,
drink your ale, and go home to the young gentlewoman.’
‘I am going,’ said I, rising from my seat, after finishing
the remainder of the ale.
‘Do you think she’ll have any objection?’ said the
landlord.
‘To do what?’ said I.
‘Why, to fight cross.’
‘Yes, I do,’ said I.
‘But you will do your best to persuade her?’
‘No, I will not,’ said I.
‘Are you fool enough to wish to fight fair?’
‘No,’ said I, ‘I am wise enough to wish not to fight
at all.’
‘And how’s my brewer to be paid?’ said the landlord.
‘I really don’t know,’ said I.
‘I’ll change my religion,’ said the landlord.
CHAPTER XCIII
Another visit - A la Margutte - Clever man - Napoleon’s estimate
- Another statue.
One evening Belle and myself received another visit from the man in
black. After a little conversation of not much importance, I asked
him whether he would not take some refreshment, assuring him that I
was now in possession of some very excellent Hollands, which, with a
glass, a jug of water, and a lump of sugar, was heartily at his service;
he accepted my offer, and Belle going with a jug to the spring, from
which she was in the habit of procuring water for tea, speedily returned
with it full of the clear, delicious water of which I have already spoken.
Having placed the jug by the side of the man in black, she brought him
a glass and spoon, and a tea-cup, the latter containing various lumps
of snowy-white sugar: in the meantime I had produced a bottle of the
stronger liquid. The man in black helped himself to some water,
and likewise to some Hollands, the proportion of water being about two-thirds;
then adding a lump of sugar, he stirred the whole up, tasted it, and
said that it was good.
‘This is one of the good things of life,’ he added, after
a short pause.
‘What are the others?’ I demanded.
‘There is Malvoisia sack,’ said the man in black, ‘and
partridge, and beccafico.’
‘And what do you say to high mass?’ said I.
‘High mass!’ said the man in black; ‘however,’
he continued, after a pause, ‘I will be frank with you; I came
to be so; I may have heard high mass on a time, and said it too; but
as for any predilection for it, I assure you I have no more than for
a long High Church sermon.’
‘You speak a la Margutte,’ said I.
‘Margutte!’ said the man in black, musingly, ‘Margutte!’
‘You have read Pulci, I suppose?’ said I.
‘Yes, yes,’ said the man in black, laughing; ‘I remember.’
‘He might be rendered into English,’ said I, ‘something
in this style:
‘To which Margutte answered with a sneer,
I like the blue no better than the black,
My faith consists alone in savoury cheer,
In roasted capons, and in potent sack;
But above all, in famous gin and clear,
Which often lays the Briton on his back;
With lump of sugar, and with lymph from well,
I drink it, and defy the fiends of hell.’
‘He! he! he!’ said the man in black; ‘that is more
than Mezzofante could have done for a stanza of Byron.’
‘A clever man,’ said I.
‘Who?’ said the man in black.
‘Mezzofante di Bologna.’
‘He! he! he!’ said the man in black; ‘now I know that
you are not a gypsy, at least a soothsayer; no soothsayer would have
said that - ’
‘Why,’ said I, ‘does he not understand five-and-twenty
tongues?’
‘Oh yes,’ said the man in black; ‘and five-and-twenty
added to them; but, he! he! he! it was principally from him, who is
certainly the greatest of Philologists, that I formed my opinion of
the sect.’
‘You ought to speak of him with more respect,’ said I; ‘I
have heard say that he has done good service to your See.’
‘Oh yes,’ said the man in black; ‘he has done good
service to our See, that is, in his way; when the neophytes of the Propaganda
are to be examined in the several tongues in which they are destined
to preach, he is appointed to question them, the questions being first
written down for him, or else, he! he! he! - Of course you know Napoleon’s
estimate of Mezzofante; he sent for the linguist from motives of curiosity,
and after some discourse with him, told him that he might depart; then
turning to some of his generals he observed, “Nous avons eu ici
un exemple qu’un homme peut avoir beaucoup de paroles avec bien
pen d’esprit.”’
‘You are ungrateful to him,’ said I; ‘well, perhaps,
when he is dead and gone you will do him justice.’
‘True,’ said the man in black; ‘when he is dead and
gone, we intend to erect him a statue of wood, on the left-hand side
of the door of the Vatican library.’
‘Of wood?’ said I.
‘He was the son of a carpenter, you know,’ said the man
in black; ‘the figure will be of wood for no other reason, I assure
you; he! he!’
‘You should place another statue on the right.’
‘Perhaps we shall,’ said the man in black; ‘but we
know of no one amongst the philologists of Italy, nor, indeed, of the
other countries inhabited by the faithful, worthy to sit parallel in
effigy with our illustrissimo; when, indeed, we have conquered these
regions of the perfidious by bringing the inhabitants thereof to the
true faith, I have no doubt that we shall be able to select one worthy
to bear him company - one whose statue shall be placed on the right
hand of the library, in testimony of our joy at his conversion; for,
as you know, “There is more joy,” etc.’
‘Wood?’ said I.
‘I hope not,’ said the man in black; ‘no, if I be
consulted as to the material for the statue, I should strongly recommend
bronze.’
And when the man in black had said this, he emptied his second tumbler
of its contents, and prepared himself another.
CHAPTER XCIV
Prerogative - Feeling of gratitude - A long history - Alliterative style
- Advantageous specimen - Jesuit benefice - Not sufficient - Queen Stork’s
tragedy - Good sense - Grandeur and gentility - Ironmonger’s daughter
- Clan Mac-Sycophant - Lickspittles - A curiosity - Newspaper editors
- Charles the Simple - High-flying ditty - Dissenters - Lower classes
- Priestley’s house - Saxon ancestors - Austin - Renovating glass
- Money - Quite original.
‘So you hope to bring these regions again beneath the banner of
the Roman See?’ said I, after the man in black had prepared the
beverage, and tasted it.
‘Hope!’ said the man in black; ‘how can we fail?
Is not the Church of these regions going to lose its prerogative?’
‘Its prerogative?’
‘Yes; those who should be the guardians of the religion of England
are about to grant Papists emancipation, and to remove the disabilities
from Dissenters, which will allow the Holy Father to play his own game
in England.’
On my inquiring how the Holy Father intended to play his game, the man
in black gave me to understand that he intended for the present to cover
the land with temples, in which the religion of Protestants would be
continually scoffed at and reviled.
On my observing that such behaviour would savour strongly of ingratitude,
the man in black gave me to understand that if I entertained the idea
that the See of Rome was ever influenced in its actions by any feeling
of gratitude I was much mistaken, assuring me that if the See of Rome
in any encounter should chance to be disarmed, and its adversary, from
a feeling of magnanimity, should restore the sword which had been knocked
out of its hand, the See of Rome always endeavoured on the first opportunity
to plunge the said sword into its adversary’s bosom; conduct which
the man in black seemed to think was very wise, and which he assured
me had already enabled it to get rid of a great many troublesome adversaries,
and would, he had no doubt, enable it to get rid of a great many more.
On my attempting to argue against the propriety of such behaviour, the
man in black cut the matter short by saying that if one party was a
fool he saw no reason why the other should imitate it in its folly.
After musing a little while, I told him that emancipation had not yet
passed through the legislature, and that perhaps it never would; reminding
him that there was often many a slip between the cup and the lip; to
which observation the man in black agreed, assuring me, however, that
there was no doubt that emancipation would be carried, inasmuch as there
was a very loud cry at present in the land - a cry of ‘tolerance,’
which had almost frightened the Government out of its wits; who, to
get rid of the cry, was going to grant all that was asked in the way
of toleration, instead of telling the people to ‘hold their nonsense,’
and cutting them down provided they continued bawling longer.
I questioned the man in black with respect to the origin of this cry;
but he said, to trace it to its origin would require a long history;
that, at any rate, such a cry was in existence, the chief raisers of
it being certain of the nobility, called Whigs, who hoped by means of
it to get into power, and to turn out certain ancient adversaries of
theirs called Tories, who were for letting things remain in statu
quo; that these Whigs were backed by a party amongst the people
called Radicals, a specimen of whom I had seen in the public-house;
a set of fellows who were always in the habit of bawling against those
in place; ‘and so,’ he added, ‘by means of these parties,
and the hubbub which the Papists and other smaller sects are making,
a general emancipation will be carried, and the Church of England humbled,
which is the principal thing which the See of Rome cares for.’
On my telling the man in black that I believed that, even among the
high dignitaries of the English Church, there were many who wished to
grant perfect freedom to religions of all descriptions, he said he was
aware that such was the fact, and that such a wish was anything but
wise, inasmuch as, if they had any regard for the religion they professed,
they ought to stand by it through thick and thin, proclaiming it to
be the only true one, and denouncing all others, in an alliterative
style, as dangerous and damnable; whereas, by their present conduct,
they were bringing their religion into contempt with the people at large,
who would never continue long attached to a Church the ministers of
which did not stand up for it, and likewise cause their own brethren,
who had a clearer notion of things, to be ashamed of belonging to it.
‘I speak advisedly,’ said he, in continuation; ‘there
is one Platitude.’
‘And I hope there is only one,’ said I; ‘you surely
would not adduce the likes and dislikes of that poor silly fellow as
the criterions of the opinions of any party?’
‘You know him,’ said the man in black, ‘nay, I heard
you mention him in the public-house; the fellow is not very wise, I
admit, but he has sense enough to know that, unless a Church can make
people hold their tongues when it thinks fit, it is scarcely deserving
the name of a Church; no, I think that the fellow is not such a very
bad stick, and that upon the whole he is, or rather was, an advantageous
specimen of the High Church English clergy, who, for the most part,
so far from troubling their heads about persecuting people, only think
of securing their tithes, eating their heavy dinners, puffing out their
cheeks with importance on country justice benches, and occasionally
exhibiting their conceited wives, hoyden daughters, and gawky sons at
country balls, whereas Platitude - ’
‘Stop,’ said I; ‘you said in the public-house that
the Church of England was a persecuting Church, and here in the dingle
you have confessed that one section of it is willing to grant perfect
freedom to the exercise of all religions, and the other only thinks
of leading an easy life.’
‘Saying a thing in the public-house is a widely different thing
from saying it in the dingle,’ said the man in black; ‘had
the Church of England been a persecuting Church, it would not stand
in the position in which it stands at present; it might, with its opportunities,
have spread itself over the greater part of the world. I was about
to observe that, instead of practising the indolent habits of his High
Church brethren, Platitude would be working for his money, preaching
the proper use of fire and faggot, or rather of the halter and the whipping-post,
encouraging mobs to attack the houses of Dissenters, employing spies
to collect the scandal of neighbourhoods, in order that he might use
it for sacerdotal purposes, and, in fact, endeavouring to turn an English
parish into something like a Jesuit benefice in the south of France.’
‘He tried that game,’ said I, ‘and the parish said
“Pooh, pooh,” and, for the most part, went over to the Dissenters.’
‘Very true,’ said the man in black, taking a sip at his
glass, ‘but why were the Dissenters allowed to preach? why were
they not beaten on the lips till they spat out blood, with a dislodged
tooth or two? Why, but because the authority of the Church of
England has, by its own fault, become so circumscribed that Mr. Platitude
was not able to send a host of beadles and sbirri to their chapel to
bring them to reason, on which account Mr. Platitude is very properly
ashamed of his Church, and is thinking of uniting himself with one which
possesses more vigour and authority.’
‘It may have vigour and authority,’ said I, ‘in foreign
lands, but in these kingdoms the day for practising its atrocities is
gone by. It is at present almost below contempt, and is obliged
to sue for grace in forma pauperis.’
‘Very true,’ said the man in black; ‘but let it once
obtain emancipation, and it will cast its slough, put on its fine clothes,
and make converts by thousands. ‘What a fine Church!’
they’ll say; ‘with what authority it speaks! no doubts,
no hesitation, no sticking at trifles. What a contrast to the
sleepy English Church! They’ll go over to it by millions,
till it preponderates here over every other, when it will of course
be voted the dominant one; and then - and then - ’ and here the
man in black drank a considerable quantity of gin and water.
‘What then?’ said I.
‘What then?’ said the man in black, ‘why she will
be true to herself. Let Dissenters, whether they be Church of
England, as perhaps they may still call themselves, Methodist, or Presbyterian,
presume to grumble, and there shall be bruising of lips in pulpits,
tying up to whipping-posts, cutting off ears and noses - he! he! the
farce of King Log has been acted long enough; the time for Queen Stork’s
tragedy is drawing nigh’; and the man in black sipped his gin
and water in a very exulting manner.
‘And this is the Church which, according to your assertion in
the public-house, never persecutes?’
‘I have already given you an answer,’ said the man in black.
‘With respect to the matter of the public-house, it is one of
the happy privileges of those who belong to my Church to deny in the
public-house what they admit in the dingle; we have high warranty for
such double speaking. Did not the foundation stone of our Church,
Saint Peter, deny in the public-house what he had previously professed
in the valley?’
‘And do you think,’ said I, ‘that the people of England,
who have shown aversion to anything in the shape of intolerance, will
permit such barbarities as you have described?’
‘Let them become Papists,’ said the man in black; ‘only
let the majority become Papists, and you will see.’
‘They will never become so,’ said I; ‘the good sense
of the people of England will never permit them to commit such an absurdity.’
‘The good sense of the people of England!’ said the man
in black, filling himself another glass.
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘the good sense of not only the upper,
but the middle and lower classes.’
‘And of what description of people are the upper class?’
said the man in black, putting a lump of sugar into his gin and water.
‘Very fine people,’ said I, ‘monstrously fine people;
so, at least, they are generally believed to be.’
‘He! he!’ said the man in black; ‘only those think
them so who don’t know them. The male part of the upper
class are in youth a set of heartless profligates; in old age, a parcel
of poor, shaking, nervous paillards. The female part, worthy to
be the sisters and wives of such wretches - unmarried, full of cold
vice, kept under by vanity and ambition, but which, after marriage,
they seek not to restrain; in old age, abandoned to vapours and horrors;
do you think that such beings will afford any obstacle to the progress
of the Church in these regions, as soon as her movements are unfettered?’
‘I cannot give an opinion; I know nothing of them, except from
a distance. But what think you of the middle classes?’
‘Their chief characteristic,’ said the man in black, ‘is
a rage for grandeur and gentility; and that same rage makes us quite
sure of them in the long run. Everything that’s lofty meets
their unqualified approbation; whilst everything humble, or, as they
call it, “low,” is scouted by them. They begin to
have a vague idea that the religion which they have hitherto professed
is low; at any rate, that it is not the religion of the mighty ones
of the earth, of the great kings and emperors whose shoes they have
a vast inclination to kiss, nor was used by the grand personages of
whom they have read in their novels and romances, their Ivanhoes, their
Marmions, and their Ladies of the Lake.’
‘Do you think that the writings of Scott have had any influence
in modifying their religious opinions?’
‘Most certainly I do,’ said the man in black. ‘The
writings of that man have made them greater fools than they were before.
All their conversation now is about gallant knights, princesses, and
cavaliers, with which his pages are stuffed - all of whom were Papists,
or very High Church, which is nearly the same thing; and they are beginning
to think that the religion of such nice sweet-scented gentry must be
something very superfine. Why, I know at Birmingham the daughter
of an ironmonger, who screeches to the piano the Lady of the Lake’s
hymn to the Virgin Mary, always weeps when Mary Queen of Scots is mentioned,
and fasts on the anniversary of the death of that very wise martyr,
Charles the First. Why, I would engage to convert such an idiot
to popery in a week, were it worth my trouble. O Cavaliere Gualtiero,
avete fatto molto in favore della Santa Sede!’
‘If he has,’ said I, ‘he has done it unwittingly;
I never heard before that he was a favourer of the popish delusion.’
‘Only in theory,’ said the man in black. ‘Trust
any of the clan Mac-Sycophant for interfering openly and boldly in favour
of any cause on which the sun does not shine benignantly. Popery
is at present, as you say, suing for grace in these regions in forma
pauperis; but let royalty once take it up, let old gouty George
once patronise it, and I would consent to drink puddle-water if, the
very next time the canny Scot was admitted to the royal symposium, he
did not say, “By my faith, yere Majesty, I have always thought,
at the bottom of my heart, that popery, as ill-scrapit tongues ca’
it, was a very grand religion; I shall be proud to follow your Majesty’s
example in adopting it.”’
‘I doubt not,’ said I, ‘that both gouty George and
his devoted servant will be mouldering in their tombs long before Royalty
in England thinks about adopting popery.’
‘We can wait,’ said the man in black; ‘in these days
of rampant gentility, there will be no want of kings nor of Scots about
them.’
‘But not Walters,’ said I.
‘Our work has been already tolerably well done by one,’
said the man in black; ‘but if we wanted literature, we should
never lack in these regions hosts of literary men of some kind or other
to eulogise us, provided our religion were in the fashion, and our popish
nobles chose - and they always do our bidding - to admit the canaille
to their tables - their kitchen tables. As for literature in general,’
said he, ‘the Santa Sede is not particularly partial to it, it
may be employed both ways. In Italy, in particular, it has discovered
that literary men are not always disposed to be lickspittles.’
‘For example, Dante,’ said I.
‘Yes,’ said the man in black, ‘a dangerous personage;
that poem of his cuts both ways; and then there was Pulci, that Morgante
of his cuts both ways, or rather one way, and that sheer against us;
and then there was Aretino, who dealt so hard with the poveri frati;
all writers, at least Italian ones, are not lickspittles. And
then in Spain, - ’tis true, Lope de Vega and Calderon were most
inordinate lickspittles; the Principe Constante of the last is
a curiosity in its way; and then the Mary Stuart of Lope; I think
I shall recommend the perusal of that work to the Birmingham ironmonger’s
daughter - she has been lately thinking of adding “a slight knowledge
of the magneeficent language of the Peninsula” to the rest of
her accomplishments, he! he! he! But then there was Cervantes,
starving, but straight; he deals us some hard knocks in that second
part of his Quixote. Then there were some of the writers
of the picaresque novels. No, all literary men are not lickspittles,
whether in Italy or Spain, or, indeed, upon the Continent; it is only
in England that all - ’
‘Come,’ said I, ‘Mind what you are about to say of
English literary men.’
‘Why should I mind?’ said the man in black, ‘there
are no literary men here. I have heard of literary men living
in garrets, but not in dingles, whatever philologists may do; I may,
therefore, speak out freely. It is only in England that literary
men are invariably lickspittles; on which account, perhaps, they are
so despised, even by those who benefit by their dirty services.
Look at your fashionable novel-writers, he! he! - and, above all, at
your newspaper editors, ho! ho!’
‘You will, of course, except the editors of the - from your censure
of the last class?’ said I.
‘Them!’ said the man in black; ‘why, they might serve
as models in the dirty trade to all the rest who practise it.
See how they bepraise their patrons, the grand Whig nobility, who hope,
by raising the cry of liberalism and by putting themselves at the head
of the populace, to come into power shortly. I don’t wish
to be hard, at present, upon those Whigs,’ he continued, ‘for
they are playing our game; but a time will come when, not wanting them,
we will kick them to a considerable distance: and then, when toleration
is no longer the cry, and the Whigs are no longer backed by the populace,
see whether the editors of the - will stand by them; they will prove
themselves as expert lickspittles of despotism as of liberalism.
Don’t think they will always bespatter the Tories and Austria.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘I am sorry to find that you entertain
so low an opinion of the spirit of English literary men; we will now
return, if you please, to the subject of the middle classes; I think
your strictures upon them in general are rather too sweeping - they
are not altogether the foolish people which you have described.
Look, for example, at that very powerful and numerous body the Dissenters,
the descendants of those sturdy Patriots who hurled Charles the Simple
from his throne.’
‘There are some sturdy fellows amongst them, I do not deny,’
said the man in black, ‘especially amongst the preachers, clever
withal - two or three of that class nearly drove Mr. Platitude mad,
as perhaps you are aware, but they are not very numerous; and the old
sturdy sort of preachers are fast dropping off, and, as we observe with
pleasure, are generally succeeded by frothy coxcombs, whom it would
not be very difficult to gain over. But what we most rely upon
as an instrument to bring the Dissenters over to us is the mania for
gentility, which amongst them has of late become as great, and more
ridiculous than amongst the middle classes belonging to the Church of
England. All the plain and simple fashions of their forefathers
they are either about to abandon, or have already done so. Look
at the most part of their chapels - no longer modest brick edifices,
situated in quiet and retired streets, but lunatic-looking erections,
in what the simpletons call the modern Gothic taste, of Portland stone,
with a cross upon the top, and the site generally the most conspicuous
that can be found. And look at the manner in which they educate
their children - I mean those that are wealthy. They do not even
wish them to be Dissenters - “the sweet dears shall enjoy the
advantages of good society, of which their parents were debarred.”
So the girls are sent to tip-top boarding-schools, where amongst other
trash they read Rokeby, and are taught to sing snatches from
that high-flying ditty, the “Cavalier” -
‘Would you match the base Skippon, and Massey, and Brown,
With the barons of England, who fight for the crown? -
he! he! their own names. Whilst the lads are sent to those hotbeds
of pride and folly - colleges, whence they return with a greater contempt
for everything “low,” and especially for their own pedigree,
than they went with. I tell you, friend, the children of Dissenters,
if not their parents, are going over to the Church, as you call it,
and the Church is going over to Rome.’
‘I do not see the justice of that latter assertion at all,’
said I; ‘some of the Dissenters’ children may be coming
over to the Church of England, and yet the Church of England be very
far from going over to Rome.’
‘In the high road for it, I assure you,’ said the man in
black; ‘part of it is going to abandon, the rest to lose their
prerogative, and when a Church no longer retains its prerogative, it
speedily loses its own respect, and that of others.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘if the higher classes have all the
vices and follies which you represent, on which point I can say nothing,
as I have never mixed with them; and even supposing the middle classes
are the foolish beings you would fain make them, and which I do not
believe them as a body to be, you would still find some resistance amongst
the lower classes: I have a considerable respect for their good sense
and independence of character; but pray let me hear your opinion of
them.’
‘As for the lower classes,’ said the man in black, ‘I
believe them to be the most brutal wretches in the world, the most addicted
to foul feeding, foul language, and foul vices of every kind; wretches
who have neither love for country, religion, nor anything save their
own vile selves. You surely do not think that they would oppose
a change of religion! why, there is not one of them but would hurrah
for the Pope, or Mahomet, for the sake of a hearty gorge and a drunken
bout, like those which they are treated with at election contests.’
‘Has your church any followers amongst them?’ said I.
‘Wherever there happens to be a Romish family of considerable
possessions,’ said the man in black, ‘our church is sure
to have followers of the lower class, who have come over in the hope
of getting something in the shape of dole or donation. As, however,
the Romish is not yet the dominant religion, and the clergy of the English
establishment have some patronage to bestow, the churches are not quite
deserted by the lower classes; yet, were the Romish to become the established
religion, they would, to a certainty, all go over to it; you can scarcely
imagine what a self-interested set they are - for example, the landlord
of that public-house in which I first met you, having lost a sum of
money upon a cock-fight, and his affairs in consequence being in a bad
condition, is on the eve of coming over to us, in the hope that two
old Popish females of property, whom I confess, will advance a sum of
money to set him up again in the world.’
‘And what could have put such an idea into the poor fellow’s
head?’ said I.
‘Oh, he and I have had some conversation upon the state of his
affairs,’ said the man in black; ‘I think he might make
a rather useful convert in these parts, provided things take a certain
turn, as they doubtless will. It is no bad thing to have a fighting
fellow, who keeps a public-house, belonging to one’s religion.
He has been occasionally employed as a bully at elections by the Tory
party, and he may serve us in the same capacity. The fellow comes
of a good stock; I heard him say that his father headed the High Church
mob who sacked and burnt Priestley’s house at Birmingham, towards
the end of the last century.’
‘A disgraceful affair,’ said I.
‘What do you mean by a disgraceful affair?’ said the man
in black. ‘I assure you that nothing has occurred for the
last fifty years which has given the High Church party so much credit
in the eyes of Rome as that, - we did not imagine that the fellows had
so much energy. Had they followed up that affair by twenty others
of a similar kind, they would by this time have had everything in their
own power; but they did not, and, as a necessary consequence, they are
reduced to almost nothing.’
‘I suppose,’ said I, ‘that your Church would have
acted very differently in its place.’
‘It has always done so,’ said the man in black, coolly sipping.
‘Our Church has always armed the brute population against the
genius and intellect of a country, provided that same intellect and
genius were not willing to become its instruments and eulogists; and
provided we once obtain a firm hold here again, we would not fail to
do so. We would occasionally stuff the beastly rabble with horseflesh
and bitter ale, and then halloo them on against all those who were obnoxious
to us.’
‘Horseflesh and bitter ale!’ I replied.
‘Yes,’ said the man in black; ‘horseflesh and bitter
ale - the favourite delicacies of their Saxon ancestors, who were always
ready to do our bidding after a liberal allowance of such cheer.
There is a tradition in our Church, that before the Northumbrian rabble,
at the instigation of Austin, attacked and massacred the presbyterian
monks of Bangor, they had been allowed a good gorge of horseflesh and
bitter ale. He! he! he!’ continued the man in black, ‘what
a fine spectacle to see such a mob, headed by a fellow like our friend
the landlord, sack the house of another Priestley!’
‘Then you don’t deny that we have had a Priestley,’
said I, ‘and admit the possibility of our having another?
You were lately observing that all English literary men were sycophants?’
‘Lickspittles,’ said the man in black; ‘yes, I admit
that you have had a Priestley, but he was a Dissenter of the old class;
you have had him, and perhaps may have another.’
‘Perhaps we may,’ said I. ‘But with respect
to the lower classes, have you mixed much with them?’
‘I have mixed with all classes,’ said the man in black,
‘and with the lower not less than the upper and middle; they are
much as I have described them; and of the three, the lower are the worst.
I never knew one of them that possessed the slightest principle, no,
not -. It is true, there was one fellow whom I once met, who -
; but it is a long story, and the affair happened abroad. - I ought
to know something of the English people,’ he continued, after
a moment’s pause; ‘I have been many years amongst them,
labouring in the cause of the Church.’
‘Your See must have had great confidence in your powers when it
selected you to labour for it in these parts,’ said I.
‘They chose me,’ said the man in black, ‘principally
because, being of British extraction and education, I could speak the
English language and bear a glass of something strong. It is the
opinion of my See that it would hardly do to send a missionary into
a country like this who is not well versed in English - a country where,
they think, so far from understanding any language besides his own,
scarcely one individual in ten speaks his own intelligibly; or an ascetic
person where, as they say, high and low, male and female, are, at some
period of their lives, fond of a renovating glass, as it is styled -
in other words, of tippling.’
‘Your See appears to entertain a very strange opinion of the English,’
said I.
‘Not altogether an unjust one,’ said the man in black, lifting
the glass to his mouth.
‘Well,’ said I, ‘it is certainly very kind on its
part to wish to bring back such a set of beings beneath its wing.’
‘Why, as to the kindness of my See,’ said the man in black,
‘I have not much to say; my See has generally in what it does
a tolerably good motive; these heretics possess in plenty what my See
has a great hankering for, and can turn to a good account - money!’
‘The Founder of the Christian religion cared nothing for money,’
said I.
‘What have we to do with what the Founder of the Christian religion
cared for?’ said the man in black. ‘How could our
temples be built and our priests supported without money? But
you are unwise to reproach us with a desire of obtaining money; you
forget that your own Church, if the Church of England be your own Church,
as I suppose it is from the willingness which you displayed in the public-house
to fight for it, is equally avaricious; look at your greedy Bishops
and your corpulent Rectors - do they imitate Christ in His disregard
for money? You might as well tell me that they imitate Christ
in His meekness and humility.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘whatever their faults may be, you
can’t say that they go to Rome for money.’
The man in black made no direct answer, but appeared by the motion of
his lips to be repeating something to himself.
‘I see your glass is again empty,’ said I; ‘perhaps
you will replenish it.’
The man in black arose from his seat, adjusted his habiliments, which
were rather in disorder, and placed upon his head his hat, which he
had laid aside; then, looking at me, who was still lying on the ground,
he said - ‘I might, perhaps, take another glass, though I believe
I have had quite as much as I can well bear; but I do not wish to hear
you utter anything more this evening, after that last observation of
yours - it is quite original; I will meditate upon it on my pillow this
night, after having said an ave and a pater - go to Rome for money!’
He then made Belle a low bow, slightly motioned to me with his hand
as if bidding farewell, and then left the dingle with rather uneven
steps.
‘Go to Rome for money,’ I heard him say as he ascended the
winding path, ‘he! he! he! Go to Rome for money, ho! ho!
ho!’
CHAPTER XCV
Wooded retreat - Fresh shoes - Wood fire - Ash, when green - Queen of
China - Cleverest people - Declensions - Armenian - Thunder - Deep olive
- What do you mean? - Koul Adonai - The thick bushes - Wood pigeon -
Old Göthe.
Nearly three days elapsed without anything of particular moment occurring.
Belle drove the little cart containing her merchandise about the neighbourhood,
returning to the dingle towards the evening. As for myself, I
kept within my wooded retreat, working during the periods of her absence
leisurely at my forge. Having observed that the quadruped which
my companion drove was as much in need of shoes as my own had been some
time previously, I had determined to provide it with a set, and during
the aforesaid periods occupied myself in preparing them. As I
was employed three mornings and afternoons about them, I am sure that
the reader will agree that I worked leisurely, or rather, lazily.
On the third day Belle arrived somewhat later than usual; I was lying
on my back at the bottom of the dingle, employed in tossing up the shoes
which I had produced, and catching them as they fell - some being always
in the air mounting or descending, somewhat after the fashion of the
waters of a fountain.
‘Why have you been absent so long?’ said I to Belle; ‘it
must be long past four by the day.’
‘I have been almost killed by the heat,’ said Belle; ‘I
was never out in a more sultry day - the poor donkey, too, could scarcely
move along.’
‘He shall have fresh shoes,’ said I, continuing my exercise;
‘here they are quite ready; to-morrow I will tack them on.’
‘And why are you playing with them in that manner?’ said
Belle.
‘Partly in triumph at having made them, and partly to show that
I can do something besides making them; it is not every one who, after
having made a set of horse-shoes, can keep them going up and down in
the air, without letting one fall - ’
‘One has now fallen on your chin,’ said Belle.
‘And another on my cheek,’ said I, getting up; ‘it
is time to discontinue the game, for the last shoe drew blood.’
Belle went to her own little encampment; and as for myself, after having
flung the donkey’s shoes into my tent, I put some fresh wood on
the fire, which was nearly out, and hung the kettle over it. I
then issued forth from the dingle, and strolled round the wood that
surrounded it; for a long time I was busied in meditation, looking at
the ground, striking with my foot, half unconsciously, the tufts of
grass and thistles that I met in my way. After some time, I lifted
up my eyes to the sky, at first vacantly, and then with more attention,
turning my head in all directions for a minute or two; after which I
returned to the dingle. Isopel was seated near the fire, over
which the kettle was now hung; she had changed her dress - no signs
of the dust and fatigue of her late excursion remained; she had just
added to the fire a small billet of wood, two or three of which I had
left beside it; the fire cracked, and a sweet odour filled the dingle.
‘I am fond of sitting by a wood fire,’ said Belle, ‘when
abroad, whether it be hot or cold; I love to see the flames dart out
of the wood; but what kind is this, and where did you get it?’
‘It is ash,’ said I, ‘green ash. Somewhat less
than a week ago, whilst I was wandering along the road by the side of
a wood, I came to a place where some peasants were engaged in cutting
up and clearing away a confused mass of fallen timber: a mighty aged
oak had given way the night before, and in its fall had shivered some
smaller trees; the upper part of the oak, and the fragments of the rest,
lay across the road. I purchased, for a trifle, a bundle or two,
and the wood on the fire is part of it - ash, green ash.’
‘That makes good the old rhyme,’ said Belle, ‘which
I have heard sung by the old women in the great house:-
‘Ash, when green,
Is fire for a queen.’
‘And on fairer form of queen ash fire never shone,’ said
I, ‘than on thine, O beauteous queen of the dingle.’
‘I am half disposed to be angry with you, young man,’ said
Belle.
‘And why not entirely?’ said I.
Belle made no reply.
‘Shall I tell you?’ I demanded. ‘You had no
objection to the first part of the speech, but you did not like being
called queen of the dingle. Well, if I had the power, I would
make you queen of something better than the dingle - Queen of China.
Come, let us have tea.’
‘Something less would content me,’ said Belle, sighing,
as she rose to prepare our evening meal.
So we took tea together, Belle and I. ‘How delicious tea
is after a hot summer’s day and a long walk,’ said she.
‘I daresay it is most refreshing then,’ said I; ‘but
I have heard people say that they most enjoy it on a cold winter’s
night, when the kettle is hissing on the fire, and their children playing
on the hearth.’
Belle sighed. ‘Where does tea come from?’ she presently
demanded.
‘From China,’ said I; ‘I just now mentioned it, and
the mention of it put me in mind of tea.’
‘What kind of country is China?’
‘I know very little about it; all I know is, that it is a very
large country far to the East, but scarcely large enough to contain
its inhabitants, who are so numerous, that though China does not cover
one-ninth part of the world, its inhabitants amount to one-third of
the population of the world.’
‘And do they talk as we do?’
‘Oh no! I know nothing of their language; but I have heard
that it is quite different from all others, and so difficult that none
but the cleverest people amongst foreigners can master it, on which
account, perhaps, only the French pretend to know anything about it.’
‘Are the French so very clever, then?’ said Belle.
‘They say there are no people like them, at least in Europe.
But talking of Chinese reminds me that I have not for some time past
given you a lesson in Armenian. The word for tea in Armenian is
- by the bye what is the Armenian word for tea?’
‘That’s your affair, not mine,’ said Belle; ‘it
seems hard that the master should ask the scholar.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘whatever the word may be in Armenian,
it is a noun; and as we have never yet declined an Armenian noun together,
we may as well take this opportunity of declining one. Belle,
there are ten declensions in Armenian!
‘What’s a declension?’
‘The way of declining a noun.’
‘Then, in the civilest way imaginable, I decline the noun.
Is that a declension?’
‘You should never play on words; to do so is low, vulgar, smelling
of the pothouse, the workhouse. Belle, I insist on your declining
an Armenian noun.’
‘I have done so already,’ said Belle.
‘If you go on in this way,’ said I, ‘I shall decline
taking any more tea with you. Will you decline an Armenian noun?’
‘I don’t like the language,’ said Belle. ‘If
you must teach me languages, why not teach me French or Chinese?’
‘I know nothing of Chinese; and as for French, none but a Frenchman
is clever enough to speak it - to say nothing of teaching; no, we will
stick to Armenian, unless, indeed, you would prefer Welsh!’
‘Welsh, I have heard, is vulgar,’ said Belle; ‘so,
if I must learn one of the two, I will prefer Armenian, which I never
heard of till you mentioned it to me; though, of the two, I really think
Welsh sounds best.’
‘The Armenian noun,’ said I, ‘which I propose for
your declension this night, is -, which signifieth Master.’
‘I neither like the word nor the sound,’ said Belle.
‘I can’t help that,’ said I; ‘it is the word
I choose: Master, with all its variations, being the first noun the
sound of which I would have you learn from my lips. Come, let
us begin -
‘A master. Of a master, etc. Repeat - ’
‘I am not much used to say the word,’ said Belle, ‘but
to oblige you I will decline it as you wish’; and thereupon Belle
declined Master in Armenian.
‘You have declined the noun very well,’ said I; ‘that
is in the singular number; we will now go to the plural.’
‘What is the plural?’ said Belle.
‘That which implies more than one, for example, Masters; you shall
now go through masters in Armenian.’
‘Never,’ said Belle, ‘never; it is bad to have one
master, but more I would never bear, whether in Armenian or English.’
‘You do not understand,’ said I; ‘I merely want you
to decline Masters in Armenian.’
‘I do decline them; I will have nothing to do with them, nor with
master either; I was wrong to - What sound is that?’
‘I did not hear it, but I daresay it is thunder; in Armenian -
’
‘Never mind what it is in Armenian; but why do you think it is
thunder?’
‘Ere I returned from my stroll, I looked up into the heavens,
and by their appearance I judged that a storm was nigh at hand.’
‘And why did you not tell me so?’
‘You never asked me about the state of the atmosphere, and I am
not in the habit of giving my opinion to people on any subject, unless
questioned. But, setting that aside, can you blame me for not
troubling you with forebodings about storm and tempest, which might
have prevented the pleasure you promised yourself in drinking tea, or
perhaps a lesson in Armenian, though you pretend to dislike the latter?’
‘My dislike is not pretended,’ said Belle; ‘I hate
the sound of it, but I love my tea, and it was kind of you not to wish
to cast a cloud over my little pleasures; the thunder came quite time
enough to interrupt it without being anticipated - there is another
peal - I will clear away, and see that my tent is in a condition to
resist the storm; and I think you had better bestir yourself.’
Isopel departed, and I remained seated on my stone, as nothing belonging
to myself required any particular attention; in about a quarter of an
hour she returned, and seated herself upon her stool.
‘How dark the place is become since I left you,’ said she;
‘just as if night were just at hand.’
‘Look up at the sky,’ said I; ‘and you will not wonder;
it is all of a deep olive. The wind is beginning to rise; hark
how it moans among the branches, and see how their tops are bending;
it brings dust on its wings - I felt some fall on my face; and what
is this, a drop of rain?’
‘We shall have plenty anon,’ said Belle; ‘do you hear?
it already begins to hiss upon the embers; that fire of ours will soon
be extinguished.’
‘It is not probable that we shall want it,’ said I, ‘but
we had better seek shelter: let us go into my tent.’
‘Go in,’ said Belle, ‘but you go in alone; as for
me, I will seek my own.’
‘You are right,’ said I, ‘to be afraid of me; I have
taught you to decline master in Armenian.’
‘You almost tempt me,’ said Belle, ‘to make you decline
mistress in English.’
‘To make matters short,’ said I, ‘I decline a mistress.’
‘What do you mean?’ said Belle, angrily.
‘I have merely done what you wished me,’ said I, ‘and
in your own style; there is no other way of declining anything in English,
for in English there are no declensions.’
‘The rain is increasing,’ said Belle.
‘It is so,’ said I; ‘I shall go to my tent; you may
come if you please; I do assure you I am not afraid of you.’
‘Nor I of you,’ said Belle; ‘so I will come.
Why should I be afraid? I can take my own part; that is - ’
We went into the tent and sat down, and now the rain began to pour with
vehemence. ‘I hope we shall not be flooded in this hollow,’
said I to Belle. ‘There is no fear of that,’ said
Belle; ‘the wandering people, amongst other names, call it the
dry hollow. I believe there is a passage somewhere or other by
which the wet is carried off. There must be a cloud right above
us, it is so dark. Oh! what a flash!’
‘And what a peal!’ said I; ‘that is what the Hebrews
call Koul Adonai - the voice of the Lord. Are you afraid?’
‘No,’ said Belle, ‘I rather like to hear it.’
‘You are right,’ said I, ‘I am fond of the sound of
thunder myself. There is nothing like it; Koul Adonai behadar:
the voice of the Lord is a glorious voice, as the prayer-book version
hath it.’
‘There is something awful in it,’ said Belle; ‘and
then the lightning - the whole dingle is now in a blaze.’
‘“The voice of the Lord maketh the hinds to calve, and discovereth
the thick bushes.” As you say, there is something awful
in thunder.’
‘There are all kinds of noises above us,’ said Belle; ‘surely
I heard the crashing of a tree?’
‘“The voice of the Lord breaketh the cedar trees,”’
said I, ‘but what you hear is caused by a convulsion of the air;
during a thunder-storm there are occasionally all kinds of aerial noises.
Ab Gwilym, who, next to King David, has best described a thunderstorm,
speaks of these aerial noises in the following manner:-
‘Astonied now I stand at strains,
As of ten thousand clanking chains;
And once, methought that, overthrown,
The welkin’s oaks came whelming down;
Upon my head up starts my hair:
Why hunt abroad the hounds of air?
What cursed hag is screeching high,
Whilst crash goes all her crockery?’
You would hardly believe, Belle, that though I offered at least ten
thousand lines nearly as good as those to the booksellers in London,
the simpletons were so blind to their interest, as to refuse purchasing
them!’
‘I don’t wonder at it,’ said Belle, ‘especially
if such dreadful expressions frequently occur as that towards the end;
- surely that was the crash of a tree?’
‘Ah!’ said I, ‘there falls the cedar tree - I mean
the sallow; one of the tall trees on the outside of the dingle has been
snapped short.’
‘What a pity,’ said Belle, ‘that the fine old oak,
which you saw the peasants cutting up, gave way the other night, when
scarcely a breath of air was stirring; how much better to have fallen
in a storm like this, the fiercest I remember.’
‘I don’t think so,’ said I; ‘after braving a
thousand tempests, it was meeter for it to fall of itself than to be
vanquished at last. But to return to Ab Gwilym’s poetry:
he was above culling dainty words, and spoke boldly his mind on all
subjects. Enraged with the thunder for parting him and Morfydd,
he says, at the conclusion of his ode,
‘My curse, O Thunder, cling to thee,
For parting my dear pearl and me!’
‘You and I shall part, that is, I shall go to my tent, if you
persist in repeating from him. The man must have been a savage.
A poor wood-pigeon has fallen dead.’
‘Yes,’ said I, ‘there he lies, just outside the tent;
often have I listened to his note when alone in this wilderness.
So you do not like Ab Gwilym; what say you to old Göthe? -
‘Mist shrouds the night, and rack;
Hear, in the woods, what an awful crack!
Wildly the owls are flitting,
Hark to the pillars splitting
Of palaces verdant ever,
The branches quiver and sever,
The mighty stems are creaking,
The poor roots breaking and shrieking,
In wild mixt ruin down dashing,
O’er one another they’re crashing;
Whilst ‘midst the rocks so hoary
Whirlwinds hurry and worry.
Hear’st not, sister - ’
‘Hark!’ said Belle, ‘hark!’
‘Hear’st not, sister, a chorus
Of voices - ?’
‘No,’ said Belle, ‘but I hear a voice.’
CHAPTER XCVI
A shout - A fireball - See to the horses - Passing away - Gap in the
hedge - On three wheels - Why do you stop? - No craven heart - The cordial
- Across the country - Small bags.
I listened attentively, but I could hear nothing but the loud clashing
of branches, the pattering of rain, and the muttered growl of thunder.
I was about to tell Belle that she must have been mistaken, when I heard
a shout - indistinct, it is true, owing to the noises aforesaid - from
some part of the field above the dingle. ‘I will soon see
what’s the matter,’ said I to Belle, starting up.
‘I will go too;’ said the girl. ‘Stay where
you are,’ said I; ‘if I need you, I will call’; and,
without waiting for any answer, I hurried to the mouth of the dingle.
I was about a few yards only from the top of the ascent, when I beheld
a blaze of light, from whence I knew not; the next moment there was
a loud crash, and I appeared involved in a cloud of sulphurous smoke.
‘Lord have mercy upon us!’ I heard a voice say, and methought
I heard the plunging and struggling of horses. I had stopped short
on hearing the crash, for I was half stunned; but I now hurried forward,
and in a moment stood upon the plain. Here I was instantly aware
of the cause of the crash and the smoke. One of those balls, generally
called fireballs, had fallen from the clouds, and was burning on the
plain at a short distance; and the voice which I had heard, and the
plunging, were as easily accounted for. Near the left-hand corner
of the grove which surrounded the dingle, and about ten yards from the
fireball, I perceived a chaise, with a postilion on the box, who was
making efforts, apparently useless, to control his horses, which were
kicking and plunging in the highest degree of excitement. I instantly
ran towards the chaise, in order to offer what help was in my power.
‘Help me,’ said the poor fellow, as I drew nigh; but before
I could reach the horses, they had turned rapidly round, one of the
fore-wheels flew from its axle-tree, the chaise was overset, and the
postilion flung violently from his seat upon the field. The horses
now became more furious than before, kicking desperately, and endeavouring
to disengage themselves from the fallen chaise. As I was hesitating
whether to run to the assistance of the postilion or endeavour to disengage
the animals, I heard the voice of Belle exclaiming, ‘See to the
horses, I will look after the man.’ She had, it seems, been
alarmed by the crash which accompanied the firebolt, and had hurried
up to learn the cause. I forthwith seized the horses by the heads,
and used all the means I possessed to soothe and pacify them, employing
every gentle modulation of which my voice was capable. Belle,
in the meantime, had raised up the man, who was much stunned by his
fall; but, presently recovering his recollection to a certain degree,
he came limping to me, holding his hand to his right thigh. ‘The
first thing that must now be done,’ said I, ‘is to free
these horses from the traces; can you undertake to do so?’
‘ I think I can,’ said the man, looking at me somewhat stupidly.
‘I will help,’ said Belle, and without loss of time laid
hold of one of the traces. The man, after a short pause, also
set to work, and in a few minutes the horses were extricated.
‘Now,’ said I to the man, ‘what is next to be done?’
‘I don’t know,’ said he; ‘indeed, I scarcely
know anything; I have been so frightened by this horrible storm, and
so shaken by my fall.’ ‘I think,’ said I, ‘that
the storm is passing away, so cast your fears away too; and as for your
fall, you must bear it as lightly as you can. I will tie the horses
amongst those trees, and then we will all betake us to the hollow below.’
‘And what’s to become of my chaise?’ said the postilion,
looking ruefully on the fallen vehicle. ‘Let us leave the
chaise for the present,’ said I; ‘we can be of no use to
it.’ ‘I don’t like to leave my chaise lying
on the ground in this weather,’ said the man; ‘I love my
chaise, and him whom it belongs to.’ ‘You are quite
right to be fond of yourself,’ said I, ‘on which account
I advise you to seek shelter from the rain as soon as possible.’
‘I was not talking of myself,’ said the man, ‘but
my master, to whom the chaise belongs.’ ‘I thought
you called the chaise yours,’ said I. ‘That’s
my way of speaking,’ said the man; ‘but the chaise is my
master’s, and a better master does not live. Don’t
you think we could manage to raise up the chaise?’ ‘And
what is to become of the horses?’ said I. ‘I love
my horses well enough,’ said the man; ‘but they will take
less harm than the chaise. We two can never lift up that chaise.’
‘But we three can,’ said Belle; ‘at least, I think
so; and I know where to find two poles which will assist us.’
‘You had better go to the tent,’ said I, ‘you will
be wet through.’ ‘I care not for a little wetting,’
said Belle; ‘moreover, I have more gowns than one - see you after
the horses.’ Thereupon, I led the horses past the mouth
of the dingle, to a place where a gap in the hedge afforded admission
to the copse or plantation on the southern side. Forcing them
through the gap, I led them to a spot amidst the trees which I deemed
would afford them the most convenient place for standing; then, darting
down into the dingle, I brought up a rope, and also the halter of my
own nag, and with these fastened them each to a separate tree in the
best manner I could. This done, I returned to the chaise and the
postilion. In a minute or two Belle arrived with two poles which,
it seems, had long been lying, overgrown with brushwood, in a ditch
or hollow behind the plantation. With these both she and I set
to work in endeavouring to raise the fallen chaise from the ground.
We experienced considerable difficulty in this undertaking; at length,
with the assistance of the postilion, we saw our efforts crowned with
success - the chaise was lifted up, and stood upright on three wheels.
‘We may leave it here in safety,’ said I, ‘for it
will hardly move away on three wheels, even supposing it could run by
itself; I am afraid there is work here for a wheelwright, in which case
I cannot assist you; if you were in need of a blacksmith it would be
otherwise.’ ‘I don’t think either the wheel
or the axle is hurt,’ said the postilion, who had been handling
both; ‘it is only the linch-pin having dropped out that caused
the wheel to fly off; if I could but find the linch-pin! - though, perhaps,
it fell out a mile away.’ ‘Very likely,’ said
I; ‘but never mind the linch-pin, I can make you one, or something
that will serve: but I can’t stay here any longer, I am going
to my place below with this young gentlewoman, and you had better follow
us.’ ‘I am ready,’ said the man; and after lifting
up the wheel and propping it against the chaise, he went with us, slightly
limping, and with his hand pressed to his thigh.
As we were descending the narrow path, Belle leading the way, and myself
the last of the party, the postilion suddenly stopped short, and looked
about him. ‘Why do you stop?’ said I. ‘I
don’t wish to offend you,’ said the man, ‘but this
seems to be a strange place you are leading me into; I hope you and
the young gentlewoman, as you call her, don’t mean me any harm
- you seemed in a great hurry to bring me here.’ ‘We
wished to get you out of the rain,’ said I, ‘and ourselves
too; that is, if we can, which I rather doubt, for the canvas of a tent
is slight shelter in such a rain; but what harm should we wish to do
you?’ ‘You may think I have money,’ said the
man, ‘and I have some, but only thirty shillings, and for a sum
like that it would be hardly worth while to - ’ ‘Would
it not?’ said I; ‘thirty shillings, after all, are thirty
shillings, and for what I know, half a dozen throats may have been cut
in this place for that sum at the rate of five shillings each; moreover,
there are the horses, which would serve to establish this young gentlewoman
and myself in housekeeping, provided we were thinking of such a thing.’
‘Then I suppose I have fallen into pretty hands,’ said the
man, putting himself in a posture of defence; ‘but I’ll
show no craven heart; and if you attempt to lay hands on me, I’ll
try to pay you in your own coin. I’m rather lamed in the
leg, but I can still use my fists; so come on, both of you, man and
woman, if woman this be, though she looks more like a grenadier.’
‘Let me hear no more of this nonsense,’ said Belle; ‘if
you are afraid, you can go back to your chaise - we only seek to do
you a kindness.’
‘Why, he was just now talking of cutting throats,’ said
the man. ‘You brought it on yourself,’ said Belle;
‘you suspected us, and he wished to pass a joke upon you; he would
not hurt a hair of your head, were your coach laden with gold, nor would
I.’ ‘Well,’ said the man, ‘I was wrong
- here’s my hand to both of you,’ shaking us by the hands;
‘I’ll go with you where you please, but I thought this a
strange lonesome place, though I ought not much to mind strange lonesome
places, having been in plenty of such when I was a servant in Italy,
without coming to any harm - come, let us move on, for ’tis a
shame to keep you two in the rain.’
So we descended the path which led into the depths of the dingle; at
the bottom I conducted the postilion to my tent, which, though the rain
dripped and trickled through it, afforded some shelter; there I bade
him sit down on the log of wood, whilst I placed myself as usual on
my stone. Belle in the meantime had repaired to her own place
of abode. After a little time, I produced a bottle of the cordial
of which I have previously had occasion to speak, and made my guest
take a considerable draught. I then offered him some, bread and
cheese, which he accepted with thanks. In about an hour the rain
had much abated: ‘What do you now propose to do?’ said I.
‘I scarcely know,’ said the man; ‘I suppose I must
endeavour to put on the wheel with your help.’ ‘How
far are you from your home?’ I demanded. ‘Upwards
of thirty miles,’ said the man; ‘my master keeps an inn
on the great north road, and from thence I started early this morning
with a family, which I conveyed across the country to a hall at some
distance from here. On my return I was beset by the thunderstorm,
which frightened the horses, who dragged the chaise off the road to
the field above, and overset it as you saw. I had proposed to
pass the night at an inn about twelve miles from here on my way back,
though how I am to get there to-night I scarcely know, even if we can
put on the wheel, for, to tell you the truth, I am shaken by my fall,
and the smoulder and smoke of that fireball have rather bewildered my
head; I am, moreover, not much acquainted with the way.
‘The best thing you can do,’ said I, ‘is to pass the
night here; I will presently light a fire, and endeavour to make you
comfortable - in the morning we will see to your wheel.’
‘Well,’ said the man, ‘I shall be glad to pass the
night here, provided I do not intrude, but I must see to the horses.’
Thereupon I conducted the man to the place where the horses were tied.
‘The trees drip very much upon them,’ said the man, ‘and
it will not do for them to remain here all night; they will be better
out on the field picking the grass; but first of all they must have
a good feed of corn.’ Thereupon he went to his chaise, from
which he presently brought two small bags, partly filled with corn -
into them he inserted the mouths of the horses, tying them over their
heads. ‘Here we will leave them for a time,’ said
the man; ‘when I think they have had enough, I will come back,
tie their fore-legs, and let them pick about.’
CHAPTER XCVII
Fire of charcoal - The new-comer - No wonder! - Not a blacksmith - A
love affair - Gretna Green - A cool thousand - Family estates - Borough
interest - Grand education - Let us hear - Already quarrelling - Honourable
parents - Most heroically - Not common people - Fresh charcoal.
It might be about ten o’clock at night. Belle, the postilion,
and myself, sat just within the tent, by a fire of charcoal which I
had kindled in the chafing-pan. The man had removed the harness
from his horses, and, after tethering their legs, had left them for
the night in the field above to regale themselves on what grass they
could find. The rain had long since entirely ceased, and the moon
and stars shone bright in the firmament, up to which, putting aside
the canvas, I occasionally looked from the depths of the dingle.
Large drops of water, however, falling now and then upon the tent from
the neighbouring trees, would have served, could we have forgotten it,
to remind us of the recent storm, and also a certain chilliness in the
atmosphere, unusual to the season, proceeding from the moisture with
which the ground was saturated; yet these circumstances only served
to make our party enjoy the charcoal fire the more. There we sat
bending over it: Belle, with her long beautiful hair streaming over
her magnificent shoulders; the postilion smoking his pipe, in his shirt-sleeves
and waistcoat, having flung aside his greatcoat, which had sustained
a thorough wetting; and I without my wagoner’s slop, of which,
it being in the same plight, I had also divested myself.
The new-comer was a well-made fellow of about thirty, with an open and
agreeable countenance. I found him very well informed for a man
in his station, and with some pretensions to humour. After we
had discoursed for some time on indifferent subjects, the postilion,
who had exhausted his pipe, took it from his mouth, and, knocking out
the ashes upon the ground, exclaimed, ‘I little thought, when
I got up in the morning, that I should spend the night in such agreeable
company, and after such a fright.’
‘Well,’ said I, ‘I am glad that your opinion of us
has improved; it is not long since you seemed to hold us in rather a
suspicious light.’
‘And no wonder,’ said the man, ‘seeing the place you
were taking me to! I was not a little, but very much afraid of
ye both; and so I continued for some time, though, not to show a craven
heart, I pretended to be quite satisfied; but I see I was altogether
mistaken about ye. I thought you vagrant gypsy folks and trampers;
but now - ’
‘Vagrant gypsy folks and trampers,’ said I; ‘and what
are we but people of that stamp?’
‘Oh,’ said the postilion, ‘if you wish to be thought
such, I am far too civil a person to contradict you, especially after
your kindness to me, but - ’
‘But!’ said I; ‘what do you mean by but? I would
have you to know that I am proud of being a travelling blacksmith; look
at these donkey-shoes, I finished them this day.’
The postilion took the shoes and examined them. ‘So you
made these shoes?’ he cried at last.
‘To be sure I did; do you doubt it?’
‘Not in the least,’ said the man.
‘Ah! ah!’ said I, ‘I thought I should bring you back
to your original opinion. I am, then, a vagrant gypsy body, a
tramper, a wandering blacksmith.’
‘Not a blacksmith, whatever else you may be,’ said the postilion,
laughing.
‘Then how do you account for my making those shoes?’
‘By your not being a blacksmith,’ said the postilion; ‘no
blacksmith would have made shoes in that manner. Besides, what
did you mean just now by saying you had finished these shoes to-day?
A real blacksmith would have flung off three or four sets of donkey-shoes
in one morning, but you, I will be sworn, have been hammering at these
for days, and they do you credit - but why? - because you are no blacksmith;
no, friend, your shoes may do for this young gentlewoman’s animal,
but I shouldn’t like to have my horses shod by you, unless at
a great pinch indeed.’
‘Then,’ said I, ‘for what do you take me?’
‘Why, for some runaway young gentleman,’ said the postilion.
‘No offence, I hope?’
‘None at all; no one is offended at being taken or mistaken for
a young gentleman, whether runaway or not; but from whence do you suppose
I have run away?’
‘Why, from college,’ said the man: ‘no offence?’
‘None whatever; and what induced me to run away from college?’
‘A love affair, I’ll be sworn,’ said the postilion.
‘You had become acquainted with this young gentlewoman, so she
and you - ’
‘Mind how you get on, friend,’ said Belle, in a deep serious
tone.
‘Pray proceed,’ said I; ‘I daresay you mean no offence.’
‘None in the world,’ said the postilion; ‘all I was
going to say was, that you agreed to run away together, you from college,
and she from boarding-school. Well, there’s nothing to be
ashamed of in a matter like that, such things are done every day by
young folks in high life.’
‘Are you offended?’ said I to Belle.
Belle made no answer; but, placing her elbows on her knees, buried her
face in her hands.
‘So we ran away together?’ said I.
‘Ay, ay,’ said the postilion, ‘to Gretna Green, though
I can’t say that I drove ye, though I have driven many a pair.’
‘And from Gretna Green we came here?’
‘I’ll be bound you did,’ said the man, ‘till
you could arrange matters at home.’
‘And the horse-shoes?’ said I.
‘The donkey-shoes you mean,’ answered the postilion; ‘why,
I suppose you persuaded the blacksmith who married you to give you,
before you left, a few lessons in his trade.’
‘And we intend to stay here till we have arranged matters at home?’
‘Ay, ay,’ said the postilion, ‘till the old people
are pacified, and they send you letters directed to the next post town,
to be left till called for, beginning with “Dear children,”
and enclosing you each a cheque for one hundred pounds, when you will
leave this place, and go home in a coach like gentlefolks, to visit
your governors; I should like nothing better than to have the driving
of you: and then there will be a grand meeting of the two families,
and after a few reproaches, the old people will agree to do something
handsome for the poor thoughtless things; so you will have a genteel
house taken for you, and an annuity allowed you. You won’t
get much the first year, five hundred at the most, in order that the
old folks may let you feel that they are not altogether satisfied with
you, and that you are yet entirely in their power; but the second, if
you don’t get a cool thousand, may I catch cold, especially should
young madam here present a son and heir for the old people to fondle,
destined one day to become sole heir of the two illustrious houses;
and then all the grand folks in the neighbourhood, who have - bless
their prudent hearts! - kept rather aloof from you till then, for fear
you should want anything from them - I say all the carriage people in
the neighbourhood, when they see how swimmingly matters are going on,
will come in shoals to visit you.’
‘Really,’ said I, ‘you are getting on swimmingly.’
‘Oh,’ said the postilion, ‘I was not a gentleman’s
servant nine years without learning the ways of gentry, and being able
to know gentry when I see them.’
‘And what do you say to all this?’ I demanded of Belle.
‘Stop a moment,’ interposed the postilion, ‘I have
one more word to say:- and when you are surrounded by your comforts,
keeping your nice little barouche and pair, your coachman and livery
servant, and visited by all the carriage people in the neighbourhood
- to say nothing of the time when you come to the family estates on
the death of the old people - I shouldn’t wonder if now and then
you look back with longing and regret to the days when you lived in
the damp dripping dingle, had no better equipage than a pony or donkey
cart, and saw no better company than a tramper or gypsy, except once,
when a poor postilion was glad to seat himself at your charcoal fire.’
‘Pray,’ said I, ‘did you ever take lessons in elocution?’
‘Not directly,’ said the postilion; ‘but my old master,
who was in Parliament, did, and so did his son, who was intended to
be an orator. A great professor used to come and give them lessons,
and I used to stand and listen, by which means I picked up a considerable
quantity of what is called rhetoric. In what I last said, I was
aiming at what I have heard him frequently endeavouring to teach my
governors as a thing indispensably necessary in all oratory, a graceful
pere - pere - peregrination.’
‘Peroration, perhaps?’
‘Just so,’ said the postilion; ‘and now I’m
sure I am not mistaken about you; you have taken lessons yourself, at
first hand, in the college vacations, and a promising pupil you were,
I make no doubt. Well, your friends will be all the happier to
get you back. Has your governor much borough interest?’
‘I ask you once more,’ said I, addressing myself to Belle,
‘what you think of the history which this good man has made for
us?’
‘What should I think of it,’ said Belle, still keeping her
face buried in her hands, ‘but that it is mere nonsense?’
‘Nonsense!’ said the postilion.
‘Yes,’ said the girl, ‘and you know it.’
‘May my leg always ache, if I do,’ said the postilion, patting
his leg with his hand; ‘will you persuade me that this young man
has never been at college?’
‘I have never been at college, but - ’
‘Ay, ay,’ said the postilion, ‘but - ’
‘I have been to the best schools in Britain, to say nothing of
a celebrated one in Ireland.’
‘Well, then, it comes to the same thing,’ said the postilion,
‘or perhaps you know more than if you had been at college - and
your governor - ’
‘My governor, as you call him,’ said I, ‘is dead.’
‘And his borough interest?’
‘My father had no borough interest,’ said I; ‘had
he possessed any, he would perhaps not have died, as he did, honourably
poor.’
‘No, no,’ said the postilion, ‘if he had had borough
interest, he wouldn’t have been poor, nor honourable, though perhaps
a right honourable. However, with your grand education and genteel
manners, you made all right at last by persuading this noble young gentlewoman
to run away from boarding-school with you.’
‘I was never at boarding-school,’ said Belle, ‘unless
you call - ’
‘Ay, ay,’ said the postilion, ‘boarding-school is
vulgar, I know: I beg your pardon, I ought to have called it academy,
or by some other much finer name - you were in something much greater
than a boarding-school.’
‘There you are right,’ said Belle, lifting up her head and
looking the postilion full in the face by the light of the charcoal
fire, ‘for I was bred in the workhouse.’
‘Wooh!’ said the postilion.
‘It is true that I am of good - ’
‘Ay, ay,’ said the postilion, ‘let us hear - ’
‘Of good blood,’ continued Belle; ‘my name is Berners,
Isopel Berners, though my parents were unfortunate. Indeed, with
respect to blood, I believe I am of better blood than the young man.’
‘There you are mistaken,’ said I; ‘by my father’s
side I am of Cornish blood, and by my mother’s of brave French
Protestant extraction. Now, with respect to the blood of my father
- and to be descended well on the father’s side is the principal
thing - it is the best blood in the world, for the Cornish blood, as
the proverb says - ’
‘I don’t care what the proverb says,’ said Belle;
‘I say my blood is the best - my name is Berners, Isopel Berners
- it was my mother’s name, and is better, I am sure, than any
you bear, whatever that may be; and though you say that the descent
on the fathers side is the principal thing - and I know why you say
so,’ she added with some excitement - ‘I say that descent
on the mother’s side is of most account, because the mother -
’
‘Just come from Gretna Green, and already quarrelling!’
said the postilion.
‘We do not come from Gretna Green,’ said Belle.
‘Ah, I had forgot,’ said the postilion; ‘none but
great people go to Gretna Green. Well, then, from church, and
already quarrelling about family, just like two great people.’
‘We have never been to church,’ said Belle; ‘and to
prevent any more guessing on your part, it will be as well for me to
tell you, friend, that I am nothing to the young man, and he, of course,
nothing to me. I am a poor travelling girl, born in a workhouse:
journeying on my occasions with certain companions, I came to this hollow,
where my company quarrelled with the young man, who had settled down
here, as he had a right to do if he pleased; and not being able to drive
him out, they went away after quarrelling with me, too, for not choosing
to side with them; so I stayed here along with the young man, there
being room for us both, and the place being as free to me as to him.’
‘And in order that you may be no longer puzzled with respect to
myself,’ said I; ‘I will give you a brief outline of my
history. I am the son of honourable parents, who gave me a first-rate
education, as far as literature and languages went, with which education
I endeavoured, on the death of my father, to advance myself to wealth
and reputation in the big city; but failing in the attempt, I conceived
a disgust for the busy world, and determined to retire from it.
After wandering about for some time, and meeting with various adventures,
in one of which I contrived to obtain a pony, cart, and certain tools
used by smiths and tinkers, I came to this place, where I amused myself
with making horse-shoes, or rather pony-shoes, having acquired the art
of wielding the hammer and tongs from a strange kind of smith - not
him of Gretna Green - whom I knew in my childhood. And here I
lived, doing harm to no one, quite lonely and solitary, till one fine
morning the premises were visited by this young gentlewoman and her
companions. She did herself anything but justice when she said
that her companions quarrelled with her because she would not side with
them against me; they quarrelled with her because she came most heroically
to my assistance as I was on the point of being murdered; and she forgot
to tell you that, after they had abandoned her, she stood by me in the
- dark hour, comforting and cheering me, when unspeakable dread, to
which I am occasionally subject, took possession of my mind. She
says she is nothing to me, even as I am nothing to her. I am of
course nothing to her, but she is mistaken in thinking she is nothing
to me. I entertain the highest regard and admiration for her,
being convinced that I might search the whole world in vain for a nature
more heroic and devoted.’
‘And for my part,’ said Belle, with a sob, ‘a more
quiet agreeable partner in a place like this I would not wish to have;
it is true he has strange ways, and frequently puts words into my mouth
very difficult to utter, but - but - ’ and here she buried her
face once more in her hands.
‘Well,’ said the postilion, ‘I have been mistaken
about you; that is, not altogether, but in part. You are not rich
folks, it seems, but you are not common people, and that I could have
sworn. What I call a shame is, that some people I have known are
not in your place and you in theirs, you with their estates and borough
interest, they in this dingle with these carts and animals; but there
is no help for these things. Were I the great Mumbo Jumbo above,
I would endeavour to manage matters better; but being a simple postilion,
glad to earn three shillings a day, I can’t be expected to do
much.’
‘Who is Mumbo Jumbo?’ said I.
‘Ah!’ said the postilion, ‘I see there may be a thing
or two I know better than yourself. Mumbo Jumbo is a god of the
black coast, to which people go for ivory and gold.’
‘Were you ever there?’ I demanded.
‘No,’ said the postilion, ‘but I heard plenty of Mumbo
Jumbo when I was a boy.’
‘I wish you would tell us something about yourself. I believe
that your own real history would prove quite as entertaining, if not
more, than that which you imagined about us.’
‘I am rather tired,’ said the postilion, ‘and my leg
is rather troublesome. I should be glad to try to sleep upon one
of your blankets. However, as you wish to hear something about
me, I shall be happy to oblige you; but your fire is rather low, and
this place is chilly.’
Thereupon I arose, and put fresh charcoal on the pan; then taking it
outside the tent, with a kind of fan which I had fashioned, I fanned
the coals into a red glow, and continued doing so until the greater
part of the noxious gas, which the coals are in the habit of exhaling,
was exhausted. I then brought it into the tent and reseated myself,
scattering over the coals a small portion of sugar. ‘No
bad smell,’ said the postilion; ‘but upon the whole I think
I like the smell of tobacco better; and with your permission I will
once more light my pipe.’
Thereupon he relighted his pipe; and, after taking two or three whiffs,
began in the following manner.
CHAPTER XCVIII
An exordium - Fine ships - High Barbary captains - Free-born Englishmen
- Monstrous figure - Swashbuckler - The grand coaches - The footmen
- A travelling expedition - Black Jack - Nelson’s cannon - Pharaoh’s
butler - A diligence - Two passengers - Sharking priest - Virgilio -
Lessons in Italian - Two opinions - Holy Mary - Priestly confederates
- Methodist chapel - Veturini - Some of our party - Like a sepulchre
- All for themselves.
‘I am a poor postilion, as you see; yet, as I have seen a thing
or two and heard a thing or two of what is going on in the world, perhaps
what I have to tell you connected with myself may not prove altogether
uninteresting. Now, my friends, this manner of opening a story
is what the man who taught rhetoric would call a hex - hex - ’
‘Exordium,’ said I.
‘Just so,’ said the postilion; ‘I treated you to a
per - per - peroration some time ago, so that I have contrived to put
the cart before the horse, as the Irish orators frequently do in the
honourable House, in whose speeches, especially those who have taken
lessons in rhetoric, the per - per - what’s the word? - frequently
goes before the exordium.
‘I was born in the neighbouring county; my father was land-steward
to a squire of about a thousand a year. My father had two sons,
of whom I am the youngest by some years. My elder brother was
of a spirited roving disposition, and for fear that he should turn out
what is generally termed ungain, my father determined to send him to
sea: so once upon a time, when my brother was about fifteen, he took
him to the great seaport of the county, where he apprenticed him to
a captain of one of the ships which trade to the high Barbary coast.
Fine ships they were, I have heard say, more than thirty in number,
and all belonging to a wonderful great gentleman, who had once been
a parish boy, but had contrived to make an immense fortune by trading
to that coast for gold-dust, ivory, and other strange articles; and
for doing so, I mean for making a fortune, had been made a knight baronet.
So my brother went to the high Barbary shore, on board the fine vessel,
and in about a year returned and came to visit us; he repeated the voyage
several times, always coming to see his parents on his return.
Strange stories he used to tell us of what he had been witness to on
the high Barbary coast, both off shore and on. He said that the
fine vessel in which he sailed was nothing better than a painted hell;
that the captain was a veritable fiend, whose grand delight was in tormenting
his men, especially when they were sick, as they frequently were, there
being always fever on the high Barbary coast; and that though the captain
was occasionally sick himself, his being so made no difference, or rather
it did make a difference, though for the worse, he being when sick always
more inveterate and malignant than at other times. He said that
once, when he himself was sick, his captain had pitched his face all
over, which exploit was much applauded by the other high Barbary captains
- all of whom, from what my brother said, appeared to be of much the
same disposition as my brother’s captain, taking wonderful delight
in tormenting the crews, and doing all manner of terrible things.
My brother frequently said that nothing whatever prevented him from
running away from his ship, and never returning, but the hope he entertained
of one day being captain himself, and able to torment people in his
turn, which he solemnly vowed he would do, as a kind of compensation
for what he himself had undergone. And if things were going on
in a strange way off the high Barbary shore amongst those who came there
to trade, they were going on in a way yet stranger with the people who
lived upon it.
‘Oh the strange ways of the black men who lived on that shore,
of which my brother used to tell us at home - selling their sons, daughters,
and servants for slaves, and the prisoners taken in battle, to the Spanish
captains, to be carried to Havannah, and when there, sold at a profit,
the idea of which, my brother said, went to the hearts of our own captains,
who used to say what a hard thing it was that free-born Englishmen could
not have a hand in the traffic, seeing that it was forbidden by the
laws of their country; talking fondly of the good old times when their
forefathers used to carry slaves to Jamaica and Barbadoes, realising
immense profit, besides the pleasure of hearing their shrieks on the
voyage; and then the superstitions of the blacks, which my brother used
to talk of; their sharks’ teeth, their wisps of fowls’ feathers,
their half-baked pots full of burnt bones, of which they used to make
what they called fetish, and bow down to, and ask favours of, and then,
perhaps, abuse and strike, provided the senseless rubbish did not give
them what they asked for; and then, above all, Mumbo Jumbo, the grand
fetish master, who lived somewhere in the woods, and who used to come
out every now and then with his fetish companions; a monstrous figure,
all wound round with leaves and branches, so as to be quite indistinguishable,
and, seating himself on the high seat in the villages, receive homage
from the people, and also gifts and offerings, the most valuable of
which were pretty damsels, and then betake himself back again, with
his followers, into the woods. Oh the tales that my brother used
to tell us of the high Barbary shore! Poor fellow! what became
of him I can’t say; the last time he came back from a voyage,
he told us that his captain, as soon as he had brought his vessel to
port and settled with his owner, drowned himself off the quay, in a
fit of the horrors, which it seems high Barbary captains, after a certain
number of years, are much subject to. After staying about a month
with us, he went to sea again, with another captain; and, bad as the
old one had been, it appears the new one was worse, for, unable to bear
his treatment, my brother left his ship off the high Barbary shore,
and ran away up the country. Some of his comrades, whom we afterwards
saw, said that there were various reports about him on the shore; one
that he had taken on with Mumbo Jumbo, and was serving him in his house
in the woods, in the capacity of swashbuckler, or life-guardsman; another,
that he was gone in quest of a mighty city in the heart of the negro
country; another, that in swimming a stream he had been devoured by
an alligator. Now, these two last reports were bad enough; the
idea of their flesh and blood being bit asunder by a ravenous fish was
sad enough to my poor parents; and not very comfortable was the thought
of his sweltering over the hot sands in quest of the negro city; but
the idea of their son, their eldest child, serving Mumbo Jumbo as swashbuckler
was worst of all, and caused my poor parents to shed many a scalding
tear.
‘I stayed at home with my parents until I was about eighteen,
assisting my father in various ways. I then went to live at the
Squire’s, partly as groom, partly as footman. After living
in the country some time, I attended the family in a trip of six weeks
which they made to London. Whilst there, happening to have some
words with an old ill-tempered coachman, who had been for a great many
years in the family, my master advised me to leave, offering to recommend
me to a family of his acquaintance who were in need of a footman.
I was glad to accept his offer, and in a few days went to my new place.
My new master was one of the great gentry, a baronet in Parliament,
and possessed of an estate of about twenty thousand a year; his family
consisted of his lady, a son, a fine young man just coming of age, and
two very sweet amiable daughters. I liked this place much better
than my first, there was so much more pleasant noise and bustle - so
much more grand company, and so many more opportunities of improving
myself. Oh, how I liked to see the grand coaches drive up to the
door, with the grand company; and though, amidst that company, there
were some who did not look very grand, there were others, and not a
few, who did. Some of the ladies quite captivated me; there was
the Marchioness of - in particular. This young lady puts me much
in mind of her; it is true, the Marchioness, as I saw her then, was
about fifteen years older than this young gentlewoman is now, and not
so tall by some inches, but she had the very same hair, and much the
same neck and shoulders - no offence, I hope? And then some of
the young gentlemen, with their cool, haughty, care-for-nothing looks,
struck me as being very fine fellows. There was one in particular,
whom I frequently used to stare at, not altogether unlike some one I
have seen hereabouts - he had a slight cast in his eye, and . . . but
I won’t enter into every particular. And then the footmen!
Oh, how those footmen helped to improve me with their conversation.
Many of them could converse much more glibly than their masters, and
appeared to have much better taste. At any rate, they seldom approved
of what their masters did. I remember being once with one in the
gallery of the play-house, when something of Shakspeare’s was
being performed: some one in the first tier of boxes was applauding
very loudly. “That’s my fool of a governor,”
said he; “he is weak enough to like Shakspeare - I don’t;
- he’s so confoundedly low, but he won’t last long - going
down. Shakspeare culminated” - I think that was the word
- “culminated some time ago.”
‘And then the professor of elocution, of whom my governors used
to take lessons, and of which lessons I had my share, by listening behind
the door; but for that professor of elocution I should not be able to
round my periods - an expression of his - in the manner I do.
‘After I had been three years at this place my mistress died.
Her death, however, made no great alteration in my way of living, the
family spending their winters in London, and their summers at their
old seat in S- as before. At last, the young ladies, who had not
yet got husbands, which was strange enough, seeing, as I told you before,
they were very amiable, proposed to our governor a travelling expedition
abroad. The old baronet consented, though young master was much
against it, saying they would all be much better at home. As the
girls persisted, however, he at last withdrew his opposition, and even
promised to follow them as soon as his parliamentary duties would permit;
for he was just got into Parliament, and, like most other young members,
thought that nothing could be done in the House without him. So
the old gentleman and the two young ladies set off, taking me with them,
and a couple of ladies’ maids to wait upon them. First of
all, we went to Paris, where we continued three months, the old baronet
and the ladies going to see the various sights of the city and the neighbourhood,
and I attending them. They soon got tired of sight-seeing, and
of Paris too; and so did I. However, they still continued there,
in order, I believe, that the young ladies might lay in a store of French
finery. I should have passed my idle time at Paris, of which I
had plenty after the sight-seeing was over, very unpleasantly, but for
Black Jack. Eh! did you never hear of Black Jack? Ah! if
you had ever been an English servant in Paris, you would have known
Black Jack; not an English gentleman’s servant who has been at
Paris for this last ten years but knows Black Jack and his ordinary.
A strange fellow he was - of what country no one could exactly say -
for as for judging from speech, that was impossible, Jack speaking all
languages equally ill. Some said he came direct from Satan’s
kitchen, and that when he gives up keeping ordinary, he will return
there again, though the generally-received opinion at Paris was, that
he was at one time butler to King Pharaoh; and that, after lying asleep
for four thousand years in a place called the Kattycombs, he was awaked
by the sound of Nelson’s cannon at the battle of the Nile, and
going to the shore, took on with the admiral, and became, in course
of time, ship steward; and that after Nelson’s death he was captured
by the French, on board one of whose vessels he served in a somewhat
similar capacity till the peace, when he came to Paris, and set up an
ordinary for servants, sticking the name of Katcomb over the door, in
allusion to the place where he had his long sleep. But, whatever
his origin was, Jack kept his own counsel, and appeared to care nothing
for what people said about him, or called him. Yes, I forgot,
there was one name he would not be called, and that was “Portuguese.”
I once saw Black Jack knock down a coachman, six foot high, who called
him black-faced Portuguese. “Any name but dat, you shab,”
said Black Jack, who was a little round fellow, of about five feet two;
“I would not stand to be called Portuguese by Nelson himself.”
Jack was rather fond of talking about Nelson, and hearing people talk
about him, so that it is not improbable that he may have sailed with
him; and with respect to his having been King Pharaoh’s butler,
all I have to say is, I am not disposed to give the downright lie to
the report. Jack was always ready to do a kind turn to a poor servant
out of place, and has often been known to assist such as were in prison,
which charitable disposition he perhaps acquired from having lost a
good place himself, having seen the inside of a prison, and known the
want of a meal’s victuals, all which trials King Pharaoh’s
butler underwent, so he may have been that butler; at any rate, I have
known positive conclusions come to on no better premisses, if indeed
as good. As for the story of his coming direct from Satan’s
kitchen, I place no confidence in it at all, as Black Jack had nothing
of Satan about him but blackness, on which account he was called Black
Jack. Nor am I disposed to give credit to a report that his hatred
of the Portuguese arose from some ill treatment which he had once experienced
when on shore, at Lisbon, from certain gentlewomen of the place, but
rather conclude that it arose from an opinion he entertained that the
Portuguese never paid their debts, one of the ambassadors of that nation,
whose house he had served, having left Paris several thousand francs
in his debt. This is all that I have to say about Black Jack,
without whose funny jokes and good ordinary I should have passed my
time in Paris in a very disconsolate manner.
‘After we had been at Paris between two and three months, we left
it in the direction of Italy, which country the family had a great desire
to see. After travelling a great many days in a thing which, though
called a diligence, did not exhibit much diligence, we came to a great
big town, seated around a nasty salt-water bason, connected by a narrow
passage with the sea. Here we were to embark; and so we did as
soon as possible, glad enough to get away - at least I was, and so I
make no doubt were the rest, for such a place for bad smells I never
was in. It seems all the drains and sewers of the place run into
that same salt bason, voiding into it all their impurities, which, not
being able to escape into the sea in any considerable quantity, owing
to the narrowness of the entrance, there accumulate, filling the whole
atmosphere with these same outrageous scents, on which account the town
is a famous lodging-house of the plague. The ship in which we
embarked was bound for a place in Italy called Naples, where we were
to stay some time. The voyage was rather a lazy one, the ship
not being moved by steam; for at the time of which I am speaking, some
five years ago, steam-ships were not so plentiful as now. There
were only two passengers in the grand cabin, where my governor and his
daughters were, an Italian lady and a priest. Of the lady I have
not much to say; she appeared to be a quiet respectable person enough,
and after our arrival at Naples I neither saw nor heard anything more
of her; but of the priest I shall have a good deal to say in the sequel
(that, by the bye, is a word I learnt from the professor of rhetoric),
and it would have been well for our family had they never met him.
‘On the third day of the voyage the priest came to me, who was
rather unwell with sea-sickness, which he, of course, felt nothing of
- that kind of people being never affected like others. He was
a finish-looking man of about forty-five, but had something strange
in his eyes, which I have since thought denoted that all was not right
in a certain place called the heart. After a few words of condolence,
in a broken kind of English, he asked me various questions about our
family; and I, won by his seeming kindness, told him all I knew about
them - of which communicativeness I afterwards very much repented.
As soon as he had got out of me all he desired, he left me; and I observed
that during the rest of the voyage he was wonderfully attentive to our
governor, and yet more to the young ladies. Both, however, kept
him rather at a distance; the young ladies were reserved, and once or
twice I heard our governor cursing him between his teeth for a sharking
priest. The priest, however, was not disconcerted, and continued
his attentions, which in a little time produced an effect, so that,
by the time we landed at Naples, our great folks had conceived a kind
of liking for the man, and when they took their leave invited him to
visit them, which he promised to do. We hired a grand house or
palace at Naples; it belonged to a poor kind of prince, who was glad
enough to let it to our governor, and also his servants and carriages;
and glad enough were the poor servants, for they got from us what they
never got from the prince - plenty of meat and money; and glad enough,
I make no doubt, were the horses for the provender we gave them; and
I daresay the coaches were not sorry to be cleaned and furbished up.
Well, we went out and came in; going to see the sights, and returning.
Amongst other things we saw was the burning mountain, and the tomb of
a certain sorcerer called Virgilio, who made witch rhymes, by which
he could raise the dead. Plenty of people came to see us, both
English and Italians, and amongst the rest the priest. He did
not come amongst the first, but allowed us to settle and become a little
quiet before he showed himself; and after a day or two he paid us another
visit, then another, till at last his visits were daily.
‘I did not like that Jack Priest; so I kept my eye upon all his
motions. Lord! how that Jack Priest did curry favour with our
governor and the two young ladies; and he curried, and curried, till
he had got himself into favour with the governor, and more especially
with the two young ladies, of whom their father was doatingly fond.
At last the ladies took lessons in Italian of the priest, a language
in which he was said to be a grand proficient, and of which they had
hitherto known but very little; and from that time his influence over
them, and consequently over the old governor, increased, till the tables
were turned, and he no longer curried favour with them, but they with
him - yes, as true as my leg aches, the young ladies curried, and the
old governor curried favour with that same priest; when he was with
them, they seemed almost to hang on his lips, that is, the young ladies;
and as for the old governor, he never contradicted him, and when the
fellow was absent, which, by the bye, was not often, it was, “Father
so-and-so said this,” and “Father so-and-so said that”;
“Father so-and-so thinks we should do so-and-so, or that we should
not do so-and-so.” I at first thought that he must have
given them something, some philtre or the like, but one of the English
maid-servants, who had a kind of respect for me, and who saw much more
behind the scenes than I did, informed me that he was continually instilling
strange notions into their heads, striving, by every possible method,
to make them despise the religion of their own land, and take up that
of the foreign country in which they were. And sure enough, in
a little time, the girls had altogether left off going to an English
chapel, and were continually visiting places of Italian worship.
The old governor, it is true, still went to his church, but he appeared
to be hesitating between two opinions; and once, when he was at dinner,
he said to two or three English friends that, since he had become better
acquainted with it, he had conceived a much more favourable opinion
of the Catholic religion than he had previously entertained. In
a word, the priest ruled the house, and everything was done according
to his will and pleasure; by degrees he persuaded the young ladies to
drop their English acquaintances, whose place he supplied with Italians,
chiefly females. My poor old governor would not have had a person
to speak to - for he never could learn the language - but for two or
three Englishmen who used to come occasionally and take a bottle with
him in a summer-house, whose company he could not be persuaded to resign,
notwithstanding the entreaties of his daughters, instigated by the priest,
whose grand endeavour seemed to be to render the minds of all three
foolish, for his own ends. And if he was busy above stairs with
the governor, there was another busy below with us poor English servants,
a kind of subordinate priest, a low Italian; as he could speak no language
but his own, he was continually jabbering to us in that, and by hearing
him the maids and myself contrived to pick up a good deal of the language,
so that we understood most that was said, and could speak it very fairly;
and the themes of his jabber were the beauty and virtues of one whom
he called Holy Mary, and the power and grandeur of one whom he called
the Holy Father; and he told us that we should shortly have an opportunity
of seeing the Holy Father, who could do anything he liked with Holy
Mary: in the meantime we had plenty of opportunities of seeing Holy
Mary, for in every church, chapel, and convent to which we were taken,
there was an image of Holy Mary, who, if the images were dressed at
all in her fashion, must have been very fond of short petticoats and
tinsel, and who, if those said figures at all resembled her in face,
could scarcely have been half as handsome as either of my two fellow-servants,
not to speak of the young ladies.
‘Now it happened that one of the female servants was much taken
with what she saw and heard, and gave herself up entirely to the will
of the subordinate, who had quite as much dominion over her as his superior
had over the ladies; the other maid, however, the one who had a kind
of respect for me, was not so easily besotted; she used to laugh at
what she saw, and at what the fellow told her, and from her I learnt
that amongst other things intended by these priestly confederates was
robbery; she said that the poor old governor had already been persuaded
by his daughters to put more than a thousand pounds into the superior
priest’s hands for purposes of charity and religion, as was said,
and that the subordinate one had already inveigled her fellow-servant
out of every penny which she had saved from her wages, and had endeavoured
likewise to obtain what money she herself had, but in vain. With
respect to myself, the fellow shortly after made an attempt towards
obtaining a hundred crowns, of which, by some means, he knew me to be
in possession, telling me what a meritorious thing it was to give one’s
superfluities for the purposes of religion. “That is true,”
said I, “and if, after my return to my native country, I find
I have anything which I don’t want myself, I will employ it in
helping to build a Methodist chapel.”
‘By the time that the three months were expired for which we had
hired the palace of the needy Prince, the old governor began to talk
of returning to England, at least of leaving Italy. I believe
he had become frightened at the calls which were continually being made
upon him for money; for after all, you know, if there is a sensitive
part of a man’s wearing apparel, it is his breeches pocket; but
the young ladies could not think of leaving dear Italy and the dear
priest; and then they had seen nothing of the country, they had only
seen Naples; before leaving dear Italia they must see more of the country
and the cities; above all, they must see a place which they called the
Eternal City, or some similar nonsensical name; and they persisted so
that the poor governor permitted them, as usual, to have their way;
and it was decided what route they should take - that is, the priest
was kind enough to decide for them, and was also kind enough to promise
to go with them part of the route, as far as a place where there was
a wonderful figure of Holy Mary, which the priest said it was highly
necessary for them to see before visiting the Eternal City: so we left
Naples in hired carriages, driven by fellows they call veturini, cheating,
drunken dogs, I remember they were. Besides our own family there
was the priest and his subordinate, and a couple of hired lackeys.
We were several days upon the journey, travelling through a very wild
country, which the ladies pretended to be delighted with, and which
the governor cursed on account of the badness of the roads; and when
we came to any particularly wild spot we used to stop, in order to enjoy
the scenery, as the ladies said; and then we would spread a horse-cloth
on the ground, and eat bread and cheese, and drink wine of the country.
And some of the holes and corners in which we bivouacked, as the ladies
called it, were something like this place where we are now, so that
when I came down here it put me in mind of them. At last we arrived
at the place where was the holy image.
‘We went to the house or chapel in which the holy image was kept
- a frightful, ugly black figure of Holy Mary, dressed in her usual
way; and after we had stared at the figure, and some of our party had
bowed down to it, we were shown a great many things which were called
holy relics, which consisted of thumb-nails, and fore-nails, and toe-nails,
and hair, and teeth, and a feather or two, and a mighty thigh-bone,
but whether of a man or a camel I can’t say; all of which things,
I was told, if properly touched and handled, had mighty power to cure
all kinds of disorders. And as we went from the holy house we
saw a man in a state of great excitement: he was foaming at the mouth,
and cursing the holy image and all its household, because, after he
had worshipped it and made offerings to it, and besought it to assist
him in a game of chance which he was about to play, it had left him
in the lurch, allowing him to lose all his money. And when I thought
of all the rubbish I had seen, and the purposes which it was applied
to, in conjunction with the rage of the losing gamester at the deaf
and dumb image, I could not help comparing the whole with what my poor
brother used to tell me of the superstitious practices of the blacks
on the high Barbary shore, and their occasional rage and fury at the
things they worshipped; and I said to myself, If all this here doesn’t
smell of fetish, may I smell fetid.
‘At this place the priest left us, returning to Naples with his
subordinate, on some particular business I suppose. It was, however,
agreed that he should visit us at the Holy City. We did not go
direct to the Holy City, but bent our course to two or three other cities
which the family were desirous of seeing; but as nothing occurred to
us in these places of any particular interest, I shall take the liberty
of passing them by in silence. At length we arrived at the Eternal
City: an immense city it was, looking as if it had stood for a long
time, and would stand for a long time still; compared with it, London
would look like a mere assemblage of bee-skeps; however, give me the
bee-skeps with their merry hum and bustle, and life and honey, rather
than that huge town, which looked like a sepulchre, where there was
no life, no busy hum, no bees, but a scanty sallow population, intermixed
with black priests, white priests, gray priests; and though I don’t
say there was no honey in the place, for I believe there was, I am ready
to take my Bible oath that it was not made there, and that the priests
kept it all for themselves.
CHAPTER XCIX
A cloister - Half English - New acquaintance - Mixed liquors - Turning
Papist - Purposes of charity - Foreign religion - Melancholy - Elbowing
and pushing - Outlandish sight - The figure - I don’t care for
you - Merry-andrews - One good - Religion of my country - Fellow of
spirit - A dispute - The next morning - Female doll - Proper dignity
- Fetish country.
‘The day after our arrival,’ continued the postilion, ‘I
was sent, under the guidance of a lackey of the place, with a letter,
which the priest, when he left, had given us for a friend of his in
the Eternal City. We went to a large house, and on ringing were
admitted by a porter into a cloister, where I saw some ill-looking,
shabby young fellows walking about, who spoke English to one another.
To one of these the porter delivered the letter, and the young fellow,
going away, presently returned and told me to follow him; he led me
into a large room where, behind a table on which were various papers
and a thing which they call, in that country, a crucifix, sat a man
in a kind of priestly dress. The lad having opened the door for
me, shut it behind me, and went away. The man behind the table
was so engaged in reading the letter which I had brought, that at first
he took no notice of me; he had red hair, a kind of half-English countenance,
and was seemingly about five-and-thirty. After a little time he
laid the letter down, appeared to consider a moment, and then opened
his mouth with a strange laugh, not a loud laugh, for I heard nothing
but a kind of hissing deep down the throat; all of a sudden, however,
perceiving me, he gave a slight start, but, instantly recovering himself,
he inquired in English concerning the health of the family, and where
we lived: on my delivering him a card, he bade me inform my master and
the ladies that in the course of the day he would do himself the honour
of waiting upon them. He then arose and opened the door for me
to depart. The man was perfectly civil and courteous, but I did
not like that strange laugh of his after having read the letter.
He was as good as his word, and that same day paid us a visit.
It was now arranged that we should pass the winter in Rome - to my great
annoyance, for I wished to return to my native land, being heartily
tired of everything connected with Italy. I was not, however,
without hope that our young master would shortly arrive, when I trusted
that matters, as far as the family were concerned, would be put on a
better footing. In a few days our new acquaintance, who, it seems,
was a mongrel Englishman, had procured a house for our accommodation;
it was large enough, but not near so pleasant as that we had at Naples,
which was light and airy, with a large garden. This was a dark
gloomy structure in a narrow street, with a frowning church beside it;
it was not far from the place where our new friend lived, and its being
so was probably the reason why he selected it. It was furnished
partly with articles which we bought, and partly with those which we
hired. We lived something in the same way as at Naples; but though
I did not much like Naples, I yet liked it better than this place, which
was so gloomy. Our new acquaintance made himself as agreeable
as he could, conducting the ladies to churches and convents, and frequently
passing the afternoon drinking with the governor, who was fond of a
glass of brandy and water and a cigar, as the new acquaintance also
was - no, I remember, he was fond of gin and water, and did not smoke.
I don’t think he had so much influence over the young ladies as
the other priest, which was, perhaps, owing to his not being so good-looking;
but I am sure he had more influence with the governor, owing, doubtless,
to his bearing him company in drinking mixed liquors, which the other
priest did not do.
‘He was a strange fellow, that same new acquaintance of ours,
and unlike all the priests I saw in that country, and I saw plenty of
various nations; they were always upon their guard, and had their features
and voice modulated; but this man was subject to fits of absence, during
which he would frequently mutter to himself, then, though he was perfectly
civil to everybody, as far as words went, I observed that he entertained
a thorough contempt for most people, especially for those whom he was
making dupes. I have observed him whilst drinking with our governor,
when the old man’s head was turned, look at him with an air which
seemed to say, “What a thundering old fool you are”; and
at our young ladies, when their backs were turned, with a glance which
said distinctly enough, “You precious pair of ninnyhammers”;
and then his laugh - he had two kinds of laughs - one which you could
hear, and another which you could only see. I have seen him laugh
at our governor and the young ladies, when their heads were turned away,
but I heard no sound. My mother had a sandy cat, which sometimes
used to open its mouth wide with a mew which nobody could hear, and
the silent laugh of that red-haired priest used to put me wonderfully
in mind of the silent mew of my mother’s sandy-red cat.
And then the other laugh, which you could hear; what a strange laugh
that was, never loud, yes, I have heard it tolerably loud. He
once passed near me, after having taken leave of a silly English fellow
- a limping parson of the name of Platitude, who, they said, was thinking
of turning Papist, and was much in his company; I was standing behind
the pillar of a piazza, and as he passed he was laughing heartily.
O he was a strange fellow, that same red-haired acquaintance of ours!
‘After we had been at Rome about six weeks our old friend the
priest of Naples arrived, but without his subordinate, for whose services
he now perhaps thought that he had no occasion. I believe he found
matters in our family wearing almost as favourable an aspect as he could
desire: with what he had previously taught them and shown them at Naples
and elsewhere, and with what the red-haired confederate had taught them
and shown them at Rome, the poor young ladies had become quite handmaids
of superstition, so that they, especially the youngest, were prepared
to bow down to anything, and kiss anything, however vile and ugly, provided
a priest commanded them; and as for the old governor, what with the
influence which his daughters exerted, and what with the ascendency
which the red-haired man had obtained over him, he dared not say his
purse, far less his soul, was his own. Only think of an Englishman
not being master of his own purse! My acquaintance, the lady’s
maid, assured me that, to her certain knowledge, he had disbursed to
the red-haired man, for purposes of charity, as it was said, at least
one thousand pounds during the five weeks we had been at Rome.
She also told me that things would shortly be brought to a conclusion
- and so indeed they were, though in a different manner from what she
and I and some other people imagined; that there was to be a grand festival,
and a mass, at which we were to be present, after which the family were
to be presented to the Holy Father, for so those two priestly sharks
had managed it; and then . . . she said she was certain that the two
ladies, and perhaps the old governor, would forsake the religion of
their native land, taking up with that of these foreign regions, for
so my fellow-servant expressed it, and that perhaps attempts might be
made to induce us poor English servants to take up with the foreign
religion, that is herself and me, for as for our fellow-servant, the
other maid, she wanted no inducing, being disposed body and soul to
go over to it. Whereupon I swore with an oath that nothing should
induce me to take up with the foreign religion; and the poor maid, my
fellow-servant, bursting into tears, said that for her part she would
die sooner than have anything to do with it; thereupon we shook hands
and agreed to stand by and countenance one another: and moreover, provided
our governors were fools enough to go over to the religion of these
here foreigners, we would not wait to be asked to do the like, but leave
them at once, and make the best of our way home, even if we were forced
to beg on the road.
‘At last the day of the grand festival came, and we were all to
go to the big church to hear the mass. Now it happened that for
some time past I had been much afflicted with melancholy, especially
when I got up of a morning, produced by the strange manner in which
I saw things going on in our family; and to dispel it in some degree,
I had been in the habit of taking a dram before breakfast. On
the morning in question, feeling particularly low spirited when I thought
of the foolish step our governor would probably take before evening,
I took two drams before breakfast; and after breakfast, feeling my melancholy
still continuing, I took another, which produced a slight effect upon
my head, though I am convinced nobody observed it.
‘Away we drove to the big church; it was a dark misty day, I remember,
and very cold, so that if anybody had noticed my being slightly in liquor,
I could have excused myself by saying that I had merely taken a glass
to fortify my constitution against the weather; and of one thing I am
certain, which is, that such an excuse would have stood me in stead
with our governor, who looked, I thought, as if he had taken one too;
but I may be mistaken, and why should I notice him, seeing that he took
no notice of me? so away we drove to the big church, to which all the
population of the place appeared to be moving.
‘On arriving there we dismounted, and the two priests, who were
with us, led the family in, whilst I followed at a little distance,
but quickly lost them amidst the throng of people. I made my way,
however, though in what direction I knew not, except it was one in which
everybody seemed striving, and by dint of elbowing and pushing I at
last got to a place which looked like the aisle of a cathedral, where
the people stood in two rows, a space between being kept open by certain
strangely-dressed men who moved up and down with rods in their hands;
all were looking to the upper end of this place or aisle; and at the
upper end, separated from the people by palings like those of an altar,
sat in magnificent-looking stalls, on the right and the left, various
wonderful-looking individuals in scarlet dresses. At the farther
end was what appeared to be an altar, on the left hand was a pulpit,
and on the right a stall higher than any of the rest, where was a figure
whom I could scarcely see.
‘I can’t pretend to describe what I saw exactly, for my
head, which was at first rather flurried, had become more so from the
efforts which I had made to get through the crowd; also from certain
singing, which proceeded from I know not where; and, above all, from
the bursts of an organ, which were occasionally so loud that I thought
the roof, which was painted with wondrous colours, would come toppling
down on those below. So there stood I - a poor English servant
- in that outlandish place, in the midst of that foreign crowd, looking
at that outlandish sight, hearing those outlandish sounds, and occasionally
glancing at our party, which, by this time, I distinguished at the opposite
side to where I stood, but much nearer the place where the red figures
sat. Yes, there stood our poor governor and the sweet young ladies,
and I thought they never looked so handsome before; and close by them
were the sharking priests, and not far from them was that idiotical
parson Platitude, winking and grinning, and occasionally lifting up
his hands as if in ecstasy at what he saw and heard, so that he drew
upon himself the notice of the congregation.
‘And now an individual mounted the pulpit, and began to preach
in a language which I did not understand, but which I believe to be
Latin, addressing himself seemingly to the figure in the stall; and
when he had ceased, there was more singing, more organ-playing, and
then two men in robes brought forth two things which they held up; and
then the people bowed their heads, and our poor governor bowed his head,
and the sweet young ladies bowed their heads, and the sharking priests,
whilst the idiotical parson Platitude tried to fling himself down; and
then there were various evolutions withinside the pale, and the scarlet
figures got up and sat down; and this kind of thing continued for some
time. At length the figure which I had seen in the principal stall
came forth and advanced towards the people; an awful figure he was,
a huge old man with a sugar-loaf hat, with a sulphur-coloured dress,
and holding a crook in his hand like that of a shepherd; and as he advanced
the people fell on their knees, our poor old governor amongst them;
the sweet young ladies, the sharking priests, the idiotical parson Platitude,
all fell on their knees, and somebody or other tried to pull me on my
knees; but by this time I had become outrageous; all that my poor brother
used to tell me of the superstitions of the high Barbary shore rushed
into my mind, and I thought they were acting them over here; above all,
the idea that the sweet young ladies, to say nothing of my poor old
governor, were, after the conclusion of all this mummery, going to deliver
themselves up body and soul into the power of that horrid-looking old
man, maddened me, and, rushing forward into the open space, I confronted
the horrible-looking old figure with the sugar-loaf hat, the sulphur-coloured
garments, and shepherd’s crook, and shaking my fist at his nose,
I bellowed out in English -
‘“I don’t care for you, old Mumbo Jumbo, though you
have fetish!”
‘I can scarcely tell you what occurred for some time. I
have a dim recollection that hands were laid upon me, and that I struck
out violently left and right. On coming to myself, I was seated
on a stone bench in a large room, something like a guard-room, in the
custody of certain fellows dressed like Merry-andrews; they were bluff,
good-looking, wholesome fellows, very different from the sallow Italians:
they were looking at me attentively, and occasionally talking to each
other in a language which sounded very like the cracking of walnuts
in the mouth, very different from cooing Italian. At last one
of them asked me in Italian what had ailed me, to which I replied, in
an incoherent manner, something about Mumbo Jumbo; whereupon the fellow,
one of the bluffest of the lot, a jovial rosy-faced rascal, lifted up
his right hand, placing it in such a manner that the lips were between
the fore-finger and thumb, then lifting up his right foot and drawing
back his head, he sucked in his breath with a hissing sound, as if to
imitate one drinking a hearty draught, and then slapped me on the shoulder,
saying something which sounded like goot wine, goot companion, whereupon
they all laughed, exclaiming, ya, ya, goot companion. And now
hurried into the room our poor old governor, with the red-haired priest.
The first asked what could have induced me to behave in such a manner
in such a place, to which I replied that I was not going to bow down
to Mumbo Jumbo, whatever other people might do. Whereupon my master
said he believed I was mad, and the priest said he believed I was drunk;
to which I answered that I was neither so mad nor drunk but I could
distinguish how the wind lay. Whereupon they left me, and in a
little time I was told by the bluff-looking Merry-andrews I was at liberty
to depart. I believe the priest, in order to please my governor,
interceded for me in high quarters.
‘But one good resulted from this affair; there was no presentation
of our family to the Holy Father, for old Mumbo was so frightened by
my outrageous looks that he was laid up for a week, as I was afterwards
informed.
‘I went home, and had scarcely been there half an hour when I
was sent for by the governor, who again referred to the scene in church,
said that he could not tolerate such scandalous behaviour, and that
unless I promised to be more circumspect in future, he should be compelled
to discharge me. I said that if he was scandalised at my behaviour
in the church, I was more scandalised at all I saw going on in the family,
which was governed by two rascally priests, who, not content with plundering
him, appeared bent on hurrying the souls of us all to destruction; and
that with respect to discharging me, he could do so that moment, as
I wished to go. I believe his own reason told him that I was right,
for he made no direct answer, but, after looking on the ground for some
time, he told me to leave him. As he did not tell me to leave
the house, I went to my room, intending to lie down for an hour or two;
but scarcely was I there when the door opened, and in came the red-haired
priest. He showed himself, as he always did, perfectly civil,
asked me how I was, took a chair and sat down. After a hem or
two he entered into a long conversation on the excellence of what he
called the Catholic religion; told me that he hoped I would not set
myself against the light, and likewise against my interest; for that
the family were about to embrace the Catholic religion, and would make
it worth my while to follow their example. I told him that the
family might do what they pleased, but that I would never forsake the
religion of my country for any consideration whatever; that I was nothing
but a poor servant, but I was not to be bought by base gold. “I
admire your honourable feelings,” said he, “you shall have
no gold; and as I see you are a fellow of spirit, and do not like being
a servant, for which I commend you, I can promise you something better.
I have a good deal of influence in this place, and if you will not set
your face against the light, but embrace the Catholic religion, I will
undertake to make your fortune. You remember those fine fellows
to-day who took you into custody, they are the guards of his Holiness.
I have no doubt that I have interest enough to procure your enrolment
amongst them.” “What,” said I, “become
swashbuckler to Mumbo Jumbo up here! May I . . .” - and
here I swore - “if I do. The mere possibility of one of
their children being swashbuckler to Mumbo Jumbo on the high Barbary
shore has always been a source of heart-breaking to my poor parents.
What, then, would they not undergo, if they knew for certain that their
other child was swashbuckler to Mumbo Jumbo up here?” Thereupon
he asked me, even as you did some time ago, what I meant by Mumbo Jumbo.
And I told him all I had heard about the Mumbo Jumbo of the high Barbary
shore; telling him that I had no doubt that the old fellow up here was
his brother, or nearly related to him. The man with the red hair
listened with the greatest attention to all I said, and when I had concluded,
he got up, nodded to me, and moved to the door; ere he reached the door
I saw his shoulders shaking, and as he closed it behind him I heard
him distinctly laughing, to the tune of - he! he! he!
‘But now matters began to mend. That same evening my young
master unexpectedly arrived. I believe he soon perceived that
something extraordinary had been going on in the family. He was
for some time closeted with the governor, with whom, I believe, he had
a dispute; for my fellow-servant, the lady’s maid, informed me
that she heard high words.
‘Rather late at night the young gentleman sent for me into his
room, and asked me various questions with respect to what had been going
on, and my behaviour in the church, of which he had heard something.
I told him all I knew with respect to the intrigues of the two priests
in the family, and gave him a circumstantial account of all that had
occurred in the church; adding that, under similar circumstances, I
was ready to play the same part over again. Instead of blaming
me, he commended my behaviour, told me I was a fine fellow, and said
he hoped that, if he wanted my assistance, I would stand by him: this
I promised to do. Before I left him, he entreated me to inform
him the very next time I saw the priests entering the house.
‘The next morning, as I was in the courtyard, where I had placed
myself to watch, I saw the two enter and make their way up a private
stair to the young ladies’ apartment; they were attended by a
man dressed something like a priest, who bore a large box; I instantly
ran to relate what I had seen to my young master. I found him
shaving. “I will just finish what I am about,” said
he, “and then wait upon these gentlemen.” He finished
what he was about with great deliberation; then taking a horsewhip,
and bidding me follow him, he proceeded at once to the door of his sisters’
apartment: finding it fastened, he burst it open at once with his foot
and entered, followed by myself. There we beheld the two unfortunate
young ladies down on their knees before a large female doll, dressed
up, as usual, in rags and tinsel; the two priests were standing near,
one on either side, with their hands uplifted, whilst the fellow who
brought the trumpery stood a little way down the private stair, the
door of which stood open; without a moment’s hesitation, my young
master rushed forward, gave the image a cut or two with his horsewhip
- then flying at the priests, he gave them a sound flogging, kicked
them down the private stair, and spurned the man, box and image after
them - then locking the door, he gave his sisters a fine sermon, in
which he represented to them their folly in worshipping a silly wooden
graven image, which, though it had eyes, could see not; though it had
ears, could hear not; though it had hands, could not help itself; and
though it had feet, could not move about unless it were carried.
Oh, it was a fine sermon that my young master preached, and sorry I
am that the Father of the Fetish, old Mumbo, did not hear it.
The elder sister looked ashamed, but the youngest, who was very weak,
did nothing but wring her hands, weep and bewail the injury which had
been done to the dear image. The young man, however, without paying
much regard to either of them, went to his father, with whom he had
a long conversation, which terminated in the old governor giving orders
for preparations to be made for the family’s leaving Rome and
returning to England. I believe that the old governor was glad
of his son’s arrival, and rejoiced at the idea of getting away
from Italy, where he had been so plundered and imposed upon. The
priests, however, made another attempt upon the poor young ladies.
By the connivance of the female servant who was in their interest they
found their way once more into their apartment, bringing with them the
fetish image, whose body they partly stripped, exhibiting upon it certain
sanguine marks which they had daubed upon it with red paint, but which
they said were the result of the lashes which it had received from the
horsewhip. The youngest girl believed all they said, and kissed
and embraced the dear image; but the eldest, whose eyes had been opened
by her brother, to whom she was much attached, behaved with proper dignity;
for, going to the door, she called the female servant who had a respect
for me, and in her presence reproached the two deceivers for their various
impudent cheats, and especially for this their last attempt at imposition;
adding that if they did not forthwith withdraw and rid her sister and
herself of their presence, she would send word by her maid to her brother,
who would presently take effectual means to expel them. They took
the hint and departed, and we saw no more of them.
‘At the end of three days we departed from Rome, but the maid
whom the priests had cajoled remained behind, and it is probable that
the youngest of our ladies would have done the same thing if she could
have had her own will, for she was continually raving about her image,
and saying she should wish to live with it in a convent; but we watched
the poor thing, and got her on board ship. Oh, glad was I to leave
that fetish country and old Mumbo behind me!
CHAPTER C
Nothing but gloom - Sporting character - Gouty Tory - Servants’
Club - Politics - Reformado footman - Peroration - Good-night.
‘We arrived in England, and went to our country seat, but the
peace and tranquillity of the family had been marred, and I no longer
found my place the pleasant one which it had formerly been; there was
nothing but gloom in the house, for the youngest daughter exhibited
signs of lunacy, and was obliged to be kept under confinement.
The next season I attended my master, his son, and eldest daughter to
London, as I had previously done. There I left them, for hearing
that a young baronet, an acquaintance of the family, wanted a servant,
I applied for the place, with the consent of my masters, both of whom
gave me a strong recommendation; and, being approved of, I went to live
with him.
‘My new master was what is called a sporting character, very fond
of the turf, upon which he was not very fortunate. He was frequently
very much in want of money, and my wages were anything but regularly
paid; nevertheless, I liked him very much, for he treated me more like
a friend than a domestic, continually consulting me as to his affairs.
At length he was brought nearly to his last shifts, by backing the favourite
at the Derby, which favourite turned out a regular brute, being found
nowhere at the rush. Whereupon, he and I had a solemn consultation
over fourteen glasses of brandy and water, and as many cigars - I mean,
between us - as to what was to be done. He wished to start a coach,
in which event he was to be driver, and I guard. He was quite
competent to drive a coach, being a first-rate whip, and I daresay I
should have made a first-rate guard; but, to start a coach requires
money, and we neither of us believed that anybody would trust us with
vehicles and horses, so that idea was laid aside. We then debated
as to whether or not he should go into the Church; but to go into the
Church - at any rate to become a dean or bishop, which would have been
our aim - it is necessary for a man to possess some education; and my
master, although he had been at the best school in England, that is,
the most expensive, and also at College, was almost totally illiterate,
so we let the Church scheme follow that of the coach. At last,
bethinking me that he was tolerably glib at the tongue, as most people
are who are addicted to the turf, also a great master of slang; remembering
also that he had a crabbed old uncle, who had some borough interest,
I proposed that he should get into the House, promising in one fortnight
to qualify him to make a figure in it, by certain lessons which I would
give him. He consented; and during the next fortnight I did little
else than give him lessons in elocution, following to a tittle the method
of the great professor, which I had picked up, listening behind the
door. At the end of that period we paid a visit to his relation,
an old gouty Tory, who at first received us very coolly. My master,
however, by flattering a predilection of his for Billy Pitt, soon won
his affections so much that he promised to bring him into Parliament;
and in less than a month was as good as his word. My master, partly
by his own qualifications, and partly by the assistance which he had
derived, and still occasionally derived, from me, cut a wonderful figure
in the House, and was speedily considered one of the most promising
speakers; he was always a good hand at promising - he is at present,
I believe, a Cabinet minister.
‘But as he got up in the world he began to look down on me.
I believe he was ashamed of the obligation under which he lay to me;
and at last, requiring no further hints as to oratory from a poor servant
like me, he took an opportunity of quarrelling with me and discharging
me. However, as he had still some grace, he recommended me to
a gentleman with whom, since he had attached himself to politics, he
had formed an acquaintance, the editor of a grand Tory Review.
I lost caste terribly amongst the servants for entering the service
of a person connected with a profession so mean as literature; and it
was proposed at the Servants’ Club, in Park Lane, to eject me
from that society. The proposition, however, was not carried into
effect, and I was permitted to show myself among them, though few condescended
to take much notice of me. My master was one of the best men in
the world, but also one of the most sensitive. On his veracity
being impugned by the editor of a newspaper, he called him out, and
shot him through the arm. Though servants are seldom admirers
of their masters, I was a great admirer of mine, and eager to follow
his example. The day after the encounter, on my veracity being
impugned by the servant of Lord C- in something I said in praise of
my master, I determined to call him out; so I went into another room
and wrote a challenge. But whom should I send it by? Several
servants to whom I applied refused to be the bearers of it; they said
I had lost caste, and they could not think of going out with me.
At length the servant of the Duke of B- consented to take it; but he
made me to understand that, though he went out with me, he did so merely
because he despised the Whiggish principles of Lord C-‘s servant,
and that if I thought he intended to associate with me I should be mistaken.
Politics, I must tell you, at that time ran as high amongst the servants
as the gentlemen, the servants, however, being almost invariably opposed
to the politics of their respective masters, though both parties agreed
in one point, the scouting of everything low and literary, though I
think, of the two, the liberal or reform party were the most inveterate.
So he took my challenge, which was accepted; we went out, Lord C-’s
servant being seconded by a reformado footman from the palace.
We fired three times without effect; but this affair lost me my place;
my master on hearing it forthwith discharged me; he was, as I have said
before, very sensitive, and he said this duel of mine was a parody of
his own. Being, however, one of the best men in the world, on
his discharging me he made me a donation of twenty pounds.
‘And it was well that he made me this present, for without it
I should have been penniless, having contracted rather expensive habits
during the time that I lived with the young baronet. I now determined
to visit my parents, whom I had not seen for years. I found them
in good health, and, after staying with them for two months, I returned
again in the direction of town, walking, in order to see the country.
On the second day of my journey, not being used to such fatigue, I fell
ill at a great inn on the north road, and there I continued for some
weeks till I recovered, but by that time my money was entirely spent.
By living at the inn I had contracted an acquaintance with the master
and the people, and become accustomed to inn life. As I thought
that I might find some difficulty in procuring any desirable situation
in London, owing to my late connection with literature, I determined
to remain where I was, provided my services would be accepted.
I offered them to the master, who, finding I knew something of horses,
engaged me as a postilion. I have remained there since.
You have now heard my story.
‘Stay, you shan’t say that I told my tale without a per
- peroration. What shall it be? Oh, I remember something
which will serve for one. As I was driving my chaise some weeks
ago, I saw standing at the gate of an avenue, which led up to an old
mansion, a figure which I thought I recognised. I looked at it
attentively, and the figure, as I passed, looked at me; whether it remembered
me I do not know, but I recognised the face it showed me full well.
‘If it was not the identical face of the red-haired priest whom
I had seen at Rome, may I catch cold!
‘Young gentleman, I will now take a spell on your blanket - young
lady, good-night.’
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